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Friday, February 06, 2009 - Messiah :

realli din hv the mood to blog after so long le...but there r jus so mani things going on tt it's left me no other channels to kp to except here...so dun feel stupid oif u dun understand my posts sometimes...it's meant tt way either becoz it's too sensitive or it's jus to avoid scarring the bloody small amt of feelings the idiots i curse abt hv...

Work's been kinda rough recently...thot everything would turn out fine after all the major events...but guess wad???it's going straight downhill n into the long kang(although i did almost fall into a real one yest XD).

N who's the one causing all the problems...basically he goes by various names...here we shall jus call him The Shadow Kid(TSK for short...basically a sound we also make when we ever hv to tok abt work stuffs).

There's nv anything u can do when u get a lj supervisor...u rant n rant but nth ever changes...tt's y ppl came up wif the phrase "A Leopard Nv Changes Its Spots"...a phrase i dare to sae i believe a lot in...Promises always come back broken...the onli option given back is to lan lan suck thumb.

i'm ok wif things going wrong here n there but it realli crosses the line when sumone says sumthing bad abt my frenz...all along it's said he treats us the way he does becoz he doesn't wan to b like our old supervisors n jus b apple polishers...HULLOOOOOOO...Earth to Kid...they were nv kissing our asses in the 1st place...they were jus being frenz wif us...sumthing u will nv b able to do n seeing how things turned out in the past,u seem to be the onli apple polisher...sad isn't it???

haiz...work will b over in a few mths...hopefully things will get better...T_T

Overall,aside from work,things hv been going quite well...had some time over the past few wks to pursue a hobby i left untouched for so long...completed my 00 raizer...will post pics if i ever hv the "heart blood come wave" to take some pics(of the Kyrios as well)...Arios is gonna b out this mth but i will most prob wait for the GN Archer as well n hopefully there's a special set again this time(Yay!)...If i hv the time i may start on the VF-25F...wanna hv something to attach the super pack parts(coming out end of the mth) to when i get mine XD

Gonna go ice skating wif my dear on Sunday...been so long since we went le...wish Sunday would come sooner...1st time going to one at Kallang since it reopened...will blog more after it bahz =p

Stopping here for now...kinda tired after the past few days' activities...till the nx update,ciao~

君は誰とキスをする～

||f3nR1R|| blogged at [2/06/2009 10:21:00 PM]*

Saturday, December 20, 2008 - Jus stopping by~ :

hvn't had time to blog lately...had so mani things to blog abt but i think most hv slipped out of my mind already XD

This blog has sorta become my hate list where i bitch abt idiots n complete lowlifes when they hv basically crossed mani mani lines...will update more nx wk since i m hving my holiday break from now till the nx wking yr(wish it doesn't end :p)...hopefully the rage will run out in some time n this returns to a normal everyday kinda blog...becoz i believe in karma n i m alreadi in line for a lot of it so i hope to stop accumulating karma(mr D Y Guo shld oso stop accumulating otherwise his karma aura spread to us we oso jia lat XD)

Tt's all for now...till the nx update bye~

光の中へ完結する物語

||f3nR1R|| blogged at [12/20/2008 01:00:00 AM]*

Sunday, November 09, 2008 - My hand is burning crimson red~ :

it's time again for the red words to appear in my blog again...if again u feel u will be hurt "deep deep" i suggest u stop reading now...

now...if u r still reading this it either means u r interested to find out wad i m "unhappy" abt n wun b hurt "deep deep" by words like f***,cc* etc etc...if u r one of those hu will b hurt "deep deep",then stop reading NOWWWW...thank you XD

basically,the past few wks since my last update things hv been quite normal...the usual stuff hv happened...OT at wk has become quite common due to the lack of manpower...but the worst is one lousy cb f***er supervisor who has no freakin balls wadsoever...

i mean how nonsensical n brainless can one person b...let's list out the ways:

1)wants ppl to do work but at the last min always add other stuff which was not specified in the 1st place
2)getting others to do his work becoz he doesn't even hv the slightest clue on how to do the task
3)has no idea wad a healthy wking relationship means,he even wants someone who is troubled wif matters at hand n is drained to do his work for him...how we wish to see how he feels if he was in the other guy's shoes...
4)doesn't hv the bloody guts to admit his mistakes n denies everything he has said or done b4

on hand i can onli remember these...but i seriously ask anyone reading this blog...would u enjoy or even wan to work under such a supervisor???someone u can't even gif a small pinch of respect to???haiz...days jus keep feeling longer n longer

recently oso ran into some probs wif an event i m going to soon...but things hv somehow cleared up...hopefully there wun b any more probs or else...it will b time for Black Magic XD

will update again when i m free...till den bye~

我需要electrolyte XD

||f3nR1R|| blogged at [11/09/2008 01:07:00 AM]*

Wednesday, October 01, 2008 - Eyes on you =P :

You See the World Through Blue Colored Glasses

You live your life with tranquility. You have faith that things will work themselves out with time.
You judge all your interactions through the lens of hope. You try to get all the facts before forming your opinion.

You face challenges with wisdom. You know that all bad things pass, and you have the confidence to see problems through.
You see love as the utmost expression of trust. Your relationships tend to be peaceful and stable.

At your worst, you can be cool, melancholy, and detached. You sometimes have to step back from emotionally charged situations.
You are at your happiest when you are able to reflect and relax.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorglassesdoyouseetheworldthroughquiz/">What Color Glasses Do You See the World Through?

Your Heart is Blue and Purple

Your heart is enticing and enchanting.
You are charismatic, larger than life, and fascinating.
You bring fantasy and romance to relationships.
You're good at making someone ordinary seem extraordinary.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatarethecolorsofyourheartquiz/">What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

Your Superpower Should Be Invisibility

You are stealth, complex, and creative.
You never face problems head on. Instead, you rely on your craftiness to get your way.
A mystery to others, you thrive on being a little misunderstood.
You happily work behind the scenes... because there's nothing better than a sneak attack!

Why you would be a good superhero: You're so sly, no one would notice... not even your best friends

Your biggest problem as a superhero: Missing out on all of the glory that visible superheroes get

http://www.blogthings.com/whatshouldyoursuperpowerbequiz/">What Should Your Superpower Be?

had nth to do so took a couple of these XD

私たち花火みたい、心が光の矢を放つ～

||f3nR1R|| blogged at [10/01/2008 07:23:00 PM]*

Sunday, September 21, 2008 - Rants 'R' Us :

Welcome once again to tune into my ranting corner(ya,my blog's realli become a place for me to rant n bitch abt instead of "interesting" daily stuff XD)

1st thing's 1st...u heard of lowlifes b4?now i shall tok abt something alot worst than them,the...NO-LIFE!

BG info 1st,im m opinion,may not b true but seems so in my eyes,guy's a total jerk n kinda brainless guy who thinks he's a great leader.I realli take my hat off to him becoz he's the onli "great" leader i've seen so far to hv his entire club hate him "clapclapbozoclapclap"You noe wad's worst,he isn't realli in the club anymore...he left than a couple of yrs ago but continues to go back to stick his nose into their matters.

I m gonna get a bit harsh from here on becoz i realli hate this guy's guts,so it will b kinda NC16(mayb even more :P) from here on so if u r sensitive n u will b hurt "deep deep" from harsh words pls refrain from reading the parts in red.

i realli dunno whether it's jus me but this is my image of this "thing":

1)it has no life,after work oso go back to a club which doesn't welcome him(nice ppl realli,they wanna sound harsh by telling it they hate it straight,they've been dropping hints from God Knows when)

2)it has no frenz,so wkends oso can do weird things like" i made a reservation at a restaurant for us to try the food there,but i can onli allow ard 8 ppl" Reason u may ask?he jus wans to f*cking jio a junior in the club!?!?! if tt's not cb enuf,he orders a freakin hell lot of food to show he can eat a lot,y i dunno becoz his brain patterns r on a completely diff lvl...worst thing is he couldn't even finish the food n still dared to sae tt everyone will share the cost...wtf???

3)it has no girl to hv "fun" ard wif...otherwise y bother going back to a place where everybody loathes u?when all u do is try to show u got power when all u r is stinking overseer?

4)it thinks tt everything in the country tt has something to do wif the theme of the organisation everyone must attend. Extract from a post " i thot i toked to u all on mon saying tt there shld b a mtup to go for the event on sun,but y m i not seeing anyone doing it or anyone volunteering? etc etc". Hello jackass,hv u ever wondered if they r interested to go in the 1st place?or mayb they jus dun wanna go wif u?it's not like everything oso u mus go or hv,ppl aren't a freakin baby like u?selfish n conceited

I wun even try to call it a troll as this wld inslt trolls everywhere.it's things like it tt make the world more ugly than it alreadi is...some wonder how this monstrosity came abt?my take is it went thru a diff childhood wif mani ppl making fnu of his name,kicking sand in his face etc etc tt results in it's behavior to act holy n mighty when it has onli a little grasp of the power it so longs for

tt's all for this post,nth much happened on Sat,GCA turned out so-so,cosplays were either overdone or redone so mani times it jus got too boring,will blog again when i hv the time,ciao~

君を愛している～

||f3nR1R|| blogged at [9/21/2008 02:26:00 AM]*

Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - ERP Woes~ :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoTqRQ29Od8

found this video after making the previous post.Abt the erp problems now...Quite funny,watch if u hv the time XD

||f3nR1R|| blogged at [9/16/2008 01:39:00 PM]*

- Bad day(the gloves are off) :

din hv much time to blog until now...since it's my off day 2dae's post will b a bit longer than usual :P

Thu
Came back from a long time outside...din hv much time to rest since i got back to the office...idiots running here n there...was "caged" up from 1800 to 2200 b4 i could finally take a break to eat my kfc...while everyone was enjoying their time away at dreamland,i had to work till 1am...heng earlier applied for half day off on Fri...otherwise FINNISH LAAA~

Fri
woke up feeling a bit pek chek le...kinda couldn't fall aslp till ard 4...woke up at 6...alot of shit happened here n there till i could finally bid tt dreaded place goodbye...went home to rest...din do much for the rest of the day

Sat
This was absolutely the worst day since i can't remember when le...woke up on the wrong side of the bed in the morning i think...supposed to mt them go gab's party at 5...so went off to amk earlier to settle some issues n pick up my stuff...here's where everything realli goes wrong

"In front of shop"
I shld go draw money
"opens wallet"
F***!
"ATM card is wif mother"
"left $4 cash on me"

In the end jus asked abt some stuff n cfm some orders...when was abt to go yck to mt them i received a call

"aye,where u now?we din noe got another person coming oso so plus u 5 cannot take cab le..."

In the mood i was in it was total pek chekness le...$4 on me...how the f*** m i gonna go take a freakin' cab???got how mani ppl mting oso nv freakin sae so earlier...knn...dun care gif face or dun gif face le...i jus freakin went home la...wad's the pt???ez link oso wun last for so mani trips...go there black face mehz?go there wif the feeling to scream at ppl mehz?i think not

Sun
Finally a gd day~went out wif my dear dear...so happy...went to watch mamma mia! Quite a gd show...wif all the humour n songs from ABBA...for some odd reason i think i've heard the songs b4 but i dunno y XD at home when i was younger mayb

After the movie,had dinner at Kobayashi Hangul...seriously,it was realli nice the 1st time i ate there ard 2 yrs ago...the standard has realli dropped since den...the omelette was a bit tasteless,noodles not tt hot,the teriyaki chicken portion was so measly...the worst thing was...THERE WERE ARD 10+ FLYS FLYING IN THE SHOP...all over the tables n some ard our utensils etc...the feeling is realli bad

Mon
woke up in the morning to watch Code Geass R2...climatic battle coming up...same for Frontier...realli hate the feeling of hving to wait for the nx ep to air...but bo bian tt's life XD went off to amk to finally pick up the stuff i wanted to get on Sat...went off to TP to find dear after tt...went for her club's "drawing" session after tt...the club realli alot of issues sia =P

did some last min tweaking of my old deck in case had a chance to play...didn't pay much attention to dear but bo bian...the duelist soul inside me started burning again :P realli veri long nv play le...it's a good feeling to hv once in a while XD went for dinner after tt...a lot of politics going on but it wldn't b a club wifout politics wld it?

tt's all for the past few days...jus one more thing to add for this post...advice to whoever is reading this

When naming ur children in the future,NEVER EVER use a veri exotic theme for the name,esp the holiday theme,NO "Christmas",NO "Vesak",NO "Easter" n so on...

WHY?

becoz when u gif these kinda names to them,n they turn out to b total b*stards,it jus makes ppl more angry at them.It's even worst when tt perosn thinks he's so well loved tt he can go back to the same place he left again for abt 7 yrs when he is detested by almost everyone...the onli thing i can respect of tt person is his capacity of being thick skinned...so many ppl dun like him le still can go back...pei fu ah pei fu

tt's all for now bahz...the world can nv b perfect,tt's wad some ppl still nd to find out on their own

集いし絆が、新たな力を剣だ、光射す道となれ！

||f3nR1R|| blogged at [9/16/2008 11:48:00 AM]*

Monday, August 25, 2008 - haizzz :

jus woke up from nap...took a couple of panadol n went for a nap...even though i slpt for a long time last nite it jus didn't feel like much...n i ended up hving a fever as expected...

Had spent the whole day of Sunday being cheap manual labour...wif those being paid a lot higher jus being there to kp abt things tt in the end didn't matter(scold us abt destroying the terrain u say...u go see when the event ended bahz...either way still nd to redo de zzz)

When the event ended,we had to find ways to dispose of the remaining stock...this was extremely impossible as there was like ard a half left...the weather on Sunday was extremely atrocious...whether it was rain or shine there was no diff to us...we were tt tired n too used to it le...the task left to us was realli impossible...all the rain during the past few days left most of the stock "nua" n the boxed completely unusable...if that fateful event didn't happen,i wld hv expected to work till when sept ends mayb :P

Got a cab home n made it back ard 5+ mayb?can't remem le...took a bath...ate dinner n watched MF 20...didnt expect it to turn out lidat...hopefully more emotional character development in the nx ep.Asked mother to wake me up ard 10+,11 while i napped but somehow i dun remember anyone coming to call me :x ended up waking up ard 4+...woke up feeling veri bad...took 2 panadol n tried to get back to slp but couldn't...think i onli dozed off from tiredness again ard 6+,7...the heat was killing me...woke up feeling better but still no use...couldn't move abt freely...damn my body zzz

Y mus things end up this way u may ask...i wld hv to sae "bobian,lan lan 2 yrs suck thumb". Sometimes i wonder,even dogs get better treatment,they get sick,the trainer gets hell...we get sick,we r the ones going thru the mani levels of hell...slowly one at a time...When will this uncalled for suffering end?When Sept ends~

Mayb...

Tt's all for now...mind's still in a half hibernated mode...dun feel like doing anything yet everything mus b done...eyes hv been realli blur recently...i hv given up all hope on my glasses...hopefully they can b repaired b4 any major event comes up...but i still hate hving to rely on them though...feeling's quite bad...Peace to whoever hates Ice Mountain XD

I can't see clearly now the rain has come~

||f3nR1R|| blogged at [8/25/2008 08:02:00 PM]*