thing gonna changes.... before 2008

First of all... Sorry to those who expected me so much but i disappointed them... now realize that quite a number of personality of mine should changes... and thank to a person who really speak heart to heart with me about my personality and what I have done wrong.
Honestly, here is the conclusion of what he talks about me and what I have realize that suppose to changes.

1) mei shang jin xin
2) want alot of things at the same time
3) do not focus
4) always delay
5) must ke ku nai lao
6) consistent
7) learn to build long lasting relationship
8) communicate with parents more
9) a lot of excuses
10) i think still got alot... but can't think of....

above of that MUST changes in 2008... those who read my blog... remind me if i done those things above....

CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE!!!!

No photo ah...

sad thing that my camera can't function well again... take me at least 1minute to take a picture which make me du lan... sometimes longer than that.... sien... think of changing phone again... haha

3 assignment in this week... hope i can finish on time bah... @@

become lazy jor... paid gym fees but going lesser and lesser...@@ tired, pain. plus no time has given me an excuse to no go for gym... haiz... can not like that!!! gambatte~ 5kg to go.... but if building muscle i think i will increase weight instate of reducing it... haha.... as long as become leng zai should be good for me... haha

doing research now... dun wan type jor... sien....

@@... sorry to myself

Thursday Oct 30

Pain due to 2 reasons I here... Imagine you pay a service which cost yourself into pain and is gonna make you broke, but I have no choice to not doing it because of the effect will be worse if you don't service it. Physical pain and mentally pain as well. Cause I just went for dentist check up to filled up my cavity on teeth. @@... 2 hours laying and opening mouth BIG is tired and pain plus I’m feel disgusting for the leng lui dentist to filling up my 6 cavity. Which still have a lot of..@@ 2 hours only able to finish 6 tooth cavity. Swt.. Pain like shit… She keep on asking me say do you wan to injection of painkiller, but my answer always is not, I scare needle more than anything else. I can’t imagine that tiny little needle in front my mouth and inject inside it…@@ so I insist not injecting. The process of filling the cavity is damn long. To filling up each single tooth would have to take around 6-7 step only to completely the whole cleaning, filling, putting medicine for anti bacteria and more. So this is one lesson that tells me DUN EVERY BE LAZY TO BRUSH YOUR TEETH.

Friday Oct 31

By next day of it, 2 mid terms one the same day almost the same time. @@ Pengajian Malaysia and Managing Information. Not doing my best because of giving myself too many reasons not to study. NOT MORE EXCUSES ANYMORE. If not TEO KAH WEI, you gonna get 50% out of 100 again. Anyway, thx to ah nee(brother gf) inviting and giving me free ticket for a fashion design show concert (15 anniversary of nuyou 杂志）. Lol… Is a mix of fashion show with singer singing on stage. Guess include 曹格，张智成， 林健辉 and 温岚。I’m glade that has the opportunity to attend the 15 anniversary of nuyou 杂志。Luckily we went there early and I lost my way again somewhere in KL…@@ suppose will be there by 730PM because of didn’t notice of one junction to turn in, we reach there on 830PM. But still on time able to redeem the ticket before the show start. The event was so formal that I and 三个小冬瓜 wear until like go shopping kind of pattern only. Haha… People wearing coat, gown, and make up until sui sui. Kinda embarrassing but I’m not the only one… haha… Each singer was singing around 4-7 of song.曹格Was the best among those singer. His live performance excellent was as good as the person in CD. Lol… Coz when record a song, they will chose the best of those repeating singing on the same song. After the concert, went to PJ SS2 same place mamak where I always go to have our supper. J Because need to fetch someone that dunno how to go back from KL to their house. No choice, the only way I know is PJ go their house. Reached home 2pm…@@

The ticket was like that. But without 温岚.

The stage of the court where there are two stage walk in front for those models.

Food at the Mamak, where my roti salad...@@

Saturday 1st Nov

Done something bad to me, told myself go my friend house to do assignment, end up nop… @@ went to one of my secondary friend house borrow Microsoft office 2003 where my Microsoft office expires. Though gonna install a while but play dota with him until my GYM time gone. Suppose when to gym by 3PM, but end up 6PM only reach sungai long. After dinner with my friend, we actually plan to go for a driver around KL area, so I bring them to Wangsa Maju BRJ where the food and service is suck but I dunno why there are still so many people going there. Perhaps there is a good place of gap lui… lol…. Quite a lot of people because that night was MU vs XX dunno what another team name adi… haha.. Guess what, 1AM in the morning near wangsa maju and you after damn fucking boring, what you will do. The journey to the Genting is begin… @@ Non of us wearing sport shoes, long pants and jacket. Straight away go… lol… luckily my jacket is inside my car. :P still feel scary although is my second time of going up driving by myself. Weather there is not that cool at that night, so is not what freezing there. Having a drink at KFC(no choice) where starbuck was closed. Reached back sungai long by 5am++ overnight at there… glade that I still went for gym today. If not really felt sorry to myself. 过意不去。

Happy deepavali...@@

@@... actually should be happy with holiday but guess what? Imagine that sound of the fire cracker are keep on BOOM BING BANG... which is sound was coming near by outside my window...@@ beh tahan... @@.... the fire cracker is damn annoying...@@.. why those indian are so rich wasting all their money on those kind of stupid stuff... haiz... no offence, because really is too noisy... of cause, CNY chinese also put alot of fire crackers, but we have our own meaning of putting fire crackers. lol...

By the way, just went to TGV jusco today with a special girl that she always asked me out but i rejected her. I'm so Sorry that always disappointed you. But when i just call her up, with lots of assignment in next week and still with her illness she promised me to have dinner and watch movie with me... hehe... appreciate that.

This is the dinner both of us eat, which cost RM7 consider expensive to me because 10 years before i think the price of the food of this shop should be half of it and perhaps lesser.. due to inflation...@@... I'm a Long customer for the tong sui shop... I'm so loyal to that shop and still always promote their things which is nice. But gain nothing..@@ dun hv them promote adi.. :)

Another funny things is about the advestisement which on the tgv cinemas. At first i really dunno what the error after looking it carefully and she told me that there is a mistake of using words in the sentance. MUST? lol...

Is been quite sometime that i never go to fo tang. Today just went back to attend the classes which usually I go for it. The different between now and last time is the changes of attitude of listening and learning in the class. If you do something that you are willing to do it, the learning process on it will be different. Example like people force you to swimming and you do not how to swim. End up you will go to swimming pool play water but not learning to swim. Can't say that i'm be force to go fo tang last time. Just that not so willing to go to attend to classes there. But dunno that today go back to fo tang feel differently. hehe... perhaps there has been changes on me. There is some photo of flower arrangement(dunno how to say it) in on of the lesson to day has learn.

Actually the share should be a L shape as you can see both of the pink colour flower has form a L shape. But end up adding others of leaf and small flowers is effect of L is gone. haha
That's my decoration. hehe...

FOUND...

lol... someone just took my book... nowander is gone@@... thx anyway...
been gyming for 4 days nonstop. Today curi tulang abit, not going for morning lecture and also gym as well. Due to the reason of just donated blood. Is my second time of donating, but the feeling still the same as i'm still scare of donating as well. Scare of needle and many reason yet. I still manage to go in there alone. This time is alone... lol.. Feel so idiot waiting there alone, doing it alone... haha... Because last time she is the one who accompany me. I'm finish donating with 5minute but she take up more than that... haha... cause for her xie guan too small... She is a senior of the First Aid Unit(FAU) knowing well how to comunicate with those first doner. She taken my first time... lol... of bring me to donate blood. If not until today i still won't go to donate.

sammi~ thx...

DIARY.....

Today wasn't that good for me. Just lost my lovely diary... sobsob... This little books has almost going along with me through out the whole 2008, wherever I went mostly will bring along with it. Cause is to remind me what to do, what going to buy and list down some important memories and so on. I found out this went having meeting with my singing competition society member which i'm was taking it out to write some note but unfortunately it has gone. @@ I have no idea where i left it and only thing i can do is make a call to my friend with me just now and went back the places where I had class and seminar. End up getting nothing. Disappointedly continue with the meeting at cafeteria, and the meeting was so unorganized where you can image that 3 groups of people discussing their own things which is call meeting? And all keep running out of topic or should I say I'm not concentrate enough. Sorry about that. Who seen it kindly return to me... thx first...

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

What Teokahwei Means
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

Langkawi~

Some picture at langkawi, didn't take much because dun have camera. My stupid w810 camera, i repair jor waste it RM45 still not really function well. @@ Made me langsung no mood to take much picture@@.





Those was not taken by me, cause my hp can't open in sit the plane as electronic devices can't open well the plane is flying and landing. Ah Nee(brother gf) taken those picture.

Holiday

Music society, dance club, wu shu club, Chinese orchestra.
Those are the society i recently joined. @.@
It is funny that get to know a lot of friend come from difference background and what the society really doing. Is been a busy life since i joined utar, but I'm enjoy it.

Everything gonna be change in coming semester, perhaps dropping society to achieve my goal, i will sign up for the gym at sungai long shop house. Since before i start my University life second dream in my list is to find a gym room and work it out. So do as what i plan.

So far I enjoy my University life although is far different with Ktar life. People, life style, policy, and friends. Human usually easy to change due to environment changes but most of us not willing to change. Always things that why i can't just staying a stable life, this is what I'm. Not willing to change most of my attitude.

Is been a busy holiday until today most of my things haven't done..@@ This holiday had doing gym for a week, go Muar and also Langkawi for several days. YEAH... Finally get the chance to sit flight. :) It is different feeling that you own experience that flying on top of the sky then just watching tv. Air Asia really make most of people dream come true that everyone can fly. Langkawi is a nice place where you can drink beer or any alcohol like water. :) I staying Kuah town at Sinaran Motel which I think is preferable cheap. At peak season my brother still use to get RM 60 per room. 2 single bed almost same with hotel, just some of the tools dun have like shampoo, tissu, pen, paper, phone, bathtub and so on. But I dun think those stuff that provide on hotel is necessary. :) waste money and resources, not environmental friendly and so on. No wander hotel charge double or triple of the cost.@@ I dun think the cholocate is cheap here... haha... the reason why I said so because almost all chocolate which imported is at least RM10++. For a student like me@@... Luckily I go with mom~... haha... thanks to mom that i brought RM50++ chocolate, and 2 absolut kurant, dunhill light (not for me)... hehe


Few day left, what is the best things today that i'm won't feel that my holiday was waste?

Bara no nai hanaya

薔薇のない花屋, direct translate is Flower Shop without A Rose, is a japan drama that i just finish watched during my exam week... swt... because i have 5 day more to my next paper... But not regret that the drama is definitely nice... is about a complicated love story while the story line that unpredictable. A father Shiomi Eiji is forced to become a single father when his girlfriend passes away while giving birth to their daughter. I like the daughter alot. Name shizuku 小雫。She a is docile daughter which have a angel smile. A daughter which know how to get his father heart.


Is a nice drama which should not miss it... :)

Tears Dropped....

冷血的我无言无辜的在梦中落泪了。
好久没有这感觉了，
梦中的故事也只是一向来和父母吵架的画面，

总是埋怨，而没替他们着想，
此刻的我还是梦中的我吗？

CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE

Was a sad day for me... Why this kind of feeling keep following when i doing my exam paper related to management? Last time MPO also like that.... this MP also like that... 100% just manage to answer 20% of the question.... swt.... memories all stuff go in end up blank... is that my memories skill need to be improve? or Perhaps others are well prepare? I think is because i do not concentrate in class with end up like this... hope this was a lesson for me to attend class and concentrate... seriously i go MP lecture class without listening what she is teaching... and i dislike the lecturer which make me like this... dun be like that again... X.X

I MUST change my study style!!!
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next up law... hope everything is ok...

Way back into love...

Will this blog be terminate due to lessees blogging or lessees visitor?

Is been sometimes that never take sometimes to make my own interest to blog.

First thing that never forgot that i have made a plan for 2008 which on February.
Planning for 2008,
1) Get myself to graduate in 2008 May.
2) Be awareness of my surrounding stuff.
3) Remember to remember. (Sound stupid, but that a great motivation word)
4) Get to learn Japanese word by reading hiragana and katakana.
5) Learn Guitar or Drum. (Get to know the language of music)
6) Get myself into Utar. (Get all those information of it, and get good in my result to able to archive the grade)
7) Keep down my body weight lower than 80kg before Universities.
8) Maintain of doing workout and reading by every day.
9) Start saving for my personal financial planning.
10) Get my look better. (Learn styling hair or others)

on this statement 10 out of 7 i have done it... yahoo~... hehe.. feel so proud for myself... perhaps there will becoming new plans for 2008-2009? hehe... I'm actually graduate in may and finally pass all my exam... although the grade is really unsatisfying... except 2-4 i not really do it and 8 consider so... but, other than that... most of it are fulfill and achieved.
Been studying at utar for almost 2month, is a good experience when i come to the place which called sungai long where i always be there for CC(cyber cafe). Starting was difficult to cope with the environment, lecture & tutorial classes, friends, & many more. But for sure those people are really friendly, most of them i get to know was those that i always expected to be known. Just like i always wish my frens around me was english educated... and eventually i came in to a class which my class rep was a sieng. Few of my classmate also banana as well... haha... The part that pressure me is that i still can cope with the marking system. Last time i not use to take midterm exam seriously, but due to the changes of marks that was 40% of the final, that was scare my up and mostly every week with one assignment and exam. Luckily still can handle it. The most interesting part that is i joined few of the society that i always be wandering joining or not. Chinese orchestra, dance club and music society. Most active in CO due to some reason. Is a good experience that get to know chinese orchestra instrument and songs other than just band songs. I'm been active in band since form1-5. Should i be putting the same effort into the society? I'm just scare what has happen like what i experience which i dun wish that will be a second changes that happen to the society that i joined. all the best...

by the way.... I'm on the "Way back into love"... hope so...

Exam...

Is been a tough week for me that having 4 paper within a week of time for preparation to finish those paper and have not study week... Worse come to worse, I'm sick... pity sad that because its happen on exam week and is on the middle of all my paper... sadly to say that one of my paper seriously I'm not doing as well as what i expect... That paper just allow me one day of time to prepare, although I'm well prepare before my exam for that paper, but seen like unable to do it as what i expect, perhaps flu and fever killing me... which mean is yesterday started to fall into sick... and today gonna take for the paper... but at least i do my best, no regret... hope that everything going be fine... Utar... I'm coming? This is what i concern next... knowing myself better than others, i was given a choice that whether wanna take degree on UK which mean that study at advance or either taking master at Australia that was study at utar. Given this choice surely i will chose master instate of degree holder, but seeing my situation now, with a cgpa 2something student thinking so far that going to study as a master. impressive.... haha... don't care much la... do what i can do now...

gambatte... 3down 1 to go.... last...

DARK NIGHT

In a dark horror night, that’s around 1am in the middle of the night, the electricity was cut down in a without any warning while i was half way finish my bath. Life is full of unexpected stuff, but most of those unexpected stuff always is a good things for me. Like I said cut of electricity is happen when I was taking bath. But think at positively the hand phone was with me at toilet and I just finish bathe while just taking towel to clean up.

Well, just came from gathering of my secondary classmate. Just few of us are there only, around 13, list out their name first, teo(me), ali, hai ting, chew chin, poh peng, szee mee, chun peng, pik shan, li fong, kah ling, ze kai, chee liang and yan ho. As usual, can say that my classmate that still keep in touch is this few friends. Others do not appreciate? No idea. What can I say today gathering? No big deal just as usual being the guy that always is a laugher for others. Waste of time? No idea as well.

This keep come to my mind, what should I be studying next. My diploma got to finish in anytime. Should I be changing course or continue with my banking and finance? What is more important for me? Banking is a good career for coming year?

teo`

BAD mood....

Dunno why that i have such an anger to my belongings that was hide by my housemate... perhaps it was the instrument that i use to play... they really dunno what music player really appreciate their instrument... wtf man... although is just a drum stick... they better put back my stuff on my table... is not about xiao qi... is about my personality... own people have their own belongings which dislike people to play it.... -_-'''

Is all about keeping fit...

Come to my mind... Does girls really like those guys that with fit and muscly bodies? haha... is a question with no answer... :) Difference people have their own visual and preference on a guy right?
For me, is that important to have good looking or fit body... What I can see now is I'm having a spare tayar on my stomach that i going to cut it off... hopefully... at least make it 33 or 34 ok? was thinking to just diet or start to build up my body.. is about time to maintain and to keep the shape on future life... this been a hard week for me... 3 day nonstop doing gym for 1hours... whole body like marshmallows lembet lembet adi... haha... but is fun to used up your energy in sport(gym consider is sport right?)... Must maintain at least 3 day in gym to cut down my spare tayar as my planning in 2008 the number 7 act...
GAMBATTE...

Teo`

Holiday...

Is been a long time that didn't post anything here... should say normally my open is like that... Do not know why can't consistently writing my blog on time? Should I be setting a goal that must write a blog at least once in a week? Should it be motivate myself to do so?
Is has been a long holiday for me. Found out that a lot of stuff that I done that do not benefits me. Always blaming, gossip people stuff, scolding, argue with parents and sibling, and criticize others, negative thinking and lot more. To get it out of my head need sometime, just need to always be cool, calm and intelligence when making and movement. Do not wish to be as usual that do not aware of any surrounding stuff, my future, my life, my personality and so on. We all have dream that will become true in matter of time, but without knowledge of knowing those dream, what me been dreaming of them. Just will be something like living better life, getting a great job, get marry with a pretty women, want to travel is something like that. but without knowing others circumstances, like living a better life consider of what, getting a great job is what, what with my mine that was a pretty girl, travel to where and what their culture and why i wanted so much to get those. Until today I only know that Canberra is a city of Australia and others more country likes Sydney and Melbourne. I have not awareness for that kind of stuff. Hate of history, hate of studying. What am I so hated about it? That’s for my own good. It will be late to start all over again. But nothing is late than staying there doing nothing. As Chinese rhesis says 只怕站, 不怕慢。So do not scare of late doing anything, nothing is late to be done. Gambatte!!@@

Planning for 2008,
1) Get myself to graduate in 2008 May.
2) Be awareness of my surrounding stuff.
3) Remember to remember. (Sound stupid, but that a great motivate word)
4) Get to learn Japanese word by reading hiragana and katakana.
5) Learn Guitar or Drum. (Get to know the language of music)
6) Get myself into Utar. (Get all those information of it, and get good in my result to able to archive the grade)
7) Keep down my body weight lower than 80kg before Universities.
8) Maintain of doing workout and reading by every day.
9) Start saving for my personal financial planning.
10) Get my look better. (Learn styling hair or others)

Is a great holiday for me on this short time of period.

What life?

Is been a long exam week that are just ended. Full of stress that are not usually spoken by me... what is life man... how should a life go on by passing every day without a target? A life that without goal, target and dreams still is life? what m'i thinking man... sad

What is today about?

Just back from a paper that was so unexpected today... totally out of my mind... what a sad sad day.. first out... Go in to exam room... my pen is out of INK... keep remind myself to bring two pen... but the others pen wasn't with me... lame... Guess what next... Myself didn't notice that my hp was inside my pocket while the exam started... Though that being a good study that just pass it to those examiner will get back after the exam... Things that piss off me that is my hp was not just keep for after exam can get it back... It has been confiscated... -_-''' ok... since i break the rules... i have to bear the risk... what rules that stated that going off to toilet while exam need to check off shoes? swt... take off my shoes in front of public... only i do it... the rest of them go toilet also didn't check... MCB.. wallet put on table also got examiner check it whether go hidden note or not... SWT.. I can't stop my rude words for this whole day... damn moody... but the best thing still is i'm able to done most of the question... seriously... If this paper fail... REALLY dunno WTF I'm doing...
COOL DOWN DUDE... EVERYTHING GONNA BE SUPER DUPER FIND COMING DAY...

2008

Was thinking to post anything at here de.. but when i started to write my blog... in between something disturbed me to do others stuff... that why most of those are incomplete things that wanna to write out.. haha... currently was quite busy with my revision... finish feel that the feeling to study come to me... cleaned my room with a good environment to do my revision... just changed my roommate which is wen hao to my secondary classmate which continue his study as IT i think, kha choon... is good to me perhaps cause that fellow always not in his room... i just like staying alone in the room~ haha... his gf which is my neigbhour... that why most of the time u can't see him at this room at this moment... :)
time passed so fast, is 2008 9January adi... 9more day was my first paper... financial service... hope wasn't that hard to me... :) all the best... gambatte...

January 7, 2008

Finally settle down most of my stuff… unplugged is finally over, just go back visit my band practice, and start revision for coming exam in. Although in unplugged wasn’t get what that I expect to get but as long as learn something is good enough. And get to know a lot of things that I always didn’t notice about it. It’s been a good experience and gets to involved to activities or event in college. Won’t be regrets joining event. Hope others event will get a better post.

December 13, 2007

Is raining outside my condo, should say pv3, because I’m now sitting outside (stair) a house that waiting someone to out the door for me to go in to do assignment. Last minute stuff sure is like this. J

The first letter starts today. Blog? Haha… Why is say like that? Because after buying my new laptop around one month one blog also haven’t posted new stuff there yet. Really appreciate what I’m having now. Thx god. J By the way, how was my life going on? I’m always thinking to be one of the committee for some event and finally, I’m one of it. (Unplugged assistant programme coordinator)