Am lying here in my bed trying to figure out how did i lose it!! And then I remembered that tv show, Greek! There was this A student who was so uptight all the time..studying and no fun and all..until one day she tries something new and realizes all she was missing out on.. And she suddenly doesn't care!
You know, I did not cry! Even in the dream I just had -the one that woke me up- I still did not cry! I actually refused to cry! Don't know what the hell I am waiting for.. Why wouldn't I just give in to it and get it over with?! Out of my system for good!
What would be the cracking point for my denial?
