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Sunday, April 3, 2011Y
Sick

Have anyone ever got tired of trying to blend into e environment?

Why are we always trying hard to blend in.
Not like I want to stand out.
But just sick of always trying, to fit into e norm.

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Monday, January 31, 2011Y
ब्लिन्देद बी work

HOW IRONICAL THAT I AM BLOGGING FROM OFFICE!! When i cant access hotmail/gmail/youtube..blogspot is accessible??

Yes, thats once in a blue moon. Because my boss is not around (yes why am i staying back to blog when my boss is not ard?).. Simply bcos i am waiting for dat ASSHOLE. Need to travel from ulu pandan Kranji to Bugis. TSK! Reaching 6pm then call me??!?! Zzzz.

Anyway I am sooo bored now. and quite hun-ga-ry too..Just realised my last blog post was in early Nov last yr. Gosh.

Okies. time to reflect on life. I used to think i was too much of a bore, not been travelling very often, not even within Singapore. Talk about travelling to broaden horizons? Not me. And now, having stepped into e corporate working world makes travelling even more difficult. Do anyone have the feeling of not knowing wad to do, even when there's a public holiday? Some of those I know always have plans lined up, and that means something to look forward to. But i usually shrug my shoulders and smile when they asked how i passed my weekend. Sighs. Tuition lor. At first im not sure whether its just me, but apparently my colleague stones at home during wkends too..Haha! I am still secretly eagerly anticipating for my delayed grad trip, hoping plans will materialise and i get to go somewhere..

Btw I guess i will miss this place a great deal. A small network of colleagues, though sometimes lack of vibe, but great bonds. But haiz, even in my sec sch days, I seem to fit into the minority, so I really wonder if i am able to blend into the big-family culture. HAIZ. Frankly, i am more apprehensive about the new environment, afraid i wont be able to fit in, etc etc.

I wan to enjoy this CNY holiday break heartily.
But how?
*shrugs*

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Friday, November 5, 2010Y

Still like this song :)


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Thursday, November 4, 2010Y
Long awaited Long weekend

Cant believe dat i cant recall my blog add. haha. Goes to show how long I haven blogged.. thanks to asshole for remindin me dat i haf left my blog idle for so long lol.

Anyway, I am quite happy recently Haha! Bcos my boss's away for 2 wks, and my colleagues and I were simply havoc'in ard, today i could leave at 5.30pm! Heh. Looking forward to more of such days when its near e end of e year :) The nearing-end-of-e-year season is much anticipated, and birthday plans are pretty much in place..thanks to huBBy and family :) didn't realise till my frenz start to book me for meet-up..e feeling of meeting up with gd old frenz is v cosy!! :D

But shit, its time to start thinking abt my career. Dunno why i stil feel like im a student, haven really accustomed to working life. especially when i treat my colleagues like friends more than colleagues, and somemore just talk crap all day instead of work. Haha

Haiz work aside, must enjoy my long weekend. Tennis!

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Friday, September 10, 2010Y

Its e month of Sep and yeah, its a long wkend!

Read thru Alumnus, and reminded of my frenz, set me wondering how haf ey been. So (again) jio'ed em to meet up and catch up on e gd old times. HAHA. Sharing how we haf been thru e past few months after graduation, each of us narrated our own stories and e more amusing ones come frm e budding teachers - e way ey discipline their class.. im stil tickled by e jokes ey crack in a bid to keep e class in place, but somehow CMI. Chris thot i would haf changed after entering e business corporate world, but she changed her mind after speaking to me cos.. im stil me la! HAHA! a leopard nvr changes its spots lol.

Ayes job woes job woes. Starting to wonder if i had been setting too high expectations for myself, esp after i factor in my ability to match my expectations. Many times i heave a deep sigh of relief only when e day ends, e rest of e day i feel like im racing against time. Deadlines, ey work me dead =( I count myself pretty lucky dat my colleague's helping me, but i definitely cant rely on em always and dats where e stress comes in. Siannnnn. I even told em working here is more stressful than taking 10 math modules in sch HAHA. sounds ridiculous but i stil think its true...

Im gonna enjoy my long wkend b4 it just flash across in a twinkling of an eye.

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Saturday, August 21, 2010Y
update

I met several of my friends randomly over these past few days. A warm fuzzy feeling surged within me, and it muz haf been contagious, cos my frenz felt it dat way too! Yes I've not changed in any way negative, still e gd old me!! :D Just dat im now in e irked working phase of my life and could hardly free up time for meet-ups!! Damn.

Btw I started work sometime ago. Haha having been thru worse, I wasnt holding any form of expectations, be it workload or e work environment etc. But its been so far so gd, my team is v well-brained, all coming frm technical disciplines and Im trying hard to be in sync with em. Then I found out dat im damn lucky to get chosen for this analytics position bcos I was amongst the 10 applicants eyeing this job and at dat, e youngest applicant. Haiz Stress!

Recently I have been (over)-spending, buying things more on impulse, unlike e usual me.. Shit. Busted more bucks at a JP boutique yest.. all ShiXian's fault for intro-in me to dat distractor boutique!!! ARGH. Time to cut down on my expenses for meals, and to plough the savings back to skincare/hair treatment/office apparel/accessories. HAHAHA. Not really into those bling-bling necklaces/nail polish, I haf a secret fetish for handbags (which I am v willing to save up for)..just cant take my eyes off them! Currently eyeing a bag dat cost.. nearly a thousand.. OH NO! Muz MUST curb e urge/thought of even buyin it. Hehe at e same time e auntie trait inherent in me stil feel like gg back to lobang places like JB for lobangs! (*Xueyu lets go again!!*) To clear our unchecked shopping list of facial products. Ehh actually I stil hope to get a pair of velvet heels over there.. *winks*

Anyway. i wonder if everyone has ever been disappointed with any of ur closer frenz before. Like at a certain pt in life. If so, how to minimize e disappointment? Really don like e unreciprocated and heart-sinking feeling. It seems best to lower expectations for dat fren, so dat hopes don get pinned too high.. right keow?? ahaha.

Ok time to go and earn more bucks. Yeah, I noe its Sunday.

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Wednesday, July 28, 2010Y

Wah lao.

Still feeling moody over the interview yest. Now i noe my biggest failure liao.

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