Lately, i've been so busy that i don't know where i spend my time on. Seems like everyday i have something on after work. Projects, appointments etc. Why don't we have 48hrs a day? Sigh!
What's worse? I think my memory is getting worse. Sometimes can't even remember what i did ystd. Is this a sign of old age? Oh dear. Anyone want to sponsor me some gingko nuts.

Been doing some 3D modeling lately. Well, can say its quite fun. Although it requires abit more time, the satisfaction after the complete work is done is fantastic. But thanks to a good mentor which is also my group mates. He's working in this line so of cos he's very pro in modeling stuff. So he will guide and touch up on my 3D models as well. Am working on a turtle now. Very very hard. Harder than i thought. But well, still gotta give it a try. Working on the limbs now. After which will be the toopid head. Lolx. Poor turtle. Keep getting scolded for nth by me.

Anyway, jus receive some pictures from Janice. Finally, it has been like a month ago since i attended her wedding which is on 18Oct08. Some photos damn funny. Shall not post all up. Only selected a few.

* Trios *


* Esther & Me *


* Esther & Me *


Does Esther and I look alike? Geez.. many pple kept saying that we look like sister. Do we?

Yawn. No mood to do anything tonite.
Been very busy during work. Gena thousands of arrow. Sigh. I think i am suay. Cos whenever my colleague is on leave, i sure gena alot of query which i can't understand. Jus this afternoon, one kuku come irritate me. So rude can...

Gal A: I need to check on something. Is so and so in?
Me: No they are on leave. I can help you check?
Gal A: No lah its ok. I think its wasting time. Erm i mean its wasting your time. Cos u still need to refer to documents. Nvm lah, i'll call tmr.

Kuku... wasting time. Telling me i'm wasting her time is it. NB... I'm being very nice to offer my help tho my knowledge is very little. Not that i say: "No i can't help you. U call back tmr!" *hang up the phone*
Really very irritating leh these pple. * angry *

Tired. I think i'll do the modeling tmr or on Sat itself bah.
Oh ya, sat going to have nice dinner. Got pple bdae.
This is my 1st time joining these groups of friends for bdae celebration. Kinda weird as over the past 10+ yrs, i never really join in their activity till recently. Well, more friends are good in a way.

Ok.. I go off to slp now.
Pls wait patiently for my next post. :)

Dunno why recently no mood to work.
Can't seem to concentrate during working hours. How?
Luckily now not that busy. Else sure die.

Anyway. Been buying lots of things lately.
Aiming at a pair of Adidas running shoe. Design wise quite simple, in red and grey.
Plan to use it solely for gym purpose. As for the current one, will use it for outdoor. Cos i dun like to wear dirty shoes to workout in the gym. Hah!

Oh i've got another gym khakis - Esther.
Quite happy for her to be able to join the gym. Waiting to hit the gym with her.
Timing wise gotta plan liao. Cos i'm going in the morning and she goes after work.
But for some reason, i can't work out in the night. Cos i have difficulty falling asleep after exercise. Dunno why. Maybe too active?
Maybe start by going for some Yoga lesson.

30 more mins to knock off.
Heading off to see some heels as there's a sale going on.
Yaya, buy things again. Think i gotta control myself already. Recession time eh, better keep some cash with me. And who knows, suay suay kena retrench how?

Tired + having breakout.
Stupid pimples!

I am having a very bad sorethroat.
Am hesitating whether i shld go get myself a MC not.
But last mth i jus took MC eh. Is like jus started work and i'm getting sick frequently. Tsk tsk.
Like that how can?

Aiyo. And i think i'm having a fever, headache and cough also.
Throat very itchy. Chiam lah.
So so so feel like going home now lor. Really no mood to work now. Just feel like going home to sleep.

Sigh my immune system sucks!

Attended an ex-colleague wedding last nite.
Sooo sweet. Wonder when will be be my turn. Haiz. Let me hunt for my Mr Right first.
Think too long never drink wine. Only had 2 glasses and i feel abit high liao.
And i couldn't get to slp last nite also.
Dunno is it not suitable to drink. Or must drink alot to make myself drunk.

Yawn. This morning had a hard time getting up.
So so so tired.
See the photos. My face like red red hor.





This is the 3rd time i attend a wedding for year2008.
All happen in October somemore.
So who's next?

Last sun was the run that I've been looking forward to since the day i register for it.
Went to the run with Jean.
And i was quite onz as i wore the running tee. No picture of me cos i look fat.

Anyway here's our running bib.



Oh and they sponsor banana, energy drink and pudding after the run.

Hah. Guess wat. We went for BK breakfast after the run.
Tsk tsk. So so so sinful can.
Anyway it's not a very great run for me.
Cos run half way i felt stitches at my rib cage there. So gotta stop awhile. Personal timing also not good. Wanted to aim at a faster time.
Nvm. Will train hard for the next run. Probably next yr or wat.

Shall i aim for 10km?

I am unfortunately seated beside an ah neh at my workplace.
It's not because i am racist or what ok. It's just that he has a habit of mumbling to himself.
And i have been enduring this nonsense for the past few wks.
So today i finally buay tahan already. And i said something to him.

Me: Dun mind can u dun mumble to urself? Its abit distracting for me.
Guy: *Stare at me.* I dun understand wat are u talking. Can u write down?
(wah best lor. so i wrote the word mumbling on the paper)
Me: i mean dun talk to urself.
Guy: But u listening to ur own music.
Me: BUT i can still hear u mumble.
Guy: *Laugh*
Me: roll back to my seat
Guy: continue to mumble.

The best part is after i tell him off. He still continue to mumble leh.
Wah i really going crazy already. My seating position is already very bad. And he still 'chu' this kind of pattern. Tell me how to survive.

Arg.. Feel like killing him.
I think i need to shout at him the next time.
Arggggggggggggggggg

Been very busy the past few days.
Eyelid keep twitching non-stop. I reckon is a kind of bad omen.
How? Who can help me interpret?
Hmm wonder who still reads my blog. Cos my flobberbox keep getting expire. No one post message to me. So sad..

Anyway, been slacking since Sept. I think it's time to settle down and do my Final Year Project already. Had an online meeting with my group mates last night. And realise that we are very lag behind. There's still so many things to be done. Sigh. And i realise that i'm quite useless cos everything i also don't know how to do.
But no no, i must try my best. Otherwise how to graduate? I'm like 3 months away from my Deg eh. Must preserve!

Going for my 5km run this sunday with Jean. Looking forward. Hope i am on form that day.

Two of my friends got married over the wkends.
It's the stage whereby friends of my age are getting married one by one.
Boo.. My 'Ba Zi' still short of one stroke eh.

Anyway, congrats to both my friends who entered another stage of their life on 18Oct08.
May they walk with their partner for the rest of their life happily!
So who's next?

Btw, i think getting married is a very troublesome and tiring process. Helping out is already so tiring. So can't imagine how tiring it is for the couple.
Gotta keep smiling for the photoshoot, entertain guest etc.
Oh and waking up in the wee hours to prepare.

Haven got the photos yet. Will post them up when i receive them.
Now is back to working. How boring!

Went to work as usual on my bdae.
Everything seems normal till late afternoon where my colleague gave me a surprise.
They bought me a chocolate cake from Swiss Baker..
How nice of them to celebrate with me..
Serene even gave me her beloved handcream lor. :P
Thanks thanks...

But i think bdae not a good day to go work.
Cos dunno is i suay or wat. I actually forgot to do something which is due the following day.. KNS... Then how... Do lor.. Heng the thing is postpone. Else my head sure going to roll on the floor. Tsk Tsk. 3rd wk only and i'm making mistake already. Haiz.

Anyway, knock off almost at 7pm. Then went Bishan to tuang ALONE.
Went shopping for my sis present. Although i know i won't be getting anything from her. Still i know its a great feeling to receive gifts from pple. Even if its a small thing. Its the thought that counts. Bought her a small pouch which can hold cards, money etc. Not cheap hor. But ok lah. Buy for my sis.
Then decided to go Thai express for dinner. Very hungry liao lor. So called up my sis to see whether she off from Jap class already not. Ask her to acc me go eat.
Else very sad to eat alone especially on my bdae lor.
Sigh. Dun like this year bdae.

Boo....

Booo......
I am one year older from today onwards.

Ystd had a great catchup with Esther.
1st one to celebrate my bdae this year.
Thanks for the korean dinner, Devil's cake and the gift.
Gam xia......

Anyway. Nowadays bdae like nth special already. Guess is bcos age is catching up on us. Not good to be celebrating it.

This year Bdae wish. Hope that i can be successful in my carrer in finding the right path.
Oh and also find my prince charming if have. :P

Happy Birthday to Me, myself

Yippee...
Bought a 'branded' bag ystd.

Tada...
This is my 1st agnes b tote bag. Got it in Black.
Haven got the chance to take a picture yet. But i think it's commonly found on the street these days.
Not very ex i would say. Affordable lor.
So, hope there will be more agnes b bag to come.

Treat it as a bdae present that i got for myself this yr!

Tsk Tsk Tsk...
2nd day of work and i'm given things to do.
Well done...
Haiz. Dunno whether i did the right choice in getting a job so fast.
Thought the pay wise is tempting, the environment not very nice leh.
Work wise.. can't really comment much now, cos still not familar with the process bah.
Tell myself to give me a month to grasp as much as i can before i make any judgment.
Must remain optimistic. Dun believe i can't survive anyway....

Looking fwd to pay day..
Hahahaha.

Happy holiday to all....

Yep.. i found a new job.
Shall not disclose what my current job is about.
Those interested, can meet me up to listen to my complaint.

Environment wise - so so ( not very nice )
Job scope - dunno yet. haven start doing anything except some reading
Colleague - not sure yet. got a few ok
Money wise - i would say ok. better than prev one.

so in short, only the monetary term is good. Other than that, dun think its that fantastic.
Well, will still have to give it a try. See whether i can survive not.
Wish me luck ok. Yawn so slpy. So long never work. Really very tiring.

I go slp liao. Tmr morning hitting the gym again!
Bye guys!

It's been a mth since i quit my job.
Initially, life was quite good and enjoyable. But after while, i'm quite bored with such lifestyle. Cos sch is not that demanding now. So everyday like slacking.
Daily routine getting abit stagnant.

Morning go gym workout.
Reach home eat breakfast.
Wash clothes.
Surf net, do abit on my proj.
Then its slacking all the way till nighttime.

oooooo i'm soooo bored lor..
How how how??
haiz... sibei sian..

Going out to settle something today.
Wish me luck ok. If everything successful, next wk should have interesting post.

But who knows, it might all be a dream....

Feels abit funny that i need not wake up early to go to work.
But still, i woke up at abt 9++ this morning.

After that, wash up, eat breakfast and went to the bank to settle something.
Then head home to check office email. Didn't want to feel irresponsible. So jus reply some of the emails that was address to me and make sure that Cheng Du's side is handling some request properly.

After that, do my lab assignment. Faster finish it then i can hand in tmr.
Follow up having my lunch @3pm. Also dunnno why so late. After that was slacking all the way till 6pm.
Watch the women's beach volleyball. USA team was awesome. If i never heard wrongly from the commentators, this pair has been playing together for 7 yrs. Woo.. Salute! No wonder they have got such great chemistry between them.

Had my dinner and watch some TV programs.
Now back to assignments as i've one due tmr. Win liao cos not even 50% done.
Dunno how am i suppose to complete it.

Sigh~~

Didn't get to post on 20/08/2008....
Such an auspicious day. And it also happens to be my last day of work.
Actually officially should be on fri. But as I'm clearing my leave, hence i can leave 2 days in advance.

Was quite busy till the very last moment. Attended a meeting on behalf of my boss. Cos she's not free. But i never really brief her on what the user said during the meeting. Hmm see when she will call and ask me not.
Looking back, I've been with the company ever since i graduated from Poly. Although it was not a continuous stay, but somehow i feel quite sad. Not very sad i would say. It's more of feeling very lost. As over the years, I've been working and working. All of a sudden no need to work feels weird.

Well, hopefully without feeling stress over work, i can concentrate better in my studies. Abit scared tho. Haiz. That's my weak point. Worry about something that has yet to happen. Is it just me or are you guys also like that?

Later no need to wake up so early already. Can sleep late abit. But don't think I'll be able to sleep in till the sun rise until don't know where. Used to wake up early already. Maybe it's time to tune the clock in my body.

* Be not afraid of life. Believe that life IS worth living and your belief will help create the fact. *

*Sweeps out the cobwebs.. cough cough*

Hey folks, it's been a very long time since i last blog.
Couldn't even remember my login jus a moment ago and had to try for a few times before i'm granted the permission to log in.

Was feeling kinda bored at work and was reading some of my friend's blog that makes me want to start blogging again. Jus that i'm not sure who is still reading my blog. Shldn't have anyone since it's been left vacant for like almost a year. Anyway, it's still a good way to pen down my thoughts and vent my fustration every now and then.

Big news to annouce is that i've quit my job. Yep, after spending almost 4 yrs of my youth with this company, it's time to move on.
Why i quit. Hmm guess i'm stressed out with my studies plus the amount of work my boss is loading on me. And it's getting way too much for me to handle. Had a hard time making this decision as at the moment i'm still schling and thus need the cash badly. But on the other hand, the work is really stressing me out so badly that i'm dragging myself to work everyday.

And so, 20-Aug-2008 marks the last day of my service in this company. Am having mixed feelings right now. Don't know whether is sad or what. Quite lost now. Though i know my priority now is my studies. And since i'm not working anymore, i shld put in my 100% in studies. Which is why i'm kinda scared. What if i can't do well for my studies? I'm left with this study semester to go before i hit the FYP stage. So it's really very crucial for me. Can't afford to make any mistake. *stress x100*
Jus make my choice for my FYP. Scared also. Cos the grp is allocated by the sch. Even the choice i made also not confirm. Haiz.. so many uncertainty. Really hate this...
Pls let the clock tick faster. pls pls pls........