Got my class schedule.
3 times a wk. Heh, i think i will turn into a panda soon.
Will update abt the "feeling" after next wk.
Hope it's not as bad as i'd thought.

Ystd went shopping with Cassie.
I think we gone crazy. Bought so many shoes at 1 go lor.
We each bought 2 pairs. And Cassie say she's not going to buy anymore shoes in the next 6mths. Let's see whether she can keep that promise ok.
As for me. I think i wan more shoes and more clothes. Hahaha. Buy and buy. So er xin i feel.

June is coming to an end soon.
Have u guys done anything yet?

Nth to blog abt. My life is boring as usual. -_-

Brand new week, brand new day.
Everyone, it's Monday!

Bet everyone is surfing and not doing work tio boh!
Wkend still the same. Go out with family and friends.
Bought something ystd. Great, had some retail therapy done!
Thanks Esther for going out with me. Although u are late for dunno how long lah. I feel that my tolerance have gone very very high leh. If it's last time, i think i might head home or scold the hell out of u. Right Buddy!!

SIGH x100
Here we are, last wk of June. Which also mean that my hell life is starting soon. Real soon!
But, but. This is what i've chose. So i'll grit my teeth and walk down this 1.5yrs of Deg life.
If one has a will, one will succeed. ^_^
-_-" Above words are self deceiving. Let's jus hope that i can survive ok. And 'ti gong poh bi', pls let me complete this course smoothly. Without any hipcups on the way. Thank You!

Jus saw Esther's blog. She mention that everyday she irks at the thought of going to work. Geez i also have the same thoughts leh. Next time u wanna 'geng' MC, pls let me know the day b4 ok. Maybe we can laze arn or go shopping? Muahahahaha. Evil thoughts. Damn er xin! Pui... Pui...

TDH, when we meeting huh? Are we going to fly kite?
Btw, any TDH still reading my blog? If not post liao also no one knows! Guess everyone is busy with their own life. Who got the time to bother abt mine.
Humpf. K, then i mind my own business.

*ps, some guy say wanna know me after seeing my photo at the dive shop. 1st time i encounter such thing. But i think the person will be damn disappointed when he see me in real person. Anyway, i'm not into this kind of thing.*
Vroomz.... Hahahahaha... If u know wat i mean!!
Pui at myself again! ~_~"

Shooo... go back to work u pple!!

Went down to SIM during lunchtime to pay my sch fees.
Geez... After paying, i really feel like i'm digging my own grave.
Coding not 'zai' still go study deg in IT.
U tell me lah. Am i digging my own grave?
And this grave need only 1.5yrs to complete. Fast boh!
Then hor, i see other pple study like so easy leh. Why i study like so hard har? Do i not have the talent in this area? I think so leh.
NB.... What the hell am i thinking.

Then now i'm brooding over laptop. I need a super high performance laptop. (i think lah)
How how. Why my dad not print money one?
Otherwise i wouldn't be living in such misery liao.

Haiz............

Bob, a handsome dude, walked into a sports bar around 9:58 PM.
He sat down next to a blonde at the bar and stared up at the TV. The 10:00 news was now on. The news crew was covering a story of a man on a ledge of a tall building preparing to jump.
The blonde looked at Bob and said, "Do you think he'll jump?" Bob said, "You know, I bet he'll jump."
The blonde replied, "Well, I bet he won't."
Bob placed $20 on the bar and said, "You're on!"
Just as the blonde placed her money on the bar, the guy did a swan dive off of the building, falling to his death.
The blonde was very upset and handed her $20 to Bob, saying, "fair's fair. Here's your money."
Bob replied, "I can't take your money; I saw this earlier on the 5 o'clock news and so I knew he would jump."
The blonde replied, "I did too, but I didn't think he'd do it again!"
Bob took the money.

-_-" -_-" -_-" -_-" -_-" -_-" -_-" -_-"

6.01pm. Shld be going home de. But thought of blogging for the day.
Basically, today i also do nth lah. But at abt 5pm, got request come in. Think i too bored le. Feel so happy got things to do lor. Half way done le. Tmr before lunch shld be able to fin.
Haiz..... see i do things so fast. Very efficient rite?

Anyway, i design a blogskin ystd. But prob is, i dunno how to embed the coding in. Seems like my pic size or whatever shit cannot fit in leh. Haiz. So pek chek lor.
See lah.. such simple coding also cannot do. Still wanna go study Multimedia. I'm digging my own grave lor.

Haven make paymeny yet. Means i still can withdraw if i want. But i feel nth leh. Study then study lor. Dun study i think also can de bah. Aiyo...
Then hor i wanna buy new laptop also leh. Think this sat going down Funan to take a look. Seems like there's a fujitsu fair leh. Dunno is it true not. Anyway if i see anything i like and within my budget, i think i will buy lor. Must buy before the stupid increase in GST.

Hao bah. I'm going home for rice dumpling festivals le.

** 端午节快乐！ **

Finally, received the enrollment letter.
Guess i got to prep myself for re-entering sch life.
Feel that this time round, it's not going to be easy. Gotta juggle between work and studies. This is something new that i've not tried before. And somehow i got the feeling that i won't be able to cope. Salute to those who are working and studying at the same time. How did u all manage to do that? Care to give me some pointers?

Went shopping with Esther last fri. Got myself 2 levis jeans. Heh heh heh!! First time buying this brand. Ya lah me "sua ku" can? It's the pt that i dun bear to spend my $$ on such expensive jeans lah. Had a hard time trying to convince myself why i got to buy it. Oh and esther was playing the devil. Keep telling me to buy, buy , buy! She herself also got a pair. And she bought it without batting her eyelid one lor! Best rite.... She's the only friend i know that buy things without much hesitation. She wants, she will buy no matter how much it is. Ok we are not talking abt houses, cars or things that cost hundreds of thousand ok!

Hmmm... think this wk also got not much things to do.
Comes July, i think will be more busy. Remember the shitty work i got arrowed? Yes, it's starting in July. Great everything starts in July. Sch + shitty work. Anymore coming? I soooooo badly want a holiday lor. Anywhere pls. But must got pple sponsor one lah. Remember? I'm broke.

Ok enough. U pple get back to work. Stop surfing the net.
Btw, any nice website? I need to kill my boredom. *_*"

Was on leave ystd.
Arranged to meet up with Cassie to go for movie, shopping and KTV session.

Met up and had Mac for breakfast, shop arn then go for our movie @12.40pm.
Was sitting in the cinema, show started not more than 5 mins and I received quite a number of sms. (weird cos normally i dun receive alot of sms, makes me wanna cancel my HP sometimes)
1 of it was send by my boss. Asking me to rep her to a meeting today at paya lebar. Then all of a sudden, i feel i couldn't breathe. Why can't i have some peace during my off-day, somemore i'm in the middle of a movie leh. Can't seem to shake off the work stuff. I realise everytime i'm on leave, boss sure will sms me. Ask me work stuff or like this instance, rep her for meeting.
So i "enjoyed" Pirates of the Carribean at World's end with a very 沉重的心情！ Haiz. After the movie, felt worse. Guess i didn't like the ending at all! Why did the male lead have to die? Thou he became immortal, but he's not the same anymore mah.
Arg, whatever! Brooding over a make-up story. Silly me.

KTV session was ok. But sang mostly sad song also.
Shopping not that ok bah. Seems like Cassie and i didn't have the mood. Or did i spoil it cos i was looking damn sian.
Come dinner time, i was feeling terrible. Sign of sickness surfacing. Feeling cold! Check with Cassie whether is she cold and she say still ok. So prob lies with me!
Dinner doesn't taste nice also. Ate in silent. No mood lah. Sorry cassie. Spoil ur day!

Meeting today also boring. Dun even understand the purpose of meeting. I feel i'm extra over there. Didn't even spoke during the meeting. Things wasn't related to my area. So why shld we go? Really dun understand. Such a waste of time.
So like that, half a day gone.
Lunch also lunch with not familar pple. Totally no appetite to eat.

As for now, obviously i dun have the mood to work. So here i am blogging. Pouring out my sorrows.
Can someone pls tell me how to think positively? I think i need a counselor. Anyone willing to take up this post? But can dun charge me? I am really broke liao.

* feeling shitty. feel like disappearing from this world again. HELP *

Early in the morning i wake up, i feel very pek chek.
And i dun even know what's the cause of it. Jus know that life sucks.
And it seems like everytime after i go for trips, i will surely get this sulky feeling. Is it bcos i dun get what i want from my job and that i dun wish to end the holiday so soon?
Or is it i dunno what i'm pursing for. Be it controlling my own lifestyle, deciding what's best for me. Having the freedom to do what i feel like doing?

This morning, sis was talking to me. Reading off some health information from a brochure. And immediately, i get more and more pek chek with her. Reading out loudly and i couldn't possible ask her to shut up right? So i kept quiet. Doing my own stuff refusing to acknowledge her pressence. Am i very bad? Jus now sms her that i'll be on leave, going out with my friend. I jus really hope that she will not come bombing me with her usual question.
Like, you take leave for what? Who are u going out with? Where are you going? What are you going to do. What time will you be back?
Enough is enough. I'm really very tired of all her nonsense. How shld i come up with a plan to break off from her. I really feel its time i live my life without her commanding me here and there. Any kind soul (man i mean) out there willing to take her away? Really really wish for that day to come when she have her man and own life. Then she will stop pestering me!

Hmm... seems like i'm pek chek with her is it? Or i'm jus feeling low and somehow she happen to come into the picture? Making the matter worse?

ps: i've not receive the letter from the sch yet. Did i not make it for the enrolment?

* what a fucking boring life I have *

Hooray.... Gotten my Advanced Open Water license over the wkend.
Went back to Pulau Dayang to take my AOW. Reason bcos it's a familar place. And feedback from many said that Tioman hasn't got much things to see. So best option Dayang again.

We so suay lor. Half way in M'sia. Mini-van broke down @11pm. Air-con spoil, head light, brake light all gone. Dangerous to move on. So waited for the backup van to pick and send us to the jetty which arrive only at 1.30am. So by the time we reach jetty already 2.20am le. Luckily the boat we got on has got sleeping place. Slept thru the journey.
Reach Dayang almost 7am liao. Breakfast was at 8am before we go for our dive. Heng got slp on the boat else sure cannot make it.

This time round, i find it very very tiring. Was panting on every dive. Is it bcos the duration is longer as compare to open water course? As approx. we stayed under the water for arn 1hr. Maybe it's due to this reason. Gotta go get myself fit by going for more swimming i think.
Ay... I dunno when i'll get the photos from my instructor. Apparently, the last trip photos haven been uploaded yet. So i guess it's gone case already bah!

Everytime come back also pek chek with my buddy. Cos she's stone throughout the dive. Already give her the 仙丹 but still no use. I got no more elixir for u already leh. Train my patient also rite!! See where's my limit.

Some interesting things worth mentioning during the dive.

Firstly, was the underwater navigation.
We were suppose to navigate in a square shape. As shown.


Guess what? Buddy got disoriented at the 3rd bend. From 180° to 270°. Dunno she go where. So in the end, she gotta repeat this thing for many times. Yeah, bored for me. Cos i'm waiting at the start point alone. Everytime instructor Stanley ask me wait at a place for him. What if trigger fish come attack me how? *_*"

Secondly, as we go deeper, we will feel the nitrogen narcosis effect (narked).
[Nitrogen narcosis or inert gas narcosis is a reversible alteration in consciousness producing a state similar to alcohol intoxication in scuba divers at depth. It occurs at any depth, but in most cases doesn't become noticeable until deeper depth.]
So before that, buddy was hoping that i'll get "high" and do stupid action at a depth of 30m. But heng for me. I feel perfectly fine. Could do all task that instructor gave. For eg: mask removal, doing maths calculation and spell my name in reverse order. So who would have guess that buddy tio the "narked" effect. Couldn't do her maths. On land her maths already cannot make it le. Underwater even worse. So now we know where to get the extra cash from huh!! *evil laugh*

Thirdly, we almost got attack by trigger fish. The fish was damn big lor. And i was position last of the dive group. Wah nearly scare the hell out of me. Scared the fish charge at me sia. Stanley already took out his pointer preparing to fight with it liao. Deal with that stupid fish for awhile before it decided to swim away. Wah lao make me fin like mad lor. And the in-house fin no good one. Am getting my own set of fin, mask+snorkel, gloves and booties.

Lastly, my buddy float away AGAIN! Had a hard time pulling her down. Cos i'm also being pulled up by her. At one point i was below and facing her. Grabbing her hand then put my hand on her tank and gave her a hard push down. 'Xiong' leh... But heng manage to get her back in place. Was abit scared that when i push her down, i might go up myself. Dangerous man...
Buddy... think u owe me alot ah. Save u many times le. Wanna sponsor me on trip? Hee hee hee ^_^

Oh and did i mention we didn't have a spot on the boat bench to place our tank. So we hero liao lor. We gear up on the floor. Squatting down and put on everything. Before we
stabilize ourselves and stand up. Steady rite? I also think so! Muahahaha. Not alot of girls can do that it u know. Most of the girls i see on the trip is those weak, gentle kind. Like need help most of the time. So i feel proud of myself and buddy.

I remember buddy didn't have the strength to open up the tank valve. Cos her finger tio cut. So i help her lor. It's abit tight lah. And i saw one of the crew coming over to help le. But by the time he's there, i already manage to open it. And his reaciton was: "Wah.... strong ah!!" Funny thing is all these while, instructor Stanley is watching lor. So he commented in Malay that i very good lor. And he seems proud also. Hahah very crappy leh. I still gave the "yeah" sign to the crew lor. Stupid me!

To Buddy:
Next time dun stone stone again hor. And dun cut urself also. Be steady ok!!
From Buddy

That's all for my dive trip. So happy that i got my license. Next trip shld be in Aug. Wonder how is it going to be like. Do i need to go for course to teach how to use camera underwater? Gotta think abt it.
See how bah!

Fell in Love with this commercial when i 1st saw it on TV.
Like the 2nd part where K.Takuya is doing the spinning.
Hahaha pls enjoy!!

Met up with Janice and Esther last nite.
Did a simple celebration with her.
Jap food for dinner, starbucks for deserts.
And finally, some hot moves @UNION.

Of cos the hot moves not done by me lah. Janice & Esther are currently taking up Salsa. So they went there with another dance mates Andrew. So never watch how my friends 出丑 before, i went there with them. So call be their audience bah.
Last nite was the 2nd time i was @UNION. Still remember the 1st time i went there was after my company annual dinner function. That night was also my lucky night as i had won the 1st prize. (if u guys can still remember).
Actually didn't have a good impression of that place. As tt time when i was there, the place was packed with professional dancers. Where u could easily be trampled to death if you are not careful enough.
But ystd there wasn't much pple. And according to friends, it was the beginners night, So basically, we found a spot to put our barang barang and the night begins. Watching them dance kinda make me feel weird lah. Cos 1stly i dun like to dance. So dunno how to appreciate it. But there's 1 group of pple who catches my attention. They are good i would say. They were dancing in pairs and in between will change their movements and dance style. Forgot the term Esther told me. Anyway not a bad place if u wanna see how pple dance. But remember dun go on a pro night k. Any consequences will not be bear by me ok.

* 2 more days to diving *

yeah... this wk is also another boring wk for me.
Been surfing from 9 to 6pm kinda routine.
Surf till i dunno wat else i can do.

This fri going for my adv diving trip.
I reckon there won't be any underwater photos to share with u guys.
As this trip only Esther, instructor and me. Dun think the instructor will so gd bring a camera help us take photo bah.

Next wk i wanna go watch Pirates of the Carribean with Cassie. Heard that the movie is so-so only is it?
Then i wanna go borrow books to read. Saw a series of books by Nora Roberts. Like not bad. Need to go source it out 1st.

Hmmm... if my deg application is successful. This mth is the last mth i get to enjoy my life. As life will be like hell when i start sch. Really dunno whether i can make it anot. And whether the choice is right for me not also.

Sigh!!!