我累了!!

好累,好累。。。。
真得很累。

为工作而累。
为前途而累。
为很多很多事而感到累。

看了这么多 “累”字,我看你们跟累吧!
哈哈,好吧,就不折磨大家了!

ok, change back to english.
Didn't realise typing those few words above can be so tiring.
My chinese really very lousy, wonder how did i even manage to pass my 'O's.
Anyway, bad news, my hamster has got a lump at the chest area leh. So ke lian lor. Dunno wat to do with it now. Called the vet and asked. She said either go for the surgery and had it remove or give her a jab, put her to slp.
Humpf either one i also dun wan her to go thru. She's so tiny small lor. And jus 1 yr+ old, and had to make her go thru all these. I dun want.
But i also dunno wat i can do for her leh. She's still very active, can eat and run abt lor. So i dun think that lump is affecting her also.
How huh? Think i will monitor for another few more days. If it's affecting her, i think put her to slp is the best option rite. Better than having her carrying that bloody fucking lump and suffer rite.

Aiyo why like tt. Why is life so fragile? Why why....
Argg... so angry lor.
And i'm really very tired leh. Shld i take MC for 2 days and rest properly at home?
I think i shld seriously consider!! =_=''

hOw

I'm so sad leh. Last nite was talking with my sister. Then we were talking abt my further studies and the liability that i have. Then i realise i'm actually very hard up for cash.
Gotta pay for insurance, piano lesson etc.
So sis was suggesting if i dun have enuff cash, why not stop the piano lesson. But hor i really really wan to continue leh. It's like so hard to give it up when i've jus started picking it up lor.
Which means to say, if i wan to continue with my current lifestyle, i can't afford to quit my job. As that would mean no more income if i were to quit!
So how how. Dun really feel like studying part time. Cos i sure 'buang' one lor. I know my own limit lah. I'm not the kind that can study and work at the same time. Sure cannot cope one.
Then how? Income is fix de leh. Dun eat? Dun go out?
Aiyooo... i'm so sad now leh. Why i'm not rich huh. Why can't i have things in my way.
Then everyday still gotta work n work. Work load is getting more n more heavy. If this continues, i dun think i am able to cope. I only have 1 pair of hands, how to multi-task? Is the management trying to kill us?

What a fucking shitty hell life that i have!!!!
Fuck man~

Gosh

My God.. Dunno today i suay or what. Met 2 rude men. Or rather i shldn't refer them to men in the 1st place.

Scenario 1
Was on my way out from the toilet main door. And there's this guy walking at quite a fast pace towards my direction. The door was like 2 steps behind me so meaning i jus came out of the door rite. So shldn't the person abt to enter thru the door take a step back or pause awhile, letting me get out 1st?
Anyway no, that guy didn't slow down his pace. So in the end, i lose lor. Gotta really siam to the right side let him go enter the door b4 i walk back to my orignal path back to my seat. Idiot rite! Why so rude one!!!
(pai sei huh my explanation nt tt clear)

Scenario 2
Me and my colleague was abt to go down to the canteen to tabao lunch. So when the lift arrive, there's this 2 guy who went into the lift 1st. So by nature, the one who went into the lift 1st shld go press the open button rite? But no, these 2 so call 'men' went straight into the lift and stand at the back of the lift, striking a nice pose, watching me and my colleague nearly being crushed by the lift door. Kaoz i tell u i really feel like screaming at them lor. So i very the buay song, use my hand to block the lift door and my face was damn black lor. Wah i really cannot believe such pple exist leh!!! Then when the lift reach the ground floor, we went out of the lift 1st w/o pressing the open button for them. This is call "Yi Ya Huan Ya".
Really pissed off by these bunch of men lor.

Fucking hell rite!!

Saturday ouTing

Woke up early on a Saturday to attend my Jap lesson till 12pm.
After tt went to SIM open house to know more abt the course tt i'm interested in.
Then went for dinner and walking arn with Cassie, Chris and Xiao Jun.

Went to the IT fair. Wah really alot of pple leh. No intention of buying anything lah, jus acc Cassie go look for a new desktop. Dunno which one she has set her eyes on. Then went back to Bugis for dinner. After dinner, went back Marina Sq. Haha we very funny rite. So the 4 of us was like walk here, walk there. Later on, went back to Raffles City for Ben & Jerry's ice cream. I think we really crazy tt day leh. Walk quite a distance lor. Nvm, can jian fei as well.
And while at Ben & Jerry's, we had got nth better to do. So started drawing things on the napkins. Attached pic for ur viewing pleasure.

Chris's masterpiece


Chris's masterpiece


Jun's masterpiece


Cassie's masterpiece


My masterpiece


Brand new start of the wk. Let's all work hard towards our goals ok!
Take care!!

changes

Been a while since i last posted something on.
Wanted to write but er lazy lor, as usual.

Not much happenings during the CNY period. Jus pple visiting my hse, playing mahjong, ban lat, eating etc.
Quite boring i would say lah. So maybe next yr needa plan whether wanna go overseas not.

Work wise still the same. Everyday also dun feel like going. Doing all the things tt i dun like. Ask pple for help but then sometimes i guess it's hard to meet friendly, helpful pple lah. Shld get my hint rite. Dun wanna state it too clearly lah. Anyway what's done already done. No pt harbouring over it hor!

Been thinking quite alot on my future lah. Wanna go take up a deg course. But the old me came back to disturb me. That is can't make up the decision whether shld i go for the course not. Really quite afraid tt after investing $$ into the course, in the end can't get a related job lor. Thou i know my interest lies in there. But reality and dreams are jus a line across. So really have to depend on my luck, skills and lots more which i can't think of any now lor. Intend to go for the open hse this sat. Go listen to wat the course is really abt b4 making my choice lah. Anyway still mths b4 the registration closes.

What's else to talk abt............
Oh ya. Watching TV everyday lor. Hook on that "Hua Yang Shao Nan Shao Nu".
Another fantasy drama lah. Jus dunno why i'm always addicted to such storyline. Real life where will have such things leh? Also watching this taiwan drama "It Started With A Kiss". Bought the DVD for like 6mths ago. Haven got the chance to watch it also lah. Then after watching for 5mins then i realise i've watch the Japanese version b4. Watch tt version during my sch days. Still remember the female lead calling the male lead. So hilarious. Also another fantasy lah. How did such story ever landed on earth? Weird rite..

As for me, had a new look. Erm not exactly new lah. Jus went to cut my hair shorter. Ok not really short those kind also. But still i think is short as compare to my almost waist length hair ok! Feel nt too bad. Funny thing is i dun have the slightest pinch of sadness when the stylist cut away my hair. Guess i've been wanting to have it short lah. Quite like the style now also. Never try such b4 also. So see how it goes when it's longer ok.

Now have to go back to work liao.
Take care my dear friends!
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