Hey folks, i'm back.
Miss me mah?

Last wk was busy due to exams. Then lately haven got much happenings things to share with u guys. But felt that it's really a long time since i last blog. I'm feeling ok after the extraction. No pain no nothing. Can eat as per normal already. Thumbs up for the dentist who did it for me. Anyone going to wisdom tooth extraction can go look for him. But his charges are not cheap ok.

These 2 wks gotta cover my colleague as he's summon to learn how to protect our country.
And on Mon, the 1st day of work after resting for a wk, i really got no mood to work. But suay suay need to do patching of the database. Tue also need to do patching. Wed need to run other jobs. A very busy wk. But TGIF!!!!!

And hor... tmr i'm going away leh. Hong Kong here i come!!!
Make the decision on Mon that i need to get away to do some retail therapy before i go nuts. So jio my sister to go with me. Therefore we are on our way to a short trip. Heh Heh Heh....
Tmr morning flying off le. So today must go home pack luggage.

Oh ya.. today i'm sooooo under-dressed for work lor. Came to work in 3/4 khakis pants and simple black top + slippers. My colleague ask me whether today go catch prawn is it. Haiyo... got so 'la ta' meh? Other pple also wear like that wat. But i myself also feel abit too casual le. But i feel so sick of wearing jeans on every fri liao. And dressing casual makes one more relax and able to work more efficiently wor....

Ok lah.. enough of my nonsense.
Enjoy ur wkends folks.... Cya...

Went to extract my wisdom tooth on Monday.
So now my right face is abit swollen.
Other than a liitle uncomfy, i'm still able to eat as normal.
It's rather scary to go thru the extraction.
Basically, u can't feel the pain. But u can feel that the dentist is drilling on ur tooth. Tugging at the stubborn tooth. And the suction thing they put in ur mouth to suck out all the blood and saliva.
Sounds gross rite. But all these are not visible to me. I have no idea how big or ugly that drill the dentist is putting into my mouth cos my eyes is being covered up.
Hmmm shall i take a picture of that tooth and post it here? Hmm think i better not torture u guys lah hor.

So now I'm jus waiting for the swelling thing to happen. Which i'm not sure how serious it will be. And that did i make a correct decision to have it extract out now? As i'm having my exams next wk. What if the uncomfy disturb my studies? Geez i jus hope it will not swell too serious.

Ok, Comex fair starts tmr. Am going to do some serious damage to my pocket. Gonna get a laptop. Yippee... Been wanting to own a personal laptop so that i can do whatever i want to it!

Next wk might be busy. So might not have anything to post also.
Or rather, my life has become so stagnant that it's jus plain boring.

Good luck to me for my coming exams k!!
Take care my friends!

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OK... I know i'm back from my dive trip for like a week. But cos i'm quite busy last wk so haven got the time to blog on it.

Redang... From pple's comment that it's a really nice place.
In my humble opinion. I think it's ok only. Maybe it's been visited by so many pple that the beach isn't as clean as i thought it would be. Saw litters and durain shells along the beach.

Dive trip.... Not much interesting things to see. Saw scorpion fish, blue spotted stingray, turtles, schools of yellow snappers, puffer and my fav. clown fish.
Mangage to take some underwater pictures. But bcos my brother couldn't find the camera cable to connect to the pc. So i can't upload. Anyone has got XD card reader can lend me??
Total 5 dive, i'm like nose bleeding for 4 dive.
2nd dive was the most serious nose bleed i experienced.
Was already nose bleeding under the water. When i came up, a shoot of pain came shooting from the nose to the head. And "Bish" tons of blood came flowing out. I know i sound gross. But that's the situation. Forgot to ask someone to take a pic for me. And let me tell u. I have no wish to become a vampire. Bcos blood taste yucky. It's so serious that i could taste the blood in my throat. And keep spitting out blood also. Erm dunno how to describe. U wouldn't want to experience that. Trust me. It's ER XIN!!

Was quite excited when they mention that we are able to see nurse sharkes during snorkelling. But i never got to see them leh. Saw trigger fish instead. But they are not that fierce as compare to the ones at P.Dayang. Water was not that friendly during my trip. So didn't get the best out of this trip.

Still... It's a trip that's quite relaxing other than some problems.

Held a mahjong + steamboat session ystd at Jun's hse.
An occasion to celebrate Chris's bdae. Also a very belated present giving to Darryl. Pictures are with Jun. Will try to post up when i got it.

Mahjong session was good. Had we play with real money, the feeling will be better. Nah jus joking. Good way to train our mahjong skills when we aren't dealing with $$. But of cos everyone has got to play it seriously lah. Combine power with Cassie is good. Cos she has got good analysis power. Learn something from her ystd.

It's been a long time since TDH gather around to eat and gamble!
Tonite going to watch '881' with TDH. Last min decision over the mahjong table.

Cya guys tonite!

Ya... I'm sick again.
This time round, the syndrome is stiff shoulder.. Causing the pain to travel to the back of my head.
It happens on tue evening but i thought it was jus my slping posture. On wed, feeling quite bad. Cos the pain was too unbearable for me. Called my mama to check what time does the chinese sensei close. She closes at 12noon so no choice, sneak out of the office at 11.30am to go see doc. Cos i thought was due to sprain. In the end she tell me not due to that. Suspect is the way i sit or slp. Ok lor... went back to work then to sch. Half way thru lecture, i was feeling so bad that i couldn't really concentrate. Anyway, finally lecture ended and i took cab back with Chris. Dunno is i sick or what, i feel like throwing up. Really wanna die liao. Uncle still go the wrong way after Chris got off. Told him i wanna go to the MacDonald's beside amk central. He thought i wanan go to the one near the library. Anyway i went to the 12hr clinic. Wah kao.... 10 person in queue lor. Crazy not going to wait. Make my way to the other one near Jubilee.

Nurse said consultation w/o medicine is $26. Ok fine. Doc say all these are flu syndrome. And he prescribe me 4 kinds of medicine. Total bill $61.20. Kaoz.. So i ask the nurse.. "U mean all these medicine cost 40 bucks?" She diam diam look at me like very buay song like that and nod her head. Wah tell u lor. If i'm not going to die soon, i wouldn't pay for that stupid medicine. Might as well go rob the bank.

Was on MC ystd. Slp and slp. Whole day was feeling very tired. Still got class in the nite. But feeling better liao.

Here today, am in the office, feeling slpy again. Must be the medicine. Later still got class lor. Tmr morning also got class. I think i breaking soon le. Anyone kind enough to boil some tonic for me?

Take care folks.. Dun get sick easily like me. Think my boss going to blacklist me le. Take so many MC. -_-"

* Sat *
As usual Jap lesson in the morning.
Had arranged to meet up Esther in the afternoon to get our dive equipment. Before meeting her, went walking arn in Orchard. Even went to the library to borrow a book related to 1 of my module. Hardworking hor!!

Saw Esther. We machiam uniform dressing. Black top, jeans, carrying white bag. Hahahaha funny isn't it. Head down to bugis to grab her lunch while waiting for her friend Eve and another guy friend to pick us up and drive us to Concourse.

Think we spend a long time in the dive shop trying on the mask and fins. Heart bleeding when i pay for it. A total of $230++. Haiz, this is call investment. And when i show my brother my stuff, he say i spend $$ on junk. The equip got so bad meh. I think still ok leh. Mid range stuff mah. If i wan to buy good one i think need at least $500 lor. Nvm lah. I also dunno how long can this hobby last. Buy too good one in the end rot in the storage room how?

Since Esther is asking me to blog abt this friend of Eve, i shall dedicated the next paragraph to Esther.

Ok basically, this guy friend, let's call him XX.
XX was being forced to go down with us in the 1st place by Eve. So i think more or less he will feel buang song lor. And while we are choosing our stuff, he never really help out. Which i think he as an experienced diver shld ought to help abit lor. Anyway after the shopping, we headed over to Bugis for some drinks. Wah his car air-con like broke down or he too 'giao' to turn up. It was sooooo soooo freaking stuffy that i got headache and feel like throwing up. Really feel like getting off the car at tt point. Then at the cafe, he was like keeping quiet the whole time. Entertaining himself with a diving magazine that he borrowed from Esther. Ok lor then he was like reading and i'm staring into the sky catching glimpse of helicopter and jet plane (is that the name) cos NDP preview, while Esther and Eve chatted away. I look very fierce and unfriendly meh? Cannot PR abit de meh? Anyway i also bo hieu him lah. He want to dao i can also be super duper dao one. After he finish reading, i also do the same lor. I read while he eat his ice-cream. Geez sian lor. Sooo '没风度' rite.

Ok enuff of him. Cos after the stupid drinks session, the 2 go off for their dinner. I think XX buay tahan to get rid of Esther and me. And so Esther and i headed over to Novena to meet her ermm.. friend, bf, lover? I dunno lah. Anyway name is leove. Similar pronounciation as lover. Hahaaha. 1st time i heard of this name i was like "har! how u pronouce that".... Lol so malu rite.
Went Fish & Co. Yeah yummy. Been wanting to have that for like wks le. We took a long time to finish up that meal. Cos that kuku leove keep tutting me. KNS lor. Tut and tut. Since when i so gam with him de meh? I think i have met my 对手 liao. Cos he tut me, sometimes i dunno how to reply lor. Jus give this face -_-". Esther shld be enjoying herself. Yeah so he win lor.

Anyway, this got more '风度'. Help us carrying the newly bought equipment. And offer to send me home before they go have deserts and ...... Dunno wat happens next.. keke..

Esther, if u ask me again, i will side leove over bob...
Cos bob also no '风度' wor. ^_^

* Sun *
Harry Potter and the order of Phoenix.
Show starts at 6pm. Yeah quite late cos Cassie couldn't get any earlier tickets. But we not planning for shopping so still not so bad. But hor.. end up i bought a skirt and she got a new bag. Hahaha. jus happen to pass by the shop, go in empty handed, come out with paper bags. Yup that's woman. We can buy things anytime, anywhere!

Show wasn't really that fantastic. Didn't really feel that the show was 2hr++. Got time must finish up the last book. But abit the sian also. Cos i've forgotten the prev books story.

* Mon *
Also a wkend for me. Cos i took urgent leave. Couldn't wake up so might as well take leave for the day. Rotting at home is good. But time passes by very quickly.

~ can i quit my job and rot at home? ~

Guess wat?
Lecturer tua us. Suppose to have class test today. End up he say postpone.
Haiz.. trust me to stay up late last nite to study for the class test. KNS rite.

Then now he going thru SQL statement. I so feel like going home lor.
Feeling very hungry now. The chicken pao is infront of me. But think i better wait for break time then eat bah. Else lecturer sure 'diao' me.

Today marks the last day of my datapatch co-ordinator duty. So happy.
Finally can get some rest. Next week tue, wed, thur and fri got class.
Then come the following week.......
I AM GOING DIVING!!!
8 Aug till 11 Aug.
That means i'm going to miss the NDP. Never mind i can watch repeat.
Muahahahah.... been waiting for the day to reach. This time round i'm going Redang. Heard that it's a nice place wor. Not to worry, this time round am going with a bunch of expert divers. Sure got pic to see be it land or underwater pic. I'll be bring my bro's camera also. See whether can i capture some nice shoots back for u guys ok.

Ok lah. Thou its a boring lecture, i think i better pay some attention to it.
That's all folks.
Stay tune.................

Once again... Pple tua me.
Ystd 5pm tell me need to patch things. Ask him why need to patch so urgently, he say might cause billing error. Ok lor then i diam diam go schedule. 5.44pm tell me dun wan to patch liao. Cos the scripts is wrong or whatever fuck lah!
Blood boiling when i have to schedule the 1 and only 1 patch in. Tears spilling when he told me dun wan to patch.
In the end, gotta send out emails saying sorry to relevant parties telling them that patch is cancelled.
End up someone call me say cannot last min say wan to patch then dun patch. Win liao lor. Machiam i'm the troublemaker. Told them pple wan to patch i cannot say no rite. I'm jus a co-ordinator rite? And i have to stay late when the patching is non of my biz. We dun get paid extra for doing this co-ordinating task. But we do get blame for doing it wrongly. Is it fair?
Then he email me, apologising. But i do not accept it. And said some harsh words to him. End up he walk over still jokingly ask am i angry. So feel like giving him 1 tight slap across his face. I ignored him totally. Refuse to acknowledge his pressence while he walk away quietly after a few secs.

Bcos of his nonsense, end up my own thing cannot be done. Time is running very fast for these 2 wks. I realise i dun have much time to do my own work except in the morning. As i have to entertain those stupid monkeys patching almost everyday. Everyday they do patch, yet the procedure still can get wrong. What's wrong with them? Have they got any brain or am i supposed to be bully?

4 more days where i'll get 2 mth of rest b4 the co-ordinating task comes back to me. A routine where i think will be stuck at my side till i resign. Best liao lor.
I think i am really stress up. Dun seem to be able to cope working and studying at the same time. No time for assignment, codes not running, class test haven study. Think i'm going to flunk my class test tmr. Is there a way to keep me awake 24hrs? I need more time!!

Booo... my life sucks.....

Pai sei... pai sei..
This wk really very very busy for me.
No time to blog. Cos it's the shitty patch job wk.
And i'm the co-ordinator till next fri.
So everyday is like fighting against the time. And plus there's assignment due this wk also. Stayed up late jus to draw the stupid database model out. Who in this working world is still drawing that kind of model u tell me?
Bloody hell lor. And it's only 5 marks ok. 5 marks!!

Ystd there's a newbie. Tua me go holland lor. Say wan to do patch. Ok lor. Schedule her script everything nicely in liao. Before that was like keep telling her, her doc is wrong, need to change this change that. And she is damn bloody slow and stupid i think. Dun understand my pt one lor.
OK lor.. In the end she win. Cos she tua me. Then i gotta remove her script, inform director and other teams that is doing the job. Win rite!

Today i totally give up on her. Early in the morning tell her to get her thing ready by 2pm. In the end, 4pm then ready. SO what, next time i must tell her to get ready by 12pm? Maybe hor!! Actually today we can leave early one leh. HR say can leave at 4pm. But hor.. Cos i'm on duty so cannot go lor. Haiz... so sian rite. Now is basically rotting in the office.

Hmm think i will go AMK walk arn. Go popular buy file for my notes. Then most prob get my dinner b4 go home and continue to rot.

Tmr still got sch lor. Jap in the mor. Afternoon go SIM.
There goes my wkend. Think Sun also need to study liao. Cos next wk got 2 class test!
Good luck to me k!

ps: DK... next time u on leave i think i also wan to on leave liao. Haiz.....

I feel soooo sad and moody today.
Dun ask me why. Cos i also dunno.
And no it's not bcos of PMS.

Last nite i couldn't get to slp again. What's happening to me? Lately i haven had a good nite rest. Body is feeling very very tired. But the mind doesn't seem to get the signal.
Arg... I wan to slp now!!

Ystd wanted to go get my dive gear. But reach the shop, realise it's not open for biz on Sun. Best liao lor. Make a wasted trip there. Then went army market to get some stuff. Then head to orchard. Bought a pair of heels then dinner and coffee. Met a new friend, Bob. Esther's bf? I dunno. HA!
Anyway, crappy guy.

Ay... why i can't type anthing at the 'title' bar?
So this post is w/o a title then.

Mon went to work. 10.30am declare not feeling well. Go back home to see doc and slp!
4.30pm, wake up, check email.
Think i'm a workaholic leh. Sick still check email. Then to my horror, saw something quite impt lah.
So thinking to go back work on tue not. Cos doc gave me 2 days MC. My doc always give 2 days one. So good rite!!

Tue.. Wake up. Think for awhile. Haiz.. better go work lah. Go clear some stuff. Then maybe in the afternoon sian or wat can go home rest b4 go sch.
Reach office. *thunder + lightning strike* The so call impt thing that i need to do is bcos someone is not free to do. So ask me to do. KNS. So i very free is it. I am sick and came back to help someone who is not free to clean his ass?
Damn ta niang de!
Not exactly pissed off. Jus blur lor. Cannot believe it man.
But i never go do lah. Cos i soo sian looking at other issue.
After lunch, feel more sian. So told boss i'm actually on MC also. So off i went home to take a rest then go sch.

Wed. Which is today. Yawning n yawning thru the whole morning. Dunno do what leh. Think after lunch need to do something liao. Tonite still got class lor.
Heng tmr no class else sure pengs. But fri got class ah. Sian..
Wat a waste to go sch on a fri nite.

Oh ya.. Tt day. The someone that needs help to clean his ass, so call bite my pen. In then end, i throw the pen into the rubbish bin. So sad. Cos i bought that pen with my own $$ one leh. $1.70 lor. Stupid idiot person.

Was late on my 1st lesson.
That stupid Bukit Timah road, Jam and Jam.
So irritated.

Heng Chris waited for me. Otherwise i think it's quite scary to walk into the lecture room with sooooo many pairs of eyes staring at you. Bcos we were late, so we were sitting right infront. 2nd row from the front. Machiam like good students like that sit so front. But 1 good pt is that we are also the 1st to mark our attendance.
Oh and lucky for us. Cos Chris's brother's friend is driving. So we go free ride all the way back to AMK. So by the time i reach home still not very late. Abt 10.30pm like that.

Now i'm sitting in the office yawning. I'm the 1st in the whole team to arrive. Best rite! I thought i was late liao leh. Haiz... Tonite and tmr still got lesson. Then fri rest 1 day. Sat morning still got Jap lesson. Will i still have time to sleep? =_=

Yeah and comes 16 July 2007. I'm going to start my shitty work liao. Still thinking of how to co-ordinate leh. Hmm let me go think abt it. Sianz sianz and more sianz!!!

Got my class schedule.
3 times a wk. Heh, i think i will turn into a panda soon.
Will update abt the "feeling" after next wk.
Hope it's not as bad as i'd thought.

Ystd went shopping with Cassie.
I think we gone crazy. Bought so many shoes at 1 go lor.
We each bought 2 pairs. And Cassie say she's not going to buy anymore shoes in the next 6mths. Let's see whether she can keep that promise ok.
As for me. I think i wan more shoes and more clothes. Hahaha. Buy and buy. So er xin i feel.

June is coming to an end soon.
Have u guys done anything yet?

Nth to blog abt. My life is boring as usual. -_-

Brand new week, brand new day.
Everyone, it's Monday!

Bet everyone is surfing and not doing work tio boh!
Wkend still the same. Go out with family and friends.
Bought something ystd. Great, had some retail therapy done!
Thanks Esther for going out with me. Although u are late for dunno how long lah. I feel that my tolerance have gone very very high leh. If it's last time, i think i might head home or scold the hell out of u. Right Buddy!!

SIGH x100
Here we are, last wk of June. Which also mean that my hell life is starting soon. Real soon!
But, but. This is what i've chose. So i'll grit my teeth and walk down this 1.5yrs of Deg life.
If one has a will, one will succeed. ^_^
-_-" Above words are self deceiving. Let's jus hope that i can survive ok. And 'ti gong poh bi', pls let me complete this course smoothly. Without any hipcups on the way. Thank You!

Jus saw Esther's blog. She mention that everyday she irks at the thought of going to work. Geez i also have the same thoughts leh. Next time u wanna 'geng' MC, pls let me know the day b4 ok. Maybe we can laze arn or go shopping? Muahahahaha. Evil thoughts. Damn er xin! Pui... Pui...

TDH, when we meeting huh? Are we going to fly kite?
Btw, any TDH still reading my blog? If not post liao also no one knows! Guess everyone is busy with their own life. Who got the time to bother abt mine.
Humpf. K, then i mind my own business.

*ps, some guy say wanna know me after seeing my photo at the dive shop. 1st time i encounter such thing. But i think the person will be damn disappointed when he see me in real person. Anyway, i'm not into this kind of thing.*
Vroomz.... Hahahahaha... If u know wat i mean!!
Pui at myself again! ~_~"

Shooo... go back to work u pple!!

Went down to SIM during lunchtime to pay my sch fees.
Geez... After paying, i really feel like i'm digging my own grave.
Coding not 'zai' still go study deg in IT.
U tell me lah. Am i digging my own grave?
And this grave need only 1.5yrs to complete. Fast boh!
Then hor, i see other pple study like so easy leh. Why i study like so hard har? Do i not have the talent in this area? I think so leh.
NB.... What the hell am i thinking.

Then now i'm brooding over laptop. I need a super high performance laptop. (i think lah)
How how. Why my dad not print money one?
Otherwise i wouldn't be living in such misery liao.

Haiz............

Bob, a handsome dude, walked into a sports bar around 9:58 PM.
He sat down next to a blonde at the bar and stared up at the TV. The 10:00 news was now on. The news crew was covering a story of a man on a ledge of a tall building preparing to jump.
The blonde looked at Bob and said, "Do you think he'll jump?" Bob said, "You know, I bet he'll jump."
The blonde replied, "Well, I bet he won't."
Bob placed $20 on the bar and said, "You're on!"
Just as the blonde placed her money on the bar, the guy did a swan dive off of the building, falling to his death.
The blonde was very upset and handed her $20 to Bob, saying, "fair's fair. Here's your money."
Bob replied, "I can't take your money; I saw this earlier on the 5 o'clock news and so I knew he would jump."
The blonde replied, "I did too, but I didn't think he'd do it again!"
Bob took the money.

-_-" -_-" -_-" -_-" -_-" -_-" -_-" -_-"

6.01pm. Shld be going home de. But thought of blogging for the day.
Basically, today i also do nth lah. But at abt 5pm, got request come in. Think i too bored le. Feel so happy got things to do lor. Half way done le. Tmr before lunch shld be able to fin.
Haiz..... see i do things so fast. Very efficient rite?

Anyway, i design a blogskin ystd. But prob is, i dunno how to embed the coding in. Seems like my pic size or whatever shit cannot fit in leh. Haiz. So pek chek lor.
See lah.. such simple coding also cannot do. Still wanna go study Multimedia. I'm digging my own grave lor.

Haven make paymeny yet. Means i still can withdraw if i want. But i feel nth leh. Study then study lor. Dun study i think also can de bah. Aiyo...
Then hor i wanna buy new laptop also leh. Think this sat going down Funan to take a look. Seems like there's a fujitsu fair leh. Dunno is it true not. Anyway if i see anything i like and within my budget, i think i will buy lor. Must buy before the stupid increase in GST.

Hao bah. I'm going home for rice dumpling festivals le.

** 端午节快乐！ **

Finally, received the enrollment letter.
Guess i got to prep myself for re-entering sch life.
Feel that this time round, it's not going to be easy. Gotta juggle between work and studies. This is something new that i've not tried before. And somehow i got the feeling that i won't be able to cope. Salute to those who are working and studying at the same time. How did u all manage to do that? Care to give me some pointers?

Went shopping with Esther last fri. Got myself 2 levis jeans. Heh heh heh!! First time buying this brand. Ya lah me "sua ku" can? It's the pt that i dun bear to spend my $$ on such expensive jeans lah. Had a hard time trying to convince myself why i got to buy it. Oh and esther was playing the devil. Keep telling me to buy, buy , buy! She herself also got a pair. And she bought it without batting her eyelid one lor! Best rite.... She's the only friend i know that buy things without much hesitation. She wants, she will buy no matter how much it is. Ok we are not talking abt houses, cars or things that cost hundreds of thousand ok!

Hmmm... think this wk also got not much things to do.
Comes July, i think will be more busy. Remember the shitty work i got arrowed? Yes, it's starting in July. Great everything starts in July. Sch + shitty work. Anymore coming? I soooooo badly want a holiday lor. Anywhere pls. But must got pple sponsor one lah. Remember? I'm broke.

Ok enough. U pple get back to work. Stop surfing the net.
Btw, any nice website? I need to kill my boredom. *_*"

Was on leave ystd.
Arranged to meet up with Cassie to go for movie, shopping and KTV session.

Met up and had Mac for breakfast, shop arn then go for our movie @12.40pm.
Was sitting in the cinema, show started not more than 5 mins and I received quite a number of sms. (weird cos normally i dun receive alot of sms, makes me wanna cancel my HP sometimes)
1 of it was send by my boss. Asking me to rep her to a meeting today at paya lebar. Then all of a sudden, i feel i couldn't breathe. Why can't i have some peace during my off-day, somemore i'm in the middle of a movie leh. Can't seem to shake off the work stuff. I realise everytime i'm on leave, boss sure will sms me. Ask me work stuff or like this instance, rep her for meeting.
So i "enjoyed" Pirates of the Carribean at World's end with a very 沉重的心情！ Haiz. After the movie, felt worse. Guess i didn't like the ending at all! Why did the male lead have to die? Thou he became immortal, but he's not the same anymore mah.
Arg, whatever! Brooding over a make-up story. Silly me.

KTV session was ok. But sang mostly sad song also.
Shopping not that ok bah. Seems like Cassie and i didn't have the mood. Or did i spoil it cos i was looking damn sian.
Come dinner time, i was feeling terrible. Sign of sickness surfacing. Feeling cold! Check with Cassie whether is she cold and she say still ok. So prob lies with me!
Dinner doesn't taste nice also. Ate in silent. No mood lah. Sorry cassie. Spoil ur day!

Meeting today also boring. Dun even understand the purpose of meeting. I feel i'm extra over there. Didn't even spoke during the meeting. Things wasn't related to my area. So why shld we go? Really dun understand. Such a waste of time.
So like that, half a day gone.
Lunch also lunch with not familar pple. Totally no appetite to eat.

As for now, obviously i dun have the mood to work. So here i am blogging. Pouring out my sorrows.
Can someone pls tell me how to think positively? I think i need a counselor. Anyone willing to take up this post? But can dun charge me? I am really broke liao.

* feeling shitty. feel like disappearing from this world again. HELP *

Early in the morning i wake up, i feel very pek chek.
And i dun even know what's the cause of it. Jus know that life sucks.
And it seems like everytime after i go for trips, i will surely get this sulky feeling. Is it bcos i dun get what i want from my job and that i dun wish to end the holiday so soon?
Or is it i dunno what i'm pursing for. Be it controlling my own lifestyle, deciding what's best for me. Having the freedom to do what i feel like doing?

This morning, sis was talking to me. Reading off some health information from a brochure. And immediately, i get more and more pek chek with her. Reading out loudly and i couldn't possible ask her to shut up right? So i kept quiet. Doing my own stuff refusing to acknowledge her pressence. Am i very bad? Jus now sms her that i'll be on leave, going out with my friend. I jus really hope that she will not come bombing me with her usual question.
Like, you take leave for what? Who are u going out with? Where are you going? What are you going to do. What time will you be back?
Enough is enough. I'm really very tired of all her nonsense. How shld i come up with a plan to break off from her. I really feel its time i live my life without her commanding me here and there. Any kind soul (man i mean) out there willing to take her away? Really really wish for that day to come when she have her man and own life. Then she will stop pestering me!

Hmm... seems like i'm pek chek with her is it? Or i'm jus feeling low and somehow she happen to come into the picture? Making the matter worse?

ps: i've not receive the letter from the sch yet. Did i not make it for the enrolment?

* what a fucking boring life I have *

Hooray.... Gotten my Advanced Open Water license over the wkend.
Went back to Pulau Dayang to take my AOW. Reason bcos it's a familar place. And feedback from many said that Tioman hasn't got much things to see. So best option Dayang again.

We so suay lor. Half way in M'sia. Mini-van broke down @11pm. Air-con spoil, head light, brake light all gone. Dangerous to move on. So waited for the backup van to pick and send us to the jetty which arrive only at 1.30am. So by the time we reach jetty already 2.20am le. Luckily the boat we got on has got sleeping place. Slept thru the journey.
Reach Dayang almost 7am liao. Breakfast was at 8am before we go for our dive. Heng got slp on the boat else sure cannot make it.

This time round, i find it very very tiring. Was panting on every dive. Is it bcos the duration is longer as compare to open water course? As approx. we stayed under the water for arn 1hr. Maybe it's due to this reason. Gotta go get myself fit by going for more swimming i think.
Ay... I dunno when i'll get the photos from my instructor. Apparently, the last trip photos haven been uploaded yet. So i guess it's gone case already bah!

Everytime come back also pek chek with my buddy. Cos she's stone throughout the dive. Already give her the 仙丹 but still no use. I got no more elixir for u already leh. Train my patient also rite!! See where's my limit.

Some interesting things worth mentioning during the dive.

Firstly, was the underwater navigation.
We were suppose to navigate in a square shape. As shown.


Guess what? Buddy got disoriented at the 3rd bend. From 180° to 270°. Dunno she go where. So in the end, she gotta repeat this thing for many times. Yeah, bored for me. Cos i'm waiting at the start point alone. Everytime instructor Stanley ask me wait at a place for him. What if trigger fish come attack me how? *_*"

Secondly, as we go deeper, we will feel the nitrogen narcosis effect (narked).
[Nitrogen narcosis or inert gas narcosis is a reversible alteration in consciousness producing a state similar to alcohol intoxication in scuba divers at depth. It occurs at any depth, but in most cases doesn't become noticeable until deeper depth.]
So before that, buddy was hoping that i'll get "high" and do stupid action at a depth of 30m. But heng for me. I feel perfectly fine. Could do all task that instructor gave. For eg: mask removal, doing maths calculation and spell my name in reverse order. So who would have guess that buddy tio the "narked" effect. Couldn't do her maths. On land her maths already cannot make it le. Underwater even worse. So now we know where to get the extra cash from huh!! *evil laugh*

Thirdly, we almost got attack by trigger fish. The fish was damn big lor. And i was position last of the dive group. Wah nearly scare the hell out of me. Scared the fish charge at me sia. Stanley already took out his pointer preparing to fight with it liao. Deal with that stupid fish for awhile before it decided to swim away. Wah lao make me fin like mad lor. And the in-house fin no good one. Am getting my own set of fin, mask+snorkel, gloves and booties.

Lastly, my buddy float away AGAIN! Had a hard time pulling her down. Cos i'm also being pulled up by her. At one point i was below and facing her. Grabbing her hand then put my hand on her tank and gave her a hard push down. 'Xiong' leh... But heng manage to get her back in place. Was abit scared that when i push her down, i might go up myself. Dangerous man...
Buddy... think u owe me alot ah. Save u many times le. Wanna sponsor me on trip? Hee hee hee ^_^

Oh and did i mention we didn't have a spot on the boat bench to place our tank. So we hero liao lor. We gear up on the floor. Squatting down and put on everything. Before we
stabilize ourselves and stand up. Steady rite? I also think so! Muahahaha. Not alot of girls can do that it u know. Most of the girls i see on the trip is those weak, gentle kind. Like need help most of the time. So i feel proud of myself and buddy.

I remember buddy didn't have the strength to open up the tank valve. Cos her finger tio cut. So i help her lor. It's abit tight lah. And i saw one of the crew coming over to help le. But by the time he's there, i already manage to open it. And his reaciton was: "Wah.... strong ah!!" Funny thing is all these while, instructor Stanley is watching lor. So he commented in Malay that i very good lor. And he seems proud also. Hahah very crappy leh. I still gave the "yeah" sign to the crew lor. Stupid me!

To Buddy:
Next time dun stone stone again hor. And dun cut urself also. Be steady ok!!
From Buddy

That's all for my dive trip. So happy that i got my license. Next trip shld be in Aug. Wonder how is it going to be like. Do i need to go for course to teach how to use camera underwater? Gotta think abt it.
See how bah!

Fell in Love with this commercial when i 1st saw it on TV.
Like the 2nd part where K.Takuya is doing the spinning.
Hahaha pls enjoy!!

Met up with Janice and Esther last nite.
Did a simple celebration with her.
Jap food for dinner, starbucks for deserts.
And finally, some hot moves @UNION.

Of cos the hot moves not done by me lah. Janice & Esther are currently taking up Salsa. So they went there with another dance mates Andrew. So never watch how my friends 出丑 before, i went there with them. So call be their audience bah.
Last nite was the 2nd time i was @UNION. Still remember the 1st time i went there was after my company annual dinner function. That night was also my lucky night as i had won the 1st prize. (if u guys can still remember).
Actually didn't have a good impression of that place. As tt time when i was there, the place was packed with professional dancers. Where u could easily be trampled to death if you are not careful enough.
But ystd there wasn't much pple. And according to friends, it was the beginners night, So basically, we found a spot to put our barang barang and the night begins. Watching them dance kinda make me feel weird lah. Cos 1stly i dun like to dance. So dunno how to appreciate it. But there's 1 group of pple who catches my attention. They are good i would say. They were dancing in pairs and in between will change their movements and dance style. Forgot the term Esther told me. Anyway not a bad place if u wanna see how pple dance. But remember dun go on a pro night k. Any consequences will not be bear by me ok.

* 2 more days to diving *

yeah... this wk is also another boring wk for me.
Been surfing from 9 to 6pm kinda routine.
Surf till i dunno wat else i can do.

This fri going for my adv diving trip.
I reckon there won't be any underwater photos to share with u guys.
As this trip only Esther, instructor and me. Dun think the instructor will so gd bring a camera help us take photo bah.

Next wk i wanna go watch Pirates of the Carribean with Cassie. Heard that the movie is so-so only is it?
Then i wanna go borrow books to read. Saw a series of books by Nora Roberts. Like not bad. Need to go source it out 1st.

Hmmm... if my deg application is successful. This mth is the last mth i get to enjoy my life. As life will be like hell when i start sch. Really dunno whether i can make it anot. And whether the choice is right for me not also.

Sigh!!!

OoooOOOoooo..... I'm so bored at work.
Better dun let my boss see this. Fellow colleagues who's reading my blog. Dun "Bao Toh" me ok. I know who's reading my blog one k.

Last 2 wks was hell for me. Almost couldn't breathe.
This wk was ok for me. Not much work to do. Worse is nth much to surf also.
Ystd went down to make payment for my next diving trip. So excited to be able to go diving again.

Yawn... How huh.. Luckily tmr is holiday. Going to stay at home to rot. Cos been going out to play lately. Must show my face at home more. Cos going on trip liao mah.
Oh ya..... lately i find myself getting more n more vain leh. How huh. Is this a gd or bad thing? NooooOOOOO i dun wanna become those girls that spend half of their life looking in the mirror. Spending 90% of their $$ on cosmetics. Where's my old self? The "Bo Chap" me?
But then again. Grooming is a kind of respect to others and also oneself rite?
Surely u can't step out the house looking shabbily mah.
My God... Aren't i contradicting? Hahaha
Whatever i say i will have a reason to counter attack one lah.

I want to go sing song. *lalalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaa*

You Will Be a Modern Bride!

While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding tradions, you want a wedding with a twist You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception... Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalied vows, whatever suites you!!!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

You're Confident...Sometimes

You can seem confident when the occasion calls for it But inside you may be experiencing a bit of self doubt A little more inner confidence could take you far... And convince others that you're as confident as you try to seem

Are You Confident?

Your Lucky Love Color is Black

When someone gets to know you, they still make feel a bit intimidated by you. You are alluring and sexy, but you have a dark, dangerous side that you don't hide. And just like your color suggests, you are sophisticated and wise - especially when it comes to men. Your heart is hard to win over. You don't fall in love easily... or often.

All About Your Lucky Love Color

You Are Winter!

Intelligent Serious Cozy Calm Shy

What Season Are You?

You Are 44% Lady

You're part lady, part modern woman. Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.

Are You A Lady?

Lately, pple i've met has been telling me i look like a student.
I wonder are they bluffing me, trying to make me happy not.
As i've never had such sayings to me before. Everyone has been telling me i look older than my actual age.
What's worse is that pple kept saying my elder sister is my younger sister. And our age gap is soooooo big which sometimes i'm quite angry with that person who make such remarks.
On top of that, my sister is gloating over it cos pple say she young mah. *KNS*

It's only the middle of the wk. And i've still gottons of work waiting for me. Looks like i need to put in more effort. But then again, put in so much effort also the same. I'm still holding the lowest position in the team. Great effort put in won't get me anywhere. So why shld i work so hard rite?

* Looking forward to better dayz *

Your Birthdate: October 16

Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words. Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take. You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it! Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

You are 80% Libra

How Libra Are You?

You Are 24% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

Open Water Dive Course
Venue: Pulau Dayang
Date: 4-May-07 to 6-May-07

Met up with Esther, Eileen, Jean, Stanley and Cheryl @ dive center.
Stanley & Cheryl are the instructors.
Check that everything is ready and we headed to Malaysia.
During the coach ride, all were asleep except Esther & me.
So we took photo，chit chat, and listen to my mp3.
Repeating these 2 songs: "梦飞船 - 不值得"， "孙燕姿 - 我怀念的"
Ya cos that esther wanted to listen to these 2 songs lor. Something going on in her mind. While i doze off listening to it. =_="



Stop over at some part of M'sia for early supper which was abt 9pm. After that we rode in the coach for another 3hr+ before we reach Mersing Jetty. Stanley went to bought the tickets while we get ready to board the boat. Engine started for less than 1 min and it die off. Arg.... So we waited for them to fix it while looking at "Princess" steering away from the jetty. Took them quite a while before they manage to fix it. And while waiting, we took another photo.



Finally engine back to normal. And we set off to our destination. It was already past midnight. But as we are still quite awake, we did more talking. Geez didn't realise we got so much things to say. Then suddenly, we stop talking and with the chompy water, i began to fell sleepy again. So told Esther that we go to the seating area, try to catch a wink. As i was sitting near to the window, guess what, a gush of water splash right onto my face. Yucks, pui pui. On and off, water keep splashing onto me. Couldn't stand it, change seats and slept till i reach my destination.
Reach the island @5am, quickly wash up and went to bed before we start our dive @8am.

* Dive 1 *
I can only remember Stanley asking us to hurry up and get ready. And before i know it, Cheryl was standing beside me getting me ready to do the giant stride into the water. Didn't have time to be mentally prepare and she ask me to step into the water liao. And *bish* i went into the water. Looking for the gauge to inflate my BCD. And gasping for breathe. Turning left and right looking for my dive mates. Saw them and began swimming towards them. Then Stanley lead us to the dive spots and when all were ready, we began to descend our way down to the bottom. We are diving at a shallow spot abt 9m. Cos we need to re-cap what we have learn in the pool. So basically, 1st dive was a re-cap of everything. So far so good. Before we knew it, we were already surfacing, get on the boat and back to the island for lunch.

* Dive 2 *
After lunch, we were back out in the sea. Again, Stanley shouted: "Get ready!". But we were still taking our own sweet time to gear up. Didn't even realise there's a strong current waiting for us. At this pt, my buddy Esther already not feeling well from last nite. Boat came to a stop and 1 by 1 we went down. Stanley signal us to follow him. So we swam like mad on the surface. Using the snorkel in order to save the air in the tank. But no matter how hard we swam, Stanley is still so far ahead of us. Then without much delay, he told us to descend. Ok lor and so we went ahead to descend. Think 5 mins has past but we are still hanging around near the surface of the water. And yes, we couldn't manage to descend. All i could see is Stanley giving us the "come to me" hand sign. I turn around to see where are the rest. Ok Esther & Eileen is still nearby. I tried my best to go down and soon enough, i saw a hand reaching out to me. Yes it's saviour Stanley coming to my rescue >_<. He brought me down to the bottom at abt 10m+ and ask me to hold on to a coral and signal me to wait for him. Time passes by and i'm still holding on to the coral. Current against me and i couldn't see anyone nearby. I shifted myself to the right and then i saw a few other divers nearby. And hor they gave me the "OK" sign to check if i'm alright. Guess they must be thinking how come i'm left there. Hahaha. Got 1 guy even came right up to me to ask whether i'm ok not. I must have look so dumb down there.
Ya and finally, i saw 2 familar figures passing me. And not long after, stanley came to bring me away. Then more things were taught and we went exploring the dive spot.
Things were going fine untili saw Esther floating away from me. And seems like she's going up and up. My mind was blank and i thought to myself. Shld i go grab her hand and try to bring her down? Or shld i go front to inform Stanley. I hesitated for awhile. Looking at Esther, then at Stanley. In the end, i make a dash for Stanley. Cos i know i'm not confident enough to bring her down.
Fin and fin, caught up with stanley, tap him on the shoulder and signal him that Esther is floating up. Then after that, i can't remember what happen. Seems like Esther made her own way down. Phew, gena scared by her lor.
Ok time to surface and still the current is very strong at the surface. Guess what eileen is doing while we waited for the boat to come to us? Got it? Yup she's vomitting. And hor she vomit dun have sound one leh. Jus like merlion like that. Open the mouth and all the stuff will flow out. Sooooo digusting and i was facing her directly. Gosh, had to keep staring at the sky in order not to accidentally consume some of her products! Now i think back, really very the er xin.
By the time we got on the boat, Esther abit the green liao (seasick). Stone is the only word i can describe abt her. *_*

* Dive 3 *
With the goreng pisang + bobo hitam in Eileen's stomach, we headed for our last dive of the day. Gotta 'bai' her lor. Vomit liao still can eat so much things.
3rd dive not much happenings. Swim arn in the sea, looking out for fishes while holding on to Esther's hand. Ay Esther, after 10 long yrs, u finally got a chance to hold my hands rite!
Oh ya i remember. After the 3rd dive, when we surface to the water.
I said to my buddy.
Me: Esther, 你流鼻血!
Esther: Heh, 你也是 lor.
Muahahah, both of us nose bleed lor. Funny rite. But nth serious, seems like its quite normal to have nose bleed sometimes.

Time for shower, dinner and get more rest.
Dinner was ok, shower abit creepy. Room wise er.....
Had a short chat with the 3 girls before we fell asleep.

* Dive 4 *
Set off at 7am. Water was quite clear and we enjoy this dive better than the prev 3. Cos we facing calm water mah.

* Dive 5 *
Offically the leisure dive. As we only need 4 dive to be certified as an Open Water Diver. Er forgot is it this dive that we saw turtles, stingray and puffer fish. Feeling was great during this time. But visibility not that gd.

At last, we ended all our dive. And it's time to pack up, have a quick shower, lunch and made our way back.
Back on the boat, we headed back to Mersing Jetty. This time round, Esther is feeling so so much better lor. Why leh cos i gave her 仙丹 lor. The ride was abt 4 hrs. And we stupid stupid go sit at the deck absorbing all the 日月精华. So become roasted pigs lor.
And hor the boat was travelling so slow that we saw "Princess" overtaking us AGAIN!

Rest of the journey back to SG quite boring lah. As usual, Esther and i continue our talking. And someone commented that we really got alot of things to say. Can even rewind and say things tt we already say b4. Hahaha. What to do. We naggy mah. Harping on past stuff.

Last but not least, enjoy the photos.

Yes...
Ystd i was back to the office after my 2 days leave.
And i got a shock lor. Didn't expect that arrow to be coming my way.
Yep, am shot by my boss again. This time round it's some kind of a co-ordinator duty. Which i think it's very tedious and waste pple's time. Cos some team will give u their script at the last min of the day. Then still gotta review, prepare everything nice nice for them. Idiot one leh. But wat can i say rite. I'm in no position to bargain anything with him mah.

Sorry guys, still haven update on my diving trip.
Cos am still waiting for the pics from another dive mates. Seems like there's a lot of photos. So be patient ok. I promise i will write very long post.

Finally the training is over.
We had so much fun ystd. Learn quite alot from Stanley the instructor.
Thou some parts we cock up lah. But overall still ok.
We really gotta put in effort in the swimming part. Must be able to catch the technique how to sink and float during the appropriate time.
Oh ya, ystd forgot to perform the buddy check. In the end, 1 of my equipment did not install properly. Esther, must remember to perform buddy check on each other leh >> 靠你了!

So far so good. And here comes friday. Which is tomolo. Yeah we are heading to the sea. Tonite must go home do my packing. Oh shit. Haven go collect my disposable contact lens also. Where got time u tell me. How huh.

Very hungry now. Ok i go eat my breakfast liao.
Today also must work hard, play hard.

~总算结束了~

He no longer rides a bike.
Driving a car instead.
It's not a bad news afterall. At least it's safer than riding a bike. Afterall quoting the old sayings: "铁包人好过人包铁".
Jus that i'll miss his cool cool side i guess. And the black and red bike. Which happens to be my fav color combi.
Not sure what car is he driving now. Let me go find out ok.
Silly me trying to dig more info abt him. Bet he won't even know!
Guess its more of a 欣赏 as there's not much bikers in my company. A young one who drives such a cool bike. Cos usually we see uncles riding those 'lao ya' bike.

Ok enuff abt him.
This coming friday, i'm heading to Pulau Dayang.
** Dayang Island is located approximately 65 kilometers off Mersing on the Northeast coast of JOHORE. Begin the farthest offshore, it's among the last unspoiled marine paradise in West Malaysia. From February to November each year, divers, holidays makers, anglers from all over Singapore and Malaysia will flock to the surrounding waters, just to dive and indulged in the crystal clear water or just a chance to battle with the blue water Trevally, Mahi Mahi (Dorado), or the famous Black Marlin or just simply frolicking or laze in the sun. **
I am very very excited abt this trip. As this is consider my 2nd time going on a trip with my friend. The 1st one was to Bintan with my sec sch friend Huishan. Thanks to her as it's a sponsor trip by her company. Reason was that the company is holding their annual D&D over there.
This time round, am going with Esther. Being my 10yrs friend, it's the 1st time we are going overseas together. Esther, u must look after me leh. Cos sometimes i blur blur one. =_='

Am also quite worried. Cos this will be my 1st time diving in the sea. And unlike the pool, u know that u can always get to a safety point. Diving in the sea is so much different. Cos most of the time, u got to make a logical decision. Cannot 'su ka su ka' make ur way to the surface as it's very very dangerous. So must always stay calm and think carefully. Think i better dun fret so much abt it.

Relax... Breathe.....

This morning, i had a meeting at 9am at paya lebar office.
I thought i was late as i only left home at 8.10am. So rush my way down. Train was pack like sardine all the way to cityhall. It's been a long time since i took the train in the morning peak hr. Luckily i do not have to do this everyday.

I reach paya lebar at 8.45am. As i've not taken my b'fast yet, i make my way to uncle mac. Order a b'fast meal and gobble the food down in 10mins. Ordered a filet o-fish meal + coke. Ya early in the morning drink coke liao. Bo bian cos i need the caffeine to keep me awake. As i was eating my burger, i had this feeling. Dunno how to explain. It's weird sitting down there having my b'fast at that timing. B'cos usually i will be at the office getting my day started. If i can have such life everyday, will i be bored?

Anyway, meeting was boring as usual. Still dun understand why pple like to schedule meeting. Meet up, discuss, end without much conclusion. I mean cannot discuss small details over the phone or email meh? And my part was like less than 2 mins. So during the 2 hrs meeting, i was trying very very hard to focus on what they were talking abt. Something not within my field. It does not sound alien to me. Neither does it sound clear to me. So was like bouncing here and there. So confusing. But then again, dun think i need to understand that clearly.

Meeting ended. Colleagues say go have lunch. I look at the time, 11.45am. What the hell. I jus had my b'fast for no more than 3 hrs lor. Haiz, bo bian follow them to the foodcourt and ordered a Yong Tau Fo soup. Cos if i dun eat at that time, dun think i got time to eat later on.

Yawn, as i'm sitting in the office, i so feel like slping lor. Dunno why today office like not much pple. Or maybe b'cos it's friday and everyone is having long lunch break? Geez no idea. How i wish i can find a spot and nap for 15mins. Energy running low for this wk. Next wk still gotta make up for the last confined water session. Jus hope that everything can go smoothly b4 the trip.

And after the trip, dunno whether got time to arrange another diving trip not. Maybe tmr ask my brother if he has any plan in mind. Can follow him. Esther, u mind?

~ 我要睡觉 ~

Ok, i hate the rain (thou my nick is raine) which causes my 2nd pool session to be postpone to next wk. I even call cab to chiong down lor. Wasted $16 on cab.

Well done lor....
Gear up everything liao lor.
Thunder, lightning here and there. But the instructor still teach us how to step into the water with the fins on.
I think it's kind of dangerous to be stepping into the water when there's lightning. But, we still went ahead and practise for like 5 mins before it began to pour really heavily.
Wah and we were like super fast in dissembling the equipment. Best rite, 2nd time we deal with the equips and we sort of know what is the procedure and steps. Not bad, not bad.

So couldn't do any practise and we pack up and call it a day. Session will resume next wk. Dunno is there ample time before the dive trip which is next fri.
Ya and after we wash up, came out of the changing room, instructor gone. So bo liam xim one. Left us there. Later must go niam him when i go for the theory lesson.
Luckily one of the dive mate is waiting for the hubby to fetch her. So we waited and did some chatting.
Supper was porridge @ Chinatown. The famous 田鸡粥 stall.
Then head home with Esther. And on our way back, we were glad that our dive mate is not those bitchy type. Most of all is can click and its good enuff to make the trip enjoyable.

~ 我讨厌下雨 ~

Woohoo.....
Manage to clear the 200m swim. But threading in water for 10mins is really hard work. It's not impossible jus that it's tiring. That Esther ah.... Thread like nobody's business like that. Threading so easy meh?? Man i was having a hard time down there.

The session was fun. Instructor very patient, explanation was clear. Good i would say.
The 1st air that i draw from the tank seems weird. Gotta get used to it man! Oh ya, when i was fully gear and jump into the pool, i was floating lor -_-". Hahaha hard to find the balance point and quite difficult to get myself sink also. Never mind, practise makes perfect. Aiyo i'm so excited on this man. Really looking forward to the session tonite. Though i'm really very very tired. Yep last nite i did slp well cos really exhausted. Eyes also very very dry now. All these are worth it as i will get to see the nice nice fishes soon.

Fishes here i come.. Wait for me ok!!

I want to cry liao.
I haven been slping for the past wks. The bloody cough keeps me awake the whole nite can! How to slp like that?
Anyway, something to update.
Am taking up scuba diving wor. So this wk is very very busy for me. Gotta make my way to the dive center to take theory and pool session. Gosh, ystd was the theory lesson. Soooo boring. Machiam attend physics lesson. Was watching the video and basically it was an audio version of the book that we had to read up. Lesson ended @ 2230. So late rite!! But, we still went for supper cos both my friend and i were hungry. After supper, share cab home.
Dun think we ever head home so late b4 hor. Anyway feeling is great thou we are both super duper tired! ^_^
Today we having our 1st pool session. Quite excited and scared abt it. I think my friend also feel the way lah. Right friend!!
Anyway after today we'll see how well i am comfortable in the water ok. Hope i will remember to breathe at all times and never never hold my breathe. Oh ya, my group all girls lor! Dunno is it a gd or bad thing.

靠人不如靠自己。。。。。
祝我好运吧。。。。

Gosh!!
This is the 3rd time that i'm sick for this mth (Apr07).
Been getting sick lately. In jus 1 mth's time, i've already taken 5 days of MC. Well done rite. Well no choice lah. The stupid illness keep coming back to harass me leh. Not that i want lah. It's really terrible to be feeling sick i would say. Especially sore throat. Dunno why of all minor illness, i hated the sore throat the most. Makes u wanna cut ur throat when u find it hard to swallow down ur saliva or food. Damn.. Anyone has got any gd remedy to cure sorethroat? Below is the list i already know but then not very usefull i would say.

(1) starfruit juice
(2) honey drink
(3) salt water (gargle or drink)
(4) listerine (obviously is gargle)
(5) green tea + honey
(6) honey + lemon

OK that's all i know liao. I think the honey + lemon like not bad. Cos acidic stuff is suppose to be helping to kill the bacteria rite?

Anyway today went to office earlier than usual. Cos been missing 2 days of work. Sometimes i wonder am i a workacholic. Cos i seem to be eager to complete my stuff in the shortest time frame. Today also got an important thing that i have to complete before 3pm. So came earlier to get myself done with and then shake leg. So now have some free time, thought of updating u guys on wat miserable life i am having during this entire mth. April is coming to an end. And TDH still haven celebrated ah tang's bdae yet leh. Shit i think no need to celebrate liao. Wait for Chris's one then celebrate together. Haiz, bo bian all so busy.

Oh ya, those pple who has siblings, i'm talking abt elder ones. Do u find them irritating at times? Wah ystd was quite pissed with her lor. She's doing some little stuff that is irritating me. And when we reach home, she even worse lor. Tell me off why i never wash the utensils after use. Then i told her, i intend to come back in the nite then i wash it. Somemore that is a steamer. Can't possibly get too dirty to attract ants rite. Siao one lor. Machiam i offend her like that. So i also bo chap lah. Bang my way arn the hse lor. Then i went to slp. Stupid one leh. Feel like confronting her lor. What's her problem sia.......
Anyway, i already have a plan in mind. Next time when i'm out with my friends, unless its really urgent things, else i'm not gonna reply her sms. Sian one leh. Everytime ask what time i'm going back. Then reach home liao still ask who i go out with, go eat what, go where etc. All these yrs i've been putting up with her lor. I guess it's really time i shall stop all her stupid nonsense. Let's see whether my plan works not. Even my mother also never ask such question lor. What the hell!!!!

Pissed + sick + shitty

Ay pple... I feel like going for lasik surgery leh.
Cos i really can't stand the contact lens anymore. Mine needs to be custom made. So anything not rite, will have to keep correcting till it fits the eye. But it's been like 3 mths ever since i went to make a new pair of lens. And till now the problem is still not resolved. I can't keep wearing my old lens u see. Cos it's suppose to be expired long long time ago liao. Further wearing might cause infection which i'm really really very scared abt it.

And har,, my stupid fucking astigmatism is so damn bloody high lor. Like tt how. I dun like wearing glasses cos its very heavy and makes my nose bridge very very painful.
But there's no way i can reduce the astig can't i?

Those guardian selling those power eye machine. Got use one not? If it's useful then i go invest one. But i doubt so lah. All market gimmick leh. Bluff pple's $$ only.

Fuck lah. Why is my life so miserable. Might as well go blind then no need to work and wait for my doom's day!
Think its not a bad idea also rite!

Nah bey... Feel like scolding all the vulgarity that i know of lor. Thou not alot but i can repeat de mah.
Arg.. So damn pissed off lor.
%$%$(*_)*(@$^%$(

Today no mood to work. Guess it's bcos of fri. And no mood to work means very free. Free means i got ample time to think of all my problems. So here i am ranting how i got such a good pair of eyes.
Btw, lasik can pay by installment not har. If can then i go do liao. I dun care already. If it's fated that i will turn blind after the op then so be it. So sick of it lor. Everyday i see black spots floating arn. It's been with me for yrs le lor. And even docs can't help. Say the only option is to go for lasik cos my eye muscle no strength to hold on to the gel that is surrounding our eye ball or what shit lah. Forget what the hell doc say already. And chances of me blacking out also quite high. So if suddenly cannot see then gotta admit into A&E lor. Serious rite!

Who to blame. Me and myself lor.

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To someone: XX

Why is it that whenever u are on leave, i sure kena something one huh? Maybe we shld take leave together leh. Really!! This is the 3rd time liao lor. Haiz..

From: Huixuan
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Above is dedicated to someone.
I think the person shld know who i'm refering to bah.

Anyway, my stupid new contact lens is still given me problems.
I dunno how the pple make one lah. It jus won't fit lor.
Then today went down to the shop to let the lab pple check again. Wasted $13 bucks on cab. Then the guy claim that everything seems to be fine to him.
So i ask him back. If the new lens is already make exactly like my old pair, then why is there still a problem? Know wat he reply me. He say maybe old ones u are used to it.
Fuck off lah. Trying to bluff me is it. Where got such things one. Cannot means cannot lor.
Then he say he will bring back check again see whether is it manufacture fault. So shoot him again. I say u guys sure did a check b4 giving it to me rite? So why need to take back and check whether is it manufacture fault?
Haiz.. dunno how many times must i still go down. And i've already pay for it like mths ago lor.
Money already in their pocket. And poor me, still wearing an expired pair of old old lens. Later gena infection how? Who compensate me?
Stupid me lah. Never heed my mama's advise. Dun watch TV so close, dun lie down and read books. Who to blame?
Me and my stupid eyes lah!
KNN damn piss off now..

And stupid cust svc pple, dunno how to read my email is it. Keep asking me what's wrong with the thing when she never even tell me what prob that i need to look at.

Jus like i ask u. Have u eaten? And u ask which meal i'm talking abt? Breakfast, Lunch or Dinner.
But i keep saying, have u eaten? Have u eaten? Have u eaten?
Slap that person lor.

Oh ya.. To that someone again.
Ur best friend today very funny lor.
Say the database password very long liao need to change. Ask me got suggestion not.
So current pw say is this: apple123
Then i suggest: apple456
and he say why not change to orange456. Then i say also can lor.
In the end he change to apple456orange.
For what? Why change till so mafan. Stupid leh. Think he very free lor!!!!!

Phantom of the Opera
Venue: Esplanade
Date: 8-Apr-07
Time: 8pm

Went with my sis to watch Phantom of the Opera yesterday nite. Thou we've seen it in London, but kind of different feeling when the cast is here in Singapore. Having waited for 10 yrs, they are finally here.

Cast is good and the props are great too.
All the backdrops, lighting and of cos the orchestral. Great live performance.
But i guess this is the 2nd time i'm watching, so will tend to compare.
I think the cast which i've watch in London is diff from wat i saw ystd. Cos the feeling isn't jus there. Thou the play is still the same but doesn't seem to have the 'wow' effect on me.
Christine Daaé isn't on form i would say. Didn't really create an impact on the part where she challenge the super high notes.
Phantom is good.
Raoul, quite ok and handsome too. ^_^

Overrall still ok lah.
But i still cannot conclude which is the best seat in the theater.
I'm seated at Circle 1, middle part. View not bad lah. But i think a binoculars will be handy at that time.
So that can have a close up view of the actors expression.

If given a chance, i think i want to go London watch again.
The atmosphere there is jus so different from here. Plus the theater is Her Majesty Theater. And it has that old kind of feeling.

So pple, aim to watch this play over there ok.
It's really worth it.

好累，好累。。。。
真得很累。

为工作而累。
为前途而累。
为很多很多事而感到累。

看了这么多 “累”字，我看你们跟累吧！
哈哈，好吧，就不折磨大家了！

ok, change back to english.
Didn't realise typing those few words above can be so tiring.
My chinese really very lousy, wonder how did i even manage to pass my 'O's.
Anyway, bad news, my hamster has got a lump at the chest area leh. So ke lian lor. Dunno wat to do with it now. Called the vet and asked. She said either go for the surgery and had it remove or give her a jab, put her to slp.
Humpf either one i also dun wan her to go thru. She's so tiny small lor. And jus 1 yr+ old, and had to make her go thru all these. I dun want.
But i also dunno wat i can do for her leh. She's still very active, can eat and run abt lor. So i dun think that lump is affecting her also.
How huh? Think i will monitor for another few more days. If it's affecting her, i think put her to slp is the best option rite. Better than having her carrying that bloody fucking lump and suffer rite.

Aiyo why like tt. Why is life so fragile? Why why....
Argg... so angry lor.
And i'm really very tired leh. Shld i take MC for 2 days and rest properly at home?
I think i shld seriously consider!! =_=''

I'm so sad leh. Last nite was talking with my sister. Then we were talking abt my further studies and the liability that i have. Then i realise i'm actually very hard up for cash.
Gotta pay for insurance, piano lesson etc.
So sis was suggesting if i dun have enuff cash, why not stop the piano lesson. But hor i really really wan to continue leh. It's like so hard to give it up when i've jus started picking it up lor.
Which means to say, if i wan to continue with my current lifestyle, i can't afford to quit my job. As that would mean no more income if i were to quit!
So how how. Dun really feel like studying part time. Cos i sure 'buang' one lor. I know my own limit lah. I'm not the kind that can study and work at the same time. Sure cannot cope one.
Then how? Income is fix de leh. Dun eat? Dun go out?
Aiyooo... i'm so sad now leh. Why i'm not rich huh. Why can't i have things in my way.
Then everyday still gotta work n work. Work load is getting more n more heavy. If this continues, i dun think i am able to cope. I only have 1 pair of hands, how to multi-task? Is the management trying to kill us?

What a fucking shitty hell life that i have!!!!
Fuck man~

My God.. Dunno today i suay or what. Met 2 rude men. Or rather i shldn't refer them to men in the 1st place.

Scenario 1
Was on my way out from the toilet main door. And there's this guy walking at quite a fast pace towards my direction. The door was like 2 steps behind me so meaning i jus came out of the door rite. So shldn't the person abt to enter thru the door take a step back or pause awhile, letting me get out 1st?
Anyway no, that guy didn't slow down his pace. So in the end, i lose lor. Gotta really siam to the right side let him go enter the door b4 i walk back to my orignal path back to my seat. Idiot rite! Why so rude one!!!
(pai sei huh my explanation nt tt clear)

Scenario 2
Me and my colleague was abt to go down to the canteen to tabao lunch. So when the lift arrive, there's this 2 guy who went into the lift 1st. So by nature, the one who went into the lift 1st shld go press the open button rite? But no, these 2 so call 'men' went straight into the lift and stand at the back of the lift, striking a nice pose, watching me and my colleague nearly being crushed by the lift door. Kaoz i tell u i really feel like screaming at them lor. So i very the buay song, use my hand to block the lift door and my face was damn black lor. Wah i really cannot believe such pple exist leh!!! Then when the lift reach the ground floor, we went out of the lift 1st w/o pressing the open button for them. This is call "Yi Ya Huan Ya".
Really pissed off by these bunch of men lor.

Fucking hell rite!!

Woke up early on a Saturday to attend my Jap lesson till 12pm.
After tt went to SIM open house to know more abt the course tt i'm interested in.
Then went for dinner and walking arn with Cassie, Chris and Xiao Jun.

Went to the IT fair. Wah really alot of pple leh. No intention of buying anything lah, jus acc Cassie go look for a new desktop. Dunno which one she has set her eyes on. Then went back to Bugis for dinner. After dinner, went back Marina Sq. Haha we very funny rite. So the 4 of us was like walk here, walk there. Later on, went back to Raffles City for Ben & Jerry's ice cream. I think we really crazy tt day leh. Walk quite a distance lor. Nvm, can jian fei as well.
And while at Ben & Jerry's, we had got nth better to do. So started drawing things on the napkins. Attached pic for ur viewing pleasure.

Chris's masterpiece


Chris's masterpiece


Jun's masterpiece


Cassie's masterpiece


My masterpiece


Brand new start of the wk. Let's all work hard towards our goals ok!
Take care!!

Been a while since i last posted something on.
Wanted to write but er lazy lor, as usual.

Not much happenings during the CNY period. Jus pple visiting my hse, playing mahjong, ban lat, eating etc.
Quite boring i would say lah. So maybe next yr needa plan whether wanna go overseas not.

Work wise still the same. Everyday also dun feel like going. Doing all the things tt i dun like. Ask pple for help but then sometimes i guess it's hard to meet friendly, helpful pple lah. Shld get my hint rite. Dun wanna state it too clearly lah. Anyway what's done already done. No pt harbouring over it hor!

Been thinking quite alot on my future lah. Wanna go take up a deg course. But the old me came back to disturb me. That is can't make up the decision whether shld i go for the course not. Really quite afraid tt after investing $$ into the course, in the end can't get a related job lor. Thou i know my interest lies in there. But reality and dreams are jus a line across. So really have to depend on my luck, skills and lots more which i can't think of any now lor. Intend to go for the open hse this sat. Go listen to wat the course is really abt b4 making my choice lah. Anyway still mths b4 the registration closes.

What's else to talk abt............
Oh ya. Watching TV everyday lor. Hook on that "Hua Yang Shao Nan Shao Nu".
Another fantasy drama lah. Jus dunno why i'm always addicted to such storyline. Real life where will have such things leh? Also watching this taiwan drama "It Started With A Kiss". Bought the DVD for like 6mths ago. Haven got the chance to watch it also lah. Then after watching for 5mins then i realise i've watch the Japanese version b4. Watch tt version during my sch days. Still remember the female lead calling the male lead. So hilarious. Also another fantasy lah. How did such story ever landed on earth? Weird rite..

As for me, had a new look. Erm not exactly new lah. Jus went to cut my hair shorter. Ok not really short those kind also. But still i think is short as compare to my almost waist length hair ok! Feel nt too bad. Funny thing is i dun have the slightest pinch of sadness when the stylist cut away my hair. Guess i've been wanting to have it short lah. Quite like the style now also. Never try such b4 also. So see how it goes when it's longer ok.

Now have to go back to work liao.
Take care my dear friends!

I AM SO DAMN PISSED OFF NOW!!!

that idiot script is still running lor. Been an hr liao leh. Kaoz. Thought shld be only 15mins at max?
How... i wan to go home!!! Everybody go off liao leh. How long does it need more.
Kaoz... How did i land myself into this deep shit?

Why me!
Cannot like tt liao. I must really buck up to look for jobs. I think i will get heart attack soon.

And guess wat.... its still running lor... 7.45pm.
another job starting at 8pm lor. Best liao lor.

Fucking pissed off now!!!!

Happy Valentine's Day!

this post is dedicated to all u guys out there.
May this day be filled with love.

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Today is my so-call contract break day.
Tmr's the start of the new contract. 7-Feb-07 to 6-Feb-08.
Gonna be a long long yr for me. Hope i can really find a better job. Else will have to face the dilemma again. Doubt they will extend my contract after this. So better run when i still have the energy to. Not tt gd to wait for them to kick me off. No face!!

Whole day slacking lor. Went to Thomson Plaza to get my new contact lenses corrected. Cos i change an optician so i think its normal that the lenses dun fit that well as compare to the old one.
So have been changing my blog skin since 4pm. Gosh took me 2 hrs to find a nice one and re-adjusting it. Or was it i'm too slow in editing? Geez think i must really think of a blog skin myself. So sian of looking for it every now and then. Who wants to teach me CSS?

Later meeting Esther & Janice for dinner at AMK. Yes its ANG MO KIO. U guys not seeing things cos of the striking blue fonts tt i've set for the blog. Seems like we are too lazy to hit the town. Somemore later go home also easier.

Tmr half day for me also. Going for facial. Hahaha.
I'm such a slacker!!

Happy Break Day for Me!!

It's 1.34am on a Sunday morning. Been so long since i last stayed up late or rather early. Went to get a new pair of contact lenses on sat. It's time to say Goodbye to the old pair. Cos it's been giving me probz and i guess the life span is going to be up.
Bought a new cage for my hamster. Cos initially, 2 hamster were sharing this box. Ok their names are blackie n ah niao. Blackie cos the nose abit the black. Ah niao cos the size was very very small when it was 1st born as compare to the other pups.
Ok back to their so call hse. I used a plastic board to divide the box into 2 section. And this has been going on for almost a yr. But har, one morning, my mum heard them squeaking and thought wat happen. So she went to peep at them. Alamak, that stupid blackie went over her territory and end up being trap under ah niao's wheel. And ah niao was still running on the wheel lor. Funny rite!! Haiz. Stupid blackie lah. Who ask her to go pple's hse?? And so it was decided that they will each have their own cages. Cos i already have a spare one liao mah, so jus need to buy another one lo.

My life very boring rite. Nth to blog abt. Next tue is my contract break day. Still can't find any friend to go out with me. Wanna go shop for CNY stuff leh. I guess i'll have to stay at home that day liao. Hmm... Maybe can make use of the time to come up with a design or something for my blog or whatever lah. So long never play with my photoshop, dreamweaver n flash liao. One prob is that i lack of creativity lah. Not that i can't do, but rather my mind quite blank sometimes.

Still not slpy. How? How?
Later gotta start spring cleaning liao. Damn sian lor. Cos got 2 hses that needs cleaning. So means from now till CNY, my wkends are gonna be used on spring cleaning. Actually, come to think of it, i dun quite like CNY leh. Cos hor pple enjoying themselves while i gotta do lots of things. Like cleaning n tending the shop. Stuck at the shop for the rest of my life.

Sometimes i wish i didn't even exist in this world. Will be quite fun if i can watch this world at somewhere!

Dream Onz.........

Went for our annual Team Building @ Jurong Bird Park ystd (31-Jan-07).
Theme was: Birds of a Feather Amazing Race (i think so, can't remember)

Quite xiong lor. Considering Bird Park not very big. And did i mention it was donkey yrs since i last been there? I think was when i'm still a little kid. Really no memories of me at the Bird Park leh. So was like very the alien to me lo.
Activity wise was ok lah. But i think all need those team strength thing. And har, my team dunno is suay or what. All lady lor. How to play? But we still manage lah. Cos i guess when it comes to those physical contact thingy, won't have any restriction. As all are girls mah so can touch here n there. Muahahaha i never anyhow touch pple's bum ok. I very the straight de!

Today muscle ache sia. Still slpy lo. And today marks the beginning of another hell yr for me. Cos going to sign that 1 yr hell deed. Well, i've choosen the path myself. So i also will not complain lah. Jus endure for another few more mths b4 i will leave if i can get a better job. Cos somehow, i feel guilty towards my sub team lead. She's good to me lah. For fighting the 1 yr contract for me and the pay increment lo. So if i leave now, she surely will curse n swear at me. How i wish that day she didn't go talk to boss on offering me a 1 yr contract. Else i would be shaking my legs at home now. Or did i give her the mindset that i want to stay for another yr?
Erm, anyway saying all these is too late now liao. Shall jus drag my feet to work everyday then.

Another colleague might be leaving. I think 99% bah. Well treatment is unfair to those hardworking pple i would say.

'Zhe Ge Shi Jie Shi Hei An De!

Haiz.. Decision making time.
Am offered a 1 yr contract. After so talking here and there. But its not bcos i really need this job badly lah. Is jus that i haven been starting my job hunt also.
But the increment and bonus not very good leh.. Really feel tt i'm under pay lor. So make my voices heard. Now they talking to the HR to see wat can they do for my increment lor. But har, i doubt they can do much things lah. Useless one lor. All crapy talk. But if eventually the increment is not gd, i will still sign lah. But then i will have to look for better job liao lor. Then dun blame me for being heartless lo.

Double Haiz.. CNY coming. But cannot go pple's hse leh. Plans are made by my aunt. Think they coming over to our hse instead. So thoughtful of them. Aiyo i'm so sian now lor. Dunno head where sia.

I need more $$... Pls let me strike lottery. Plssssss

When i woke up this morning, i see the sky quite gloomy.. Then my mood also turn gloomy. Dun have the heart to go to work.
Last fri received some news from my TL. He say management can only offer me 3mths contract. What the hell. Who will sign rite? Anyway told him that i will not take up the offer. And later my sub TL got to know of this and after much talking, TL say he will try to get approval from director to extend my contract for 1 yr. But hor i abit the dun feel like working for such co. already. As in my work is not being appreciated and need pple to go beg him then he will take some action. Come to think of it, why waste my time n youth is such a heartless co. rite?

Anyway today TL came over. Told me that director has already approve on my 1 yr contract. And i jus say ok. So now is to see the terms of the new contract liao lor. If it's no gd then sry to those that are gd to me liao lor. I dun see the point in staying lah. All i wan is the $$ that they are giving out.

Been feeling very tired recently. Is like no matter how much i slp also no use like that. I think i'm dying soon bah. So much things going on in my head. Further studies, work, $$ issue, finding goals. And ya as i'm typing this, that 'lao lian' in my office is Kaobeing again. Everyday she will nag n nag that her work sucks, pay so little work so much. And everytime she will scream n shout making half of the office can hear her grumbles. If its so hard then jus quit lah.. Pluck up ur courage and jus tender lah. Why must u nag and torture the innocent ears? Why Why?

Haiz.. how har.. Shld i study full time or part time?
Then which course which sch?
Aiyo why my dad is not filthy rich that owns a huge co.?
Then i can no need to think abt so many cos the path is already there for me.
I'm a person that is lazy to think abt this n that.