Went for an eye check @Tan Tock Seng ystd. Reached there too early liao in the end gotta wait for the doc cos its their lunch time.

1st step: Eye drops to make the pupil dilate. Then wait for abt 20 mins.
2nd step: Look into rays of light.
3rd step: Pay $$

Haha.. quite simple test i can say. But the lights they use is super glaring ah. Cannot make it. At one pt the doc still ask me to look directly into the light. Kaoz.. And normal reaction, my head turn to the other direction cos cannot take it mah. Then the doc patiently told me this:

"I know its abit glaring, but please bear with it!"

Ops did i say the doc quite handsome.. *eyes beaming* ok lor.. bear with it lor.. But then after looking at those lights, all i see is green green shadow infront of me ah.. Shake head...
Alas the results. The doc say there's nth wrong with my eyes and they can do nth with the floaters. This is due to high myopia pple and if this does not cause the rectinal to detach, i am advise to leave it alone. But but quite irritating leh.. Black dots keep flying past infront of me.. Hmm so same old qn for the doc.

Me: "Is there any way to reduce Myopia n Astigmatism?"
Doc(Edwin): "U can go for Lasik"
Me: "But isn't it not safe?"
Doc(Edwin): "Nowadays, Lasik is proven to be very safe!"
Me: "......................."

Damn it!! Shld have tut the doc with this.. "Then y didn't u go for it??" And then they will give all sorts of excuses like they can't find a better doc then themselves blah blah blah....
Anyway this eye test cost me $20 lor.. Had i not gone to Polyclinic for susidise, it would cost me $45 leh.. So gov subsidise $25 lor. Still not so bad.
One more thing... The doc gave me 1 day MC leh.. Damn it again!! Me went to work in the mor lor.. Wasted man.. Else can slp slp slp.. Hahahaha....Next mth gotta go for another checkup to make sure everything is alrite. Wonder whether he will give me 1 day MC not cos the appt is @3.30pm leh.. I doubt so lor.. Sigh.. Guess i will have to guai guai go work in the mor jus in case..

FLOATERS.... I HATE IT.....
pls go away...plsssss *speaking softly* (worried tt they might get offended. ^.^)

It's 6am in the mor and i'm blogging away le. Cos for the past few hrs, i have been working wor.. Yep last nite shift i'm having le. So happy but then at this instance, i'm very hungry ah.. Cannot make it. And my hand is staring to itch also. Cannot make it. Oh ya haven tell u all something.

On sat, i went to the Polyclinic @AMK early in the mor. My sis and i set off at 7am. And by the time we reach there, we thought we are the early birds but no no... Those uncle, aunty, ah peh and ah ma like no need to slp like tt. So many of them were queuing up le. ANyway i waited n waited till almost 8am b4 the clinic opens.. Guess wat, my queue number is NO.70 leh.. Kaoz.. Cannot make it rite. Think next time must kiasu abit liao go there as early as 6am. Sigh... SINGAPOREANS are so damn KS one leh.. Buay tahan. Ok luckily there are quite a number of docs serving on tt day. And it didn't take long b4 it was my turn. Got 2 refer letter from the doc.
One is refer to the TTSH. ANother was refer the the NSC. Wah the TTSH was so efficient ah cos i got my appt this coming wed. Yeah means i can go off early liao.. Muahahaha.. Must really go for the eye check liao cos been seeing lots of floaters infront of me. Geez dun wanna turn blind ah. And i wonder when the National Skin Center is going to call me. Really gotta go for a skin allergy test to find out wat thing i'm allergic to sia else i can scratch off my whole hand ah... Sigh!!!

Best part is yet to come. Guess how much was the consultation fee n medicine?? Damn it, it was $9.50 onli lor.. Kaoz damn bloody cheap ah.. Hmm i guess next time i'm sick or wanna CG must go queue there liao.. Can save lotsa $$ this way u know. But then considering the queuing i abit the sian liao leh.. Let me think abt it har...

Sigh i have to wait till 8am for another person to take over my shift leh... Still got like 2 more hrs to go. Hmm this mor when i log in to MSN, there wasn't a single soul sia.. Where have all the pple gone to?? Not tt early mah.. 3am nia. Hmm but then most of u gotta work so i guess is turning in early liao lor.. Aiyoooo me sooooo bored now leh... Time machiam like crawling like tt sia.. How to survive and the there isn't another person except me in the office and the radio isn't playing any nice songs wor... Yawnz.. tired but then i cannot get to slp in this kind of environment leh plus @7.30am sharp i need to make sure some of the jobs are running leh.. Else i think i can leave now liao... Haiz.. all this gotta blame me lah.. WHo ask me to itchy backside go take up this nite shift thingy leh which happens mths ago so friends have been listening to my grouches especially Cassie.. Must really give her some BIG credit ah.. Cos almost every nite shift w/o fail, i will definetly call her to chat one.. Like for eg this mor, she chatted wif me till abt 4am i think.. Wah she really is an owl sia.. So late still haven slp dunno watching some ku ku documentary on the tv. ANyway THANKS cassie for all the long nite chat ah..

Hmm write alot liao hor.. Wat shall i do leh?? Catch a wink mah? Sigh.. i guess so.. My eyes blur blur liao.. Luckily i
m wearing glasses ah.. Although it looks tut tut lah, hey no one is looking at me rite.. ahahaha so who cares!!!

Today is a public hol wor. Met up wif Jun, Chris and Darryl to go Bugis shopping.. Haha.. But then in the end, we spilt up into 2 grps. Jun & Me, Chris & Darryl.
Cos u all know lah, shopping wif girl betta lah.. And so in the end,
Jun > 4 tops, 2 cd
Chris > Casio watch
Darryl > Bag
Me > 1 top, 1 skirt, 1 cd
Wah haha.. long time neber went shopping le wor..

Dinner was at a restuarant opp Bugis. The steak, fish & chips are recommended. I went for the beer batter fish & chips. Not tt nice i can say cos the more u eat, the more sick u get lah.. I think is bcos its too oily lor.

After Dinner, we went Chinatown. Haha.. was damn crowded. And quoting from Darryl, one word to describe the crowd. The place was filled with DUST! As all of u know tt dust cannot be measured one rite!! tt was wat we saw in Chinatown.. So bloody crowded. Then we walk from Outram all the way to People's Park there to have 'Ah bo leng' which is tang yuan lor.. Kinda dumb rite, went squeezing thru the crowd jus to have a bowl of tang yuan. Haha.. Funny sia. And after tt, home sweet home!! But the journey back also very crowded wor.. Sigh!! Chinese New Year is on the way pple!!

Your Heart is Black


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Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)


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You are the Fool card. The Fool fearlessly begins
the journey into the unknown. To do this, he
does not regard the world he knows as firm and
fixed. He has a seemingly reckless disregard
for obstacles. In the Ryder-Waite deck, he is
seen stepping off a cliff with his gaze on the
sky, and a rainbow is there to catch him. In
order to explore and expand, one must disregard
convention and conformity. Those in the throes
of convention look at the unconventional,
non-conformist personality and think What a
fool. They lack the point of view to understand
The Fool's actions. But The Fool has roots in
tradition as one who is closest to the spirit
world. In many tribal cultures, those born with
strange and unusual character traits were held
in awe. Shamans were people who could see
visions and go on journeys that we now label
hallucinations and schizophrenia. Those with
physical differences had experience and
knowledge that the average person could not
understand. The Fool is God. The number of the
card is zero, which when drawn is a perfect
circle. This circle represents both emptiness
and infinity. The Fool is not shackled by
mountains and valleys or by his physical body.
He does not accept the appearance of cliff and
air as being distinct or real. Image from: Mary
DeLave http://www.marydelave.com/

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1st of all, sorry to those pple tt went to lao ban's place wif me. Nearly made u all went JB wif me.. Haha.. Pai sei pai sei!! Sigh blame the street directory lah.. Gave me wrong info.. Sigh.. But anyway, we still make it there lah hor.. Hahaha...
Well a nice opportunity for us EA pple to catch up during his 21st bdae party lah.. So long never catch up wif the other pple except the TDH pple..

Hmm not bad his face really the 'big' huh. To have invited those Singtel pple during his IA. This guy really got a way to deal wif pple rite.. And so we happily chatted among ourselves and munching away the food when we arrived.. Kinda greedy pig hor.. Reach there, put down the bags and start to gobble away his food.. Geez.. Alas, time to cut the cake. As usual, a key shape cake. Hmm i didn't have such cake during my 21st bdae leh.. Cos i didn't organise such party n i think not much pple will turn up anyway so y bother!! Haha and after eating the cake, we gotta go off liao cos i'm rushing for my guitar lesson lor. So can't go out wif the others lah.. But anyway, i always look forward to my guitar lesson one cos i really enjoyed it wor thou i never really practise hard at home lah!! Ops.. must really knock some sense into me le. Else like wasting my $$ if i dun bother to practise hor..

So tt how i spent my sat lah.. And of cos, went for dinner wif my family after my lesson!!

Hmm so funny, u all can't see the photos i load here. Anyway here are those.. Not much onli got 4 pics nia..

Some photos taken during New Year's Day @ tang gong gong place. Enjoy!!

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Good title isn't it? I'm a bad girl. Am on drugs.. Mua hahahaha!!

No lah.. cos recently, i couldn't get to slp leh... Everynite i will auto wake up arn 3 or 4am. Then from there onwards, i couldn't get to slp, keep tossing n turning. I also dunno wat happen leh..
And so, i ask from my ma ma some sleeping pills lor. Hee hee.. But then she advise me to take half a pill see the effect 1st. Being a guai guai girl, i of cos listen to my ma ma advice lor. But hor, i still cannot get to slp leh.. The worst thing is tt the pill is onli effective for 2 hrs for me nia. Kaoz... 2 hrs where got enuff?? Humpf. Think i will try 1 pill to see the effect. If it doesn't work, i will have to see the doc liao.. Cos if i keep on 'shi mian', soon i will become a panda liao.. Which in any case, I DUN WANT!!!!!
So stay tune to me on drugs.. Mua hahahaha!!! :)=

Aries in 2005 - Flexibility
If you want a motto for 2005, the best one to adopt would be "go with the flow." 2005 will be a year of ups and downs, and only the flexible will be able to keep from going crazy! All Aries natives may have to tighten their belts and curb their desire for constant expansion. You may need to play it cool and curb your spending. You'll be among the first to seize upon new societal trends to create new opportunities for yourself, as your creativity will be at an all-time high. You will be more eloquent and persuasive than usual, and others will identify
enthusiastically with your vision. If you want to start a new creative project or business venture,your imagination will be working overtime. 2005 could find you doing well career-wise - and aspiring to climb even higher.

Taurus in 2005 - Tenacity
"Diligence" is the key word for you, Taurus. With hard work and focus, you will attain at least one important aspiration that has been on your agenda for a long time. This is the year you'll want to take stock of your career and ask yourself if you're doing the work you want to do for the rest of your life. As the year progresses, the more impressive your ideas and works become. As a result, your finances improve - and your newfound confidence could attract new love into your life. By the end of the year, you will have a whole new network of friends and group activity, stimulating new ideas and taking up your social life a notch or two.

Gemini in 2005 - Success
Your cycle of learning through the school of hard knocks has come to an end, Gemini, and now you're going to start reaping the rewards these "lessons" have left in their wake. As 2005 progresses, the road ahead will become clearer. You now have it in you to create the kind of life for yourself that you want. These leaps and bounds forward include love and creativity. Your learning of concepts of all kinds combines with extensive group activity, bringing your mind into a whole new space this year. By the end of 2005 you'll have a whole new start with regard to your career and your earning potential - and a possible new partnership to top it off!

Cancer in 2005 - Balance
Finding a balance between your personal and professional lives may be one of the year's strongest challenges. For the most part, your outward life this year will go in fits and starts - alternating periods of intense activity with times of welcome rest. Enjoy the restful periods when you can. The active ones will be hectic! You'll be making radical changes in your work habits, but you'll be a lot happier for it, and in the end you'll know it was worth it. Your love life is full, and any dissatisfaction with career and money matters fades into the background. By the end of 2005, you'll feel more confident, more determined, and far more capable of making the mountains come to you!

Leo in 2005 - Abundance
Pursuing a successful career, along with the usual social and financial advantages, will be easier this year than it has in a long time for you, Leo! The most difficult thing might be deciding which path means the most to you, and where to put your focus. You'll be able to create opportunities for advancement almost out of thin air. Romance in 2005 will make it a year to remember - and you'll be the envy of all your friends. Love comes willingly and easily. Money may suddenly become tight at a very inconvenient time. Yet, this is no comparison to the advancements you'll make overall, and by the end of 2005, you'll look back in sheer wonder and happiness.

Virgo in 2005 - Perseverance
Your working life might not go so smoothly this year, Virgo. For much of 2005, you'll be putting your nose to the grindstone. On the bright side, your finances will be pretty stable. Just don't take it for granted - you still need to be cautious this year. Your love life will thrive for most of the year, and any relationship begun or reaffirmed in 2005 is very likely to be a lasting one. And, you're going to develop a hopeless romantic streak. In spite of a lot of worry over your career, by the year's end, you'll see that 2005 has filled your life with prosperity and accomplishments.

Libra in 2005 - Expansion
Flex your muscles, friend Libra, and prepare for a relatively easy ride. With beneficent Jupiter in your sign, this is definitely your year, especially where your social life is concerned. Happiness and enjoyment lie ahead. If you're not presently married, and want to be, you just might wed by the end of the year. This is the year you're going to be doing a lot of travel and learning about your world, as expansion is the theme. The one department of life that may not quite be as hopeful as you'd like could be your career, where advancement may be slow and satisfaction rare. By year's end, you may find yourself seriously considering a major change - all for the best.

Scorpio in 2005 - Transmutation
Scorpio, you can still expect changes - perhaps major ones - in your life this year, almost to the point of total transformation. While this is most apparent in the area of your career, you'll see it showing up in other important aspects of your life. Your life might take on an entirely new direction you've never dreamed of. You may also change your residence during the year. Whether you start the year as a single person looking for a partner, or you've been married for many years, happiness in love does lie ahead. Be prepared for new horizons. They may not be familiar, but they will be fascinating. Don't cling to the banks; instead, flow with the tide in 2005.

Sagittarius in 2005 - EmpowermentAre you prepared to handle absolute power? If not, you will be soon! Your ruling planet, Jupiter, will be in a special relationship with Pluto - called "mutual reception" - in 2005. There's so much punch packed into this combination that it's almost scary. You'll find the ultimate power is the ability to choose your own destiny. You'll find practical ways of increasing your effectiveness in the world by gaining new skills that allowyou to live more abundantly. By the second half of the year, you will finally feel welcome relief from the tight financial binds that have hindered you over the past two years. And, a relationship you begin now will last a very long time - like, for the rest of your life. Overall, 2005 is sure to be a year you won't forget.

Capricorn in 2005 - ResolutionYou've got plenty of lucky breaks headed your way in 2005, friend Capricorn. The long awaited relief you've needed in your love life is around the corner, and by the end of the year you will feel much clearer about your partnerships in general. Financially, it could be a lean year, although some advance planning can help you weather the storm. Your career opportunities will expand exponentially, and you're likely to change jobs or positions this year. At times, the pressure on your job and home life may seem unbearable, but rest assured you will come through this stronger -and wiser - than ever, as more is revealed and resolved in 2005.

Aquarius in 2005 - Magic
2005 sees you expanding your intuitive and psychic skills even more, Aquarius. The mysteries of the universe continue to attract and intrigue you, as you apply your mystical awareness to the important decisions upcoming in your life, especially concerning partnerships of all kinds. 2005 is bound to bring at least one major success in the love department, and your career will be brimming with new enthusiasm and innovation. Not only that, but travel, adventure, and personal expansion infuse fresh energy into all areas of your life. By year's end, your creative decision-making will have carried you to whole new peaks - and a whole new view from above.

Pisces in 2005 - Self-confidence
It's a big year for you, friend Pisces. No doubt, in 2005 you'll find yourself pushed more and more out into the world. You'll experience a new sense of purpose and make plenty of new friends. Expect lots of surprises and lucky breaks this year, with Uranus bringing the unexpected in your career, your love life, and the world in general. At some point during the year, you could pick up a financial windfall, hear of a great career opportunity, or unexpectedly meet the love of your life. It's important that you take retreats and plenty of time for yourself to regenerate, as the rate of change in your personal and professional life will be fast and unpredictable. Remain calm and confident, and love is very likely to flourish in 2005. "Expect the unexpected," and enjoy the ride!

You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange


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Went to catch it wif my sis @Bishan Junction8. My sis is a freak when it comes to this. Cos she simply like this play very the much. She even say if got chance, she wanna go catch it in London. Where the real play begins.. Haha.. Siao siao rite.. But anyway, she already watch the sneak preview le but then i got free tix mah so she acc me to see again lor. Free anyway wat.. Hmm not feeling well one cos dunno wat happen, reach the office and i gena a serious flu. Haiz, cannot make it and i run out of my Panadol for Cold tablet and had to wait till lunch time to get the medicine. So i went to look for my medicine and i come across this Lemsip. The one tt the adv quite exagerate one lor.. Say drink liao still can work, write report one.. But then i got the capsules one lah cos think the drink will be quite 'tasty' haha. But this medicine doesn't come cheap ok.. 8 capsules cost $4.50. Kaoz can go rob the bank with such killing prices. Well wat matters is tt the pill is effective lah.. So went to take one after lunch.. And erm, i feel so damn slpy lor.. The medicine will cause drowsiness one leh so warning to all... Do not take it if u wanna work or play ok!! So i gotta endure it till i knock off lor. But hor me siao siao one leh.. Still going to catch the movie ah!! So i reach home n take my dinner 1st cos save $$ (Hee no lah jus joking jus tt dunno eat wat nia..) then after tt walk to J8 wif my sis to catch the movie.

OK the movie.. Nice one.. But then the sound system not tt gd. So mabe can go other outlet to watch it ok!! And erm nice scenes especially when they bring u back to the past and present, gd timing in all i can say. And ya singing throughout the whole show cos its meant to be the same as the opera! I quite enjoyed the show but then think is bcos of the timing plus i'm quite sick so i kinda wanting to fall asleep at some part of the shows but then i still try to keep myself awake lah.. Finally the movie ended at 11++ pm. Start from 8.40pm one. And so my hse is situated in a gd geographical location, there isn't any direct bus back. So walk home again.. Haiz.. heng its a cooling nice ah... And straight after i reach home i went straight to the bed le cannot tahan anymore liao..

Hey guys, its a new year for all of us. So, let us work hard in this brand new year and work hard for our GOALS.

To begin wif, lets have a sumptous meal at Tang gong gong place. Yeah TDH members are going over to have steamboat. Potato salad was requested too.. Haha.. But then again, jun n kc started their new yr by being late as usual and onli chris n me were the ones who reach on time. So off we went to get the ingredients 2gether wif Tang! Alas, Tian Bu Zhou Mei, it was practically raining non-stop. Had wanted to do more food shopping at Compass pt one but then raining so jus had to do with the stuff we bought at Prime Supermarket near Tang's hse... So head back to his hse to start preparing while waiting for the 2 Miss to reach lor... Funny thing is, Tang seems to have lost his way leh.. Then poor Chris n me were following behind him like dunno wat like tt.. Haiz... Own hse also cannot recognise kept walking arn finding for his block.. Funny isn't it??
Haiz.. then finally he found his block liao.. Then went up to find his parents still arn so idle for awhile.
As usual lah, Tang n i were the ones to prepare lor while Jun n Chris were watching some 'NICE' vcd lah.. Shall not go into tt lah huh in case the 2 of them pai sei.. Haha.. Hmm and where's kc?? Oh she's helping in the Kitchen tooo by running some erands lor.. Haha.. Cos she dun really step into the kitchen to help one.. 'Shi Zhi Bu Zhan Yang Chun Shui' Eeee joking nia.. But then from the way she cut things can more or less know her skills liao lah.. Where got like me so ming ku gotta do this kinda stuff at home also... Wo Hao Ku Ming Ah!!!!! :)

Phew after meddling in the kitchen for so long, finally we can start our steamboat session le.. Wah lots of variety n not forgetting the potato salad.. Yum yum!! Oh ya we also got Lemonade leh... Haha... Tang gong gong really knows how to cook rite..
Hmm eat n eat.. They really can eat alot.. Unlike me, so useless eat alittle nia then cannot make it le.. Oooo n thx to Tang's mum, we got honey dew to eat and its really very sweet ah.. Nice nice.. We had pictures taken after the lunch also.. Haha.. all funny pic one.. Now waiting for Jun to send me then i can post up le.. Yipee.. Had a wonderful day!!

Kbox again... But this time round is wif Jun n Kc. Hmm 3 of us nia can sing S.H.E songs le.. Haha..
Had wanted to go East Coast one but then raining leh.. So change of plans lor. Then met up at Tamp control station. Was late lah cos can onli leave at 12.30pm on Fri leh.. Haiz then the train was also very crowded as pple are starting to head to Orchard for the countdown i think.. Kc was the earliest of all wor... But then she live in Pasir ris mah so can understand.. Haha..

Hey one piece of advice. Do not go to the Cheers near the control station. The food there cannot make it one!!

Never mind, we went Kbox straight after tt cos the Happy Hours is from 2pm - 7pm. And so in order not to waste time, we went there w/o having lunch ah. Jus bought some stuff from Cheers to smuggle in onli.. Heh heh!!
Sing sing sing... But dunno y we never take out our Shi Li to sing leh.. All like You Qi Mei Li like tt.. Hahaha. But then we still manage to sing quite alot of songs...
6++pm le and kc gotta rush home for her New Year celebration n Jun meeting Chris at 7.40 to catch Kung Fu Hustle. As for me, my sis is waiting for me at home cos she quite ke lian cos no one to celebrate wif her. So she prepare Curry chix to wait for me lo. Haha.. Sinful ah... So we headed to our own activities after the K-Ge.