Firstly, Merry Christmas to All of You!!

For the past 1 wk, i've been going back to sch wor. Gotta eat the food i missed. Yum yum especially the Yong Tau Foo from Food Junction. Fantastic ~
Yeah its NYPGC annual concert.
And this year, Cassie n i were the lighting crew again. Can say its the 2nd time we took on this responsibility. Maybe can consider going into this line! ^^
Anyway the concert was a success and somehow i feel lost again. No goal in my life.
Seriously, i really dunno what kind of job i wanna look for. Anyone can enlightned me??

Last nite went to Darryl's hse for Christmas cum Jun bdae celebration. A pity that i was unwell and couldn't enjoy the food prepared by Ah tang. The food was really nice especially the shephard's pie. Great job Tang gong gong. Really our great chef.
Hmm dunno wat to write le. No mood eh!
Ok lah. I'll stop here. Merry Christmas to all of you again!!

Went to our EA Chalet over the weekend.
Gotta apologise for being late wor. Anyway we still manage to hang arn. Jus that all of us seem abit funny. Cos its been such a long time since we get together. So didn't really chat with some guys.
Anyway still gotta thx Sauman for taking the effort!!

So next gathering i guess shld be either Christmas or New Year liao lo. Hope the mood will be better....

Without knowing, been working for my Uncle for 1+ wk already. Erm quite a hassle to travel to Bedok lo. Everyday also tired. The thought of the journey makes me feel so sian. Gotta transfer so many times to get to the office.
And also everyday do accounts. Seems like i'm not into accounts wor. And also all the filling, sorting, typing on a super slow + old + hard keyboard. Fingers nearly tio sprain leh.
But still gotta go ah. Cos mum nagging. Bo bian lo. How i wish can dun go. Anyway no income also. Cos uncle never mention and i dun dare or rather how to ask lah. So machiam free labour. Still gotta fork out transport. I est. arn 4bucks a day leh. Really shiong for me lo. Really left with not much $$ le. How. Anyone wanna donate???

Mum say not enuff ask from her. But i bu hao yi si ask from her leh. Eversince i start working, i've stop asking $$ from her le. But my $$ is really going out n no in leh. How how? Shld i ask? But i dunno how to leh. Mum also say dun ask. Go there get experience.
Argg... Now i'm like suffocated with lots of 'ku'. Think i cannot take it will explode lo.. Am controlling by giving out super long sigh. But who knows??
Ya now u pple will know le hor!! HAIZ...........

Yeah today is my 1st day at work.... Went to my uncle's co to Da Zha.
Cos dunno wat to do now mah. And he say go there help my aunty. So i went lo.
Today's task quite easy. Data entry n calculation of those Bangalah's pay..

Hahaha. Chris u wanna make more friends not? I can ask my aunt to intro wor.
Or u wanna go there work part time? ^^

This wk got quite a few appointment. Thur might be meeting TDH for dinner.
And finally on fri is our EA chalet. It's been really a long time since i last saw them. Wonder how's everyone.
Ae will update over the weekend bah! As its maple time now.
Bye n take care guys! ^^

5am and i'm surfing the net! How nice rite? Well have been tossing n turning ever since 1am. Really can't get to sleep. Geez this is serious. Anyway, can't play maple also cos the old lappy seems to be having some problem when i play. So have to wait till i reformat the other lappy before i can start to lvl up. Really got some work to catch up! I wanna hit Lvl 70 which i'm like 33 now. Long way to go =_=

...Been thinking alot ever since i decided to come back or rather before i even went. Should i go study or look for a job. Really can't make up my mind. Study also dunno what i wanna study. Work also quite sianz to look for it. Work in what field also a probz. Haiz.. So much trouble and i have someone kept mentioning this word >> 'LOSER'

Am i a loser? I seriously don't think so. Anyway, what's the defintion of loser?
-> Loser - a person who is always unsuccessful at everything they do <-
Me: Am i always unsuccessful? No!
So should i be consider be a loser? And whoever this person is, i really hope he/she would stop this kinda negative comments about me. U chose to remind as anonymous so i feel that u do not have a right to judge me. Don't ever judge someone when u dun even know what he/she's been thru! This is my LIFE! So stop interfering with what i do with it. Seriously, what's ur problem webprowler? Got nth better to do or you have a hobby of bringing pple down? If you dun like my way of doing things, pls stop visiting my blog. My blog is dedicated to my friends, who are able to share things with me. Not a passerby like u! And please do some reflection on yourself. Thank You!!!

Guys! After nearly 4mths in UK. I'm finally back in my lovely country.
How nice. Was sweating from the moment i step out of the airport!

Weather is really warm. And while i'm typing this, my fan was on full blast! Haha. Really warm sia!

Got home last nite! And went to had some local food with my family. Really miss the food here. Was quite tired so went to slp at arn 11pm. But guess what, i was up at 5am. lol. Jet lag i guess!
And while i'm typing this, i feeling super alert. Dun feel tired at all. Chiam liao. How? Cannot slp leh! But got nth to watch on the tv. No nice show.
Must go Darryl n Jun hse to look for nice drama liao!
Guys be prepared hor. Will be coming with a big big bag to empty all ur collection!
*Evil grin*

Well that's all. Fill u guys when i met up personally with u okie!
Enjoy ur Day!!

Barcelona!
Been wanting to go this place after watching the Metor Garden II.
Cos it seems a lovely place on the tv!

But 1st impressiong. Like i arrived in JB. Sorry no offence to m'sian. But the feeling is like that lo! And the pple there dun really speak english so kinda hard to communicate with them!

Carrying a 27kg luggage plus a bagpack, we make our way to the train station where it's the only convenient way to get to the city of barcelona. Had a hard time bringing my luggage up the steps of the train. And those pple also not friendly one. See 2 girls having such a hard time and they jus stood there n stare! Didn't even lend a helping hand. Humpf so bad!!

It wasn't so hard to find the hotel that was book before we got there. Top floor with a little balcony. Sounds great rite! Read on for my sorrows.
As it was near evening, we went out to get some dinner before heading back to the hotel for a rest so that we can have the strength for sight seeing the next day.
Night falls n the air con wasn't working. So open the window.
*Bang.... Pom.... Kok Kok Kok....*
These were the kind of noises we heard from around 10plus till 2am in the morning!
Next day, we discover it was a bunch of brat staying on the same floor and there were about 10 of the floor. So while they were having a good laughing time, we were suffering. Over at breakfast, there were more of them! I think almost 50 over students are staying over at the hotel. So we were literally diaoing them!! lol

This goes on for the next nite before we really can't stand it n had to change room.
But bad things always comes right after another one. We had cup noodles n can mushrooms for dinner. 6 hrs later, my sis was vomitting away followed by me! So conclusion. FOOD POISONING!
Sick till we dun have the engery to go out the next day! So waste one day! And for that whole day, we dun have the appetite to eat anything n we crave for plain porridge! Homesick sia.
And after resting for one whole day, we felt better n went out to complete out sightseeing. But luck wasn't on our side also. It was raining on n off. Haiz!! What an agony!
But nevertheless, we manage to get glimpse of the popular sights!
We also found the fountain that Shancai drank from. Which has a lengend that whoever drank from it will fall in love with barcelona n come back again. And i took a small sip!! Hee hee!

And then, it was time to head back to London before i'm on my way back to SG!

Manage to get free tix to Cheltenham by bus. Was a 3hrs journey.

1st impressiong of the place was that it's quite a small town i would say!
So the 1st thing upon arrival was to find accomodation for the nite! My sis suggested the YMCA! So we went looking for it.

Dormitory (4 pax sharing) - 15 pound per nite including breakfast
Single room - 21 pound per nite including breakfast

We went for the dormitory cos its cheaper mah! But but, it was a disaster!!!
No words can describe my horror when i saw the room.
It was a room with 2 double deck bed. A small kitchen by the side n a sink! Yep no private bathroom. Which means its a common one by the corridor!
Ok next thing was to bath! My sis n i went into one bathroom. Cos quite scared something bad would happen n it was quiet at that time! Wah the water pressure is super 'powerful'. I can hardly wash my feet man! Can u picture the water flow?? No right? Anyway i think i took more than half an hr to bath! After that was my sis turn! Really nth to say abt that!!

We were given a sleeping bag SHEET! Yes those like bedsheet but is like a sleeping bag. Because apparently, they dun really wash their bedsheet n pillow cover. So wat u have to do is to stuff the pillow into the hole on the top n crawl into the tiny hole that i think is only fit for those who are really skinny like Cassie! So as a fat girl, really had trouble slping in it. And the moment u turn n toss, the sheet got crumple n everything is mess up! What's more is that the bed creaks and we've got another lady sharing the room with us. So practically, i didn't really slp for the whole nite! Cos i was so conscious that i will snore n make those stupid creaking noise. Aiyo!! What a terrible experience. So my word of advise is not to stay in YMCA under any circumstances. Really i mean never ever stay there! Worse man. And the whole place smells like hospital. Yucks.

The next day, we left at 730am. Can't wait to get the hell out of there!
**Bleagh**

To Bath!
Took a 1hr bus journey to get to Bath! A much better n nicer place as compare to the previous one. This time round, we make sure we get a decent hotel. After asking a few hotel for prices, we decided on one that is run by 3 Japanese girls. Name of the hotel is Koyru. Really solid! Nice, clean, nice smelling, clean bathroom, comfy beds! Good choice. The room was in Red n White which i guess is to symbolise their country flag. And yes i finally get a good nite rest!
Next day morning, we were served with cereals n a full english breakfast that consists of Eggs, Bacon, Sausage, Baked beans, Tomatos n Mushrooms! Yum yum. That was the most delicious english breakfast i ever had ever since i landed in England!

We then went to explore the little town. Went to visit the Roman bath! Got a chance to see how the olden days roman bath! The following day, we took a bus ride to a place called Wookey Hole. And jus like the name, we went into a cave. Seems like there are about 26 chambers till date. As some part of the place has not yet been discovered. But we were only able to get to some of the chambers cos most of them is only accessible by diving. Nice experience i would say. Jus like the cave we always saw on dramas like Guo jin n Xiao Long Nu. Lol....

Time is short when u are at such a lovely place!
Without knowing, it's time to head back to London!

Brussels....
Nice city. And with lots of famous chocolates spreading across the whole city like Godiva, Leonidas etc...

But didn't really eat that much chocolates while i was in Brussels. I wonder y. Anyway, streets of Brussels are really nice. And their local food was mussels i think. Ate lots of mussels during the trip. The thought of it now makes me wanna puke. They really serve alot for a potion n i really mean alot. 1KG!!!!!! But the cons is that it has quite alot of sand in it... So can imagine eat half way then got those crack crack sound? Eks!!

Didn't manage to get to take a photo of the famous peeing boy. Forgot wats the name n lazy to check but u guys shld know lah. Anyway the statue was under construction during the period. So suay rite? Haiz.. well what to do?

Hmm.. Nth much except that some of their walls has got comic stips on it. Like Tin tin, Asterix etc!
Quite a short trip i would say so not much happening things to talk abt!!

Lot 666, then: a chandelier in pieces.
Some of you may recall the strange affair of the Phantom of the Opera:
a mystery never fully explained.
We are told ladies and gentlemen,
that this is the very chandelier which figures in the famous disaster.
Our workshops have restored it
and fitted up parts of it with wiring for the new electric light,
so that we may get a hint of what it may look like when re- assembled.
Perhaps we may frighten away the ghost of
so many years ago with a little illumination, gentlemen?

(The AUCTIONEER switches on the chandelier. There is an enormous flash, and the OVERTURE begins. During the overture the opera house is restored to its earlier grandeur. The chandelier immense and glittering, rises magically fromthe stage, finally hovering high above the stalls)

Guess i no need to say much huh! Obviously i went to the play on Saturday. Nice play but we were sitting too far away from the stage that we couldn't see the actors faces. A pity but that's the price of the seats we bought. A really good view would cost abt S$180. Geez that's a lot u know!! Anyway gotta 'bai' the lead actress Christine Daae. She really sang very very good. Hit all the high notes effortlessly. And not forgetting the phantom also. Good voice too. Overall is excellent. Way betta than the Saturday night fever!! :P

It's a very big production, with lots of scenes, props etc. The effect is good also.
Oh and gotta tell u guys something. Half way thru the show, there's a short 10mins break. And there would be a guy carrying a tray of ice cream. Funny thing is loads of people were buying it and i thought to myself that either its a traditional to eat ice cream during a play, or it was nice. So i asked my sis to go check out the price of the cup of ice cream. Guess what?? It cost 3 POUNDS!!! Yes that is 10 sin dollar hor!! Wah piang eh.. These pple really can eat such expensive ice cream. U know we can get these kind of ice cream at those provision shop selling the most at S$1?? Bloody expensive. And last saturday when i was watching the Saturday Night Fever, there's this dad who bought 9 cups of ice cream for the whole family!! Wah really know how to spend his $$. But then again, it's his children lah. Maybe they think its normal for paying that amount?

Hmm... nth to say le. U guys take care then!!

Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive, stayin' alive.
Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive...........

Catch the Saturday Night Fever matinée with my sis.
Needless to say, it's a musical featuring BeeGees greatest hits. Wouldn't say it was fantastic. Cos the music was live and doesn't have that kinda kick. And the storyline was also not that good also. What's more is that the actors also have to sing and doesn't really sound that gd also.

Anyway, i wanted to watch it and luckily the ticket was on half price else not that worth it i would say.
I hope Phantom of the Opera would be betta!!



Oh ya... Forgot to tell u guys that when we were on our way to the matinée, we came across this Anti War Demonstation. Whoa 1st time i see b4 this kinda protest thingy. Good experience. They even have to barricade a place for them to walk along. And there were police everywhere. Took a few photos.. Take a look k!

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5.45am and my alarm clock went off. Time to get ready and head off to Lake District with none other than my sister!

As we are unfamilar with the place, we decided to go with guided tour. Its a 3hrs train journey from London. And having slept later almost everyday since i came to London, i felt slpy throughout the whole journey. What's worst is that the train is abit jerky and i'm feeling sick throughout my whole body!

Upon arriving at Lake District, we were pack into a mini coache together with 8 more pple. Damn it, the mini coache is really mini and is so stuffy inside. And again i'm feeling sick. Really wanna vomit at that stage. But after a 10mins ride, we arrive at the 1st stop which is the tour agency office. We were given 20mins of break while waiting for 3 more pple to join the tour. So we went walking arn the small village which took us no more than 10mins. Yeah really a small village. After the walk and taking in some fresh air, i feel much betta.

Time to board the coache again. Feeling thristy, i drank some coffee which i bought it at London. The tour guide which is also the driver took us up to the mountain and occassionally stop for a few seconds for us to catch a glimpse of the lakes. I forgot how many lakes was there in total as i was not feeling well again. Haiz, was soooo useless. But i had to say that the roads she took us on was very bumpy also. And the roads was very the narrow, really the width of a car only. Damn was she a good driver. Like sitting in Takumi's (Initial D) car. :P
Gosh wonder how long was i in the coache that we had a chance to step on earth. The moment i step down, i knew i had to VOMIT. So i took out my plastic bag and hmmmmm..... I shall not describe in detail then. Instant relieve i must say. Really am feeling much better after i've done what i've did. Heh heh!!
Took some pics at the Lake. Not really that fantastic i would say. Jus that the weather is real nice n cooling.

After which, we are entitled to a lake cruise which is abt 20mins. On board, was feeling abit hungry so took a slice of bread. And gosh, what a terrible mistake i made. Cos right after the cruise, i was packed onto the coache again. And i start to feel unwell all over again!! Didn't really enjoy the views cos i was practically closing my eyes all the time.
Well guess u guys will know betta of Lake District if i say that is where Beatrix Potter came from. Yeah we had a chance to visit the hse of the author. A cosy little hse i would say and i think we are not allowed to take any pics. Bought some fridge magnet as a souvenior.
Then the tour guide drop us at another small village for a small walk. Bought some local honey and a box of motion sickness pill. Hahah. Cannot tahan anymore cos really gonna die liao. Much betta after taking the pills but was feeling drowsy. Slpt on the coache when we were on the way to our cream tea break. But bad news soon broke out. Seems like the agency didn't arrange properly and there wasn't any scones left for us. In the end, we get to choose a slice of cake n any drink on the menu. Kinda disappointed cos i can't get to taste the scones lo.

And then it was time to head back to the train station. Erm all i can say is that i didn't really enjoy this trip cos most of the time i jus feel like vommiting. And we didn't really get to see the lakes, jus a glimpse of it from the coache. Not that worth it lo. Pay arn 100+pound per person for this trip wor. And all we did were sit in the coache travelling arn!

On the journey back, i was slping most of the time also cos the drug has taken effect. But there's this baby sitting at another cabin, kept screaming n screaming that i really feel like going over and give a slap on his face!! Really damn irritating lo. 3 whole hrs and he's screaming non stop. Really have to 'bai' him also!!

*shake head*

Hi hi....
Its been some time since i blog le.
Well am still waiting for the agency to call me back. Hopefully they will give me an interview and get me a job asap lo. And have also send my CV to some sales job le. Jus in time for their Christmas season which runs from Oct to Jan. A very long preparation for Christmas rite. Not like us less than 1mth of celebration.

Anyway, there's some hope for my sis. Cos she's going for an interview today. And hopefully she gets it although its a 1mth job. Still betta than nth i lah.

Next mon my sis and i are going to the Lake District. Somewhere out of London. Not exactly sure what's special of that place but it seems like a very beautiful place. Its a one day guided trip and not that ex also. Then am going Belgium during Oct. 3D 2N free and easy... hahaha... Well, we are here to enjoy ourselves de mah. So still gt spare cash then we go traveling lo.. I'll try to take some nice pics with my super lousy camera lah. Sigh the camera really cannot make it le. Think it's abt time to change it liao.

Alrite i'll end my post here. Hopefully the next time i blog, i will have gd news for u guys k.
Take care u lots!

To all my dear friends in SG. Life isn't that good for me in UK. Everyday i would wake up and log onto the net to try my luck to find a suitable job. And everyday its a disappointment for me. I guess it's due to the fact that i am a foreigner to this country and having graduted from sch recently, i find it hard to compete with the pple arn here. And the most impt thing when applying for a job is experience which i only have 1 pathetic year of work experience. Hence i can conclude that i'm sort of wasting my time here.

I could have been on the way of pursuing my degree along with my other friends or continue with my damn lousy job at Singtel. But why am i here at such a far away place from my home? I really had no idea. Maybe its bcos i wanna help my sis to fulfill her dream that i come to UK with her. As i know that its really hard for her to come alone. Anyway, its really too late to say anything. All i can do is try my best to look for a job. And hopefully i can appreciate having the chance to live in such an english country.

Its getting more n more cold over here. And while i'm typing, i'm actually shivering as its raining outside. Sigh.. Everyday i live in an air-conditioned place. Miss the sun alot. And all the laksa, fishball noodles etc.

Btw, so sorry to Chris that i can't celebrate his 21st bday together with the TDH members. But i guess u wouldn't mind rite cos having that person arn is enough! :P
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!

Yawn.... Jus came back from Paris ystd. Damn tired. Haven't got much slp while travelling.

Spent the 1st 3 days in Disneyland Paris. Feel like a kid while i'm at the Fantasyland. Saw Stitch, Winnie e Pooh & Friends, Chip & Dale, Daisy Duck, Mickey Mouse, Pluto and many more. Tried almost all the rides and there was 2 which really make me feel like vomitting. Shall describe in real life when i'm back in SG.
There's also a Parade at nite, something like Chingay but its all Disney Characters that is on the lighted up cars. Not forgetting the fireworks - Wishes. Brillant and lovely is what i would say. Images of Disney chars were cast on Sleeping Beauty Castles and fireworks were played in the background. The feeling is wow....
Before leaving, i bought myself a Winnie e Pooh mug and a Grumpy glass. Had wanted to buy a Big Grumpy mug but its too ex. It cost 8.90 euro okie, which is almost S$18. Dun bear to buy it, might as well spent my $$ on something more useful right.

Visted Notre Dame, Louvre, Eiffel Tower, The Arc during the last 2 days. Not much time to visit other places. Went to eat Baked Salmon for one of the dinner. Had actually wanted to eat Mussels one. But i dun really fancy it as my encounter with them is hard n weird taste. But after this trip, i gotta give them another chance. My sis friend ordered a big pot of Mussels and tell u what, it was god damn delicious. Its soft and jus nice lah... *drooling*

More details on Louvre. Its the museum where Mona Lisa reside. Went to take a look at the painting. No words to describe cos at any angle, she seems to be looking at u and smilling. Hahaha.. Masterpiece by Leonardo da Vinci.
Sad to say, i didn't get to see my favourite paintings by Vincent van Gogh. "La chambre de Van Gogh à Arles" is the name of it. Abit the cartoon lah but then that's bcos i was suppose to draw a painting of any famous works during my sec sch days and i happen to chance upon this piece and decided to use it. Anyway i wanted to buy a souvenior and was to decide on postcard, jigsaw puzzle, calendar and magnet. And due to the lack of fund, i choose the magnet. Hahaha. Wanted to get the puzzle one but it cost 18 euro lo.. Too ex and considering i still have to get a nice frame which would cost at least 50 bucks.

Overall, i wouldn't recommend France as a good place for free n easy. Main reason is that the pple there are rude and refuse to speak English even thou they know how to. And all signs are in french, even while i'm in Disneyland, everything is in French, who the hell knows what they are talking abt? Watch the Winnie e Pooh live show which is also in french so ended up watching the characters jump here n there nia. Sigh.. Such an unfriendly place. Dun like. So do consider before making a trip there or if u guys know french language, can give it a try. But be careful of pple jumping ur queue k.

Finally, my supply of Maggie came on Saturday.
Yeah my sis's friend came to visit us and bought lots of food for us. So happy.

On the 1st day(Sat), we brought them to Oxford Streets. Its a long street with shops on both sides. Selling almost everything. Common shops are Dorothy Perkins, Bodyshop, Marks & Spencer, Clarks etc. I bought a pair of boots cos i think i will need a presentable pair of shoes for interviews and other occasions. Cos me a bloody of S$120. *Shake head*

On Sunday, we head off to Buckingham Palace where the Queen is staying. And of cos, the Queens is not there. During Summer, the Queen is away for holiday and that's y we can visit the palace. A very grand place with lots of paintings, chandelier antiques. A pity they don't allow us to take pic and we were limited to certain room. And i forgot where we went to after which. ^_^

And on Monday, we went to the famous Oxford. An hour from London by train. Nice place with lots of old historical buildings. University of Oxford is actually made up of 20 over colleages each having their own code of arms. So there isn't any campus arn. Hence we can only see lots of colleages scattered all over the place. The famous Harry Potter dining hall was film in Oxford at Christ Church. Nth special abt it and it doesn't look as grand as what we saw in the movie. Its actually a very small dining hall and the tables wasn't that long either. Guess it was the effect that makes the hall looks grand and big. *Abit gena cheated cos the entrance cost £2.50 and nth much to see*

Tuesday wasn't that interesting. Went to check the ticket price for Phantom of the Opera. And each person gotta pay £38 for a seat on the Royal Circle. So in the end, only my sis's friend went to catch it. My sis and i will watch it some other days when the crowd is lesser and cost much more cheaper.

And on Wednesday, we went Cambrige. A place that is much more nicer than Oxford in my opinion. A more serene place for further studies. We also went punting. Something like sampan. Jus that the person rowing the boat uses a long thick stick to row it. I wanted to punt myself de.. But hor.. I scare later i lose my balance and fall into the river and that will be haleluya le... And on the way, we saw a man fall into the river and he was shivering with cold. Luckily i never try ah.. Hahaha..
Nice place to visit if you guys got the chance.

Today, sis friend headed off to Rome early in the morning. And we'll meet them in Paris on Monday. Yeap.. I'm going to Disneyland Paris. Great isn't it. Though it means spending more $$. But i think its more fun to go with many pple and anyway we intended to tour round Europe during our stay in London. So the more the merrier. Getting all excited on my trip to Paris. And of cos, gotta cut my diet for the next few days le. Getting all the fats from the sumptous meals these few days. Cannot keep eatting those gd stuff else my ma won't be able to recognise me when i return. Hahahaha.

Got time then upload the photos. Abit the lazy. And think the next post will be up when i come back from Paris. Which is next thur. So take care folks.

Nth impt to blog abt lah..
Jus that i'm still uploading my photos up on Yahoo. And its taking a long time.
This morning, bcos of the Ethernet cable and virus attack, i was forced to reformat my laptop. But i'm not the one doing it lah.. haha.. Lucikly got my sis. So she takes care of everything lo.
So here i am happily bloggin away while she's preparing the ingredients for dinner tonite. We're having Fried Rice. haha. Yum yum. Watching Charm at the same time.

Oh and by the way, i dun think i'll be posting any pics on my blog. Simple reason, it will take up lots of space and will take lots of time to load it. Maybe some nice pics which i wanna share with u guys will be up here. The rest of them will be invited by me to my album okie. Cos some pics are meant to share with close friends only. So i've left anyone out, pls send me a mail to remind me k. Cos i can be quite forgetful at times.

Hungry now sia. Anyway will try to post new stuff up!
Till then!!

Hi hi..

I've got my internet liao... Am now in the midst of looking for a job. Its been wks since i'm on the net. Life is terrible w/o it man... Feel so out of touch from the rest of the world especially to all those who had email me. Sorry for taking such a long time to reply!
Anyway so far so gd. Cold over here and the heater like not working leh. Gotta ask pple to come take a look at it. Else Winter time sure die one.
Have to recap what had happen over the past wks.

*events during this wk 24th July - 30th July*
Went to the Supermarket to get some groceries. And everyday is cooking lessons for my sister and me. Cos the food out there quite ex and its pizzas everywhere. See liao also dun feel like eating. Miss my Maggie mee, Fish Slice Bee Hoon, Fishball Noodles. Whah cannot make it.. My stomach is growling when i'm typing this... Hungry sia....
Then make a trip down to Chinatown to get some Dark Soy Sauce, Oyster Sauce, Bee Hoon, Ginger etc. Wah the price really can kill sia.. Super the ex ah.. One single packet of Maggie Mee cost 30p which is equal to 90cents. If i were to buy a pack of 5, how much would it be? f1.50 = S$4.50. I can buy 3 packets back in SG ah.. Shake head.. Living expenses so high.. Can die one leh..
Went to Oxford Street to walk walk. Pretty much like our Orchard Road. Jus that things are also ex lah. Which i didn't really buy lo. Jus walk n see see nia.

*events during 17th July - 23rd July*
This wk was terrible i can say... Cos on Tue, we move into our rented hse which is quite a long way from the Hotel. Taxi trip alone cost us 27pound. Go x 3 urself k. Shocking rite!! And then have to clean up the hse. Luckily the previous owner had maintain it well. Then out to buy household stuff which i dun need to fork out a cent in the past cos my shop is selling mah. Now then i realise the hard work when it comes to settle a new home. Lots of stuff to buy. And there isn't any buses here so we have to make a few trips before we really got all out stuff. Needless to say, its another hole out of the pocket.
Trips were made to the housing agent to settle some paper works and stuffs lah. Heng the Director is my sis ex colleague friend. He manage to be our guarantor else i'll be slping on the streets now!! :(
Wemt Oxford Street to walk arn and bought Harry Potter!

*1st wk in London*
The moment i touch down, cold air was blowing against my skin. And for info, its suppose to be Summer hor. So how come still so cold leh.. No idea sia. Booked a cab thru the net and we're on our way to the hotel at Docklands. Quite far way from the airport. Took us arn 45mins. Come to think of it, SG really very small in size hor. Dun think next time i will complain abt going to Jurong! :P
Had a rest in the Hotel and we went to nearest Shopping area called Canary Wharf. Which there will be an event held on sat or sun for the launching of Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.
We had to take the DLR (District Light Rail) to Canary Wharf which is also a Tube Station. Only at here are u able to access to other places.
That place is a maze sia.. Got lost a few times. Hahah.. Too huge and too many exits le. Didn't stay there for long and we head back to the hotel to had Cup Noodles for Dinner.
Sat n Sun also never go where. Only to view some houses in Camden Area which was recommended by my sis ex colleague friend.
Didn't had a gd feeling staying in London. Guess we were scared of the environment and everywhere we go we see ANG MOS... hahaha.. Quite terrified.
But after having a gd slp, we decided to jus try our luck lo.
Used up our money and we'll be on our way back. Anyway we have a return ticket mah. So no worries.. hahaha..

14th July marks the beginning to a new stage of my life.
On this very day, i'm flying off to London with my sister to experience a diff lifestyle which we used to have during the past years.

No words can describe my feelings. And i'm glad my TDH members have come to send me off. And thx for the "Messages in the Bottle". I will treasure it. Thanks friends.
Not forgetting Yi Qin who came as well. And xueyan for calling me too!
And Miss Tan, i haven receive the photos yet leh. I wanna see my toopid expression at the airport k. Hahaha.. Can't wait to see it.
Frankly speaking, there are moments that i nearly wanted to cry leh.. But am forced to hold back my tears. Cos crying can't help anything mah. Must be strong in whatever i'm doing. And can bear to part with my mama n papa. Can see that my mama also not feeling gd. Sigh. Still can visualise her in that pink polo tee she's wearing that nite.

Now dunno got to wait till when then i can chill out with u guys. Miss the steamboat session @Darryl's hse. And the potato salad, lemonade etc. Yummy.
Anyway gotta buck up liao. Hope to find a job soon!!

People....
24 hrs from the time i'm writting this, i'll be sitting on the plane flying off to UK-London.
Can't really describe my feelings now. Not excited over it lah jus that it seems kinda weird to me. Leaving my family behind and heading to a new world with my sister. Anyway, guess i won't have any internet access till next week. Cos gotta settle my accomodation 1st. After which then can subscribe internet, tv, fixed line etc. I'll post pics when i do have the time okie. But i have to figure out how to use the Blogger photo program.

Hmm wanted to play Maplestory before i leave de. But then the server down leh. And it won't be up till 7am. So can't do much things at this wee hours. And dunno whether is it due to excitement, i dun really feel that slpy ah. *shrug*

The thought of won't be seeing u guys for quite some time really freak me out. Remember to bomb my mailbox k. Bomb me those things u wanna say to me de lah not those chain mails hor!!

Hmm wonder when will i find a job over there. Think i'll jus grab any job that comes along. But definetly not waitress job cos really cannot tahan that. Hahaha!!

Alrite.. Take care my dear friends.
Keep in touch!!!! Miss ya all!!

Went to watch on Monday 1140am.

Caught it with my sis. Not that fantastic i would say.. Jay's acting also not that gd. Some part abit the fake. But then overrall quite funny lah.

If u got extra money can go watch it lor....
But then if really wanna watch the racing all those rite, can choose the animation lah. Effect is betta...

So sian... Nth to do at home. Rotting away sia!

"Dearest friends and colleagues,

Today marks my last day with SingTel and i take this opportunity to thank each and everyone for all the guidance and support that was given to me during my stay.

It has been a wonderful experience to be able to work with you guys.
And i've really enjoyed and learned alot!

Hence i sincerely wish each and everyone all the best in your future endeavors!"

See this is my farewell email!
But..... Scold me stupid or blur also can.. I was in the midst of more pple into my email when i accidentally hit the 'SEND' button. And another stupid thing was i went to recall the msg. Never did i realise that this was a wrong move! Cos pple over read their email at 0.00001 seconds after they received it. Hence my recall was unsuccessful! So making me more embarassed!
No choice, gotta resend it all over again later at 5.30pm. They must be thinking that i'm playing a trick or what ah!! Somemore i still got send to my Director ah!! Aiyo how can i make such a silly mistakes????
Really feel like digging a hole and bury myself in it..

Anyway this is my last post loaded from my office pc!
Time to give out my chocolates to my colleagues. They sure laugh at me for trying to recall the msg. Damn it!

Celebrated Father's day ystd.
My sis, bro and me treated my papa and mama to Vienna's International Buffet @ United Sq.

Yeah cost us a bomb la. Arn $40 per pax.
Food variety over there is not bad lah. But then after the 2nd rnd or 3rd, gets kinda sian liao.

Good for those that eats lots of oyster as there are tons over there.

Oh and lots of diff soup over there. There's one tt catches my eye. Its 'Mushrooms Chix soup' served in a small teapot. Haha.. cute and innovative rite and u drink the soup from the teacup that comes with it.
No pix la cos no habit of taking pix.

Maybe i have to try to make it a habit. So that i can have lots of pics to show u guys when i'm over there lah..

Btw, i still dunno how to load pics directly here leh.. Any kind soul to teach me?
Xue yan, how u manage to get those pics up? Load to a diff server and point to here?
Teach me k!! Thanks in advance!

Am very pissed off at the moment.
Maybe i'm creating a fuss out of nth... But hey.... this is own personal stuff that i feel that i'm not obliged to tell anyone except my family. If i want to, i will do it myself with my own mouth!

Ok, for those that are reading this post now, and if u happen to know that i'll be going over to UK for my own business, pls DUN go round telling pple that i'll be away ok.

Ur help will be much appreciated!!

This mor, someone came to ask me whether am i going away for STUDIES.
Yes.... read this word again >>> STUDIES.....
Where in the world did i say that? The one spreading the news ought to be shot! No wonder pple will die of gossip.
If u want to spread news, make it correct and dun anyhow change the information.

I hope i'm making this thing clear!

Thank You!!

Very slpy n giddy now...

Why leh? Cos haven been getting enuff slp for this wk!
Dun u all think that we have too little time to do our own things? Why do we need to work for such long hrs to get such miserable $$? Why is this world so 'Xian Shi' one leh??

Sigh... Speechless................

But am really looking forward to the 24th June. But then again, my leave hasn't been approved yet eh! Which mean what i also dunno! Really must ask my team lead next wk le.. Wah if they approve then i will sooo darn happy le. Cos from then on i no need to work in this co anymore. Finally one yr of torture sia. Wonder how i survive de!

Anyway, u guys catch the Superstars on Wed n Thur? Hahaha. Funny isn't it. Some really got the courage ah. I wouldn't be able to do it man.
Was hook to a game recently.. WHich is also causing me the lack of slp! Hahah yeah i deserve it rite.. Cos who ask me play till so siao n siong hor. But then bo bian mah. U want to level up is like that de lah.

See tonite after my shopping trip with cassie, i still have energy to play not. But main piority is to practice my guitar tonite. Cos tml having lessons and i haven practice it since last sat. Oh shit, how am i suppose to play it tml leh! See how lah.. I sure can make it de!

Enjoy ur weekends folks!

Yep.. So sorry. Haven't been blogging for ultra long.

K, let me recap.

Sat, pre-celebrated Janice bdae! Ya she's turning 22 this yr and so am I. But then its months away from now! Hee hee.. Met her in the 132 Bus after my guitar lesson. Headed down to orchard to do some shopping while waiting for Esther. When Esther arrived, we went to Thai Express to have our dinner. Olive rice = No no. Cos not that nice lah. Green curry not bad but can be more spicy. After dinner, we went Kbox.. Damn, its been 5 or 6 yrs since i last sing with these 2 char bohs. All the Panda Xiong, Zhang Hui Mei, Sammi, Power Station were being recalled. Damn we are old huh!! Haha.. No lah jus joking, its jus that it's our era songs. Come to the Power Station part, we were screaming till dunno what sia. *Phew*
While blogging, i'm still listening to Power Station song eh.. Siao siao rite!
Head over to NYDC and got Janice a pc of Chocolate Cake. Sang the Chinese n Eng version bdae songs! Got her a purple shawl and guess she likes it lah!

Sun, went to PC show with my Dad n sis. Went to get a Reduced MMC card. Optical mouse etc. But then this yr not that gd ah. Seems kinda small to me. And not much offer also lah. Funny thing is Singtel was also there, promoting their SingNet internet stuff. And gosh wat a BIG booth they've got themselves. Occupy so much space, no wonder other co. cannot go set up their booth lah!

So much so. Been really really bz with work! Meetings here and there, work n work till i'm going blind le!
In need of a long rest!

Hey pple, guess what!
I'm actually blogging thru email wor. Haha. Dunno is i stupid or what.
I jus discover that i can actually send an email to my blog wor.
So this means that i wouldn't need to actually log into my acct and type in there.

Can jus read an email and click the 'Send' button and it will be capture in my blog.
Pple, go try it out k.
Log into blogger, Settings, Email
Then set the security word needed and try it out k.

Now i can blog in the office w/o anyone knowing le..
Muahahahaha
But the disadvantage is that the fonts n sizing will be what ur mail settings is.
Guess i will still stick to the convention way bah... Unless i am in a damn no choice situation then i will use the email lah..

Rewind the clock.......
Time: 6.15pm, Heeren
Venue: NYDC
Attendees: Xiao Jun, Yi Qin, Siling

Agenda:
Having our dinner at NYDC. Ordered a bake rice cos lots of pple say its nice. Er i think is so so nia. And i actually finished the whole plate cos was too hungry. Xiao Jun had spagehtti while the other 2 jus sat there n have plain water cos they were too full liao. But they didn't stay long and went to Party World to have their KTV session.
Left me and Jun nia. But then this was our plan initially. Cos the rest of the EA gers put aeroplane mah... Only Jun n me so damn Onz! So we had out romantic dinner. Wee ah.. Dun beat me up k! I borrow Jun for awhile nia. Nah.. I return her to u... Tsk tsk!
After our dinner, Jun suggested taking photos! So went up to the Top lvl of Heeren. Wah crowded place at that photo shop lor. And its been ages since i last took this kinda stuff.. Pose n pose... And finally we got out pics taken. Not bad quite nice! Hmm do what now leh?? Walk arn lor. Cos really nth to buy ah. And so we walk arn looking like aunty like that. Went to see those household at Taka Basement. Phew high tech sia the things nowadays and stylo too!
Nth much to update liao. Cos we went home at 9++ cos all the shops are closed and we had a tiring day!

Wonder y my blog is in this format? Reason is i've been going to lots of meeting over the past few wks. And each meeting lasted for at least 3 hrs. Going crazy soon! Dun understand y must have soooo many meetings to gather requirements.
More meetings coming on the way! Sigh....

Hee hee.. Today on MC.
Going to the National Skin Center for follow up.
Appt time is 1015. This time round, super fast ah. The doc jus ask a few qns and off i go to collect my medicine n moisturiser.
So i left the clinic happily. But to my horror, i forgot to take MC from the doc leh. And i was already at Orchard station le. Bo bian, got out the train and call the nurse and ask whether i could go back and get the MC from them. Heng can ah, else dunno what to do.
But then i think today is a damn suay day. Cos the sky is quite dark ah. Abt to rain any moment.
Worse thing happen to me. The moment i step out of the train at Novena station, i slip n fell leh. But heng not those serious one. Super pai sei i tell u. Then no one came to help me leh. All are cold blooded creature.
Never mind, i chiong to the clinic cos it started drizzling already. And i went to the doc's room to get my MC. Upon going out of the room, my bag got hooked onto the latch of the door. Sigh.. Again pai sei!!
Haiz.. Really not a good day for me rite.

Meeting my sis at Raffles place. Since its still early, went looking arn for shoes. Then i saw this slipper at NODA. Not bad but then it cost $16.90. But then i had to buy a new pair of slippers right away else i think i can continue to fall the whole day.
So i bought the slippers and change into them right away. Ah!! Betta now.. Can walk freely le...
Ok, here comes my sis. Cos its lunch time so we went to grab a bite 1st..
After that, went to Taka to get my laptop for service. Wah piang eh.. Cost $80 for diagnosis leh.. Super ex lor but then no choice lor. Still got to take 24 hr for them to find out what's wrong with it.
Then i went shoe hunting again.. Cos my heels is going to spoil le. See see look look, all not nice de.. And my legs are aching already.
Time for dinner, went to Ichiban-boshi @Novena. Hahaha, today kept going to Novena hor!
Yum yum, the sushi is nice over there. Highly recommended. More variety as compared to Sakae or Sushi Tei.
After my dinner, i went over to Charles n Keith and i finally bought my heels. Those half covered type one... Quite happy with it.

Home sweet home!

Here i am, blogging away in the office on a Monday mor!
The time now is 9.26am according to my PC. And the only thing i can think of is to go home and sleep. Had jus told my team lead that i won't be coming in to the office tml as i've got an appt at the National Skin Center. Finally, a day for me to rest n to do some shopping when all the others are busy working away.

Ae have i told u guys that there is this weird weird guy sitting behind me? I find him abit the er...... Dunno wat to say.. Like anytime can attack u those kind. And sometimes he will jus stand there and watch what the others are doing. Weird isn't it.. But i jus have to endure 1++ mths b4 i can say 'GOODBYE' to this horrible place.

Last fri, was a collegue last day. Soon, she will be migrating to US. Am so happy for her. To be able to do something that she likes. Her sister is over there for dunno how long already so shldn't be a prob for her to settle down. Plus she used to study over there. Anyway wishing her luck in finding a job soon. And maybe one fine day, i can go visit her!!

Sigh back to me! nth much happen last wk also. Bcos really no mood to go out. Plus i have lots of meeting scheduled in the afternoon so that makes planning to go out impossible.. This afternoon i also have another meeting over at SPC(paya lebar). Far rite but no choice lah. Am a small fry cannot say i dun want to go rite. Wah really very slpy now..... Wish i can stay at home to slp all day long....

Sigh! Till now, i haven found a suitable English name for myself eh...
Cos some say 'raine' not nice ah.. Ask me to find a more cheerful one... Then got one suggest 'renee' but then like not that suitable for me also leh.. How huh!!

Then on sat, gena put aeroplane by some pple.. Sigh.. Y my life sooo miserable de.. Always stood up by pple! Die die must make me wait is it?? I seriously dun like to wait for pple during meet-ups! Tell me who like that... Highest record is wait for pple for 1++ hr... Patience rite... But i was cursing n swearing during that past hr or so!

Sun stayed at home... Played Neopets... Couldn't get the trophy of a particular game! Damn it. But luckily got the avatar as consolation prize.

Mon also stayed home watch tv n did housechores.. Sigh.. Y my papa not rich to hire a maid leh??

What Name for me!!

The story goes like this..
I've got a $100 Chan Brothers Voucher that is going to be expired in July.
So some time back, a woman from my company email me regarding this. Cos i posted it on the intranet hoping to sell it away.
And in her email, she ask whether i'm willing to let it go at $50. My jaw nearly drop out cos for a $100 voucher, u are asking for $50. Which means i'm making a loss. And so i replied that offering at $70 < which is already a disadvantage to me! That woman had the cheek to reply asking for $60. But no way am i letting it at $60 bcos she start to talk abt those expiry dt stuff and that $60 n $70 is jus a $10 difference. At this pt, ah ku is really super duper piss off.. I'd rather throw it into the rubbish bin then letting her have it..
Bloody bitch! I know who is she, real life is a bitch too!

Know wat, i got an email from her. Asking me whether i'm letting it out at $60. C'mon, i'm already making a loss selling it to u, why can't u pay it at a higher price. This kind of person really thick skin one leh.. Think they can't spell 'SHAME'. Earning such big bucks every mth and still wanna scrimp on such things. NO WAY am i selling it to such person!!
And so i told her my offer remains the same. Her reply was...
Ok.. Hope that you can find a buyer soon! If u change ur mind, pls tell me!

Fuck off lah... Bloody bitch! Slap her man!
Why do such pple exist!!

Anyway, meeting TDH for coffee later.. Till then!

Went for Medicure n Pedicure on Fri with my sister..
But... but.... chose the wrong color for my nails.. Look soooo pinkish... Yucks... *vomiting away*. Yeah for those who know me well enuff... I HATED PINK! So to have pink color nails is like dunno what.. But then bo bian ah.. Spend $$ on it.. Must at least let it stay there for a few days....

Sat, went for my guitar lesson... The moment i step into Thomson plaza, saw a familar place... My idol at Singtel... Hahaha.. A commonly term used over at my workplace when we find someone that is of our ideal guy. Wah was over the moon ok.. Cos this is the 1st time i've meet him out of the office!! Wondering whether he frequent that place not!!

Sun, went out with Cassie =) dear.. Was shopping at orchard... And know wat, i spotted my idol at take basement... He was walking so fast dunno go meet who ah... Hahaha.. was again happy lah.. Shld ask Dear.. she will know.. Wanted to stalk him de.. But then too obvious le... Then again, saw him looking at phones when i step out of Nokia shop at wisma... Hey i never stalk him ah... It was me who was at the shop 1st de hor.... And hey, i saw him again.. This time round, i was walking towards Charles & Keith. He was on the opp direction. And i think he saw me eh. Cos we had eye contact. *beaming*
OoooOoooOooo wat a day.. Bump into him 3 times in a day! Ok mabe u all are saying that orchard is a small place. But hey.. i meet him on sat too k. At a ulu place call thomson plaza at 12.30pm. Wah a nice time rite!!

Thus i rate my weekend as excellence! Muahahahaha ^^

Ok.. Chop chop type out what i want to say...
1st of all, i'm being transfer to a new dept.. Damn it... Stop for awhile cos my team lead is here.. Wah piang eh. Must type in super fast speed leh..

Then my seat is jus beside my team lead so means no more surfing.. Therefore i had to come early in the mor to surf net n update my blog..
Sigh heard that this is a busy dept eh.. But then pple dun reach so early de.. So i'm the earliest lah... And can have some extra time to surf net b4 i start work..

Ok so far for now. Cos my team lead went to wash cup think coming soon le..
Bye bye bye!!

H You are not judgmental.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
I You are always smiling and making others smile.
X You never let people tell you what to do.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.

Form Ur Unique ones today!!
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A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.

C You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.

D You have trouble trusting people.

E You are a very exciting person.

F Everyone loves you.

G You have excellent ways of viewing people.

H You are not judgmental.

I You are always smiling and making others smile.

J Jealously

K You like to try new things.

L Love is something you deeply believe in.

M Success comes easily to you.

N You like to work, but you always want a break.

O You are very open-minded.

P You are very friendly and understanding.

Q You are a hypocrite.

R You are a social butterfly.

S You are very broad-minded.

T You have an attitude, a big one.

U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.

V You have a very good physique and looks.

W You like your privacy.

X You never let people tell you what to do.

Y You cause a lot of trouble.

Z You're always fighting with someone

Quote of the day!
"Some people walk in the rain, others just get wet."

Lalalalalala.....
Today early in the mor gd mood.. Dun ask me y cos i also dunno.. Hee :D
Anyway, i've jus pass my work to my collegues. So now waiting to be transfer to other dept. In the meantime, i guess i'll jus have to kill the time by 'SURFING THE NET'. Yeah some will be trying to strangle me.. But then wat to do.. Its like that de lah.. No choice man! *Grinning evily*

As for what i do after work these few days, well sad to say.. I haven been going out for the past 2 wks. Mainly bcos i have no $$.. Yesh Janice... No money for me!!! 1st time hearing me broke rite. Dun u dare to giggle i tell u!!! *angry eyes staring* Hey and u ah.. Say what i have angry eyes when i was waiting for the bus the other day.. Hey no hor.. Me jus tired ah.. And cannot remember if i was thinking of anything also! Hmm stalk me har u.. Bad girl...

Pai sei pai sei!! Back to the topic.. Ya no $$ so never go out lor. Mabe tml bah see how.. Wonder i can get any khakis to go out with me. Cos my sis abandon me as she's meeting her friend. Sigh!! Life is sooooo damn bored. Argg.. Mabe i can treat myself a good meal tml? Hmm shall propose to my outing khakis!!

Good Day to All!!

Quote of the day!
"Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart."

Haven been able to log in to Blogger last wk. Therefore, here is a summary of wat i did last wk.

Met up with Esther n Janice at J8 again. For some catching up lah. Nth much also cos like run out of topic as we are friends for abt 9 yrs already. Time really flies rite.

Then i'm going to go crazy cos my boss is demanding too much from me. Keep asking me to add in more things to my manual and thought that it was an easy job. Oh pls, gotta take time to do coding de lor. Think is soooo easy meh. Du lan man... Change n change. Really spoil my weekend mood. SIGH!

Went Batam ystd (sun). Got an uncle who is living there. A millionaire to me lah. Cos he got lots of houses n in in the fishball industry. Went to see his newly bought 3 storey house. Wah, damn nice with the nicely done deco and i really like the pt that he has got a rooftop. Can really go there n look out when u are feeling down. Its a very big place that i'm sure we can organise a 50 pple BBQ up there. Sounds cool rite. Then he brought us to eat seafood at a Kelong. Shiok sia, long long time never eat seafood le. Had lots of prawn, crabs etc. After that, went shopping awhile n its time to head home.

Haiz.. so far for my weekend lah... And now i'm feeling very slpy. Thou i jus had a 5 mins nap in the office, but it was of no use. Really really tired. Worse still, there is a team meeting at 2pm and i'm suppose to present my work leh.. Never go prepare my speech ah cos i feel there isn't anything to say also. Sian sia. Better dun have any idiots to shoot me qns later...

Take care folks, almost time for the stuuuuupiiiiid meeting.. Mon afternoon... Kaoz... What a day!!

Damn it.. My boss is driving me crazy. He really thinks i'm a superwoman that can get my work done in a sec. He is constantly demanding more stuff to embed in the manual that i'm working for the past 1 mth. Wah kao... He really think that coding is that easy to do. Oh my god, for goodness sake! Aiya forget it.. Spoil my weekend mood. Nah Bei!!

Think these few days blogger abit the lag ah. Cos i haven been able to load it lor. So cannot blog on my gathering with Janice n Esther on Wed! Guess what? We went Bishan again for ban mee.. Haha.. Think i have been going there recently. Kinda sian liao but then that is the only place that is convenient for all of us to go home.
Waited till abt 8pm b4 we had our dinner cos Esther was caught up in a jam lah. Plus some other things which isn't that nice to spell out here lor! Esther u shld know lah hor.. Long long time nvr see her lor and she seems abit the diff.. Too stress up i think.

Haiz.. Sibei sian now.. Look at the stupid coding till siao liao. Dunno even understand what is it. How come i never got a chance to learn javascript leh??

Quote of the day !
"Silent gratitude isn’t much use to anyone."

Feeling super down now! No words can describe.
Yup its related to my work again. My wonderful 1st job ever since i graduated from NYP! And its our own Singapore Telecom - Singtel. Sounds great huh! But it isn't that great afterall in my case. Still remember coming across an article on our intranet saying that they've set up a booth at NUS/NTU (couldn't rememeber) to give those graduates a chance to work in Singtel and the response was quite gd.
Hmm let me go find out that article. Wonder is it ok for me to post here! Anyway heck lah.... Just a moment pls......

Alrite here it is, quite a long article but trust me. It is worth reading!

NTU and NUS students catching the SingTel buzz.
"A vibrant company with a lot of opportunities overseas."

That was the impression that Harrison Goh had of SingTel. The final-year civil engineering student was one of the 3,000 students who showed up at SingTel's booth at the National University of Singapore's recent career fair. "I wanted to learn more about the company. That's why it's good that SingTel is here at the fair," Harrison said.

This was the second time this year that SingTel took part in such a career fair. SingTel also took part in the career fair held at the Nanyang Technological University early this month, aiming to boost awareness among undergraduates and even post-graduates of a possible career in SingTel.

Response from both NTU and NUS was overwhelming, with over 5,000 undergraduates and postgraduates streaming to SingTel's booth.

Coming from various faculties, many of the students shared a common impression of SingTel - that it is the leading telecommunications group in the region. They had been impressed by the Group's achievements in both the local and foreign markets and hoped to become a part of SingTel in the future.

"SingTel is Asia's largest mobile operator and is very established and prestigious. I believe that a career with SingTel would provide me with unlimited opportunities," said a final-year Arts and Social Science student in NUS who only wanted to be known as Tania. She was interested in sales and marketing positions in SingTel.

Besides being attracted to SingTel's brand name, the students were also drawn by the booth's unique and modern design. With its elegant and contemporary look, SingTel's booth stood out from the others and received many compliments from visitors to the booth. Some students had also feedback that it was the 'best-looking' booth at the fair.

Senior Human Resource Manager Foo Kim Leng said: "We hope to create greater awareness among undergraduates the career opportunities at SingTel through our participation in such career fairs. We also aim to forge a stronger brand image for the company."

Other big names at the career fair included American International Assurance (AIA), Singapore Press Holdings Asia-One (SPH), the Hong Kong and Shanghai Bank Corporation (HSBC), McDonald's and the Singapore Armed Forces (SAF).

Ha! How was it? Interesting article rite.. Me had really nth to comment abt it lah.. Its up to u guys to decide ok. Anyway back to me.. I'm currently left dangling in the air cos no dept wants me ah. As i only left 3 mths here therefore i dun think anyone will be that stupid to waste their time to train me up and after that i will say Goodbye at the end of the day. Can anyone understand the kind of situation i am in? Waiting n waiting n waiting for something i dun even know is good or bad. Maybe i did make a wrong move in the 1st place. How silly of me to grab a job jus anyhow all bcos i wanted to start working in the shortest time. And to get away from the nagging i got at home n of cos the most impt factor - $$. Huixuan ah huixuan.. Dunno whether to scold u? Slap you? Splash water on you? Or strangle you? How could you make such stupid decision? *shake head*

Oh well, i grumble till i abit the sian liao. Say so much also no use de.
Contract not up = No talk.
Shall continue to wait then. And at the same time train on my patience. So do bear with me for my constance grumbling ok! I really need to let these out else i sure need those counselling session le. Thx again!

Quote of the day
"Our life is what our thoughts make it."

Helo pple... today is April Fool's Day!! And its also a Friday. Which means weekend is on the way!!Btw, for those who doesn't know, Qing Ming Jie is coming. So remember to go sao mu k! I'll be going tml to bai my Ah ma! Who has been away for..... erm i forgot how many yrs le. Was it 4 or 5?? No idea.. Really miss her alot. Sometimes when i see old pple, i will think of her..
Haiz, y do pple have to die when they gets old? Its such a terrible thing to see someone close to u to go away just like that. And u can't do anything to prevent it. So pple, treasure ur love ones when u still have a chance ok!

Geez.. How come i become so emotional today! *Bleagh* Can't stand myself.
Do enjoy ur weekend!!

Quote of the day!
"Failing to plan is planning to fail."

Hey hey... its time to update my blog more often le. Think it lack of some life lately. But wonder still got pple come in to read not.

Lets start off with my meeting with Janice ystd evening for dinner at Bishan then. Had called up Esther de but then she cannot make it.. Think she very the buzy with her studies n work lately. So girl pls call us when u are free ok.. Its been a long time since i last saw u. Everytime meet Janice i also will sian de.. (Ops!!)
Went to the S-11 to have Fish Bee Hoon while that char bo eat Ban Mian as usual. Then went 7-11 to get some drinks.

Janice Shopping Time:
She bought herself a Hugo perfume and xxndxx (anyone can make out wat this word is?) Haha. Cos she got $$ while i dun have so go round acc her buy things lor.. Poor me!! This month super broke.. Left abt $150 in my bank nia.. How to survive till 15th April?? Chiam liao...
Money... I need money!!!!

Sigh sigh... think my style of writting is getting worse sia... Cannot think of a nicer way to bring out my wordings leh.. How can i improve??

Quote of the day!
"You grow up the day you have your first real laugh, at yourself."

Today is Tuesday.. Means my last day of MC. Really had to make full use of it. Not bad, feel quite energetic today. So guess i can plan something good?
Initial plan was to go swimming at 10.30 in the mor. But then dark clouds are approaching AMK area leh. So change of plan. Meet Cassie =) dear for brunch at NYP. Hee machiam back to sch dayz leh. Wake up, go sch!! The feeling was great when i was waiting for 159. Really like going back for lessons like that. Guess wat i had?? Yesh it was my all time favourite Yong Tau Foo @FJ. After which, went Gecko to get a drink... Sigh really miss the sch dayz leh...

Was still drizzling after eating so went AMK central to get some rubber bands. Then we head off to the pool. Not bad, the sun was quite strong and the best thing is there is only an uncle in the deep pool.
Wah i really like it when the pool is empty leh. So long never swim le. Swam for a lap and i was out of breathe. But i still managed to complete 10 laps.. Of cos in super slow motion lah... But i really enjoyed it. How i wish i'm not working now and can go swimming as and when i like. Sigh, think i must really wake up from my dreamz le. Gotta pick up from where i left n get to ready for work tml!

Heard some noise when i was abt to wake up this mor. It goes something like this...
"Dun go to work lah. Tell urself u are sick!!"
Haha.. yeah man. So i declare myself sick lor. And went to see the doc to get my MC for the day. But i seriously got a headache at the moment lah. So i exaggarated abit more saying i feel giddy n was aching all over lor. So managed to get the MC. And then i thought, y not ask for another day just IN case!! haha.. And my kind family doc say no problem. Haha.. i was sooo happy wor!!
Finally can get to rest after slogging for such a long time. But the weather wasn't that gd at the moment. Looks like its going to rain anytime. Had wanted to go swimming with Cassie =) dear de. But then think have to cancel lor. Then later in the afternoon, we decided to meet up and head to IKEA cos she's looking for a cushion. So all the way went down to Queenstown.
Was looking arn for a suitable cushion. But seems like all not very the nice to her lah.. So in the end, she bought a pillow instead. Erm ya lah.. At a pt, feel like strangling her. Went all the way there to get a pillow. Should have brought her to Carrefour instead. Think there also got cushion de. Argg.. feel like slapping myself. But then ok lah.. Cos i was suppose to stay at home to rest de not out there shopping.
Anyway, she needed some things from Bras Besar so went there also.. Shop shop, Went to a guitar shop - Swee Lee to get myself some guitar picks. Thou i dun use them but i like to buy for collection sake.
Time really flies. Before we know, it was already 6pm le. Had to make my way home for dinner n to avoid.......... Erm u all know lah hor!!

Hey pple, been searching for an english name wor! Really dunno wat to name myself. Thx to Cassie, have found a name which u all are familar with. But then dunno whether is it funny not leh... Let me introduce.....

Raine (sounds like rain rite)

Haha.. sounds familar mah? That's my nick, email name, everything lah!!
So do give me your precious opinion k!!

K quite update on Darryl's bdae which was on 18th March but we had a celebration for him on 19th March.

Bought him a Burberry perfume cos he requested de. But never did he thought that we will give him another surprise!! Ok.. Met up with Chris n Cassie to get him his special extra gift. Guess wat is it??
Condom? No no... It was a shocking pink G-string.. Hahaha.. Ya lah i know not that creative lah. But then we wanna see his expression when he saw those G-string lah. Anyway we bought the G-string at far east. And the lady gave us another pc wor. So kinda Buy 1 Get 1 Free. Wanted to give Wee Wee de.. But then he say dun want. Maybe he wanted it badly but pai sei to say out lah. So anyway to chris: If you want, can always go get it from Darryl ah.. Since he got 2 pcs!

Ok so Darryl suggested going to Marina Bay for steamboat. At a place call "Lu Bian Tan". Its those yuan yang pot. Which means 2 kinds of soup lah. Soup not bad but then the food variety not that much ah!! Erm being the adventurous gang, we tried walking to suntec from Marnina Bay. And guess what? We went into the Marina Park and found our way out wor... Luckily never went Holland ah!!
Anyway, went to One Fullerton there to cut his cake. And of cos opening of present ceremoy was also held there. Haha.. should have seen his expression ah.. Damn funny. No worries pple, i'll post it up here. Jus go to the link ok!!
So far for now lah.. Lazy to type le!!

Happy Bdae to Darryl!!

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Alrite pple, let me finish my sentence.. I was abt to say:
"WHAT THE FUCK!!!"
Know the reason i say this?? That is bcos i can't believe myself to have seen the date i start work wrongly. All the while i thought that i started this current job in 6th June 2004. But i was wrong. Ystd i was looking at my contract and then did i realised that i started in 6th July 2004. Yeah great. Now i will have 4 more months of hell like days to survive.

Anyway this is one hard fact that i cannot change. One annoucement to make.
My UK working visa has been approved. Didn't want to tell you guys so early cos scared that there might be crop up. So can anyone imagine my feelings now? As in i was counting down to June and all of a sudden, i gotta work another extra month b4 i can leave for UK. Arggg really fuck up one eh!! Cannot believe it. 6th July!!

So now what can i do? Everyday go to the office to do SK work. It's really wasting my time. And i can't possibly quit now and forego my fatty bonus which is crawling to me in super duper, ultra slow pace rite. If i really quit now, i would be consider the most gong gia in this world.
So pple, i would appreciate that you guys can help me liven up my life k. As in like give me ideas how can i look infront of me in a more cheerful way? How to spend my time in a better way etc. Really nth more to say. How could i read the dates wrongly?

Ho ho.. am back. Think no one comes in le rite.. Cos its like how long since i last updated. Anyway, went to follow up on my eye check up on Mon. Yup confirm nth wrong jus that the floaters will be there liao lor. So have to get used to it.

Then ystd, my collegue-S and me did a erm funny? thing lah.. We walk from Lornie Road all the way back to my hse lah.. Haha.. It was defintely a long way. But then kinda new to pple like us who always take public transport from places to places lah. The whole journey took us abt 1.5 hrs lah. From tian liang walk till tian hei ah.. Haha.. Of cos we chatted lots along the way ah.. A gd experience for the both of us. Had a hearty chat but then think 'S' abt to kill me on the way le lah cos i talk rubbish lor.. Hee..

Well well.. Now is March liao lor.. Time passes quite slow leh.. How i wish i could turn the clock 1000000 times faster so that i can leave this ugly, stuffy place. Haiz. Nth much to tell u guys leh.. Cos life isn't that interesting ah!! So tt's it lah!!

Wat can i say leh. Not much things happen lately ah.
Jus that i went to the National Skin Centre. And true enuff, they are professional that can diagnose wat kind of skin prob u have by jus looking at ur hand. Xin Tang ah.. i know wat u mean le.. Pro wor!!
Ok, also dunno wat they were mumbling to themselves. Waited quite a long time ah abt 2 hrs ++ for everything. They gave me 2 jars of moisturiser, some pills and a rash cream. Total cost for consultation and med cost me $30 ah. Quite ex hor.. But then if it can treat the prob then i dun mind lah.. Will have to go back 3 mths later for follow up.

Hmm not feeling gd these few days. Cos of my work. Ya and i'm going to start grumbling abt it. But i will 'lun' one. Think all of u sick of me saying the same thing over n over again ah. Mabe pple dun bother to come in le.. Cos i run out of topic to say also.

Anyway, today is fri. Weekend is coming wor!! So must cheer up. But nowhere to go also ah... Tml got guitar lesson also.. Long long time never touch it le.. Haiz.. Think i cannot make it de lah.. Jus wasting my own $$ onli...
Alrite hope all of u dun be like me.. Go enjoy ur weekend!!

Yoo hoo...
HappY VaLentine's dAy to aLL. (sad case. Alone again!)
Alrite another working day after CNY for me.
Well, been playing lots of mahjong over the 4 days. Really cannot make it ah. Think i mahjong siao liao. Let me recap for u guys!!

Chu yi: Play with my ma n sis. Won some $$ from my ma ma.
Chu er: Went to aunt hse to play with my cousin. Also manage to win some $$.
Chu san: Was at Jun hse. Played the whole nite. Won lots ah.. So pai sei to yi qin especially.
Chu si: Reach home at 7am after coming back from jun hse. Slept for 3 hrs, went out at 10++ am to go my sis friends hse to play mahjong again. Hee also won wor!

So i guess this yr is a gd beginning yr for me lah.. Manage to get some 'heng cai'. But hor i bought TOTO n 4D leh... Sigh but the numbers didn't even appear ah.. Chiam lah i find tt i'm becoming a serious gambler soon le. Till now i still got those mahjong session mood leh.. How huh.. Play till 'zou huo ru mo le'.

Frankly speaking, i feel like quitting my current job leh. But i really cannot bear to give up my bonus which is coming soon in June. How how?? I am actually dragging myself to the office everyday u know.. Really dunno how to survive this kind of life. And the worse thing is tt ever since i move back to the BC team, there isn't anything for me to do leh. I know i've been grumbling for ages but can't be help leh.. really si bei the sian leh... Somemore there isn't any goals ahead waiting for me. Am practically waiting for my 'si qi' !!
Can someone teach me how to live happily har.. Think i'm going mad le.

Hey hey.. Ah xuan wishing all pple a very Happy Chinese New Year!!
So any plans today after reunion dinner?? Sigh... Wonder where can i go leh.. Cos chinatown sure damn crowded one. Well guess is stay at home to watch tv liao lor..

Haven been blogging recently lah. Cos nth impt to update anyway. Jus tt i've moved back to BC team. But as usual, they couldn't decide where to put me so am still idling away lor. Kinda wasting my time. And since i'm at nowhere, they ask me to write a manual guide abt this teams work. Sort of self study guide. Sigh.. cannot make it ah.. Ask me to do this kind of thing.. Shake head.

And this yrs business also not tt gd eh... Been helping out at my dad's shop. Wah cannot make it. I still remember when i was young, business was sooo gd tt we can't even watch the tv. But guess wat, the past few days, i still got the time to watch tv eh.. So shld know tt there wasn't much pple buying things lor. And hor those customers ah.. Kao can vomit blood leh... Ask sooo many qns in the end never buy. SHIT them. Waste my time talking to them. Sometimes really gotta tut them ah.. Give u all some instances!!

Scene 1: Aunty buying battery.
Ask lots of qns on AA battery! See ah.. She even brought along an old battery for comparison. And after i told her its the same, she kinda dun belive me eh. ~ Pengz!! Then battery got normal or alkaline one mah! Then she make some more enquiry lo. Last but not least she ask me.. U got 'new' ones. Wah i was stunned ah.. So i shoot her back. All these are new ones ah. Still in the packaging what!!

Scene 2: Old aunty buying claypot.
Walk into the shop asking for claypot. Mind u, we are about to close the shop le. So i showed her the types of claypot we have lah. Then got 2 sizes mah. So she say the small one too small, the big one too big. Then at last, same qns. Do u have another one? So i shoot her back. How many u want? Then she say i want 'one'. So i reply back, Aunty this is new one leh.. Then she was like grumbling away. And after much grumbling, she walk out. Kao.. waste my time again.

Sigh... wat a ku ku new yr leh... Never never open a shop in neighbourhood area hor.. Cos at the end of the day, u will die from vomitting blood.. hahaha...

OK May all of u have a very gd CNY!!

Went for an eye check @Tan Tock Seng ystd. Reached there too early liao in the end gotta wait for the doc cos its their lunch time.

1st step: Eye drops to make the pupil dilate. Then wait for abt 20 mins.
2nd step: Look into rays of light.
3rd step: Pay $$

Haha.. quite simple test i can say. But the lights they use is super glaring ah. Cannot make it. At one pt the doc still ask me to look directly into the light. Kaoz.. And normal reaction, my head turn to the other direction cos cannot take it mah. Then the doc patiently told me this:

"I know its abit glaring, but please bear with it!"

Ops did i say the doc quite handsome.. *eyes beaming* ok lor.. bear with it lor.. But then after looking at those lights, all i see is green green shadow infront of me ah.. Shake head...
Alas the results. The doc say there's nth wrong with my eyes and they can do nth with the floaters. This is due to high myopia pple and if this does not cause the rectinal to detach, i am advise to leave it alone. But but quite irritating leh.. Black dots keep flying past infront of me.. Hmm so same old qn for the doc.

Me: "Is there any way to reduce Myopia n Astigmatism?"
Doc(Edwin): "U can go for Lasik"
Me: "But isn't it not safe?"
Doc(Edwin): "Nowadays, Lasik is proven to be very safe!"
Me: "......................."

Damn it!! Shld have tut the doc with this.. "Then y didn't u go for it??" And then they will give all sorts of excuses like they can't find a better doc then themselves blah blah blah....
Anyway this eye test cost me $20 lor.. Had i not gone to Polyclinic for susidise, it would cost me $45 leh.. So gov subsidise $25 lor. Still not so bad.
One more thing... The doc gave me 1 day MC leh.. Damn it again!! Me went to work in the mor lor.. Wasted man.. Else can slp slp slp.. Hahahaha....Next mth gotta go for another checkup to make sure everything is alrite. Wonder whether he will give me 1 day MC not cos the appt is @3.30pm leh.. I doubt so lor.. Sigh.. Guess i will have to guai guai go work in the mor jus in case..

FLOATERS.... I HATE IT.....
pls go away...plsssss *speaking softly* (worried tt they might get offended. ^.^)

It's 6am in the mor and i'm blogging away le. Cos for the past few hrs, i have been working wor.. Yep last nite shift i'm having le. So happy but then at this instance, i'm very hungry ah.. Cannot make it. And my hand is staring to itch also. Cannot make it. Oh ya haven tell u all something.

On sat, i went to the Polyclinic @AMK early in the mor. My sis and i set off at 7am. And by the time we reach there, we thought we are the early birds but no no... Those uncle, aunty, ah peh and ah ma like no need to slp like tt. So many of them were queuing up le. ANyway i waited n waited till almost 8am b4 the clinic opens.. Guess wat, my queue number is NO.70 leh.. Kaoz.. Cannot make it rite. Think next time must kiasu abit liao go there as early as 6am. Sigh... SINGAPOREANS are so damn KS one leh.. Buay tahan. Ok luckily there are quite a number of docs serving on tt day. And it didn't take long b4 it was my turn. Got 2 refer letter from the doc.
One is refer to the TTSH. ANother was refer the the NSC. Wah the TTSH was so efficient ah cos i got my appt this coming wed. Yeah means i can go off early liao.. Muahahaha.. Must really go for the eye check liao cos been seeing lots of floaters infront of me. Geez dun wanna turn blind ah. And i wonder when the National Skin Center is going to call me. Really gotta go for a skin allergy test to find out wat thing i'm allergic to sia else i can scratch off my whole hand ah... Sigh!!!

Best part is yet to come. Guess how much was the consultation fee n medicine?? Damn it, it was $9.50 onli lor.. Kaoz damn bloody cheap ah.. Hmm i guess next time i'm sick or wanna CG must go queue there liao.. Can save lotsa $$ this way u know. But then considering the queuing i abit the sian liao leh.. Let me think abt it har...

Sigh i have to wait till 8am for another person to take over my shift leh... Still got like 2 more hrs to go. Hmm this mor when i log in to MSN, there wasn't a single soul sia.. Where have all the pple gone to?? Not tt early mah.. 3am nia. Hmm but then most of u gotta work so i guess is turning in early liao lor.. Aiyoooo me sooooo bored now leh... Time machiam like crawling like tt sia.. How to survive and the there isn't another person except me in the office and the radio isn't playing any nice songs wor... Yawnz.. tired but then i cannot get to slp in this kind of environment leh plus @7.30am sharp i need to make sure some of the jobs are running leh.. Else i think i can leave now liao... Haiz.. all this gotta blame me lah.. WHo ask me to itchy backside go take up this nite shift thingy leh which happens mths ago so friends have been listening to my grouches especially Cassie.. Must really give her some BIG credit ah.. Cos almost every nite shift w/o fail, i will definetly call her to chat one.. Like for eg this mor, she chatted wif me till abt 4am i think.. Wah she really is an owl sia.. So late still haven slp dunno watching some ku ku documentary on the tv. ANyway THANKS cassie for all the long nite chat ah..

Hmm write alot liao hor.. Wat shall i do leh?? Catch a wink mah? Sigh.. i guess so.. My eyes blur blur liao.. Luckily i
m wearing glasses ah.. Although it looks tut tut lah, hey no one is looking at me rite.. ahahaha so who cares!!!

Today is a public hol wor. Met up wif Jun, Chris and Darryl to go Bugis shopping.. Haha.. But then in the end, we spilt up into 2 grps. Jun & Me, Chris & Darryl.
Cos u all know lah, shopping wif girl betta lah.. And so in the end,
Jun > 4 tops, 2 cd
Chris > Casio watch
Darryl > Bag
Me > 1 top, 1 skirt, 1 cd
Wah haha.. long time neber went shopping le wor..

Dinner was at a restuarant opp Bugis. The steak, fish & chips are recommended. I went for the beer batter fish & chips. Not tt nice i can say cos the more u eat, the more sick u get lah.. I think is bcos its too oily lor.

After Dinner, we went Chinatown. Haha.. was damn crowded. And quoting from Darryl, one word to describe the crowd. The place was filled with DUST! As all of u know tt dust cannot be measured one rite!! tt was wat we saw in Chinatown.. So bloody crowded. Then we walk from Outram all the way to People's Park there to have 'Ah bo leng' which is tang yuan lor.. Kinda dumb rite, went squeezing thru the crowd jus to have a bowl of tang yuan. Haha.. Funny sia. And after tt, home sweet home!! But the journey back also very crowded wor.. Sigh!! Chinese New Year is on the way pple!!

Your Heart is Black


What Color is Your Heart?
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Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)


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You are the Fool card. The Fool fearlessly begins
the journey into the unknown. To do this, he
does not regard the world he knows as firm and
fixed. He has a seemingly reckless disregard
for obstacles. In the Ryder-Waite deck, he is
seen stepping off a cliff with his gaze on the
sky, and a rainbow is there to catch him. In
order to explore and expand, one must disregard
convention and conformity. Those in the throes
of convention look at the unconventional,
non-conformist personality and think What a
fool. They lack the point of view to understand
The Fool's actions. But The Fool has roots in
tradition as one who is closest to the spirit
world. In many tribal cultures, those born with
strange and unusual character traits were held
in awe. Shamans were people who could see
visions and go on journeys that we now label
hallucinations and schizophrenia. Those with
physical differences had experience and
knowledge that the average person could not
understand. The Fool is God. The number of the
card is zero, which when drawn is a perfect
circle. This circle represents both emptiness
and infinity. The Fool is not shackled by
mountains and valleys or by his physical body.
He does not accept the appearance of cliff and
air as being distinct or real. Image from: Mary
DeLave http://www.marydelave.com/

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1st of all, sorry to those pple tt went to lao ban's place wif me. Nearly made u all went JB wif me.. Haha.. Pai sei pai sei!! Sigh blame the street directory lah.. Gave me wrong info.. Sigh.. But anyway, we still make it there lah hor.. Hahaha...
Well a nice opportunity for us EA pple to catch up during his 21st bdae party lah.. So long never catch up wif the other pple except the TDH pple..

Hmm not bad his face really the 'big' huh. To have invited those Singtel pple during his IA. This guy really got a way to deal wif pple rite.. And so we happily chatted among ourselves and munching away the food when we arrived.. Kinda greedy pig hor.. Reach there, put down the bags and start to gobble away his food.. Geez.. Alas, time to cut the cake. As usual, a key shape cake. Hmm i didn't have such cake during my 21st bdae leh.. Cos i didn't organise such party n i think not much pple will turn up anyway so y bother!! Haha and after eating the cake, we gotta go off liao cos i'm rushing for my guitar lesson lor. So can't go out wif the others lah.. But anyway, i always look forward to my guitar lesson one cos i really enjoyed it wor thou i never really practise hard at home lah!! Ops.. must really knock some sense into me le. Else like wasting my $$ if i dun bother to practise hor..

So tt how i spent my sat lah.. And of cos, went for dinner wif my family after my lesson!!

Hmm so funny, u all can't see the photos i load here. Anyway here are those.. Not much onli got 4 pics nia..

Some photos taken during New Year's Day @ tang gong gong place. Enjoy!!

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Good title isn't it? I'm a bad girl. Am on drugs.. Mua hahahaha!!

No lah.. cos recently, i couldn't get to slp leh... Everynite i will auto wake up arn 3 or 4am. Then from there onwards, i couldn't get to slp, keep tossing n turning. I also dunno wat happen leh..
And so, i ask from my ma ma some sleeping pills lor. Hee hee.. But then she advise me to take half a pill see the effect 1st. Being a guai guai girl, i of cos listen to my ma ma advice lor. But hor, i still cannot get to slp leh.. The worst thing is tt the pill is onli effective for 2 hrs for me nia. Kaoz... 2 hrs where got enuff?? Humpf. Think i will try 1 pill to see the effect. If it doesn't work, i will have to see the doc liao.. Cos if i keep on 'shi mian', soon i will become a panda liao.. Which in any case, I DUN WANT!!!!!
So stay tune to me on drugs.. Mua hahahaha!!! :)=

Aries in 2005 - Flexibility
If you want a motto for 2005, the best one to adopt would be "go with the flow." 2005 will be a year of ups and downs, and only the flexible will be able to keep from going crazy! All Aries natives may have to tighten their belts and curb their desire for constant expansion. You may need to play it cool and curb your spending. You'll be among the first to seize upon new societal trends to create new opportunities for yourself, as your creativity will be at an all-time high. You will be more eloquent and persuasive than usual, and others will identify
enthusiastically with your vision. If you want to start a new creative project or business venture,your imagination will be working overtime. 2005 could find you doing well career-wise - and aspiring to climb even higher.

Taurus in 2005 - Tenacity
"Diligence" is the key word for you, Taurus. With hard work and focus, you will attain at least one important aspiration that has been on your agenda for a long time. This is the year you'll want to take stock of your career and ask yourself if you're doing the work you want to do for the rest of your life. As the year progresses, the more impressive your ideas and works become. As a result, your finances improve - and your newfound confidence could attract new love into your life. By the end of the year, you will have a whole new network of friends and group activity, stimulating new ideas and taking up your social life a notch or two.

Gemini in 2005 - Success
Your cycle of learning through the school of hard knocks has come to an end, Gemini, and now you're going to start reaping the rewards these "lessons" have left in their wake. As 2005 progresses, the road ahead will become clearer. You now have it in you to create the kind of life for yourself that you want. These leaps and bounds forward include love and creativity. Your learning of concepts of all kinds combines with extensive group activity, bringing your mind into a whole new space this year. By the end of 2005 you'll have a whole new start with regard to your career and your earning potential - and a possible new partnership to top it off!

Cancer in 2005 - Balance
Finding a balance between your personal and professional lives may be one of the year's strongest challenges. For the most part, your outward life this year will go in fits and starts - alternating periods of intense activity with times of welcome rest. Enjoy the restful periods when you can. The active ones will be hectic! You'll be making radical changes in your work habits, but you'll be a lot happier for it, and in the end you'll know it was worth it. Your love life is full, and any dissatisfaction with career and money matters fades into the background. By the end of 2005, you'll feel more confident, more determined, and far more capable of making the mountains come to you!

Leo in 2005 - Abundance
Pursuing a successful career, along with the usual social and financial advantages, will be easier this year than it has in a long time for you, Leo! The most difficult thing might be deciding which path means the most to you, and where to put your focus. You'll be able to create opportunities for advancement almost out of thin air. Romance in 2005 will make it a year to remember - and you'll be the envy of all your friends. Love comes willingly and easily. Money may suddenly become tight at a very inconvenient time. Yet, this is no comparison to the advancements you'll make overall, and by the end of 2005, you'll look back in sheer wonder and happiness.

Virgo in 2005 - Perseverance
Your working life might not go so smoothly this year, Virgo. For much of 2005, you'll be putting your nose to the grindstone. On the bright side, your finances will be pretty stable. Just don't take it for granted - you still need to be cautious this year. Your love life will thrive for most of the year, and any relationship begun or reaffirmed in 2005 is very likely to be a lasting one. And, you're going to develop a hopeless romantic streak. In spite of a lot of worry over your career, by the year's end, you'll see that 2005 has filled your life with prosperity and accomplishments.

Libra in 2005 - Expansion
Flex your muscles, friend Libra, and prepare for a relatively easy ride. With beneficent Jupiter in your sign, this is definitely your year, especially where your social life is concerned. Happiness and enjoyment lie ahead. If you're not presently married, and want to be, you just might wed by the end of the year. This is the year you're going to be doing a lot of travel and learning about your world, as expansion is the theme. The one department of life that may not quite be as hopeful as you'd like could be your career, where advancement may be slow and satisfaction rare. By year's end, you may find yourself seriously considering a major change - all for the best.

Scorpio in 2005 - Transmutation
Scorpio, you can still expect changes - perhaps major ones - in your life this year, almost to the point of total transformation. While this is most apparent in the area of your career, you'll see it showing up in other important aspects of your life. Your life might take on an entirely new direction you've never dreamed of. You may also change your residence during the year. Whether you start the year as a single person looking for a partner, or you've been married for many years, happiness in love does lie ahead. Be prepared for new horizons. They may not be familiar, but they will be fascinating. Don't cling to the banks; instead, flow with the tide in 2005.

Sagittarius in 2005 - EmpowermentAre you prepared to handle absolute power? If not, you will be soon! Your ruling planet, Jupiter, will be in a special relationship with Pluto - called "mutual reception" - in 2005. There's so much punch packed into this combination that it's almost scary. You'll find the ultimate power is the ability to choose your own destiny. You'll find practical ways of increasing your effectiveness in the world by gaining new skills that allowyou to live more abundantly. By the second half of the year, you will finally feel welcome relief from the tight financial binds that have hindered you over the past two years. And, a relationship you begin now will last a very long time - like, for the rest of your life. Overall, 2005 is sure to be a year you won't forget.

Capricorn in 2005 - ResolutionYou've got plenty of lucky breaks headed your way in 2005, friend Capricorn. The long awaited relief you've needed in your love life is around the corner, and by the end of the year you will feel much clearer about your partnerships in general. Financially, it could be a lean year, although some advance planning can help you weather the storm. Your career opportunities will expand exponentially, and you're likely to change jobs or positions this year. At times, the pressure on your job and home life may seem unbearable, but rest assured you will come through this stronger -and wiser - than ever, as more is revealed and resolved in 2005.

Aquarius in 2005 - Magic
2005 sees you expanding your intuitive and psychic skills even more, Aquarius. The mysteries of the universe continue to attract and intrigue you, as you apply your mystical awareness to the important decisions upcoming in your life, especially concerning partnerships of all kinds. 2005 is bound to bring at least one major success in the love department, and your career will be brimming with new enthusiasm and innovation. Not only that, but travel, adventure, and personal expansion infuse fresh energy into all areas of your life. By year's end, your creative decision-making will have carried you to whole new peaks - and a whole new view from above.

Pisces in 2005 - Self-confidence
It's a big year for you, friend Pisces. No doubt, in 2005 you'll find yourself pushed more and more out into the world. You'll experience a new sense of purpose and make plenty of new friends. Expect lots of surprises and lucky breaks this year, with Uranus bringing the unexpected in your career, your love life, and the world in general. At some point during the year, you could pick up a financial windfall, hear of a great career opportunity, or unexpectedly meet the love of your life. It's important that you take retreats and plenty of time for yourself to regenerate, as the rate of change in your personal and professional life will be fast and unpredictable. Remain calm and confident, and love is very likely to flourish in 2005. "Expect the unexpected," and enjoy the ride!