drainage! drunk-bomb!

well, nothing to post for this few days.

really don't know what i could post?! hmm, it's kinda nothing for today too.

and yeah, i just woke up! it's like 9 plus alrd! shits!

LOL, i'm damn tired! yet, can't sleep! force myself i think i would!=S

me, benjamin, myself.

i'm a drunkard.

but, yet! i still know.

thats so much unimaginable! what can i do to save myself?

no, i don't wanna be saved! just wanna be drunk like never before!

saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't think it will taste nice eh!?

got up 2plus.

whoosssss, after that few mugs of beer. SOBER MODE!

hmm, turn on computer awhile, prepared. then went out le.

meet zhibing, then after that all came.

went to TPY help out, ate dinner. Drink again.

bought something special back!!!!=D

then, gone ten mile played Dota again.

reached home 4plus?! Good morning again! shags!

tags reply:

to that Mutha fucker!

Hmm, go find some life!

spam my blog?!

yah, i think you are a that real pussy i guess?

friday just went by.

today, woke up 12 plus.

straight away dota liao! LOL

then around 5plus, went bought dinner. ate at home.

Zhibing came over my place. he dota, i sleeping.

after that went sunshine for dota! although 1 hour, but!

i learn new hero!=)

woah, it's really amazing that i can stay at home dota.

LOL

from start,

every guy is a gentleman.

till the end,

every single guy is selfish.

i still meant good,

just let time be the source of freedom.

let that include into the free space in between the isle of my wound.

thusday's Dota siao!

After sleeping that 10hour plus.

woke up at 4plus, waited for my dad.

then went down met clumsy, ate dinner with her.

slacked awhile, went find zhibing, then off to sunshine for More Dota Action.=D

played for 2 hours, than went slacked around vincent house area. gone to back to TWL slack with zhibing. then around 3 plus reached home.

this few days kept dota sha!

i think my dota addiction is coming back.

really, that feeling is tickling my baackbone.

urge for more dota! eee!

LOL, anw!

wednesday.

stayed at home till 6plus, went to meet naomi for dinner.

then, jurong point with zhibing and vincent. gone there bought some stuff.

back to bp for LAN session. played dota 3hours. slacked till 6plus.

something funny happened! OMG, this is that important part.

tuesday why, why and why?

woke up around 1pm.

prepared myself, gone meet pohyi at cck mrt around 3plus.

then trained down to west mall, bought tickets for The Storm Warriors II.

then go buy something else before we went for the movie, on the other hand.

we played arcade! Street fighter V.S CAPCOM. LOL i lose sha! WTF! play until hand tired!-.-"

then after the movie, went down mos burger.

had a tiff, didn't ate much. although i bought alot?.

then went back cck. slacked at void deck. talked. laughed.

then sent her home. around 11.30. (ALWAYS SO EARLY!)

=(

you're not there, NI BU ZAI.

heyhey, just woke up only!

although i slept only 4 hours, i don't know why i feel nothing?!

anw, today won't be happening, so why post later? i'll post now instead.

today, later on will be going town find jun wei, and the rest.

that's all.

gladly,

he gaved up the idea.

he gave himself a chance.

he hopes people too give him 1 chance.

he treasured that.

he changed.

but still,

he still see the ugly side of life.

what should he do?

hey jude, hey you and fuck off! LOL!

today woke up quite late.

as i slept around 6plus in the morning.

no where to go, stay at home awhile.then went down sunshine met up with vincent.

afterthat headed to jurong point. bought what should be bought.

went to 500+ jurong do some stuff.

after that homed!

some things in life you just cannot be bothered.

people change, realationship change, life change & everything change.

kinda miss you guys.

well, woke up quite late this afternoon.

some dizzy spells made it worst!

caught up with my guitar again. laid my eyes on a song.

Poker face( daughty version). nice cover by him.

learning a few verse and chours.plus watch some videos on Utube.

had lunch at home, That veggie i had taste like shit las!=S

after that went back infront my computer again. blah blah blah.

went prepared, then met vincent over at his place.

well, plans for later is still not comfirmed yet.

back in time,

there lived a person named:

Benjamin.

he's small guy,

not bad looking.

sometimes tempremental,

yet loving.

by his looks,

he maybe dumb to some people,

but, his that smart guy.

Unwilling to share his thoughts.

One day, he realised.

all his self-keeping,

hiding away his feelings is not what he enjoy doing.

he can't find someone to understand him.

he's too selfish.

he killed himself.

thusday's OLD CHANGKEE free flow!=D

today, reached school around 12.30pm

had lunch over there, hmm, waited awhile for

the tour bus. aboard then fell asleep till reached EUROCOPTER LOYANG.

hmm, not a bad place. just abit small.

the benefits there is great, but there's a price to pay too.=i

the tea break there power to the max luhs!

OLD CHANG KEE! all those fried food! Woots!!!!!!

had alot of them. went to tour around.

after that, took bus6 to pasir ris. then trained home.

after dinner, went to play mahjong with vincent and ee chong.

reached home 11plus!=X

wednesday's hard work, hard play, stressed me!=(

today woke up by Miss W.PY msg!

then called her los, then i went prepared.

gone down bishan alone. up to Dnns's house, played L4D.

then Facebook will never leave my mind! LOL=D

Then, study! study! study!

till, we gotten tired, when down bought some stuff, played Basketball!

wooots!. surprisingly my skills are still there! hahas! abit over-joyed =)

then went back his house had dinner, then off to Junction8 print notes.

went up played Max tune! XD

train back alone to cck, met W.PY again, sent her home.

thats it! 1 day gone! so fast! LOL

Tml will be the final exam for the year!

i really don't wanna fail! all the best to myself!

you left me with that answer,

leave all my thoughts to the grave.

i'm stopping all this thinking,

moving on.

don't wanna make myself miserable,

decisions on your's.

smile or frown?

let me decide on it!

tuesday's happy, but how about tml?!

today woke up, (damn) i was frightened up de oh!

then quickly prepared, went took train!( before that, forget take wallet!) so, i was late.

meet W.PY at control station. went Macdonald's ate sausage muffin and MILK!=D

then sent her to school, (never walk beside you!=(! at least behind los!).

took bus back cck, gone Library study abit.

then around 12, go meet Ms clumsy. after that, NVM! she really clumsy! kao!

then gone town together, she go take her. things and passed to somewhere else.

then walked abit, ate lunch, find cynthia awhile talk abit=)

then walked awhile more jiu took 190 back cck. then met her friend at library.

HER FRIEND PERVERT DE! like that also can recognize me, with out knowing who am i! WTF!

then gone mac have drinks, walked about at lot1. jiu met W.PY again.

i saw sebas this time! LOL okay bahs?!

then went her house, she changed, then off to my house los! had dinner! then slacked!

You piggy los!=S

i know you tired!

i also!

ass! LOL

monday! Surprise me leh!

today, woke up gone school have lunch

then EXAM!

something happened!

reached home, used comp!

got a surprise from Miss Wong! wtf! i was like! hahahas!=)

then ohokays. dinner! slacked! talked! yah!

sent her take cab 10+?!

duno why is that los!

EARTH SONG!

WTF!

LOL!XP

sunday's WTF!

today, i've like didn't get to sleep for 20+hours.

LOL, then gone CCK find W.PY!!!(i'm serious)

Then gone sunshine place, ate my Lunch there.

bought take-aways for vincent, then walked back her house.

stayed there studied my tutorial. Joke around with his mum and her! LOL.

then Dinner time!=) so pathetic to had 5 spoonful of rice and few pieces of Char Siew!

Anw, i was on a full stomach. So not your fault! =l

it's terrifying!

what the fuck!

seriously eh,

idk whats wrong being protective.

i know love means no possesion.

but, where as i know what am i doing! okay!

that guy,(you know who).

He judged me.

Even called me an asshole?!

i was like what the fuck this guy is trying to prove?

he's a better man?!

come'on, people like him i've that seen before already.

what i've gone through i think he hasn't. gald to say i think he won't too.

so that's the point! My concept and your's(that guy) is different!

you can think logically now, but when it comes to (BGR)!!!

sadly, even the strongest man will cry.

he didn't killed me by those words he say.

just made me stronger, to withstand that on-coming challenge.

saturday's intercooler

woke up, prepared.

went vincent house, i go there like dumb dumb los.

waited him wake up 2hours plus. then start moving his Sofa and stuff.

shags! KNN, the Sofa can sit 3 of Shabiq(classmate) BIG size ONE! gosh!

Then went Sunshine had dinner, not bad for this time.

afterthat went keathong look for something. gone his house.

then go down find friend, then went back up again! messy! LOL

then watch shows to around 4.30am, took cab back to 160.

sat alongside with dad to around 6plus. afterthat vincent came my house use computer.

me down there doing nothing.=(

after awhile vincent went home le. then i go watch tv!=l

Do you think i will be,

it dosent feel good for me too.

cause you and i,

are log-heads.

friday's=)

today woke up, woots!

guess what?! i sleep till 3 plus ! kao!

anw, okay la, then at home slacked till 7plus.

gone out for a walk to lot1. quite a long time didn't do things alone.

well, i can do things alone. i those self-kept person. so No Problem at All.=)

then went home around 9 plus. switch on comp. done a cover on Warmness on the soul.=)

but, my facial expression abit funny at the end! LOL=P

thats all for today.

B-simplified

wednesday's come back!?

benji, me and still him!

today, almost late for that Aerospace Awareness Day Event! gosh!

then, reached there sign-in played all the games!=) Fun! Funny!

after that, stop awhile for lunch. So follow up,we had 2 talks by lecturers from Singapore Poly and don't know which Aero club las! i still think that the lecturer from SP really can teach things

in simple ways.Yet, without failing to let us garb the important points that should be understood by us. (he's great!)

after the talk, we had the prize presentation. we had Soccer in 1st runner-up, OPS course in 1st runner-up also!=) then we won the champion in whole of Aerospace! WOOTS! (YV091A rocks!)=D

split all the prizes, then headed home myself. went home done some stuffs, gone cck find vincent.

gone his house help put with is iPOD. then headed home again!=l

phrase that feeling,

no point leaping.

sit down thinking,

think of nothing.

hope that it's sunny,

yet it's raining.

draw the border,

yet stepped over.

seen me crying,

yet that's faking.

over and over,

this is the ending?

tuesday's update!

peach tea!

today woke up quite late, then used computer awhile.

3pm left home to clementi, went in ITE wait her awhile then headed down Kovan.

On the way there, abit crapping here and there!LOL

hated that tart las!=S went to the ulu ulu place to collect her pay.(wanted to rob her)!

then off to Hong kong cafe! had dinner there. hmm, not bad!=)

after that walked, shopped and bought her stuff then went back cck night market.

bought tapioca cake, i ate 2! oily! then sent her home!=l

gone met vincent to night market again, do some stuff there then shoot ducks! LOL

i shot 1 down finally! (like happy only!)then 10.30pm gone home.

tml still got class bonding day! shags!

i don't wish to guess,

just wanted that answer.

times and times,

simple yet truthful one.

me awaits,

you know that.

sunday!

woah! didn't sleep.

straight away, i go prepared myself. gone to Mac.

took sausage muffin. went to 307. reach there. called her.

went up pass her, chat awhile. then i'm off to lion dance.=I

went sunshine to have my breakfast with vincent.

ordered dim sum! KNN, not nice de! but still, he ordered alot!

so i've no choice but to help him eat!=S after eating damn full los!

then My Boss came fetch us to lion dance, totally very noisy car! i cannot hear a thing she was talking through the phone.=X

reached there, we have no clothes to change so, we go there extra! asshole!

they very "hard working" NBCB! then gone eating again! this time pork congee! fresh fish slices! grilled pork! yummy las!=)

after eating, went bukit batok to swim! swam about 3hours there! abit sunburned! update picture soon !=D

friday's and saturday's long day!

no more picture le!=(

friday, woke up gone school.

done with tutorial then went home rest awhile.

gone for pool, after pool. went to cck find vincent.

then gone to Bukit batok, training till 11plus. gone find AKY's wifey.

then went down ten mile junction for L4d! woots! long time didn't play le!

all the way to 2 plus we played. then gone to BPP have Macdonald's

i ate double cheese burger! shoik! then chat chat ! all the way till 4plus! woah ! tired!

then reached home about 5 plus!then bath jiu sleep le!

i'm in lalaland for 12hours today las! woke up 5 plus this afternoon! kao! whole body aching=(

waist bruised! pain! pain! pain!after that i think i will stay home the whole rest of the day i guess!=I

don't take things for granted.

i may stop all this shits!

wenesday's simplicty.

today, woke up abit late.

went out on a rush, forgotten to take my most important accessory. MY WATCH!=S

then reached school 10 mins late. 4th to present in class. darn hole!

then after that break time. ate breakfast. went back class for more presentation.

and and, afternoon still have! almost doze off!

after class, KAO! going rain le still got to stay back pick lots

to go EUROCOPTER! LOL, luckly i gotta go ah!=)

then when reach school gate. i saw the down pouring rain blowing towards my direction!

then i ran to the bus-stop, whole body wet like just took a bath los!

went up bus damn cold los! plus go train! kao! trembling!=S

reached home bath! than after dinner 9+ went fetch that lady back home

after she has her korean lesson. went CCK lot1 do something 11+ reach home.

looking back.

turning neck.

all i wanted,

is a gentle smile.

i expected too much.

My fault.

tuesday's blues.

yah, right! i'm back early today.

sometimes i'm just wondering why i post blog, seems like no ppl come over and take look.

thats why i lazy to post sometimes. well ended school today earlier than expected. 11.20 jiu end.=S

go there like waste time. than also moody. go for what! FUCK MAN!

went back home with one old buddy which long time didn't chat le.

OMG, he's still so damn PIA KIA like before. still talking about 369!LOLPHT!

then reach home about 12+. don't know later whats on for me. well, maybe just

another boring day for me to do nothing but staring blankly on the celling lying on bed.=(

there's so much,

for me to say.

you don't even,

wanna hear that.

i felt locked up,

you feel the sense of fresh air.

i wanted to see you,

here you go running place to place.

moday's test test test!!!!!

cleared!

today, woke up. mind blankish! LOL

cleared the stuff posted up. idk? feel like so! hell lot! 2 plastic bags!=S

then went to school for test, had lunch there. took my test, confident to pass only!=I

then after test went home about 3plus. reach home bout 4?

friday's 13th

rainy day.

well, today per-normal. gone school.

blah blah blah. ended school early today. i mean damn early.

gone home, prepared. then went for CCA.

after CCA gone town with Dnns & Co.

Ion to wheellock, wheellock to Ion.

then to far east. ate dinner there.

3 curry chicken, 1 chicken chop and 1 chicken cutlet.=)

ALL CHICKEN MEAL!

after that, they went shop, shop and shop.

-.-" tired sha! then went P.S played Maximum Tune 3DX.

after that, took transport back cck. then homed.

discouragement.

rumors.

never supported.

I've never done.

i assumed.

confident.

which point?

why there?

whats the point?

Fun.

funky.

flirt.

which?

why?

who?

this is my stand.

today ended school early.

very early indeed, reached home about 12+.

sleep the whole afternoon. nothing to do. IDK?

hmm, don't know what to do.

tomorrow have to retest BPH, kao!

then maybe going to CCA, long time never go already.

then after that jiu don't know le.

this is my stand.

i'm not gonna let it be.

1 means 1,

never change.

i becoming someone i don't know.

really!=(

darn i'm sick!=(

once.

well, sick! sick! sick!

i'm having sore throat, chest pain!

not feeling well! gone to cck alone today.

went up the arcade, played Initial D and Max tune.

awhile later, gone home. like thats is for today. LOL=S

what had happen?

if thats the case,

forget it.

bunch of posers!=(

This is it!

Talent!

Yeah, today after school i went back home.

prepared, then ,met WPY, MICH and her fren over at bugis.

went pei mich go perm her hair. then went for movie! THIS IS IT!

god is damn awesome! his percussion is damn good!=)

then after that went to timah played pool! she's good! (step noob)! LOL

after pool, had double cheese burger, then sent her home!

i like that double stuff!

all i waited,

now i seen it.

what you've saw,

is what you do.

never did,

never should.

thursday's LALALALALALA!

I love MJ!

well, today is another freakish day?! i guess?!

well nvm! speaking gurrbish all day long today!LOL.

late for class, which due to rain! Thanks! damn it!

i'm not late this whole week! suddenly i'm late! hell NO way man!

i don't wanna be Debarred from exams dude!

ended school abit later than expected!

went home, bath, blah blah and blah! (lazy to type those unnecessary stuff!)

gone 160 had my dinner, drank a couple.then headed causeway.

walk, walk and walked!times up, trained back home.

Extremely, awesomely and freakingly BOLIAO! shits!=)

there's no scope,

no more.

i aimed with,

an naked eye.

wish his there,

i missed him.

i am tired! low spirits!

i'm at the most top right!

Today ended school early.

went home alone, on the computer, then fallen asleep till WPY called.

then after that went town meet her and mich.

they shopped their stuff, they bought themselves new purse.=I

Yeah, i'm all blurred up.

idk, seriously!

when you said,

bang your head on the wall.

i was going too!

at that point of time,

who am i?

i'm not benji.

no!no!no!

benji won't bang the wall!?

i know!

you are!

but why?

you like?

Monday's disappointed, but desevered!

cute!

well, today almost late.

yet lucky enough to get to school in time.LOL

waited to have my retest. I failed again.

sighs, i deserved it i'm sure. didn't prepare for that.

after that, 1st to present my presentation. kao! i think i'll get through it bah?!

then break, back to class.

AEES got another presentation! CCB! KUKU!

can't stand it lars! went to present my LPD also.

almost finished. alittle more! then tomorrow will be EDS ! gosh!

i'm sick with presentation!

reached home about 5+?

then usual stuff! blah blah blah!LOL.

i'll get it,

if you mean it.

you show it,

i'll double it.

just show & give me the double stuff.

my oh my!

double chocolate!

sick!

pictures!

damn it man! caught in the heavy rain.

so cold, dreadful rain drops hits you like a bullet!

after that, still went in to air-con room! gosh!

Now sick liao las! basket neh neh!=S

today is sunday, "family day"

where's mine? sleeping, watching tv?

i'd rather go out! tomorrow is my retest for AIS theory!sighs!

Not prepared, don't where to start on, aimlessly gone!

doing a loop-e-loop,

missed balanced.

you get hit in the face.

better to stick with one only.

another sick ass, old school home days at home! darn is boring!

this is when i smile!

Yeap, today went back school for AEES retest.

gone there, waited 15 min. hmm, today quite easy bahs.

damn him giving me a parallel circuit.=S

after that, slacked 3 hours in school like don't for what fuck!

all the way to 1pm, then test again!AIS THEORY!Failed again! 2MARKS to pass las!

damn it!well, ended school early.went back home alone again, No Doubts!

same routine, blah blah blah!

fallen asleep, slept till 8 plus?

well, thats for today i guess!?

this is one fucking song,

another melody.

all erased?

not notes,

crushed papers!

wednesday's home home home+ stress for retest!

w

who took this?=P

today, woke up. prepared to school.

not late for that!=) done with AIS PRACTICAL ENGINE PHASE TEST.

all those electric Oms and Hz is making me nuts!

tomorrow will be having retest, and i really hope there's a glimpse of hope for that!

God also can't help if i fail this time! darn!

hang around in school till 1pm+?

gone back by myself, it's boring. went home.

bathed, on my lappy, surf net, FB and etc.

gone jurong east to find someone, took my stuff.

went home alone again. well, today is a simple day.

nothing much, not happening.

he just wanna get closer to the border line,

he steps in, i'll destroy.

i would get off any threat,

by all means.

friday's simple job!LOL

i'm like sexy!LOL=P

well, as per normal!

woke up, then called WPY! Late again! what de!

hmm, headed to school. Aees gone case le, Helicopter still okay?!

then release around 11+? gone back to cck! Done something stupid.

really! dumb! i think i should not? LOL NVM! well, it's love?=?

worked at ed's house till 5+, gone 205 awhile.took cab to WPY house.

LOL, aiyah! wear nothing to town the best! =P lol!

send her to jurong east station went back cck had dinner with vannesa and connie.

Hmm, i ate cold soba ! i don't think it's worth the money to eat that!

so little! gosh! like give Rat or mouse to eat de! #$%@%!

then went back around 9plus?! yahs, simple day i guess!=I

don't you ever!

never! ever!

you're just startling me.

i'm just human.

i can be superhero.

must i be one?

it's just me,

i could have all the time.

am i worth that nickel in your pocket?

sunday's Gonna let you try my shit for you!

hmmms, nothing happened recently.

nothing special for today, only a rare sight.

Vincent came over to my place yesterday midnight.

chatting, FB-ing and slacking ohs!=S

morning woke up, staring at my celling.

Blankly! god damn it!

then per-normal, msged, on comp and msn-ing.

seriously, this few weeks routine is almost the same.

tomorrow school reopens, dead meat for me i think?

exams coming very fucking soon, and i'm still not prepared!

gosh, i'm gonna study this coming week. last min's work is better than nothing done!

well of cause, i also don't wish to do nothing for my studies, or i'll retain! i don't want this!

no pictures for my blog. thinking back sometimes. why must this repeat and repeat again at this point of my life?

i think i'm not fully giving in the best?

i knew it, i must do it. i hope i can do well this week.

i'll give it a shot. back to school mean going back to a place i used to have friends & buddies.

Somethings just changes too fast and not all of those will change if they, me and him/her never forgive me and themselves.

life is just a speck of dust to me. blow it, and its gone.

some people just take that for granted, don't ever take other's love, care, life and well-being to you as a lifetime luxury. they may stop all these, end their point of life here without a goodbye.

Some people want god to lead them, want god to be their idol. some don't need it!

why? cause they think as if themselves as one.

your hazel tinted eye's

that fuzzy but fragrant hair.

confusion in between,

real feelings hidden.

my trust,

what your offer?

coins that told them,

let me knew them.

lighting up them,

what's your say?

18, 18, 18 and 18

it's my birthday on the 16/oct/1991

i've lived till today, my 18th birthday.

when it strikes 12, cake.

my dad, mum brother and WPY.

sang bday song for me.=)

made my wish, blown out the only candle lit.

just wanted you to smile to me.

wanted you beside me whenever i turn over to my right-side.

my hand's doesn't wants to be empty.

Wednesday's home sick

come'on, it isn't weird to stay at home right?

maybe, it's not what i usually do?

it's a thing i do when i'm really upset or don't feel like going out.

i remember when i was a child, i lock myself up in room.

played my own toys, i have no friends. so i played alone.

i mean is normal, but people think's that it's EMO! LOL

can't be bothered too. My life till now is full of up's and down's.

just why is that so? why can't the up's be much more than the down's?

questions, questions and questions i asked myself!

My starting point is not right.

where will my ending point be? good? bad?

red bull + martel! woots las!

all you've done,

seen.

all i've heard,

i kept a mum.

they say,

i hear.

you say,

i agree.

so,

why?

you like,

i like?

Tuesday's

Yupp Guys,

Back in a flash, hmm...

Lately, is like normal.

nothing to do at home. wondering thoughts in mind.

Well you know, i'm just me, benjamin and a human. i only can be this strong,

this intelligent and this brave.

Strong, i can only handle this amount of stress.

intelligent, i can only know this much.( i'm not god)

Brave, only can i accept this kind of situation.

How about you out there?can you do what i can't?

If you can, you are just better by that bit. Nobody is prefect.

even god cannot be as perfect as it should be. if there's only good in this world.

the world will be meaningless to stay on. there's no up's and down's.

but, human is aren't perfect as you know. So this up's and down's took place.

fill in life with joy and sadness.

you're just you.

anything more,

you are god.

i know,

i wanted.

you?

don't.

yes.

okay.

not sure.

sunday's

still, persevere myself not too.

saturday's

just can't miss you.

friday's

I,

you,

me,

you.

misses can't be thought.

Monday's boredness

See, thats it! I'm bored!

woke up 12pm?! looked like a zombie when i look in the mirror!

Argh! On my computer, go surf on the net aimlessly!

don't know what to do.

waited till 3plus prepared, Gone to CCK meet up with Gabriel.

Gone Woodlands after that, Bought old Chang Kee's Curry'O. Yummy!=)

Went to take bus over to his house.

Went to his condo's public study&games room.

Done our project, discussed this and that.

then he sent me to bus stop.

went off about 5plus 6 bahs?

8plus my Bro come find me,

as i've nothing to do. so we went slack around my area.

chit chatted till 12plus he went off.

I saw Timothy Chee! LOL=X

Fuck las, tml must go thiong barhu hand in time sheet to get pay! Last min los!CCB!

Spoil my planning for tml!=S

today,

tomorrow

& yesterday.

Just like yesterday.

i want it to be today.

and want to follow on to be tomorrow.

And everyday!

Sunday's sunny day!

Well, Great day

It's quite a tiring day for me and her.LOL

I slept 7am woke up 10plus, just because i don't wanna be late.

She came over, i ate my lunch. Then off we gone to town.=)

On the way there, yahs. Clowning around with me los!=P

Alighted at Plaza Singapura, went to find something there which i can't rmb! LOL

walk back to center point to look for the shoes. But, there's no shoes she laid her eye on.

gone to Wisma Atria, she bought her LEE copper's shoes for her trip or something? LOL

then gone to ION, TOPSHOP! TOPMAN! =D

she can't decide want to buy that sweater anot.=S

Gone Fareast ate dinner, But before that i helped Cynthia sis buy her FULL HOUSE MILK TEA !

LOL expensive las sio! but see her Drink like Nice los!=I

after our dinner gone sit somewhere around. gone back CCK.

then blah blah blah blah. lazy tell full story.

I HATE THAT GUY! ARGH!

Then Went home Around 11.55pm, Not bad ah, send me to bustop.

1st time!=) .

Well, you know it

still wanna wait?

hints?

You just gives me the Butterflies

This few days, done nothing really.

meet up chun they all, slack, ate, slack.

all those same stuff everday. gone to Jp 2 days straight,LOL.

Recently, felt somehow confused with my feelings. sometimes happy, sometimes unhappy.LOL

i just can't get that right, weather i'm happy or not.

I'm just full of complains when it comes to this! so better not blog those.=)

Just only, i saw a video clip.

Can you forgive? Forget?

the Biggest challenge is not forgive that person, is to forgive yourself.

those who ask for Forgiveness, They should forgive themselves first.

Done can't be undone, told can't be untold.

Used my love, took away my trust. thats a disheartening sentence.

This is that word,

this is the expression.

all of those complains,

these unconditional trust.

you're smile,

my memory.

End Of Formula 1

MacDonald's

27th sept

12am left the event of F1, left to find cyn and the rest.

after CSC gone 302 drank a couple. sent vannesa homed.

morning didn't sleep. force my way to F1.

Last day of event, tired. but, was a nice day too.

i can be drunk,

even it's plain water.

Frost bites,

are more cruel then burns.

birds?

Not all of them can fly.

fish?

some don't even swim.

F1 DAY=D

Today is Trail run and practise for the Aston Martin's, BMW Pacific F3, Porcshe Carrera GT3
and The Formula 1's!

At first thought the F3 series already fast le, Saw formula 1 i nothing to say!
RedBull Racing Gotta accident on the straights out of a 20degree bend. Woots!
Exciting! Tml will be a day of hot sun again! argh!

Photos and Videos will be Posted-up later on next week!=)
Really fast F1 cars!=)

well, just don't know why

the day comes closer.

i fear it,

why?

i'm not sure!

wasn't it okay?

I assumed it only!

My fault?

Beats me too!

fooled?

Please don't BENJAMIN!

Tuesday's suprises!=I

Stuck between thoughts!

Home now, staring blankly on to a thought of you!How am i suppose to do?
i really do like you, why i do? cause i really do! i can't tell the answer either.
whenever i say, type or think i love someone. it turn out she don't. i hope you are the exception!
in my mind, you are the only one i could really make me smile without using anything, expression or emotion. that commes to a point that i can only say one word.

that is you!

Imm, BPP, WestMall and Lot1.

No! Not loving it!=)

Today went quite alot of places!

Well, although it's tiring.

i still enjoyed the day, BK! Walked! Talked! Movies!

Don't ever,

ever,

ever!

If it wasn't you who spoke the words that,

things would happen but not to me.

Dawn is rise,

evening is fall,

drown me with what you think that you can.

Run me over with a truck,

show me this!

that!

those!

I JUST CAN"T BE BOTHERED!

B's RANDOM

SEE! Behind have a COCK FACE!

Well, this few days lazy to blog!

hmm, thursday Late for phase test for 2hours!

friday late for 15min of class!

Actually, there's work. but, that manager post me AMK. AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE !

Don't stay only that point.

Don't look back.

there's a point.

look forward.

why is that so,

looking back just let you fall deeper.