just now went to see darling friend facebook.... and happen to see video of them performing... and suddenly a thing come up to my mind... i v long nv go watch musical concerts le... ever since 娘惹之恋!!! haha... is been month le... sian... last time during sec time our choir teacher will bring us to watch concert de... but now grads le... also seldom watch get to watch musical concerts le...haha... now i only looking v forward to darling's club de concert... then i can sit at the audience seat look at her playing her instrument... pretent she is playing for mi to watch only... wahaha...( tink i m crazy rite.. indeed i m. Wahaha.) i will wait for the day to arrived. hope it will be soon lo~ heex

anyway. this last week is a bad week for mi man. alots of unhappy thing happen!!! at first is my rs problem, then sloved le jiu my colluage problem, then something tat i feel bad and sad de most.. hmmm... alothoug my rs and my collauge problem has sloved. but the last matter dun seems to be settle... everyday have to wait for replies from tat person. really sick and tired of waiting... although in my sms i written that can reply after tat person have top up her Hi Card. but the waiting is terrible... i seriously dun like... hmmm.... i have explain to u le... and u ask mi not to tink too much and dun worry to much... but now the problem liase on u ar... i cannot dun mind lei... u are v important to mi... and i only left u by myside supporting mi le... haix... i dunnoe how la... i will wait till the day u willing to talk to mi =x ***pray hard***

i seriouly missing school life where i have lots of friend to play wif. i m so regreting for not cherising my school life!!!!! now regret le also no use le... i misss alot alot of friend... i v v v v v long nv let myself being real High mood!!!!! when can i ever have tis feeling all over again~ tink long long time then have tis chance le ba.... i m so jealous seeing ppl so happily playing wif their friend no matter where they are and wat they doing... haha... i tink when i m with DYT fans club then i can find back all this feeling le ba...(: hahaha.... really enjoy being wif them everytime... maybe we all supporting the same person and we all have same topic to say ba... haha... looking forward for our next gathering soon (:

last sat my mum,my sis , dear and Mi when to NDP NE1 rehersal to watch the show. BUT!!!!! when we are happily waiting for the Firework!!!! Guesss wat???????? it starts to rain like cats and dogs... and we were running in the rain while the firework is bombing!!!!! haha... is like so funny lor... LOL !!!! want to go and see again wif darling... must bring her out often... i want her to be happy always (:

keep happy darling ... cheers.

i really dunnoe how to describe my feeling this few days lei... my feeling is so fu za!!!! is not my problem wat for i get so sad? i really thinks tat i m crazy... haix. maybe i have high hopes on that things ba... and it nv come out to wat i tinks. that y i m so dissapointed. trying to help but it seems useless... but i also cannot blame tat person... maybe it is really dissapointed in the relationship le ba... just sincerly hope tat that person can stand up fast fast. our heart seems like link tgt de... she gets sad automatically i will jus feel sad. when she happy i sure will feel happy for the whole day.. OMG!!!! so 邪门！！！really hope everything will be fine v v v v v v soon ba...

ytd nitex went out wif darling... and we chatted alot... she recently is so down so decided to ask her come and chat wif mi... i promise her to make her smile but i din do it... really feel abit bad.. i seems like peeling of her skin instate of helping her... X) i m sorry darling... but i hope after u say out le u will feel much more better le (: both of us took some pic at the bugis street... lets show see pictures ba... heex

i m really tired of my life. everyday have to put a fake smile on my face. and lots of things there for mi to settle. i really dunnoe know how to settle~ really feel damn stresst rite now.. how i wish there a place that can let mi cry without ppl knowing and i can fa xie all my stress at the same time. i really dunnoe how long i still can handle myself b4 i explode into pieces!!! haix. hope not so soon ba~ after i settle everything then i tink i will really explode... really sick and tired of this life i ever have. haixxxxxx........... :(

i hope everything will be gone v v v soon~ darling u must be happy ok. i shall meet u up v v soon le. take care.

today so bored~ nothing to do... keep study for tml test... study till my head also grow big le~ haha... tml test every1 jia you o!!!!!

i need motivation!!!!

I need movtivation!!

i have lose my motivation on doing things le. Really seems retarded man. haix.