Starts to Count down to 2010 le!!!! weeee~ 2009 isnt a good yr for mi at all lots of bad things happen on mi and make mi so unhappy all the time~ BUT i have known some new friends from every where!!!! like :

DYT FC: Anollec Jie, Angela Jie, Jac, Jane, Helen,Huimin,wenzii and many more

SP Friend : CM, Chooyi, Benjamin ect ect ( some of them i know them but they probably wont know mi ba~ hahahaha!!! is ok ^^)

MSN Friend: Alan kor ( MIA for long time le... hahaha~ dunnoe where he goes-.- hope everything is fine with him ^^)

And all my old friends : Darling xian tao, Jaysen, Ivan, Jun Xiang, Rei Kun, Mummy baosheng, Ahma Penny, Er Ma Si hui and ect ect.

welcome guys!!! welcome to my life~ heex!!!! i hope all of my friend will nv leave mi alone anymore ^^ i know they wont right?

i m really looking v forward to 2010. sincerly hope that it will be a v v v good year for all of us... and wish every1 go through a happy and healthy life!!!! yea~


HAPPY 2010 NEW YEAR!!!!!

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wa!!! is been a century ever since i updated my blog... hahaha!!!! actually i have alot of things wants to share it here... but i m so lazy to upload all the pic that i have. how? btw on 19 dec - 23 dec my family dear and i went to Star curise Libra... we travelled from Singapore to KL , KL to Phuket and Back to Home(s'pore). The best part of the curise is that we can get down of the curise and go shopping!!! hahaha~ din brought anything at all as there is nothing much to buy at all... all those things are damn ex... so din manage to buy any of the items~ but i do enjoy going down to of the curise as the cruise is damn boring for us~ we have been lottering ard the cruise for days and we cannot find any place where we can stay for long de. all we do is to eat and go back to our cabin and play blackjack,21dian,UNO,Monopoly(rent from the curise),play Mahjong. That all we can do... damn really sian... and the boat starts to shake left and right when we are heading phuket and cames back to singapore... all of us haves sea sick badly... hahaha!!!!

and on chirstmas day, dear drove mi to DYT bdae party and we helped DYT celebrate his birthday... and i m so gald that i able to attend the event~ brough dear there too... he helps my fansclub to video all the proccess of the event. Must really Thanks him so much. Muackz dear!!! we play alots of games with DYT and talk alot alot with him... really enjoyed ourself damn much there!!!! hahaha!!!! After DYT event, we went to dear's uncle house for another round of party~ slack there and have some fun till nitex... and dear offer his grandmother that he wants to bring her home. and his grandmother is so happy while sitting in the car she keep pray for dear -.- LOL!!!! but she is always so sweet to her grandchild~ but too bad some of her grandchild does not know how to fufil her at all. that was the sad part. hahaha~ nvm la!!! after bring back dear 's grandmother we went back home and have a rest. What an long day for us~ hahaha!!!!

really enjoyed myself on those days~ 2010 is coming in 2 days time... Guys what are ur plans? I really hope 2010 will be a good year for me~ everything goes smoothly and nothing much happen on my life!!!! hahaha~ anyway, Wish u guys a :

HAPPY 2010 NEW YEAR!!!!!

hmmm~ recently emo has come to mi quite often... esp in the afternoon eversince ytd noon~ i seriously dunnoe what happen. i m really v v v tired =( can some 1 just help mi and accompany mi to walk pass??? haix~ i m so sick... i m just not getting well at all... haix~ now then i know ppl will start to change when days goes by... esp ur close ones~ one day they will start to leave u futher and futher away.... haix~ shall i also start to become another person too??? i m simply missing my oldself... i tis few mth i have saw alot alot of things happen ard mi... is this part of grow.. if tis is so... i really dun wish to grow up at alll.... i jus want to be a kid... haix~ last time i just dun understand those adults says...now i simply understand alot alot... haix =( suan le~
life is full of obstacle... i must go through every1 of them myself~

last fri went to zoo with Jason, Ivan, Xiang, Rei Kun, dear and kai yuan.... all of us met up at 8 plus and headed down to the zoo~ went to each and every animal cage to visit them... have an wonderful day~ but when we are waiting for the seal performance it starts to rain and make us all wet like as if we are playing rain like tat... hahaha.... ivan is the worse de he have no umbrella and he walks in the rain... i see le bu she de... so ask him to come and share the umbrella with us... and all of us decided to go off and headed back home~

i will upload the pic tonight... jus wait^^

weeee~ i know how to lock post le!!!!! hahaha~ saw jaslin writing abt locking post. i guess alot of ppl starts to ask her how she can lock post that y she wrote there ba... she even do screenshots and teach us how.... so sweet of her. NOW i can post secrets in my blog lo~ hahahaha....

btw... so long din come and blog le... have been damn busy de~ also no time to come up and blog lo~ driving lesson starts to go smooth for mi le. but i still need alot alot of prac then can... keep forget tis and tat!!!! wth~ i m so worry of TP lei... haix!!!!!! hope everything will be fine soon ^^

nth to say le. cya soon.

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tml will be the day!!!! i will be going to chalet with dear and friends lo~ weeeeee.... lets pray hard that next three day there will be no rain esp on sat nite... ****pray pray**** tml going to take half day off to bring down my things to the chalet.... tis is the first time i m going chalet wif dear!!! i m so happy^^ hope it will be a fufuil one... heeex. i shall take alot of pic in the chalet too... hahaha~ i shall blog more after i m back from chalet... heeex~


ytd went for driving lesson and the day topic is blind spot... wao~ blind spot is not a easy job to do man. hahaha!!!!! i was so nervous and messy when i starts to drive myself with my instructor on the road. OMG!!! i nearly got accident with an taxi sia...wth -.- but is fun after all... heex ^^ looking forward to next lesson... weeee~

left 4days and i m going for chalet le... weeee~ so looking forward. although is not mine and is dear's but i v long nv staying in a chalet le. is been yrs le... i remember last time when i was young we use to stay in the chalet on our school holidays... and dun need to do homework all tat~ all we need it to play~ yea!!!! hahaha~ but ever since we are able to go oversea often... we din stay in chalet anymore. so sad. i hope this is a successful one ^^

p.s this is the first time i going to chalet with dear~ weeee!!!!!

I always tot that driving is an easy job, nothing much to do... but it dun seems like tat when i started driving myself. today was my second lesson on driving and was ask to drive on a straight road and in the centre of the lane!!! but no matter how i try the car will jus move to the side!!! and brakes i know i must do wat step but i just can coordinate my leg and mind~ haix!!!

hope next prac will be a good one then :(

i m so tired this whole week~ i guess i will be even more tired for the rest of the week till i got my TP!!!! sian~ i hope i can faster got it then i dun need to go to the stupid sch anymore le~ hahaha!!! this sat will be my 1st lesson of the driving prac... Hope the teacher will be kind. HAHAHA!!!! because i m a slow learner ma... and always so stupid do wrong things. Haix~

tml is dear de TP le!!! wish him all the best in his TP~ must pass oh!!! then we can drive call everywhere~ weeee!!! looking forward to that day ^^

y cant he just understand my ku xing???? i really think tat spending so much money just to stay at chalet is really not worthing~ yes i know he will invite alot of ppl come to this chalet. BUT u guys think izzit worth spending 1000+ dollar jus for a chalet? i tink is not worth lei~ dun say abt this money... when we stay there, we still have to buy food,drink ect ect. all also money sia!!!! where to find all those money??? work for so long also cannot manage to earn so much of money in a short time sia~ he jus cant understand =( haix~ forget it... wat he want to do just go and do it. i dun want to care le~ haix +.+

I m back~ lots of stuff to say and lots of pics to show =) No futher a do,Lets Start.

On Last Sat(10/10/09)

Last sat is our class gathering, Do alots of stuff. Went to market early in the morning with mum, brought prawn, sotong, corn and potato home. Carry all those stuff to the car can make mi die off... HAHAH... because i damn heavy sia... alot of veg and fish for home too~ omg!!! At ard 9plus, dear called mi and where m i. i told him i at market, he ask mi y i din wake him up as he wants to follow us to the market. Then i say i dun even know he wants to follow us to the market. so i ask him to wait for mi at my house. we went back and we carry all those things home and took our breakfast. after taken our breakfast dad say he wants to bring ah ma back to our house awhile. so went to help mi to carry ah ma back home. Then mum,sis,mi and dear went to 800+ to buy drinks ect for later's gathering. after everything was done went back home to prepare and waited for catering our food. at ard 6 plus food came and my friend one by one comes in. And my parents went to my uncle's house warming. SO we are all alone at home.Wee~ Dear started to help us to girll all the food and we start to eat. chatted alot alot with friend whom we lost contact few yrs ago. every1 have change!!! change till so Gentle man,nv like last time talking =) we took lots of pics. heex.

Faris And his GF with ah ma, mummy and Er ma.

Happy Family~

Mi And "Daddy"~

Grp photo for the day with All who went to the gathering =)

Thank si hui~ Tis is pretty nice done ^^

On Tue Movie Gathering(13.10.09)

Today after work, went to meet dear and we headed down to AMK mrt to meet the rest of them. when we reach saw Ivan and Rei kun are there waiting. I and dear went to Cheer to buy some food but din manage to buy anything as inside nothing much to buy. so dear decied to buy bubble tea next to the cheer store. after brought we went back to find ivan and rei kun and waited for the rest. After a few min, Jason came and say Jun xiang and Xian tao will be late. so we deiced to go and look at the movie time first. when there all the timing are so late and no nice movie to watch. So we decided to watch cloudy with a chance of meatball at 7.40pm. Call darling and xiang and check if they can reach by that time. and they agree to. so we went to buy the tickets and they left only 3Ds so brought and pop corn ect.waited for them awhile and went in to the theater. We were given a so call glasses to wear in order to see 3D. at first wore the glass not use to it... keep feeling giddy....but at the back its ok. after watching the movie all of us feel so cold till all of us keep shiver.LOL!!! so we decied to go out of the hub and find food... walk and walk... finally we settle down and all of us ordered satay for dinner. while eating we chatted alot and took some pics. but darling not use to the smell of onion, we decide to go to Cheng san CC to take pic and play awhile. took lots of pic over there and having lots of fun =) after our grp photo we decied to headed home as xiang needs to reach his camp b4 12. so took cab with dear home.

really enjoyed myself alot on that day =)

when darling queueing for her POP Corn~


Wait for the rest outside of the Pets Lover shop.


Random shots.

Ivan and Mi~

Dear and me!!!

Our dinner!!!

Mi and Jason!!!

Mi and Xiang~

Surround by guys!!! wahahaha^^

Friends 4ever~ weee!!!

Our grp photo of the day^^V

Thanks every 1 for this two day. I really enjoyed myself so much this few days =) i hope we will have more outing or gathering too~ and dun lose contact o!!! ^^

ytd nitex, went up to msn and junxiang and jason invite mi in a chat. But i was away.. when i came back they have talk alot alot le. haha.. while we are chatting ivan and baox was also being invited to chat with us. talk lots of craps lot of memory... have a wonder chat ytd nitex... at ard 10 don came and invite us to another chat with more ppl inside. haha. we chatted even more. and i can see every1 is looking forward to the gathering tml... wahaha... i m so happy to sees that!!! i have nv thought that we will have a gather after so many yr. all of us has been not getting to see each other for yrs le wor~ haha... 4 yrs le. and this ideal jus suddenly pops out of my mind and we start planning till now... i really hope tml 's gathering will be a sccuessful one. pray hard. i miss sec life i miss all my classmate. no matter how they are bad last time. i still misses them so so so much. if we can get teachers to come to our gathering that will be even great. but too bad none of us have our teacher's no. hahaha. time really flies. i hope you guys will enjoyed yourself tml!!! huarry~

how are u recently? how is ur sickness??? i really hope everything is fine over there. hmmm. you so long din comes up le and no news on you, now only can do is to wait for ur online. i dunnoe have to wait till how long~ but i sincerely hope that you are ok =) always wanted to ask you, do you miss mi? hahaha =D i miss you kor!!! do you still treat mi as mei mei?=X no matter yes or no it really doesnt matter la. =) as long i do it is fine~ hmmm... i starting to miss ur scolding le =S
crazy mi!!! hahaha.

anyway kor, i will be always be here praying that u are fine! you take care!!! hope to see you online soon =)

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this few days have been suay days for mi!!! first is phone drop, after that on1 willing to comfort mi and instate scolding mi so much. i just want to say, PHONE WANT TO DROP ALSO NOT MY PROBLEM!!!!! PHONE DROP LE I ALSO V HEART PAIN MA!!!!! ALOT OF THING INSIDE MY HP LEI =(.... who will actually knows my feeling? haix!!! after dropping phone, being scolded for no reason. WTF. u think i m a hitting bag izzit?? not happy come scold mi.. i also have feeling de lor.. arrrgghhh!!!!!! i m tired le!!! y happy day couldnt stay with mi longer? haix~ suan le. i better stop b4 u all also gets affected by mi. Cya guys.

p.s guys, dun worry abt mi... i guess this is the only place for mi to say out all my feeling le ba... heeex =)

Tis few days, nothing much happen. Only can say, dear is addicted to Mahjong ever since i allowed him to play with his friend. Almost every week , he will request to play mahjong with his friend. As if he is v rich.... hahaha... same as ytd, he came to my house at ard 2 plus and chio dad and bro to play with us. Played till 7pm and end. At first i win some money and at the end i lost $3 dollar =.= My luck all gone at the second round of the game. LOL!!!! i also v long din play le.. haha. my bro play till pek cek... because he lost 10dollar of his pocket money..... hahahha... enjoyed ytd mahjong~ hope dear enjoyed too =)

tonight we are going to fetch ah ma for dinner. as her early birthday celebration we din manage to go. as we went to cameron highland. hahaha =X luckily her birthday is tml, so we decied to bring her out for dinner. so long din see her le. also dunnoe how is she. Hope everything is fine =)

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA. loves lots. muackz

Last sat went to cameron highland with my family to spent a long weekend~ went there for 3days.

Day1.
Early in the morning woke up at 3am to get prepare and queue for toliets to get bath b4 getting out of the house. After bathing , at ard 5plus went out of the house and depart to Golden mile centre to wait for our busses. As they are going to leave Golden mile centre to Tuas Custom on 6am sharp. so waited awhile there and the bus came so all of us went up and depart to Tuas Custom. After done with the malaysia custom, we are suppose to find our busses as we took a different bus to the custom. Walk the whole stretch of road, din manage to see our guide holding the bus no. And my mum is so gan jong as if we are left behind like tat -.- LOL!!! walk a few times up and down we manage to find the guide holding our bus no. then my mum cools down. LOL. went quickly to the bus and waited for the rest~ while waiting my mum took out a bag of bread!!! so all of us to 1 and have it. after we done with the bread, the guide told us that they will bring us to have our breakfast in the journey of 50mins. reached our 1st destination and took our breakfast- fried carrot cake. yumm yumm... after everything, took a v long journey to cameron highland. When we reached cameron highland is the time of 6pm le. can imagine we sat at the bus nearly 12hr? hahaha... took a nap in the bus too~ after reaching they took us to a so call "market" to take a look on what they sells.. and we found alot of different of fruits :) after that we went to have our dinner~ huhu!!! then it starts to rain heavily and make the weather even cooler!!!! so shiok~ hahaha...

travelling to malaysia custom~

having some bread b4 having our breakfast!!! yumyum^^

this is how he is eat all the carrot cake!!! hahaha

look at all this cane chair. Seldom can see here!!!!

Cameron Apple :)

carrot ^^ seen this type of carrot b4?

Day2

The second day of the trip~ start to prepare everything on 6.45am and went for dinner on 7plus. have a light breakfast on that day!!!! and we went of to visit places on 9am. first place- we went to see roses. Where is my auntie fav places. hahaha... she love flower alot alot. LOL.... went there and walk ard. and beacause she love the roses. at the end we have to rush like hell to the bus because we are the last grp to go up the bus~ lol... The second place we went to see bees=.= my sis is so scared till she keep holding on to my hand so tight. alarmk!!!! when we finish walking the garden of the bees. she say" heng ar... finally end le... yea~" lol. And the destination is LUNCH!!!! yummy yummmy~ i was so hunger on tat moment, due to light breakfast in the morning. lol~ took our lunch happily~ after lunch, procced to our next venu. Is a Tea Plantation- we were able to go and touch all the teas. But it rain b4 we went there so the step was so slipperly and we were so careful of it... haha... and dad coudnt wait for ppl to finish walking down, he decied to come up in between the tea and make us so worry the he will fall in any moment of it... OMG~ after the Tea Plantation, went to look at Cataus, stawberry and went to their night market... just like our pasa malam and went for steamboat for our dinner!!! yum~ and that is the end of our day~

Happy Family~

Day 3.

Home sweet home~

i m so tired of my life le. i feel so hopeless now!!!!! i really dunnoe wat to do now... how i wish i can slp le and nv wake up again~ really wish really wish~ haix.... i tink is time for mi to tink abt my life le~ tink of my future, wat future i wish to have, think abt my future how is it... ect ect.


i guess is really time le ba~ :(

yea!!! left 3 days and i m going to cameron highland for some relaxing lo~ look foward man. hahaha. i guess i look too forward le ba... i keep tinking tml is sat le. OMG~ do i really so wish to go out of singapore lei... tink so!!! i hope after the 3 day at malaysia, i come back i have the motivation to face everything le. hope so ba =). OH ya!!! on 10 oct we are organizing class gathering and BBQ for 4C1 o~ i hope all of u will come!!!! we all really v long nv meet see each other le wor... is like ever since we graduate till now... most of us din get to meet up... is being 4 yrs le. is a long time neh. Let meet up and have a chat... i really hope this time is a successful 1. i m praying v hard now. hahaha... see ya guys soon lo~

early in the morning i ON my office computer and went up to facebook as i reach office early today. when the moment i went in to the facebook, i saw there is some notice. so went to take a look, i really nv tink that my friend will post our sec 1 pic up!!!! OMG~ is so unglam lor. i m so nerd tat time. hahaha...

this was the pic that my friend posted. when the moment i saw this pic i was so shock and i was screaming in my office as if i m in my home. hahaha.. so paiseh. LOL. but after seeing this pic lots of memory came back and lots of us have change alot alot. some of the friend are lost of contact and some are still contacting each other. Really hope one day all of us 4C1 can get back together and have a good chat with each other. hahahaa...

last few day went to take a look at my e-mail and happen to see a video which i tink is meaningful lo. All of us have ups and downs in our life, but when we are in the downs of our life we tends to give up on everything. But we shldnt do it. those handicape are so strong in their life even they have no hand nor legs. they even stand up strong no matter how many times they fell. they will just try again and again. i really think we shld learn from them and this is a good lesson for mi even all of us to learn. jia you everyone~ they can make it so do we!!!!

last few day, happen some unhappy things... din want to make my blog a dead blog so ddecied not to update those unhappy thing le la... hahah.... todayy woke up at 11am and nothing to do rot at home... and suddenly decided to do pop corn and pull my sis to help out,we tried twice! first time unsuccesful as it turn black in a few mins time. hahaha... guess we put too little of oil le ba. that y it become chao da~ the second time we decied to put more oil and it works. damn happy de. But the sad thing is that my home doesnt have honey all we can put is salt. i dun really like to eat salty pop corn so dun really ate much. hahaha... after doing the pop corn, dad and mum decied to bring us to malaysia and play on the 19 sep. wohooo~ after disscussion we decied to go cameron highland le~ weeeee!!! finally i can relax myself le!!! yes yes~ i m looking damn forward de sia... hahaha... 14 days to go~ jia you!!!!!! =)

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　　你用心体会事物，是十分感性的人。你十分在意自己的感受，通常凭感觉来判断事情。因此，有时候你的看法容易带有主观性。你很重视自己的感觉以及你给别人的印象，你让人感觉随和、优雅。

C 测试结果：十分理性的人

　　你是十分理性的人，无论做什么事情，都要考虑周全再去行动。你具有很好的抽象思维能力和理解力，是精通电脑、擅长益智游戏的那种人。但是，由于你的大脑里考虑的问题过多，处理事情时花在判断上的时间似乎比别人更长。




u tink is accurate anot.. haha.. i tink mine is damn accurate de =)

心理问来提来咯~ 测测 感性 vs 理性？

想象，在空无一人的房间的角落里，躺着一只小布熊。孤零零的小布熊嘴里嘟囔了一句话。它说了什么呢？
　　A) 我为什么在这个地方呢？
　　B) 我究竟是谁呢？
　　C) 我以后会怎样呢？



come back with the answer at nitex. remember to take o. really v accurate~

Happy 3yr Anniversary Laogong~

I really enjoy myself today. muackz....


tml is exam le~ every1 jia you lo!!!! after all my exam i will come and do updates. cya~

wao... is been a century ever since i blog le ba... seriously too many things to say le... and i dunnoe where to start and where to end... ahahaha... recently is damn stress de... stress abt wat lei... stress abt my school exam, personal matter and work lor... stress till all my pimple all pop out le la xD. exam is round the coner and every1 is so busy studying it.. and can see ppl are even stressful then mi sia. hahaha... every1 jia you lo... holiday is on our way!!!!! weeeee~

JIA YOU TO ALL OF U!!!!!!

06 Aug 09

hmmmm..... ytd dad went downstair to burn praying things, while he walking down he saw two cat looking at something secretly. and dad din notice anything wrong b4 he saw an hamster stand up and ask help from him. OMG!!! whoes hamster run away from home~ aiyoyo.... luckily my home still got a small cage lo... haix... wanted to feed him de lei... but i really have no time to take care of him.... every weekday have to work and study and weekend has to busily go driving centre to do all those trial test lo... haix... i start to miiss my two beloved hamster.... they are simply so cute... OMG!!!! but no choice still have to ask my sis friend to take back home and feed him... wish the hamster has a new life in his new house. =p



i m simply tired of my life. i seriously dunnoe where i have done wrong le. haix... she can sms ppl chat wif ppl happily y not mi? i dunnoe la... 8 yr friendship izzit so fragile ma... tat i m here helping and she there thinking i m harming her... haix.. i dunnoe... m i wrong le??? but i din regret wat i have done. but for your sake i try not to do anymore le... i really wish to give upp le~ i m tired le... not healthy tired but is mentally tired. my heart is bleeding every single day and i use to smile to myself in the mirror of mine, but these 1mth plus i simply cant. haix.

07 Aug 09
wahhhhh..... ytd do DB work till 2am then slp sia... early in the morning wake up as if i m dream walking like tat =.= lol!!! whole morning head is spinning round and round de... really tot i m sitting on a roller coaster... haha... today is really boring day lo... i have nothing to do in office. and no1 is free to talk to mi lo~ i have lots of spider web on my body le lo... haix. any1 willing to come and talk to mi b4 i sees lots of chang ying infornt of mi... and let mi play wif them ar... hahaha... i m a wu tou chang ying now!!! sian.... anyway.. darling jia you for your work lo... left 11 days le... u can make it de... jia you jia you!!! after tis tink u can rest for awhile le ba... haha... u faster finish your work ba... i got alot of things to say lei~ tis few days also cannot talk to u suddenly bu xi guan lor... LOL!!! anyway.. jia you ba =)

last 2 days i have enjoyed myself so much... on fri mi and darling went to Kbox to sing!!! so long nv get to sing le. haha... we were so high while we were singing. and we wander ard at marina square, Suntec city, bugis street and illuma. we chatted alot alot and took alot alot of pics. i really v enjoy talking to darling. and i ask darling if she wants to accompany mi to watch firework on sat. and she rejected mi.... i was so sad that nitex and told dear abt it then dear sees mi so sad as he know i wanted to sees fireworks long ago and he agree to go wif mi... i m so happy when he say tat. i really din expect he will agree to accompany mi go.... hahaha... thanks dear~

on sat waken up in the afternoon. call dear and ask him how to meet him and he told mi he has to go praying wif his mum first. concidence my parents also want to go for praying so i decided to go with them instaed of following dear. while i m praying, darling called mi and ask mi where m i, and ask mi want to go fireworks wif her anot since she is also outside le... i was even more happy at time and looking forward.. after everything i brought my sis to city hall and meet dear and darling. but darling was late. so she ask mi to go to book place first. so we went over first, and saw so many ppl there waiting le. faster find place and sit down. waited awhile ask dear go help mi to bring darling to come and bring us. heex. as she is a 路痴. she dunnoe her way. lol. then perfomance starts we were enjoying it so much, suddenly darling saw her friend and went over and talk to them. then when the fireworks is abt to start darling came back le... and suddenly then fireworks starts to boom at the sky... wahhhh is so beautiful man. haha... i have recorded it down and upload on facebook le. heex. any interested can go and take a look o~ after everyting we went for our dinner and went back home. is being a tiring day for us but we enjoyed alot. seriously =P

p.s i shall upload some pic when i reach home... haha...

just now went to see darling friend facebook.... and happen to see video of them performing... and suddenly a thing come up to my mind... i v long nv go watch musical concerts le... ever since 娘惹之恋!!! haha... is been month le... sian... last time during sec time our choir teacher will bring us to watch concert de... but now grads le... also seldom watch get to watch musical concerts le...haha... now i only looking v forward to darling's club de concert... then i can sit at the audience seat look at her playing her instrument... pretent she is playing for mi to watch only... wahaha...( tink i m crazy rite.. indeed i m. Wahaha.) i will wait for the day to arrived. hope it will be soon lo~ heex

anyway. this last week is a bad week for mi man. alots of unhappy thing happen!!! at first is my rs problem, then sloved le jiu my colluage problem, then something tat i feel bad and sad de most.. hmmm... alothoug my rs and my collauge problem has sloved. but the last matter dun seems to be settle... everyday have to wait for replies from tat person. really sick and tired of waiting... although in my sms i written that can reply after tat person have top up her Hi Card. but the waiting is terrible... i seriously dun like... hmmm.... i have explain to u le... and u ask mi not to tink too much and dun worry to much... but now the problem liase on u ar... i cannot dun mind lei... u are v important to mi... and i only left u by myside supporting mi le... haix... i dunnoe how la... i will wait till the day u willing to talk to mi =x ***pray hard***

i seriouly missing school life where i have lots of friend to play wif. i m so regreting for not cherising my school life!!!!! now regret le also no use le... i misss alot alot of friend... i v v v v v long nv let myself being real High mood!!!!! when can i ever have tis feeling all over again~ tink long long time then have tis chance le ba.... i m so jealous seeing ppl so happily playing wif their friend no matter where they are and wat they doing... haha... i tink when i m with DYT fans club then i can find back all this feeling le ba...(: hahaha.... really enjoy being wif them everytime... maybe we all supporting the same person and we all have same topic to say ba... haha... looking forward for our next gathering soon (:

last sat my mum,my sis , dear and Mi when to NDP NE1 rehersal to watch the show. BUT!!!!! when we are happily waiting for the Firework!!!! Guesss wat???????? it starts to rain like cats and dogs... and we were running in the rain while the firework is bombing!!!!! haha... is like so funny lor... LOL !!!! want to go and see again wif darling... must bring her out often... i want her to be happy always (:

keep happy darling ... cheers.

i really dunnoe how to describe my feeling this few days lei... my feeling is so fu za!!!! is not my problem wat for i get so sad? i really thinks tat i m crazy... haix. maybe i have high hopes on that things ba... and it nv come out to wat i tinks. that y i m so dissapointed. trying to help but it seems useless... but i also cannot blame tat person... maybe it is really dissapointed in the relationship le ba... just sincerly hope tat that person can stand up fast fast. our heart seems like link tgt de... she gets sad automatically i will jus feel sad. when she happy i sure will feel happy for the whole day.. OMG!!!! so 邪门！！！really hope everything will be fine v v v v v v soon ba...

ytd nitex went out wif darling... and we chatted alot... she recently is so down so decided to ask her come and chat wif mi... i promise her to make her smile but i din do it... really feel abit bad.. i seems like peeling of her skin instate of helping her... X) i m sorry darling... but i hope after u say out le u will feel much more better le (: both of us took some pic at the bugis street... lets show see pictures ba... heex

i m really tired of my life. everyday have to put a fake smile on my face. and lots of things there for mi to settle. i really dunnoe know how to settle~ really feel damn stresst rite now.. how i wish there a place that can let mi cry without ppl knowing and i can fa xie all my stress at the same time. i really dunnoe how long i still can handle myself b4 i explode into pieces!!! haix. hope not so soon ba~ after i settle everything then i tink i will really explode... really sick and tired of this life i ever have. haixxxxxx........... :(

i hope everything will be gone v v v soon~ darling u must be happy ok. i shall meet u up v v soon le. take care.

today so bored~ nothing to do... keep study for tml test... study till my head also grow big le~ haha... tml test every1 jia you o!!!!!

i need motivation!!!!

I need movtivation!!

i have lose my motivation on doing things le. Really seems retarded man. haix.

wat a boring day today... nothing to do in work... all i can do is to slack infornt of my computer man. lol. ytd went with dear to east coast park for our breakfast and lunch tgt. LOL!!! after eating we went to the sea side and walk walk. walk for awhile we went over to parkway parade to hang ard.. while reach parkway parade, i saw i pet shop. Inside have some cute puppies, which is the breed i like de. they are SO CUTE!! want to carry them all back home. haha. but i dun dare to feed pets le. one day they left mi le, i sure damn sad de lor. esp is dog!!! i dun want that day to happen. dunnnoe y have all these feeling~ maybe is beacause of my ham ham die not long ago ba. LOL!!! hope i will recover soon (:

Just now went to facebook and take a look, and happen to see my two ITE friend (gary and Pam) wedding pics. They are so sweet as usual. haha. so happy to see them getting a family of theirs. i truly wish them 永远甜甜蜜蜜，恩恩爱爱~

To Gary and Pam: I m not sure if u will read this, But i m happy to see u two having your own famliy rite now. The rest of your life u two must jia you o ~ ke fu all the obstacle infornt of u guys o! take care. hope to see you guys down the road with your beloved child. heex (:

My hamster die le... hur hur!!!! but he goes away v peacefully. wish him in another world will more happy then now=) actually i m not really sad.. not beacuase i m heartless... is because i know he will have a better life in the another world. thanks for being mi for this 1yr and 8mth. u take care in the another world =)

now got a problem.... who wants the hamster cage? i dunnoe how to handle it lei... if u guys have friends who have hamster and wish to change cage for his/her hamster... please come and tell mi ok... thanks.

wao... so long nv come update le wor... haha... also dunnoe recently busy wat sia.. haha. i m on my HOLIDAY le. WAHAHA!!! but 1 week is going to gone soon le. just now went to see 5566 video. the video that they went to 百万大歌星！sun xie zhi is damn clever de lei... he can sing so many song without lycris lei..wahhhhh.... then suddenly my mind came out all the memory that i have with them! all i want to say is "I MISS THEM V V V MUCH!!!" when can i get to sees them again??? haix... suan le. 世上没有不散的演习！！i believe they will come back v v v soon de. i want to listen to them sings again.haha.

i got 4 Jokes to share. if u guy dunnoe how to read chinese welll... all i can say you have miss somethings funny. huhu. hope these jokes can let you guys cheer up after your studies or works

Joke 1

蛇,蜘蛛,蚂蚁,蜈蚣在家打麻将,然后没烟了,蛇说,我没脚,我不去,蚂蚁去吧,蚂蚁说,我才四只脚,蜘蛛八只脚,蜘蛛去吧,蜘蛛说,我脚再多也多不过蜈蚣啊,蜈蚣无奈就去了,一个小时过去了,蜈蚣没回来,两个小时过去了,蜈蚣还是没回来,蛇出去看看是怎么回事,刚开门看到蜈蚣在门口,就很生气的问:"你怎么还在门口啊?"蜈蚣很生气的说:"让我去,也得等我把鞋穿好啊!"

Joke 2

一天深夜,一个年轻女子经过一个精神病医院时,突然后面传来"哇"的一声,女子扭头一看,一个一丝不挂的男子正向她追来.女子吓的拔腿就跑,男子一直紧追不舍,不好,前面是一条死胡同,女子万念俱灰,跪在地上苦苦哀求到:"你想干什么就干什么吧,求你千万不要杀我."男子狡猾的一笑,然后说到:"真的吗?那你现在开始追我."

Joke 3

一个农父的女儿长的实在太丑了,嫁不出去,然后,爸爸就让她去田地里吓乌鸦,没想到,她不但把乌鸦吓的再不敢来了,还把三只乌鸦吓的把以前偷的东西也全送了回来.

Joke 4

某球队队员,刚生了个小孩,全体队员都去为他的小洗礼,突然,小孩从母亲手里滑落,说时迟那时快,守门员,在离地几厘米的地方,接住了孩子,所有人都松了一口气,手门员得意的站起来,拍了拍手,习惯性的,一个大脚,把"球"开了出去

end of the jokes. hope you enjoy it.. huhu... cya another day.

my heart breaks when i receive a news from my friend!!!! twice chances has pass by mi!!!! my wishes have been break one by one just because some restrictions. ahhhhh..... when will i have the chance to do wat i wish... haix.... want to go mad le.... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. wat a really shocked news!!!!! i really dunnoe how to describe the feeling i having now.. haix!!!!! suan le dun blog liao take care.

Singapore arts festival came to Yishun and perform fireworkks wor. my famliy,dear and mi went to watch it jus now and ytd. huhu. i love fireworks. the fireworks is damn pretty... i seems like booming to my face. It is so scary yet beautiful. wanted to take some photo, so that i can post up here. but din manage to take a nice one! so decided not to post up le.. haha. sorry la. those of u din manage to see it. i only can say u all waste a great chance to watch a firework at heartland. xD
i got to go bed le... haha. nitex nitex guys.

i finally slacking le... haha... not so busy liao... after this week i will have more time to do more things. haha.

i decied le. i m going to block u le. i wont distrub u anymore le. i dunnoe what happen. i hope to listen to good words from u... but i m always get dissapointed. in order not to get any more dissapoinment for u... i decied to block u la... and make you out of my life =) u take care... 我们有缘再见咯。

i m back with the answer:

A) “严厉苛刻的老师”
　　当你遇到挫折的时候，会想快点找到倾诉的对象，而你的身边也有几个值得信赖的好朋友，可以分享你的悲喜与所有心事。所以你算是个幸福的人，情绪很快就能平静下来，这都要感谢那些陪伴你走过来的好友们。不过，有时也要带来一些快乐的消息，不要让大家常常沉浸在你的悲苦之中！

B) “长相凶恶的警察”
　　当你想要找人吐苦水时，会先选择时机与对象，确定不会打扰到别人时，你才会将心事说出来。也因为你的贴心，别人不会认为听你诉苦会是件讨厌的差事，反而会乐意分担你的忧愁。而你也深深知道这种精神支持的重要性，会在朋友需要帮助的时候，适时伸出援手，当个好听众。
C)“不欢而散的旧情人”
　　你是个比较纤细敏感的人，会为了几句无心的话语，而难过许久。可是你又不想打扰别人，所以会将事情搁在心上，直到遇见你认为可以放心倾吐的对象，就会像开闸水坝，尽情宣泄。所以平常交情的朋友，是无法了解你内心的痛苦，只有最亲近的人，才会知道你真正的感受。

D) “对之有愧的债主”
　　你挺爱面子的，如果有人让你当面难堪，可是一件了不得的大事，你会觉得难以忍受，心中会一直挂念此事。可是你的自尊心很强，绝对不会在众人之前有任何反应，而会将情绪压抑下来，带回家，在无人的时刻，再慢慢检视自己的伤口。没人见过你脆弱的那一面，因为你总是隐藏得很好。

shall we do some 心理测验呢?

你最怕在梦中见到谁呢？
　　A、严厉苛刻的老师
　　B、长相凶恶的警察
　　C、不欢而散的旧情人
　　D、对之有愧的债主

ok... u guys think your answer first... i tml will be back wif answer o.. heex =P

i really need your support in wat ever i have done. do you know when u say all thoes thing infornt of my jus now, i feel hurt. beacause both of u are really damn important then mi. that y i supports him lots. do you know on sat he saw us waiting for him till late he came and ask us to go back and ytd we went to say bye bye to him and he is on the bus and he unable to talk to us he even use his hand phone and type for us too see wat he wants to convey to us. and he doesnt need to do it ar..bt he still do it jus!!! this is the caring that i have nv get from other ppl ard mi. he really cares abt alot for us and we also care abt him. that is the feeling that i have nv get it from 5566 last time. really. i really hope u can understand.=)

where shall i start. has been as busy ever since last week. this two weekend i m also busy with appointments. oh dear. after i finish busying i shall let myself rest abit. haha. recently also seldom come and update. beacause i have been attending lots of event. and beacause of these event, i get to know lot of new friends. which i long wish to have. i will treasure them lots.

girls, i know u all have been reading my blog. we 袋鼠will nv separte forever. we are always the best. we must work hard for xiao dai!!! makes him more and more popular. we must!!!!! jia you 袋鼠!! jia you xiao dai!!!

tml have to go toa payoh HDB Hub and support xiaodai for his performance. haha. i actually can see two artist that i like~ that will be xiao dai and xiao zhu. omg. i hope we are close to the stage so that we can sees their faces!!!! haha. looking forward to it. tml i will not be able to blog le. i will be home v v v late. lol. i try to take pic and let u guys see. heex.

when will i be not so busy le... haix.... busy and tired. but time really goes v v v fast. wahaha. the moment i step in to office i will just start to do work all the way till i off work. lol. dunnoe how come recently so many work have to do. haha. hope things end fast. huhu. weekend is coming!!!!
hurray~

Happy birthday MUMMY!!!!!! i love you lots... muackzzzzzz~

oh dear... i notice those ppl gotten H1N1 virus at our country were all from USA lei!!!! lol.... is the situation of H1N1 in usa getting more and more serious le??? but luckily... this virus dun kill ppl anymore le. as long go and cure it... so we still can go travel as usual le... huhu!!! i love to travel!!! singapore is really damn boring lo... must go other country and take a look of their 风景and their 文化!!! i m waiting to going oversea this year... haha...

wa!!!!! so many days nv come and update le wor. haha. so busy during weekends and today. wao~ i tink i shld not say wat i have done on my weekend le... but i can say is 充实的!!! haha... today early in the morning went down to our store to do some hard work!!! haha!!! although is tired but is always better sitting in office and facing the computers. do all the hardwork still 4 plus man... OMG!!! damn tired de.haha. better goes to bed now b4 tml becames panda~ nitex nitex guys muackz.

i wish to dedicate this lycris to my dear and all of u...

永远不说再见

我们的世界用记忆相连
你如果一想我
我一定听得见就算你在地球另一边
两颗心之间是近还是远
这如果是谜语距离是一眨眼
我绝不会忘了这一天
一听见再见
你就红了的双眼
我现在就答应你
永远也不说再见
我的心寄放在你身边
到我回来的那一天
思念如果乘以时间
我觉得答案是永远
我那说不出口的再见就是我对你的誓言
因为如果你想问
爱要多久
那会是一万年
不说再见
我和你分开那一点
到现在也远的看不见
但是当我闭上双眼
爱会出现
你知道吗
我可以忍住
暂时没有你的空虚
也可以飞到地球的另一个岛屿
只要你相信
说再见
是为了之后在看到你
为了再回到你我的天地
是你给我一种免疫力
好像天塌了也没关系
今天起我答应你
说爱你是我们的见面礼
不管你怎麽想
这句话我不会忘记
这一秒到永远
你是我爱情的首部曲

i hope u guy can go and listen to this song. the lycris is really nice. heex.

later after work still have practical test lei... sian la... hope it is simple lo. haix. 我忍~~~ left 2 more weeks jiu holiday lo... hurray!!! i m waiting for the day... then during holiday some of my friends will be at bali island enjoying their life. and see xiao dai every single day. omg so xin fu!!! next time i also want. wahaha. i believe i have the chance de la... rite?

huhu. 1 more days to weekend le wor.. yes!!!! wait so long liao... hehee... i m looking forward to sun beacause i can see xiao dai again le... for 2 event lei... we all willl have to rush here and there but it will be happy and xin fu de la... haha...

oh dear. i start to miss korkor le... omg... y ar... i also dunnoe.. haha... dun care le la... maybe to long nv come distrub mi le. oh dear i just remember i so long nv play my freeralm le lei... haha... really so busy till no time to play sia... after everything i want to go back and play play awhile. heex. soon some1 will say dissapointed on mi le... haha... =S

aiyoyoyo.... singapore got our 1st H1N1 virus le.. oh dear... so fast spread till our country le. omg!!! now go out really have to be careful liao lo... luckily i m ok le. heng ar... you guys reading my blog... please take care wor... now the virus really come to our country le wor... soon will spread v v v fast de. so be careful whenever you go o. =)

i m looking forward to weekend!!!! huhu. 2 more day to weekend lo. wahaha.

exam is all over next week and the following week. omg!!! i m so tired le... then during two week holiday still have to do project and hand it in after sch re-open lo... where the hell can i find the time la... haix. suan le... this is the road i choose to go. so i shall walk it thru myself. jia you Joanne!!!

我真的活累了！！！！如果没有我家人，我男友，小戴 和一些朋友的话我真的已经离开这个有无聊又没意义的世界了。人生除了睡，学习，吃，上班就没有什么了！！！ 真的很无聊啊！！真厌倦这种生活啊！！！害！！！

tis few day has been consoling some1... and been thanking mi for being there when he needs it. i have been wondering if i really actually have a person who i can talk to and say my hearts out wif? i wonder and wonder.. there is no 1 i actually have to say all my heart out.... those ppl who are really really close to mi like my parents,my dear i dun even want them to worried for mi. my friends around mi have their own life. i also dun want to bother them. haix. and i have a conclusion and is to swallow all my sorrow all back to my heart. and keep it deep. and nv take it out over again. =)

tis few day so busy... tml have to hand in assigment, wed have to do online test, thur have next working practical test!!! OMG!!!! time not enought arrrrrhhhhh!!!!! haix. faster weekend come ba... haix... tired le. :(

today early in the morning went for Final Theory test. and wat??? i tink i better dun say... haha... after the test, my parents and i went to fetch my sis home from sch. went home after that. try doing some clips and play ard with adobe premier. so long nv touch le. haha. miss those day where we were doing projects. haha. ard 4plus went out to look for ah ma at my uncle house. so long nv sees her le. she seems to miss us lots. she saw us so happy. when we want to go home she feel so sad. i miss you too ah ma. after seeing ah ma , dad drove us to a 农场to see ppl 种菜!!! haha. mange to know some veg and herb that i nv get to see b4. :) after everything, finally we went to amk hub which is planned to go to after visiting my grandmother. the 农场is out of our plan de. haha. went to amk hub and shop at NTUC for two fans for home and my radio for my office. haha. waited for dear so long. when we nearly finishing our shopping then he come. waste time!!! then we went for dinner jiu go back home le... end of my day. nitexnitex

ps. i feel better le. no more headache but block nose still continuing. haix. hope i can recover v v soon. wish mi recover soon lo.

my sickness is getting from bad to worse le. ytd went to see doctor and notice i having a slight fever which i dunnoe till my temperature is taken by the doctor. And i have been drowsily spending my day. cant even concentrate on my work. WTH!!! hope i will recover real soon. v xin ku when fell sick lo. haix. GO AWAY FROM MI STUPID FEVER!!!!! SHOO

what happen to mi tis few days. keep get sick easily. haix. now also having bad headace lo. WTH!!!! i dun want to update le. i want to have a rest le. take care.

i recently notice that i m so zi lian sia. haha. share some zilian pic and that day concert here. heex



This is how far we sat. cannot see their face!


i look cute in tis pic... wahaha!!

i enjoy myself on that day!!!!

oh dear. i seems like hurt my back le. is so pain now. pain till i feel like crying le. hurhur!!!! hope tml morning i wake up will feel better le. u all can imagine i m lying on the chair wif my back up. so xin ku. after i finishing blogging i will go to bed and rest. pray hard i will recover tml... hurhur...

b4 going to bed i want to say something. i am so happy tonight. i was so hardworking for the past few days. and today i having a quiz. at first i was so worried that i might fail for my quiz. so i was so busy recalling. and wat!! i actually pass lei. but only 60% :( luckily teacher gave us another chance to do the quiz. then i slowly slowly do and recall wat i study last few days. And wat again, i did even better, i got 76% tis time round. i m so happy. beacause i didnt waste my time studying. and i habe did my best. haha. kor i hope u also feel happy for mi even though my mark is still v low. but i did my best le. there is still another quiz tml too. remember to say jia you to mi k? heex.

ok la... i better stop le. i m so xin ku. i want to cry liao. now happy 不起来了。haix.

actually today i have nothing much to update. went to dear house and i was so busy studying for my quiz tml. i really hope tml quiz is not too diffcult. heex. at nitex went to jurong to have dinner wif dear family, dear ah ma and his aunt. the food there is still ok la. but the noodles is sucky. haha. ok la. i dunnoe wat to update le. YTD I SAW DYT LE... wahaha. so happy to see him again. hope there is more chance lo... heez. i gtg le. take care.

剩下短短的3个半钟就要到音乐剧了。 真的好期待。虽然小戴你不会来我的部落格看，可是我还是想祝你晚上演出成功哦！！！ 加油小戴！！！

i m so excited. i will going to the musical concert soon le. i hope i can sees him from far and not see the screen. i have been waiting for this day ever since i brought my ticket last month. wahaha. i really dunnoe how to express my feeling right now. anyway i wont online tonight le. i will be enjoying myself inside the musical concert!! hurray.

kor, i have sent you the task u ask mi to do. remember to go check your mail k. heex.

i feel like banging the wall rite now!!!! jus only a simple task from kor kor. and i m cracking my brain so much. i believe tis even a pri sch student can do even better and faster then mi lor. :( i tink i can go die le. how come i m so stupid de. i dun even know if i write de is rubbish anot lor. wth!!! i found myself so unless every single day. i have been trying to make myself improve but i jus cannot make it. i have been always asking myself m i really going to remain as like tat? you know wat??? i can't even find my strenght in myself lei. such a failure i m. "do i really have to always been look down by others???" i often ask myself . and i always tell myself i have to work hard and not let ppl look down at mi anymore. BUT wat i have done?nothing for myself. often tinking that i m a simply a rubbish in tis world. i also cannot always rely on ppl ard mi rite? i really have wake up my mind le. i wont let myself in this state anymore. i swear!!!

I HOPE I WISHES WILL COME TRUE!!!! haha. i m sure u guys sure say mi crazy rite? go chase idol. but if idol dun have us how can get "hot" in the showbiz lei. haha. some time must like a little kid ma. only kid has lesser stresst then adult. haha. maybe we 1 day we are old we tink back those time i went to chase idol sence. maybe got lots of memories ba. haha. i m jus so crazy. and tat is mi!!! i wont grow up till the day i got my own family ba... wahaha. so wat if ppl are in university in my age.


anyway. 2 more day to perakeran Ball musical le... huhu!!! so excited. haha.


i know le la... chasing idol is only part of my life. i promise i wont make lose your face le. i will make myself grow de. i will do thing good. i will work in tis industrial soon. right after my poly.

early in the morning i came to office and i got a new saying DYT is going to bring group to bali. i was so happy and worried. i worried that my parents dun allow mi to go. i even dreaming that if i really able to go, i can see him everyday all that. haha. all the sence has been in my mind in the morning till lunch time. when lunch time i got my answer from my mum saying that i m not allowed to go. at the point i was begging her to let mi go. till a person agrees wat my mum say... WTH!!! i was so angry at that point. she even comment on DYT lor. WTF!!! i wont let ppl comment on my idol de lor. wat u know abt him? you know he is a person who really will come and chat wif us whenever he is free? and so wat if he dunnoes mi or us? but we know he can feel that we are supporting him. if u dunnoe anything abt DYT then stop commenting on him!!!! i wont let you, all tis ppl outside who dunnoe him say him bad!!!! so wat if his acting is not good?? ppl born out already know everyting meh?? u born u already know how to act le meh?? u born u already know how to work le meh???u born u already know how to talk how to read le meh?? everybody need time to learn what they dunnoe de ma. not like us dun even dare to do all tis all... you also told mi that i m young cannot go alone overseas. yes i agree that, but i want to be more independant since i already 20 tis yr le. i couldn't always relie on my parent always rite. i shld grow up now le rite? i wish 1 day i really go oversea myself without my parents anymore!!! I WANT TO GROW UP and not being A KID ANYMORE!!!!

ytd nitex my watch suddenly drop from the table to floor, and it is jus only a gentle fall. My watch strip actually broke. what does tis mean sia. i m worry lei.. the more i tink the more i worry. i really hope that i m tinking to much. :S please contact mi guys if u all really have tings happen.dun make mi worry here. espcially kor. i have no way to contact you and MSN is the only way i can contact you. when u online i feel happy. please take care. i saw the new here say USA alot of place affected wif Swine flu le. u seldom go out ba.stay at home play more freelream. haha.





Friends please take care although swine flu is not at our country. i really cross my finger and hope that every1 ard mi is healthy and fine. =P

oh dear... what happen to my didi and mi??? how come we become so moody tis few day? izzit beacause of mi who spread the moody to him lei... i also dunnoe. haha. today really have nothing to update lei...

Oh ya... i heard from my fan club that xiao dai is going to form group and bring us for a trip. huhu.... i really hope i can go!!!!! mummy please let mi go wif him. i will be v v v safe de... there will alot of ppl taking care of mi de... please!!!! i really pray hard le.... =S

i m tired le. time for mi to go bed le. 3 more day to musical concert!!!! looking damn forward de... hurray!!!

arrrrrggggghhhh. i m really v tired of my life. haix. how come so many ting are happening at time? early in the morning jiu got said by my boss. WTH!!!! wat i do wrong sia??? so early say mi..... ;( haix. enough of all tis rubbish le la. fan si le. when will all tis going to end. i really want to collaspe le.... arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i have a cong dong of leaving my world le la. :( wat a bad yr i ever have!!!!!

tis is the gift i recieve from my dear. muahaha. love lots.

i officially take away my Tag board le. :D any1 wants mi to link you e-mail mi ba. =)

Just came back from school. i m so happy tonight. i finally understand abit what teacher says le... hurray!!!!! i have been stuggling ever since the first day of lesson. i hope i can understand more each day i goes to school and i will work more harder for now on. i wont let myself fail anymore module and more le. i swear.



jus now i went to internet and search what is the different between processer. and i have learn a lesson from internet. now i know wat is the different between AMD and intel le. proceesor of AMD is for gaming , moving and home entertainment. and processor of Intel is more for video and photo editing. but intel is still the most popular till now. maybe tis can let you guys make a reference lo. heex. http://computerspot.net/which-computer-processor-is-better/

After work i went to dear house. and he brought for mi the tigger i wanted. i m so touch. omg. thanks dear. i love the gift lots. muackz. love u lots. i wanted to load the pic that the gift dear brought for mi de. but dunnoe y the bluetooth cannot read. sad ar... i upload tml ba...=S


tis few day really dunnoe wat happen ar... y i keep get scolding for any reason or not. haix. bad feeling lo. i m tired le. u promise dun talk to much le. ppl want anything jus let them have ba. i dun want to get anymore scolding. it is not nice at alll... =( fed up!!!!!

monday blues arhhh. i really dunnoe what m i doing tis two day. keep got scolded from either taxi uncle or stall uncle. hurhur. wth. how come i m so blur tis two day lei?? make mi so pai seh. omg. wat is going on man.haix. hope i wont continue to be like tis for the pass few days. LOL!!! cannot tahan myself sometimes. today have to go sch again le. so fast weekend jiu finish le. haix. reallyy hope time can go slower. after tis sat. beacause sat i going to see dai yang tian again. arrrhhh. i m so excited lo. i cannnot wait le. faster ba. huhuhu... left 5 more days to the musical drama. counting down liao... huarry...

Wish the whole world mother a Happy Mother 's Day.

Today morning went to do some trial practice for my final theory.while doing the trial practice,wah seh it starts to rain le lei. at the moment i was shocked and i told myself "how to go find dear like tat?" then i decied to call my parent to come and bring mi since they are ard amk. they bring mi to dear house. and i hang ard at his house play online game. and even agree wif dear to go souel garden wif him de, but suddenly i receive a call from my sister say that they want to celebrate mother's day make mi have to cancel dear agreement. i feel so bad. i m sorry dear. hope u enjoy your dinner tonight. =) my family and i went to coffee shop for your dinner. order the food and waited for an hour then got our food. wao we eat till damn full de. haha. Happy mother day mummy. hope u enjoy your dinner tonight and like the gift i gave to u ytd. i love u mum.=)

opps. ytd nitex forgotten to update le.haha.

ytd i m so tired. i cannot even concerntrate in the morning. so xin ku. dun ask mi y. beacause i play game till damn late on the nitex. tat y i m so tired lo.got addicted liao.die liao. then after work i went to ah ma house to celebrate ah gong's birthday. And my little small cousin is damn cute lo... he even knows how to read magazine lo. so clever. he is jus 5mth old only u see. if we flip the page his head will also turn. wao clever boy. haha. load some pic of him.

He is so cute.

This is how he read a magazine. cute ba?

as for today. wake up damn late de. got a call from my mum. she ask mi wat to eat for my breakfast but i pick up then phone and i fall aslp back again. din heard what she say.LOL!! at the end i woke up and i have nothing to eat for my breakfast. sob sob. Hungry till 12.3o then my family , mi and dear went to bring my sis from hougang then go changi village to have our lunch. when reach there, the weather is still ok. But the moment we went in to the hawker centre i was like telling myself "How come the hawker centre is so warm!!! OMG!!! like steamer lei!!." but we still stay there and have our lunch. Dear went to queue for the lasi lemak for mi. and WHAT!!! he queue for more then 1/2 to get his turn to order the food. is really so long lo. their chilly is nice.Haha. Then after that mi and dear decied to go Tampines One to walk instate of going to marina square.haha. marina square is really v far from changi ar. lazy to travel there. then my dad drove both of us there. and we went in. again in my mind come tis "WTH!!! how come so many ppl in the shopping center!!! LOL!!" can u all imagine when we want to go up or down the escalator we have to queue up!! then u all know how many ppl le lo.. walk awhile then dear wanted to buy a wallet as his wallet is spoil le. so we went to tampines mall Wallet shop and take a look on the wallet. and i brought for him 1 wallet as his ORD gift -_- haha. then we walk ard tampine mall awhile then we decied to go back to tampines One again to buy wif for our mother. so we went to action city and buy the hug and massage pillow for our mother. haha. after that we decied to go home le. since it is late le. i tink i better stop here le b4 u all really fall aslp. haha.

This is the pillow i brought for my mama.

Good morning, i m so tired today.ahhh.my head is spinning.LOL. later then come update. i jus here to share a lyrics which come up on my mind early in tis morning. i found it is meaningful.

小人物的心

也许我一个人不 能成就一番大事业
但我尽力贡献一份微薄的力量
也许我自己不能发出万丈光和亮但
我能为斗室带来足够的光芒
我从来都不在乎自己不是一个大人物
因为平凡也是一种幸福
看到名人总是忙忙碌碌
我的时间由我控制
平凡日子一样会充实

i also tink that 平凡也是一种幸福. you guys tink so?

oh ya. i remember wat i wan to say le. today my wai po went back to hospital again le. she got stay in anot i still dunnoe.but she went to operate her back few day back. today heard from my uncle that she is complaining that she is v pain. i m worry abt her. i want to go see her. but today got class lei. tml nitex after work then see her ba. AH MA WISH U RECOVER SOON!!! if not i will be v worry. :( few day later will be mother's day le lei. i haven buy present for my mama. i dunnoe wat to buy for her. or maybe i treat her dinner ba. gd ideal. wahaha. i better stop craping. nitex.

another thing, GUYs please tag if u come to my blog. if not i will take away my tag le. since no ppl like to tag. put le also waste space. ):

today time really pass so slow. Anyway thanks guys for your concernt.i m v fine now.we are ok le.haha.i m bored now. nothing to do. i tink i better go revise my school work ba.heex. nothing to update today. hope today darling 's presentation is ok. jia you darling.

i reply u le. do we really have to talk thru e-mail?so weird lei.zzzz ok la.you finish your tings then chat again ba. =p

today qoute:

Some people are born on third base and go through life thinking they hit a triple.