It has been half a year in a glimpse of an eye, as the usual, one thats filled with dramas throughout the way. The biggest hurdle though, was the passing of grandpa. Until now, we are still trying to handle the grieve inside us cuz we have overlooked it on ourselves whilst concentrating on grams. Its been 5 months since he passed, we still.. miss him. :(
Things are somehow different without him around, handling grams' minutes' emotions kill. Although along losing one we love, we gained another. Jiejie's pregnant and it's something that keeps us motivated and looking forward for. An occasion for joy.
Finally, we had a photoshoot taken and it was beautifully done up. :D
With so many events that's been happening, I took a trip to australia.. thinking I could sort all my heart knots out, and at the same time, have a break from everyone's drama. To my surprise, the trip became more fruitful than expected. Though it wasnt what I had in mind (quite the opposite lol), but i did feel i learnt a lot while i was there. Being heartbroken and abandoned there, was the beginning of a new start for me.
With that, I have decided to move on and stop weeping over issues that are already slapped right to my face. I had to stop being oblivious to what's going on! Knowing that my family was there to support me made it alot easier, but also of that, i took them for granted! :p oh well! it's only natural since im the youngest in the family. WAHAHAHAHA. :o
So anyway, i started to make new friends through a social app and came to know quite a number of nice people! :D Hoping to widen my social network and not dwell in the past anymore seems like a good idea. So the dating routine started and for now. everything seems to be going peachy. However, I've learnt to not place much hope only in the end to get hurt and burnt by my own actions.
And then, we reached christmas. Cant say this yr's exactly a great one since it was a big family (Including the most detestable DAVID's family). Yeah, i really dislike them to the core. GAWD. i almost had the impulse to slap his wife. grrrrrr. grrrrrrr.
HAHAHA. bleah. at the end, thats pretty much the gist of what happened during this half a year when i stopped blogging. For now, i am just looking forward to my pending application to complete my semester in Frankston, Australia. Hopefully it's successful! So i'll be able to meet new, great people. :D