Have been beezee with modules and stacks of assignment. not to mention, fp3 and 4 are coming up.. which means, seriously no time to have fun with friends as much as before. So much materials and preparation work to be done before the actual practicum.
Have been hanging out with Eric and John they all recently since bunneh came back. Though it hurts alot going back to shop as memories were there, but each time, those dudes definitely never fail to make me have a good laugh. Of cuz along with Adrian. Hahaha. However, too much supper aint healthy! ah! need to start running. completed my first 10km marathon that saturday and i was so proud of myself! Just joined another Great Eastern 10Km women's marathon! need to start training back once again. DISCIPLINE!
After trying so hard not to look at how he is doing.. today i broke the deal. And i was BADLY affected. Saw her profile as well and the profile picture pissed me off big time. i was erupting like a bad hibernated volcano. But even Adrian said "Don't bother about people like him, you gotta move on." and i realised... he really wasnt worth it. Im jus mad with myself. How could i have been so blind to have fallen for such a douche like him in the first place? -___-|| i never detest a person so much before, and he's definitely the first i would call an "ASSHOLE". Mind my language but apparently, everyone agrees with that statement.
Told myself to move on, everybody has been telling me that too, but how much can a person move on honestly? Each time a memory of him is triggered, millions of me in my heart is dying to punch and slap that jerk on his face for the hurt he caused. None has ever lied to me like the way he did, or treated me the way he did.
I jus wanna bury myself with FP now and of cuz, comes along with family commitment and stuffs. But no doubts, ppl are still trying to date me out, and it feels good to know that u're actually loved by many who truly appreciates your companion.
Went to church with rongzhu today, and had so much fun with her friends during the fellowship. and ZOMG i wanna get a wii!!! it's so fun for gatherings! haha! i really wanna go back into the word of God. I miss the passion... the fire... and the thirst for His words.
