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Wednesday, February 23, 2011

yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu

i did it. i finally had my hair cut short. It is a new beginning for me, a fresh start. At least that's what i hope i'll be able to achieve...

not really used to it, but i will in no time. People say i looked different, so i guess it's a good thing. though the most tedious part is blow drying my hair...








And there i thought my hurdle was over, just letting it heal would suffice. But i never expected another blow to hit me right on the face..

That was when i saw this...




dam you bitch. (it's so not like me to curse and swear but seriously?!?) i should have known something would spark the night you two went clubbing together, but i was naive enough to have trusted you, to have believed when you said you two had nothing on.

And now?!? she has already mentioned your name in it, there's not much or rather, there's nothing you can deny. It's a "HEART" you douche. I cant help but burst into tears when i saw that post.

I need time to heal. a distraction to set my mind apart from all these.

someone... save me.

My goal is to.... become slimmer and prettier. I will show you i am better off without you. I just need time to prove it.





; {=

11:42 PM




Sunday, February 6, 2011

yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu

Now deep down inside
You know, it cuts like a knife
But I'm too proud to show it
Pain in my chest (it feels)
Like I lost my breath
But she just doesnt know it
So many things that I'm just dying to say
But I can't seem to tell her

It's killing me, to know that she wants to leave
But I'm not gonna beg her to stay (no)
Cause I got my pride, I'm not gonna cry (cry)
There won't be no tears falling from these eyes
Don't need her to see, that it's killing me
So this is what I'll say

You don't have to worry about me
Girl, i'll be fine
You dont have to call me again
Girl, its alright
You dont have to ask me if i will be okay
Girl, i'll be fine
Girl, i'll be fine

You aint got to tell me that we can still be friends
You aint gotta make no excuses and pretend
Cause i'll be fine, said i'll be fine
Theres no need to call

It's better if we don't speak at all.

now i cant believe, that i fell so deep
and i let my heart so open
now i gotta try, to keep it inside
these words, are better left unspoken

cause i still got my pride, im not gonna cry
there wont be no tears fallling from these eyes
dont need her to see
that its killing me
so this is what im saying

You don't have to worry about me
Girl, i'll be fine
You dont have to call me again
Girl, its alright
You dont have to ask me if i will be okay
Girl, i'll be fine



; {=

12:20 PM




Friday, February 4, 2011

yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu

Im not one whom you call when you need
and ignore when you have others.
I have feelings too but only if you knew.
Things have changed ever since that day
why did it had to be this way.

I love the way you made me smile
and all the laughter we had.
But now those have disappeared
and all im left with are tears.

It's time to let us go
as much as i dont want to.
perhaps it would be better for both of us.


爱过了,哭过了, 但心里还是矛盾。。
爱。。始终不能强求。

所有的承诺, 全都只是虚构。









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2:02 AM




Tuesday, February 1, 2011

yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu

Finally took the courage to cut my hair. but this time im leaving my fringe. Trying to at least to see how does it look. if it sucks imma snip it off and continue my SHORT FRINGE! -.-

anyway i cant believe i cried the entire day. Tears jus couldnt stop flowing. Jus like the recent weather where it keeps raining.. my tears were like the rain.. stopped and started. stopped and started again.. a water tap that was never closed.

But idk why i do feel things has changed. My heart feels distant now...














bottom line is. im still FAT! -_- jy in losing weight! haha.

Will i have the courage to end this pain off? im no longer certain. but a partial of my heart has died.



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11:40 PM