Rawr. lotsa photos? yeahh. i know. Was out for a retreat. Mom wanted the whole family to be there so .. there we were?? at kukup, Malaysia. Simple life, simple living. It was a 2D1N thing. so it came pretty fast and went pretty fast. but it was relaxing and scary. scary part referring to the food there. ._. simply irresistible Zzz. Supposingly to be dieting. but i gave up halfway. lolol. the food was just.... tooooooo... gooodddd... to.... resist..... x_X

oh. whats the bottom picture about? yeahh. that is the consequences of me being too clumsy. i slipped and hurt my wrist. and also.. pulled a tissue muscle on my shoulder. o.o








But in any case. that din stop me for having fun! except for the bathing part and using my wrist for smth else.. cuz it was simply too painful! x_X other than that.. the fun goes on. wahahahaha! xD


Visited the fish farm. it's different from the ones you get in Singapore. This ishh floating on river. ._. like those you see in the kampong living? yeahh. thats that!! it was floating. and moving.. Kowaiii!!! (>.<)






Eve trying to be in the picture! lol.



a sea snake!











this photo ishh specially taken for him! xD













Ready to set off! Gogo!



mom in her really cute hat ._.



Rhoda and me! wow. we can express welll! xD









the crayzee people. ROFL.



























mommy acting kawaii ._. lolol.



my hair was half tied! x_X new trend~





and ta da! here comes the eating part. the bbq food was oishi!!!! (>.<) we din had to be the one cooking. we just had to be the one eating. muahahaha! the prawns were hugeeeeee.

























my fav! tea egggggggg!!




















yeahhh. so thats bout it..


Ever since i started with him. life has been sweet? i mean. i've been smiling a lot. really. but at the same time. i know that jie isnt really liking it. I mean. shes too protective. i wanna tell her how i really feel but that would mean to go against her? and i dun wan her to feel hurt. I know she doesnt wan me to get burnt at the end. but at many times. isnt that just human nature? always wanting to take a risk in something?

life is full of choices. some are worth risking while some are not. Maybe my choice was to take a dare and try something different. And i know no matter what outcome it is, i'll have to bear the consequences. Even if he did ever break my heart, if its meant to be, it's meant to be. I just hope she'll understand. Being backfired so many times in r/s, i just wanna feel sweet for once. im scared, but he has assured me in many ways, and because of that, im risking whatever it takes. cuz i know what i want now. and that is to make things work out for both of us.

Maybe to the point that mom is talking and communicating with him too thats why jie is unhappy? idk. I know i've been sitting infront of my comp for many hours, but sometimes i dont really have a choice? talking to him is one thing, while i have other school work to handle. fyp, d n p, report, emails, cme, design studio. BAM. not to mention my desktop is in a mess? i havent even had the time to organise it. And junior? spending time with mom? she doesnt get that picture where i have only ONE of me.

She only sees the part that she does things, and when others do it, she simply dont bother. sometimes im really frustrated to the point where i jus ignore whatever she says. im sorry but i seriously dont wanna pick a fight. Cuz you always use a threat at the end. i hate threats. -.-

bla bla blahh. well i guess life still goes on. so ... jus stay happy. ha!

ps: after all the eating... I NEED TO GET ME BACK ON A STRICT DIET!!!!