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♥ Monday, March 31, 2008

yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu

Poof! it's not like i dont wanna update or sth. im jus lay zee aye! it's been really bee zee. especially since i returned from the START '08 camp.. School of Technology for the Art Rookie Training.. omg. it was fun and all but there's also disappointment and stuffs. You cant expect the best out of everything you do right?

Anyways. Just to say.. there are lots of videos and pictures waiting for me to update.. but im jus too lay zee! LOL! it's lots of uploading you know? And sch term is starting soon! gosh. luckily i have chipmunk to be in the same class as me. PHEW! LOL! he's a fren that i knew through the camp. not to forget.. lots of them i got to know are so SWEET. i noe im cray zee larh. but heyyy. WE ARE MOBSTAS aye? e24f.. e24p.. e25g.. OMG. why do i have so many classes.. T.T

DANG! gosh. till then. i'll update soon enough aye. have been slping!! and i cut my fringe short! finally!! muahaha. once sch starts. i dont even have the time to breathe i think.. with all the IGs and committment.. FILM.. MODERN DANCE.. STUDIO and PHOTOGRAPHY. >.<>boyz. MUACKZ.

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1:45 AM

♥ Friday, March 21, 2008

yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu

last night's a havoc. LOL! was cray zee. we drank and played forfeits. OMG. horrible forfeits. WAHAHAHA.

We had dinner with mom and dad @ that famous porridge store @ chinatown. Chicken wings and tian ji zhou. OMG. frog porridge. Eeeek. i din ate the meat though. cant imagine myself eating there. *GU-GUAK!* so after that.. we headed down to star. Mom and dad din follow along cuz they were tired. LOL! so as per usual it was only jie and i..

reached there bout.. 9 plus? there were no more table seats.. so we had to take the bar counter ones.. and it was the corner seats! So we sang song.. then had beer.. played dai dee! the two players game! then awhile ltr came John and Richard.. i only knew richard at the start.. so after that.. we started teasing why was john so dao! LOL.

Then after that we started playing dai dee with them as well.. then they came over and sat with us. So whoever loses had to drink half a cup. zzz. yeah. apparently i've been losing to richard! LOL. but john lost to me!! wahahaha. XD

So after that we were told that there were tables.. and if it's okay if john and richard shared table. so we agreed. So this was when thing got to go a lil hay-wire..

we played four ppl's dai dee. the forfeit for the first two round was 1 cup of beer. And after that.. jie.. brought up the forfeit loses have to go kiss the 3 players on the cheek. So since we play.. we must be sporty u noe. so i agreed.. even took out lipstick! lol. so i lost the first round.. no choice. had to kiss jie jie.. richard and john on the cheek. T_T bully me..

the forfeit was then brought up to the next level.. kiss on the lips. OMG. SERIOUS OKAY! but.. sporty ma~~ so had to play along lo. LOL. and i LOST AGAIN! gosh. and i had to kiss them on the lips... dotz.. so there you go.. forfeit being snapped.. and i lost again in the third round! but erm.. only john, i kissed him on the lips.. LOL! i cheated! cuz richard was distracted with singing!! LOL. =x hahahhaa. but nice kiss! LOL. think i was high or sth. but.. i was daring man. THIS IS EMBARRASSING. ... .. ... dotz.

Ta da. the singing kakis.. all love singing and we sang duets. Was nice~~~ LOL. haha. i snapped them without 'em knowing. hahah. they'll charge if they knew... hahahaha.

After a few singing.. da tou decides to play jie jie's hand for her.. and HE LOST! lmfao? so it was him who had to do the forfeit. it was exciting. cuz he had to kiss the guys! it was supposingly to be on the lips for everyone.. but cuz i was a girl and his gf was ard.. he kissed me on my cheek but on the lips for the guys! LOL!!

And finally it was john's turn to lose! he had all the kisses.. so it was time for him to give it back to others. LOL.. it was fun seeing him kissing richard. *INTENSED* moment. LOL.

Soon later.. jie's colleague came down. Anne and Eileen.. Farnie ppl. we joked.. laugh and played games. and eileen lost! so she had to kiss them? lmfao? this sounds like the kissing game more than playing dai dee! LOL.

then there was this couple.. she played dice with me. thats hw we know each other and started toking. Her name is janice. and that is her bf. lmfao? i din even got the bf's name.. but she was drunk.. GONE-ded.. LOL. nice people.. she reminds me of joey.. my ex colleague...

and this is kumar.. jie jie's student whos working there. apparently. jie said i upset him cuz he saw me being close with john? WTF? LOL. john is like a god bro to me larh! LOL. dotz. apparently.. haha. he said im REALLY CUTE. and we chatted outside star.. i asked him if he likes jie? LOL. and he said he treats everyone equally nice.. EXCEPT FOR ME.. err.. cuz im cute? >.< hahhaah. is that a compliment? but he's tall. he reminds me of him. cuz when i stood near him. he could lean his chin on my head. dotz. hai.. and i remember leaning on his chest! LOL. cuz im short. dotz.

but last night we played till real late. came home @ 4am in the morning. Richard was so tired he fell asleep at the back room.. and john left first.. he said luckily he wasnt drunk.. otherwise. he'd really kiss me. T_T lmfao? but he's the only not bad looking one @ star?

hahhaa. but.. it doesnt really matter anymore. cuz.. im no longer trusting relationship.. LOL. uh huh. not even one night stand. frens are jus out for fun. and u'll jus have to play along! LOL. i kissed a toilet bowl before. OMG. hahhaa. aye. till then.. i thnk i sprained my fourth finger. dunno hw i did so.. but it's bruised up pretty badly. LOL! gonna go lunia already. the more i think of what john said. the more i wanna laugh. LOL. too bad his age is too far.. otherwise. he'll maybe get my liking! hahah. kiddin aye.

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6:28 PM

♥ Thursday, March 20, 2008

yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu

now im at the library. rotting. having lots of thoughts.

jus a thinking. why do ppl cling on to things that they know they can no longer have? by memories? hmm. ever wondered? the more desirable things are, the harder it gets to own them. y so? ... lemme think. then i'll post it up. LOL!. adios. gtg!

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6:06 PM

♥ Tuesday, March 18, 2008

yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu

Today's the second last shooting. only left with aunt julie's place.. LOL. and we're done! with the shootin only of cuz. not even to the tedious part.. EDITING. lmfao. did i forget to mention my day is filled with laughters and at the same time i couldnt get more "suay-er" then i thought..?

So after our first scene @ punggol park.. with our all time fav.. SWING!!! we took a bus to school.. and our lead actress got a lil sleepy.. Zzz Zzz.. her head almost fell off felix's head larrrh. dotz. sleepy head. >.< im nt the worst afterall. lol!

So after we got to school.. we unpacked.. touch up.. and film @ the "cafe" area.. then we decided to grab ice cream since kechiek was craving for em! LOL. so we got BEN AND JERRY'S.. yay. yumms. and the five of us ate the entire tub. CLEANED!

LOL! and the ig room kinda changed. ALOT neater and there were colour papers hanging all over the lights. kinda make it like a lil cozy i think? well. apparently the ice cream got our heads all BONKERZ cuz we were playing around with it. HANGING OURSELVES. lmfao. call it the.. SUICIDAL GANG?!?!?!?! lol..

Then worst of all hasnt arrive. *POP* came two ppl, whom i kinda detest, entered the room. asking. "are you fim IG people?" i mean. cmon. use your COW SENSE if you have one. like DUHHHHHHHHHH. if im nt.. hw can i get the key to access the room? lmfao. she hates me. and i din mentioned i like her either. LOL!

hmm. somehow i noe that girl and her clique kinda bitches me alot. but u noe.. WTF? u think i give a dam shit about it? jus bitch right to my face.. stop backstabbing and stop being 'wannabes'.. cuz those are meant for ppl whom cant have their "OWN STYLE". argh. i just hate the sight of them. big f***?

jus the sight of them makes me sick and blood boiling to 100 degrees? always giving that stupid face.. "im the highest of all..." ya right. my ass. LOL! GOSH. A relief to hear that im nt the only one who detest them. >.<

So then kechiek and i left the place.. cuz we couldnt stay a min more with their presence.. a whole group of 'em! it turns my mood OFF! lol. so we headed to banquet. and we were blabbering blablabla. talking nonstop shit. LOL. wahhaa. we are cranky. we seemed to be the only 2 laughing out there. real entertaining huh? hahahhaa. i enjoyed my out days with kechiek. we entertain each other very well. lmfao?

SHE WAS BORED... so...

We jus cant stop thinking of those ppl. LOL. incorrigible.. horrible.. omg. they are like the worst ppl whom u can ever meet. >.< color="#cc33cc"> LOVES....

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9:56 PM

♥ Monday, March 17, 2008

yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu

So this was that night when we went down to have dinner @ star. Wooo. i miss mommy honey's chicken wings and samba fried rice. *drools* Did i forget to mention she even cooked HERBAL CHICKEN SOUP for us?!?! yumms aight! i love mommy honey!! my god ma!!! and also.. baby kept losing the dai dee game.. and he was the player while i was the one being forfeited. so he loses, i drink. >.<>

Then there's Anna.. a russian girl. shes farnie! learnt all types of magic tricks from pops. and everybody was kinda curious to know her cuz she's ang-mo-ish u noe.. being in a chinese pub. then she was outside being "harassed" by a group of boys who were asking her where she came from.. blablabla.

Then i went out, told her there's herbal soup to drink, din even gave a heck care that the guys were toking and i pulled her in. LMFAO. she thought that was cool.. cuz i kinda "spared" her from all the conversation with the guys. CMON! give the girl a break already! T_T

Hahahahahha! this is the cutest pic!! OMG! he looks as though he's drooling in his dreams? have "tiko" dreams aye baby? LOL! he was so .. OMG. i dunno hw to describe but absolutely innocent. he always give me that "LOOK" whenever i try to scold him.. then my heart softens.. T_T and let him bully me.. DOTZ.

Then! then! there's my fav character in lunia.. an online game. Well. i was training.. TIA.. a thief. but kinda got sick of it. I miss using my healer.. apparently.. foriel (asia) server closed down after i trained till puke blood for my healer to be lvl 35.. So now using Soldin (america) server.. i gotta retrain my character. dotz. shes only lvl 16.. a long way to go.. *sigh* but.. im working on it already aye. LOL. though healer is the suckiest to train cuz they cant solo.. neither can they attack.. they are only good for... HEALING. T_T

And while i was lunia-ing that night.. i saw mommy 'trapping' baby on the cushion sofa which he looked really pathetic. lmfao. serious. jus look at it.. he looks small.. HAHAHA.

And upcoming is Ee Ee's birthday. Shes celebrating it in Singapore this yr rather than in Switzerland since they are here anyways. So i thought of making a her a gift as well as a card. No INSPIRATION though. aint sure what was i scribbling but aye. it looks vintage i guess? a lil old-ish..? im still working.. it's not completed. GOSH. no motivation larh. im jus so .. lay zee..

Then have been bee zee filming.. but staying online now and then to chat with lmfao. he always papa ju ju.draws me like a monster and chasing me to bed. LOL! but he's a farnie guy aye. feels comfortable to tok to him. LOL! like a father though. and he sleeps ALOT!!! haha. i guess there's a chance in believing that there's absolutely someone better out there... (",)

p.s. DARLING KECHIEK. I'll always be here for u aye. you know i will. I LOVE YOU!

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9:14 PM

♥ Sunday, March 16, 2008

yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu

A sudden rush of me to wanting to make a post of this lyrics. "fallen" by Sarah Mclachlan... have i fallen? perhaps...

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
The cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
That it's one missed step One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed upHeaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
[Fallen lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
The cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I've known
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
That it's one missed step One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

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1:31 AM

♥ Thursday, March 13, 2008

yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu

it's gonna a long blog today i guess. So we finally found our couple leads for the mv. Tada. That would be the blissful couple below. they are jg's fren. We started our shoot today. Was pretty fun though we made a hella mess round the house. lmfao. but it was a smooth going for a start. =) im happy..

It was raining cats and dogs when i left the house in the morning though. Kechiek was DRENCHED WET. and i meant.. REALLY WET! T_T she ran from the bus stop which has not shelter to Hougang Mall. Silly! LOL. *heartache* haha. i bought her donut though. The one that cl and i always used to eat @ school. MUNCHIES DONUT. yumms. my fav.. OREO! HAHA. she was kinda struggling with it though. LOL!

And the day before? kechiek and i hanged out together. Hmm. i guess shes really the sweet u noe. As much as i love to cope myself up @ home.. i cant run away from the fact that i've jus gotta forget certain memories. We had lots of fun. Were out almost the entire day. LMFAO. did i forget to mention that she was 2hrs late? My dearest kechiek supposingly to meet me @ 12pm.. ended up waking @ 12pm. T_T haha. but.. i wasnt the least angry. lol. dunno why. haha.

We headed to the moo vees.. watched water horse (again).. LOL. and we almost threw popcorn out of our seats. LOL! apparently. the sound effect kinda freaked kechiek out! LOL!! i wondered what it'll be like watching comedy with her. Most probably i'll need ear muffs. hahaha! hw cute!

then we headed to the arcade.. played lotsa games.. had lotsa laughters.. laughed till i cried. LOL!

** our snack - fast food @ macs! LOL **

** p.s. KECHIEK! u're such a darling. thanks! luv u deepest deep!!! **

That day sumzy was on half shift. so i needed her help and *poof* she came. LOL. being my model for my online blog shop. SWEET! another darling. LMFAO! i love her too. even though we hardly meet up as often as last time.. but we're still close as ever! 10 yrs of frenship. wow. really a blink of an eye! So there she was fitting in my clothes for me.. we were giggling and laughing away cuz junior was peeping at her changing! LOL! and she said he was "tiko". lmfao?

clothes peck.. clips.. watever that was used to make the outfit smaller and nicer. LOL. then she randomly placed it on her head and i had it snapped! LOL! Ta-da!

** p.s. sumzy darling. u're so farnie. woo. i love u! **

so baby was there sorta *peeping* her? then! we noticed his center parting which automatically appeared there. lmfao. i din comb it aye! LOL! it's natural de horrrrr!

So that day kechiek and i went back to school to have our equipments for the filming collected. we were fiddling here and there looking for the necessary tools for the filming.. and *poof*.. she found a pair of high heels in the room. she took them to wear. with her socks!!! LOL! haha. and i had to snap it cuz it was too farnie. >.<

This was another night when jie. eileen. jerin and i went down to timbre for dinner. the pizza there is yummilicious. So are their lasgana. but.. it wasnt that nice that night.. T_T

Whenever the music plays.. kiss the rain... my heart brings back the sentence that he once said to me.. "i will play for you to hear someday once i've mastered it..." apparently.. i dont think that day's ever gonna be coming...

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11:06 PM