Last week was my darling kechiek's birthday. Though i was on ground for you knoww... hmm.. *ahem*.. i was able to make it for jus awhile. It was some ulu place at pasir ris. Near the beach though. Din know what else to give kechiek, so decided my lil handmade cookies shall do the job. Muahahaha. WITH LOTS OF LOVE IN IT okay..
She was so happy. Apparently only a few of her frens turned up, but you know what. with me around.. you'll get all the fun you'll need. Haha. We played heart attack.. murderer.. and omg. We CRASHED the cards. it was hardly recognisable. LMAO! but it was fun, definitely.
So on Sunday, baby and jie decides to go to the Zoo. Since he hasnt been there before.. thought that would be a nice place to visit. and omg. i get to see my darling CHICKSSS!!! provided if they're still there though. LMAO. Jie and i couldnt slp. We talked and laughed. She asked me to help her to massage her back, i ended up got my hair tangled on the stupid hairband which she hooked on her bed. LMAO. LOSS OF HAIR. T_T
Call it anxiety to meet my chickies.. but i was excited bout the Zoo outing. MUAHAHA. it's years since i last visited the zoo. LOL. that was with Ee Ee of cuz. But we had lots of fun. Was really hot. And we saw the horse carriage.. the BABOONS. OMG. LOVELY butt i must say. a heart shape! great for valentine's day gift! LOL!
Saw the polar bear. white tiger.. (din noe they could swim) hmm. and the roos! SO CUTE!!! Though we were full of prespiration and the sun was hot like a desert, but it was nice. OH yes. Jie promises to bring me to the Horse Farm in Pasir Ris some time. cuz. i wanted to take the pony ride.. WHICH I LONG WANTED TO DO SO. BUTTTT. they were only catered for kids.. and man. i've surpassed the age of childhood. T_T sobz!
And bout the part time job. Hmm. it's dropped off. Cuz im only left with a month of vacation. Doubt i'll get any job anywhere. *sigh* so im jus gonna concentrate on getting my online shop done. Muahaha. Gee. it's tiring though facing the comp. hahaha. and also. LUNIA is back! LOL. now im hard core training for my character to be lvled up! my fren and i started the same time. he's already level 35, and lmao.. im still only at lvl 25. DOTZ.
Til then.. cya. (",)
Life is always filled with uncertainties Love is like bittersweet chocolate It doesnt always have to be sweet
it's through time that one slowly reveals its true character...
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4:00 PM
♥ Saturday, February 23, 2008
yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu
Finally gave what i promised him before. My hand baked cookies. Those with drawings. Wrote him a letter as well. it hurt alot when i had to mention that in the letter that he's a mommy's boy. Even though i know he is.. it's a man's dignity thing and i shouldnt have wrote it.. But if i dont.. i know i'll always be wanting to text him and i'll nv move on. It cuts me deeply to be so crude but it's the only way to break the communication between us. As much as it hurts.. it's the only way out.. He had a new haircut.. so much more handsome but i guess.. that'll be the last time i see him. We didnt even speak more than 2 sentences and i left. Cuz the longer i stay to see him.. the stronger the longing is. And i cant afford to harbour any more hopes..
Hmm. Pretty beezee week i guess. Had to bring grams up for a check up since the last time shes awarded for some Hypothyroid problem. Brought the to "MONGKOK CAFE".. and she was so happy. Ordered many dishes and she was bee zee-ly gorging it up. LOL. so cute.
After that.. the next few days.. was bee zee whipping up the cookies for Kechiek's birthday. She held a BBQ at Pasir Ris. Hmm. it's kinda sad if her frenz din turn up. She being such a sweetie, thus, i decided to drop by for awhile.. Jus as well to pass her the birthday gift. OMG! the cookies were a success this time. I finally managed to grabhold of the PERFECT icing recipe. Not to mention.. the colourings were all over my hand.. it looked as if my hands were bruised up or sth. LMAO!
I'll post the upcoming fotos of kechiek.. Haha. Hmm. meanwhile.. have been deciding to pack myself with schedule but to be honest.. NOT MUCH SCHEDULE. hopefully will be able to get back to work and at the same time exercise is necessary! Perhaps YOGA? gee. hope to really shed some weight soon. yoga is jus the perfect idea. Muahaha.
Oh yeah. btw! my online shop is finally being released and posted. Hopefully it'll be patronized by people! Muahaha. there's a link to my shop as well. so if you're reading.. GO VISIT IT!! LOL!! alrighty. hopefully.. everything unhappy will be forgotten.. UNHAPPY MEMORIES ERASED! OFF MY MIND!
This photo is nice! i took it. I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY!
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2:30 AM
♥ Monday, February 18, 2008
yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu
Poof. Finally gave a piece of my mind. I think i've finally learnt to let him go. Let myself off this heavy LOVE BURDEN. And the fact is that he admits himself that he's a jerk. Not sure if it's pretendence or m i just putting a front act that im strong, but to the fact is .. as much as i hate him, deep down, i still miss him.
So.. today im in school with weiling to do up our online shop. HAHA. it's coming up soon. so jus stay tune.. Have been taking fotos.. doing fotoshop. editing codes through the blog.. PHEW. lots of work. Not mentioning that OMG! im desperate for a part time job! I dont wanna rot at home. Gives me more time to brood over RUBBISH stuffs. LMAO. T_T
Its been a long time since im on my own once again. Not that i dont have frens.. but i guess my frens are all jus too bee zee to be hanging round with me like back in sec sch. And that im single-life. I should be getting used to being "me, myself and keryn". haha.
I cant wait to work.. ahhh. Haiz. I dont wanna laze anymore. FILLED MY BRAINS WITH WORK!!!!
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5:20 PM
♥ Saturday, February 16, 2008
yours truly, ♥ZhuZhu
Peeps of the day when we had nothing to do.. just camwhoring at the filming location. Muahaha. We were tired after cleaning up some scenes larhhh. Stupid P.A. job. Eeeekkks.. LOL. but we had fun..
** juan.sittie.JG. **
** Jg.and.me. **
** kechiek.and.me. **
** sittie.and.juan. **
** kechiek.and.me.again!. **
** jg.sittie.juan. **
** sittie.my.kechiek. **
** Jay.Gee. **
** .j.u.a.n. **
* .juan.and.i. **
The S pop's thing is finally over. OMG. it was a long and tired day. Lots of cuts and retakings done.. Props.. background settings.. Woo. my fav part was setting up the proposal scene at my house park.. LOL. cuz i designed it using only limited lily and orchid's petals.. and it's nice! lmao. if any guy who does that for me i'll be so dam touched larhhhhh. seriously!!
** Le Sheng, Mediacorp artiste **
** this is Fendi.. one of the lead actors **
** Candeice, Mediacorp Artiste ** (shes from that Superstar Competiton)
Now and then i just wanna pack myself up with preparation work for the MV kechiek and i are doing.. no more time for any love life.. neither would i want to..
He has hurt me in many ways and i've finally thought it through. It's over , it's over. so im no longer clinging onto any relationship that i have with him, not even friends. Letting it go completely. Though it's gonna hurt a big time, but i just gotta tell myself "he's MEAN. he has hurt me and he's a jerk.". Hopefully that'll work. muahahahaa.
And also.. i wanna find a job! wanna be single and hot. So.. about the dieting thing. it's on its way. LMAO. stilla long road to go! hahahah. =x
