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so 365 days ended which i didnt complete much tasks though. haiz. fortunate things are maybe i managed to get promoted to j2 and making a near $3000 income this year. the bad tings are maybe things are getting out of hand, my family and the biggest fear, A-levels. with 0% prepared. haiz.

k k, wan to watch yanzi concert lei, but veri ex. see if i 舍得花这笔钱 lo.

找

若要我
在无趣的世界里找有趣
在平凡的世界里找非凡
在复杂的世界里找简单
在被限制的世界里找自由
我宁愿
在音乐的世界里找所有

地狱

人常常都做坏事
如果照神话或宗教
大家也许都应该打入十八层地狱里
假设有一天
地狱已再也容不下这么多灵魂
这些灵魂会不会被济上人间
当两种空间交叉在一起时
会是个怎样的结局
不是幻想，或许真的会有这一天

圣诞

在佳节期间
突然感到莫名的寂寞
还以为自己需要爱情
而当爱情降临时
却又忍心地拒绝
也许自己刚学会寻找对的人

放纵

well done. i spent $60 on my lost IC. ya, and that's realli a lot. i went malaysia last saturday. jus like go there 绕一圈. bought myself a wallet and a bag. quite cheap la, the stuff there.

actualli wanted to go find a job to do, but haiz. realise oso not much time left le, cos around half a month my holidays will be over and back to school. aniwae, still got chalet and the tuition sessions are back, so i will be getting $200 plus nx week, from my student and $100+ from my mac. so, mm, will be financially stable soon.

有一点不想开学, haiz, tink everyone will tink the same. still got CLA project not done, all my J1 stuffs all so not well-prepared, den guzheng tings lots not settled. sianz.

不希望自己太有空
忙也许会让自己麻木
但也不会去想太多
其实
自己心里知道
该做的事还很多
但就是想置之不理
懒散、任性、放纵自我

需要

so 9 days alr. i realise tt whenever i nv go school, jus cant update tis tingy. lots of tings happen actualli.

1stly, sadded. jieying didn't got into the nx round and tink all ny ppl all flooded. all died-ed. den, realise some new tings about a friend. a guy friend. took my nsrs mac test wid my bro, and the most sadded ting is my bro pass and i fail la. haiz. but the best ting is, last wed, i managed to go and take the test again, cos someone from other stores didn't turn up, so ya, i replaced him, and finally passed. got $10 for it, but not bad liao la.

okie, mrs ho farewell, haiz, feel a bit sad for her. like not many ppl turned up i tink. and the performance quite pathetic too. haiz.

ya, not much tings happened actualli, jus working and sleeping all the way. jus that i lost my wallet last week, but i replaced my ezlink and atm le. and another ting, someone 把我的钱包挖空. lend-ed a 3-digit sum of money from me, and i tink most prob, that sum of money will all go into the drain le. haiz.

我问自己
现在我需要什么
我发现
我需要空间
我需要自由
我需要安慰
我需要放手
突然间
我也发现这一年少了一点美丽的...
在季节来临时, 有点寂寞