back to school

back to school! den jus had the gp paper... haha, 100% chopped dead. question: with the scientific advances today, there is much for us to look forward to tomorrow. Do you agree? me, such a 悲观person, of cos disagree... den realise all the ppl who did the question all agree to a large extent... haiz. den onli write 1 paper, den wanted to translate 感情淡化, den in the end write relationship get lower... -_-''' don noe la, jus too hard for me...

“我也很想他　我们都一样　在他的身上　曾找到翅膀…”feel like going k-box again... tml maths paper, mm... wait till tonite 1 am den study liao. cos veri sianz.... haiz, everytime oso like dat...

一个人坐在餐厅　咬着水草是一种习惯　突然发现　好久没有这样了…
独自静一静　　　聆听自己呼吸　　　　我知道　　生命是一种奇妙的东西
它；　让我呼吸　让我聆听　让我观察　让我思考　让我学会　让我了解
让我来到世界　　让我离开世界…

而当我了解世界后，我终究会离开。我没留下足迹，谁知道我去了哪里？

《我也很想他》孙燕姿　词曲：彭学斌

那时我们总有好多话
什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早
却一直放在心上

后来你们之间的变化
我不想再多说话
经过了相遇和挣扎
我还是无法将他放下

那是多久后的事了
有一天你突然问我
在那个时候 是否也爱着他

我也很想他 我们都一样
在他的身上 曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他 是因为你他开始飞翔

我也很想他 在某个地方
我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短 思念却很长

还记得 那年我们三个许下的愿望
星星骗了我们 我们却因此上了一课
成长必修的学分 我们都一样

complete jigsaw...

k k, jus watched initial d. mm, the jay chou didnt realli act well, i feel, edison was better i tot. mm, music arrangements of the show was nice, den all the car racing scenes veri well taken, mm, don like the ending, hanging in the middle of nowhere, tink it is for the next episode of the initial d...

finally, today, the jigsaw is complete, crunch, cartoon, cookie and cream long time nv see each other le... den go kbox, and pizza, so full, till now havent eat anyting since the pizza.

few days back, i tink i was like recovering from the 2 overnite mahjongs, and well, i didnt realli lose after the 2 sessions. thanx for the luck that is wid me.

initially got one chinese passage that i wrote in the bus, wanted to put here but here, now in zhen cong house, cant write chinese, maybe muz wait till go back school den can write, and die, chinese exams coming, on friday, today thurs morning liao, 1.02 am!!! left erm, 30 hours? to the toopid exams... hope can pass can liao, don expect much le...

aniwae, thanx dele for the music... k la, quite nice la... veri harry potter...

......

i trying to tink what i did for the past 4 days. (in the process of tinking...)

and i realise that my chinese exams are round the corner liao, or rather all my exams are coming in jus 10 days times! and after deep thoughts, i realise i spend 16 hours of mahjong, 40 hours of sleep, and the rest of the 36 hours, tinking stoning or doing nothing... and the angri part is that i overall mahjong games tink lose around $20! 1st time go wilson hse lose, haiz. ke lian.

tml nite wilson wan one last game! realli the last one liao, and actualli i don feel like going, cos always overnite i need a lot of time to recover, jus like yest, i slept 4 hours and went watch tv for 2 hours and slept 13 hours again! jus sleeping and slacking, i waste abt 1 day! haiz.

den veri moody liao, tink of so many tings to do, haiz, sianz.

and fed up, tis toopid com from the library CMI, i type a series of chinese den suddenly cannot write... haiz, jus too bad!

Not at home?

mm, went to cousin house and stay like for 2 nites liao, yest went to watch the pck show.... it is like so not prepared lo, and haiz, don noe why, like i think even xinmin choir concert is even better. few good scenes lo, but the orchestra was okie la, not that bad.

tml morning going yi liang house to play mahjong... AGAIN! haiz, wonder when i will get sick of mahjong, don tink so... i have been playing it for the last 12 years. me these few days not veri bad mood but veri like jus don feel so good. don noe why, maybe starting to feel guilty le, cos midyear coming and havent start revision or studying.

aniwae, feel like going for a tan, don noe why, jus feel like changing the old tiny kuah, but not that old tiny kuah not good, but the present tiny kuah tinks more and the probability of getting happy is lesser, maybe 0.4? and don noe la, consider this as mature? mm, confused again. but i noe myself, the chance that i going for a tan is realli 0.1%. haha, jus contradicting la.

the lousy reflections

finally, the farewell ended yest. tired due to insufficient sleep. i tink okie la, the farewell, tot it will be worse, though it may not be "wow"! now at zhen cong house writing this, jus went for another k-box session. finally a more xiang yang version of "i turn to u"... =)

okie. somebody, so idiot, say cannot type zhen cong, mus type zc, so zc says, normally ppl write reflections in their blog so to don noe wat a A or A* blog. ya, so i tryin to write out some reflections. -_-"

ya, 3 nites not at home, don feel lonely or wat la. money has been always a prob so isn't a big prob too. i am mentally sick, somehow. i don study, slack around, sing songs, play music to like ma zui zi ji, from all the work, including giving tuition. feel like cannot continue to teach tuition le, i am tired. trying my best to sustain it. i am always like that, haiz, jus lei le.

ppl do the same ting, they are born, grow up, and learn about the world they are living in, and after having much experiences and connections in this world, they have to leave this world again. i hate the realistic world that i am born in, and i tot since i have to leave this world after all, why make efforts to noe this complicated world... ppl live jus to beautify this world? i was confused, but now, i jus noe that i should jus enjoy every second that i have...

poor english, goodness, i noe, wrong expressions, but too bad, this is tiny kuah! this consider reflections?

Bah.

Muahahahaz, I have infiltrated the Tiny Kuah's blogger system and I'm currently blogging something in his name right now! Since he is throwing away the trash at this moment, I shall defame him right here, right now~

Tiny is a slacker, like everybody else knows. He is also looking at what I'm writing, but doesn't bother to make me delete away this post, because he knows that what I say is actually true! He's also a gone-case sleepyhead. Can sleep on for hours!

So anyway, I met up with him today at around 7pm. Actually, we were supposed to meet at 6.30pm, but this idiot left Sembawang only at 6.30pm. Well done! So we went to meet Daniel for dinner at Upper Serangoon Road. We took the bus from Yishun to Serangoon Central then took a cab to our final destination, Alishan Porridge! By the time we reached there, it was already 7.40pm, when our actual meeting time was supposed to be 7pm at Upper Serangoon Road.

After dinner, Kuah and Daniel both came over to my house. We slacked around, and I suggested watching the Doraemon vcd. I got bore after awhile, and so did Daniel, but Tiny seemed to be rather interested in the Doraemon episode, which in fact looked like some weird manifestation of a MetaBods cartoon!

Bottomline : It sucked. Totally.

Ok Tiny Kuah is trying to get me off the com so that he can sleep on my bed. So off I go! Tata, dearest ones!

Much Love,
Adele
xoxo

P.S. Chang Qicai you gei-gao king, the K-Box problem is still unresolved! Give us an answer soon! Bleahx~

ya, jus nothing to do

no major events happening lei. maybe okie la, the farewell party lo. haiz, yest guzheng don noe why, tink serene is realli sressed by her 2 friends. and the stanley is realli an headache la. cant stand it. laga like treating him as a kid lo. no hope.

aniwae, me no hope le la. didnt even attend any of the holiday lectures. don noe how i shld handle mid-year. haiz, and now desperate for k-box!! still in that play play mood.