so damn tired after work.. suppose to off work at 1030..but alot of things weren't done..so stayed for extra 15 min without pay..hai. Well..i seldom work 1030..now i know how pathetic the aunties were when they work 1030.. =(
I lost the damn whole format for writing my CDP assignment.. i took time to copy it in school and yet i lost it!! so damn fed up with myself for losing the piece of paper.!! Because of the lost, i got to go to school either early to copy the whole thing again to pass up my assignment.... Haiz.
Tomorrow i'll be working again..just that will be doin project before i work in the noon.. so damn tired.. tomorrow going to MS again..don't know what to do there... eat also sian..haix. oh ya, hopefully project goes well tomorrow and no one will be late !!
星期五, 12月 30, 2005
星期二, 12月 27, 2005
Had a very very fulling dinner... the oyster was delicious!! =) I've eaten a big portion of the creme brulee..haha.. yummy!!
Before the dinner hubby & me went to the LAN shop at MS and we played CS for an hour. SO long never play le. haha. still manage to kill some...haha.. tyco. I think going to LAN is better than playing arcade.. Cheaper. hehe.
Well. hubby isn't happy... we had a deal.. if BOTH his parents agree that he can go for the motocycle liscense, i'll agree. But his dad disagree... so hubby's face went black... i know that i told him i allow him to go sometime back..but, i'm realli afraid of him geting into accidents... moreover his dad already disagree... haix. I just don't want to lose him in future due to the bike.. ( touchwood)!!... I told him that i would break up with him if he go.... i really would.. or, should i let go the r/s? As the saying goes.. “愛一個人， 只要他過的幸福，快樂，我也會快樂。。”
Before the dinner hubby & me went to the LAN shop at MS and we played CS for an hour. SO long never play le. haha. still manage to kill some...haha.. tyco. I think going to LAN is better than playing arcade.. Cheaper. hehe.
Well. hubby isn't happy... we had a deal.. if BOTH his parents agree that he can go for the motocycle liscense, i'll agree. But his dad disagree... so hubby's face went black... i know that i told him i allow him to go sometime back..but, i'm realli afraid of him geting into accidents... moreover his dad already disagree... haix. I just don't want to lose him in future due to the bike.. ( touchwood)!!... I told him that i would break up with him if he go.... i really would.. or, should i let go the r/s? As the saying goes.. “愛一個人， 只要他過的幸福，快樂，我也會快樂。。”
New blogskin!!!
yup. changed my blogskin for the upcomin new year! =)
i KNOW i've not been updating for a LONG time..well, lazy lah. haha. What i've been doin all round x'mas?? I did something for the VEry FIRst time in My liFe which makEs mE feeL sO enJoyable & exciTed!! --------->
I celebrated hubby's 22nd Birthday with him at MOS!!! hahaha.. i've never been to clubbin before. that was my first time. =) i enjoyed myself!! =D hubby's frens were great dancers!! haha.. i'm like a damn newbie there..lol.. we had fun altogether.. =D
The very next day after his b.day was x'mas eve and i was working. We went to essential's brew at holland v with jh & pn, we spent the last sec of x'mas eve there, playing poker cards away. After that hubby drove us up to mount F to see the x'mas tree which i've wanted to see badly!! =)
Went home after that as i've got to work the next day.. didn't do much stuff on x'mas day.. just slack at hubby's place after work..
Yesterday my classmates came to my place for project. we had a mj session after that till 5. Terence had all the luck.. he was the big winner among us...idiot guy.. all the $3.2 kind of tiles..haha.. hopefully the next session will come soon. haha..
LAter will be going to Ritz Carlton for buffet dinner with his family. Too bad tat banana isn't working...haha. But thanks to her that she took all the troubles to help me find out info abt the buffet... =) she's still my bestest fren of all ! hahaha...
i KNOW i've not been updating for a LONG time..well, lazy lah. haha. What i've been doin all round x'mas?? I did something for the VEry FIRst time in My liFe which makEs mE feeL sO enJoyable & exciTed!! --------->
I celebrated hubby's 22nd Birthday with him at MOS!!! hahaha.. i've never been to clubbin before. that was my first time. =) i enjoyed myself!! =D hubby's frens were great dancers!! haha.. i'm like a damn newbie there..lol.. we had fun altogether.. =D
The very next day after his b.day was x'mas eve and i was working. We went to essential's brew at holland v with jh & pn, we spent the last sec of x'mas eve there, playing poker cards away. After that hubby drove us up to mount F to see the x'mas tree which i've wanted to see badly!! =)
Went home after that as i've got to work the next day.. didn't do much stuff on x'mas day.. just slack at hubby's place after work..
Yesterday my classmates came to my place for project. we had a mj session after that till 5. Terence had all the luck.. he was the big winner among us...idiot guy.. all the $3.2 kind of tiles..haha.. hopefully the next session will come soon. haha..
LAter will be going to Ritz Carlton for buffet dinner with his family. Too bad tat banana isn't working...haha. But thanks to her that she took all the troubles to help me find out info abt the buffet... =) she's still my bestest fren of all ! hahaha...
星期一, 11月 28, 2005
Didn't have a good sleep yesterday night.. i wonder if it is my pillow that isn't fluffy enough or is it that my mattress were used for too long. I just ain't getting good night sleep for a long time. I'm sure gonna be damn tired after work tonight. *Yawnz*
This coming sat is my cousin's birthday. he's having a BBQ and my mum was asked to prepare the food. I don't know i want to go or not. If i don't go, only my dad n mum will be going then. Both my sis ain't going. Then who help her to carry the food and barang barang? I think i should go leh. But if like that, then sunday i can't work..cuz i scared i can't wake up. But i need the money. hah. Sun i just work as per norm bahx.
Don't feel like going to school sia. haha. don't know why. just feel like pon..haha..but cannot lah.. 2 weeek of sch only. moreover today got CA's lesson. Better behave! haha.. Hope he will give out the statement of results today. hehe.
This coming sat is my cousin's birthday. he's having a BBQ and my mum was asked to prepare the food. I don't know i want to go or not. If i don't go, only my dad n mum will be going then. Both my sis ain't going. Then who help her to carry the food and barang barang? I think i should go leh. But if like that, then sunday i can't work..cuz i scared i can't wake up. But i need the money. hah. Sun i just work as per norm bahx.
Don't feel like going to school sia. haha. don't know why. just feel like pon..haha..but cannot lah.. 2 weeek of sch only. moreover today got CA's lesson. Better behave! haha.. Hope he will give out the statement of results today. hehe.
星期六, 11月 26, 2005
went shopping yesterday!!! Bought a new top at a new shop at PS! their clothes are not bad.. there's actually 2 new shops.. all linked to Ebase.. and most of the sales personnel are guys!! OMG! they look so cool and handsome! haha.. especially at the shop where hubby bought his jacket..the sales people there mostly are tall and look very presentable..hahaha..
I bought a "adidas" sling bag too..haha.. cheap!! Hehe. I'm actually shopping for new year clothe lah.haha.. buy now and store up first. I'm still thinking wat clothe to buy so that i can wear on hubby's birthday. he wants me to dress n look very "hk girl". Dots. i don't even noe where to get the clothe..i think its time to save for hubby's present liao. moreover x'mas is coming.
I bought a "adidas" sling bag too..haha.. cheap!! Hehe. I'm actually shopping for new year clothe lah.haha.. buy now and store up first. I'm still thinking wat clothe to buy so that i can wear on hubby's birthday. he wants me to dress n look very "hk girl". Dots. i don't even noe where to get the clothe..i think its time to save for hubby's present liao. moreover x'mas is coming.
星期一, 11月 21, 2005
1st day of school
nothing much happen. was slacking and slackin in school. well.. my lesson starts almost at 12 everyday except thurs n fri. But ends late. 6pm ! -_-
Was rushing like hell for work after sch 'ends' at 4pm. Actually got ETP but i didn't go cuz of work. Moreover its just first day of school. Didn't even have time for dinner !!
My working schedule is being affected. I can't work mon - thurs. Told the manager when i went to work just now. But she requested me to report to work at 7pm next mon & wed. She said it doesn't matter that i can't reach at 6. 7 is also fine. OMG! CAN'T SHE LET ME OFF? I JUST WANT TO REST AND STUDY!!!! I'm so sick n tired of workin at CJ!!
I hate my life. Why do i have to work n study!!!! its damn stressful! Its so pointless that i travel so far and work at 7pm and go home at 10 or 1030pm!! I'm just envy of those who can just concentrate on their studies while their parents suppport them. I am just so jealous of them!!!!! I thought of asking my mum to just give me $20 weekly allowance so that i need not work. But, come to think of it, i dont think i can survive.. even if i eat bread everyday, I need to save abt 2 weeks allowance to pay my hp bill. This means i can't go out often as i'll be very broke. Argh.!
JUst feel so troubled over everything thats happening in my life!! all my troubles that i had in my mind is making me going bonkers. The fact that my dad has no CPF for me to go study at Poly makes me feel the most worried and depressed. Told my mum about my results the other day. I told them that i maybe can make it to the poly n asked if dad has got the CPF for me to use. I thought dad would have quite a savin of CPF, and thought that i could use that for POly . But, he told me he got no CPF. I don't know what he means. Maybe he already got plans for his CPF. For the housing loan maybe. But this means i can't use his CPF for poly! Then where the hell can i get money to study? Dad said use mum's CPF. But mum's CPF is already so pathetic. Even if i use, i still need to pay cash when in the mid of the 3 yr course or her CPF maybe can only last me for 2 yrs. i really don't know. !! Moreoever, i think i will need money to buy books, laptop n sch related stuff. Who's gonna give me the money?
I'm just so troubled over money issues right now. I need money yet i can't work. Even if i can, there's something in my mind that stress me out of my job. Something that purposely make me can't balance off my job n studies! i need a peace of mind or someone to tell me what to do !!! Someone before i can't take all of it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Was rushing like hell for work after sch 'ends' at 4pm. Actually got ETP but i didn't go cuz of work. Moreover its just first day of school. Didn't even have time for dinner !!
My working schedule is being affected. I can't work mon - thurs. Told the manager when i went to work just now. But she requested me to report to work at 7pm next mon & wed. She said it doesn't matter that i can't reach at 6. 7 is also fine. OMG! CAN'T SHE LET ME OFF? I JUST WANT TO REST AND STUDY!!!! I'm so sick n tired of workin at CJ!!
I hate my life. Why do i have to work n study!!!! its damn stressful! Its so pointless that i travel so far and work at 7pm and go home at 10 or 1030pm!! I'm just envy of those who can just concentrate on their studies while their parents suppport them. I am just so jealous of them!!!!! I thought of asking my mum to just give me $20 weekly allowance so that i need not work. But, come to think of it, i dont think i can survive.. even if i eat bread everyday, I need to save abt 2 weeks allowance to pay my hp bill. This means i can't go out often as i'll be very broke. Argh.!
JUst feel so troubled over everything thats happening in my life!! all my troubles that i had in my mind is making me going bonkers. The fact that my dad has no CPF for me to go study at Poly makes me feel the most worried and depressed. Told my mum about my results the other day. I told them that i maybe can make it to the poly n asked if dad has got the CPF for me to use. I thought dad would have quite a savin of CPF, and thought that i could use that for POly . But, he told me he got no CPF. I don't know what he means. Maybe he already got plans for his CPF. For the housing loan maybe. But this means i can't use his CPF for poly! Then where the hell can i get money to study? Dad said use mum's CPF. But mum's CPF is already so pathetic. Even if i use, i still need to pay cash when in the mid of the 3 yr course or her CPF maybe can only last me for 2 yrs. i really don't know. !! Moreoever, i think i will need money to buy books, laptop n sch related stuff. Who's gonna give me the money?
I'm just so troubled over money issues right now. I need money yet i can't work. Even if i can, there's something in my mind that stress me out of my job. Something that purposely make me can't balance off my job n studies! i need a peace of mind or someone to tell me what to do !!! Someone before i can't take all of it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
星期六, 10月 29, 2005
星期四, 10月 20, 2005
last paper to go!
Done with my OA this morning...i think i will only get a B or C. GPA is going to be affected. Hai.
LAst paper tmr! PR.. haven study loh. Later got to rush my revision.. cannot slack le. =( But after TMR..haha.. HOLIDAYS!!! finally! haha.. can relax..do whatever i want..haha... yeah!!
Sis didn't go school today...she's sick. Ha.! maybe can ask her to play makeup with me. hahaha... childish eh? =p
Suddenly i just feel that the dream of going to Poly seems so far yet so near. I'm just hoping that my GPA allows me to go poly..thats all..
LAst paper tmr! PR.. haven study loh. Later got to rush my revision.. cannot slack le. =( But after TMR..haha.. HOLIDAYS!!! finally! haha.. can relax..do whatever i want..haha... yeah!!
Sis didn't go school today...she's sick. Ha.! maybe can ask her to play makeup with me. hahaha... childish eh? =p
Suddenly i just feel that the dream of going to Poly seems so far yet so near. I'm just hoping that my GPA allows me to go poly..thats all..
星期三, 10月 19, 2005
one paper down!
Yawn* so damn tired..woke up at 7 this morning to study my OA - the paper i will be having tomorrow. Yesterday had my Event Management Paper. Hope that i can score a A with my combine results of the project.. I'm not really confident of a A this time round. Especially OA!! So many notes to study.. haix. My memory is limited. Public relations paper is on friday. I have not touch a bit at all! Tonight must start studying my PR paper no matter what.
6 more days to go and hubby will be back! =) can't wait for that day. Hehee... I wanna change job!! I want to try out sales job.. something like a shop at far east.. a small shop will do. I just want to know how to do business so that i can be my own boss someday ! haha. Anyone got any sales job to intro????
I want to put on makeup! haha.. i never put on any make up with i go out.. i wanna learn! i just don't know how to use the cosmetics.. so jealous n envy when i saw the SCV CH.54 program where the make up artise can help the girl to make up till so beautiful.. even small eyes can look big. haha.. i want that!! anyone can offer to teach me a skill or two?
6 more days to go and hubby will be back! =) can't wait for that day. Hehee... I wanna change job!! I want to try out sales job.. something like a shop at far east.. a small shop will do. I just want to know how to do business so that i can be my own boss someday ! haha. Anyone got any sales job to intro????
I want to put on makeup! haha.. i never put on any make up with i go out.. i wanna learn! i just don't know how to use the cosmetics.. so jealous n envy when i saw the SCV CH.54 program where the make up artise can help the girl to make up till so beautiful.. even small eyes can look big. haha.. i want that!! anyone can offer to teach me a skill or two?
星期六, 10月 15, 2005
mentally sick...
Didn't go work... Don't feel well...mentally.
I'm so stressed over the exams.. i over-concerned with the results of this upcoming exams. I just can't study properly. I mean i can't concentrate. Things doesn't go in. Worst of all, i don't understand some of the notes. Therefore i've arranged to meet EM lecturer on mon morning to clear my doubts. I know its very last-min. But i've got no choice. I got to clear my doubts no matter what.
I'm starting to feel panicky over the exams.. I think i've got P-E-S which is the same as P-M-S. P-E-S stands for PRE- EXAMINATIONS- SYNDROME. And this is discovered by Ms Candy Sim Lay Koon. The syndromes are: trying hard to concentrate but can't, couldn't reframe yourself from temptations around you such as computer, food, tv. Hysterical Crying over stress.. over the panicky feeling. Flight reaction to stress. Meaning, escape from work and whatever other activities, telling yourself you got to study. No time for everything other thing else and realise u r infront of the tv after awhile.
The worst of all, no cure for this PES yet. Well this is ALL out of my imagination. Maybe this wild imagination is part of the syndrome too? haha.
Seriously, thats what happening to me now. Whats wrong with me! this often occur to me before exams. Haix. the worst of all, the exams would be gone before i knew it. thats a bad piece of news.
I'm so stressed over the exams.. i over-concerned with the results of this upcoming exams. I just can't study properly. I mean i can't concentrate. Things doesn't go in. Worst of all, i don't understand some of the notes. Therefore i've arranged to meet EM lecturer on mon morning to clear my doubts. I know its very last-min. But i've got no choice. I got to clear my doubts no matter what.
I'm starting to feel panicky over the exams.. I think i've got P-E-S which is the same as P-M-S. P-E-S stands for PRE- EXAMINATIONS- SYNDROME. And this is discovered by Ms Candy Sim Lay Koon. The syndromes are: trying hard to concentrate but can't, couldn't reframe yourself from temptations around you such as computer, food, tv. Hysterical Crying over stress.. over the panicky feeling. Flight reaction to stress. Meaning, escape from work and whatever other activities, telling yourself you got to study. No time for everything other thing else and realise u r infront of the tv after awhile.
The worst of all, no cure for this PES yet. Well this is ALL out of my imagination. Maybe this wild imagination is part of the syndrome too? haha.
Seriously, thats what happening to me now. Whats wrong with me! this often occur to me before exams. Haix. the worst of all, the exams would be gone before i knew it. thats a bad piece of news.
Didn't have a good sleep yesterday night. My brother-in-law was snoring away throughout the whole night. I was awaken by it. Haiz. I wonder how can my sister sleep peacefully.
Sometimes i just don't understand my classmates. Ask them out on a specific date and they say they can't make it.. but in the end can happily plan another outing. Is it that the activity i suggested is too boring? Whatever lah.. I'm used to it. Anyway i seldom hang out with them and i shall just live it that way.
I got the urge to buy Stefanie Sun's album. But i think my sister will buy soon. hehe. So i just wait will do. =x
I'm now so obsessed with Panasonic VS3!! Singapore only got the VS2..but HK got the VS3!! I want the phone.. i think its cool? hehe.. but i think its kinda ex . HOw i wish kun will buy the phone for me. BUt i know its impossible lah. STOP dreaming!!!!
Sometimes i just don't understand my classmates. Ask them out on a specific date and they say they can't make it.. but in the end can happily plan another outing. Is it that the activity i suggested is too boring? Whatever lah.. I'm used to it. Anyway i seldom hang out with them and i shall just live it that way.
I got the urge to buy Stefanie Sun's album. But i think my sister will buy soon. hehe. So i just wait will do. =x
I'm now so obsessed with Panasonic VS3!! Singapore only got the VS2..but HK got the VS3!! I want the phone.. i think its cool? hehe.. but i think its kinda ex . HOw i wish kun will buy the phone for me. BUt i know its impossible lah. STOP dreaming!!!!
星期五, 10月 14, 2005
A brand new start!
yay!!
this is my new blog!! well.. i've created a photo album too!http://xquisite920.blogs.friendster.com/photos/xquisitepics this is the link to my photo album! =)
now its the exams period.. but i just can't study. My mind will just drift off to day dream. Maybe i just miss hubby too much. haix.
He went to the disney land yesterday.. without ME!! argh! Luckily he bought something to please me. hahaha.. i saw it through the web conference. hehe. Its a pair of i should say glove? the white glove on mickey mouse's hand. hahaha.. but its HUGE. damn cute~! hahaha..thanks hubby.
I wonder what can motivate me to study... to get all the As..haiz.
this is my new blog!! well.. i've created a photo album too!http://xquisite920.blogs.friendster.com/photos/xquisitepics this is the link to my photo album! =)
now its the exams period.. but i just can't study. My mind will just drift off to day dream. Maybe i just miss hubby too much. haix.
He went to the disney land yesterday.. without ME!! argh! Luckily he bought something to please me. hahaha.. i saw it through the web conference. hehe. Its a pair of i should say glove? the white glove on mickey mouse's hand. hahaha.. but its HUGE. damn cute~! hahaha..thanks hubby.
I wonder what can motivate me to study... to get all the As..haiz.
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