He's getting married!! 9 yrs past n my feelings towards him will nvr change..walaupun kita tk bertemu sua..sekadar kedengaran suara di hp..I do really miss him..Org ckp FIRST LOVE NEVER CHANGE..it will still be with you no matter where u r..Its juz he nvr
took it seriously..

Nice words are heard for the first time from him..selama nie wt i get i kutuk2 n gurau2..WHY NOW?? If only...

Even tho i noe hu am i, i am still waiting for a prince to come..Wanted to make the first move or should i say hints are given out but I feel like Total ZERO chances..

The nights that we chat on the phone, smses..I will treasure it and cherish it..walaupun i tk akan dpt dier sepenuhnya, at least i get him as my fren.THANK YOU MY DEAR FREN

Oh Tuhan, kenapa dugaan yang begini Kamu berikan pada hamba?? Walaupun apa pun berikan aku kekuatan utk bertemu dier skali lg buat kali terakhir..Hindarkan segala cobaan yg akan Kau akan berikan..

Amin..

What is the relationship between love and fairy tales??

In fairy tales, love can be interesting, nice and fun. But in love, is nothing compared to fairy tales..You can imagined the person u in love with will be with u 247, but in reality its juz dreams..

Today is my off day n im slacking at home surfing net..hehe
my head is seriously numb to tink wat to write in the blog..so bare with it for a moment..
Thank You

*Yawn....
Feeling sleepy but yet couldnt sleep..Y???
MY HP IS FLAT!!!
can u imagine that i actually forgot to bring back my charger from werk n i play game at my hp ysterday..
I was so confident that i can charge wen i play Sudoku till i fell asleep..ARGH!!!
I juz couldnt live without my HP!! as imagine he msg but nvr reply wt will he tinks??that i dun want to tok to him?? Oh god...

Arghh!!!! after 5 days off i felt like i juz came out from under the tempayan...Could someone pls update me??? Haha

Newae, i had a fun time at Safra Chalet. This is my first time enjoying it without creating a trouble..haha..In fact, my aunts are actually glad that i came cuz bkn selalu ade gathering n get close to them..

During the stay, i noticed that there are bonds n communication between families.Y I said that?
Its becoz EVERYBODY joined in the fun wen we have games in charade n dance comp..terkekek sume tk tahan uat lawak..

On the first day, once arrived je, we go to swimming pool..tk sabar2 nk selam..It was cool..dah macam jurong swimming complex dah..after that, we had BBQ..macam2 makan ade..ayam, hotdog, burger, satay, otak2, dll...eerrrkkk...kenyang..Den we had Charade..its a traditional game that we would play if ade chalet..without fail..but it nvr fails to entertain us..

I slept at 2am as super tired but woke up at 3am n joined the rest of my couzinz at the playground till 6 am..we lie down n gazed at stars, talked all nite even though masing2 nye mata dah thiozzzz......hehe..at 6am we went back n slept till 11am..

after wake up we straight away go to swimming pool..tk tunggu2..kat sane ade jacuzzi, pool, playground, sauna, steambath, message waterfall..how cool..we really enjoy ampai tk nk klua for lunch..

after that we had ball games n some had card games..while the adults had karaoke session..best kan dpt relax after the strenous swim...sampai tertido2..hahaha

at nite, we had a dance comp game. sape leh joget the best menang..terkekek ngok aunts n uncles dance to hindi song, a-go-go, n dangdut..waduh...ngak bisa angkat sih..hehe...after that everyone flat n fall asleep till the next day check-out..

after checking-out at 9am, we didnt went back straight..we hang ard till the pool is open n while waiting, we went to bowling and the kids went to arcade...we played till we drop..i tink 2 games..den we jump into the pool till 3pm..sampai kena sunburn..haiz...

i went back to aunt house at marine parade n overnite der..dey even ask me to follow them to KL this weekend without any expense..but too bad mak tk kasi.. :(

But its ok i will be going to Kota Tinggi tis sat n in dec will go KL..if confirm, next june go Bali..Yeah!!!

Juz finish uploading n upgrading my multiply page..

Today i will be packing my bag for 3 days 2 nights stay at Safra Resort @ Changi..i dun now wt to bring n yet i have time to chat n blog..haha..
But the worse part is i have to werk tomoro morning b4 going der!! haiz...

MSN wif him today n god i really miss him..saw his pic n consider its enuff for me..
chatted for the last 3 hours n still chatting..hehe

as for at werk, i discover the diff side of the GR crew, Idham..we chatted at the pontoon waiting for departure n he really tok his mind n opinion out for lots of stuffs like playboy, real men, feelings between frenz n lovers..wow..he is really sumting..a guy of his own mind..org ckp diam diam lepuk..haiz..

n we found out that one of the SCC gal are in love with one of the GR crew but he is in love with another SCC gal..isnt that funny n sweet..Cinta Tiga Segi...haha..But the gal that fell in love with him is a bitch..sume laki dier nk..muka klau cantik tkpe..macam katak hodoh..prince charming dtg pun tk nk cium dier....eeeeee.....
Stop It eh Junaidah....biarlah diorg asalkan diorg bahagia..hehe

*Yawn

Im freaking tired..Even though its my off day..haiz..
Starting from today i will be going on my 5 days off..I will be going to chalet at Safra Resort..yeah!!

Ysterday i stayed back late at werk juz becoz to finish up things i started and not leaving things halfway when i go for long holiday..

At last i have someone to assist me in all the workload given..thank you for giving him as my assistant..i will be gladly to teach him till he can manage on his own..this is a huge commitment for him in order to get back the trust the seniors are losing..It is a secret and special asset that no one can get without trying..I will put all my heart and soul to teach n guide him all the way..dun u worry..I felt like the burden is lessen with him ard..thank you once again..

3 days off!!!! yeeaaahhh!!

sitting at home shake legs, eat, sleep watch TV, blah, blah.......
typical holiday...haiz..

brought home werk to settle but tkle..boring....dun noe wt to do..at least kept me bz...
He changed his number though n did not contact him 4 2 days ardy...so missing him...

P/S:Taufik look-a-like, if u noe bout it, I MISS YOU..hahaha...

Guess wer i am??at werk now n im playing internet..Haha!!!

Newae ysterday i bought a 5 in 1 multi purpose player..it consist of camera, mp4, mp3, video, tv recording n data storage..it has a internal memory of 1G..it has an expandable memory storage too..How cool is tat..n guess how much it cost?? SG$130!!!..its worth buying even though the brand is Zion...Tk rugi klau beli..Hahaha!!!

Btw im feeling stressed todae as i had a tiff with him smlm..its the words that i blurted out that jadi cam gini..n today the person yg i tk nk jumpa terpaksa ku temui nari...haiz..

I am sick AGAIN!!!

ysterdae is the worse say ever..thinking i was ok so i went to werk but end of shift i feel sick..makan pun leh ambik sampai 2 jam..

n went reach home i was totally sick..my head was in total pain as if any moment it will explode.asked my mum to picit kan kepala but it worsens wen night falls..i was shivering, my head is aching, i was crying...Nk tk nk terpaksa g 24hrs clinic..it cost me $68...So ex!!! but at least it lessen my pain..got 2 days mc..

today i slept till 3pm...n sat down in front of my comp tinking my headace will worse if i sleep some more..haiz...

Am missing him today..msn wif him though...he falling sick too but he is the one hu advice me to rest....haiz..

Had fever for 2 days..macam ayam berak kapor kat werk smlm..haiz..

SO MANY things had been happening lately n I cant tink anymore..its as if i will go crazy if i attend to those things..Luckily he advises me not to get involved anymore n he saves me..Thank you my dear fren...

I'm tired n sick of TMFT and gara2 kamu, ku tk sampai hati untuk meninggali tempat itu...
Seandai km dikeluarkan keje, aku akan tk tergerak hati untuk berfikir dua kali untuk keje disitu lagi..

Now, there is a lot of changes in TMFT..dey are cutting the number of manpower n i feel like we contract staffs are suffering w/o the temp staffs..

To Nadziah, Farhana and Shamima
All the best for ur future studies..Dun neglect it and go as furthest as you can. Get a better n prosper job.If you misses us, you r welcome to come back to TMFT or msn or call us..

To Nadiah, Fatin and Hafizah
Keje kat ICA tu baik2 jgn macam2 tau..jgn korang cap aku NTL sudah...hehe..

To Nadiah again
Welcome back to TMFT....Even though dah lain post, we can still chat during breaks..Esp kat ibu qasti...

To Izhar
Blajar betul tau..Plan ur future now not later..hope you pass with flying colours..

To Mamu Shaheer
even though u r not werking @ TMFT ardy, do contact us n keep in touch..

MISS YOU ALL................

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Biar ia bertanda tanya saja
Hati ku dah lama bertitik noktha

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Biar,biarlah begitu

Biar waktu mengobat rindu
Tiada ku mencari, sebarang penawar pilu

Biar lah mereka bertanya - tanya
Hati ku dah lama berganti arah

Biar,biarlah berlalu
Biar,biarlah begitu

Mana pergi janji
Setia di sisi
Hanya aku yang tertunggu-tunggu
Waktu pun berjalan
Tanpa kesempatan
Kau hilang tanpa pesanan

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Besar kesilapanku, besar lagi kesilapanmu
Hampa yang kau rasakan, hampa lagi perasaanku
Kau cuba menyatakan aku membuat kesilapan
Yang tak mungkin kau maafkan lagi
Kutak mungkin kau perlu disisi

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Berkali ku beri alasan, berkali-kali kau menolaknya
Kau inginku menyalakan diri ini bagai lilin
Dan terbakar oleh perbuatanmu

Suasana sepi kini menambahkan hening di dalam hatiku
Mengadil sikapmu, biar di jiwamu kutelah tiada
Di waktu begini diusik kenangan silam yang bertandang
Lalu kubiarkan, ia menabahkan hati ini

*Kekasihku cukup engkau buatku begini
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Aku masih cinta padamu, aku masih setia padamu
Kembalilah engkau kepadaku seperti dahulu

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Teringatmu dikala derita yang memisahkan kita
Di dalam sendu ku berseru, yang terukir dalam hatiku
Kekasih bukalah pintu untuk sekali ini

Aku cinta kepadamu

Besar kesilapanku, besar lagi kesilapanmu
Hampa yang kau rasakan, hampa lagi perasaanku
Kau cuba menyatakan aku membuat kesilapan
Yang tak mungkin kau maafkan lagi
Kutak mungkin kau perlukan lagi
Disisi

Am I in love?? Am I really in love??
I tink so but i tink its too fast..

Met only for 2 days and we are like...*click* together....
He even proposed to me in hand of marriage..
What the.....
All of the sudden...
Can sumone pls get me back to earth!!!!

I feel lethargic today..woke up as early as 6.50am...not sure y..mayb woke up cuz he msg me!!Possible la eh..

Today is a Good Friday but i'm not sure if it is a gd one 4 me..cuz have to werk!! ARGHH!!!

I checked that today der will be a lot of pax as all ferries are full house..there are even ad-hoc trips..tk pernah ade Bintan trips @ 0945 & 1500, Nongsa @ 1000, 1010, 1040, Tg Pinang @ 0915,0930..Haha..gd luck to all morning shift staffs esp baggage counter..i pity them...NOT!!

I tink i will be @ TCC today as muka dah cap TCC wen weekend n PH..haiz...prepared tho n will bring a small tv set juz in case i got bored...

Btw 2 daes ago i went out with Nadiah to Tamp Mall..Long time nvr meet her n so missing her..she cut her hair like Fatin n it was nice..we ate ban mian at Food Junction..it was her first time eating tat n we ate almost 1 hr..maklumlah makan sambil berbual...den we went window shopping..or should i say partial shopping as she bought 4 tees n i bought 1 jacket..ngah offer kata kan..haha..But have to cut short as i have to go werk..
SIS, nanti on the 28 Apr jgn lupa date kite tau..hehe

I was at baggage pier ysterday n a stupid incident happen..nape la ia terjadi bile i'm der..dah nasib kata kan
Bintan trip @ 1700 supposed to be Arung Mendara so as per normal everything went smoothly until last min diorng ckp tukar vessel from Arung to Indera, which was alongside with arrival pax..Tat was wen pax are starting to board..tu tkpe bisa diatur..TAPI THE PORTERS ARE NOT HAPPY..ape nyer tk dey have ardy load 6 trailers of bags, ard 120 bags, on board Arung den was told to transfer the bags over to Indera..Mengamuk diorg sekejap..dey mogok n tk nk uat the job..so in the end the Bintan crews do demselves n i helped them..i was so bloody pissed off with dem..but later on dey still come down to help..i tink as Abg Sam n Abg razmi was der..FULL STRENGTH...
Later went i came down from Arung, i nvr realised that Albert was der..Arghh!! not sure if he sees me came down...haiz...

P/S: n btw he is our new TMFT Manager..Lee Koon Leng promote to AM n Lim Yeok Keong went HBFT..All the best sir...

Appraisal??
I've heard of tat but nvr been to one b4 until 2 days ago.. i was shocked to be called to VIP room..tot got complain..went i go in all the 3 big boss was sitting der n smiling at me..Hmm...
But it turn out to be normal as dey juz say my performance during the period i werk of 6 months..so far so good..

Newae, AM I REALLY A BAD GIRL??
I have hurt a lot if peeps feeling esp my close sistaz..I AM REALLY SORRY...
Wont do it again...
Even i myself had been hurt tat day..it was a negatif answer from him..
therefore trying my best to avoid him or pretend nothing happen wen i saw him..we act as usual like b4 i had feelings for him...consoled myself n was told to move on..
Tat was y i kept myself bz..

Last notes..
A girl asked a boy if she was pretty.
He said no.
She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever.
He said no.
She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away.
He again said no.
She had heard too much.
She needed to leave.
As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay, he said,
"You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

OUCH!!!
tats my first reaction when i woke up from sleep n last reaction when im going to sleep..
Y? Both of my legs are aching from NDP audition last sun...Muscle cramps...

for 2 days i have been walking like mad gal..i guess i need tongkat like mr Kang..haha..
cant even sit properly, walk properly even go toilet oso very pain..haiz..

but no matter wt my heart is contented..as i met him at boarding n sat n chat with him...I juz cant get him out of my head n heart...his photos filled my dreams and mind wen at werk..he motivates me to go werk everyday..N probably becoz of him i tink i shall stay @ SCC a little longer...

Ysterdae is the most boring daes i ever had in jetty deployment..
Even tho i love that place...Y???

I had no freedom to talk to crews n capts AT ALL!!!!IT ALL BECOZ OF HIM!!!
I feel like killing him..Haha..Even Cik Yunos noticed..

Anyway it didnt spoilt my mood totally as SF1 came twice...So happy!!U all should noe..
I didnt get enuff of his face..my heart kept missing him..n smlm we talked like we nvr used to..i berbual tk pernah manja ngan dier n it happen...haiz...

Apart from that i'm happy as i was selected for NDP07 audition..Not selected exactly but i forced to in charge to select me..yelah pe nyer tk dey ask to wait for letter but sampai skrg macam buah tk jatuh..tunggu sampai NDP habis pun tk dtg surat tu..so mak ani ask me to kol n pretended to get angry wif them..n dey asked me to come down this Sun to audition..Haha

NDP07 Audition Here I Come to rock the place!!!

I saw him and talked to him 2day!!!Yeah!!!
I was so happy that even words are explainable..

Im boarding today so i brought all my stuffs to boarding to make sure i'm occupied wen free time instead of playing game cuz we have been reminded not to play games ardy.....Me & JY stayed there till last arrival ferry....

His ferry is the last ferry from Nongsa so thats wen i get a chance to talked to him..

E: "Kamu nari petang ya?"
J: "Ya seminggu pagi n seminggu ptg..Next week p."
E: "Antara 2 shift nie ane satu penat?"
J: "Dua2 penat.." (Smiles)
E: "Klau penat tk payah kerja la.."
J: "Ish tk bole.Nk carik rejeki."
E: "Alah bole mintak ibu bapa kamu sih"
J: "Tk mau la..Klau minta km bisa ngak??"
E: "Saya ngak ada wang la.."
J: "Haha gurau je la..Pada saya wang tidak smestinya memberi kebahagian"
E: "...."

To me yes money doesnt guarantee u be happy...If hearts and love that matters..if you got the money but no love, its useless..Its more powerful if vice versa..

Prove??
My Parents...They really shows the Power of Love...

Hmmm..let me see...its already been 2 wks since he disappeared and now he is back!!!HORRAY!!
Eager to see him @ 1420 & 1830....

I was juz browsing thru my email n i found this mail very cute so i shared it here..




LOL.....

Boarding Gate, Jetty & Baggage Pier..
Wat is the difference wif these places??
I LOVE THESE DEPLOYMENT..HAHA

If dey put me in dis 3 place i'm happy enuff to reach the sky...
I saw him last 2 days n ihe wont be cuming to TMFT soon as his ferry is under repair @ Tuas....Haiz..Enjin masuk air..cant u believe tat..

I have to wait forhim to come back..
bagaikan bintang merindui bintang..

He called 2 days ago n msg yesterday..haha so happy..
tk dpt jumpa ngar suara pun dah ckp bagus..
as long as i noe he is safe sumwer..

ysterdae was hectic day..i kena TCC and thomas carpark while the rest are out in either baggage or jetty or boarding..Thomas ws new so most of the qtn he come n ask me..tu tkpe..the stress arises wen probs came up..Tai Tong came n nobody noes how to do the billing..So i had to do..den VIP, BOD of SCC, coming back from Nongsa..I have to keep asking the capt if his name is in the list..n found out that the ferry he took break down halfway...n tat was my fav ferry...haiz...

kat carpark most matters i handle cuz Thomas tk tau pape!!!stress tau..tu tkpe jetty lights @ 1& 2 not werking...and the printers @ peir is down and dey complained to me..Y ME????Not AM???ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There is really not enuff staffs werking n i didnt even manage to go for toilet break..Can u believe tat??Mane nk handle fon calls ringing non stop, ad-hoc ferries arrival...really tkde rest..my body are aching all over...i went thru 2 breakdown at tat time...i'm not tat strong u noe..Sampai Mr Oh ckp if sumone hu is familiar der ardy cannot make it in the situation like tis, imagine if putting new staffs der..Chia Lak....Luckily someone was der to comfort me and ask me to rilex..

After last ferry departure @ 8pm, den i manage to rilex as peeps from boarding n baggage came to my rescue and cover me for my break...But tk makan as Killiney is already closed...

So tot of going jetty to rilex wen i sent down wheelchair for WM6 pax..but halfway i decided to go back with Abg Gadafi as i dun feel rite..tiba2 my hair standing but i juz kept quiet...The jetty lights is still down so der was total darkness @ TM1 & TM2..the place wer me & fizah hang out to tangkap jiwang..den someone told me not to go down der as the porters saw something..he chased Shamimma and Joanna back to office as he said its not safe..He told me tat dey saw 'Fatimah Rock' over der...I dun noe how dey saw in darkness but i believe him..as dey is a lot of cases der...I myself saw sumthing else but kept quiet..

At last ferry arrival, i tk tau cam ne nk print 6.32 n 6.65 but idea came to me..save the report in thumbdrive n print @ carpark..it took long time as the drive are going bonkers i guess...

Went back in Mr Oh's car..but aligthed halfway @ Eunos tho..ingat leh alik cepat BUT MY HP LEFT IN THE CAR!!!!can u believe it again???Not my good luck day seh...have to wait for him to turn back n return back my hp..

Went reached back home i ate as i was freaking hungry and den read Sidney Sheldon bk till i fell asleep...

3 more days to go...

3 ari bagaikan 3 tahun menunggu kehadiran nya disisiku...
Kumenantikan saat ku akan temui dia dan bergurau seperti setiap kala..
Betapa rindunya hatiku ini kepada dia..
Aku dan dia ibarat langit dan bumi yg jarak jauh entah kemana..
Walaupun jauh di mata tapi dekat di hati..

STOP IT EH!!nk jiwang2 lak...wt nonsense...haiz..haha

today i feel very bored @ home..dah lah 2 hari off n dun now wt to do..
therefore i update my blog, friendster, and even my multiply..
Soon, i'm opening another blog for videos, lyrics and even songs...
For now, I upload songs and even created a new blog space in multiply wer i put all the jokes n notes der..
Check that site out..

http://junaidahrahim.multiply.com/journal

Lastly,

aku ingin engkau slalu
hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku
sepanjang hidupku

aku ingin engkau slalu
hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku
meski waktu akan mampu

4 more days to go..still counting.

today is my off day in fact i got 2 off days...lazing around surfing the net and looking at friend's profiles in friendster and blog..really dun noe wat to do..

Newae still waiting for a confirmation letter for NDP 2007..If the letter says selected we have to go auditions if not too bad...cant wait..

I tink its really really time to change hp..tk leh on normally n can on wen i flip the pon continously..giler kan cam ne tk rosak cpt..tot of changing to W850I on tis 25th pay day..hehe

5 more days to go....Can't wait

todae kena boarding with Pake, Far & Khai (pier)...we really got nothing to do as der are not many pax departure..so we played spider solitaire all the way while i read Sidney Sheldon..The book is good...

me & abg din disturb each other by arguing..favorite ar kacau dier...pakai staple la, walkie talkie la..pake n far suke ngok free show..

boring seh satu hari but khai make the situation niosy as he is ardy nosey..haha..
dier berbual sorang biler kiter tk layan dier..in the end dier main crazy taxi..haha..we spent the whole day @ boarding..

oh ya der was wen Sea Prince were supposed to arrive tapi lum nampak batang hidung nyer..so me, pake & uncle Lim gurau kat talkie..

Pake: ''Uncle Lim, any sign of Sea Prince?"
Uncle Lim: "Haven come la..diorg lambat lagik"
Jun: "The prince gi swimming under the sea la.."
Jun: "Gi jumpa mermaid"
Uncle Lim: "Dia cium2 mermaid la.."

HAHA..Abg Razmi pun menyampuk jek....so far pake yg kena buli..wen she called jetty staffs, Khai ans in diff tone walhal dier kat sblah..pake have to repeat the msgs twice after knowing it was khai...haiz...

N tot today of staying back but wats the point??? HE IS NOT THERE....

Lastly hanya lirik 2 nie yg membuat hatiku terisi dimasa2 sunyi..

KU TLAH JATUH CINTA -AGNES MONICA

Kini ku mulai bertanya
Salahkah keinginan ini
Tak tahu entah bagaimana
Diriku cinta padamu

Hanya bila kau membalas
Cinta kan jadi milikmu

Ku pastikan hatiku untukmu
Sejak pertama kau tatap mataku
Hanya senyummu mengisi relung hatiku
Ku t’lah jatuh cinta
Pernah ku sempat kecewa
Tak bisa lagi ku terluka
Tunjukkan satu jalan lain untuk ku
Hapuskan dilema dari rasa ragu

Deployment?? Baggage Pier..
Kata je baggage pier but computer @ boarding gate..haiz

Nari kecoh rabakz ar system baru tu..Sume connection lost, PC down n no choice do manual PC..den @ pontoon power trip...dah la tkde air-con kat concourse...Hectic...i dun tink the new system will last long..n iwas tinking if it were, sampai bila kiter nk jadi macam bdk bodoh jg pax...

btw for the next 5 days,he wont be coming to TMFT as his ferry went to dockage @ Tuas..ARGHHH!!!!

Newae lucky ade fizah @ boarding...so kiter giler2 kacau dier n ehem....haha..oops sowie confidential...all the way kiter sang lagu jiwang n feeling jap...hehe..
Told fizah bout the sweet phrase n she was touched..To me it was deep n meaningful..n der is a fact in it too..

"Spending a day with someone you love is more meaningful than spending a lifetime with someone you don't love."

I spent my free time mostly hanging out in all Bintan Ferries (Arung Mendara, Aria Bupala & Indera Bupala)..Dah masuk sume captain's cockpit n it was cool..the pit is different from each other...Dpt free food lak tu..kata VVIP..haha macam paham...

By right all contract staffs have SPOS training today but I skipped it as i find it redundant as i dah tau how to operate it..So me n Fizah slack @ pontoon n wait for Golden Raider to come..Our intention is to buy fruits so tats y we stayed back..

wen GR1 came we bought $6 worth of fruits..tu dah biase as the most ex we bought is up to $15..dem we hang out wif the crews as we waited for master to arrive..Tat was wen i think about him..cuma certain peeps know hu..haha

the crews menggatal seh but they r ok lah..sume dah macam family..n since all of them are Indonesians so we talked in Malay n tat was wen i translate the above phrase in Malay..it was on the spot translation n it match..

"Meluangkan sehari dengan seseorang yang kamu sayang adalah lebih bermakna daripada meluangkan seumur hidup dengan seseorang yang kamu benci."

Deni, Suyitno, Zakir & Fizah was astounded by the words..Terima kasih sume..haha perasan..
den Zakir came up with a sentence out of ADIDAS brand..

Ade.Duit.Isteri.Dua.Ape.Salahnye

Memang sajak la tu..
den we go back home..In 35, me & Fizah kept talking bout pantuns..reminds me of Reza hu in on 1 month leave..We create jokes n pantun yg merepek n we laugh like nobody biz..hehe..

eh k lah panjang sangat la ni..

Last words..

aku ingin engkau slalu
hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku
sepanjang hidupku

Its been a hectic day @ werk today..I kena TCC today i feel bored all of a sudden..Its been like tat if i kena weekend morning shift..4 sure they put me TCC..dun noe y..

Today Izhar n Mr Kuna scolded a pax due to wrong ferry..She was supposed to board Golden Image but she took Golden Raider. She was devasted as she dun want to board GI1.in the end after kena scolding from den, she reluctantly go to GR1..haha

Den Aria Bupala case..As per usual Bintan ferries are supposed to berth @ platform 1 or 2 but juz now since it was full AP1 have to standby first. But Capt Simon requested 4 or 5 but i dun allow as a lot of departing pax n baggages...mampus nanti porter maki aku..haha

Today Hans went to information counter to claim a wallet belongs to Pak Arman..He lost his wallet yesterday in the ferry itself..N I believe huever the kind soul tat returns the wallet must be an angel as he is honest not to take any money from der..inside got almost SG$300 le..I really salute the honest person..

Me & Pake were complaining about alot of things but I wont mention wat as if pple noe i cialat..Haiz..sum times i feel like running away from SCC...its erk....Only i noe how it feels..

Den i took time off @ 12pm but b4 tat i manage to meet elly @ boarding gate. We chated till close trip and i go off to Toa Payoh CC for NDP Briefing..

This year NDP will be a grand show as it will be the first time it will be held on water platform @ Marina Bay..IT WAS COOL!!!!Can't wait..will update more in time to come..

maafkan aku
menduakan cintamu
berat rasa hatiku
tinggalkan dirinya
dan demi waktu
yang bergulir disampingmu
maafkanlah diriku
sepenuh hatimu
seandainya bila kubisa memilih
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Sayangku mungkir pada kejujuranmu
Menolak segala bahgia dihadapanku
Kasihku mungkir pada kata janjiku
Berlari aku jauh dari cintamu
Kukesali


Haiz...it juz pierce my heart wen i read those lyrics..

MUNGKIR BAHAGIA

Ooo..
Dihimpit dicengkam rindu ini
Gerimis duka ku
Menggamit kenangan silam
Resah dan pilu menghampiri

Sunyinya malamku kelam
Pedih kemelut cinta
Dingin kelu bicara
‘Tuk mengungkap rindu

Sayangku mungkir pada kejujuranmu
Menolak segala bahgia dihadapanku
Kasihku mungkir pada kata janjiku
Berlari aku jauh dari cintamu
Kukesali

Dikanyut dilambung ombak lara
Sepiku berkelana
Melayari jiwa nestapa
Menggagahi rasa kesayuan

Leburlah harapan cinta
Namun kesetiaanmu
Kugenggam bagai hukuman
Mengheret langkahku

Maafkan daku
Kekasih hati cinta kita berakhir
Maafkan daku
Kerna ku memungkirinya

Maafkan daku
Kekasih hati cinta jadi begini
Maafkan daku
Ku mungkir bahagia

Off Day

its difficult to get an off day unless i pally for off-in-liew...tat if der is enuff peps @ werk..haiz..newae i applies for @ least 2 off days per weekdays as i find it tiring to werk non-stop..robot oso got rest le...

Newae im uploading my multiply page with songs and personal pics...so lookout for it..
http://junaidahrahim.multiply.com/

oh ya I've changed the blog skin i find it nice and sweet but im gonna keep updating it until i'm satisfied..haha..

lastly i wan share tis one lyric with u tat i find it meaningful..

ungu - demi waktu

aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
yang kini hadir diantara kita
namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu
yang slama ini temani hidupku

reff:
maafkan aku
menduakan cintamu
berat rasa hatiku
tinggalkan dirinya
dan demi waktu
yang bergulir disampingmu
maafkanlah diriku
sepenuh hatimu
seandainya bila kubisa memilih

kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya
mungkin semua takkan seperti ini

dirimu dan dirinya kini ada dihatiku
membawa aku dalam kehancuran

*reff

Hello Hello Hello

Hey der sowie nvr update for long time...been bz @ werk la..a lot of happenings have been happening @ werk..What am i toking about??haha..I missed Nadiah n soon Fatin as both of dem had flew to ICA. But dun worry a few of us has applied for that position juz a matter of getting it or not..haiz...

Newae dis days I've been addicted to Indonesia songs like Ungu, Audy, Ello, etc..the songs are nice to hear wen u r lonely n missed someone u loved so much or hate sumone that u loved..haiz mix feelings in me now..cuma Tuhan je tau wat i feel rite now..

Cant type much as its time to go to werk AGAIN!!
Oh no should have positive tinking
ITS TIME TO GO TO WERK YEAH!!!

P/S: yeah rite...