Disheartening .

I am disheartening with my annoying sister who is so damn annoying. Can't she just be a little likable? Sighs.

I am dishearted to find out my colleague who quitted and started smoking again cus of stress. I know what stress can do to ppl and I hope everything will be fine for him soon, so he won't have to smoke.

I have nothing against smoking just that he wasn't smoking when I know him and just hope that god will bless him so that he won't be so stressed. Cus he is a nice uncle at work that other than my cousin will be always there to coach me. And yup, I hope everyone will b happy.

Memories memories

Im getting older every day.
I tend to forget things now and then when I'm not reminded.

I went to a orchestra concert on Fri and it brought back memories of the times in the band. I miss playing the clarinet and my violin. I"ve been so busy I left my violin in a corner.

And after the concert Ming loon and Beng met for dinner to celebrate our rom. =]

Sat I celebrated kalai birthday for the xth no. of years. It's a blessing to have her as my friend till now. There are so much things that happened along the way. In glad she's still here in spore. Happy birthday to her again.

Attended audrey wedding today. Met my ex- colleagues and ex boss. So nice to see them once again. I dun miss the work but I miss the ppl. Im sad some people have changed and that some others opened up their minds and are leaving. One of the reasons I left cus I din wanna work long hours. And still be paid the same. I tot they were ok with it. But today, god bless them that they have found a job and is leaving. I'm really happy for them! =]

Im so glad people are moving on with their lives, with Henning and Frank leaving us to return to their country, and Tsui han, Eileen and Esther moving out to a better career, Im truely happy for them.

God bless everyone!

New chapter of my life..

Today, 8 Feb 2012, I marry the man who loves me, who is always there for me, who always cares for me, Mr Kupish.

I thank everyone for their best wishes! From family to friends! I love all of you!! 

Throughout this 24 yr and n months of my life. I seen ppl changing. I am constantly changing too. Some people changed for the better, others worsen. But that is life I suppose. I was cleaning my drawer jus now and realized that I have so much rubbish inside. From my poly matrix card to my sec bus card to all my long lost neo prints and many cards and notes. Thank you all whom have wrote something to me. It's still with me. . Of these people, some are still in contact w me, other lost. It's such a pity that we just dun contact each other anymore though fate once brought us together. I also understand the fact that what is yours will always be yours.

From all the past memories, I realized that I am very blessed! To have so many people loving and caring for me. I truely love all of them. I used to be so tied up with work. Im glad I have more time for my own things nowadays, which my boss calls it a lifestyle career. 

Life is sweet

Life is sweet with so many people from my family and friends loving and caring for me. =]

I wanna thank my sisters who organized a hen's party for me at studio M hotel last night. It was so sweet of them and I really appreciate it. Thank god for letting me have them as friends. I love u all. 

Today when I came back from the party and was so overwhelm emotionally, Kalai called. I was crying when I was talking to her cause she too asked about my ROM. 

Today my mum invited my aunts and uncles over. And my 3rd auntie gave me a red packet for ROM saying she dunno what to buy for me. I was so touched I din know what to say.

I wanted my ROM to be a simple affair at the beginning. With the thought of just having my and his parents and siblings. However, I realized I was wrong. My aunties always ask when I'm getting married, they are like so cute. They would say auntie old already, but I still want to attend your wedding. How is it possible that I not invite them to celebrate with me? So I invited them along. 

Time passed so fast, people aged and people change. My dad changed, to be a better person. I know that all the things that he do is for me. And I really appreciate it. I am so regretful of some of the things I done. I'm glad he forgave me.

I agree with mother teachings, to not to hate to have a beautiful heart. So I will not hate anyone l. 

I'm losing my voice! I hope I will be well soon!! 

Spin.

It's a car ride day today !!

I sat on 6 different cars today.

1 Mercs
1 BMW
1 Lexus
1 van
1 volkswagen
1 Picannto

So fun!!!

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