Thankful.

Often, I do take granted for the people, things around me. When things dun go my way, I get frustrated, at anyone, with anything.

Thankful for everyone who has been through w me thick and thin.

Thankful of course to my parents who will always be there to support me no matter what.

Thankful to my hubby who will always be there to listen to my nonsense whether disregarding who is right or wrong.

Thankful for my wonderful colleagues who endured my willfulness, pettiness and bad-tempered.

Thank for all. I love you all. And I know you all love me too!! =]

Time for Myself

Time is running out.
Time is passing so fast I can hardly breathe.
Time please slow down.
I have so many things I want to do but haven got the time to.

I miss my mum.
I love my parents.
I love my hubby.
I love my siblings.
I love my frens.
I love my colleagues.
I love everyone!

Thank u for all the love! 😃

Little things that brighten my day

It's a happy day though it's tiring.

Met sandy for lunch, nice to catch up over lunch.😃

Was in office doing some work when our abang MSG if we were going to the next fraternity, and me and Jannah were like not very interested. So we gave excuses that we are not going. But as the nicest person in the whole company, he is always so nice. He just said ok, but the others are not ok with it. So I asked them where are they and ask dem to come office now! When I turned back, I saw abang!! And he gave me a scare! It was damn funny !
What lovely colleagues I have.

I was so bored in office and marcus came over to say hi. So I asked him to buy me a drink which he did. So sweet of him!!

They are all so nice!!

But the best of all....

A good friend that i thought I have lost some time ago, came back to me. And I m really happy. Really really. Because I have been so upset about it, it's was just me.

Went jogging w Beatrice all the way from office to garden by the bay!! Damn cool, cus it's my first time there and I din know we could walk from tanjong pager to MBS. 😃👍

Tml will be a better day!!

Thank you for today!! 😘😘

Reflection

Im so tired after a long day!!

Day started with me lunching with my ex colleagues from IMB. It's been some time since i last met them. And it was really great to see them again. Taking and updating on everything.

I'm glad that after so long (it's been one year already) that I can still communicate with them and talk to them and sing song with them. I missed those fun days. BUT I do not miss the work, I just miss the people.

I'm so glad, that people are concerned about how I'm doing, and about the things I do. It's has only been a short 1 year at IMB but it somehow seems much longer than in Philipps lab.

It was a catch up day, we had lunch den chatted in the office with dem, den moved on to the pantry, to the lab with some other ppl, to tissue culture room, to the lab, to the pantry again and to the office again.

Hahaha. Nava is so nice to buy me snacks and gracy is so nice to share with me her pear. They were so funny debating if I should eat healthy or unhealthy.

They are so funny, they were saying that the lab became quiet when I left and quieter when frank left! Haha. 👍

And I haven been catching up with them and I din know that tovin Is already 15 mths and even Sarah is already 7 mth?? How time flies.

And the most saddening thing is that my joker fren is going to leave the lab too and I can't help her. 😔

Went with Vana to some Indian engagement party and it's so nice that there are so many nice people around. =]

A good long day! =]

幸福

I'm happy cause I am a little 幸福 ger.
I'm thankful that I have so many people to care and support me.

Even my Steven is jealous of me. Haha, since people tend to take care of me more than him.

Was chatting with lata which brings back memories of old school days. I missed those times so much, I miss him alot too, my bested friend. Thankful that I have him since he will always be there and cheer me up though he is like few thousand meters so far away from spore. Thank u!!!

Little things that makes me smile

It's Linda's birthday today and I called to wish her happy birthday.

Surprisingly, she picked up the call. And if was so nice talking to her. My memories of her stopped at secondary school days cus after that we din really keep in contact anymore.

Her memories of me was that I used to be very short. And she asked if I grown taller, so funny and sweet memories. I miss the good old days that we just study and go for CCA. Loge was so fun then. I miss secondary school days.

Happy lazy tired sick

This morning was on facebook and lata came to me.

It's so sweet cus he said hello stresser. And yes, I m stressed. And he knows it though he's like far far away. I miss him! Cus he's like the sweetest brother I had. Though he's like so far away. He is always there when I needed him. Thank u!!

I went to see a client with steven yesterday and she was so nice. She keeps saying that I looked like 16/17 years old and that she wants to bring me to watch cartoon together. She also keeps saying she likes me alot she dunno why, she even treat us to Vietnam coffee and bagel from US and she claimed that she usually dun entertain people. She is so nice she made my day! Thank u!! =]]

I'm sick since last week.😔

Good weekend to all!

Happy day

It's a happy day the whole day

In the morning, daddy helped me and hubby cleared our worries at work.

At batminton w Jannah , Marcus and Norman, no matter who I partner with, I kept losing. Ops. But I went jogging today!! For 10 minutes!! It's like something I wanna do in ages but it did not happen!! Today I finally did it after badminton. Wee!! So proud of myself.

Elite club helped me cleared my doubts. I'm not thinking of anything else. =]

Met an ex-colleague whom I haven seen for 6 years. It's like lol. But it was so nice to see her after so long. That's what I like about my job. To meet ppl. So fun!! Weee!! So much for catching up.=]

It's a happy day! Nite!

It's a happy day!!

Words speak a thousand words!

I haven been speaking to Shuhei in years and yes, it was so nice to hear from him and he even said he would bring me around if I were I go Tokyo!!

Random

When all other things fail, I just need to be home under the love of mummy and daddy and hubby.

I love mummy!! She always spoils us. =]]

I misss hubby. He is always so busy!!!!!! =[[[[[

Happy

I was at Amoy for lunch this afternoon and was sitting on a table waiting for my cousin to buy his food. This nice uncle came to me smiling and said:"why are u deep in tots, wad are u thinking" I jus smiled back. The truth was I left my phone in the office while charging and was just staring into space while waiting for my cousin. And he continued:" life is simple, you dont have to think so much. Everything his pray to god. =] uncle is so nice.

Then in the afternoon? I Was having tea w Jannah and this uncle walked pass and smile at us. So I just smiled back, den he started to ask wad we were eating, den I replied tau huey. Den jannah gave me a face and asked y I talked to him. Hahah. It's just a small talk. Lol.

Went to some facial thingy in the evening and they helped me make up and the teacher keeps saying I'm pretty!! So happy!!! Hahahaha!!

Troubled

I Duno who/wads right. Who/wads wrong. The important day yesterday have passed and it's too late to regret.
No one knows what lies in the future. No one know when the world will end.
Though I stop goin there. I feel so bad that everyone there is so nice to me. I am so sorry or everything.

God planned everything. So perhaps everything is destined to be like this.

June jia you!!

So apt

I'm happy and I know it. 😄

I am so blessed with so many nice people around me.

From my parents to my husband to relatives ti my colleagues and friends. And I am thankful for all that.

Din is currently in Nepal and I told panda to send something to me and he said ok! Im such a happy girl!! Cus they are both so nice!! If it was someone else, it's hard to say!! Bleah.

Though I haven seen panda is years but I always like talking to him. Cus no matter what, he always makes me laugh. 

I'm so envy of my little cousin!! He's so irritating!!

June: wad are u goin to do after ns?
Chris: do nothing? I dun need to work! I dun need the money!!

How I wish I am of equal status as him? Sighs. I need to work hard to get where I wanna be. 

Brand new month. All the best to me!

Hatred

What is hatred??

I Duno anymore. Cus it's too tired to hate anyone. Not hating anyone makes life so much happier and easier isn't it? Why bother about so much things? Life is short? Just do what I love to us the most important isn't it?

Danny asked: is your temper still so bad?

To tink of it, I felt that I have changed a lot. Thank you! I I Duno who to thank, I Duno if my temper is still so bad, but I dun think so? Wad do u tink?

Im so stressed, I hope I know what to do. =[[ sighs. Pls pls some one enlighten me!! =))

Happy

I spoke to Danny today and I'm happy that he found a Gf! =] like I'm glad we are friends after all that have happened.

Sometimes some things happened for a reason. Yep?

N I met up w Geraldine and to visit terry and Tessy and I'm glad that we are able to get along though I haven seen her in years. But yep!

I got a box of Roche from a new fren who postpone me twice and a choc from another new fren. It's a chocolate week !! =]

I love everything I have now. Since happiness is abt what you already have. =]

Black out

I blacked out for a while today after vomitting. U duno what's wrong w me but it seems so scary. I wad alone and din know what to do. Having this feeling for the 1st time scares me. Hope I get well soon! =]

A beautiful dream.

Dreams are just dreams..

I had a dream. A beautiful one. So did steven. Though it's 2 different dreams.

I dreamt of a long lost fren.

He dreamt abt money .

Hahahahah....

Disheartening .

I am disheartening with my annoying sister who is so damn annoying. Can't she just be a little likable? Sighs.

I am dishearted to find out my colleague who quitted and started smoking again cus of stress. I know what stress can do to ppl and I hope everything will be fine for him soon, so he won't have to smoke.

I have nothing against smoking just that he wasn't smoking when I know him and just hope that god will bless him so that he won't be so stressed. Cus he is a nice uncle at work that other than my cousin will be always there to coach me. And yup, I hope everyone will b happy.

Memories memories

Im getting older every day.
I tend to forget things now and then when I'm not reminded.

I went to a orchestra concert on Fri and it brought back memories of the times in the band. I miss playing the clarinet and my violin. I"ve been so busy I left my violin in a corner.

And after the concert Ming loon and Beng met for dinner to celebrate our rom. =]

Sat I celebrated kalai birthday for the xth no. of years. It's a blessing to have her as my friend till now. There are so much things that happened along the way. In glad she's still here in spore. Happy birthday to her again.

Attended audrey wedding today. Met my ex- colleagues and ex boss. So nice to see them once again. I dun miss the work but I miss the ppl. Im sad some people have changed and that some others opened up their minds and are leaving. One of the reasons I left cus I din wanna work long hours. And still be paid the same. I tot they were ok with it. But today, god bless them that they have found a job and is leaving. I'm really happy for them! =]

Im so glad people are moving on with their lives, with Henning and Frank leaving us to return to their country, and Tsui han, Eileen and Esther moving out to a better career, Im truely happy for them.

God bless everyone!

New chapter of my life..

Today, 8 Feb 2012, I marry the man who loves me, who is always there for me, who always cares for me, Mr Kupish.

I thank everyone for their best wishes! From family to friends! I love all of you!! 

Throughout this 24 yr and n months of my life. I seen ppl changing. I am constantly changing too. Some people changed for the better, others worsen. But that is life I suppose. I was cleaning my drawer jus now and realized that I have so much rubbish inside. From my poly matrix card to my sec bus card to all my long lost neo prints and many cards and notes. Thank you all whom have wrote something to me. It's still with me. . Of these people, some are still in contact w me, other lost. It's such a pity that we just dun contact each other anymore though fate once brought us together. I also understand the fact that what is yours will always be yours.

From all the past memories, I realized that I am very blessed! To have so many people loving and caring for me. I truely love all of them. I used to be so tied up with work. Im glad I have more time for my own things nowadays, which my boss calls it a lifestyle career. 

Life is sweet

Life is sweet with so many people from my family and friends loving and caring for me. =]

I wanna thank my sisters who organized a hen's party for me at studio M hotel last night. It was so sweet of them and I really appreciate it. Thank god for letting me have them as friends. I love u all. 

Today when I came back from the party and was so overwhelm emotionally, Kalai called. I was crying when I was talking to her cause she too asked about my ROM. 

Today my mum invited my aunts and uncles over. And my 3rd auntie gave me a red packet for ROM saying she dunno what to buy for me. I was so touched I din know what to say.

I wanted my ROM to be a simple affair at the beginning. With the thought of just having my and his parents and siblings. However, I realized I was wrong. My aunties always ask when I'm getting married, they are like so cute. They would say auntie old already, but I still want to attend your wedding. How is it possible that I not invite them to celebrate with me? So I invited them along. 

Time passed so fast, people aged and people change. My dad changed, to be a better person. I know that all the things that he do is for me. And I really appreciate it. I am so regretful of some of the things I done. I'm glad he forgave me.

I agree with mother teachings, to not to hate to have a beautiful heart. So I will not hate anyone l. 

I'm losing my voice! I hope I will be well soon!! 

Spin.

It's a car ride day today !!

I sat on 6 different cars today.

1 Mercs
1 BMW
1 Lexus
1 van
1 volkswagen
1 Picannto

So fun!!!

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