R.I.P beloved Simba

Dearest Simba,

Please continue to be a happy dog in heaven.

Please continue to share your joy with many others in heaven.

We will miss you dearly.

31.12.11.

Simba

Dearest beloved Simba,

Thank you for being part of my life for the past 5 years. You have been the sweetest, happiest, silliest, most handsome dog.

You know I loved you so much though I only visit you few times a year. But I know somehow you remember me.

It's painful to see you reducing in weight from 46- 35. It's saddening to see you become so meatless. It's heartbreaking to see you so restless.

Today might be the last day that I will see you my dearest son. I really love you so much I dun wan you to go. But theres nothing I can do can I.

Although there are no more ^5, no more hand shakes from you. At least I brought you on a last walk, a last hug, a last goodbye.

Please be a happy dog when you go to the other world. Cus you are my happy pill. And I am so gonna miss you my darling love.

May god bless you my love.

What have I learnt?

When I was going off from office today. I met my big boss Jeffery at the lift lobby.

Jeff: how are you doing?
June: smile. Ok.
Jeff: Are u learning ?
June : yes.
Jeff: so wad did u learn?
June: speechless. It's not bcus I haven learn anything. It's bcus I learnt so much I duno wad to say.
June: I learn hw to communicate with people.
Jeff: to gain their trust so they will work with you right?
June: Yes.
Jeff: dun worry. I will help you along. There's much more for you to learn and grow.
June: it's definitely so.

I feel it's a right choice to join this organization with the right boss. From my cousin kaykerng to my direct manager Kamal to Jeff and all the managers and colleagues. They have all been a great help to me. Helping along the way. Encouraging me when I'm down. And etc etc.

I used to be a small girl, child-like when I m already 24.

Nothing was wrong, no one told me about it. Until my 1 st coaching with Jeff. It was a bad experience. It was so scary. He like scolded me. Tht day I like cried almost 1/2 of the coaching time. And he said he would not coach me anymore if he catch me being child-like. So I changed. Have I not? Growing out from that little girl to a lady now. That time I tot he din liked me. Cus of the way he spoke to me. But I realized that that was just the way he is. =]]

2011 is a fantastic year for me. Though there have been lots of obstacles along the way. I foresee 2012 will be an even better year for me and for everyone else.

Wishing everyone a happy new year and a blessed 2012!!

Hectic but pretty day!

My day is in a mess.

But its a happy day! =]

It started with me dropping at the wrong bus stop when meeting cass and carol.

To finding out that my aunties plan cannot be paid by credit card.

To realizing that the cashier at Fuji xerox does nt accept cash up a certain amount . So I had to go prudential tower instead.

To realizing that my signature pad actually is not working!!! I DUNO Y!!!

Luckily I am able to do a paper close! Phew!!! Though I have lots of paper work to complete later. =]]

It's definitely a hectic day!!

I'm rushing to Marian's wedding which I am already so late!! Ops!!

I love my job. Though it's not so easy, I have learnt a lot from it. From appreciating my kinship w my family and all my extended family. Cus when I was young n stupid, there were lots of stupid things that I did, which I regretted so much now. Thank god, that they are willing to forgive me. And I want to tell them I love all of them so much. =]

June please work harder!! =]]

Wish

I wished I could drive!!

It's a busy day yet I can't drive when the car is waiting for me outside my house!! =[[

Early Christmas celebrations!! =]

1) Had a early NN style Christmas at Ching's place on 10 Dec

-got a photo frame

2) Had a mini christmas celebration with jojo n kelvin last sun.

- jojo gave me a diary
- kelvin gave me choc from aussie

3) Christmas celebration/ iris n suet b'dae celebration last mon.

- got masks and facial cleanser from Lu

4) Christmas celebration with elites today.

- abang fulfilled my wish by buying me plastic pockets and coloured envelops. And a bonus Milo choc!! =]]]]]]

- Beatrice gave us all a small present.

- jojo gave another Christmas cookie.=]

It's has been a fun Christmas!! It will be better.=]

So tired n sick

My left arm hurts so much after my 3rd dose of cervirax.

My head hurts like it's gonna burst.

I feel so sick tht I'm so tired.

=[[

Happy week

This week has been a good one, meeting frens and getting presents! =]

I got presents from jojo and kelvin but I did not get anything for them. I'm feeling so bad. Shall shop arnd and see if I can find any suitable gifts! =]

Birthdays

Today is my abang din birthday n I wish him happy !! He's so funny that he forgotten his birthday!!!

He's the second person I wished happy birthday this year who dun remembers their birthday! Both of them are busy ppl. Cus the other person is Gilbert whom I dun get to see often. =]

Abang is my new fren I made this year whom I liked most in elite club! Cus he is the most genuine guy in the club nt like the others whom are only good at toking nonsense.

One thing I learnt in Bartley, deeds not words. It's always in my heart.=]

Abang is so funny. Last week his dad pass on, n he din come to work for fee days, so when he came back, he sat beside me, so I asked how are u, n wad present do u have for mi? N funnily, he emptied his pocket and bag and offered me all the sweets that he have. So nice guy!

I rmb having bad call reluctance during my first 2-3 months. Then I keep pestering bang how how how. I dun dare to call, bang patiently told me wad to say. Den he like entertained mi though he have his own things to do. Tht day after 4 hrs of procrastination, I still din make tht call n abang wasn't even angry w mi. See hw nice he is!!

So happy birthday mr nice!!

A happy day

A happy day mugging n passing my test.

A happy day meeting my uni frens. I happy day cus cx is so sweet to get a deal from me. =]] thank u!

My irritating mum.

June: oh mum, I passed my test.
Mum: oh, finally. Thts y u went to eat salad ar.
June: ya lo, if nt no mood to eat! Hahaha. Ya, I went to the test w 1 50 plus uncle n 1 30 plus lady.
Mum: their 1 st time?
June : no, the retook w me.
Mum: u nt paiseh ar. You only 20 plus cannot pass 1st time. Uncle fail 2-3 times nvm.
June: ya la yala

So irritating. But i still love my mum. =]

Weddings

I have 3 wedding invitations in 1 week. So nice to see people around me tying the knots!! =]

A sad yet happy day

It's sad cus of a colleague's dad passing on.

Life is so fragile isnt it?

Me and Jannah are so lucky. We couldn't get din on the phone yet we still went down to tam to pay a visit. Luckily he was still there when we reached. But he was already preparing to leave. Its the tot Tat counts isn't it?

Happy cus everything is fine. =]]

Hope everyday will be so fine. Lol.

More Picts

Smile!

Some things to smile about

When everything else doesnt seems to go too well. These will make mi smile. =]

Tired and sleepy

I'm so tired n sleeping. Waking up at 5 is a big problem for me. To wake up so early to go jb makes me feel so tired. Massage which is so painful makes mi feel so sad.

My son.

The title reminds me of my primary school days where the title of composition that teacher give is " my family , my brother " etc...

What I want to post today is not my primary school compo. Rather it's about simba.

I have a son whose name is simba whom I adopted some 5 years ago. All these years, he had brought joy to my life. From humping me on my first day at work at pamper pets, to making friends at mount pleasant east. He's like the sweeetest thing ever. All these years, though I dun get to see him often but when ever I visit him, he would somehow remember us. The only reason I go mpae is just to visit him every half yearly.

Every year when I visit him, he would look older with more white hairs and Shaky legs. Things have bow worsen with him contracting stomach cancer and lymphoma. He has since lost 9 kg from 45 to 36. How sad can it be?

Why do ppl have to grow old? It's so sad. I see my uncles and uncles aging too. Its so sad cus I can't help them like how I can't help simba.

My dear simba. I love u so so so much!!!! Seeing him bcuming so small breaks my heart.

Undescribable

If one day someone msg to tell you that some1 is dying of terminal illness with only a lifespan of remaining 3 months, how would u feel?

Life is so vulnerable, u never know what will happen today, tml. 

Happy but not so happy.

Am I overly sensitive? Or are some people what I tot they are? Whatever it is. I guess they are not genuine I guess.

Just like the lawyer I met yesterday who is full of crap but luckily Beatrice was with me. It was like a scam, cus beat n I both know this prospect on different occasions who tries to b funny with us. So I ask her along which shocks him when I met him. It was so funny trying to keep the laughter within mi. Cus beat knows that we are meeting that guy, but when he saw her, he was shocked and and beat n I act surprised but we are nt. It's so funny.

Went J bar on wed with some colleagues and it was fun. Drinking. Laughing. Singing.

Karmal; you are tougher than you seem.continue to work hard.

Jeff: did u do wad I ask u to do?
June : yes!
Jeff: good!

Cus I tot jeff doesn't like mi but it wasn't true

Sad sad sad

I'm so sad but no one knows my sorrows.

Everyone is goin away except mi. It's so sad sad sad.

It's a brand new day!!! Working hard! =]

Saturday fun!

Saturday was well spent with meeting Gilbert and carol for lunch at city hall area. I haven seen them is months, n it's nice to see them again. =]

After that kupish n I went to see some clothes with his family and has dinner at joo chiat Chong qing since it was Liat birthday! =] it's already 3 pm on sun n I'm still filling so full from the steamboat!! And my tummy was bloated jn the morning!!

Went butter factory w teng n lin! Its so nice to have fun with the girls. But some idiot stepped on leg n it bled! =( it's still painful now. =[ it was halloweeen ytd and Many funny ppl dressed up in many different designs! So funny, there was gaga, moo, Troy, ginger bread man and many more. My head was spinning this morning. It's better nw! =]

A little bit of heaven

Watched a little bit of heaven yesterday. I tot it was nice, yes it's a nice show. It touched my heart.

It's about a Girl who realized that she has cancer and was dying.

But in life, no one will know what will happen. What if something similar happened to someone or even myself? How would I feel? I would be devastated won't u? It's so scary, yet it's so sweeet since she has some good frens. To be with her, to suppport her. =]

Was at some cultural night to see my auntie perform yesterday. Totally dun understand a thing but it was the quality time spent w my family. =]
it's actually sad to see my aunties and uncles getter older Everytime I see them. But thats like I guess

A tired but happy day. =)

Yesterday On the top of newsfeed was photo by xuan. It's was a picture of the loci with molecular weight which I suddenly missed when I saw it.

And then, I was in simei canvassing when I saw a guy chasing a mouse. The mouse looked so familiar. I Duno if I miss my mice, but the guy like killed it with a dustpan on 1 hit. It was like super gross. I don't wanna go back to working w mice. It makes mi feel sad.

And guess wad. Perhaps it's fate, Pam msg mi if I wanted to go back to science. =)

What does god have in place for me, I don't know.

Last violin lesson for the year!

June just finished her last violin lesson today. Feeling sad but relieved.

For about a year ms man has been a nice teacher n I'm so gonna miss her. Shes not only a teacher but also a friend! I will still see her on my fb but I guess i won't have so much time to play my violin till next year.
Hopfully I can get back to lesson when everything else is settled! =]

Thank u teacher

We are no. 6. =]

Deepavali stay over at kalai's place.

Happy deepavali to everyone! Hope u all enjoy the holiday!!

Stay over at kalai's place the day before. It's fun. To see my fren, to spend time with my fren, to make pudding with my fren, to talk cock w my fren, to slack w kalai. =] I have been so tired since Monday because of lack of sleep. Resting at kalai house makes me feel better although it's a bit embarrassing that I was still sleeping when the others are already awake. I'm glad they din mind a lazy me at their house!

Bad day

It's a bad bad day today. People pissing me off without knowing!

To start, I wanted to charge my phone only to realized that i left my charger at kalai's place yesterday when I stayed over!

Then in the morning, I skipped, for the sake of exercising since I have been feeling so tired every morning. I was hoping some exercise would energize mi but it did not.

To add to the bad day, Desmond piss mi off by not waiting for me to go raffles place together, but it was due to some miscommunication n he tot I was angry cus we did not go macs. Lol!!

To add, elite club ppl pissed me off ttm!!!!! And they asked and I told them it's bcus they irritated me. And no one believed mi! Wtf! If u are nt going to believe what I say, why ask??

Tomorrow will b a better day! =]

It's sad yet not so sad.

Public holidays once meant so much to me. Now, no one talks to me about it. No one in work mentioned it and I dun even think they know. I guess it's not important anymore. Does it?

Wednesday is deepavali, and I only got to hear about it when talking to Sandy.

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Since school days, kalai will always invite me over to her place for deepavali, but this year she din call. So I wanted to call n self invite myself only to realize that she hasn't been able to get me in the phone since monday!! I'm feeling so bad. Something is wrong with my phone. Either that or she got the wrong number. I dunno! Luckily I called her! =]]] n am going over to her place to stay over on tue!! So fun!!!

I met Jie Wen on the streets today! So funny! Will see her soon again. Just a happy tot cus ppl I wasn't so close b4 to can now be friends! Jus like the auntie who buys me curry puff! =] love is all around! 

Happy Friday

It's a happy Friday firstly it's a Friday!

Secondly while I was canvassing this afternoon, I met this sweet lady who bought curry puff for me. So cute!! It's those sweet ppl who makes mi smile.

thirdly, I met Suhaini who's so sweet.

Fourthly, I met up w Beng n ming. I haven seen Beng for some time. He's still the same. Lol. Went for desert n movie. My 2 nd movie Tis week! Frens w benefit on mon n one day today.

Yup, a not too bad friday. =]

Thurs wasn't too bad too! Met up w the girlies to celebrate shan n lu b'day.

GUI REn

I was at a networking session in which I met the mediacorp actor Yao dong! He left after a while though.

Ytd Peng tat was telling us why he is so passionate about bni cus of the GUI REn he met there. Tinking back, I'm feel I'm blessed too, cus everywhere I go, there will b ppl to help mi along, to guide mi along which I'm grateful to. =] thank u.

Francis was saying, in our job we are only concern about lunch n dinner. So time really pass so fast that I am not able to catch up with.

Time time. Please slow down. I m not able to catch up with you.

Busy busy busy. Tired tired tired

I'm so busy yet so tired. There's like so much to do everyday.

Why is there only 24 hrs a dae?

Time flies..

I was out with with my 2 big cousin yesterday. We were talking about many things, mostly things I dun used to know but come about to know now. I tot thant Ivan got married like recently, maybe 2 years. Buy when I asked, it was 4 alr!! Omggggg!! Like I din even realized that time was moving so fast that I am hardly catching up.

Everyday is a busy day. My memory is getting worse. On Sunday, I was eating with my mum at home. I sub-consiously went to get a cup if water and den another time to get a tissue. But when I sat down after taking the tissue, I saw the cup of water and asked if it's hers, cus it was beside mi. My mum was like 'are u ok' . U jus went to take it b4 the tissue!!! I was like 'did I?' but anyway.. Maybe I'm getting old and there are too much things on my mind.

Something that made my day today!!

From Sarita: Had a dream of u li lin tissue joanne. Miss u all!

So sweet! It was raining this morning and everything seems so gloomy. But her msg brightened my day. Thank you!! =]

Weekends

A tired but well spent weekend!

Javier's fifth birthdae celebration at Aloha. Tired bbqing, swimming, dancing, drinking n majonging.

Sweetest thing is that happened was Janis starting to talk n calls me Jie Jie. So sweet and she will repeat whatever u tells her n eat whatever u give her. So funny. It's nice that kids who dunno me start to warm up n play with mi. They are so cute.

Was at roadshow today and this grandma was like leashing her granddaughter, beat n I was like smiling to her when we saw it and the granny came to talk to us. The kid was like super hyper and friendly. N the granny was like telling me just now the little girl followed someone else and got lost for half hour. So cute.

And I met this guy who claimed that he's very rich and told me hw he did it. At the end of it, what I learnt is that, when u do things differently, u will get different results. He told me about him getting robbed in London and he gave all his money to the thief from the wallet, when he realized that he has more Money from his pocket, he asked dem to come back and take dem, n offered dem a job Which surprised dem and he returned all the money n ran away.

It's fun to meet many different ppl everyday. =]

I must thank my colleagues from elite club, they are really nice ! Sharing bumble bee story n always encouraging mi. Thank u. Of course nt forgetting steven who is always there for me. I'm really lucky and blessed to have them.

A better June on baby birthday !

Happy birthday mr kupish! Many thanks for everything you have done!!! =]]

First step to a new change!

Getting coaching from Jeffery. Which is so cold yet cruel, yet so scary! But true changes I need to overcome.

To read up on communication and kicking my child like habit. I'm nt cute anymore ok! I wanna be a pretty young lady n I'm determined to do so. =]

A tired but happy little girl.

Woke up earlier than usual to drop by at redhill just to sign a policy that opens today at 0000. I signed one at 0900 and 30 million tranche was up before 11am.

seriously, it wasn't something very attractive but yup, somehow there were so Many attracted parties. My group alone did 1 mil plus. So proud of us!! Wee!!! My crazy colleagues were like having appointments at 0015, 0115 when I was sleeping but it's all worth it for them I guess.

Yup, work hard hard and harder!!!! N smarterrr!!! =]

time passes so fast that i am losing track what is happening.

a sms from shuhui sharing with mi email from chloe made mi smile,

a afternoon at the old folks home made my life more meaningful,

a nite with cx and yf made mi tink back of the old day,

a sms from kk made mi worry about fri.

lizards in my dream

Lizard
If your dream is associated with reptiles such as seeing a lizard then this is evidence that you will soon be planning things in your life and it is important that you make sure that you consider other possibilities.

Dream Symbols - Lizard Guest Author - Parthena Black

Lizards are survivors that can handle extreme temperatures and have a special built-in defense mechanism to escape danger. If a lizard's tail is caught by a predator or in a trap, it simply pops off! To amaze us even more, the tail grow back!

What is the lizard doing in your dream? Is he lying in the scorching sun, unscathed? This symbol may be reminding you that you have survival skills and that the negativity around you can't touch you unless you allow it to affect you. Look back upon situations you have survived in life thus far. Which skills did you use? What did you learn? Remember that each experience we have in life develops those skills, making it easier to do it better next time.

Lizards, iguanas and salamanders know when to retreat until danger abates. Is the lizard hiding in its nest, a hole or cave? He may be telling you to lie low for a while or simply reminding you to retreat from a stressful situation.

Lizards come in many different shapes and sizes. Salamanders have the ability to adapt to their environment by turning into a fish when forced to live completely in water! Perhaps you need to be more accepting, flexible and willing to go with the flow. You may need to develop the skills necessary to make the best of situations that you can't control.

Lizards move slowly and live to be very old. They are self-sufficient, thick-skinned and resilient. Your dream lizard may be reminding you that you are strong and a survivor.

May all your dreams come true!

Life had been hard.

I m glad i have friends and family who support me! =)

THANK YOU!!

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SOMEONE HAS BEEN EYEING ON MY NAUGHTY!

SOMEONE fed my naughty milk!!!

SERIOUSLY, cat cant drink human milk!!!

its so funny my dad once ask mi to feed a little kitten with condensed milk!!!

i dunno why he always like to feed dem milk!

i slacked slacked slacked.

Day one: 9June

Went to take E-hub test and cleared it with the help of 2 new friends i made at SCOTTS.

Celebration drink with uncle Norman. (He actually wanted me to wait with him for his wife =X)

Celebration dinner at Crystal Jade Korean BBQ @ nex with mummy and kupish.

Day 2 :10June

Went lunch with Suhaini @ Kansama Biopolis.

Then from Biopolis I headed to Chinatown to change ringgit for tomorrows trip to Malacca where i met Xiao Qian there who was on leave today. She is so funny! She is like a young tai-tai, taking leave to go high-tea with her friend. lol. She is so sweet, asking why i haven visited them. which was bcus i only left the place like 2 days ago. lol.

Then i headed to Kalai's new house. (She got mi more bangles from india and another panjabe suit =) )

We then headed to Little India to get my Casio FC-100 which was out-of-stock.

Kupish came to pick me from little india and i tot i would go and get my HPV jab but the clinic was closed. We met dorothy at the mrt. so coincidental (no more unformal wear for all of us)

So we went NEX for dinner @ pastamania. And i got my Casio FC-100 from popular. And Kupish got me my 2nd b'dae present (a pair of shoes). YEAy!

1st present was from my ex-colleagues, they organised a farewell cum b'dae party @ everything with fries (cus i am crazy over potatoes) on 1st june! =)

Day 3 : 11June

We are going to Malacca! with my aunties, uncles, mummy, cousin and KUPiSH! =)

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Thought of the day

I feel so stupid, i re-read one chapter of the book i am reading only realising the fact when i am almost done with the chapter. how clever. this shows that how much of the book went into my mind when i am reading it for the 1st time.

Im officially jobless. But yet i dunno why i have so much things undone. I have done some like visiting some friends, but many things undone like organising my wardrobe, organising my webbie blabla..

13-15 will be tiring. i need to be at SCOTTS @ 9am =XXxxxx

i miss imb now, cus i dun have to go work so early. =XXX

and cousin would be back at 18? and i wont be so jobless anymore! =))

Sweet Moments of life

1) Shuhui is so sweet! =)

Met her and my ex-colleagues today for lunch but din say goodbye cus i din see her.
BUT she came to my office to look for me specially to say goodbye and to console mi.
She is one of the sweetest ting i met at A-star.

Since she got her house, she became abit asam!! not very!! butt....

no more make up
no more blowing hair
no more contact.
make breakfast for her hubby in the morning
do housework after work!

SERIOUSLY,
I DUN WAN THT KIND OF LIFE.

2) I am afraid of the world outside

i am very afraid.

i dunno wad lies ahead of me.

BUT thankfully, I met a lot of nice people.

From my ex-colleagues, to my current ex-colleagues, to sales rep, to security guards of the building. Their well-wishes and good lucks touch my heart.

I love all of them from the bottom of my heart.

From Colin who was willing to take me in and nuture mi,
To Esther who taught me everything she knows,
To Henning who is always so nice,
To Gracy who always nag at mi,
To Frank who aways looks like a Chicken Little,
To Hendrekie who always wants to put mi in trouble,
To Xiao Qian who is always so sweet,
To Audrey who always so nice to take over my work,
To Rafidah who is always there to help me, i know sometimes she cannot stand mi, but i love her!
To Nava who is always like a sweet mother, always there to comfort me, to help me, and to buy me ice-cream on my last day.
To Alex who is always irritating, n he means it. So I always irritate him back.
To Nardev who always want to cast gels for me but its always on the wrong timing.
To Brian who is Colin's best friend.
To Cheyanne who is my part time lover in lab, which we are always scolded for being so disgusting, who always give mi sweets, who always comfort mi.
To SiewCheng who is my lunch partner, who some1 i tot was dao but turn out to be a nice person=) whom is going to take mi in her place when i ever go US.
To Eileen who is very smart and nice person.
To Tsui Han who always goes home with me since she stay Potong Pasir. Who always gives me advice in life. Who ask me not to turn to bcome a bad ger when i leave, who brought mi to Peranakan ytd. =)
To Ale who is always the noisy person in the lab along with Gracy.
To Arnette who is also very sweet.
To Xie wei who is also very nice.

they are all nice ppl, whom helped me when i needed, even when its not for work (eg. website voting)

Scientist are wierd, but they are all nice ppl! =)

not forgettingg ppl from PRK lab.

Always irritating Philipp,
To playboy Kasim,
To of course dearest Shuhui,
To Chloe lovely.
To big sis lakshmi
To Big brother Daniel
To Uncle Koumar

and from BRC,

Dearest LEe hwei who will be dearly missed.
to Auntie Pauline
to uncle Alex
to suhaini..

i m goin to miss them. =)

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Went for attitude lesson at Xerox.
It was quite fun.
playing blind-fold games which i haven played in a long time.
to learning at positive attitutes,
and the right attitude.
=)

Happy Call

ring ring ring..

june: hello.

unknown: is this june

june: yes.

unknown: do you know who am i?

june: no,i dun know.

unknown: aiyo! forget abt mi already ar? im daniel

june: (brainfreeze for a moment) OHHHH! daniel (trying to figure out which daniel he is) you are back!!! how come you din tell us u are coming back? oh no, u called to tell you are back. when are you back?

daniel: since friday.

june: when are u meetin us?

daniel: im going biopolis on wed!

june: ok , see you on wed!

ahahaha,my funny wierd big brother who used to piss mi and still pisses mi off! =)

many many yaks along the mountains in tibet.

joke of the day!

betty to rafidah: im going malacca on 12.

june(overheard): (feeling so excited) malacca? when when? i am going malacca tooo!!!

betty: when are you goin?

june: on the 11!

betty: when are you coming back?

june: on the 11!!!

betty: chey!

june: why? when are you going? 12? y? how long are you goin?

betty: till the next thurs. im going ipoh, my frens driving.

june; (feeling excited again) im jobless, im free, do you wan to bring mi along? im not so fat, i can fit in the car!

betty: small kids not allowed! boohooo. =)

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june: wad are you doing?

steven: im editing my website.

june: wad is there to edit at your website? i tried to do sth but cant find anything to do.

steven: naggyyy . you can do SEO, can update...

june: ohya..

steven: you go and watch tv while i update my webbie

june: (but i jus finish watching tv!)

=(

here i am trying to update my webbie=X

Im back from Chengdu, Xining, tibet! =)

A fruitful trip, yet the most tiring and taxing trip that i ever went.

Cus of the high altitude which causes altitude sickness. (difficulty breathing and headache etc.)

But yet the most beautiful place with snow mountain, the highest city and beautiful lakes..

And the best tour guide who loves to sing (singer to be! =) ) and loves to tell us about everything, everywhere we go, till to the extend he always have other FANS other than the tour group following him.

Not forgetting the uncles and aunties who are so funny and loves to complain! they cant stop complaining!! (food, hotel, bus, service... )

Im still so tired after resting so many days.

I will have a good rest next week! =)

Off to Tibet today!!

Hoping to get some enlightenment.

Hoping to clear my sins in that holy place. =(

you could nv nv imagine the sins i done.

i wonder if i would be sinless one dae.

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im so stressed.

im goin to be jobless soon.

what should i do?

no money money money.

wheres the money money money money.

sighsssssssssssssssssssssss.

no ka ching. life is tough.

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naughty is going to be gone when im back.

my dear little babyy.

cus dad is back! hahaha!

june: hi mum! (came home from evelyn's place)

mummy: stop feeding the cat. he made me so angry

june: wad did he do?

mummy: he pooped on the garden at 3 spots and over-turned my rubbish bin. Should have keep the poop for you to clear.

June: lol! went to check on naughty. he was licking licking.

mum: the fish is spicy and he went to eat it. now it feels uncomfortable.

june: lol! (giving naughty water)

naughty's so funny!

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went to mount pleasant in the afternoon.

wella adopted a PDU to-be-eut dog.

so nice! =)

wonder y ppl are so heartless.

anyways....

i just adopted a tabby white kitty!

he is named ''naughty"

he is tabby white.

he meows all the time.

esp during meals time where he will meow outside my kitchen.

i came back arnd 12am ytd.

june: mummy, did u need naughty?

mummy: he is so naughty!

june: y?

mummy: he broke his pack of food and everyting dropped onto the floor.

june: lol! he mus be so hungry!


im going tibet on sun for 10 daes.

poor kitty isnt going to have any food!! =(

daaddy is probably going to chase him away.

=(

any1 wanna babysit naughty for mi?

1 month from now.

life would be tough.

i hope i will be able to overcome obstacles and succeed. =))

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joke of the day!

June to nava: im so afraid colin is going to scold mi

Nava: dun worry, he wont.

(Nava started smiling to herself)

june: y are u smiling

nava : wait (pressing on her phone)

the message from rafidah : this morning colin was telling mi he dreamt that june is leaving. and he thought it was funny. but i hinted him.

june: omg! he dreamt of mi?

nava and june : laughed

colin came out of office..

colin: are things ok? we will discuss later in the afternoon.

june: ok. sad!

anyways, its a dream come true for him!! =)))))))))))

its unbelievable!

www.singaporedogggroomers.com is on first page on Google.

=))

Hard work paid off isnt it?

It is not entirely my work, credits to kupish too. =)

There isnt any enquiry yet,but it is good enough to be on the first page. =)

Please support singaporedoggroomers.com on facebook!
like my wall post on pam siow's fan page to vote! =)

and dun forget to support steven's www.singaporecookingclass.com on fb too!

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its tough to set up my own business,

but after the hard work,

i hope it will work!

and of course i hope people will support mi.

=)


thank you kupish for always helping mi, always there for mi! =))

i am growing stronger with every obstacle. =)

yesterday was a sad day.
or was it not a sad day?
i dunno.
but i know it took mi a lot of courage.

i dunno if some ppl are fake.
but it doesnt mattter anymore since i have already decided to leave.
she ask: is there anything you want to talk about?
in my heart i was tinking, i already made a decision, wads the point of even talking? wads there to talk abt?
yup, its gonna be tough. but i know i can do it. =))

ppl are happy ppl are sad abt mi leaving

but..

its so funny, ppl start to talk to mi abt business in the lab.
henning was telling abt some worm thingy.
TH waas telling mi abt giving tuition.

at the end of the day. i guess wad est imprinted onto my mind is wrong. luckily, i didnt sink too deeply into it. or elssee ...

telling mi that she had planned out my future.
and all the things she have done for mi.
i am touched.
but i still find her irritating.
lol.

but wadeva it is.
i am not going back there.

and yes, pls visit www.singaporedoggroomers.com and support mi!!!!!!! YEY!

i want $$$$$!

can some1 tell mi hw i can earn money money money without having to work so hard?

i starting to have the FEAR of being a FC.

but but but..

jia you jia youuuu..

i WILLL succeeeed!!

a happy day spoilt by spoilers. EEK

was so confident of wad i wanted only to realise that boss isnt arnd! =(( hope i am still confident next week!

thanks to ethan!

he said: try when you are still young (though not so young alr).

He's 53 (old enough to be my dad), had many failures and still trying. wads stopping mi? =)))

cant wait to launch my 1st website!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im sad.

so sad.

why do ppl change so fast?

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i left my phone charger in the office =X

its happie to noe that ppl care for mi.

(tsui han called to ask abt me though she din come to work todae)

BUT

i dunno if its they who dun understand mi,

or i am the one who dun understand the situation?

am i still a little ger who dunno hw to tink for herself?

tell mi tell mi what i should do.....

i wan to leave..

BUT...

Audrey: when you leave, i dont tink Colin will replace you. (they will be short of ppl cus there's budget cut)

Cheyanne: so soon? y dun you stay till after your b;dae?

Henning: are you sure u wanna go that field?

=((

insomia insomia pls go away...

the world is full of FAKE people.

and the PISSED mi off.

why do people like to FAKE everything to make it look like they care, but they actually dont?
it makes my hair stand.
i am UTTERLY disgusted SERIOUSLY.

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its chloe's last dae today.
its sad.
i dunno when i will see her again.
but unlike shuhei,
she will be in spore! =))
all the best to dem all..

when will it be my turn to leave?
lalalalaa,
small boss will kill mi,
big boss will kill mi too.
yes, jus kill mi, i used to be worried, not anymore.

im more afraid of mi big boss though.
last week he was asking if i wanted to leave western blot, n OF COURSE i happily said YES, but deep down, i was like shit, how long is tis lie going to last?
i dun wanna work there ANYMORE, y would i wanna learn?

YEAH, i jus read email and YUP, the FAKE ppl got KARMA!! YEAYYY!!!!!

i hope its a peaceful nite! i haven slept well since sUN, zz zz come to mi, i miss you soosososososo much!!!

happie little ger =) i pass!! wee weet! though i hate the system, its like the basic driving test kind, either you die or u dun. 1 more to gooooo~~!!! lalalaala. although i am so tired.. but.. its gonna be worth it i hope. thank you for kupish always supporting mi. we definately cant wait for 16 17 apr... hopefully after tht we could hear ka-ching ka-ching! lalala. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ finally finally, shuhei left the lab to tokyo. i am happy for him. cus we managed to leave the scary place. i went to sae goodbye on his last dae, it was sad. AGAIN, he asked mi when i am going japan, ANDDDDD he told mi im lucky, cus i like told everyone i wanted to go and see cheery blosoom this mar, but i am going tibet instead... yup, a blessing in disguise.. i hope to go soon though... and then... i can go and visit shuhei and wife and dog! =)) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i wanna zzz, im so tired, yet i cant zzz... =(((

the sweetest person of my life.

he picked mi up from class on fri nite.

he sent mi to class on sat morning

he came down to eat lunch w mi on sat noon.

and he came to pick mi home from class in the evening though he was so sick

hes so sweet!

thts y hes my love. =)

thank you mr kupish!

its sad.

is the world really coming to an end?

with all the earthquakes and tsunami, its hard to believe that it isnt true.

thts y my colleague always say: wad for work so hard? the world is ending in 2012.

irritating irritated irritable.

my boss irritates mi @ work everydae.
kupish irritates mi everydae too.

on EVERY monday:

boss: how are the mice? are they doing fine?

on EVERY tuesday:

boss: i see we got more mice.

yes,yes,yes.
HE is super a super psycho!
HE checks my database EVERYDAY as if i will input something new everydae??
HE knows WHEN i update it.
HE is so scary I dreamt of him.
i tot he couldnt micro-manage, why is he micro-managing mi? =X
philipp was bad, current is MUCH WORSE.

BUT..

boss: next time we will be famous!
june: will i be famous tooooo?
boss: of course!!!
and we laughed so loudly.

its funny. yet stressful. =)

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do you know wad video could make my bosses so excited?
-just a video of 3-4 mice running around in the cage. SERIOusLY!

on friday.

boss: how are the mice?
June: yup, they are doing ok.
boss: maybe i should bring mi nikkon d7 to let you take a video of the mice.
june: i will go with raf to take a video later.
boss: rmb to do this bla bla bla.
june: ok.

In the afternoon when we came back.

boss: so where's the video?
raf:in my phone. i will upload it.

and and and..
while raf is uploading the 2nd video..

boss: which mice is which?

does he have to be so impatient? hello!

so we went to watch the video with him and he is so happy abt it.
and then ...
he went to call my other boss over to watch it together!

SERIOUSLY..
THOSE 2 MAN CANT STOP SMILING..
AND.. its so funny to see 2 old man getting SO excited over those mice.

laughs. when the boss is happy. i am happy toooo! =)))

i know ppl wont understand about all these wierd stufffs that are happening, but its ok! =)

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thurs: counted sperms for ~50 mice.
thurs nite: sperms were swimming in my head.

fri: told kupish

kupish: so how many sperm are there in one mice?

SERIOUsLY.... jus go and die!

i know no one will understand..... but its ok.

im back into reality which really sucks.

back to work tml which is worse.

back to my busy working life which is sad. =(
how i wish i dun have to work?
or can i work from home? =((
soon i hope?
may my dream come true.. but fantaishui this yr, hu noes wad would happen.

yupp, fantaishui is badd bad bad. i lost 5k baht. sad sad sad.
n n n this is only the beginning of fts.

BUT..

i so wanna go back to thailand.
the ppl there are so nice, so friendly.
the pace there is slow.
the scenery is nice.

i wanna buy a house there and retire with some pigs,some sheeps, some dogs some cats playing with mi. wouldnt it be nice?

sighs. but b4 all tht, i need to earn more $$$$$.
$$$ pls come to mi.

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30/1/2011-5-feb2011

i went chiang mai/ bangkok.

chiangmai is the perfect place for mi to retire!

i went go to visit long neck village on dae1.

den..

2dn1 elephant trekking, bamboo rafting, trekking and 1 nite stay at a village w/o lights, campfire and singing throughout the nite. its tiring climbing the hills, but its fun singing, and gazing at the stars!! it was so dark there were so many stars!

den bkk was shopping shopping..

n im back home!

need to work tml! sadddd!
ciaos!

off to thailand!! =))

HAPPIE CNY EVERYONE!!! muacks!

i feel so guilty.
i feel even guiltier when they are nice to me.
what am i going to tell dem in few months time?
pls pls dun be so nice to mi!!! =x

im in debt debt debt.
how i wish someone would save moi?

mas and faizal fb mi,
sarita SMSed mi.
oh no on no!

on tis rainy night.
i shall give up my beauty zzz (even when i had insomia last nite due to hk cafe TEA)

so dear frens,
pls b proud of mi!
cus i AM UPLOADING FOTOS which uncle kupish used to do for mi.
WHERE ARE UUUUUUUUU!!!
oh wells.
i shant b too lazy!!
hahaa.
even his sis-in-law was asking for the photo that she gave up and uploaded herself! hahaa.

i better get busy b4 some1 screw mi again!