y is every1 going away except mi?

kalai and ismail sms mi tis morning to sae they are going to US and india respectively.
y din they bring mi along?
sad!

its sad,
so sad.
no ones in lab.
every1 going home except mi.
sad.
sad.

and alex said : see you next yr.
and i felt so sad.
cus time flied so fast.
sad.
sad.

uncle frank gave a bee shape choco.
so cute!

At least i dun have to come tml!
YEY!

n n n n n n n... i need to practice my violin.
but im always so lazy.

so so so ..

RESOLUTION: to prac violin 4 hrs a week!
i wanted to do 1hr a dae.
but.. it seems too tiring!
sad
sad
sad.

cont my sad
sad sad sad dae doing a litttle more thinggs, andand..

i can go offff!! unnoticed i hope!

Holidae's over and im back at work!

But its Fridae todae!

YEYYYY!!!!!!!

my colleague rafidah so so so sweet i love her so much.

when i first came in to the lab 6 months ago.

I had my 1st b'dae celebrate with them for july babies and the bill came up to like 75 each,
she paid 25 for mi, like for no reason. =) so sweet!
todae, while she saw mi filling up my apprasial thingy, she smsed mi, but i din bring my phone!

she said: i saw you doing your apprasial, dun submit it yet. let mi check in case you missed out anything.

the bad thing was, i submitted it alrrr!!!!!!!

oh wells.

but these litttle sweet thing ppl do jus made mi smile. =)

June @ Melbourne @ Sarita's House!

26-Nov-10

Departed from Spore to Darwin




27-Nov-10

Arrived @ Darwin @ arnd 4am sing time and ~ 530am @ Darwins time.

Depart at 730 am darwin for melbourne!!

Sarita was already at the airport to pick us!

so sweet!! she waited 45 mins for us, cus the plane delayed abit.

Melbourne is 3 hr ahead of spore, and its so cold when its supposed to b summmer.

saru said: travel light, bring shorts and tanks. but its so cold, less than 20 degrees.

went melbourne city, and brought ~ 120aud of groceries home for breakfast and some snacks.



28-Nov

went Queen victoria market w lh cus saru was working.

and its so cold todae w highest temp @ 17 degrees

im afraid i will have to put on some wt here cus its cold and the portion for food here is large!

sadded.


hopefully it wont be so coldddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cus i dun have enough warm clothes!!!!!!!!!!!

some frens we dun meet everydae,


yet when i meet he/she/dem in months/years,


everything seems so wonderful.


looking back at how we gone through together in life puts a smile on my face.


Thank you my frens. =)


im missing my frens now. when will i see dem? will i even see dem ever again?

when is kupish cominggg??

im so tired and boreDDDD!!!

its a happy yet sad day today!

things that I tot went smoothly din seemed to go as smoothly....

keeping my fingers crosssseddd =XXX

its almost over,

just like the wind which comes and go.

Its sundae and weekend is coming to an end officially after qiu yuns wedding later @ sentosa! =)

den tml its a brand new sadded week.

hopefully its only for 1 month more.

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i love my little bf javier who dun calls mi jie jie anymore!

he calls my gf!

hes so cute!

not like uncle kupishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

sad...

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i wan to go melborne nowww!!

cant wait tilll 26 novvvv! =(((


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its sad.


its sad to see some changes in people.


its sad..



its just sad..

bali bali!!! YEY!!!

Henning: What is the date today?

June: 11 Oct, ohya, yesterdae wad 10/10/10

Henning: ohya, i wanted to ask you why din you get married yesterdae?

June: HUHHH?!! why me? esther needs to get married first

Henning: she doesnt have a bf, you do.

June: huhhhh. she has~!!! oppppppsss....

Henning: she does?

June: no no no. pretend i didnt sae. she will kill mi!



See wad i mean? does having a bf means i need to get married soon? HELLO?

The older generation people in the lab should be getting married first!

HOT Question of the weeek:



When are you getting married?



Seriously what is wrong with everyone? I heard the question like more than 3 times this week. DUH.



Its monday again.



Depression STOP kicking in! I am NOT depressed! I MISS having lunch at work!

its FRIDAE!

Gilby got married to Carol ytd!
Hope they will have a happy marriage cus both of them are so nice! =)
It was so much fun at gate crashing, and being emcee for his wedding!
but i am so tired at work!!!!!! =((

its a happy dae!

1) I passed!

2) Henning's wife is pregnant!


YAY!

its sad.
but hopefully it will b over soon.
somehow i tink things happen for a reason! =)

i fell sick,
yet again!
i am almost done clearing my 14 daes of MCs per annum.
sad

thanks to kupish who brought mi to doc and took care of mi. muacks
sweet little thing he was.
visiting mi when i said i am not feeling well.
bringing mi to doc...

i missed pears and tendy b;dae celebration at pulau ubin and ismails belated b'dae celebration! =(

and i missed work todae!
lalala.
1 mc last month,
another this month.
sad!
lol.

im boredd,
for once in 1 and a half months.
im all alone in the office waiting for kupish who is coming down from ubi to pick mi!!
but how long do i need to wait?=(((

the EL piss mi,
but tendy made mi smile w the things she said abt her!
shes a bitch i SWEAR!
mymymymy,
how long can i stand her?
i need to meet tendy more often!
so i will laugh at the things she saes abt her!
hahahaha.

work is tiring.

work is fun.

zoo was fun.

visiting relatives was fun.

but penang trip tml to tue would b more fun! =)

things have been stressed.

BUT

little things people do made mi happy!

1: mummy bought my favorite fruits (rambutan and langsak)

2: mummy cooked a nice dinner after a day of work

3: shuhui going lunch w mi

4: steven coming to mug w mi

5: leehwei giving mi the zoo pass! (YEA! m going to zoo on sun!)

6: henning bringing cookies for mi (n every1 else of course) cus i asked! hahaha.

7: esther letting me off work early

8: esther giving mi cookies too (it was on my desk!)

9: jen sent a package from thailand =)

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chloe worries mi sometimes,
she doesnt tok to mi as she used to,
she is stressed,
but then,
bcus philipp and kasim demands too much from her,
sometimes i just feel like telling her to leave.
like wad i did.
but..
lets see.

went back to old lab to collect some rubbish i collected over 2.8 years.
and they were like
lakshmi: "june, come back, we will increase your pay"
shuhui: " come back, no one toks to mi now'
lalalaa.
its so funny.
im happy in the new lab,
w new colleagues.
w new things to learn,
w new things to do.
y would i wanna go back?
hahahahah.
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esther is so funny todae,
i asked if i need to seperate the unplug females,
she told mi " check plug and put all unplugged females in the cage"
guess wad,
she typed it wrongly, she wanted to sae " check plug and put all plugged females in the cage"
there were like 20 cages, i seperated all, and put them back again! toot!
thts y she gave mi cookies i tink!
hahaha!

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ciaos!

im tired.
but im happie.
cus i jus met my little sweetie simba just now w tendy and clare!
i miss dem all so much.
and im so sorrie to 10 10,
i finished work late, and she waited for mi to finish my work b4 heading to meet clare and simba.

simba is so adorable!
thts y he is always my love.
since 3 yrs ago.
he is getting older each time i visit him,
but somehow,
i tink he remembers us.
like how we remember him =)

there is this sheep like black puppy that is so cute!
cus it looks like a sheeeppp!!
hahaa.

and tis little kitten tht looks so sick.
and richard the cat that is under antibiotics cus of a scrath on its arm.
lalala,
i miss those animals.
they are so CUTEE!

i hate blastocyst for now.
cus i cant seem to differentiate dem bet anything else.
eileen pick 80 blast while i only got 2.
SADSADSAD.
super cui.
my eyes and head are spinning under the m/s.
theres more blast tml!
jus killl mi,
n i superovulated dem!
13 x 30 blast?
some1 save mi!!!

todae is daniel's last dae at work.
i had lunch at 140,
and guess wad,
i tot they alr had lunch,
BUT
they were waiting for mi to have lunch together!
it was so sweet!
thts y i love dem (shuhei, shuhui, daniel and chloe)

love went to reservist todae!
missingg my lovee.
lalaalaaaaaa,
hopefully he will be out on weekends.
no bodyguard tml to thurs.
SAD!
hahaha!

off to bed!
i need to prepare myself from all those blast tml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
help!!

im so tired even when i slept the whole dae.
had mc todae for swollen eye (again)
wadever.

my head is spinning i dunno why.

i had a pretty dream,
something tht made mi smile.
but yet,
something which will not happen ever,
if,
only if,
we could turn back the time.
but even so?
wad would i do?

oh wells.

its daniel's,jingshan (lim) and my farewell tml.
i m so excited cus i haven seen dem for a week alr!
miss demm loads.
though they are jus 1 building away.
yupyup.
hope myeyes recover soon!

ciaos!

im bored bored.

no one toks to mi in the new lab.

they are all so busy.

i cant log on to fb here.

i dying of boredom here.

=((

its my last day of work.
and i am so so so sad.
packing the things i have left in the office for 2.8 years is hard.
it din occur to me that i had so much rubbish!!

shuhei din noe it was my last day today, its so funny cus he was like shocked when he saw me doing the exit clearance form.

kasim says he will bring mi to lunch next week.
and yes, i am missing dem though we are just 1 building away.
i guess i am jus worried about tomorrow.
i dunno how it will b like,
but there is no turning back is there?
i am so spoilt to start work at 10+ ,
from tml onwards, it will b 830?
i dunno,
thinking of 830 makes mi feels so tired.
bleahhh.
hope it will be a nice dae tml! =)

1 more dae n m starting to feel sad.
im gonna miss the ppl in the lab,
though they pissed mi off at times.
wadever it is, 2yrs8mths aint short.
im turned from a small ger,
to some1 who thinks on her own to get things done on her own,
im so gonna miss dem!
like seriously,
no more daniel to irritate mi,
no more philipp to disgust mi,
no more kasim to attitude mi,
no more shuhui to nag w, and to tell sworrows to, to bitch w,
no more koumar to piss mi,
no more shuhei to help mi,
no more lakshmi to irritate mi,
no more nonsense.
=)
but im gonna miss those nonsense!

swensen treat by ching ytd.
crystal jade treat by shuhui today!
daniels treat to dunnno where tml!
=))))
free lunch everydae!

i always wanted to leave.
but y do i feel sad?
I m counting down everydae.
tell every1 was pissed
n kasim tells mi everydae "u will miss us"
june "no, i wont, y would i?"
im wrong!
teettteeeet!

school todae again,
luckily theres steven who pick mi from school everydae
if not i would have died!
thanks love!!!

and gilby fulfiled his promise!!
he acc to dinner ytd!!
sweeeT!

ciaos!

Philippinos near my place pissed mi off in the morning!
they freaking walked into the lift without pressing!
how clever?
irritating idiots.
they act like nth and walk into the lift
i hate it!
i dunno y?
dun they have hands or wad?
or they duno how the lift operates?
oh wells.

uncle william is so so so nice!
if he is not married,
i will falll for him,
but too bad.
hes taken!
i was supposed to hand in report today but i forgot my data!
and i asked william if i could go to school to print,
and he printed it out for mi!
so sweet!
===)))))
he saved my life!

gilby is nice too!
i ask him to go dinner w mi on fri, but he is not free, so,,,
he is going to have dinner w mi on mon!=)

kasim is sweet too.
i told him i will b learning microinjection.
and he sent mi a protocol to read in advance.

i always wanted to move on.
but when i am finally moving on,
i felt a bit sad,
i tink its cus we had been colleagues for 2.8 months.
i love dem somehow.
i hate dem somehow.
but when i move on,
i will miss dem somehow=)
bt no worries,
i am only 1 block away from dem!=))

its scary how life can b so fragile.
how can the baby's heart stopped in mummy's womb? =(
hope everything is alright for the person!

a weird event happened!
i met the same guy on the train!
i dunno.
it jus feels wierd.
i met him so time ago on my way home from work.
and today, while going back to work from city hall,
the same guy talked to mi!
and the thing was, he din even recog mi!
i was the one who told him we met!
like so funnyy!
=)

funny happening:

met aw online and his nick was "your wish is my command"
so i asked if i can wish for anything.
i have seen him in years!
but its so funny.
cus he asked where i am working, i said biopolis, do u noe?
den he said: of course i noe, i work at moe!
teeteet!
WTFWTF!
like so funny!
cus i haven seen him at all!
though he comes to matrix for lunch and everything.
lalalalalaa.
end of story!

6 more working daes!
endure!

2 more daes to b'dae.
but am not excited at all.
sad.
getting older every yeaR.=(

yey! i got 4/5 pressies alr!

thurs after work: IT fare w steven, his bro and gf, hm and bro, bl and loonie. and steven got mi a Canon G11 as b'dae pressie! =))

sat nite: girls nite out to town to celebrate xius and my b'dae!!!
we both got a set of undies as present! =))

sun lunch: w lh and yb at ps cafe cartel!
1st b'dae cake (strawberry!)
and present from them!

sun afternoon: mj and kite flyin at sembawang!

sun nite: steam boat at my hse, w family. angbao from auntie. and 2nd b'dae cake (mang0!)
=)))))))

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embarrassing : tapped at some1 who looked like a fren.
he stared at mi, and i was so embarrassed! shucks!!!!!!!! cus i jus woke up from the train ride.
a lesson learnt!

i am starting to doze on the train again.
im so tired.

happy 4th month yesterdae.

i got a pinata as pressiee!!!

jus like a little ger.

my 1st pinata!!!!

hand made and filled w sweeetss and a card!

so sweet.=))

so i din hit to break it.



back to work todae after macau/hk trip.

so tired of work.

no more hk/macau/china for mi for now.

its fun but not so fun.

its enjoyable but still enjoyable.



wonder y ppl keep asking when?

seriously sometimes i wonder wad has it got to do w dem?

y are ppl so busybody?

or are they showing concern?

jus 4 daes of leave,

and today, they started asking again.

i got like 3-4 ppl asking todae.

they ask like every weeek!

WTF!!!

arent they tired of asking?

i am tired of replying!

do they miss mi so much?

lol.



i cant believe it.

its my b;dae in like a few daes.

it doesnt seems to be going to be exciting.

and i am so nt looking forword to it,

cus i am getting older and older.

=(((



today zl msged mi and asked how was my trip.

its so sweet.

cus i haven met/spoken to him like 1 month ago.

but somehow he rmbs.

=)

so..

sometimes,

some friends dun have to tok everydae,

dun have to meet everytime.

but..

somehw.

they jus rmb each other.



2more daes of work!!!

i am shaggged alr!

YEYEYEYEY!!

im finally done w 3 daes of work,
and macau/hk,
here i come!!!!
a little excited,
yet a little worried,
cus i am only going w kalai.
and i am sad too, cus i will miss mummyyyy.
i noe she misses mi tooo!!

i dread going back to work,
cus i noe there will be loads to do.
sighs.
wait till im back.
but for now.
i jus wanna rest!
ciaos.

when one grow older,
how come it seems like the no. of frens got lesser?
shivani: cus you will noe who are your true frens, and true frens stay.
i understood wad she meant.
soooo....

i am super duper broke.
from genting to phuket to penang to macau/hk.
some1 save mi.=)))

1 mail 1 excel file made mi like so sad suddenly.
nitemare is beginning.
on 12 june.
bless mi pls.
im already so stressed looking at it.
im so used to the life now.
but......
my godd.
some1 save mi.
tis little emo kid.

3 more hours to penang!!
w mummy!
and stevieee!
and aunties and uncles.
and cousins.

its finnallllyyy fridae.
i tot i almost died at work.
there were like so many things to do.
cus i was in phuket for 3 working daes last week,
and there were only 4 daes to work tis week.

yet to settleeeeeee some things.
hope it will get settleed soon.
boss, let mi goooo!!!!
dun u noe i so wanna leave?
sighs sighs.
if only he let mi leave.
everything would be so perfect.
ya ya.
as if.
theres still my most hated module.
wadeva.

meow meow.
i wanna get a little kitty.
can some1 give mi a little kitten for b'dae?
can tht person look after it for mi too?
blea..

my fren wrote on fb:

wad would u do if pass take a quick peek at u?

seriously i dunno.
but i felt sad.
y?

june is sad!
very sad indeed.
cus she fell into the waters w her camera.
camera's dead.
but memory card is still alive.
anyone wan to get mi a camera for my birthdae?
i want the latest canon camera.

the camera was w mi for abt 2 years alr.
mayb it is jus fated to end our fate here.
but i will still miss it.
=((

phiphi is quite fun,
but not as fun as james bond island.
cus the ppl there are more fun.
=))
i miss dem.
the laughter.
the lying flat on the canoe cus the cave is so low.
the fear of the cave scratching mi,
the monkey on my canoe.
the tour guide trying to hook on suet.
lol.
the everything.
but the guy is quite sweet.
he told mi he dun usually go up to gers bla bla bla.
so funny.
too bad suets attached.
lalala.
if not i tink he is not bad a catch.
hahhaha!

phiphi trip had monkeys too.
and kittens!
so cutey.
and of cus fishes that are swimming arnd you.
and when you feed dem w bread.
they will all come swarming to you.

will b back tml.
so dun wanna go backkk.
i dun wanna go work.
sighs.

=((
y?Y?y?

back from our 1st trip to james bond island, some laguna, mangrove thingy and cave thingy!
it was quite fun!
was pulled to the waters,
w no extra clothings.
super sad!
the tour guide seems to like suet a lot!
lol!!!

thai ppl are nice!
no matter BKK or phuket to pattaya,
the ppl are all nice thereeee!
not like uncle steven!

going to shop soon! ciaossS!

june is @ phuket once again!
her room has a computer with internet connection.
how cool is that?

one year + ago,
i was here.
1 year + later,
i am back here again.
things looked diferent.
things looked the same.
i dun really remember.
but this time i am going to phiphi island and james bond island which i din the 1st time i came.
YEY!
alr spent 168 sing dollars on that.
sighs.
i am onli left w that little amount of money left.
uncle steven said he would sponsor mi.
but he din give mi any $$$.
y is that so?
sSADDDEDDD!
m off to bed.
am so shagggged!
need to be awake at 630 tml,
breakfast at 7.
and the bus will pick us up at 745/8.
i dun even wake up tht early to go to work,
sighs.
nitey ppl!
muacks.

i am so bored!
i wanna go home=(
its a long week.
im tired.
thailand trip postponed.
i am sad.
but suet would be even sadder.
since she alreaddy applied for leave.
i haven.
but i wanted the break.
but the break was cancelled.

not to worry.
penang trip 28-30may.
macau/hk trip 3-8 june.
i haven booked hotel for the macau/hk trip.
i need to meet kalai!
but she is so busy.

i hope some person will forgive mi.
i feel like a bitch nw.
please forgive mi.
i dun wana lose a fren cus of something stupid i did.
pls.
actually the person is not angry w mi.
jus that i feel ashamed of myself,
doing childish things at my age.
blea.

1 more hr to go off from work!
bleableablea!
meeting mummy for dinner!
YEY!

wad is love?
sigh sigh sigh.
was watching tv,
and wad it said is so true.
there is nv perfection,
as long as the person make you happy.
its enough.
=))

i always wanted everything to be perfect.
the perfect person,
w perfect personality.
who understands mi perfectly.
this guy jus dun exists i guess.
lalalala.

daniels so funny todae.
he gave mi a bible.
den he kept telling mi that he accidentally deleted his lovers pic.
and he has so few pic left.
he even asked mi if his love is pretty?
yes, she is!
but y is he asking mi all those wierd stuffs?
lol!
he is so funny!

im so tired!
bye!

im sick,
im still sick,
i am getting better,
my colleagues pissed mi off when i return to work after 2 dae mc.
i so wana leave tis place.
june is a good month.

popping 16 tablets (mixture) a dae doesnt make me feel so well,
i need to rest!
though i have already rested 2 daes.
how come daniel had 5 d mc when he had fever of 38.5 and i only get 1 day mc when i had fever of 38.6?
its so unfair!
if not i wont b working now.
i even had to go back again to get another mc for flu.
he onli gave mi one more dae!
thts sad.
isnt it?

somthing that made mi smile:

Umesh says:
Here nepal close nothing to do walk and walk lose 20 already

june says:
WAHHH
lol
how heavy are you now?
com back

Umesh says:
100++

june says:
LOL

june says:
still

Umesh says:
Yea haha

Umesh says:
Why if i 85 you merry me ho?

june says:
yup
yup
80!
lol

Umesh says:
Haha wha got 30kg more to go lol

june says:
you can do it!

Umesh says:
I mean another 20

june says:
do it by tis year ok

june says:
if nt i will marry some1else

Umesh says:
Wtf someone else?

june says:
no la
kiddding
lol

Umesh says:
Sad now i will go eat

he noes im jus faking,
but its so funny!
i miss him.

looney called todae to ask if i wanna go movie later.
too bad i am going genting later!

and yes, the sisters are going to have another gathering!
i dunno if they are as excited.
lool!
hope they dun leave so soon tis time.
lalalala.

i dun wanna go genting..
cus its so cold
and i am having flu. =(((

another week passed!!!!
ANDDDDD
its may!!!!

time flies.
and...
things are still the same,
maybe a little different.
anyways...

there are tings that made mi happy,
there are things that made me mad.
there are things that made mi happy.
at the end of the dae,
im still mi!!!!

guess wads the in-thing?
everyone wans to go pulau ubin!!
somehow, i dunno y.
in like 3 daes,
i had like 4 ppl toking abt it.
theres like my mum who wants to go cycling there,
theres steven who wans to go there for i-duuno-wad reason,
theres hm who ask mi to go when his exams are over,
and, theres ismail who will bring mi to rock climbing and kayating at outward bound!!!
YEY!
i wanna climb the rock wall,
though i am nt good at it,
anddddddd,
i dun have any stamina.
but..
its gonna be fun fun fun.
i noe.

met soe, faizal, mas, ismail, cm, mei sze ytd!!
so nice to see dem!
cus i haven seen them in ages!
=)))0

offf to jb!! ciaos!!

i m so tired.
i hate shopping cus i need to walk
its so so so tiring.
i was there from 4-7. (3hrs?)
and was knocked out after tht.
sad!
m so nt used to shoopping.
i need to buy stuffs.
but i din really get anything,
sad
sad
sad.

exam is over.
my throat is hurt.
i am free for now.
=)
life used to be so busy w work and school.
now i dunno wad to do.
slack at home?
i should start joggging like seriously,
i wonder how much wt i gained since i started mugging!!
and the infected throat is the result of having shaker fries, like everydae!!!
now, i dun even wan to have it anymore.
bcus it hurts so much.

sweet sweet stevie:

1 day b4 exam, he brought lunch for mi to my hse.
dad was in,
and he bought for him too!
(if u noe wad it meant)

bla bla blaa..

annd i am going bird park for free tml!! yEY!!!
dun remember when was the last time i went but..
its time to go again!!
YEY!~

went to nite safari on 9 apr.
den steven fren was like, did you all go there b4?
den i was like yES! when i was in primary school! (i felt proud of it cus i went there b4)
in the end, they rolled their eyes and said its time to go again cus it was so long time ago, and that the animals that you saw have already grown up and have different generations alr!
lol!
sadded!
but it was nice!
haha, cus steven paid! hahahaha!!

and tml's bird parky is thanks to lH!
=)))
yay yay!
cant wait!

its gonna b a long dae tml!

smile smile smile.
june is happy.
cus hideato jus asked abt her.

i was away last week and tis week ppl are asking where i went!
its shows tht ppl care abt mi?
wee weet=)))

kenneth tot i left alr.
but i am still here.
which is sad.

sometimes little tings ppl do.
can make mi happy the whole dae!
thanks!!
muacsk!

back to work!
i have so much unfinished work!!!!!!!

bored bored bored.
i am off for the week cus of wisdom tooth surgery.
thanks mummy for accompanying mi there,
for always being there for mi,
for everything,
she's my everything,
when i was young i used to tink what would bcum of mi w/o her,
till now,
the tot is still in my mind,
we (mi and my siblings) are too well takeen by her.
and she noes,
that we cannot live without her.
i love her!

thanks for those who showed concerned!
you noe who you are.
i love you all too!
muacksss.

irritating story of stevie:
june to stevie: how come u din ask mi how am i?
stevie: how many daes mc did you get?

WTFFFFFFFFFFF!!!
is no. of mc more impt than mi?
he might as well go and bang the wall and die!!!

he now owes mi 1 pint of hagen daz strawberry ice cream.
lalalalal.
which wont be here till thurs or fri.
sad
sad
sad.
by the time he comes back,
i probably already got my own ice cream.
hUR!!!

m happy,
yet nt so happy.

but am happier than non- happy.
=)

so excited for the weekendsss!!
its gonna b fun w/o steven!
weweeweets!
he ps mi as usual.
but i DUN CARE!
i have ppl who cares!=)

thur nite: movie w hungming, bl....
fri: party at my place, mj tilll late w family
sat: ecp w lh, shivani, yiwen......
sun: sentosa w mas, faizal, soe.....
mon: wisdom tooth extraction after all the fun=)
tue- fri: pray for hopeful mcs~!

excited excited!
and guess wad!
exams coming and i haven started!
sad!
i need to start mugging!

i am impressed by esther(brc).
though she is like a supervisor,
she does things like every1 else,
how many ppl can i like her.
though i hope to be like her.
i tink its tough.
its hard to understand i gueess.

someone reminded mi:

that we only need money to eat and to cover ourselves with clothes.
and he asked: y do you need so much money for?
life have changed.
like the things i wan is different.
that i have wanted more than jus food and clothes.
and that wouldnt it be nice if we jus earn to eat and for clothes?
like would be much simplier,
much happier i guess.

hope to sleep todae!
=(

mummmmy's so irritating.

mummmy: wad is a chihuahua, do they have hair?
june (in my mind): which dog dunn have hair? its not that they are nude dogs or wad like nude mice.
junne: the small dog that our neighbour had, the hse w 3 of dem who always bark when you walk pass. there is long haired and short-haired chihuahua.
mummy: oooohh, the one who always bring them out for walks?
junne: yaya! thats the one.
mmummy: i tot they were sausage dogs that ppl make w long ballons.
june: no la, not that 1 la. its not even a sausage dog
june(eyes lid up) :yyyyY??? some one giving huhuhhuhuh??
mummy: ya, my colleague
june: den den den den?
mummy: nth la, jus asking.
june: are you nt taking one??
mummy: she given to another colleague
june: y din you takeeE??
mummy: take for wad?
june: to play w mi la, you noe we are always not in. she/he will acc u wad!
mummy: dun add on to my house work.
june: den you ask so much for wad. i knoe!! give steven!!

anyways, kukuuuu.

stevens more kuku.
he came my place at arnd 2+
cus i din reply and din ans his call,
cus i was sleeping!
that kuuk nathan!!!!!!
sometimesss, i jus dunno wad to do w him,
he is toooo kuku.
but cute at the same time.
that silly guy.

am bored at work!!!
sad!

Daily Horoscope: March 25, 2010

You're not feeling all that great about work or school today and that could mean that you're in serious need of a mental reboot! You've got some sweet energy coming that can help you out.

so true.
i dun feel like doing anything todae
sad
i reached work at 11.
den i checked plugs, replied mails, and slack now!
bored boreddd!!

violin tuning at my place by daniel.
realised i dun rmb the notes/ hoe to play anymore.=(
i used to noe.
i wan to re-learn.
i need to prac.
BUT.
i dun have the time.
OR
i am just lazy.

maybe maybe,
sometimes i jus wnana stay in bed and slack/sleep.
sometimes i jus wanna stay at home doing nth.
sometimes, i jus wanna be alone.

kite flying at sk AGAIN w stevie and LH!
but the kite din fly upupupupupupupupupupupuppupupupupup! =(
cus of stevie's lousy kite!=(((
OR
there wasnt any wind.
i wan to buy the BIG butterfly kite i saw at holland drive!!!!!!!!!! =))))

soup resaurant w mummy and LH!

time flies,
time heal all wounds,
as time goes by,
you tend to forget certain things/ppl,
tings/ppl that once hold a special place in my heart,
and when you are not reminded,
the things/moments/memories get erased by itself.
is it mi? or does it happen to every1?
i dunnoo.
but it feels so scary how time is harming mi.

cus todae its the 5th anniversary of granny's death.
and i totally forgotten about it.
=(
she is always in my heart.
jus that.... i dunno, it is hidden somewhere?
even now, she is in my heart, and i miss her.

time goes by every second,min,hrs, daes, week, month.
how i wished time would jus stop, even for a second.

i am tired.
i really am...

i wanna zzzz!
but i cant zzz.
stevie has gone to bed alr ps-ing mi!
saaddeddd.
leaving mi alll by myself.

boss is back tml!
yea! and no yea.
hope he settle my stuffs for mi.
and hope he dun irritate mi further.

lalalalalalalllalalalala......

i am tired.
i am always tired.
i am tired everydae.

i dun wanna go work.
i dun wanna go school.
i just wanna stay at home sleeping the whole day.
i miss home cus i have school everydae.
i miss mummy though i see her everydae.
i miss my frens which i dun see everydae.
i dun miss school now cus its driving mi crazy.
i jus got results for previous module!
and i passed!
yEA!

i need to zzz.
though i slept at 0000 ytd.
i woke up at 930.
and i am still tired.
boss isnt arnd!
so who carEES!
=))))))

offf to lunchyyY!

am moving on w life! wee weeT!
i got frens and family who dote on mi.
i have people who tinks highly of mi.
so i got a new job!
wee weeet!

i looked at his pict.
he looked so unfamiliar.
no rememberence of the past.
i cant tink of any.
i dunno.
its my STM.
or it was jus erased somehow.
but.
im glad m moving on.

m glad life finally changed!
told you 2010 would b a good yr!

do i tok a lot?
was browsing FB and some1 said i am noisy!!!
like seriously?
i wonder who the person was~!
how can some1 do tis to mi!?
maybe i talkedd too much ! =(
lol!

met teng teng n jojo for dinner jus now.
=))
it was a last min thing,
but it was fun to meet dem all!
cus we are usually very busy.

was supposed to go redhill but was cancelled last min,
den teng called to asked mi something,
i asked if she wana go look for jojo,
and she sae ok,
so does jojo,
and there we go!
=)

we went nyny!
my first time there!
and the most embarrassing thing was it was jojo's bdae ytd,
i wanted to give her a treat since i have not bought her a present
but she gave us a treat instead!
=)))
its always good to go out w older ppl rT?
=))
they always like to treat mi like a smalll ger!

we met christine too!
so wierd cus i haven seen her in long long time!
hahaa.

tis meeting made mi realised sth,
tht is we are all changing.
somehow i feel we all changed,
nt so much though!
=)

we dun usually meet
but we still have lots to tok abt!
=)

waiting for good news from teng!
her mum is coming to spore to meet bf!
if everything goes well,
she is going to get married!
=)))
m happy for her!

and jojo is bringing mi to her place in CNY since i will b at KL!
yey
yey!
and we are all going to m'sia on the same dae.
but to diff places!
so coincidental!
=)))

duz!
history is repeating itself once again,
if any1 realised!
m sick and tired of wads gonna happen.
jus let those ppl handle it.
i nt gonna care!
its jus a yes or no.
jus dun u/s y some ppl jus cant make a decision.

went pet movers to celebrate tiffy 1 year old!
=))
it was fun!
we ate dog cake.
played in the mini-pool.
met tis jack russel who always have a ball w him,
and i tried to snatch it from him!
and he cannot stay put if he did nt have the ball w him,
met tis pomeranian that is so small, that looks like a ball,
many goldens who comes up and snuggle mi.
a standard poodle who is guarding the door.
and many many!

went buffet after tat w pam vincent and qr!
m full full full now.

thanks pam and vin for the fun dae out!
=)

something scary:

i had a nitemare tis evening!
it was so scary.
something happened in the dream
and the last words were "if you run you will die"
wad is tht suppose to mean?

R O C K E R P A N D A says:
To dream of slippers, warns you that you are about to perform an unfortunate alliance or intrigue. You are likely to find favor with a married person which will result in trouble, if not scandal.
To dream that your slippers are much admired, foretells that you will be involved in a flirtation, which will suggest disgrace.
so careful
dreams are always true

june: is he trying to scare mi or sth?

anyways,
i recieved flowers todae!
hahaha!
thats the true nitemare?
bleas.

something sweet:

lata is sweet,
i still misses him,
i used to call him when i cant zzz
now i count sheeps and try and zz.
i asked him if he had flowers for mi.

R O C K E R P A N D A says:
nvm long story anyways better find a nice guy in sg huh lati
who can pick up your calls at night when you can't sleep
its always good to see you happy
i know i never wrote you one letter i'm sorry i had too much on my mind till now
so on vdae remember me okie
but make sure you fine a nice guy to date

R O C K E R P A N D A says:
keke
life is just not abt being happy or sad lati
life is abt beening blance
so you got your fair share
i can never make you happy forever
so yes.. i know i might be a bad person sometimes but you will be my lati forever okie
relax lah
keke
love you always but sometimes need to scold you also ma

=)
i feel close and at the time not so close to him,
cus he's far far away.
but yet so close.
so distance,
yet i always want to tell him things.
but its nice to hear/see ppl tinking abt you.
even if its not true,
i dnnoo.
he's my soul mate i guess.=)

todae history repeated itself,
it felt so scary.
i dunno why.
=((

lalalalalalala

i visited simba todae!
w ten ten and clare!
its always happie to see him,
he's like my silly baby,
who i neglected for a year.
no, i din neglect him,
its jus awkard to go visit him alone.
but wells,
its sad to see him grow older and smaller each time i see him.

he was happy to see us too!
his tail was waggin happily,
but i nv knew if he remembered mi,
but i tink he does,
he still listens to me! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

wheneeever we meet,
we'll tok abt simba,
abt one dae he grow old and..
i dunno when it will happen,
but i guess i will be very sad..
wad if one dae it really happens?

mummy, moo-moo, and 2 other cats from the clinics have passed away.
=((
simba's like my only love now.

its an unlucky dae.
i am so tired!

unlucky event 1:
i lost my locker keys.

unlucky event 2:
i duplicated the locker keys for $3

unlucky event 3:
gil and i couldnt get seats in school while waiting for classroom to open

happy tot:
luckily there's always LH to help mi! =)
and huiyu,
and the guy who helped mi get the master key!
thank you! =)))

happy tot 2:
gilby is so nice todae!
he is such a nice big bro,
he noes im quite broke w school fees and dental,
he treated mi pokky and dinner todae!
=))))
if he doesnt have a wifey,
who noes i will fall for him? lol!

sad tot:
dentist called and said i got outstanding 790 to pay!
hur hur!
saddeddddd!

i am so broke and tired and am at home doing reporty.
=((((

2 more weeks to pay dae!
save mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its finally fridae! YEY!
had school everydae after work!
which is so so so tiring!

braces removed! =))
like finally!
teeth are freeed for a week b4 they are jailed w retainers forever!
lalalala!
so gonna miss dr woo!
she is such a nice lady! =))

was emo ytd nite i dunno y,
luckily theres always lata! =D
he always make mi smile when im unhappy!
jus too bad he's so far far away!

its fridae!
but am not happie
cus theres school 1-9 tml!
sad
sad
and sadded
although i have stevie and gilby and kate
but seeing dem for 6 daees is too much.
hahaa!

kidding!
i will miss dem in the future!
cus they are so so so nice!!!!!!!!

i sat beside katey one evening,
and we begin to tok abt random stuffs.
it was so funny,
cus we always see each other in school
bt its only tht dae that we started to tok more,
den gilby and stevie was like wads wrong w us,
some long lost fren or sth,
and the guy in front of us keep turning back and giving us a irritated look!
haaS!
we werent toking so loudly wAD!
lolllllll!
last lect for the week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like finally!!
i survived! YEY!!!!!!!!!

went kite flying ytd!!!
was fun fun fun!!
==))
cus the kite flew up up up!!
i dun even have to run like wad dor described!
chey!
she is always exagerating, i wonder why!!
it was so windy the kite string cut my poor hands.
sad!
but happy, cus i finally went kite flying!!
wee weeT!
it was fun w wingy and bf and pam and bf,
and my partner was tifffy!!
sadded!
tiffy's the golden that pam keeps and she is so so so cute la!
i wan to kidnap it!

lalala,
wad examining the cuts on my hands when i realised that there are new lines on my palm,
when did it appear?
thts y its true that they sae the palm lines will change as we grow!

school is killing mi this week,
cus i have school everydae!
sad
sad
sad


i am broke broke broke
sad sad sad.

i sent 1000 sms last month,
it shocked mi and mum!
i nv exceed, maybe by a little!
but 1000 is x2 my normal usage.
y is tht so?
i dunno!
but wadeva,
waaad can i do?

ciao ciao ciao

這條短信， 真的很好 !

錢多錢少，够吃就好。
人醜人美，顺眼就好。
人老人少，健康就好。
家窮家富，和氣就好。
老公晚歸，回來就好。
老婆唠叨，顧家就好。
孩子從小，就要教好。
博士也好，賣菜也好。
長大以后，乖乖就好。
房屋大小，能住就好。
名不名牌，能穿就好。
兩輪四輪，能駕就好。
老板不好，能忍就好。
一切烦惱，能解就好。
堅持執着，放下最好。
人的一生，平安就好。
不是有錢，一定會好。
心好行好，命能改好。
誰是誰非，天知就好。
修福修慧，來世更好。
天地萬物，隨缘就好。
很多事情，看開就好。
人人都好，日日都好。
你好我好，世界更好。
總而言之，知足最好。
説這麼多，明白就好。
這條短信，真的很好。
不發给你，是我不好。

if everyting were to be 好 as described above, wont it be perfect?

its 4.21 am and i cant zz..
hurhur.
exam was over ytd!
hope it was ok!

y cant i zz!
i hate insomia,
cus i need to work tml!
and i will be so tired!
=(((

random funny tot:

sometimes i feel so wierd!
i dunno,
its like i always do lame stuffs,
but somehow i manage to convince ppl to do it w mi!!
thanks LH and stevie!!
hahaa!!
we were like discussing for 2 hrs b4 we came to a conclusion!
which makes me a happy ladY!
lalalalaa.

mugging is tough!
especially when my head is spinning!
its exams tml (14jan)
and i am always so nervous after ....
even i had put it behind my mind,
it is still haunting mi!!
=((

sweet tot 1:
story shuhui told mi!

june: if you are pregnant NOW, will you give birth to it?

SH: of course la! my husband will kill mi if i abort it!

june: lol

SH: guess wad, i suddenly tot of a good fren whom i haven met in a while. she was pregnant and i calculated the due date to be around this period, so i msged her to ask she had given birth.
she replied that she is going to the hosp now, her water bag broke! see, we got telepathy!
june: laugh! water bag broke , in pain still bother to msg you.

SH: see, sometimes, although some frens you dun see often, but we are still close. aiya, u dun u/s. when you grow older, your frens get lesser, den you will u/s.

june: sadly: i noe wad u mean, my frens are getting lesser now! =(

it's someting i find it sweet la! lol. but seriously, where is my telepathy fren? lol!!!

happy tot 1:

my boss did my appraisal!!!!
haha!!! he makes mi wanaa laugh on the tot of it!

random tot:

was watching tv tis evening,
the person was saying that time will heal all wounds, will forget hatred and will forgive and forget!
truely i dun hate any1 so much anymore,
i am not sad anymore,
is it bcus i have exam to occupy mi w ?
or is it bcus time will help forget everything?
wadever it is,
life goes on! =)))

sad tot:
exam is tml!

i neeed to muggg!!
ciaos!

Daily Horoscope: January 12, 2010
You're feeling pretty wary of a new plan or idea put forth by someone you usually trust -- and you're right to ask questions. Expect to peel away a few layers of illusion before you get to the truth.
Mood: Brave
Lucky Color: Gold
Lucky Number: 73
Lucky Time of Day: 1pm

june hates good-byes,
cause she nv noe when she will see them again!
its gossip partner's last dae at work todae.
no more gosipp for mi.
no one to entertain mi anymore,
no more fun anymore,
work would be even bor-ier than it already is,
thats sad.

i like gosipp partner cus he's like a big brother,
when i have questions,
i will pester him for an ans,
when every1 jus listen to my nonsense,
he will scold mi.
once i called him a F***er,
he got angry,
YB: wad did you sae?
june: nth
YB: i heard it ok, i am your senior, how can you sae tht to mi?
june: super embarrassed cus no one ever tells mi that, thts y i look up upon him!!! =)
missing my big bro,
he got chips for mi!
thanks to LH!
guesss she wants to eat them too! hahaa!

happy 2010!!!

its a good year!
i can feel it alreadY!!
=))))

cus i won mj ($15 winnings)
thanks to LH and steven!!
hehehehhee!!
its the 1st time i won money!
and i felt so bad taking their money.
cus its the first time!
jus dance! =)))

count down near esplanade ytd!
though it was so crowded!
i love the fireworks!
though its only 8 mins plus!
but 2010 is gonna be a good year,
so nothing can stop me frm being that happy little lady=))

met xiu at the place where me and my frens stopped to view the fireworks
so coincidental since there were so many many ppl!!
lol!
she was w new love!
lol!
kidding!!!!
soon i hope! =))))

happy 2010!
gd bye 2009!