even on the last dae of 2009,
some ppl jus wont give mi a break!
=(((

i did a super lame thing,
i wanted to toast my galic bread,
and i din change the plug head!
my bread was still cold after 1/2 hr!
how cool is tht!?
i am so hungry!
damn it!

always in the hope of a better 2010=)

i feel like an asshole now!
cus i din go to work,
and made daniel and yan bin do things for me,
thank you!
i noe they are the best!
daniel din noe i din go to work todae.
yan bin knew,
but still helped mi anyways.
he's like the sweetest ting on earth,
cus he called when i was sleeping,
thts y i feel so bad!
its a pity he's leaving!
cus he's such a nice person!
i wonder if the new person-in-charge would be as helpful as him!

its the last dae of 2009!
ppl all arnd are asking for resolution!
i dun have any.
i dun wanna have any
cus i dun stick to dem
and i wont remember dem anyways,
i dun even noe wad was mine for 2009
or did i not have any?
wadeva!

2010 will be a brand new dae, year, week!
a new start for mi!
though things din really change!
lol!

happy new YR!!

my fav song at tis moment!!!!!!
lady gaga is goooD!! =))
you may disagree but who cares?

Hello, hello, baby;
You called, I can't hear a thing.
I have got no service
In the club, you see, see
Wha-Wha-What did you say?
Oh, you're breaking up on me
Sorry, I cannot hear you,
I'm kinda busy.

K-kinda busy
K-kinda busy
Sorry, I cannot hear you, I'm kinda busy.

Just a second,
It's my favorite song they're gonna play
And I cannot text you with
A drink in my hand, eh
You shoulda made some plans with me,
You knew that I was free.
And now you won't stop calling me;
I'm kinda busy.

Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
I'm busy!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Can call all you want,
But there's no one home,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!
Out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bud,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

Call when you want,
But there's no one home,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!
Out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bud,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

[Beyonce:]
Boy, the way you blowin' up my phone
Won't make me leave no faster.
Put my coat on faster,
Leave my girls no faster.
I shoulda left my phone at home,
'Cause this is a disaster!
Callin' like a collector -
Sorry, I cannot answer!

Not that I don't like you,
I'm just at a party.
And I am sick and tired
Of my phone r-ringing.
Sometimes I feel like
I live in Grand Central Station.
Tonight I'm not takin' no calls,
'Cause I'll be dancin'.

'Cause I'll be dancin'
'Cause I'll be dancin'
Tonight I'm not takin' no calls, 'cause I'll be dancin'!

Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
I'm busy!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Can call all you want,
But there's no one home,
You're not gonna reach my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bud,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

Call when you want,
But there's no one home,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bud,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

My telephone!
M-m-my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bud,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

My telephone!
M-m-my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bud,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

We're sorry the number you have reached is not in service at this time.
Please check the number, or try your call again

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2010 is cominggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!
am not ready at all!!!
cus i haven done/achieve anything in 20o9 and its leaving mi already!
i cant bear to leave 2009 jus like tht,
but wad can i do?
but at the same time i jus hope 2009 would jus leave,
so that it wont haunt mi anymore!!
i wanna jus move on to 201o,
jus like stevie,
cus we all had too much unhappiness in 2009,
but we noe 2010 will be a good yr!!
we jus noe! =)

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i miss hubby somehow,
he is somewhere lost in the woods.
somedae/somehow he will appear again!
i jus noe!
=))

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to date june have 2 part-time gf and 2 part-time bf!
but where is the love?
even with so many flingsss!
they are always busy w their full time!
bleassss!!

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where are my power frens?
do they exist?
or am i hallucinating??????
maybe they alr lost their power!

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i neeed to finish report soon!!!!!
and lab book tooo!!!
exams in 2 weeks and im only at 2/20 chapter!
how cool is tht!?

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i want to learn salsa!!
hahaa!
in 2010!!!!

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i need to write report!
ciaos!

hungry hungry!
i m hungry the whole dae.
i ate 2 biscuits at 1030,
im hungry by 1145,
at mee pok at 1300,
hungry by 1630,
at fil-o-fish upsize at 1800,
hungry by 1000.
my my my,
jus wish i would stop feeling hungry,
cus hunger makes mi tired and lazy.
when i am alr so lazy.

happy tot:
LH is back!!
i got giftS!!!!
winnie the pooh key holder
winnie the pooh lanyard,
winnie the pooh key chain
a santa socks
a card
a bookmark
=DDDDDDDDDDD

sad tot:
i haven bought any presents for her or sandy or any1

happy tot:
i have plans for tml alr!
=)))))

happy tot:
i am not going to work tml!

worried tot:
hope they dun look for mi at work!
cus i only told shuhui that i am not coming!
cus she isnt coming too!
but i finished my work!!!
so...

PRICELESS WORDS

A husband wakes up at home with a huge hangover.
He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees
Is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table.
He sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and
pressed. He looks around the room and sees that
it is in perfect order, spotless, clean. So is the rest of the house.
He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table.
"Honey, breakfast is on the table, I left early to go grocery shopping.
Love You!"
!
Totally shocked with the note , he goes to the kitchen and
sure enough there is a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper.
His son is also at the table, eating. He asks, "Son, what happened last night?"
His son says, "Well, you came home around 3 AM, drunk and delirious.
Broke some crockery, puked in the hall, and! gave yourself a black eye
when you stumbled into the door". Confused, the man asks,
"So, why is everything in order and so clean, and
breakfast is on the table waiting for me?
I should expect a big quarrel with her!"
His son replies, "Oh, that! Mom dragged you to the bedroom,
and when she tried to take your clothes n shoes off,
you said,


"LADY LEAVE ME ALONE! I'M MARRIED!"


Moral:-
Broken crockery - Rs. 1500.00
Breakfast - Rs. 50.00
Saying the Right Thing While Drunk 每 "PRICELESS "

There are truly some things that both money and Mastercard can't buy

its a sweet story sandy emailed mi,
truely, its true that there are things both money n mastercard cant buy,
but who noes if this mail is true,
if the guy really said tht?
but wadever,
cus i wont ever find this guy i guess,
cus of the many stories i heard...

LH is coming back todae!!! lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so happpy cus i hoped she bought goodies for mi!
hahaa!!!

happy tot 1:
sandy said she bought mi a present!
YEY!
im so happy,
cus i haven recieved lots of present tis yr.
blea,
a little gift each from pam and wingy,
a clown hat and a singlish book,
and yunie's turtle neck top!
i wonder wad sandy have for mi!
lala,
cus we din agree to exchange present.
june: i haven got present for you
sandy: you got 2 more daes to buy
june: i tot you will say its ok! lol.
sandy ==! =(
lol...
2 more daes,
lazy mi doesnt wan to out
doesnt want to do anything.
i have no clue wad to get for sandy=((

boss is discharged!
but he cant come to work soon i guess,
he had slip disc,
*trying hard not to laugh*
cus partially its my fault!
i hope hes ok though.

everydae is a lazy dae,
everydae is a tired dae.
james and sandy came my hse on sundy and it was so messy and james was complaining abt the messiness.
i told him i will tidy it when i have the time.
but the dae jus nv come.
i have so much things i wanna do,
but i am jus procastinating everydae.
sighs.
when will i accomplish?
=(((.
everydae when i go to work,
i complain that i am tired.
until wingy got irritated todae and asks why am i tired everydae.
sighsssssssss,

tml is another lazy yet tired dae!

When a GIRL is quiet ...millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering howlong you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at allfine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more thanthat.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who ..... kissesyour forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

saw tis on someones facebook as fav questions.
how true can it be?
i used to have some like he described,
i have no regrets,
jus worried that i cant find a second 1,
even so,
tht's life,
wad can i sae,

like gosipp partner telling mi abt the flower story.
and mi telling him the forest story,
which means the same thing afterall.
tht, once you moved on,
to pick a nicer tree/ flower,
you cannot turn back anymore.
nods.

1 thing gosipp partner tell mi that i will nv forget is..
guy are "fan jian"
how true.
i still remember tht was the 2 words tht woke mi up,
den after tht he said gers are too!
wad can i sae?

gosipp partner is going to leave soon!
so gonna miss him.
cus of all the jokes, working together, and all the encouragement.
yups.
how he dun leave mi out on his wedding list! =))

went soe's concert ytd w faizal!
met fauzie and edmund there!

i am so in love w the cat under fauzie's block!
it meows,
it follows us,
it purrs,
it listens to us,
how i wish it was mine.
how many cats do you see in our everydae life,
tht willl let you touch,
and even follow you?
blea blea, theres none in my area!
though there are lots of cats,
they are so afraid of mi!!
blea!

christmas is next week!!
=(((
where shall i go on christmas?

horoscope is so TRUE!
i was jus saying tht i dunno wad i wanted,
and in the i-weekly i read tis morning,
it saes that i will feel lost tis week!
how true can it be?
it may be coincidental,
but i always 1/2 believed the one in i-weekly cus sometimes it may be true! =)

met panda online today,
he made mi a beautiful dream,
he's says if i go nepal,
i will stay and lead a simple carefree life,
being a housewife and rearing animals in a farm.
isnt that all tht i wanted?
LOL!
yup,
it sounds so perfect for mi,
jus wanting to slack,
and take care of the animals all my life.
if ONE dae,
when i get to earn loads of money,
i will live that dream.
=)))

my baobei made mi so irritated tis morninggg!
and i vented on richard!
im sorrie!
i apologize and am glad he understands!=)

but shifu email made mi smile!
i miss shifu!
he used to tell mi stories!
i miss his stories!

kasim left mi stranded to tink wad i wanted!
i tot i alr have it all planned out.
but,
he gave mi another option,
the option that i once given up hope on,
i seriously duunooo wad i want!
he was so shocked when i said i was leaving,
but i was jus half kidding!
he saes i need to give 6 mth notice!
blea!
how long is tht!!

1 modelling assigment, 1 report, 1 lab book write up and 1 exam!

if only i knew wad i wan in life.
life is so tough.
the sudden loss in wad i wan.
when i have it i dun cherish it.
when its gone,
i began to tink of it.
its like i have nothing left!

but when the sun rise again later in the morning,
it will be a brand new dae!

happy sat w NN christmas party and Movie : princess and the prince.

happy tot 1:
i chose a present that i liked!
haha,
it was like a clown wig kind.
ppl are out to snatch away my gift.
luckily there were 2 i managed to keep 1.
lalalala.

irritated tot 1:
philipp is an asshole.
i xchange 1 wig w a mug.
and he opened up a present containing a singlish book
and he snatch my mug away.
blea.
but the thing is
i am a singaporean
y do i need the singlish book.
he needs it more than me i tink.

sad tot 1:
movie princess and frog wasnt that fantastic.
it was jus a moment of impulse that i wanted to catch tht show.
cus i liked to watch fairytales,
but not anymore,
went w iris beng birdy and looney
they so much didnt wan to watch tht show,
but thanks babes!!
=))))

off to do report,
but i am so lazy
i cant tink.
haha.
ciaos

after all, its a small world after all!

guess wad?
i din recognise my colleague who was working w mi as my classmate who went to shanghai together during poly daes until todae.
laughs!
i din realised until todae!
how cui could that be?
hahaha.
it all happened cus she spoke to the wrong "june"
i was lookin at her dp and find her familiar
den i ask her if she is working at BrC
she asked mi how i knew!
hahaha!
den i said cus i am june!
hahaha!
den i ask her if we went SH together,
den she said yes and she says she recog mi
den i asked y she din tell mi,
she says she always smile at mi cus she recog mi
den i said i tot you smile to every1.
laughs!!!!!
its so funny!!!!!
yep,
a small worlD!!

went to meet up w yun and suet and shanny and leroy!
haha,
leroy is so cute!!!!!!!!
hahaa!
and i got my christmas present!
thanks yunny,
lalala!

lalalaa!!!!

i cant zzz,
=((((

lesson learnt 1:
nv to believe ppl easily.
i dun wanna be that small little naive girl who believes wadever you, anyone saes anymore,
cus in the end,
its nothing but full of lies.
i wanna grow up,
or have i grown up?
i so hate tht person i wanna slap him.
but wadever.

lesson learnt 2:
ppl changes rapidly, jus like cancerous cells mutating, and virus attacking cells at a rapid speed causing tumor!
but i cant do anything can i?
i am every changing too.
but how can some1 i knew changed overtime to some1 i totally cant recognize,
its sad and scary isnt it?
but thats the truth i guess.
i'll just have to live w it.

lesson learnt 3:
promises are made and meant to be broken,
its always true,
i noe,
i always knew,
and i always knew his promises isnt true,
and it will nv be.

tml will be a better dae i hope!
cheers to the happy grown up lady,
i dun wanna be that little ger anymore!!!

its sat! finally!!!!

i had insomia for the last 5 daes, can you imagine it?
its almost 5am and am still awake.
=((.

jus finish mj w hm, alicia and bf,
and luck is still not w mi in mj!
hahah.
but, its still fun meeting and playing together.

sweet tot 1:
daniel went for some post-doc and student get together event and brought food back for mi.
but when he called mi at 6,
i was already on NEL towards home,
den i asked him to put it the fridge and i'll eat it on mon,
dun tis sweet little things make ppl happy?
they think of you even you are not there.

sweet tot 2:
on thurs,
i went nuh,
when i want to return to my workplace,
it was raining so heavily.
the thunder was so deafening!
i sms LH asking her to save mi,
and she brough umbrella to mi!
so sweet!
but i wasnt there,
cus she din noe i had umbrella,
and i got scolding from her!
hahaha.

happy tot 1:
LH treated mi to guo tie and fish soup the other dae as promised!
muacks!
she is so sweet!
and makes mi happy! =))

happy tot 2:
LH and I met BT, YW and HL at vivo ytd!
i so missed them,
cus they all used to be my gossip partner!
lol!
but now i have LH and YB.
but YB is so irritating!
hahaha,
but he is leaving too!
1 gossip partner lost-to-be,
but i am happy for him!
he is so funny,
he told mi in the morning that he will reject his monkey job!
den i asked him y,
the prospect there is better bla bla,
den in the evening he told mi he accepted the job,
how can a guy be more contradicting than him?
lalalala,

wierd tot 1:
you noe sometimes life is full of surprises,
like,
when you are down,
the ppl you want to tok to suddenly appear from nowhere,
like, lata,
i haven spoken to him in ages,
on tht dreadful dae,
he appeared from somewhere,
and J too,
and LH of course,
and many many more!
i noe you all care abt mi,
and i care abt you all too!
love all.
muacks!

tml is sleepig daEE!
YEA!!

bla bla bla...

its december!
soon, it'll be 2010!
and a new chapter of life.

it was a happy december 1st in the mornings,
w unexpected call,
w good news from Dr Woo,
w meeting yun at bus stop,
w being late for work and not being noticed,
w finishing weanings for the week,
w Shuhei going to Japan for 2 weeks,
w Lee Hwei buying mi kinda bueno.

towards the evening,
i wondered if dec would be a better month than Nov.
lucikly theres always LH and Sandy to hear my stories and to wake mi up to reality.
im trying hard,
LH says im going thru depression.
lol.
but jus for ytd and todae.
i hope to be fine tml!
LH treating mi to fish and chip and guo tie tml!
yea!!!!!!!!!!!
cant wait.
lalalalalala.

wish mi luck for thurs!!
cus cus cus its gonna change my life!!
either i die or i survive!!
bless mi.
muacks.

daniel is so funny!
he wanted to leave early todae,
he din wan any1 to noe,
den he walk past mi and wave goodbye to mi,
den i said oh,
den jing shan and koumar said bye daniel loudly!!
den it was so funny!!
it wasnt supposed to be known
yet every1 noticed it!
lol!

when i tot abt it again,
i am not depressed anymore.
seriouosly wad the F*** was i tinking?
i guess hunger makes a person depressed!!
now that i am full,
i can tink better and realised i was so stupid.
bleablea.
yup, a happy december for mi!!

todae is happy dae for junnie!!
cus she went to meet her primary school frens at ECP and kalai at her house.
though its awkward cus she din see them in a while ,
but luckily there were looney and birdy and jordan and of course the rest of them!!

though she fell, which was a little painful and embarrassing,
luckily they were still there!

looney: told you not to cycle w/o (cus we rented a 2 -seater bike)
hm: you ok anot
jordan: princess are you ok?
junnie: (embarassed ) ok ok.
den they asked if any hs guy came to help
junnie: no la, ok 2 kids asked "you ok?"

it mus be karma!
cus she laughed at some1 who fell off the skateboard!!
blea!

she tot none of them saw, but sad!
she hurt herself 4 times tis mth.
wad an unlucky month for her.

lalalalalalala,
i met some of them after 10 yrs.
lol.
thanks to jordan for organising this event!
lalalala

stupid thing 1:

i called kalai at 1230am,
she did not pick up tht call
she sent an sms mins later
i called back!
she was sleeping!
hahaa.
i tot it was still early.
sorrie babe,
i din mean to disturb your sleep.
lalalaa
luckily she did not scold mi.
hahaa.

sweet thing 1:

zl went to china todae!
he asks mi wad i wanted from china.
i dun even noe what is there.
lol!!
rarely ppl will ask what i want when they go overseas yup!

funny thing 1:

gilby is fairer than mi!!
he uses whitening!!!
lol!

funny thing 2:

went steam boat w stevie, gilby and wifey.
lol.
after tht we went to shop for zl's present.
and after tht we went watson
and they 2 were like jie meis,
shopping for sunblock w mi!
hahaha.
den i told dem you all like my jie mei,
den gilby sae no, is brother.
so funny.

tml is the primary school gathering!
looney has literally ps mi!
luckily i still have birdy.
lalalalallalala!
hope it wont be too awkward tml!
cus i haven met the rest in ages except fer looney, birdy and jordan!
blea!

i miss my dearest baba,
haven seen it in a year?
i'll visit him when clare's back on the 6 dec!
i cant wait!!
cus hes so adorable

sad tot 1:

shinyi met dor and thinks dor looks like mi.
I DUN LOOK LIKE HER!
I DUN WANNA LOOK LIKE HER!

sad tot 2:

faizal tag mi in their shanghai fotos!
as their food,places they went!
blea.
so meanie.

sad tot 3:

LH doesnt wanna come w us to steamboat tml!

sad tot 4:

i alr ate steamboat todae at home to celebrate aunt 55 b'dae.
i dun wana eat steamboat again tml.
thts y i can survive in korea.
cus they eat steamboat almost everydae.

sad tot 5:

i dun wanan go school tml.
or should i sae i wanna go school tml cus paul's giving the lectures?

sad tot 6:

mum and bro are going JB tml w/o mi.

sad tot 7:

i am having flu and headache.

sad tot 8:

i din do any revision todae!

how can some1 have so much sad tots?
blea..

happy tot 1:

i slept till 12 and lunch was ready when i was awake.
lol.

one and only one happy tot.

lol!
story telling:

mi and classmates were supposed to go steamboat tml after school.
zl said ok,
but ps us.
the rest were so wierd, they asked if we are still going.
den i said yes,
den we can go and shop for her present.
but den again,
why did they are tat qns?
is it bcus they din wanna go cus shes not going?
or did they noe how to react?
anyways,
sometimes i tink gilby has bcum my jie mei.
cus he tinks like mi
i was irritated,
so was he.
but not steven. (he was shocked)
maybe gil and i are more gosippy.
lol.
but gilby is so funny!
he has hand cream in his bag tht we will use in class.
den i ask him: y you so gay?
gilby: den my hand would be soft and nice to hold.
mi (shocked):wifey ask you to apply.
gilby : no la
he is so funny!
thts y he is like my sister.
lalalalalala...

should start muggin abit!!
need to impress paul!
hahaaa
as if he cares
lol!!

i am so tired cus i had insomia ytd nite.
so wanna go home but i NEED to attend paul's lecture.
i cant go now,
cus i need to wait for gilby and LH to knock off.
=((

idiotic richie jus pissed mi off.
he says: you are always so free, y are you still being hired?
i know he was joking,
cus he always says so
but i am so super irritated cus he doesnt noe a thing.
and i am tired.
wad an asshole.

daniel said something that made mi feel like an asshole.
i noe i had been a bitch and everything,
i had been complaining abt him.
i had been irritating him,
i had been doing lots of mean things to him.
yet he is still nice to mi.
not tht i am saying that theres any love arnd cus its impossible bet us.
i jus feel tht he is a nice guy who dun bear grudges.
how nice would it be if every1 is like him?
who lives everydae w a new hope.

i wanna be like him!
hahaha.
but i noe i cant
cus i am a petty person!
hahaah!

tml is sleeping dae!
haven slept well in weeks!!!!
hope mummy dun wake mi up so early again!!!

a happy tot!

my fav teacher paul besant is back!
ahahaa.
and he remembers mi,
cus when i entered the class he looks at mi and says i need to get ready the class list to deduct marks from those trouble makers.
lol.
he always calls mi a trouble maker but i still like him.
den i told him we are peace makers.
hahaa.
he is so cute.

sad tot!
i was hungry after school cus i only ate 3/4 of my crazy on potatoes from long john,
den i wanted to buy something to munch after school.
i already have in mind wad i wan and was walkin towards my goal.
den steven asks mi if i really want tht,
he says: if you buy, you need to skip again tonight,
den i tot for a while and walk away from the shop.
wad a sad life i am having now,
cant even eat when im hungry
sad.
i noe he meant well. but...
i told mummy abt the incident den she was like jus buy la,
wad if you got gastric, is he going to pay the bills.
so funny la,
den she ask wad i wanted to eat.
den i told her i ate alr,
jus wanted to munch on something.
hahhaa.

gilby stresses me!
i admire him sometimes,
cus he is full of plans for his future,
how i wish i am like him.
we sort of have the same goals and he is already achieve half of it!
while mi?
i have not even started.
bleaaaaaaaaa!!

happy tot!

soe, faizal and gang are back from sH!
i so much wanted to go.
i heard its was so much fun
they got mi present!!
hahaha
and ZH finally got marriED!!!!!!1
congrats!!!!!1
lalalallalala.
heard it was very grand!
lol!

i am still sad abut the incident that happened this evening..
wad should i do?
i know its partially my fault,
but how could they do tis to mi?
i noe we have like sort of driven apart but..
oh weelllls,
i am jus being greedy,
i want the best of everythingg.

anyways,
i maced again
cus shaker fries is back.
lalalalalalalalala!
wadever.

paul besant is coming tml!
so excited! hahahahaha
my fav lecturer!! laallala.

bought toto todae
under influence of yb and gilby
lol.
hope lady luck is w mi
so i wont have to work so hard.
if only it was so easy to win.
yb and i were so lame that we were smiling to ourselves when we were tinking abt nos and planning wad to do w the money.
lol.
lalalalallaaa............

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oPX7AMDJLG8

watch tis!!!!!

intro by jason

im so sleepy!
its all mummy's fault!
i told her to bring mi to mac to claim my mac griddles,
and she called mi up at 930 saying its late alr.
although i noe its early,
i woke up anyways.
den when i got ready by 945,
she was watching tv,
she told mi she was waiting for my bro.
i got fedup of waiting,
i went up to continue my rest.
she even vacuum the house while i was asleep
and in the end i din cclaim my mac gridles cus its alr 1115 when she was finally done.

she shouldnt have called mi up so early when she doesnt even wan to leave the place so early.
bleaaaaaa.
sundae is my only sleepig dae!!!!!
so i cont sleeping after lunch!!!
its so fattening butttt
i was tireddddddddddd.......
lalalala.

went food fair w mummy and aunties and i am so tiredddddd now.
i wanna start mugging,but i dun have the energy!
save mi!!!

i am so tired!!!
after one whole week of work and school.
am a little giddy after arranging the cage.
i still need to wait for lee hwei and gilby so tht we can all go school together.

muamuamuamaumau!
i hope schoool is not so tiring.
cus i am already so tired.

does numbers matters?
lol.
is more better or lesser better?
hmmm.
i guess the most impt is tht they dun backstabb mi ba.
lalalalala.

am hungry!
wad shall i eat later?
no more macs i guess!
lalalalalala

its finally weekend!!!!!!!!!!!1
yEYEYEYEYE
and we only work 4 daes next wEEK!
YEY!

ohh,
there's a primary school outing next week
i wonder if i should go?
though looney and birdy are going,
but i am not so close with the rest!
like seriously,
jordan invited the whole batch who grad from cedar pri in 1999.
so there's ppl whom i dunno, are going to be there as well.
how wierd is tht?
lalalalla.
but i alr promised jordan to go,
which i quite regretted it cus i din noe most of the ppl i saw the list on fb of who are attending.
laa! kill mi!
lololololol....

ciaos! its 520!!!
off from work!

i still hate jason for saying its rainin everydae in spore!!!!
lalallalala!

jus came back from macS!
theres still labels in serangoon!
lol.
but still no luck todae!
sad.
lalalala.

am in a happier mood after mac!
afterall family is the most important i guess,
even after a daes work
after school,
after eating mac for the past 3 daes,
i still went to mac w mummy and bro.
i love dem,
though i dun get to spend much time w dem..
they u/s
=)

they dun stress mi like my classmates do
sometimes i hate dem
but den they noe i love dem
=)

its a love hate r/s
i hate the way things are,
but then again,
what can i do.

i was so upset w my classmate/s.
y arent things always not the way i wanted
blea,
theres still school tml
wish mi luck!

she sux!
she is so irritating!
how can she call herself clever when she is not.
how can she be so happy when she noes how to answer some lame IQ questions.
there is something wrong with her seriously.
i dunno wad to do with her!
she tinks she got lots of friends, but who knows?

anyways,
faizal, soe, mas, ismail, davin and james left for shanghai!
i am so envious.
they are attending zhao hao's wedding!
i so much wanted to go!
if not bcus of school,
i will be there by now!
sad.
i wonder if its snowing!
i miss snow
=(

a happy but not so happy ger

wish mi good luck at work tml!

hols over! bleah!
back to the lifeless life i will be having w 6 daes of school per week!
sad.

my fav teacher paul besant will be back! in a week or 2! hahaha.
cant wait.

watched 2 movies ytd:
1) my gf is an agent (w lee hwei)
2) 2012 (w hm, looney, bl, alicia etc)

i like no.1 more! cus the guy is so cute!!! hahhaa! its so hilarious. lol!

my classmates are angry w mi, cus we agreed to catch 2012 together but i caught it one dae b4! i am sorrrie! dun be angry w mi!

tomorrow is lee hweis b'dae! wishing her happy birthdae in adv!
and together w her, huiyu and janice b'daes falls on the same dae too!
wad coincidence!
happy b'dae to them too!

i dun wan to go work tml!
cus there are loads f things to do at work!=(((
cus i wasnt at work for almost a week!
anyway bless mi!!!

back from bkk!!
happie little ger (no, i have grown up, but still, i wan to b the little ger tht ppl adores =D)

had fun w sandy and james though i was lightbulb =DDDD
james keep nagging and making fun of me being a light bulb,
but hack la!
he suck!
haahhahahah..
luckily he will nv get to see tis post. lallalala

the truth is!
u nv noe who is reading.

anyways, i am havin stomach flu!
feel nausea the whole dae,
flu from sundae,
cough from sundae!
how did i survive the 3 and a half daes.
i wonder too!
i am i survivor, tht y. =DD

i dun wanna go work tml.
its tiring,
no, its disgusting,
its irritating,
guess wad,
i feel like vomiting on the tot of work!
shucks,
it sucks.
to have the vomiting feeling...

caos!

lol.
a happy tot.
cause i noe ppl cares for me =))
thanks babes!
you noe who you are!
and i love you all too!

jus came back from iris's birthdae celebration.
she's 22 too!
happie b'dae!

off to do my work! =)

its so funny,
cus i always find things that people that dun tink its funny funny,
if you get mi, you are with mi,
if not too bad.

its been long long long time since i last updated,
have been super busy,
super lazy,
and super??
i dunnno.

insomia for the 4th time tis week,
im glad i am still alive.
whoohoo.
lallalala.
shuhui saes i am growing older,
she saes older pple doesnt have to zzz so much.
=((
i envy my sis, she always zzz like a log the moment she lie on the bed,
y cant be like her?

i miss lata,
he was my hypnotizer!
i always call him whenever i cant zzz,
but hes already long gone in his own world!

exams todae.
it was crap,
all lee hwei's fault,
haha, she will kill mi if she sees this but the chances are LOW! =)
i shouldnt have believed her so much
wad she told mi din come out,
wad she said wasnt impt came out
shucks!
i hope i did ok though.

todaes is ismail big DAE!
so happy for him and mei sze,
congrats!

met so many ppl at the wedding! bmb alumni, iris and suet, kx, alicia etccccc...
happy happy,
cus i have been only meeting my colleggues and classmates for the past 5 weeks,
wad a sad life!
went KTV after that!
it was fun!
lalalalaa,
i miss having fun, cus it was jus school work for past 5 weeks,
its over for now,
but 2 weeks lateer, its going to repeat its cycle again.

so many things happened i dunno wad to write, soooo ciaosss!

so bored at work!
time check : 5.44pm
16 more mins fer sandy to knock off from work!

doing nth since 5 pm,
with tis ah nei painting the wall beside mi, looks so fun i so want to help him out.
with kasim walking arnd seeing mi do nth. (dun wanna tink abt wad he may be thinking)
so hungrYY noW!
blea!

got mac big breakfast in the morning thanks the shuhui who bought it fer mi!
skipped lunch cus of tht and now am so hungrY!

been back from tw fer almost a mth!
how time flies?
super shitty!

8 more mins!
shall walk slowly to the mrt!
ciaoz!

something sweet!

Hi there!

Don’t let anyone discourage you. People love to say lots of things like that because it’s just human nature not to see others doing better than we are. .................

Stefan

its quite funny when i 1st read it, but den, it may b true.
he is so so so niceeee.
helps mi w school work, w pb at work, in looking fer school etccc.
too bad he is marrieddd. lol..

sth that brighten my day.

i was so tired,

i was in a bad mood,

but the lata,

who din know anything,

made me smile.

with his lame jokes. =)

had brainstorming whole day long at work,

when i was @ school,

i was totally shagged.

thanks fer my lovely classmates who were able to tolerate my temper,

esp zhenling and dor.

we were suppose to research sth online,

which i was so reluctant,

zl who saw the site said she will email mi the webby,

but i told her to print fer mi (which she was reluctant, cus we din hav work tml)

but she sms mi saying she printed the page we need alr and will give it to mi tomorrow @ school.

sometimes some small actions from people make one smile doesnt it?

15 mins more to lao da birthdae!

happie early birthdaeE!

a tiring week.

its a love story, baby just say YES

was reading some of the older post where i have complain about daniel.
tis led mi to realised how much things have changed.
we are now sort of in good terms and we dun quarrel as much. haha!

it feels wierd,
and yet quite funny at the same time.
how can a top enemy be a fren?
haaha!

as i grow older,
it seems to mi that things, ppl around mi are changing,
but to mi,
it feels so wierd,
i duno,
it feels things have changed a lot since i dunno when,
probably life has pass so fast everyday that i din capture that its changing everydaE!
sometimes i jus wish time would jus stop,
so that i could have a good look at things b4 moving on.

met up w beloveed twiny and suet just now.
and they are so gonna ps mi on THURS!
haTE you all for that!
haha. jus kidding.
we haven met up in a while,
yet i cant make it tis round,
but every1 gonna be fine i hoppppeeee.
take care my frens.

放了爱(新加坡电视剧《一切完美2》主题歌曲)歌词：

你指向远方爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光钻进你胸膛
但那不是感动是泪无法储藏
把美梦锁上以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光空中翱翔
还得乔装安份靠在你肩膀

放了爱 为了爱 这不是我
该怎麼生活 放了爱

你说你喜欢我笑得开朗
你越温柔我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你我感觉更勉强

别人的幸福何必要模仿
心不在何苦留躯壳在身旁
加满自由我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱 为了爱 这不是我 该怎麼生活
放了爱 会明白
有种拥有 叫作放手

我的心为爱流离失所紧握
最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我证明我决定没有错

放了爱 为了爱 这不是我 想要的生活放了爱
你会明白 有种拥有 叫作放手放了爱 我放了爱

its a love story, baby just say YES~

GEMINI WOMAN
A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters. She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature. She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably. She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman. She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor, so her love life can be complex or a mess. She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow. She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie. She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer. Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.

its the 3rd anniversary today!
how time flies doesnt it?
lol!
thanks for all the love, care, patience w mi sweets!
lol.

we are going sakae buffet laTER!!
hhahaha.
and after that i have school. booohoo.
but luckily its lab sessionnnnn.. hahahah..
the previous group ended at 1145PM.
hope we do better than them!
hahahhaa.

i had a self proclaimed break for a week that ended YTD!
boohooo.
cont to fightiing in yr 3!!!
YEAHHHH!

going to taiwan in APRIL!!!!
18-25!
sad news is the fuc**** school changed mid exams to 24 april!!!
WTF!!!!!

CIAOS to check my GEL!

i am in LOVE!

it was love at first sighT!!!

w the little kitty ouside my housE!!!

=)))))

nothing more matters than mummy's "if he is well behaved, we will keep it!"

love mooommmmmmyyyy to bits!

seriously, i wasnt expecting her to say tht but!!!

i felt so loved at tht moment..

SHINYI is here to lunch w mI!
AT Bv!
haha
CIASOZ!

its a super boring dae at work!!!!!!!!
i haven done anything since in the morninggg!!! (maybe i worked fer 1 hr?)
i finished my work fer the week and am so bored!
bleah!

i could study (exam in less than 2 weeks time)
could do my report.(1 more freaking chem report to do)
guess WAD???
i was one of the 1st to finish my practicals w my partner yTD???!!!
WOOOO~
we only toook 1 1/2 hr!!!!
wad pros we are!!!!
ahahhaa.
cus i am the 1st to use the machine!! ahhaaa.
cus it takes arnd 15 mins to analyse a sample?
thank god i went 1sT,
if nt i will wait till i cry!
cus theres only 1 machine. how pathetic can it geT?
lalalalalala.

I could jus go home and zzz.. (but i got damn school laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!)
and i am am am am am so lazY to use my brains!
its not working.
after the work out at the gym ytd,
the onli thing i want now is rest.

my body's aching all over from the aerobics ytd!
that was a killer!
thanks to lazy mi who hasnt worked out in a long time.

at 21 going 22,
after less than 1 hr at the gym,
i am totally drained.

at 21 going 22,
i am getting older.

at 21 going 22,
i got no dreams,
i duno wad i wan,
wad lies in the future is a mystery.

at 21 going 22,
i jus wanna stay at home,
i dreamt of slacking at home everydae now.
how beautiful it sounds? isnt tht every woman's dreams.

at 21 going 22,
i wan a pet,
a dog, cat, rabbit.... anything,
but i cant even take care of myself,
how can i get a pet?

at 21 going 22,
tinking everydae and asking why is it that life is so difficult?

at 21 going 22....
shouldnt i be thinking of wad to dooooooo
wad i wannnn??
like my teacher who was telling us that life is so BEAUTIFUL!
its full of colours like inorganic chemistry.
he was like so high, dat i tink he is GAY!
but he is quite funnny.

like the dreams!
even dreams have colours?
seriously i dun remember.
does it? or does it not?
it doesnt matter so much does it?

at 21 going 22...
soooooon, pretty sooon it would be 22 going 23.
its alr feb, 1 more month to mar. *shakes head*
how nice if time would jus stop now,
at 21. nv progressing to 22.
wont it be a much beautiful world?

hellloooooo!

i jus finished exams like 2 hours ago and am in a super high and am a super happpy ger!!
WAHHHHHHHHH!!
super happy now.
cusss exam (1) is finally over.
sad thing is new module starts on 17. jus 2 days away. oh, fuck it.

i want food!
i have been having tummy upset since last 2 daes of new year!
so shitty.
till now i have on off diarrhea!
maybe cus todAY i was so nervous fer exams!
i stop liking potato chips, sighs, cus tht was the last thing i always wanted, but now it wont even tempt mi. sighs.

i am going thailand from 23-29 jan!!!
wooo!!
caant wait to leave tis sickening place of work and study to go on a romantic trip w mummy and broddy and to celebrate cny as welll!! YEAA!

but the sad thing is i cant spend a lot cus school fees is due and daddy wants mi to fork out 3k out of the 6208 that i need to pay. mummy, there goes my tw trip!

needa work tml!
ciaos