i am back from HK.
missed mi?
lol.
but sad to say everything is back to normal.
fuggiing boring, stressful, busy life.
i landed arnd 3 and went to school arnd 6 in the evening,
and there is still work tomorrow.
i checked my mail and there are lots of things to do at work.
damn it.

my god.
sometimes i really wish to give up either work or studies.
they are killing mi.
and i missed prac on mon and they wont give mi my marks.
damn it.
its not that i deserve it.
but.
wadeever.

had fun at HK.
thanks to my lovely sweetheart.
YEA!
4 daes and 3000 flew away.
there goes my pay.
so saddening.

typhoon hoisted at 8~
so scary.
hahaa.
but its fun!
shall upload fotos if i have the time
but most likely,
i wont be.
test on thurs.
prac test on sat.
and i haven started.
=( good luck to mi!!!!

oh, todae is mayting b'dae!
happie b'dae babe.
hope everything goes well!
she is like my big sis to mi,
and her thinking is alike to mine.
hahaa.
we can talk abt anything.
lol.
miss the time i slacked w her and sham.
hahaa!
jus sitting in a corner and crap abt anything with the mouse scuttling in their cages.
if onli i do not have a lot to do.
hais.

anyway,
i jus came back from some cousin's wedding.
haven met him b4
lol.
jus accompanied my mum.
lol.
din wanna go initially cus its 100 per person and i din wanna waste my mums money.
but i din want her to go alone.
so i went w her.
lol.
it was so funny at the wedding,
we met relatives and all.
and when i stood beside my mum and my cousin (who is alr married),
some1 asked who i was and if i was my cousins wife,
we were like laughing like crazy.
haha,
den we met this cute auntie,
who did alot of funny actions keep me laughing the whole night.
she is really cute.
i took some videos,
shall show you all sometime.
hhaa,
den we were like going to take fotos w the bride and groom,
it was like the person asked us to gather on my side.
den every1 on my table was like jus shifting closer to my direction w no one wanting to stand up.
den the camera man was like you think like this can fit is it?
den they were like follow the rule which is any1 below 50 has to stand.
and guess wad.
i was the only one.
and every1 bursted out laughing.
cus all the senior citizen i was sitting w are above 50.
haha.
den my mum, being the youngest among the seniors and i stand w another uncle.
hahaa.

mummy's forever so sweet,
she gave mi 200 to go hk.
its not a lot,
but like its so sweet isnt it?
cus i am working,
and i din ask her for money cus i have my own.
and she jus gave it to me.
i rejected it, but she still asked me to take it.
oh.
i so love my mummy,
she's some1 i cant leave w/o!
muacks.

flying to hk in like 5 hrS!
yea!!!

it had been another super busy week.
school was from mon to friday.
can you imagine how tiring it was?
i got feverish on the 3rd dae.
god bless.
luckily fever has gone down.
yEA!
and work wasnt at all exciting.
i had so much things to complete before i can go for my leave tomorrow.
damn it.

but yEA!
cus i pulled through everything.
lol.
cus i am going hk tomorrow!!!

i asked mayting for help only to realise that i haven seen her in a long long time
although we sort like work in the same place. but i rarely saw her in the recent weeks and i din realise that many things had happened. and that i was too busy to take note of. sorry. not only to her, but every1 i neglected. -(

birthdae was ok,
went to the 70 floor restaurant at swiss hotel fer dinner,
and spent 300.
haha.
crazy guy.
thanks baby.

there was also post birthdae celebration at the lab!
hhaha
thanks the shuhui,
she is so sweet.
she mus have convinced every1 in the lab to like celebrate my birthdae.
lol.
thanks babe.

cus after celebrating boss said this is the onli celebration they will be.
WTF,
he is like so mean la!
ass.

off to hk tomorroe! yeA.
ciaos

yEA!
all the things that i have been worrying is over! YEAYEA!!
1) exam. ended ytd.
2) birthdae party. ended 1 hr plus ago.

got home not long ago and surprising i am not sleepy after a nice bath.
i was like filled with butter cream at the pub.
o0oo0.
so oily,
yet so sticky.
and there isnt any soap to wash it away.
so uncomfortable.
and my hair is like being geled w cream.
super yucky.
thanks to nic, jer and bf, char and pam.
big bullies.
but i still love dem.
too bad dor cant be w us.
she is missed.

dan boi, chui teng and li lin stayed till jab1 close.
dan was drunk!
hahaa.
leaving the 3 of us high ourself.
so fun w dem arnd.
love dem.

not forgetting my sisters who came to my party.
love dem.
and everyone else.
love everyone.
actually i am quite lucky that some ppl cant make it,
cus there wouldnt be seats fer them! lol.

i feeling so bad fer not being a good host.
hope you all will forgive mi. hee.
muacks.

my sis is going taiwan tomorrow!
and she will be going taiwan later!
so gonna miss her.
and worse of all,
she is going to bring the camera along.
haha.

1 more day to 21.
so scary.
i dun wanna turn 21.
so old.
eeeeeeeeee.

thanks fer all the ppl who made this party possible,
1) danny of course. helped me a lot with preparations. the deco, poppers, light stick are all bought by him. so sweet. thanks baby.

2) my cute sis.
she gave mi my cute b'dae (muffin) cake as 21years old present.
haha. sweet isnt she? arent the muffin cute? lol. but its horrible to eat rt? haha.
my mum actually asked mi to bring the remainin home. but all was used up in the battle. bleah.

3) my brother
who helped mi with the bill.(w the card mum sub him) haha. he is also sweet to take leave todae to come to my party.

4) every1 else.
who came to the party. muacks.

love all.


i realised todae tat i have been a bad gf.
i am sorry.
sorry fer being busy w school,
sorry fer being busy w work,
sorry fer not accompanying you.
sorry fer everything.
i love you.

a innocent life lost.
hurting his loved ones.
whose fault is it?
is it dors, his gf, his buddy or ns fault?

a friend passed away ytd,
although i wasnt like even close to him,
or should i sae we werent even accquinted?
but he was dor's best friend bf,
he was a nice guy for all i knew,
but jus jogging in jungle of brunei made him lost from every1.
heatstroke kill.
pls beware.

its unfair isnt it?
why of every1 him?
when dor called ytd,
i tot she was joking.
den she started to cry.
it gotta be true.
we were still talking abt their (he and his gf) marriage on the train ytd,
and as unexpected as it is,
he is already gone.

RIP.
hopefully char and dor will get it over soon.
but i know,
it takes time.

o0o0ooo,
i hope no one will leave mi like that.
pls take care everyone.
love all.
muacks.

i am tired.
by everything, every1.
dun life jus sux sometimes?
blea.

todae i a lucky dae.
all my pcrs work!!
YEA!
and on top of alll,
i finally got my results for bioinformatics!
i am still a higher distinction student!
YEA!
80 pts.
triple yea!!!!
was so depressed after exams.
was so moody after exam fer weeks,
but for nothing.
its all the teachers fault that told dor that she scored 83 pts.
made me worried that i din score well.
but in the end, the teacher lied.
but YEA!
80 pts,
i was hoping to get at least a distinction.
but yea!
its so wierd todae,
i dreamt about results,
so i got a feeling that results is out and YEA!
its really a sense of achievement,
cus i still need to work and all.
YEAAA.
shifu saes if i cont to study hard,
PHD is mine!
YEA YEA!!
so i can earn lots lots money!!
haha..

i was mugging on the train to work,
and the guy beside keep looking over,
in my heart i was like wtf,
cant i study?
haha,
and guess wad,
he took out identical notes as mine.
WTF.
at tht pt of time.
i din noe wad to do.
hahaa.
singapore is small huh.

ok, guess wad,
i need to mug,
exams on fridae!
all the best to me,
and yes,
hopefully my party would be a successful 1.
keep fingers crossed.
YEAYEA!

my goddddd..
i waas counting how much i spent tis month and to my atonishment,
i have already spent 730 this month.
i am only supposed to spent 400 a month,
but SHIT,
i overspent by 330.
thats not all.
brother's birthdae today,
i haven got him anything.
dex birthdae celebrating on 7 june,
shiling's on 8,
mine on 14,
hm on 14.
just kill mi.
i could like easily spend 1000 this month.
my god.

oh no oh no.
i got to stop spending.
bless mi.