some random thoughts,
or i am just being sensitive.
anyway,
was on hearing the radio online,
the dj was like saying,
how frens come and go just like tht.
just what i have been thinking these few daes.
abt all the happie daes in schoool,
and at work,
and???
have i changed?
or have the ppl arnd mi changed?
nth surprising since ppl DO change.
BUT,
i am not used to it i suppose.
as 1 grows older,
the memories increase,
but y cant i return to the happie moments?
SERIOUSLY,
i dun even know wad i am typing.

ohhhhh.
hope i will be fine in a few daes.

where should i starT?
hmm,
once again, results is out.
i was working when dor came over to my desk and told mi results for 2nd module is out.
she was like quite frustrated cuss she hasnt scored better than expected.
i was afraid to check mine cus she was my teacher for tht module.
SERIOUSLY.
if she din do so well.
i din expect too much too.
but i still check out of curiousity.
i scored ok.(out of expectations though)
its probably the best score since i started poly.
i nv scored A for any science subjects in poly.
but todae,
i got a HD.
so many ppl to thank,
my beloved dorothy, shifu(xinde), boss who allows me to take leave when exams are here, and everyone who supported mi. love all loads.
but still i am unhappy cus i did better than dor,
i noe it maybe cus of my hardwork,
but i cant deny that dor has helped mi alot.
cus wad came out fer her exams is quite similar to mine.
wad should i do??
hmmmm..

met panda and faizal todae after work.
was suppose to start my assignment todae,
but after considering that i haven seen dem in ages,
i went to meet them.
i waited fer panda fer 15mins,
and guess wad,
we waited fer faizal fer abt 2 hours!
my legs we aching, tummy growling, and i was so hungry cus i was so busy i din have lunch todae. i was on the verge of death.
he said he would reach in 15 at 750, and 5min at 820 and he finally reach at 845.
finally he came and we went SWENSen at PS.
panda's treat todaE!
my treated both of us.
THANKS panda.
he said he owe mi a treat(from a long long time),
somehow i dun remember about it(am i old already or wad?).
after dinner, panda has to go back to work and faizal sent mi home on bike. lol.
how i missed riding a bike. i miss nikki (she used to sent mi home on her bike). when will i see dem again? the mPAH pple. not forgetting my beloved simba, i miss him loads too. cus he's so cute, yet so innocent and so dumb. lol. whenever i am down, i will tink of simba. haha.

i tink i will start assignment now!
ciaos!

sometimes i wish i was dead.
i am really shagged after work and school.
someone save mi.
how much longer can i take the work load and stress?
i wonder.

and my eye.
i went to see the doc again todae(finally)
i waited for 2 hr!
yea, wad sort of clinic is tht.
its not even A&E kind la.
but they were busier than in my animal clinic.
wadeva.
and she used a needle to poke on the bulge,
den she confirmed its not a pimple anymore.
it has bcum a pit.
kill mi.
if it doesnt heal,
she will open to scrap it.
eeeeeeeee.
at the eye area.?
i hope it heals.

my temper is getting from bad to worse.
i;m sorry,
but i cant control.
save mi.....................................................

GEMINI - The Twin(Melody!)

Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing people. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. Very Forgiving. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

was reading blogs when i saw this!
so true isnt it? lol!

i just finished watching my girl.
at least it lightened my mood.
haha!
i think zheng yu is quite cute!
but i cant stand him wearing ear rings!
hahah!
and the girl (wad's her name?) says he rather choose zheng yu in real life!
haha!

o0o0o0o0..
but everything i think about going school after work.
i feel so tired, so emo, so..
i dun wanna go school.
cus i probably slack too long.
my brain isnt functioning anymore.
tht;s my my postdoc always say i am not using my brain.
duhs.

no more tvs,
no more shopping,(i so wanna go)
no more gatherings,
no more outings,
no more fun.
JUS KILL MI~

i needa wait till sept for my next holidaEE!
but after which,
i will cont till i GRAD!! =((

june jia youuuuu!!
(jus quit my job if you cant do it ok. laughs!)

i hate curry pok!!!!
we got lab lunch on fridae which is suppose to be his treat.
1) daniel booked the place but he din wan to tell mi where but told mi its somewhere in holand village
2) daniel went to tell xinde the place and xinde says we have to dress nicely for tht place (and i actually went to tell dem that luckily i did not wear pants to work tht dae)
3) during meetin(which i did not attend as i had things to do and probably wont understand) stephen overheard we were going to have pizza
4) den you noe i am already so excited? and guess where we had lunch?
at holland drive at 1 coffee shop.
ate zhi char.
not that i want saying my boss.
but its those idiotic guys who made me think we were going to some nice place to eat la!
shuhei even asked mi if this restaurant is famous?
i so wanna tell him this is not a restaurant!!!

but yea, thanks for lunch!
hahahhahah!!

work and school tomorrow!
i dun wanna be late fer school tomorrow!
if not i wont get to sit with dor! (tht;s wad happen on sat)
hahhah!
we even took cab to school from tiong bahru la!!
haha!
but its the school la.
so many ppl in 1 small class room!
ok ok.
i shall be early tomorrow!
hhaha!

go june!! muacks!

good bye slacking daes,
good bye fun daes,
i am so gonna miss those times.
school reopens ytd.
and for next week,
i am onli off on tue,
and for the week after,
onli wed.
jus kill me.
i dun wanna go school.
i dun wanna work.

went to singapore flyer yesterdae.
with danny.
isnt as fantastic as i thought.
jus go round to see the view.
bleah.
and i dreamt abt it at night,
as if it was like an exciting ride kind,
which turned round and round very fast.
haha!

went to loon's birthdae celebration after tht.
so nice to see everyone after so long.
but den,
it made mi feel wierd.?
seriously.
i am still emoing now.
cus i duno?
sometimes it just like tht.
jus smile.

i am at work now!
so excited using my laptop at the basement with my mice!
lol!
and todae the cabinets came!
so i lock up my stuffs here!
lol.
i guess i am so lucky.
i got a work space and a bench to work upstairs at office.
and yes,
another not fully equipped workspace downstairs!
hehe.

at least i got my own privacy here!
and i can slack!
heheh!

school's starting on sat!
jus kill me.
jus by looking at the time table made mi not wanna go school.
and dun forget i still need to work.

did i tell you there's another new colleague?
surfer girl.
HE has the figure that every girl wants!
i shall show you pictures if i have 1 but unfortunately,
i do not have any!
hahah!
he's another pain in the ass la!
he made mi come early to work as i tot we need to do some transfer of mice!
but duh!
i came early fer nothing
but luckily i onli came a bit earlier!
as in 5- 10 mins
hahahahahah!!!

i love rain to bits now!
jus finished watching full house!
and he so cute in the show!
guess how long i took to finish it?
hahahah!
i onli took 1 dae and 2 hours!
hahaha!
cus i slept at 7 am!
lol.
kill mi!
yup,
he's so cute!!!
hahhahahah.
so rare to hear mi get gaga over artist! hahaha!!

weekends are over so quickly,
i din wanna go work todaE!
i feel so tired.
and yes,
headache.
probably cus of my lack of zzz.
yup!

back to work!