its so eerieee..
i am alone in the office..
everyone has gone to meeting.
i din went as i was running my gel.
hope my postdoc wont ask mi to redo.
pray hard fer mi!
hehe.
cus last week i had been redoing the same thing for the whole week and the student has yet to see it. pray fer mi that she wont want to redo any1!
i am so tired.
tired of doing the same things over and over again.
i have to wean shuhei's pups at 2 weeks which is tomorrow!
i hope they have my weighing balance fer mi!
haha..
they are back! ciaos

at kaykeng gathering.



w mummmy











cute nephew!!!
hahaaa

iris b'dae!

lol..

at kalai's housE!!!

trip to zoo!!
hahaa~

some backdated picts ! hahahah!!

shan's birthdae!

Feeling so emo now, cus plyn,qr and ten are leaving. I am so gonna miss dem =(((
So used to having dem by my side. cus i have been working for ten for 6 months and plyn and qr for 3 months. lunch together everydae. time spent everydae. In less den a months time, they will be in aussie. How I wish I am going w dem. Cus by nov, I will get my degree alr. Haha. Tht's super fast la but..

i cant send ten and qr off cus i will be in jakata. good bye ladies. haa! i will still see dem (at least for qr) till 31 jan and 5 feb. but its jus hard to sae goood bye.

I met shilling, pt and don toooo! So nice to see shilling after so long. yup. i haven seen the mas and baos in months though i know tht some are in the same school as mi. i din make an effort but.. see how it goes.

i have been so busy tis week, busy repeating pcrs. i duno y they all turn up so crappy. hope next week will be a better week. booooo..

exams finally over.
celebration started yesterdae with meeting dan after work at city hall.
we went to catch le great chef.
it was quite ok i guess.
since we were at msq, we went to look for suet too. lol.
ate at jack's place.
den walk around.

went to the east clinc todae.
met clare and ming and ailin and adam and dr wong and dr loi and arfil.
there is jus like my 2nd home.
i guess cus of the long working hours i spent there.
its so wierd to find everyone leaving, not exactly everyone but ming and arlan.
cus the rest already left which includes mi, 2 clares, jonna and jenny.
it so hilarious that out of them, i guess i am the least competant there cus i left after 6 months but the rest stayed longer.
i wonder how they suvived so long. haa!
long working hrs,
stupid clients,
low pay.
this 3 are enough to make mi leave.
not mentioning the poo and pee and everything else there.
but if i were to compare the job that i hold now and the one at the clinic, i prefer the ppl at the clinc. (thats y i always go back! haa) and to visit my beloved simba and mummy.
simba jus scratched mi todae.
its so painful! =( i wont blame him cus its my fault and cus hes my belove son.
haa.

i went to work super late yesterdae.
not exactly super but much much later than usual.
i reach abt 945.
cus i forgot to bring my pass and i din wanna get the visitors pass cus its doesnt have much access.
so i went back to get it from outram.
and when i reach boss was surprised to see mi as he said morning.
you are here todae? i tot you went on leave todae (fri) and and work on thurs den i was like no. i am on leave ytd and here todae. lol.

i did necropsy with a post doc ytd!
lol.
not exactly fun.
but its something new i guess.
after preparing all the stuffs,
he said we will start now, so i took the mice out from the cage.
den i was like looking for something he may use to inject the mice to eu it but instead, he did cervical dislocation on a alive mice.
so scary.
imagine hearing the bone crack as he pull.
yuck!
he asked mi to do on the 2nd mice but i dun dare!!!
eeeeeeee...

hope everything will be fineeee.....

where is the happiness i long for?
exams over,
next module exempted.
holidae till 7 mar.
more time to go out.
more time to do things that i always wanted.
more time for everything.
but i am not happie cus of him.

i dunoo if he ever understands mi,
i wonder if he feels the same as i do.
sometimes i just so tired that i jus wanna stay at home and slack,
but he jus dun understand.
and when i tell him,
it piss him off.
sorrie i am not spendin enough time w you,
sorrie for neglecting you.
sorrie for everything.
maybe you should find someone better.
life would be much busier as time goes by.
more lessons every night in year 3 and sat lessons are from 1-9(just kill mi)
i duno how i'll survive the lifeless life i am living.
yea, maybe i should jus leave for ausie when i am in year 3,
bah..

i dreamt of snow ytd night.
it made mi happy,
yup, it did.

everythings back to normal.
work and school.
they all together tire mi out.
exams next week.
tue and thurs.
no more day dreaming.
good luck to mi.

it has been a busy week! lol.

and quite embarrassing week! lol.
shinyi was reminding mi abt the quarrel in secondary school daes, suet was reminding yun abt our quarrel in secondary school daes.

can you now imagine how much displeasure there was when i was in sec school? lol. kill mi. i feel so embarrassed by all these la. it made mi felt so childish, so stupid, so foolish. beah.

i am sorrriee. i really am, sometimes, i tink its due to my bad temp, bleah, tht y i really reallly mus change. lol. if onli i could. haa!!! forgive mi! heee!

y is every 1 talking abt the future.? wad is my future? i duno. i onli tot for the next 2 years, that i wanna complete my studies and fulls stop. after tht? i duno?
i duno if i wanna cont in the lab, i duno wad to do after degree. lol. theres still time. it not as if i duno wad to do tml! lol.

exams in jus 10 daes! wish mi luck!
back to mugging!

got tis from shin's blog! http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.