waiting for dorothy to go school together, she is taking her own sweet time as usual, oh wells.

so while waiting, rozainah jus sent mi pict of shuzy's wedding, since i am free (ops, i heard dorothy from the lab beside.. CIAOS!!!!)

am i tht easy to reaD?
ahaha.
was telling shifu that i jus got results.
den i told him it was that time the chemistry.
den he was like oh, that difficult 1,
den i asked him to guess my results
DAniel : being kpo : said 60
shifu: 75-80.
june: 79.

shifu: see, its on your face. you are happy you passed but then again, you are not very happy abt it. (yi han)

yup yupppp..
so trueee..
bleahhhhh..

daniel pissed mi off yet again!!!!
i wanna slap himmmm!!

we were talking abt boss going aussie on thurs to next fri.
june: happy: yay, we all dun come ok?
danieL: no lo, where can dun come, you better come, kasim and shuhei will b arnd
June: still happy, dun forget, kasim is going toooo!!
daniel: but there's still shuhei
june: you tink he careS? if i finish my things, he wont bother too much abt mi.
daniel: you better come, i dun care if you come early or go back early, jus come show face.
june: WTF! (in my heart!) ya la yala!

why does he always want to fucking abt mi
so wad if i dun come!!
he says he will tell bosS!
WTFWTF!
i wanna bang the walllll!!!!
he is such an ASSSSSSHOLLE!

ARGHHHHH!!!!

but at least he helps mi to bring up 5 cages today.

happie little ger..
cus results is out.
though not wad i wanted but sort of expected.
one mark to higher distinction!
damnnnnnnn..
but ching (teacher fer chem) is so happie fer mi.
he tot i was gonna fail..
like seriously.
i practically sit beside him when i was taking tht module.
i wasted lots of his time.
and thank you fer all tht help!!
w/o him, i tot i would jus fail!
and thanks to shuhui for borrowing textbooks fer mi...
and lao da fer helping mi now and then..

microbiology is in fighting noww!!
YEAYEA!!

today is a super unlucky DAEEE!
i cant get any unluckier!!!!!

1) my mp3 batt when flat when i was going off work.

2) den hp went low batt and empty in the end.

3) jus as i tot luckily i had psp w mi, it died on mi too! at tht pt, i really want to bang the walllll!!!!

4) wella called in the morning to ask sth, i wanted to tell richard abt it and i was tinking if i will meet him todae. and yes, i met him when i went in to animal house. tis was more like a coincidental thingy...

5) i was waiting fer the lift at 11. it was coming up from b3 and i was tinking if it was kasim on the lift and in my heart was like if it was kasim, i LL.. den so freaking scary he came out of the lift! i was so shocked i juss looked at him. hahaha. all these ppl will have long life wont they???

6) i did a stupid thing today, was watching 3 mothers and 1 father thinking it was a movie. den when 1 episode ended, i was changed disc (there were 2 discs) thinking it was a movie!!! and wanting to finish it asap. den my sis asked if i finished the 1st disc.
june: of course la, movie ma, its VCD lei not DVD.
sis: it DVD wad,
june: wad? i tot movie wad! why need so many discs fer DVD
sis: its drama lei
i who wouldnt believe it turn the disc 2 on and yes, it was episode 9
DAMN it.
i wasted 1 hr plus on an episode, which i din want to cont anymore.

7) fucking daniel piss mi off again.
daniel: ytd where did you go? how come after 5 din see you alr
june: *shocked* y? in mouse room lo (i left alr actually)
daniel: nth jus din see you arnd!
june : y? some 1 looking fer mi?
daniel: no, jus asking. wad time did you leave?
june: 6
Daniel: but i din see you
june: i was in mouse room wad!
daniel: you left from mouse room.
june : ya, y?
daniel: nth..
he is so irritatinggggg!! why should he ever ever bother so much abt mi???
i so hate sitting beside him!
he is like my stalker or stH!!!!
even boss or postdoc dun bother abt my whereabts!!
assholeeee.
actuaally i noe he din mean it.
its jus he is not tactful!
he alwayss jus sae out wad he tinks and all..
i shouldnt blame him.
but it jus piss mi off ok??

8) went to cut my hair after 3 months+++
jus went randomly since i was arnd chinatown
i told awin tht i want to keeep long hair but he cut it so short!
i hate him!!!
he was in a so bad mood today tht he told mi 18 bucks but when i gave him 19 he din return mi the 1 buck!
lalallalla.

am i unlucky or waDDDDDD?

went to dinner w mum and danny at mouth restaurant.
127 fer 3 personn!
i need to pay fer tht.
if i noe that i will be paying, i wont go theere to eat.
there goes my payy!
=(((

beethoven's virus is coming to an end or has it ended?
i was watching 18 and ppl said it ended.
but arent there 19 episodes?
i hope there is still 1 moreee!!!!
i think theres 1 more thoughhh.

hope tml will be a luckier DAY!!!!
*big smile*

and yes tml will be the start of hell fer 1 1/2 yrs-2 1/2 yrss!
jia you june!
i wont want to be like the guy who got eaten by white tiger!
*slaps myself*

bleaz!
am borED!
reach work at 10 am, shss.
but theres nth to do!
jus slack.
no one is in lab noW!
onli shuhui,
but she seems very busyyy!!
so shant disturb her...

sighhhhz.
but all this is going to come to an end...
prettyyyyyyyyyyy sooon.
today is the last daY!!!
if you all get wad i meant!

today is pay daE!!!
happy happy!
cus i am fucking broke!
i even borrowed 4 bucks from mummy to have lunch!
haha
so retarted seriously.
thanks to danny.
=P

my sis is back from beijing.
this is the 1st time of the yr i went to pick some1 up from the airport.
lol.
sometimes i envy her.
cus
1) my cousin took leave to acc her today!
and she wanted to pick her up at the airport ytd but mummy asks her not to cus we all cant squeeze into a taxi. (at 12 midnight)

2) her frens came to see her at the airport for jus 5 mins? (at 12 midnight)

SERIOUSLY
will you take leave jus to see you little cousin? (4 yrs older den my sis)
but den again,
they are quite close.

will you go to the airport to see a fren at 12 midnight?
for like 5 mins?
like seriously,
midnight charge and everything.
cant they all wait to meet todAY?
wads the point?
hahaha.
i am jus jealous ok?
hahaa.
cus its jus a fren,
if its gf.. den maybe??? hahaa.
they are jus sweet ba...
cus the same day we went to send her off,
the same fren came too.
haha.

bleahhh.......
wad elseEE?

lalalalalalalalalalalal.

okkk,
i shall find some work yep?
haha!
ciaos

its another boring day.
i am done with my work for the week!
i wana go home now at 420.
bleahs.
hahaha.

i have given up watching drama series.
i jus wanna spend the last few days fruitfully.
lol.
jus wanna finish beethoven virus and the world tht we live in.
fullstop.

have been tinking if i wanna cont violin lessons.
daniel's gonna tune it for mi!
but without any guidance,
i wont be able to go far,
but i am afraid i'll give it up again like the last time.
sighs.
wad should i do?
ENDURE??
cont later??
i dun even noe if my previous teacher will still want mi
lol.

sighhhs.
going home soon!
and its gonna rain!
damn it!

just finish watching last scandal.

haha, i am crazy rt?

i do nth almost all the time but wanting to watch as many shows as possible.

i completed more shows than i aimed!

happY!

jus haven started on couple/trouble which would prob be the last series fer mi. =(

do you noe that Choi Jin Shil, the main actress is dead?

commited suicide on 2 oct, and tis morning i was still asking shuhui if she was the ger, she told her it wasnt her, it was the one from cool guy or sth.

but i rmb her telling mi that she is dead!wadever, maybe she forgotten! hahahha

anyways, this show is quite cute/sweet. it just made me wanna complete it asap.

i watch 4 episodes which i was at work in 2 hrs. i jus din wanna work..

bleaaa...

meeting tml~ wad a waste of time!

life is tough thes few daes, weeks, months,

ENDURE/ADAPT!

june can do it..

*forcing a smile*

sis will be back on thurs.

how i wish she isnt going to come back so soon?

hahahahahahha!

i jus got adapted living w/o her!

having my own room and all...

phuket fantasea.
guess its jus a tourist attraction.
nth much,
elephants and stuffs.


the sea is beautiful!
the wave is great.
it push me to the shore and i got hurt.
damn it!
laughs.


i paid 100 bhat for it! damn it this 2 aquas!
but they are hot arent they?

nice sunset...

dan and his pretty boy!

some picts of phuket!

i knoe that if i dun do it todaY!

i will nv do it forever!

bcusss...

day 1

went to zooo!

its smelllY!!

lol.

no wonder singapore zoo is 1st.

day 2

shop nearby

day3

shop at phuket town?
den went to phuket fantasea!

day4

shop at duno wad town?

gay show!

i forgot the name now,

some canberra or canberret or sth.!

day5

last min shopping and home sweet home.

YAY!

i bloggged.

time wasted,

now back to show time!

am watching last scandal!

YEA!

My dearest titik left fer home today.
Wishing all the best in the future for her,
Thanking everything she done for us.
Loving her like a sis.
Like wad my sis said, she felt she had taken her for granted all these year, so have i and i feel really bad.

no matter how much i miss her,

no matter how much i din want her to leave,
But wadever happens,
The sun will still rise tomorrow,
Tomorrow will still be a new dae.
Sighs.
Life goes on doesn’t it?
Went to airport w dad today to send her.
Dan came after a while to accompany mi.

thanks baby.

but i am missing her now=(

Was looking at my childhood fotos.
We looked so cute! Hahaaha...........
Loving them, there are some primary school picts,
Kindergardens picts, sec picts. All those sweet memories,
how i wish i were still a kid.

life was happier then right?

Jus finish watching beethovens virus 17 episode.

am waiting for the last 2 episodes to be uploadded.

loving the show!

missing the days in band.

all those sweet yet bitter memories.

i once swear not to be in a band,

i was childish den,

i wouldnt want to spend time on it,

but now,

i so much want to be part of an orchestra,

playing the violin.

i even took out my violin,

it was filled w dust.

yucks!

luckily it is still fine,

but its abit out of tuned now.

i need to get my tuner and metronum soon?

hahhaaa...

i dream of being in an orchestra,

but how long will that dream last?

is it jus a dream?

or will be it dream come true some day?

who noes?

but the beethoven virus is really nice if you know how to appreciate it.

even danny who doesnt noe music says they played well,

and i think they are fabulous!

bcause,

i dun tink i will nv be at their standard...

future maybe?

who noes?

but i should be in a music school now.

but.. anyways

love every part of the show,

Jang Geun Suk is cute!

and Kim Myung Min is cool!

he really is!

acting cool but has a nice heart inside.

when they met w obstacles,

they always managed to by pass it.

so amazing...

seriously,

if you have the time,

you should catch it and be infected w beethoven virus!

*grins*

i also watch the movie doremifasolatido.

that 1 was find of crappy.

just that jang geun suk was also part of the movie.

but the story is not as great as beethoven virus.

ARGHHHHHH!
wanting to shout out loudly,
crying out pityfully,
today is titik's last day here.
she will be flying off home tomorrow morning.
am going to miss her like crazzY.
i dun want all these to end.
but what can i do??
FUCK it.

after today,
it will be a new chapter of my life.
Fuck.
damn it.

she cooked my fav potato for me today:
titik: today i cook potato last time for you.
i din ans.,
i jus smiled to her.
cus i couldnt ans.
my heart was crying
mummmmy......

she is like a big sis to mii.
how can she bear to leave us alone??
how can she jus leave like tht??
mummmmYY!!

i dun want i dun want i dun want!!!!!!!!

am boreDDD

theres nothing to do at work!!!

am watch beethoven's virus.

but its loading super slowly on this laptop.

sighs!

i completed mu tutor friend, thanks to shuhui, cus i got the video from her. if i were to watch it online, it will probably take DAYS! cus it was loading so slowly!

but the guy is handsome righT? no wonder my mum likes him so much! ahhaha..

i am FINALLY DONE WITH DAJA SPRING!!!

its nice niCEEE!!

so happpppy!! thats its finally done!!!!

cus i am in love w lee min ki.

hahahahhaha.

should catch it if you all got the time.

hahahahaha.

its starting to load faster now! off to watch beethoven's virus.

its nice,

reminds mi of band.....

ciaos

Fuck fuck!
everything is pissing mi off right now!!!
i cant watch my da ja spring online!
its taking a freaking long time to LOAD!
ARGHHH!

AIM FOR THE LAST 12 DAES OF FREEDOM!
1) TO FINISH WATCHING DA JA SPRING (im at episode 15/22, 7 more!!!)
2) TO FINISH WATCHING COUPLE/TROUBLE
3) TO FINISH WATCHING THE DVD SHUHUI ONCE AGAIN LEND MI!

sighs sighs.
if onli it could load fastERRRRR!!
its still hanged on the other screen!!
doesnt it have a sense of urgency. that i needed to get it done asap??
WTF!

am getting madder by the second!

i dun wan school to start.
its depressing.
its outcasting.
its difficult.
its tiring.
its...
if only any1 understands.

stop reminding mi school is reopening.
i HATE it.
FUCK it.

oh welllllls...
am fucking broke now.

so wad are 12 daes?
i can go nowhere,
can do nothing!
i am indebted to nic and wing yan which adds up to hundred.
sighs...

was out with zhulong tis evening and guess wad!
we had swensens and the guy only charge mi $0.38 fer it.
it was suppose to be 50.38.
okok,
i noe i am bad.
am feeling bad now ok?????

sighs.
i believe in karma.
so....
i duno wad shit i will be in in the future.
wat ever it is...

i jus hope my show loads fastER!!!!!

CIAOS!

happy 1 year anniversary to me!!!
cherrios!
lol.
i dun have to be tht glad yeA?
cus its 1 year of working in PRK lab!
time fliessssssssssssssssssssss.
like ppl say when you pass 21 the years after pass like lightning.
its so amazing i can endure in tis lab for so long.
hahaha.

3 years contract on the run~
today is the 2nd day of contract~
hahaa.
wad eva!

hidiing in my little room,
wanting to do nth but zzz now.
dun wanna go to lunch cus i'm tooo tired to walk, to eat to listen, to talk,
juss wanna be here in my mouse room.

i'm so tired now,
though i have things to do.
but i jus dun wanna move.
and this fucking laptop doesnt allow me to watch videos!!!
damn it.
hahaah.

am hooked to my laptop at home watching drama/movies online!
i jus wished i had more time.
cus time seems to pass so fast when i watch showwws.
sighs.

bleaaaaaaaa,
off to work~
gogogo june

shall blog while waiting for others to come up for lunch!
hahaa.
was hungry 5 mins ago,
but after visiting wingyan 1 lab away,
i am 1/2 full alr. hohohoh.

and oh!

HAPPY BIRthdayS!

4 birthdays today.
wad a day to have so many ppl celebrating birthday on the same day.

zhulong, layteng, catherine and gen!!
may all have a wonderful birthday!!

daniel pissed mi off in the morning,
cus when i came in,
daniel : eh, see today i came earlier than you.
june : so?

in my heart i was like WTF?? so wad if you came earlier? i dun care do it? F** it.

i often wonder y ppl always wants to pissed mi off?
do i have a f**ing temper or something.
haha. i guess i jus do have a bad temper.
cus sometimes i jus cant stand ppl doing certain things.
oh, wadever!

hyun bin and song hye qiao's new show is out!!!!! wanna catch it all!! hohohoho..

and yes, was watchin channel 8 9pm show and guess waD!!
they film it at mount pleasant animal hospital!!!
so excited when i saw it.
though it din show the mpaH sign,
i could recog it by 1 loook.
happy, sad, angry and all those sweet memories.
love love
and miss misss.
at the counter where ling used to be at, i asked danny how come its not ling?
hahaaa.
she wont want to be on tv i guess.
hahaa
and the vet it the duno wad xiong guy!
the hot guy.
lol.
ok ok..
off to lunchhhhhhhhhhhhh~
cheerios

Hope nov nv come.
but its jus 1 week away.
BLEAAA!

sigh sighs.
back to work tomorrow and nov will be here in no time.
when nov comes,
school starts,
titik leaving,
birthdays,
weddings,
and sooooon, pretty soon,
dec will be here and yes,
2009 will be here as well.
bleahhhh.
why do time pass so fasT?
i jus wish everything would jus slow down.

kasim flew put an aeroplane on us!
that ass. haha
he was sick,
but he din tell any1.
leaving liting waiting for him to pass him the mice.
poor ger.
tomorrow will be a busy day.
collecting embryos.....
yAY!
but it will be fun i hope.
haha.

caught coffin today.
it was a bad show.
i was so scared.
cus i haven seen a scary movie for a long time.
haha.
but its quite.... i dunooo.
we were in the 1st row,
wouldnt catch it if it was a free show from johnson. ahahaha.
headache after the movie.
damn it.
morale of the story, if you are fated to die, you will.

caught high school musical on fridday.
yupie.
its a better movie than coffin,
but i guess its someting not lot of ppl would love.
i love the singing and dancinggggggggggggg.
can i have this dance???
yuppies...
wonder why i din learn dancing when i was young.?
regrets.
hhaaa.
and and troy reminds mi of some1,
hahahaa,
emy.
he has the same charisma,
same smile...
anyways.

need to work tomorrow
ciaos.

hope every1 will have a good week and be blesssed.
cheeriosss.

embarrassing~
dexter sent us home from cube3.
den i was holding his like neck rest
and guess waD?
i fucking brought it down with mi!
i mus be damn tired alr.
its so embarrassing !!
cus he was also stun when i realised and turn back!
haha.

finally finish watching love destiny!!!
hahaaa,
i took abt 3 daes to complete it.
not too bad yea?
slept at 7 am on friday and sat.
and i woke upp at 11am..
hahaa.
i MUZ complete as many shows as possible,
becus when school reopens in nov,
i wont have time and energy to watch any anymore.
bleahhhhhh..
do you believe in destiny???
somehow, somehow, i duno...

shuzy is getting married!
faizal sis is getting married!
both in nov!
so happy for them cus they found their ming zhong zhu ting.

PH tomorrow!
yEAAA!
hope my post doc finds the mice tomorrow!!~
hahaa.

i mus mus mus upload the phuket pict soon, dan is chasing mi. ahaha,yet he doesnt wanna help mi, shall do so when my mood comes.

happy deepavali~

cheerios

something sweet, yet sad.

my sister emailed us (titik and i) today. so i ask her to come and read the mail.

she was so touched yet sad when she saw the mail.

holding both of my hands, she said to me:
i will miss you, michael, jessica and my parents.
thank you for everything,
if i were to make you unhappy, i am sorry.

tears fall over my cheeks,

titik: dun cry dun be sad.

sighs. time do flies, 4 years is a long time, yet, not so long.
she miss her family and frens in indonesia, jus like i would miss every1 if i were to go away for so long.
i shouldnt be that selfish.
like wad my sis say, she deserve tht break.
i think so too.
she is like my big sister.
loving and caring for every1 in the family.

she will be flying off in less than 3 weeks.
wad will happen to mi and my family?
god noes.

dad doesnt want to hire some1 else.
but if titik is willing to come back,
he is willing to pay.

sighs.
shall see wad happens.

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shuhei is so weird,
he cleaned my gel tank for mi.
haha.
so embarassed.
haha.
i have got 2,
and he cleaned 2 of them for me,
in his heart he mus be tinking wad a dirty fellow i am, w gel pieces floating in the gel tank, affecting his results.
hahaa,
who cares,
he is leaving as soon as he publish his paper to go back to japan.
will miss him, but not his nonsense.
but no matter how much i hate him,
when he told mi he is leaving, its so sad.
jus hate good byes.

i know, every good thing has a endinggggg,
sooooo........

treasure what you have now.
love all.

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do you know,
sometimes its easy to differentiate between a fren and a sweet fren? or how shall i put it? anyways..

i was helping dan to sell credit card to my colleagues,
dan and xinde refuse to get it even if they din have,
and after saying so much,
they still din want?

when i asked shuhui,
she immediately say ok!
but she alr got the card.
but she is super nice,
i just told her my bf selling,
den she was like, i will help if i can!
seriously, where can i find people like her nowadays?
its not like there isnt but seldom.
even since i am not tht close to her,
but also not tht not close,
she is so much like a bigger sis i wanted all along. hahaa.
*deprive of an elder sis, my bro is crap! hahahaa, but guys are different!*

yupyupppp,
i dun wan school to start.
so wanna slack w/0 school and work.
wont it be great if i could slack everyday?
dun work.
dun study.

great life..woo........
stop dreaming..
haha...

there is a new principal investigator of age 27 this yr!
my god my god!
isnt he youngg?
he is super super young ok?
inspired to be like him.
hahaaa.

stop dreaminggggg..
lalalalala...

tis shall be the last post for the night. mi missing dear simba. hope he is fine and alll cus he is old already.
doesnt he look so cute and innocent in the pict above? love him so muchhh

poor simba... haha.. look at his sad eyes...

emoing..hohohoohh.

celebratin dan's mum birthday.

when i am tired of studying. haha.a

national day celebration at cousins place. ahhaaa. kids are so adorable but irritating at times. hahaha. love them alll.

the nice cake, 2 layers with 2 different flavours. yummy. top is choc for kids and bottom is lychee martini for adults. haha. i happen to fall in kids category. thts sad. hahaha. jus kidding

dun i freaking look like an idiot? the kids dolled mi up.

my sweetie pie

loves! lol...

random. hahaha

trip to seoul garden sometime back, hahaha.

nerdish mi. hahha.

the day we went clubbingggg. hahaa.
the day we realised that we are too old to club.. ahhaa.