MERRY CHRISTMASSS!!!
MUACKSSS!!!

i love christmas!!
cus i got presents!
lol!!

but how i wish santa would come..
like in the past when mom will prepare all the things we want!
ask us to hang socks outside..
so that santa will put presents in!
so miss the times when we were younger..
thanks mum fer the beautiful memories..
though i still got presents from mummy,
it wasnt the same...
cus we din hang socks..
anyw..

i love my niece rebekah so much..
haa!!
she is so cute!
cus my mum bought present fer her,
but my sis spelled her name wrongly..
she spelled it as rebecca..
den she ask mi where is her present,
i said tis is yours..
but she said NO
my name is r-e-b-e-k-a-h
not rebecca!
haaa!!!
she took the sweets frm my mouth and eat it..
and she kiss mi goodbye..
so cuteeeee isnt she?
not every kid would wanna eat something you eat halfway..
not every kid would wanna kiss any1 goodbye..
haa!!

her sis is worse!!
cus she touch my breast and said nah nah pok..
GODDD!!
haa!!

oh gosh!!
i am starting to sound like my small boss!!
gosh!
cus he always saying gosh!!
even when he is alone!
GOSHHH!!
and glenda and i will start laughing
cus he said it in a way that saying "oh gosh" is so cool..
GOSHH!!

i miss past christmass..
cus i usually went countdown!
but yesterdae..
the ppl i went with years ago..
din ask mi to go anymoreee..
as we grow older,
they all got gf alr..
cus i always went w the F4
ismail, soe, cm and zh
they all have gf now..
so they wont be bothered abt mi (their small sis) alrr..
so saddddd..

i spent christmas w darling!
lol..
i got 3 presents from him!
lol..
i love the shoes so much!
lol..
its hand painted..!
i'll upload the picts if i have time!
lol..
kekek!!!
i love him!!
lol..
keke..

happie holidaesSS!!
needa go work tml!!
==((((
ciaosss!!!

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY XIAO MEI~!!
you are finally 19~!!
muackksss..
we will be there 4 you no matter wadd!!
jiaaa yoooouu..
muackkss..

Christmas is coming..
money is flyingg..

christmas is jus in a few daess..
so unbelievable..
i dun wanna christmas to come..
cus this year's christmas seems to come so fast..

bahhh~
i love my sistersss..
muackss..
now its 8..
cus shinyi officially joined us..
muackss..

i so love yesterdaee!!
muackkss..
cus it was suet's birthdae cum christmas celebration..
it was full attendancee..
haa..
muackkss..

but SOME ppl jus like being latee..
haisss..

muackkksss..

liyun: muacks.. haa! hope you like the necklacee.. muackkss..

xiu: muacks.. thanks fer the christmas cardd.. muacks.. you and suet are always the most xi xin to make christmas carddd..

luvina: when are you getting marriedD?? haa..

shinyi: welcome to sister's club.. hees.. thanks fer the necklaceee.. muackks..

shan: will you forget us after you get married???

iris: thanks fer being so late.. haass..

suett : thanks fer the christmas cardd.. muack muackk. hope you enjoyed dinner.. muackkssss..

i love you all t0 bitss.. including my darling.. muackk muaccckkkkkkkk..
off to work..

ciaoss

work is so so so so suckyy!!
can i not go work??
i dun wanna work w idiotic ppl!!
who will shift all the blame when things go wrong..
thankss..
i probably have gotten a bad reputation there for all the things that happened..
F***..

so nice to not work for the next 3 daes..
goin school tml!!
miss my frensss!!
miss teacherss..
lol.. as if they missed mi..
haa.. anyw..

ytd was mastura's birthdae!!
happie birthdae gERR!!
she was unhappy when i reached cus i was late!
but she was ok la after tat!!
its so nice to see the band members after so long..
cm, ismail n gf, faizal, soe, alice, flor, suet and mas went!
so happy to always tok rubbish w dem!
cus after so long,
though we are growing older each dae as what they have been saying,
we still can joke a lot..
not the kind where we bitch abt everything..
it was so happy that i forgot abt the unhappiness at workk..
love dem so much..
but of course i love my darling too!!
hees...

i'll probably be their small little sister always..
cus they always treat mi like a small ger..
got an aTm! though i onli took 2 bucks from cm...
and i got 7 bucks from the extra money paid!
lol!!
they told mi to go and buy sweets..
so cuteEE!
see how much they dote on mi???
hehe..

it was such a coincidence that they called up when i had a bad daeee..
and it turned up to be a happie ending..
luckily i went if not i would probably still be sulking..
haiss..
was kind of work is that?
how can i survive the another 11-2=9 more weeks?
i'll probably die..
save mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haisss..
good luck fer my interview tml!!!

todae is a F***** up daee..
jus FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF..
still FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF...
how long can i stand???
FFFFFFFFFFFFF..

sorriee.. but i am realli F**** up...

it has been a long week!!
every dae is a draggg..
esp from mon-fri
it seems so long ago..
but it onli happened a few daes..
i went sakae buffet on mon..
but it seems like so long ago..

work is sure tiringgg..
plus the proposal thingyyy!!
i can diee!!
thanks to dr prakash n nikki fer helping mi w it!!!

at least now i can go prep room and help dem!! hahaha..
more things to do!!
more animalss too!!
haha..

any1 wans i shiz tsu?
for freee!!
its super cute la!!!
its a boy..
he's healthy
but he's 12 la..
but he's realli cuteeee..
too bad the owners doesnt wan him!!

ciaossssssss!!

its my last dae of my 4 daes "break"
i dun wanna go work..
though i love to see the animals..
cus they are all cute in their own way..
except fer though who always bite n bark n scratch n growl..
haaa..

i suddenly feeel so loved by many many ppl!!!
though sometimes i feel being made used of..
but i love all of you who love mi too..
yes, that includes darling though sometimes he can realli piss mi offf..
but he sure dotes on mi..
though he's not as rich as glenda's boyfriend who buys her a 6 megapix camera which costs around 600++ fer her birthdae..
but he tries to give mi wad i wan..
thankssss..

not forgetting my parents..
who gave mi wad i wan if they could..
sorrie fer pissing daddy cus of my hammy..
n my mum cus i was rude..
i love you both..

and my siblingss..
though we quarrel at times..
but..
i still love dem..
at least we dun fight now!!
tinking abt the daes when we fought were hilarious..

n of course my jie meis!!
haha..
love you all too..
cus no matter wad..
they will b there..
heees..

n my friendssss..
i love all of you..

as i ppl grow older..
we do changeee..
like ismail who wouldnt treat mi in the past no matter how hard i ask..
the last time we went out,
he actually treated mi n suet!!
isnt that amazing..
maybe bcos he now has a gf..
so....
haaa..

i hate goin to work..
the working environment is so baddd..
though i love the animalsss..
though i noe of ppl who dotes mi there..
like nicky.. thelma..

but most of them piss mi off..
haaa..
anywwwww..

miss mi!!
4 daes of work before another break..
haa..
i am onli thinkin of weekends..
haa..
when can i get my 1 week off?
haa..

i got 4 daes of BREAKKKK!!!

lol!!
todae is the 3rd daeeee..
i took an mc todae la!!
cus my supervisor dun wanna give mi time off to fix my braces cus it broke!
n my dentist isnt here todaE!!!
another dentist jus took off the broken part..
SHITTTT..
cus i needa go back on the 16 of nov again!!
so toopid la..
i need another MC?
i'm left w 20..
n i spent 17 to see a doccc..
left w 9 cus mum gave mi 6! lol..
no money to cut hairrr..
sorrie suett..

it so isnt nice to have no money la..
haa..
but my attachment only pays mi 440..
n i work 6 daes..
not like xiu n suet..
haissss..

ohya..
n the doc is so isnt nice la..
i tink he knew i jus wanna MC..
i told him work is tiring..
den he sae mus enjoy life..
its not about enjoying life la..
he jus dun understand..
anyw i got an MC..
so who cares?

no work tml!! cus itsssss some malay public holidaEEEE!! lol...
haisssss...

so so so bored..
n i cant get to zzz..
haaa..
kekeeee...

i finally fix my tagboardDD!!
haaa!!
sounds so stupidd..
anyw..

i got 4 daes of leavEEEE!!
cus ph on sat and tue..
den i'm off on sat,
and on mon my supervisor ask mi to get an MC!
cus i needa fix my braces!!

so little time..
so many things to do!!!
hoW???

anyw, my little ziko passed away alr..

ciaosssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY 7 monthSS darling..

it had been tough this few weeks cus he's in camp n i'm busy w work.. muacks!

its so sad!
ziko(the cute little puppy maltese) has canine distemper!!!
why?
how would i noe?
but.. its so sad.. she was my sweet little pie!
cus it came for consultation todae, n dr nat told mi abt it, den i ask if i could see it, since she was ok with it, i went w marco cus he needs to put in an IV cathether for it! lol.. den it became active when it saw mi! how sweet !! den dr nat was like how come it became so excited when it saw mi? haa!!!
see how dogs are better than other animals? haa..
i really hope it gets well!! but i noe it's not easy!!!!

tht's ziko n mi!


i hate philininos!! at least not all of dem..
all the vet technicians probably?
$#%$^%$
how come philipino mAIDS are now doing the same thing as i am! so $%%$^%$^
see how times has changedd..
philipino are vet tech now can?
i am jus pissedD!
#$#$%%^
because they are so selfisH!!
always talking in their freaking own lang!
^%&%^&
i wan to cont to work in Mt plea..
but i realise i could stand dem. after 5 weeks!
E$%&^&%
they sure piss mi offff..
i SWEAR i will do better than dem! %^$%^$
to get a degree that is better than dem!!!
#$%#%
so my pay wont be 1400!!!!
some ppl are so irritatin, her pay is less den 1800.
and she tells mi her pay is higher than 2000! wad a bitch!!
stupid bitch!

here's a story to share..
have you ever seen a old lady,
who's willing to spend all her money,
even if she has to borrow from her frens,
to save a cat,
which has onli 1% of survival rate?
and yes, there is one such lady,
luckily she has her daughter's support..
and sadly, her cat died..
cus it's rectum burst,
and its faeces was all in the tummY!
if you were her,
would you put the cat to zz?
i probably would,
i duno y? but..
i dun tink i would be like tht lady,
who had alr spent 5-6 k on animals..
anyw..

tml sun!!!! no work!!

i suddenly feel so toopiddd..
why did i ever go into the science field?
i din like memorising things..
and i actually took up bio?
wad the hell was i tinking when i chose my coursE?
i din wanna go bus cus i din like memorising..
i din wanna go design cus i cant draw..
i din go IT cus i wasnt interested..
i din go engineering cus i heard the prospect were bad..
as in in science field the prospect is good..
anyway..
i wanted to be a vet..
yea, i wan to be one now very much..
to help those animals..
to give dem a new life..
but i hell dun have the $$$..
half a million to go sydney..
who's gonna sponsor mi?..

anyways, my MP is so crap!
glenda kept saying i cant do that fer my MP..
and i am getting more kan jiong..
cus if i dun do tht?
wad can i do?

anyw..
work is so tiring todaeeeee..
as it has always been..

xiao gui (kitten) has a home!
n it's leaving on weD!!
i will miss it..
but wad to do?
since i cant bring it homee..
hope its owner treats it well!!
thanks fer all those who helped to find an owner fer xiao gui..
fai, sarita, soefian...
thanks thankss..

there's still 5 more daes of work!!
haisss...
ciaos..

oh no~ another week gone..
deadline fer proposal in another 3 weekss..
n i have not started!
%^$^~~
ppl have already finished n starting the mp report..
wad am i suppose to do?
cryyyyyyyyyy????
haisssss..
work is super tiringggg..
but quite fun!!!
heeeee..

there was this chiwawa who got A bruise on the head! so cute!!
cus its onli 2 months old!! hahaha.. he got tis super big headdd!!
cus its a chiwawa..
i love chiwawa..
buy mi one fer christmass..
fer jus 700!!
haaa..
but the hospital bills is more than tht alr..
haaa...
no pict fer that chiwawa..
cus it went home b4 i took a pict w it!! so so so cutteee..
maybe i'll see it soon!! haa..

pictss!!


isnt she beautiful? hahahahaha.. gizmo!!!


i love golden retriver!!


WEEEE!! lol..


we again!! lol.. the dog's cute but the owner isss.......


my fav GIGI!! i miss it so much can? i was so sad when it went home tht dae.. luckily i went off earlier than him.. if not i will cRY!!.. lol.. cus its jus so cutEE!! i love jack russells tooooo..!!!


gigi!!


sad gigi.. cus no one wans to bring it out! hehes


bebe!!

haiss.. work fer the next 6 daesss b4 i can restttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt..............................

at least i dun need to work on PH!!! yeppie!!!!!!!!!!1

oh no~ another week gone..
deadline fer proposal in another 3 weekss..
n i have not started!
%^$^~~
ppl have already finished n starting the mp report..
wad am i suppose to do?
cryyyyyyyyyy????
haisssss..
work is super tiringggg..
but quite fun!!!
heeeee..

there was this chiwawa who got A bruise on the head! so cute!!
cus its onli 2 months old!! hahaha.. he got tis super big headdd!!
cus its a chiwawa..
i love chiwawa..
buy mi one fer christmass..
fer jus 700!!
haaa..
but the hospital bills is more than tht alr..
haaa...
no pict fer that chiwawa..
cus it went home b4 i took a pict w it!! so so so cutteee..
maybe i'll see it soon!! haa..

pictss!!


isnt she beautiful? hahahahaha.. gizmo!!!


i love golden retriver!!


WEEEE!! lol..


we again!! lol.. the dog's cute but the owner isss.......


my fav GIGI!! i miss it so much can? i was so sad when it went home tht dae.. luckily i went off earlier than him.. if not i will cRY!!.. lol.. cus its jus so cutEE!! i love jack russells tooooo..!!!


gigi!!


sad gigi.. cus no one wans to bring it out! hehes


bebe!!

haiss.. work fer the next 6 daesss b4 i can restttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt..............................

at least i dun need to work on PH!!! yeppie!!!!!!!!!!1

work is so so so b0ring..
can you imagine mi n glenda spendin almost 1 hr pouring medicines into small bottles and cap it which can be done in 15 min or 1/2 hr..
i feel like zzz!! haa..

i dun wannna go work..
1 dae-$19.6..
1 hr $1.8 onli!!!
hais...

work is so bored w so little patients!
haa..
so little patient=less patient to treat= finish early= clean surgical room= siansSS!!

we have a kitten fer adoption!!! haaa..
she's super cute can?
but unfortunately i cant keep it..
i will bring it home now n den buttt..
it still need an owner cus i cant possibly leave it in the hospital after my attachment. dr nan will euthanise it which its so cruel n i dun tink she will do tht cus she so love the kitten so much.. haa..
so if any1 interested in having kitten, contact mi!!! heeeess!! its for FREE i suppose!!.. haaa.. n i have de-Wormed it!! hahaha..
so glad abt the deworming thingy cus i gave it medication!! haaaa...

anyw ciaossss..

work is getting boringgg n borin-er.. lol..
i jus realise i duno how to do my MP!!
n tht ppl are doing proposal alr!
SHIT!!
cus i have not started!!

anyw, i got more photos!!
super thanks to glenda!!
hees


my thumper!! heess.. he's so cute la!! n his owner dotes on him too!!


mi n thumper again!! i miss it!!


yes, tis is thumper!! aint he cute!!?


tis is my fave ziko!! he's so cute n active!! i like it more than thumper!! heess.. but both of dem gone home on thurs alrrR!! miss misss..


tis is glenda's baby! muffin! haa.. i like her but i like thumper n ziko more cus muffin is noisY!! haa.. she was having sore throat ytDD after shouting from 25/9. she went home ytdDD!! glenda's so gonna miss herr!! haa..


mi n my baby.. see how it cant stay still..


i have to hold him by the neck.. haa!! doesnt it seems like i;m strangling him? haa..


tired ziko after playinggg!! hees

'
sad ziko when no one plays w him..


n the most disgusting pict ever! ticks on crystal!! EEEEeeks! my hair stand la!!


muffin.. 'play w mi, carry mi..'


lastly, cute bebe!! haa..

off to work!! haisss..

i am super tired now..
=(((..
work is getting boringg..
do the same things over n over again..

i love puppiesSS!!
they are so so so cUTEE!!
2 jus went home todaEEE!!
love dem so so so mucchhh..
haaa..
if onli they were mine..
haa..

anyways..
i jus got fotos from glenDA!!
hahaaa.. thankss lotsS!!


wee!! on the 1st dae of work!! haaa..


this was my fave puppy.. the one who was sent back to the pet shop as it has liver problem.. i wonder how is it now.. =X


mi n my fave kitten!!


we again!! i tink tis kitten is the one i liked besTT!! heess..


my sweety pie!! muackS!!


mi n the hospital cat! super obedient!! it only eats the food it is given, as in cat food, n will suddenly jus hop to your lap! but she's heavY!! hahaa..


this is boy!! the one who will 'CRYY' to attract attention, n when you open its cage, it will jump to your lab n restTT!! how cute it is?


mi n beloved ernie!! i lovve him!! he will sit when we asked it to!! miss it so so so much.. as least he got an owner who's willing to pay fer his bills n not let him die though via installments.. cus his bill cost more than two thousand!


tis is my fave BUGGY!! i love it so muchhh!! its so so so cute can..? it was fiece to my colleague but not mi!! miss miss..


lastly, fatty in uniform!!

in work i get to see sick patients recovering, also sick patient whose condition worsen..

i was feedin long san few daes ago, he was eating well. den ytd he jus collapsed n died todae.. its so sad.. anyways..

do you noe? when you play w animals, n when you wan to give medication, they will sort of regard you as 'bad person'.. as if when you are playing, they will play w you, but after you give it medication by injection, they will avoid you.. so so so sad..

candee would normally hug my hand when i open its cage, but after forcing medication to its mouth. it start to hide to the back of the cage when i subsequently open the cage..

there are otherss too butt..

anyw.. i got to do my projectt.. ciaoss..

wad is love?

3 daes of work!!
but i am not tired todae..
cus i slept at 10 plus ytd..
haa.. i'm a pig..

time in the hospital pass very fast..
treatment in the morning..
lunch..
afternoon treatment..
clean surgery room..
HOME~!!

todae there was tis stray kitten which had fits.. but she super cute can? if i got the money n if my dad allows, i surely adopt her la.. i cried when they told mi they going to put it down.. cus its jus a 1 week old kitten.. sorrie baby, i couldnt save you..

n then there was tis dog who almost made mi cry cus i took it out fer a walk, but it kept sitting down on our way back, i kept asking it to move but it din wan to. probably it was in pain cus it had bloody diarrhoea. it was sittin in the sun lei.. if it was in the shade, it wasnt so badd.. i wanted to carry it backk, but it was so so so heavy.. luckily it had strength to return to the hospital. if not i will diEE!!
it's temp was 40.1 when it came back.. cus it was so hot outside..

work in the hospital could be so much fun. w so many different type of animals but mostly sick ones.

one came in as it ate 6 sleeping pills.. n it was barking the whole dae unless someone carries it.. so cute isnt it? when you open the cage, it will hop onto your lap automatically n sleeppp.. he'll grab your like a koala bear wanting you to carry it.. he's such a darlingg but he's too noisyy.. haaa..

hamster which had a lump also came to remove it. it was so so so cute can? cus surgery is normally done on dogs n cats.. anywaysss...

tml is thurss!! gonna meet my jie meisS!! heess

darling is coming out on fridaEEE!! heesss.. miss himmmmm soooo..

pict of him..

3 more daess of work b4 i get a dae offff.. jia you juneee.. lol..

i am super tiredddd..
after 6 daes of work straight!!
19 more weeks to go!!!
i wonder if i will get over it.. haiss..

why do i have to work on saturdaes?
n i dun even get half dae..
so full of shit la..
ya, now i finally noe wad's the 3 weeks fer la..
cus we dun get time to do if we dun have time off.
thanks doccc..

we clean the surgical room everydae..
how dirty can it be?
some ppl jus wanna make things difficult..
can we are not from any cleaning company can?
DAmnnn shit..

work can be fun, boring, tiring depends on wad you do n who you work w..
i can nv work w the docs there cus they piss mi off.. esp the guy doccs.. i duno wad's wrong w dem. it's dem tht i have to clean the surgical.. its he to be precise.. thanksss.. how much i love you.. i wanna slap you can? haissss..

i love auntie concordia!! haha.. she so nice n cus she is not local she talk different from us. plus she always like to sae funny thingss.. at least i find it funny.. haa.. only glenda, me and one of our seniors are chinese vet technicians, the rest are philipines. the way they tok are so cute.. lol.. sometimes i will laugh to myself at the things they sae n they will ask wad i am laughing at. they say i got short tongue!! cus i dun sae the 't' like shit i sae shi not shittT!! the 't' n 's' n 'ed' so they dun understand wad i am saying at times. lol..

but they are nicee cus they will help if i duno anythingg.. haa.. but i noe they not happie at times when we are disturbing dem.. sorrieee.. buttt.. haa.. bear w us!! hhehee..

i finally passed my drivinggg!! super hengg.. i tink the tester was rather lenient cus he passed mi!! lol.. cus i stalled cus i forgot to change to gear 1 n accelerate he asked mi to e-brake. n he din mark mi. if he did. i would have fail.. lol.. thankss tommy teacherrr.. i finally passed .. your "zhou mo lei " student.. haha.. sometimes he realli cant stand mi. lol.. cus i asked why everytime he ask mi to do sometingg.. lol.. i noe why i failed 2 timess cus i kept entertaining him.. n on the 3rd timeee.. i talked lesss which also means argue less.. listened moreee.. n concentrateee..

went chompx2 w mjc gang yesterdaes. so many thanks fer letting us wait so long. i swore not ever to organise another 1 like tis.. i will be tht late if we ever have another outing!! hor suet? but it was ok la.. yating the lion is so much fun. i have to start promoting her fanclub! so she doesnt need to join spore idol also can come out w an album.

tinking of working on sat piss mi offff.. %^$
haissss..
june jia youU~!!

darling went NS todaeee.. sobbbb
miss him so so so muchh..

the cute little dog was discharged though it wasnt well. it was brought back to the pet shop. can u imagine how cruel is the world? another puppy had fits n was also brought back to the pet shop. my colleages were nice cus they knew i liked the puppy, so they informed mi when the owner came to pick it up..

my tp is tml! lol.. wish mi luck! muacks!

1st dae of attachment was ok!
hees, thanks to suet who wished me good luck in the morning! n my darling too! muacks!

hees, meals provided you noe?
i can choose my own major project title..
3 weeks off is given to complete my major project.. (suppose to be 5 but some ppl jus..) haa, anyw, 3 weeks is better than none!
i so love my supervisor! lalala
there's one cute puppy todaE!! her name is joy! lol, sosososo small, onli 2 mths old. but its coughing! ohh..

i so so so love dogs now! cus they remember their owners!! so loyal! not like my hammy! haha.. they get excited when they see their ownerS !!

some dog are so so so fortunate la! one eats black chicken fer meal can? lalalala.. go pillow, all the toys fer it! haa..

there are also animals who pass away.. =(

i saw tendy todae! lol.. at shaw n sandy too at FEP!

darling gonna NS tml!! =(=( miss mi ok?
ciaosssss..

can you imagine?
it's alr sundAE!!
OMGGG!!
DAMNNNMM>>

do you noe?
my attachment is tml..
n i m in a daze..
i slept from 8 plus ytd..
till arnd 10 plus todae..
^&*^&*%
i'm a pig.
i dreamt a lot.
tht i am so tired.

its sun sund sunda SUNDAE!!
i jus cant take the fact tht its sundae!!
time pass so so so fast..
mummy!!
i dun wanna go attachment!!
i have not clean my room!
i still got things i have not done yeT!

ARGGHHH..

OMGG~ it's already the 8th of sept!

3 more daes to SIP!
4 more daes n i wont see darling fer 10 daes!
5 more daes to TP!

i have been spending my time w darling. n my mum has been complaining tht i am coming home late! duhzz..

went to malaysia on the 5th! haa, n we got checked by the police cus we brought gums in la! haaa. but luckily he jus told us not to bring it in next time. haa!!

we each bought a new pair of shoess.. lol!! fake nikes. haa..

we bought my hammy things too! spent arnd 150 sing tht dae i suppose.. haa.. thanks darlinggg.. haa..

i'm left w 4 hammys cus darlingg took 1! haa..

i went w napfa!! lol, now i'm aching all over! BAAA~~

i went to sing YTDD!! it has been a long time since i last went KTV!! haaaa..

i dreamt of SIP!! lol.. cleaning dishes! lol.. i dun tink i need to do tht!!
haa, anyws, hope my attachment will be fineee..

ciaosz!

blogggg!!

1 more week to SIP?
will i be able to survive?
hopefully i do..
w glendA..
it's not so bad as alone i suppose?
haa..

5 babies arrived at my house ytd!.. haha, delivery by sandy n her bf. haa, sorrie to made you come all the way here, cus i really have terrible cramps ytd. the time i use to zzz is more than the time that i am awake. duhzzz..

they are so fat la! but i cant possibly keep all rt? cus i jus din wan to la. cus i am afraid they might reproduce n i will die!!

they already start fighting since the 1st dae here. n small brother was bleeding in the nose. i got freaked out la cus i tot how come he was so anti-social in a corner but actually was in pain.

any1any1 wan hamster(s)??

haisssssss..

i haven been bloggin, cus i din have the mood to...

last paper was on 28-08-06. hopefully everytime goes smoothly.. bahh...

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met up suet n gang after tht! haaa..



i lovee dem!!



haa.. cute right?



WEE!!





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WE (edited by shann!!) thanksss muackss..
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buibui went missing since 29-08-06. where did she go? i miss her so.. you was my "kai xin guo".. she can make me laugh even when i was very tired! i miss her i miss herrr..

thanks mum, maid n sis fer helping mi to look fer her.. n darling to be there fer mi.. maybe she din like mi.. maybe maybe..

i onli turn away less than a min, n she was gone.. see how fast it can run.. the way she runs humour mi cus w her short legs, she can run very fast!.. hais.. i miss miss her..

it's so different w/o her at home.. hais..

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i went to bartley todae!! w sueT!!!

super nice to see all my teachers esp when they remember your name! dun be surprise some of them do remember our nameS! heee..

teachers who remember my name includes
Mr ng ( sec 4 chemistry teacher),
Mr Sng (sec 2 science teacher),
Mr Francis (sec 3 eng teacher),
Miss tay (sec3/4 maths teacher),
Mr thomas (technician).

haA~ those who rmb mi but not my name includes
Mrs Raj
Mdm Low
Ms Yong (though she nv taught mi b4)
Miss lee

i feel like home when i go back to school. i miss sec school life. how i wish 1 dae, we jus go back to bartley, w our uniform, w the same teacher teaching us.

haa~ i love all the teachers who taught mi!! hehe.. esp mr sng n mr ng n mr francis.

cus they remembered my name, after 3 yrs!!!!!

when we saw mdm low, she sae she remember us, but cant remember our names. she asked if we graduated 2 yrs ago n we said no, it has been 3 yrs. she argued tht she cant be tht old n we said that we are alr in 3rd year in poly n she finally admit that she was old. haa.. as she grow old, we are also growing older each yr.. how time fliess..

we were walking arnd the school when we saw mr sng teaching a class. den from his class, he said to us " one of you is june n the other is suet lin right? " we were so happie !! hhaaha.. superrr funnie our reaction were but.. its nice to have ppl remembering your name after so long! n he onli taught mi when i was in sec 1 n 2? were we popular or wad? kekeke...

i lovee chemistry!!! cus both mi chemistry teacher remember mi!! hees..

suet's chem teacher also remember her!! n tht is mrs chow~ hahah.. she's super nice n though every year she cant remember her name, onli dunno wad lin, she remembers her as tht ger who seats at the back of the class n always talking. haaa!!! n when its recess time, they were the first to rush out!! thinking back, its nice to have those memorisesss.. haha.. i so miss sec school life...

i love mr francis!! i duno who ppl now call him mr concicao or how ever you spelt it. haaa.. he super fatherly!!!! hahaha.. i talked to him longest cus those young ppl are sosososo RUDE la.. cant see tht i am talking to him! haisss.. i always look fer him when i go back cus i noe he always got sweets fer mi!! ahhaha.. but he got chocs todae instead. haha.. i was so sad when he said he is old n cant remember mi. but later he said my name out!! ahhaa.. how can he ever forget mi? heee "GOOD" student who always ask him nothing but if he got sweets! there was once in sec 4 when i think he got fed up n gave mi a roll!! hahaa.. n asked mi not to eat so much. hahaha.. those memorisesss..

i jus love dem all..

i saw my junior too.. azariyah.. it has been a long time since i last saw her!! haa.. still remember the last time when we got a COP fer SYF when we cried like shit together. haa.. those memorises. haaa..

miss tay isnt the same anymore. she doesnt swan as much as in the past. n fer the 1st time, she din swan suet! or did she? haa..

i feel so bad fer not buying anything fer my teacherss.. haa.. i noe its good tht i jus go n see dem but.. haaa.. i promise mr francis to treat him when i got my 1st allowance!! haaa.. bcos he's daddy! haha..

there's so many changes! haa.. mrs dolly is leaving. its her 5th yr in bartley!! haa.. mrs tan (the hod humanities) is going to be a vice p!.. in another school. in yrs to come, they probably no one left to go back to look fer! but if mr francis is there, i will go back! haha..

LASTLY HAPPIE TEACHERS DAE TO ALL MY BELOVED TEACHERSS...!!

i finally know where i am going fer my attachment!!! n i am quite satisfied w it!! haha..

i am goin to the mount pleasant animal hospital to work!! heheh!! arent i lucky? cus its not very far from my house n its near orchard n i get 440/mth..

though i did not get what i wan, but, i am happy enuff!! haha..

i am working 6 daes, 830 to 6 from mon to sat. haisss.. to work on saturdaes is a chore! haha.. but anyways, i am better off compare to granny whose attachment is in jurong! hahahah~ tht's FARR!! i am luckyYY!! hehehe..

HAPPY 5TH MONTHS DARLINGG~

Things aren't always
what they seem."


Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things
don't turn out the way they should. If you have
faith, you just need to trust that every out come
is always to your advantage. You just might not
know it until some time later...
Oooo
Some people ( )
come into our lives ) /
and quickly go.. (_ /


oooO
( ) Some people
\ ( become friends
\_ ) and stay awhile....


leaving beautiful Oooo
footprints on our ( )
hearts... ) /
( _/


oooO
( ) and we are
\ ( never
\_ ) quite the same
because we have
made a good
friend!!

isnt tis sweet? kalai sent it to my mail~~ hees.. after all these years.. she is still someone whom i can look fer when i got a problem.. i still remember i always disturb her when we were in sec 1! sae she very noisy all tht w/o realising that she actually understands. den she will ignore mi. i'm sorrie that i was such a bad person in the past n maybe noww still.. but we are still frens, every depavali she will invite mi to her hse w sarita? ahhahah..

i am missing everyone~~=(

esp my darling, jie meis whom i haven met fer long except fer suet, kalai n all of my friendsss..

exams cominggg.. wish mi luck!! ehehe..

isnt tis pict gorgerous? i love it!!! thanks to the photographer soefian!!

it has been a long time since i last met the OBA ppl~ haha.. so nice to see them again.. hehhee!! too bad darling isnt w mi~ ohhh..

i was so happie to see dem that i kept smiling at myself at the mrt, when they asked? i said i was crazy n dun bother abt mi. hhaha! the fact was, i was happie to see dem!! hahaha..

we had a nice time eating n getting excited over the fireworks! i tink i was the most excited over it bcus i stopped eating at 855 n waited fer dem to go w mi. but they were busy eating. lol!! when it was 9, suet n i rush to get a better view. i'm glad there wernt lot of ppl at marina south!! that's good, no one squeezing mi n all that like at esplanade.. haha!!

all my big brothers n sister are still the same. they still crap a lot! haha.. i was laughing most of the time. haha~

i so so so wanna seee them again.. but not to band.. can i darling? go w mi the next time ok? hehehe..

exams n term tests are coming!! but i'm not done w my project! haissss...

ciaos!!!

my hamster (feifei) died todaee.. i woke up from my nap, hoping wad happened was only a dream. but it wasnt...

when i went to check on my babies todae, there wasnt any food in feifei's cage n i could sense that someting was wrong, as in the behavior of feifei. she wasnt as she used to be. she would look up to see when ever i call her, but todae, she was so weak. i gave her food n water, but she din eat or drink dem. she wasnt as active as she was, she jus laid on my hand, moving once in a while..

i could feel her heartbeat beating slowier n slowier as she laid on her side on my hand. i closed her eyes n her heartbeat stopped..

thank you feifei fer all the happy times i had w you, fer waiting fer mi to be back, fer trusting mi n dying on my hand. i love you feifei, i realli do, you are just like my little baby which i will do anything fer you n buibui..

sorrie fer not giving you the best, i had wanted to buy toys fer you all, but i nv did, i actually wanted to buy it tml, even if i did, feifei isnt arnd anymore.. sorrie for not spending enuff time w you all.. sorrie fer always disturbing you all when you zzz.. sorrieee..

you were such a darling to mi though i put you in the small cage cus i tot you like it better in there.

i hope you died peacefully feifei.. you will always be in my heart, i promise..

i'm so so so proud of myself!! lol, and of my darling too!

hahaha~ we were on my way home after dinner when we saw tis old lady carry heavy things, so we went to help her!! arent we nice? but it's darling who do the carrying. haha.. but its mi who wan to help her! haha.. kekes, anyways we help her bring the things to outside her house. the lady is already 80+ but she's still so strong. granny wasnt like tht in the past. i guess she was better than the old lady cus she din have to work.

sometimes i wonder how come there are ppl (esp those very old) who are willing to work so hard for little money while others dun even wan to work? darling dun wanna help the old lady at first cus he tot she was like those sell tissue aunty that take cab to the place, eat mos burger n drink kfc drinks. yes, they need to eat n drink but surely she dun need to take a cab ba.

i pity those old uncles n aunties who sweep the floors, clear the tables n do every other job that we wont want to do. some are already very old but they need $$.. how i wish i can help dem..

hopefullly next time i earn lots n lots of money!! den i can help dem. hehe..

i also go marketing w mum twice last week cus she jus had an op, den i went to push her trolley fer her! good ger rt? but very tiring lei!!! hahaha.. shsss..

i gonna meet my shinyi fer lunch!! mac!! hahaha.. ciaos!!

dodododo..

long weekend? but i spent my time sleeping! duhs!!

i slept from 2am-5am (3hrs),den 530am-12pm(6.5hrs), den from 130pm-5pm(3.5 hrs) so i spent 13 hrs sleeping todae!=X wad a pig.. i wonder if there was anyone who slept more than mi n i din went to school ytd! haiss..

am i tht deprived of sleep? haha.. if school were to start at 8, i onli slept for 6 hr that is from 12am-6am.. that may be y i am so tired. but i tot i slept 10 hr on fridae? haha.. anyways, i wanted to wake up earlier fer the 3rd time i slept. but i jus couldnt n i was jus resting b4 i dooze off.. hais..

i tink its ok to sleep so much once in a while ba, haha, cus i dun tink i get another chance to sleep so long in the near future cus exams is coming!!

i had lots of dreams while sleeping todae!!

firstly i woke up at 5am tis morning cus i dreamed it was already 9!

secondly, i dreamt that my hamsters gave birth to 5 hamsters which freak mi cus they were both females. n the babies have grown up already.. luckily is was jus a dream. if it wasnt, i duno wad to do w the babies, my cage is too small fer 7 of them n my dad will kill mi!! he's already naggin at 2 of them.. if there were 7.. i duno wad will happen.

i also dreamt that charlene have a dog which is a Schnauzer. i duno why but she was asking mi to bring the dog back n i so much wanted to bring it back as it was so cute!! but tinking tat my parents do not like it and that i duno how to take care of the dog, i din take it w mi..

i dreamt of my driving instructor too!! but i dun realli remember the contents. kekeke..

ciaosss..

woooo!! no school todae!!

do you know?

i onli went to school 3 daes tis week cus there wasnt school on mon n fri! long weekend!! weeee!!! haha..

i met kalai yesterdae!!! she's back in school after attachment so i accompanied her fer lunch! so nice to see her in school, cus when i was in yr 1, she was the one who will be there fer mi, cus we are both in the applied science, den i saw her most often as compared to iris n the rest. o0o0o..

my rat died on 19/7.. n it was so sad esp when it was anaesthetised. cus it cannot balance itself n the way it walk made mi cry. den it's body became soft. =(

we took blood from eye, tail n the heart. when the needle was in the heart, you can feel the heart thumping.. o0oo.. sorrie ratty. we have to cut it up because we have to learn to suture it.. haiss..

yawnsss..

Twet twet!

its our 4 mth anniversary! heheh..

happie anniversary darling.. muacks!

hamsters are getting on my nerve.. nono.. its not the hamsters, there are too cute! its the ants who cant get enough of my hamsters! how i wish i could kill all the ants. ARGGG!!

i had a long break from fri to mon! there wasnt school on mon cus there jus wasnt! hehehe.. i went to outram to look fer shiling n gang on mondae cus there are having their attachment there n it's bcus its agnes birthdae! heheh.. its a long time since i last saw dem n i miss dem!! hehe.. n its nice seeing dem after so long but fer onli a while..

after that, i went to look fer darling. we hang arnd at bishan n after that he have to leave fer work! lalala..

school todae was ok ba.. THE SUN IS SO HOT!! its killing mi! dodododo...

dr lim almost put mi in zoo fer attachment!! haha~ actually its ok goin to the zoo but its very hot la.. dadadada.. okok, i hate the sun! so? heheh..

i said i want into research! that's wad my mum ask mi to la! i'm a mummy ger.. boohooo.. but hopefully i get someting nice n not those do nothing attachment!

guess who i saw todae? miss baba (iris) teeww.. how nice to see her!! i miss her so much n she bang into 3 of her frens when i push her! hehes. i push quite hard i guesss! hhehe.. sorriee!! hahaa..

i'm glad serene's cat are much better now cus they are so CUTE!!! hehehe.. one had diarrhoea on kevin on fridae! there was blood too tht dae, now its better!

there are new animals in the animal facility!! so excited!! lol.. cus there are new rabbits!!!! how i wan to carry dem!! but i'm lucky i've done my duty to clean the animal facility, cus they have chickens now n its smelly though they lay eggs. lol.. n new mouse etc! more animals means more work! hahaha.. keke, i'm lazy!

i dun wanna go school tml! cus my rat is gonna die!! its so sadddddddddd!! n lesson is from 8-6!! 10 hrs in schoool.. haiss.. n the teacher is so crapy la.. wan to assess tis assess that! faint!

i miss my jie meis! wink wink! hope to see dem soonn!! n of course my darling if not he will complaint i nv write abt him! hahaha..

i needa clean my hammy's cage!! haisss!! though i love dem!! i hate the ants!!!! haissssssss.. keke.. maybe i should realli consider to but the insect thingy to keep insects away (wait till i find it! ) haha..

ciaossss! miss mi!!

there's so much to blog, but i'm super lazy!!

from wed, i onli slept fer 5 hr, thanks to buibui who onli let mi sleep at 0030 n woke mi at 0530 to eat breakfast. duhz.. lesson was from 8-6 tht dae. but it ended 1 hr earlier. but could you imagine how tired i was? -_- after school, i still went to eat w him at hougang.

you noe wad? i live in serangoon while he lives in bishan, so i should noe more ppl from hougang rt? but he met more ppl than i met there. i actually din see any1 i noe la. haa, but he met quite a few. lols.. =X

haha, wad did i do on thurs? go to school, n den? oh, i rmb! bui bui came to fetch mi n we went serangoon mac to eat! hahaha!! after that he went to work!

on fridae? i met him fer lunch n i went to school while he went to work at hougang mall. yup, the new outlet had opened.

i went to gym on sat! w tendy! lol.. at toa payoh la..

ciaos ciaos!!

ITALY WON!!!

YEA!!

but i din win money! cus i bought italy score 3 - 0. n they would score first. hais. aishaaa..

but i am glad italy won! hees!! cus i tot they deserved it. haas..

school's at 4. haiss.. thats so lame. cus i need 2 hr to get to school n come back. n i go school fer 2 hr!! hais..

gonna change my braces colour!! ciaos!

its already sun! but it seems like a sat to mi..

i jus came back from my cousin hse cus he sort of got married todae! congrats! lol, but i'm not close to him la.. haha..

haiss, there's school tomorrow, fer 1 1/2- 2 hr.. duhs..

ciaosss..

yeppie!! i finally have time to blog!!

lol, its fridae!! i love fridaes cus i start school at 3pm n i can sleep till late~ hees..

tis week has been rather busy, w schoool work n chris chalet..

i went to his chalet w danny on wed n thurs. yep, it was quite ok la except i din noe a lot of ppl.. lol, anyw it wasnt my chalet. haa..

i went to fetch my bro from the airport on wed too! n he got someting fer mi! lol.. keke.. hahaa.. cus its not everytime he buys things fer mi! lol.. keke..

haiss.. got school laterrrrrrr.. ciaossss..

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE BROTHER CHRIS~

do you know?

1/2 a yr is gone. its already the 183rd of the 365 daes we have in a year.

wad have i achieved? duhs.. i duno..

time past real fast.. hais..

i juz woke up but my eyes are still tired but i've already slept fer about 10 hours. hais, wad a pig.

fri and sat were spent w buibui. we spent abt $160 on 2 daes n its on him! lol.. thanks darling.

we had breakfast in the morning on fridae b4 i left fer school n he came to pick mi after school. we met iris at my school's bus stop w kai xin. n surprised to sae that iris is quite updated! lol.. cus she doesnt view our blog.. lol.. keke..

i went to serangoon north to view hamster cages n food n everything. i eventually bought one which costs $25. haa.. thanks buibui. haha..

we den went to sandy's house to get the hamsters! haa!!

den after bringing my hamster home, we went to somewhere near parklane to watch soccerrr.. haissss.. no comments abt soccer.. lol..

we actually wanted to watch the 3am match at serangoon mac, but tht's when my tummy being to hurt n we went home.

yupp, i went facial b4 meeting darling at cityhall. my face is much better tis time cus they nv say mi anymore. hahaa..

we ate at CA but it wasnt as nice as the 1st n 2nd time i ate. thats so sad!! haha.. spent 49.90 on that meal. lol.. thanks buibui.. lol..

den went to walk arnd.. hahaaa..

there's school tml! 1 more dae of washing the cages!! lol.. i gonna miss washing cages, cus i like the rabbits! haha..

kekeee.. tummy hurts.. ciaos..

it alr the 4th dae of school n i tink i'm dying. my term test results sux.. haiss..

i had to clean the animal facility todae n i did it w char since plyn had someting on. cleaning the cages. topping up the food and water is quite alrite i suppose. but we spent more than 1 hour doing that. tml will be worse cus we have to change the bedding fer the mouse n rats too.

i was telling my mum that i have to clean the rabbit cages n she was like how come last time when we had i did not clean it? n i was onli barely 7 tht time. dotz!!.. lol.. den i ask her to give mi 50 bucks to buy 2 rabbits n a cage and all the food etc.. den my sis was like where got enough, den my mum ask mi to get from the SPCA!! whahah.. so farni.. cus a few daes ago when i asked if i could have a pet, she was like dun wan. cus she said i wont take care.. =(

anyways, i went to my brother's graduating ceremony todaae n i'm so proud of him! haa.. i realli am cus he's my brother n the course he graduated took him 6 mths n it was very tough. i'm glad he made it anyway. hees..

i still remember he always count down the number of weeks left to graduation each time he came home from camp. now its finally over! haa.. so happie fer him. haha.. cus in civil defence, there are lots of malays n my brother is a racist. but i tink he changed after goin in as he has malay frens now! lol.. but onli a few.. keke..



my brother reciving his duno wad! lol.. a cert i suppose.. haaa..



my mum putting on his sergent rank for him! my mum is sure proud of him! haa..



we~ haa.. my aunt n cousin went too!!



mi n him! hehe...


aunt n i..



mi!! on the fire engine..



we!!


keke.. i miss buibui.. but he's always so busy =(.. i am tired! ciaoz!