sob sobbbb..

i dont knowww why i feelll so sad todae.. or should i sae angry or wad?.. i dunoo how to describe my feeelingsss..

i went to work todae.. it was sooo cold cuz it was raining.. todae is also my first time making sandwich in the morning..

chris din tok to mi much.. den ah hua keep saying me.. he even wanted mi to wash the floor.. and i almost cried.. really.. cuz i was so tired and there were still many things i have not done.. but after tht he washed.. i dunoo.. i have always liked working in the kitchen.. but not anymore now.. i am tired of being the onli black shirt in the kitchen.. i dun wan!!!.. anyway school is reopening soon and i do not have to see them much.. lucky jojo came at 4 to help mi if not i tink i cant leave at 5.. sobbbb.. hope i dun have to work a lot next weekk.. cuz i juz dun wan to.. jason leaving.. so sad... my brother... ya..

i went off with fang wei.. haha.. he realli finished his ns.. haha.. den hee keep saying i forgot you are 88 yr.. den keep saying i act cute.. haha..

went to meet chong meng.. den waited fer suet to have dinner together.. den we took cm fren's van to whitely sec.. yup.. den went to mc to tok tok..
yupp.. ho0pe tml is a better dae...

todae is 9th of may.. 1 month since i started workin~.. lol.. hahaa..

yesterdae 8may (sun) which is also mother's dae.. i went to give tuition in the afternoon.. after that i went to work.. and on my way.. i saw suhaimi!!!!.. ahhahaa.. dun tink he give a damn.. lols.. but duno why i so nervous when i see him.. lols..

i saw luvina when i entered the kitchen.. den she immediately guessed correctly who i saw.. haha.. so farni.. it was quite an unlucky dae.. cuzz i accidentally drop food on a customer.. it was an incident.. realli.. din mean.. i apologized profusely.. lol.. haha.. i also spilled drinks on the table.. and there was this lady.. so.. de.. she ask mi if we have chilli flakes.. den i ask kelvin.. he said out of stock.. den she asked him to see her lol.. sometimes.. i wonder why dun ppl believe wad i sae?.. haizz...

haaa.. on the 7th.. chris keep saying i wont be seeing him.. den sae i dun sae u le.. den like very sad... haizzz..

actually a lot of things happen but sometimes i am juz lazy to type.. haha..

ohya.. mothers dae.. den i paid and made a salad fer mum.. den she forgot abt it.. lol.. i even rush home afraid she would go to bed.. wateva.. haha..

gtg.. ciaoz!

todae is the 3rd dae of may.. so yesterdaes was the 2nd.. lol.. lame.. hmm..

i woke up arnd 1 on both daes.. todae and ytd.. cuz i slept late.. ya..

ytd, i went early to my workplace with luvina.. we went to eat.. after tht i went to work and she went out with nick.. lol..

work ytd was scary.. cuz when i went in.. it was so quiet.. cuz normally they will sae hi or sth like tht.. liu yue... all these.. den chris seem to be in a bad mood.. he din tok to mi.. unlike normally.. it was so scary.. 1st time see him like tht.. he show his temper.. not on mi but.. ya.. it was so scary.. i almost wanted to ask jeremy wad happen but luckily i din ask him cuz chris was angry with him.. ya.. even if i ask.. i doubt he will not answerr.. or maybe he will.. hahaha.. who noes.. but after tht chris told mi wad happen den everything went back to normal.. i took the transport home.. last time with chris ba.. cuz he goin to malaysia.. den reservice.. den school goin to reopen.. ya.. haha..

i am goin to work later.. hopefully they come cartel to eat.. hahaha..

hmm.. todae is the 1st dae of may.. its olso labour dae.. hmm.. my pay would be 7.50 if i work todae but stupid mi ask fer off todae.. hmm.. din go fer violin lesson todae.. tink teacher muz be pissed with mi.. haha.. sorrie.. i am too tired.. i went to give tuition.. den went to meet shinyi.. she left without taking her things.. by the time we went back it wasnt there anymore.. haizz.. i went homee.

at arnd 2330.. we 4.. mum.. bro and sis went to central.. on the way, i saw emy under one of the blocks.. omg~.. did he see mi?.. haha..

todae is already the 50th dae since granny left.. ytd was 49 and we prayed.. ya.. i cried.. cuz granny wasnt here and will not be here anymore..

working tml at 1230.. hopefully i would be able to wake up.. haha.. ciaoz!