i thank Allah for ending all those stressors. now, i gotta get back on track to studying. I hope he sees the effort and grade me much equivalent as to the amount of hardwork i put in. No more presentation. I did the closing of TYT's module and the closing of our presentations for year 2. I'm off to year 3 baby. Firstly, i have been put under too much pressure by running errands endlessly. Now,i have lesser to focus such as praying for babyboy's recovery for his surgery. Exams and try as much to do well. However, try as much as i could, if i know i am average, i am. I am not smart person to be scoring well. That's why i try as much as possible not to brag anything related to studying. I ain't a bookworm neither am i a genius who need not study yet can score well. I am just as average. Since TYT's module is the last, i shall (T)ake (Y)our (T)ime to complete studying as i feel that Health Psychology is not as easy as it seems.

Then again, Dear Allah, please help him to recover fast though it's the end of him, living with Tonsils. Amin.

I told you i'm dating my books for this Valentines' Day. I have been arguing much and at times, i can be really vulnerable to situations as such. I try compromising but i still don't know what went wrong. It's all about pointing fingers. It annoyed me recently as i'm busy with exams preparation that at times, i feel like i need to put arguments aside. But when i start to face the books, it bugged me so much that the conflict is not over yet. Sigh. Again, God, help us go through this together. Make us strong. : )


I have something that i wish to share.
I hate people who criticise and not appreciating the good deeds of others. For at least, thank them. Instead of making yourself feel uberly so grandeur and nothing is wrong with you. You have been looking very lowly on people and if you think, that will make you feel better, you are wrong. You are making people hate you even more than they are right now. Your feeling of grandoisity won't last long with the kind of attitude you are having now. So what if you are some big Eff?? What have you got to compensate for this? Not even a single apology from you and you dare to pin people like as if they are trash. HOGWASH.


fact : ilyb. :)

When it comes to exams, everyone is nowhere to be found but dating books. Then again, dating Caca for study session was not bad afterall. Here i am, struggling for PPR. i might stay up for awhile to finish up and at once, start on something else like pharmaco or medical sociology. 2 more weeks to go. End of exams and byebye year 2. I'm going to year 3, suckas!

Met with darlings last night, heavenly beautiful. Prolly, it was just a break to clear off my mind. I used to think that doing ECT would help me to remember better. Or, what about doing ECT before the first day of your exams? haha. dumbarse.

I have medical socio, health psy and social psy with pharmaco to cover. so much more. urgh. Again i repeat, just when i am having my exams, lots of stressors keep coming in. I have had enough of tears, enough of migraines. I'd be lying if i say i have never thought of suicide. The only thing is that i have never attempted to it. I'm off to meet boyfriend named, PPR for now.

What's past.

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