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Sunday, August 31, 2008
 sometimes i look up into the sky and wonder.. whether it was all worth it. whether i am too fast or you're too slow. whether tomorrow will be just like yesterday. whether time would just stop at yesterday. i miss you.  eyes sparkled at 4:25 PM Saturday, August 30, 2008
  i cant tell the difference between cabbage and lettuce =( and i ate RAW cabbage =( now i have diarrhea ='(!!! how SMART can i get! =( 5sept - macro exam 9sept - management class test 13sept- financial accounting exam 6oct-organisational behaviour essay(2000words)due 100ct- financial accounting proj due AND macro essay (1000words) due. Labels: perth, sick, stress, UWA eyes sparkled at 10:34 PM Friday, August 29, 2008
hello world! haha its like the typical line in W3school or on any of our labwork in poly. i miss my dear friends there!! anyway i am finally done with my essay! i had like 2431 words which within the range of 2500+ - 10% weeee!! i am sooo happpy! i slept like 1.30 am last night which is considered super late judging that i sleep at 11 max almost everyday. you can never tell how happy i was. the minute i handed in my essay i called the boyfriend but the government thought that army boys should reduce the emission of radiation in the jungle and feed the mossies. ya so i couldn't get him! ROAR! so i called my mommy! haha i woke her from her nap though haha i am evil but i was sooo happy that i handed in my work i had to tell some one. yes! and that was that. i went to town and into valley girl and just bought 2 tops 1 pink cardigan and 1 ORANGE scarf. this is madness for me because those that know me knows that i NEVER buy clothes while shopping alone without my dad. NEVER before. and to buy so much at one go. JUDGE IT haha that was how elated i was. haha. and then i went to supermarket got some MILO energy bars and off i went to eat JAP FOOD haha.. chicken katsu don =) i was super full i walked home after that it was like 3 bus stops away but yeah i was happy. tomorrow i shall mug again for my MACRO exam on Sept 5th. and Financial ACC on Sept 13th and my Organisational Behaviour 2000 word essay due on Oct 6th. with my Management test somewhere between those dates!! MADNESSSSSSS!! Labels: happy, perth, stress, UWA eyes sparkled at 7:45 PM Wednesday, August 27, 2008
i dont know whats wrong with me. i am becoming insane. my alien friend told me once "u are so much better when u are back" i am turning back to what i was before. someone save me. sanity come back. whats wrong with me. i want my family i want my boyfriend. i m getting paranoid i am scared of myself. Labels: emotions, perth, stress eyes sparkled at 7:28 PM Sunday, August 24, 2008
make me smile Labels: emotions eyes sparkled at 10:08 PM Friday, August 22, 2008
my essay is due coming Friday and i am here blogging! mental block! i m getting angry with myself! argh! ESSAYS the last time i wrote an essay was when i was in secondary school. damn. and i realised i cant write anymore! roar! i want to strangle a pig. OK i am not that sadistic but ARGH that's how i feel now the intensity of my agony! i need someone to enlighten me! some Nirvana please ! the min i look at my references i feel like sleeping! WHAT AM I DOING!! and i realised i cant spell! goodness monkeys and bananas i am typing random crap i can't stand myself! i can't stand.. i can't sit.. when i lie i fall asleep! MARY PARKER FOLLETT can you use your mighty brain to explain what was your big logic and theories about. tell me what is going through your brain when you came out with those HUMANISTIC APPROACH. roar! till then i shall enlighten all of you with BEHAVIOURAL AND CONTEMPORARY MANAGEMENT PERSPECTIVE! GRRK! Labels: perth, shit school, stress, UWA eyes sparkled at 3:37 PM Monday, August 18, 2008
 its been a month for me here. i came on the 18th of JULY and was probably crying my eyeballs out at this time last month. yep. i was homesick then and i m still now. but it probably is much better already but i still cant wait to go home! i'll push it as early as possible. most likely it'll be on NOV 24 if my change in Flight is successful if not it will be on DEC 1. anyway life in UNI is far more stressing then i expected. and i realised how spoon fed we are in SG. Its like the lecturers here assume u know everything unless proven other wise which mean if you go clarify all your doubts. Which i hardly do which also is BAD. ya so it explains why i am stressing out. Everything is very fast paced not like in SG the lecturer explains every single thing in detail including unimportant stuff. but here like i mentioned they assume u know everything. And switching to a totally unrelated course is more taxing for me. and thus STRESS intensifies. damn. ok being here for a month and i have NEVER when shopping.visiting.sightseeing. i am a bloody big sua gu (mountain tortise). yes i am so afraid i get lost i only venture out a little when i change buses in the city on my way back. i get excited just because i bought my favourite korean "sotong mee" i call it here in aussie in some korean shop that i happen to find while exploring that little bit. and because i stay so bloody far away. my friend thinks i should just stay where i am and try make myself mad which i probably already am. cos apart from meal times and bath time i hardly leave my room. which is a pretty confined area. and for the past 2 days i have been having diarrhea.(typical me) and i get lost almost everyday since i am here. but i am slowly getting better i dont get lost as often as when i first came here. my birthday came and went. nothing special or exciting about. school is pretty taxing judging that i dont know anything and i am a STRESSED FREAK. i get stressed at everything. yep. and lecturers talk really fast and ya obviously i cant catch and i have to keep going through the recorded lectures. but there is no recorded tutorials!! ahhh! 2500 words essay with min 15references coming up! HELP!!!! that probably about it. oh and theres mean ppl everywhere. and i happen to meet them. its just my luck! till then seeya ppl .. and yes i miss all of you. esp my superheroboyfriend. binlalaladine and kenroro frog. and not forgeting my SISTERMONSTER! Labels: emotions, life, perth, stress, UWA eyes sparkled at 9:03 PM Saturday, August 16, 2008
gossipy whispers. over sensitiveness. hidden meanings within conversations. my mind is in a whirlwind. i cant concentrate. my head is overwhelmed with thoughts. guilt stricken. all the conversations behind the door and all the thin walls i am going crazy. on coming duedates. lack of knowledge. stress is taking over the better side of me. i cant take it any longer. someone please understand me! i cant hold on much longer. i wished i didnt hear so much. i wished the walls were thicker. i wished i was just back home =( Labels: emotions, life, shit school, stress eyes sparkled at 6:10 PM DONT TALK TO ME TILL U SAY SORRY AND MEAN IT. eyes sparkled at 3:20 PM Thursday, August 14, 2008
Life is just more then what it seems. I dont know if its just me being sensitive or anything else. just that sometimes some values are just being brained washed into certain ppl. "selfish and sneaky" Anyway. i changed my MACRO tute and now i understand better. weeeeeee! berlala received my card all the way from koala and kangaroo land! i miss her and ken2 to bits.. 2500 words essay coming up and its due on 29 aug! omg!! i am so dead!! MUG MUG!!!! *EDIT1* ber demands a pretty photo of her which is not too UNGLAM and here it is!! she FORCED me to post it! haha... PROOF below: bEr - LaLaDiN ♪ ♪ says: you have to say "bernadine says she looks better than the previous photo" bEr - LaLaDiN ♪ ♪ says: "bernadine says if i keep posting unglam photos she'll never get married next time" PROVEN!!!  and she thinks this one can be sent to some "marriage agency" and she can get married!! hahahahahahahaha i think this would better fit the application to WOODBRIDGE!! haha or IMH!
*EDIT 2* even though she is retarded and dumb and proclaims that she is a COW. i still love her to bits!!! and i always will!! LUBJOO in ken2's language! SARANGHAEYO. my dear cow fellow retard in action! *EDIT3* damn tt stupid cow make me edit the post 3 times!
look how excited she is in taking over my blog. stupid girl.but nevertheless i LOVE her. i am TOUCHED ok. no pigs or sotongs were killed watching the video. she made me a video and i only got to see it today! it was for my birthday actually but it was long gone already? hahaha.. stupid internet connections. i felitong smiled. haha and i didnt stop till now. i love u berlala. i am supertouched. really i am. thank you so much ok! haha. whatever she did was uber annoyingly cute haha. mine always. retarded cow. haha PS: i dont want to edit the post for the 4th time stop demanding me to update! ROAR! on the lighter note i wonder how sotongs roar. but anyway. till then i love u all. but i love ber more!! haha. Labels: emotions, friends, perth, UWA eyes sparkled at 7:03 PM Wednesday, August 13, 2008
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY BERLALALALALAL!! hahah please check ur house mail box in 5 days time! or u can check everyday if u want probably stand at the letterbox everyday to wait for the post man with a kangaroo if u wan too. =) ok now about me and my life at UNI. UNI is stressing me out! i took like 3 days to do a few questions on my Financial Accounting! and there are things that i still dont know!!! MACROECONOMICS is killing me! damn i totally dont know what the hell the lecturer is talking about! its soooo stresssssssssful. i went for the tute and worst its a student teaching and he talks soooooooo fast. the tute we supposed to do some assignment but the time given to do is so short and the way they discuss the answers i cant even write a word. NOT A SINGLE WORD on my tute assignment. usually i am able to catch some stuff and copy them down even if i dont know what the hell is it about but in this tute i cant write a single word. NOT A WORD! everyone is like so smart they've got answers straight out their mouths like essays and me i feel so DUMB. cos i dont know what is it about and u know what this is an elective module i dont even have to take it!! ARRRRRR!! the internet at the place i am staying is not workin so the only place i can access internet is in school! and now i need to go for my tute for Organisational Behaviour thats if u ppl know what is it about. STRESSSS!! and ber enjoy!!! u are 20 already!!! just as OLD AS ME!! hahaha and KEN2 next up its u!!! hahahahaha.. i LOVE everyone! =) till then see ya! eyes sparkled at 1:26 PM Friday, August 08, 2008
this post is for my dear ken2 and berlala. gosh i miss u all like mad. the ppt is lovely. u both succeeded ok. i cried. i miss you all. i miss those days together. i misss you kenroro. i miss u moomoobinladinbavanivanakum. gosh those were the days. i miss all of u. i miss those days we were in beijing. i miss us in nyp mugging. i misss doing projects at berlala's house. i miss waking my kenroro up in the morning. i miss just being together with both of u and not forgetting the rest. i miss u ppl i really wish we could turn back time. but no matter what we still have to go on in life. be it the ups or downs i know we all can pull it through. i really miss the both of u. i really really do. man i feel like flying home now. i wanna hug the both of u. i miss those days when both of u are always around me. i miss you both so badly. you both will never be replaced. thank you both for putting so much effort to do the ppt and thank you berlala for the cookies. thought i couldn't eat them all. but i really love it alot. thank you ken2 for staying up all night just to complete the power point. thank you for not giving up when the thing crashed on u and u redid everything again just for me. thank you so much. its freezing here. and i am alone at home. i miss you both like mad. i miss seeing the both of u as and when i liked. i will treasure those memories. you both are just too great. i lub joo both!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH! I MISS THE BOTH OF U~~~ MY DEAREST KEN KEN LIM LOON SHIN AND BERNADINE TOH WAI TENG
and if u all are wondering how the hell i look now. 
eyes sparkled at 9:55 AM Saturday, August 02, 2008
ok its the end of first week of school. i saw RAINBOW just right over the school on thurs and its not 1 rainbow its TWO. its really beautiful. ok AS Usual i dont know what the hell the macroecons lecture is about. as well as the INTRO to finance. i totally got no clue what the hell both lecturers are saying. damn. they talk like we have prior knowledge about everything already! stupid.! books are friggin expensive and i seriously mean it! its a freaking $104 AUD (*1.3 for SGD) for 1 textbook and i have 4 to buy and besided those i need to buy course readers or lecture notes.. so i went to scout for 2nd hand books and got 2 text books. its was below 80 each at least. damn. OH AND REMEMBER IN THE PREVIOUS ENTRY I SAID I DIDNT GO MISSING AND DID NOT GET LOST WHILE GOING TO SCHOOL RIGHT. THE VERY NEXT DAY I HAD TO GO HOME ALONE AND WEEEEEEEEE I FREAKING GOT LOST! I WAS FORCED TO GET OF A BUS STOP WHEN I KNOW ITS NOT MY STOP YET. BUT I OBVIOUSLY DIDNT KNOW WHICH STOP WAS IT BUT DEFINATELY THAT WAS NOT MY STOP. BUT THAT OVER-HELPFUL OLD MAN SITTING BESIDE ME ASKED ME TO GET OF THE BUS AND FOLLOW THIS LADY THAT SAYS SHE KNOWS WHERE I AM SUPPOSED TO GO. BUT IN THE END SHE ALSO DONT KNOW WHERE I STAY. THEN YOU KNOW THE ROADS HERE ARE SO QUIET U DONT SEE PEOPLE AROUND WALKING LIKE IN SG. but in the end we went to the chemist here that had a street directory and she helped me find my way till we see the street that i am supposed to be leaving on. IT WAS INDEED QUITE AN EXPERIENCE GETTING LOST ON A RAINING DAY! eyes sparkled at 8:33 PM |
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