Thursday, November 29, 2007


the amount of stress is intensifying tremendously.

i fear the loss of control of the better side of me.

damn. projects are seriously ripping me off the sane side of me.

i need a breather. but i know i cant have one.

then i read this mail. i felt a little better some how.

its always so sweet to have someone there for you. tiny little things adds up you know.
tiny little things brightens my day. though its a fwded mail but it just lifts the little bit more of stress in me.

someone is very proud of you
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you
someone misses you
someone wants to talk to you
someone wants to be with you
someone hopes you aren't in trouble
someone is thankful for the support you have provided
someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right
someone wants you to be happy
someone wants you to find them
someone is celebrating your successes
someone wants to give you a gift
someone thinks you ARE a gift
someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot
someone wants to hug you
someone loves you
someone wants to lavish you with small gifts
someone admires your strength
someone is thinking of you and smiling
someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on
someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
someone thinks the world of you
someone wants to protect you
someone would do anything for you
someone wants to be forgiven
someone is grateful for your forgiveness
someone wants to laugh with you about old times
someone remembers you and wishes you were there
someone needs to know that your love is unconditional
somebody values your advice
someone wants to tell you how much they care
someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
someone wants to share their dreams with you
someone wants to hold you in their arms
someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms
someone treasures your spirit
someone wishes they could STOP time because of you
someone can't wait to see you
someone wishes that things didn't have to change
someone loves you for who you are
someone loves the way you make them feel

someone wants to be with you
someone hears a song that reminds them of you
someone wants you to know they are there for you
someone is glad that you're their friend
someone wants to be your friend
someone stayed up all night thinking about you
someone is alive because of you
someone is wishing that you would notice them
someone wants to get to know you better
someone believes that you are their soul mate
someone wants to be near you
someone misses your guidance and advice
someone values your guidance and advice
someone has faith in you
someone trusts you

someone needs you to send them this letter
someone needs your support
someone needs you to have faith in them
someone needs you to let them be your friend
someone will cry when they read this

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007


bern dun wanna care me!
i m sad!

today the class had lunch together like finally!

i got stomachache

bern call me not to hit her fats!
she dun wan to care me!

ber says she wanna buy Motorola V8
she dun wanna care me!!!!

ken2 is busy doing work.. she says:" its nt in the database leh"
ber says she is "guai guai de(wierd wierd one)"

feli: nea ha ha ha ha..

bern: "snigger" "snigger"

feli stop denying it.. YOU DID LAUGH LIKE THAT!

*STOMACH ACHEEEE"

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Monday, November 19, 2007


sigh.
heaps of projects!
tonnes of stuff to study.
headache!
time of the month comin!
headache!
probably the projects are manageble.
but the stress level is amplifying~
feli is feelin overloaded.
feli is feelin distressed.
feli is burnt out.
lalala..
3 weeks till common test starts.
6 weeks till meanie projects are due!!

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007




Ber says she is a PRAWN COW
so me & ken2 came up with this..




PRAWN COW


cow head with prawn body.. thats bernadine!


SSHH Secret ok? DONT TELL ANYONE!!!!

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Monday, November 12, 2007




today i shall blog abt happy squid.
not that anything exceptionatly happy happened today
i just feel happy cause i have a psp =)
i was playing the taiko jap drum game all the time =)
on mrt druring the time before lab lesson and on my way home!
a curious ah pek was lookin at it all the time on my way to school =)
probably thats why i feel happy.
sleepy!
seriously i feel the stress getting more intensed now.
more project deadlines approaching.
exams are coming!
test!
and i still cant really make some things out =D
damn i dont think i'll able to be stress free..
the picture below illustrates it so well man.

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Sunday, November 11, 2007


yep! i m the proud owner of the new psp- felicia blue on saturday 10/11/2007.
all thanks to him =)
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~
i can weeeeeeeeeeee even longer if i want to...
love it loads!
but i love him more =)
sigh. school is getting more hectic as days pass.
more projects piling.
more pulling of hair!
yikes..
hmm watched the halloween on sat.
rate is -100/5 popcorns
is so damn gore... i hate it to the max man...
SCARY/GORE movies??
OVER MY DEAD BODY!!
the game plan today was awesome!
he said i was a cry baby. just because it was so touching i teared abit..
but any way the show was 5/5 popcorns.
had subway for dinner!
2 double chocolate cookies!
now i de-stressed alittle!!
but monday is coming and the stress is coming back this very min!

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Thursday, November 08, 2007


rah .
i havent been actively blogging for a very very very long time!
ask me why!




ok i heard the WHY???!







because of school.
i m so busy some time i dont even go on msn.
projects are suffocating me! there are projects like everyweek!
and presentations.







i m stressed!
i m this stressed!





i need to de-stress. ahh yes retail therapy!!! but i have no money!

i want money to grow on trees. i want money to fall from sky.. i wan money to be in a pot then it replenishes when there isnt any more money!!


its the last semester man. someone use something to kill my stress man! oh ya i m back the sickly me! now i m having flu! way to go girl.. bah damn it.

maybe i should get the stress reduction kit!


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Tuesday, November 06, 2007


Feli: I WAN PSP!
Ken2: Go buy lor but make sure you must play...!!
Ber: YA LOR!!! or else waste money...

Feli: But my mama dun allow.. later meimei play
Ken2: Huh thn how??? Dun buy?

Feli: But i wan PSP!!!!!
Ken2: HMM
Eve: Thn go buy lor.. dun tell ur mama..
Ber: I WAN PSP!

Feli: I dun wan PSP already.. I DUNWAN I dUNWAN
Ken2: *tsk* -.-

Ber playing PSP happily
Eve eating nuggets happily
Feli playing DS
------------all by ken2--------------

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Friday, November 02, 2007


this morning while walkin to school ber and me had a damn wierd conversation

Ber: nw a days backstreet boys the song nt nice already. they are like singin ballad songs.
me: ya. westlife also now sing oldies.
Ber: last time the songs they sing way nicer lor.. they old liao..
me: haha ya next time u see BLACK EYE PEAS singing accapella. clay aiken singing Heavy metal rock. Avril lavigne singing oldies.
Ber: EMINEM (or how u spell it) wears TUTU dancing ballet.

then both of us started laughin all the way to class..

damn we are getting old yo!

oh ya.. ber was arguing the other day with me..

Ber: eh i got my prawn cracker to eat later.
me: good for you.
Ber: eh prawn cracker is made from potato.
me: no its made of PRAWN.. its prawn cracker for a reason....
BER: NOOO its made of potato!!
me: it made from PRAWN....
ber: later go cheers check!!!!!!
me: ok lets go!
*storms in to cheers laughin randomly takin a packet of prawn cracker*
me: see its not made of potato..

and moments ago...

ber: and prawn cracker is made of WHEAT FLOUR... not potato...
ber: its wheat flour... its wheat flour!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me: ok whatever .. its made of potato..
ber: its wheat flour... its wheat flour!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m dumb but u r dumb tooo..
me: ok whatever.

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