Thursday, August 23, 2007


happy endings?

i never stop complaining bout being sick. but i also dont wish for it to happen but i m sadly sick almost all of the time. ya so sometimes in fact most of the time when i say i m sick ppl will say " u are always sick" "feli when u are healthy then tell me =)" bahh i wanna be healthy!!!!!

pretty bad headache.

reality check: i m still alive but with a headache today.

finished watchin huan huan ai. cried quite abit. maybe i m too full of emotions. even if i m bored i do many things. i play with what ever i have on hand. i make noise. i go on screen saver mode.
anyway at least theres a happy ending.

i like shows with happy endings.

happy endings.

i hope everything has a happy ending.

i love those happy endings. may everyone have a happy ending.


random! very very random!

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Monday, August 20, 2007


iap ended on friday. successfully.
i finished what i had to accomplish during my internship.
tamil and chinese all done.
made new friends and enjoyed their company alot.
they made my internship really enjoyable apart crazy actionscripting and all the crazy yakkings.

i m sadly still having my throat infection. it doesnt seem to recover in anyway.
went to see the doctor this morning all he told me was to rest more.
new set of medicine. GREAT start for my 2 mth break. damn.

had an enjoyable day yesterday!
bought clothes from pull and bear and slippers from charles and keith.
went for movie at the cathay yesterday. license to wed.
had mixed feelings for that movie but it ended in a real sweet way. the reverand frank was irritating. but he really helped the couple understand each other alot more. he played the bad guy but he was the good one all along. theres bound to be quarrels in every relationship. and the couple didnt quarrel at all only till the day before their wedding. they all burst apart. right where they were supposed to have their wedding at. right before christ and the family.

every couple needed privacy. but no one can kill their curiosity. she couldnt resist not looking at his book of wedding vows . the book of vows where they were suppose to exchange on their wedding. she realised she didnt write anything. she was disappointed. its just like we girls cant help to randomly click on our bf's inbox be it handphones or mail box. and when they find something they get disappointed. guys will say that she brought it upon herself. but this is the nature of humans of us females. we can never kill our curiousity even if we put up a brave front saying how secure we are about the relationship we are still weak inside dying to prove that we are right thats when things goes wrong.

guys needed to feel needed. like the guy in the show. and this is really quite true. i dont know why but i feel girls cant be too independent thats wad i understand frm guys. guys have big ego though girls too have ego. But guys like to be thought of as dominant creatures. guys like to feel needed like girls like to feel wanted.

often when in love we oversee each others needs. we tend to think about what best and then comes the conflicts. its often till something happens or when someone pin point it out or a passing remark that wakes us up and get us thinking about stuff. about all the Why(s), What if(s) and everything.

it was a rather good movie. though i cant deny that i disliked it when the reverand frank tried to break them apart in so many ways. but until the ending when the couple realised what they oversee in each other then they realised that there are things that they had assumed too much about and taken the relationship for granted. nice movie =)

hmm. i m tired i shall blog another day =)

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eyes sparkled at 10:09 PM

Tuesday, August 14, 2007


its been long since i blogged.
so heres some update.
had some throat infection since friday. and i only went to see the doctor on saturday night when the boyfriend forced me to see one. and i didnt know i had high fever till the doc showed me "girl 38.4 u r running a fever here!"

so i had and i m still having:
sore throat
high fever till my bones ached.
headache (a package that comes with fever)
blocked nose
and now welcome the new virus "cough"

ok 3 more days to the end of my IAP. and i m lookin forward to it somehow. dread the unreasonable stuff happening. =((

maybe i m just down on my luck somehow.

my superheroboyfriend brought me to SAKAE on friday!!
killed my cravings for GYOZA like finally since i m back from beijing! thanks !!
watched rush hour 3 on national day but wasnt in the mood for some reason. but the day ended better when we watched the fireworks together at mayback tower 32 stories high! quite pretty but i still preferred it outdoors with the BOOM BOOM BOOOOM!

picture to end the post!






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Friday, August 10, 2007





this post is specially for BERLaLALA!!

HAPPY 19th birthday!!

HAVE a super duper cow-ly birthday berlalallaadine !!!!





COW-DY DOODLES BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!


COWLY LALA BIRTHDAY TO BERLALA!!


HAPPY JOYFUL BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BERLALA!!


HAVE A WONDERFUL COWDY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!



*ahem must imagine this song in my cutesy voice ok berlala*









please enjoy your moo-moo-fied chocolaty cake virtually!!

have a wonderful moo moo day!!!



though ur birthday is tomorrow or rather in another few hours time! i wanna be the first to wish you and have a blog entry specially for you FIRST =)
enjoy your day berlala!

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i wanted to speak.

but why wont u all listen?

i was good all this while.

but why wont u all understand?

i tried so hard.

but why dint you all see?

now that i've given up

why is it still my fault? why wont u all just feel what is there inside me?

all i wanted was all of us just to be happy again.

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your attitude is your reaction to what life hands you.
only you can choose that reaction.

-random quote from the ladies toilet in moe.

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Wednesday, August 08, 2007


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Monday, August 06, 2007


i m a happy person. BUT . i dont know what happened.

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time is passing so slowly.
its kinda hypnotising just staring at my cursor on the screen.

i m still trying to finish my breakfast till now. BAH..
dont really like the hotdog bread my maid makes..

akon's lonely is going through my head.
my fingers are freezing because i just came back from the toilet.
i still wonder how timo,cheryl, ber, the bf, liyuan, diana?, cindy? many many more, sleep in toilets.

bah. life is getting boring. ppl arent there. i tried initiating but i feel a little pathetic as it goes on so i m stopping here. right here right now. i feel pathetic going on.

so for the 2 mths i know what i wanna do. i m gonna learn to write with my left hand! interesting enough huh? i get to do it alone and then i might nt get that bored.

-headache strikes again from time to time. but i refrain thinking that it hurts hoping it goes away soon.
-having frequent sore eyes too recently i dont know why but it heals pretty quick so i m alright.
-stomachaches are norms so i just leave it alone.

why is it only 522. why isnt time moving faster? rawh!!!

tamil is getting a little out of hand ! 9 more days till end of IAP. hang on in there!

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Saturday, August 04, 2007


Rah~~

i m bored..

today is kinda screwed..

couldnt really sleep well last night due to my nonstop sneezing..

then when i finally fell asleep it was like 6 already.

then at 8 i woke again cause the mother was yelling at my dumb sister to wake up.

then when i wanna sleep again there is this constant knocking from my neighbour's house..
its kinda noisy.. its like hello its saturday i wanna sleep more please!!
i have been lying on my bed since 2 trying to sleep but the constant knocking is unbearable. its like already 5 now. damn. headache is killing. flu is coming back. even if i m blasting my music frm my shuffle right now i still can hear the kok kok kok~~ arghh!!!

i reckon this will continue for weeks since they cant renovate on weekdays and i dont know why! but arghh... save me my peaceful weekends pls!

i wanna go out but i dont know where to go . damn some one call me out pls.. weekdays.. argh...

tamil is getting stressful. i dont know. argh.. i m getting a little frustrated here. save me. pls!

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Friday, August 03, 2007


i miss the one at yankee company platoon 4 section 1 bed 7 who is currently having his field camp .

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Thursday, August 02, 2007


  1. i miss my superheroboyfriend.
  2. it's the 7th today.
  3. he is going for field camp tommorow.
  4. he wont be bringing his phone cause its not allowed.
  5. he wont be out till wednesday.
  6. i just sneezed.
  7. tamil makes me E.M.O
  8. chicken in a biscuit is salty.
  9. i m wearing the "i love paris" shirt from beijing.
  10. my breakfast is still on the table.
  11. i just sent in my weekly report for week 9.
  12. its week 10 already 2 more weeks till end of IAP.
  13. theres 2 teddies on my table.
  14. my water bottle is half filled.
  15. i m staring at my report for week 10.
  16. i cant rememeber what i did 2 yrs ago.
  17. i feel dumb typing random stuff.
  18. i m bored.
  19. i m just typing.
  20. i m scared of the tamil teacher.
  21. i lost my appetite.
  22. i dont like flash.
  23. i m tired of being picked at.
  24. i miss my boyfriend alot =((
  25. i feel like sleeping.

its all random. i m bored. i check my blog more then 5 times a day because i m bored. life is kinda boring for now. i hate camps. i dun like bread with toast ham. i like bread with peanut butter and luncheon meat. i feel sad probably because i m bored.

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Wednesday, August 01, 2007


sigh..

timo says my miracle pill is my bf..

and i think so too.. =((

hmm work was ok. just that i got irritated by the work itself cos i cant seem to think logically..

haha.. i m a heart and head person i dont really think logically ..

what ever comes to my head i'll do.. what ever my heart says i'll say.

sigh..

i miss him.

my old friends visits me frequently and i hate them loads..!

they are sadly headache stomachache .. =((

sighh ...

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