Thursday, June 28, 2007




been thinking and thinking and thinking...
i dont seem to get anything .. no answers at all..

dont blame life blame yourself..

bahh.. i feel a little not right today.

they(bible. holy sutra. random living soul. Teachers.PARENTs.) say:
-be nice ppl will be nice to u in return.
-love others. they'll love u in return.
-help others. they'll help u in return.
-study hard. u'll get good results in return.
-work hard. u'll reap good results in return.
-listen to your parents. its only right.
-be a good girl. its only right.
-if u are good all this year.. santa will bring u gifts down ur 0h-so-small chimney. which in my case there isnt any.
-take your vitamins.its only good for yourself.
-eat ur chicken its good for you . u r too skinny.
-veggies are good for health.


i believe in everything. i was good. i listened. i practiced all of the above. i do good deeds. i give up my seats when there are ppl who need it more then me. i help anyone that needs my help like helping a kid stand when they fall blah blah blah.. TEACHERS say that its only right to listen to the adults mainly them and THE PARENTS. they say its only right..

i listen to every damn thing they say. i trust everyone.

BUT WHY dont they tell you

-being too nice ppl take advantage of you?
-trust others too much they'll cheat you?
-vitamins u consume might only contain minimal vitamins the rest are chemicals?
-veggies has pesticides on them u eat u might die?
-chicken was slaughtered tragic-ly dont eat them.
-help ppl they'll step on u to go higher?
-abid the rules u die a boring person.
-love everyone and get hurt in return?
-care for others they might treat u like dirt in return?


WHY WHY WHYYY!!!!!!!

tell me life is like that.
tell me that life isnt rainbows and butterflies.
tell me that if there isnt any bad things u wont treasure the good things happening around you.
tell me that if there arent bad things there wont be good things either cos you'll never know.

thank the holy souls up there in the sky for giving me such a wonderful home.father.mother.sister.brother.boyfriend.

but with every good things there is something bad.


dont blame life.. BLAME MYSELF.
dont blame luck.. BLAME MYSELF.

just why?

















ineedmysuperheroboyfriend NOW!

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007


http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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eyes sparkled at 11:21 PM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007


i've got no inspiration for my animation
i m having BAD headache... cramps... stomachache.. ALLL TOGETHER!

hows that.. damn i m nt feelin well but i dun wanna see the doctor.. and i wan MC!

sigh!!

eyes sparkled at 10:42 AM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007


theres this place ..

where i both..

love..
hate..

like being there..
dread being there..

cant bear to leave..
cant wait to part..

damn whats wrong with me.. i dont know u anymore..
sometimes i dont know whether to listen or just drive the whole damn place crazy..

i just want a little more freedom!
i m nt a damn 5 yr old kid. nt everything you deem right is right. i cant judge too.

sometimes i m just tired.
listening to u and u nt listening to me in return.

and yet for another reason i BLEW UP and now i m slowly BREAKING DOWN..

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eyes sparkled at 11:46 AM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007


yay. i m hungry.

i dont feel like working.


i now crave for new things though my old list have yet to be fulfilled.

1. kovan bak chor mee.
2. punggol nasi lemak and otah with chilli =)
3. hokkien mee
4. char kwey teow
5. mee siam
6. bak kut teh
7. subway cookies.
8. mac terriyaki burger n shaker fries~
9. subway ham and chicken
10. aunty kim's korean food
11. hagen daze ice cream
12. sakae sushi and gyoza
13. hor fun
14. yong tau foo
15. salads~~~
16. amoy street chee cheong fan
17. Laksa
18. Kaki Tamago from school
19. campbell soup..cream of chicken..=)

*newly added*

20. bak kut teh (again)
21. sliced fish bee hoon
22. breadtalk spicy floss bread
23. spicy sotong bbq (best if its frm xidan)
24. bimbimbap
25. spicy chicken soup
26. korean bbq with kimchi wrap
27. choco vanilla lollipop
28. hokkien mee (again)
29. coffee bean choc ice blended
30. starbucks chocolate frappe

crapp all this thinking of what i wanna eat is making me hungryy~~~~~~
bah i think i'll grow FATTER then i already am by the time i completed my list and go on and on and on~~~

random
been surfin for blogskins for quite sometime but nothing seems appealing enough bah!

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Thursday, June 14, 2007


flash8 hypnotise ppl.
in my department.. u'll see most ppl's heads knockin off at a certain period of time but generally after lunch... WHY?

its because FLASH is HYPNOTISE all living things! even the fishes in the fish tanks are tilting sideways.. =D

heehee.. anyway watched both ocean's 13 and Fantastic 4 already..
Ocean 13 was nice... hilarious how 2 guys cry watching the Oprah's show.. and hw they cheated the same guy twice.. and donating 72 mil away to the Oprah's show.. ohh ya and the flexible china guy.. wahaha FUNNY.
(4 out of 5 popcorns)

Fantastic 4 wasnt that Fantastic except for some dumb jokes.. graphics were nt that bad.. but for they guys who read the comics already they said the storyline was completely OUT.. pretty dumb storyline.. so for that....
(1.5 out of 5 popcorns for the corny jokes and nt that bad graphics)

till then..i shall be back =)

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Monday, June 11, 2007


hello blog.

bah.. havent been updating lately...

been back for 2 weeks already.. its starting of the 3 week but i am still a little uncomfortable with my surroundings.

1. being i m back home. i m alittle not used to the noise.
2. the weather is killing.. and i m having splitting headaches like everyday.
3. i miss my friends some how.

china's a really beautiful place. with the nice company.. it makes every second there worthwhile.

i still cannot kick the habit of buying tidbits whenever i see them. it was cultivated way back when i was in beijing.. because there is a need to stock up on food in the room.. else there wont be any when u are hungry late at night. so when i m back in singapore whenever i see tidbits i'll buy them. =)

but now that i am back i need to tune back.. =)
working in MOE is pretty nice.. with the cool lifts and nice surroundings and funny ppl =)
and not to forget nice food.

i m tuning back.. at least i m trying very hard to tune back ..

watched ocean 13 last fri.. pretty nice show.. was funny.. but i dont quite understand the story had to ask him all the time =) and FINALLY i satisfied my cravings for SUBWAY ham and chicken with parmeson oregano lettuce cucumber and honey mustard and subway double chocolate cookies.

sat and sun was a little random.. been watching korean dramas and sleeping all day long.

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Saturday, June 09, 2007


really.tired.

eyes sparkled at 11:05 PM

Friday, June 08, 2007


-tired-
-tired--tired-
-tired--tired--tired-
-tired--tired--tired--tired-
Tired
Tired
Tired
BORED

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Thursday, June 07, 2007


weee..

i m back at office again..
had half a day off to go back to school yesterday for some sharing session..

had fun.. met up with ber ber at queenstown and off we went ALL the way back to NYP.

met sylvia on the way.. haha her hair style changed againn.. she looks more cool now.

and then had dinner at night with kim, kai ,glad, ber , ken2, timo, lucius, yi wei, andy and JAKE beep beep.

had new stuff off my cravings list!!

1. kovan bak chor mee.
2. punggol nasi lemak and otah with chilli =)
3. hokkien mee
4. char kwey teow
5. mee siam
6. bak kut teh
7. subway cookies.
8. mac terriyaki burger n shaker fries~
9. subway ham and chicken
10. aunty kim's korean food
11. hagen daze ice cream
12. sakae sushi and gyoza
13. hor fun
14. yong tau foo
15. salads~~~
16. amoy street chee cheong fan
17. Laksa
18. Kaki Tamago from school
19. campbell soup..cream of chicken..=)


haha though i've cleared some but i have more coming up.
and teddy has new clothes.. haha some one bought sth for teddy. maybe it was bluey the cup on my table now that is having a relationship with it!! =)

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eyes sparkled at 8:36 AM

Wednesday, June 06, 2007


tired..



i m sneezing like mad now..



i think the place here is too dusty..



TIREDDD..



ok to start the day .. CRAP i was damn blur..



probably caused by the serious lack of sleep.



i alighted at commonwealth thinking that i work there.. so i happily got off the train .. went OUT of the mrt station then there is like overheadbridge..



then i turn left then i looked .. then i thought the bridge looks different then i turned right.. then i thought .. eh wrong should turn left.. then when i turn left i saw the church where i'll always pass by if i bring my dumb laptop for servicing.. and i realise shit WRONG stop.

sigh..

eyes sparkled at 8:50 AM

Monday, June 04, 2007


geez.. i m back for say 1 week already..

beginning to adapt back to my normal life.. but i still miss beijing ultimately..

miss living in bitc.. late night movie. last min supper. and the HOTDOGS.

haha ok i have satisfied most of my cravings on saturday =) thanks to him hahaa.. accomodating to all my nonsense!! wahaha

1. kovan bak chor mee.
2. punggol nasi lemak and otah with chilli =)
3. hokkien mee
4. char kwey teow
5. mee siam
6. bak kut teh
7. subway cookies.
8. mac terriyaki burger n shaker fries~
9. subway ham and chicken
10. aunty kim's korean food
11. hagen daze ice cream
12. sakae sushi and gyoza
13. hor fun
14. yong tau foo
15. salads~~~
16. amoy street chee cheong fan
17. Laksa

okie the list is never ending.. but i wan food.. great now i m hungry~
though i ate those food already.. i still want more..

been at moe for a week already.. gees the heaps of work is cominggg!! yikes

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