Saturday, September 30, 2006


weexx!~

okie i m back to blog...
been watchin anime lately haahaa =) BLEACH.. now i m hooked to it .. =)

okie about today..

ohh the POLICE came again today...
this time its my dad that called..
okie there is this bangala standing behind my hse for 3 days i think...
making wierd noise till very late i guess..
then today my maid got scared... cos he kept lookin into our house..
then its like so many days.. then my mum wenta confront him.. she is sucha herione!
ohh ya did i mention she went with an umbrella!!
then my dad followed.. with a broom .. he is another hero!

then slowly the entire kampung ppl came out!!~
wahhh amazing at how fast they came out to see whats happening..
then all the uncle surround tt bangala..
the aunties and the children stayed at our side and look..
cos we were all scared and dare not go over..
then my dad called the police but the bangala ran away when the uncles told him tt they'll call the police...
but the police came like 15 mins later...
then those aunties were like sayin if there were to be some emergency..
somebody might have been killed by the time the police came.. quite true i suppose..
and the police tt came had a really bad attitude.. when asked why they din come earlier.. he said in a kinda rude tone tt they cant be here all the time.. then he rudely commented tt if this were to happen again we shouldnt confront there person and should have called them.. and they would come and investigate.... but u see by the time they came it would be like 15 mins later and the person might have left then wouldnt we be making false report??


gahh the police was RUDE!!

but those aunties later said that we should at least form some squad and like gather when someone blows a whistle or something.. the thought of it was damn hilarious.. and say gather with their weapons like chopper broom bamboos or something..damnn funny i was like laughing.. cos they suspect ther person as in the bangala was trying to aim one some house to break in or something..

scary right... my poor maid oso got scared cos that guy was there for 3 whole nights.. staring at our house.. then the other neighbours also complaint tt they have been seeing that guy for quite sometime.. the uncles even wenta follow that man the other day... damnn funny...

and i told my mum i would buy her a nicer and STRONGER umbrella next time and u know wad she did?? she kicked my butt!!

ohh and the kumpung spirit here at my house is DAMN funny... i cant help but laugh while typing the posts..

my parents are HEROs to me heehee =)

eyes sparkled at 2:09 AM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006


damn!
look at the time !!
its 3.02 am in the morning and i cant slp!~~

oki its not like i have been sleeping early..
but i really wanted to slp early today..

cos just now i was watching some taiwan variety show..
the nutritionist on the show was like saying staying up past 1am in the morning
makes u fat!
not as in it adds on fat on ur body.. as in it doesnt burn the carbohydrates u consume and produce some chemical in your body and too much of those accumulated makes u FAT..

so she says that a person that wants to lose weight or burn fats properly should sleep at an average time before 1am in the morning!!~

but i cant slpp!~~~
i tried to like lie on my bed with all lights off since 1 and i couldnt slpp..
i kept tossing and turning until i decided to come back online!!~

wahaha!~
okie so i m here blogging!~


yay!
okie i seriously realised tt i m too ignorant of the things happening around me!
and its TRUE cos u know why...

i din know tt there was an attempt of suiside outside my house more of opposite..
there were like polices outside my house and i dint know till like today morning and it happened like months ago...

just yesterday there was police again.. cos of the neighbour's maid.. she brought a man home.. and the whole kampung almost everyone was outside and i was downstairs watching tv and i again didnt know!!~

how amazing right!!~

and i realised tt probably the polices hates my "kampung" wahaha.. cos since i shifted here.. the police are like always here every few months.. either the maid's problem or the complain queen at my estate will frequently call them cos of stuff she doesnt like.. but good thing she is gone...

there were like so many hilarious things that happened tt involved the polices and the "kampung" .. how interesting!!~

eyes sparkled at 3:07 AM

Monday, September 25, 2006


damn ..
i think i might just turn into stone any minute!!
damn i m bored!
i have been at home rotting all day!
i havent been doing anything!!!~
i just stare at the lappie or just watch random tv shows!
i m feeling useless!!~
someone introduce me a part time job please!!~
i m turning into stone!!~~~
tell me if there is any job around!!~~~~
i dont mind roadshows..
i wanna work!~
okie i m still rotting!!~

eyes sparkled at 1:52 AM

Saturday, September 23, 2006


i think theres sth wrong with me..
cause i love walking around aimlessly..

wHooo i m getting insane..

just some thoughts..

do angels exist ?
is there karma?
are there good people around?
how high is heaven?
how high is the sky if there is no heaven?
can fortune really be told?
is there really love so strong that you can let it go?


this are some of the stuff i have been thinking randomly.. heehee
see i told you i m going insane..



爱到能够说你不爱她。。
爱到能够放弃他吗?
这是爱的最高境界吗??

爱是个多么复杂的东西呀。。。

世上有神仙吗??

“让 “我 ”替你默默承担所有的痛苦吧。。”
这是真的吗?
会有人愿意那么做吗??
世上有那么好的人吗?
好人还纯在吗?


ps i m not in love.. just watching some drama and thinking if those stuff really exist..

eyes sparkled at 1:21 AM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006


i miss those days..
those days when i keep smsing nonstop..
talking on the phones till like early in the morning..
just purely talking crap..
crap where nothing links..and you'll still get what each other is talkin about..
just pure words that dont link at all and yet feel happy while talkin..

damn i miss those days..

i miss ppl i met in my secondary school days..
i miss running around aimlessly ..
i miss volunteering to wipe the board just because i was too tired and needed to walk around...
i miss hearing the recess bell and dashing down for recess to help ppl to get their food..
i miss siglap's siew mai with chilli..
i miss the mee rebus there..
i miss the uncle asking me " same drink ah?" "crysenthemem tea?"
i miss rajan saying "you're stupid i tell you"
i miss miss yong saying "you people ought to be shot"
i miss 4g..
i miss life in siglap..

i miss going to tuition at mavis..
i miss buying chocolates and candies and passing them behind..=)
i miss waiting for the buses...
i miss running around while waiting for the bus...
i miss buying candies at 7 eleven there..

darn i miss my life then..
too think i wish tt i would quickly just graduate and leave tt darn place (siglap) then..
okie i was dumb!
but i miss those days.. =)

eyes sparkled at 10:09 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006


gahh..
the internet is killing me!!~
damn the lousy modem!!~
weex anyway i have been watching dvds to kill my time since the day my modem is spoiled!!
i finished 3 dramas hehee
1. Bad family =)
2. Great Inheritance
3. Gokusen 2 =)
wahaha all 3 shows were very nice... fantastic especially [Gokusen 2] nice nice.. heehee
bahh i think i m getting sick! damn..
headache for the past few days and soar throat..
bad bad..
20th is coming ..
ahhhhh results!!!!
been rotting at home also.. grrk..
boredom is killing me again...
but now all i can think of is results..
yikes!!~

eyes sparkled at 10:25 PM

Saturday, September 16, 2006


damn...

of all the time..

my modem is spoiled!!!

NOW!!

its the H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S--!-------!!

i cant come online!! unless i hog on to some unsecure network..
which i m guilty of doing now!!!

damn wads wrong with the stupid internet..

first it was msn....
then it was the unstable internet..
NOW the stupid modem has to yell at me and say that its infected with a blaster type virus..

damnnn wad the hell is that..

bahnanananaSSsSSSsSSssSSs..

damn i m irritated.. with unstable internet connections!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

































i m bloody S-A-D!!! =(

eyes sparkled at 2:58 PM

Thursday, September 14, 2006


bernanadine wants me to blog..

i dont know wheres my mood anymore!!!!

i have got no mood to watch my dvds that are piling on the shelf..

i m an lazy ass as everyone knows.. and u know wad

i told my maid i will pack the storeroom with her..

and clear my roomm..

and the cupboard..

see i m getting wierd....

okie i m hungryyyy i m craving for korean food... and sashimi...

can someone date me to eat korean food???? wahahaaa

okie i m talking nonsense...

results are gonna be out soon... i think its the main reason i m feeling so WIERD!!

bahhhh..

i feel uselesss not doing anything and sleeping whole dayy...

bern told me to blog and she wenta watch DVD!!!!!!

bern is baD!!

eyes sparkled at 1:16 AM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006


-roars-
at all the lousy guys tt hurt my pretty girlfriends in one way or another!!
u guys suck!!

read ema darling blogs just now and i'll provide u the water guns ya? =)
dont cry my friend some ppl are nt worth it..


-smile-=)

ok..
today got a call from nurul early in the morning i dont know wad time ... but i wasnt awake yet so its early!
anyway.. she wanted me to company her out to get clothes!
why?
cos she is going out with her bf to watch a play... forbidden city to be exact..
anyway.. she is dressing up..
and she is uber fickle minded sooooooo much worst then me when she told me bout the ikea incident when she spent like 5hrs getting stuff and decide not to buy them in the end! my goodness 5hrs. if i were ur mum i might have killed u..=X

anyway i realised how lucky i was..
to have a bloody simple brain..
to have a dad that loves me..
a mum to poke fun at me 24/7
to have enough money to spend..
to nt hv toooooooooo complicated things to bother bout =)

and damn the uber-eekk-look-down-on-ppl worker at dbs..
poor attitude ..
yuck i hate promotors who stop u and make u annoyed in the end...bahhh
-sprays water using my uber water gun-


wenta ljs after that cause nurul was hungry..
wenta walk around for the handbag thingie that nurul is looking for...
she saw the one that she adores soooo much at mango.. but she is on a tight budget...
so i lend her some money =)

bf just makes the girlfriend soooo crazy..
they dress up for them...
shoppp like mad for them...
just to let ppl know that their bf has a pretty girl..
and some guys just has to break their hearts...
-shoots them again-

until the day that i understand... guys tt hurt my darlings still ought to be shot!

damn travelling back there makes me miss those siglap days...
i miss everyone there..ALOT...

eyes sparkled at 6:49 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006


grrrk!!
just when i thought i m not angry any more she just have to freakin scream again...
sometimes i just donno wad the freakin hell is she thinking about...
if she cares so much about what ppl think of her...
then why the hell must she scream to further tarnish her image...
i dont know wad the hell am i arguing with her for...
its always because of them i argue with her..
i dont know why the hell does she like to scream so much...
so proud of her loud voice...
damn it i m annoyed...
sometimes i dont know what i'll do without her...
but sometimes i just dread seeing her..
i hate it when she screams...
i dont know how the hell did i manage to put up with her all these years...
everytime my frend ask me wads wrong..
i'll tell him i quarelled with her again.. and
he'll be like .."wah forever one leh.."
i dont know how the hell i manage to tell myself everytime after a quarrel tt
tomorrow will be a better day..
tomorrow will be fine..
tomorrow it'll be gone...
damn i need to go out.. i need some fresh air but darn.. i so freaking reluctant to move.. so i just hide behind closed doors in my room.. everytime someone tells me...
i seriously envy ur life i wanna live ur life..
i'll tell them think twice.. it isnt as fantastic as it seems..
cos who wants to exchange their freedom with strict parents?
tell me i get to get what i want..
take the plane like taking mrt..
maybe to you all it might be just minor problems..
but to me its taking up a big bloody part of my
monotoneous life...
damn..
dont evny me because i dont have any relationship problems...
i got my own other problems..
and i freaking hate all these problems just as much as u ppl hate bad relationships...
damn i m talking nonsense..
i need a break...
i need my freedom...
i hate the screaming..........
would you ever even stop....
i m not a kid anymore...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
just understand me and stop it will ya?
.
.
.
.
.
.
please.


eyes sparkled at 6:27 PM

Saturday, September 09, 2006


wooo..
okie i m back frm my 5 day trip..=)
wanted to blog bout the trip few days ago..
but i was damn lazy... and i still am ..
but disney land's hollywood hotel was OMG pretty!!
its soooooooo nice la.. heehee
i shall post pictures when i got the mood..
and i did quite a bit of shopping!! woots!!
dont know wads wrong with me .. so totally "moodless" or shall i say moody..
i got no mood to do anything.. nt even my fave past time .. watchin dvds..
i m sooo tired!
not really doing any thing!
damn!
i m wasting my life away like no one's business.. anyway its no ones business..
baaa i m talking crap!
i m just blogging for the sake of blogging cos i m obligated too blog daily..
okie i m bored!!!!
i wanna have my mood back!!!
exercise? wahaha no way i m a lazy ass..
bahnanaas i wanna eat chocolate cake.. those uber sweet ones'
how i wish i had them now..
=( =(

eyes sparkled at 10:21 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006


-deleted-

i m sorry... but would you even know...

idontseeanyonethere..idont..atall..

eyes sparkled at 10:54 PM

Saturday, September 02, 2006


Lee Dong Gun!
he is handsome rite!?!?
i dont care ..
he is!!!
look at his smile ..
drop dead gorgeous rite!!!
*roars*
though he has got eye bags but he is hot!
cos i say so!!!!
lalalala!!
he is hot!!
ok i m mad..
cause i just finished watchin another drama
-=[smile again]=-
by him
=)
i m addicted to korean dramas!!
and this is nt good..
i think i'll like watch all holiday!!
woots!

till then i shall blog again ...



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