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Saturday, April 30, 2005
bOred!!!~ i m boreD i m tireD i wan nEW sKin!!!!! but i cant finD them!!! ahhhh!!!!!!! eyes sparkled at 10:36 PM Friday, April 29, 2005
okie i m back frm miA cos i PAInteD 2 walls of my room!!! yes i painted haha....ok lah together with my maid she did more heehee,.... therfore i got the modem... hahah okie past few days i was reading the Da Vini coDe... niCEE!!` haven't finished yet but i read quite alot in 2 nites..heehee yeah i only read at nite... like bed time story wierd rite i read till 4am the other day haha.. okie today i was on an excursion withe the KiDs yeah with lil kids.... CooL rite haha they are like 3+ to 5 ahhhh love them alot though some of them were like erh... NOiSy and reaLLy noisy i still like them alot... wonderin why i was there?? my kindergarden teacher who is now the principal needed help for the excursion then she tot of my mum cos she is super nice to kids and loves kids alot but my mum was busy then she recomanded lazy mi.. then Mrs AnG the principal..my teacher was like super enthusiatic according to my mother to let mi go... okie since i only rot at home why not do something meaningful... so i went to PAP early this morning like 830... okie then i was introduced as teacher felicia.... Cool rite first i was a multi tasker at maybank now i m a TEACHER at PAP.... how cools tt... haha okie i felt wierd at first so i juz stood there... haha then they started singing rhymes... i din sing along cos i din know them.... i love nursery rhymes... all shuld know i sing twinkle twinkle lil stars and baa baa black sheep in class.. and incy wincy spider... in class yes in siglap.. ok i m nuts but nvm... i stood infrt of the class but din do anything.. and they were whining... i saw mi... yes mi the lil girl tt i used to be...mi with the poney tails... hahah ok enuff until the bus came... haha okie then every one boarded the bus.... the kids started singing all frm my class only omG... they are so hyper...... but kaWaii!!~ then first stop was the goat farm... haha STINKS i tell u... the mama goat is doe tt all i learn and the goats are smelly!!! okie then the kids had a chance to feed the goats.... they guy gave me 2 pax of weeds and i had to give out to the kids... they were so enthusiastic... so cute... but they keep complaining tt they were hot... bad weather... then then next stop was to the vegetable farm which was like erm stupid sun tanning again .. and i din even listen to wad the farmer had to say i juz walked with lil nicole holding on to my hand... she is really adorable... i love kerine best she is going 4 and she is adorable with the lil barbie face... i took loads of photos of them but i dun have the infra red thingie in my comp... so i shall post it till my lappie comes.. hahaha.. i had video of them singing oso ok..... i sang with them on my way back cos they were tooooooo cute... haha... love them loads but it was indeed tiring.... eyes sparkled at 11:06 PM Tuesday, April 26, 2005
hey ppL... i m BACK from MiA!!~ haHa... its been long since u ppl heard from me right?? haha here i m back in action again... oki lah actualli i only din have the modem for the pass 2 days... the other days was cause i was curing the comp frm virus and erm din not had mood to blog... so now i m back againn haha sat i was sick ...down with diahoerea...(gastric problems) my mum says my stomach is spoiled... sun i was daddy's girl again.. haha i went to watch the interpreter with daddy cos he was bored at home... the movie was nice juz tt i din like the ending cos nicole kidman and the guy din end up together... the show was about keeping peace and ppl restorting to all ways to maintain peace and y they thing only violence can help them...yah..like the plot anyway thrillin..heehee... dunno why.. at night i was bored then i smsed to disturb ppl... JARED says i mux thank him for letting mi disturb him lah..but he had to work so din disturb him till too late like 12+.. after tt i juz tossed and turn till i fell asleep at 1 or 2...THAnk U jaREd!!~ monDay i was rotting at home as usual... tv food and so on... onli thing is tt i din have the modem.. so i culdnt come online... then i sms alot of ppl... but only 2 replied.. haha but bk kept mi company till i fell asleep haha thank u!!! u and ur brilliant idea of lettin mi wait for ur reply until i fall asleep it worked...hahahaha okie to day went out with nurUL daRLin and ViCtArrr GOHhh..... hahaha okie i was late supposed to meet her at 2 but i was at home then... hahah met her at 220 like tt sorry girl i run ok..... but then the train was slow... hahaa okie victor was lATER he met us like at 3.. hahaha...we of course went shopping first... nuruL is a SHOPAHOLIC she is mad she spent so muchh lor... peRfuMe.. bAG.. belts.. i cant remember but she spend so much... haha... but simply lovE her ... victor was so POOR THING he was carrying nuruls stuff the whole time.. i like his Shirt!!~ niCe.. haha and we kept hogging on him so he can carry the stuffs for us..haha.... i bought a skirt ... i likE so pretty lucky nurul force mi to buy it... haha i wuld have regretted.. hahaha ... go shopping again okie... and then victor left to play game with his pals then i and nurul headed down to Tampines MALL... haha the place changed alot lah ..haha i bought the da VinCi coDe.. haaha bk review after i read okie... hahahaha...bought a comb oso and ya.. nth much.. but i felt i spent alot thou.... 3 of us are best shoppin partners.. hahaha we got the SPENDER ...the CarriER and the one tt gives opininons ahaha nice rite... hahahaha NURUL IS MY LUCKY CHARM... hahah she wants mi to put it hahaha... eyes sparkled at 11:30 PM Friday, April 22, 2005
ahhhhh i m bored again!!!1 today went to nyp to hand in my enrolment package...heehee then went to paragon with my aunty mummy and daddy to see this chinese english physician haha... my mum has this problem with her finger...she says its very painful and her nails are nt growin properly too... okie then after tt come home le... take taxi samore... so borin then wanted to change my blog skin but it keeps going haywire once i put my tagboard html code... so forget it... use this on first.... heeheee i m still bored!!~ eyes sparkled at 9:46 PM arghhh its been days since i post.... okie guess wad i m bored again.... wenta rebond my hair again... sat in the damn salon for 5hrs plus cos my mum started her hair cut and colouring first... SLOW process.... arghhh ... was so bored there.... kept yawning and felt like fallin asleep but i din slp... i dun like to fall asleep at places besides home... okie juz now i did something stupid... wahahah... i became a paparazzi... for juz 15 mins... whahah... guess who i checked up on.. haha my brother...!!!! kat was so curious about my brother she wanted to know how he looks like and the way his gf looks since i blog abt the amazing entry abt my brother she found it so funny and became curious... so she went to my friendster and look up abt my bro... ahaha.. then i became curious too... so i went to... then i was like lookin for his gf. and all his friends's friendster... then i showed kat his current gf and his ex gf.... we came up with a conclusion.... all NOT PRETTY~~~~ hahaha... nt tt we r very pretty... juz tt kat thinks we both look better... haha so u all can imagine.... hahaha so funny lor like spies searching ups on my brother's history... funny thing is tt KATHERINE heng started it de... muhahaha... being his sister i became curious too so i look up for more lor... hahah then tell kat... hahahah wad an evil sister... but nvm ..he will get a pretty gf someday... hahahah... eyes sparkled at 12:50 AM Tuesday, April 19, 2005
gwEEee i m back from MIA again!!~ hahah this time its 4 dayS... haha i m either without the modem or my mum is using the comp... anyway yesterday was a day of erm... waiting?? morning companied cindy to tP to collect her enrolment package wich was shockingly lost in the mail.... juz like mine... ok then waited so long ok... i kept sneezing cos the aircon so cold... haha then finaly got it le then the person say she mux hand in by 19th which is today which leaves like 1 day for her to finish her stuff.. then she got realli worried then we rushed down to SATA at changi for the body check up... haha wanted to go sch first but tot tt maybe sata might have to wait very long then dun wan to go sch first... okie the check up was ok... din wait tt long but wierd thing is that i finish all my check up and cindy not yet even started.... muhahaha so funny lor my no. was like 188 then her one is 190 then her one wait until no. 200++ go in liao then her turn... haha the doctor dun like her... hahah... then guess wad i lost weight i lost 3kg and shrinked 1 cm... but the height one was not accurate cos she put the height thingie only near my forehead and not the top of my head... but nvm... the good thing is tt i lost weight!!!!!! hahha wanna know how i lose weight??? hahah its stupid i tell u i was telling cindy.. haha then we were laughing... okie here goes... 1) sleep super late like 2am in the morning... 2) wake up super late like 11+am to 12 noon 3) skip breakfast take lunch... hahaha which make it brunch... 4) crouch in front of the tv the whole day!!~ 5) then take dinner and the cycle continues..... yayay!!! ttz how i lost 3kg... hahah madness.... haha nurul how did u grow taller by 3 cm???? whahahah okie then i went to school cos i needed my cca cert for my enrolment... then cindy followed too juz in case she needed it... heehee...... when to the office to realise tt mr RAYMOND chan was in a meeting... haha then the office WOMEN say we need to fill up this file then ok fine... then she called us fill up in the column "COMPANY"S NAME" sayin tt we wanna see mr chan... then jokingly i said " huh like tat shuld put purpose mah..." then cindy also jokingly said tt " haha later we go tell mr chan tt his company name is see mr chan" then the mad women started to blow her top and say we r critising her... what the heLL i think u r seriously having menopause... and suffering frm mental BREAKDOWN!!~ freak u it was juz a joke and we werent critising u old women... maybe she culdnt stand ppl being happy and is jealoused tt ppl can laugh freak u!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okie enough bout her.... she mad my whole trip back to sch so idiotic... grhhh okie then went to mac after tt ...yummy so long nv eat at whitesands... hahaha okie a bout today !!!!!!! my "HANDSOME" brother has a gF.... guess wad he started having gf since he was p5... my god!!! hahaha i m goin 17 and i m nt attached... wakaka the funny part is nt here yet today after tuition his gf for the 1st day went to meet him and he brought her to see our house after his tuition.... ok but they din come in to the house .. they juz walk past the house... and my worried mother was wondering how come my bro is not back yet and she juz nice open the door and guess wad she said "Isnt tt my son??!?~" so loud tt my brother walkin pass the house to the mrt station with his gf heard it.... wahhahahah then he told the girl walk straight turn left turn right and walk straight again and u will see the mrt and he immediatly run home.... my mother was laughing like mad u know and she tole mi my sis my maid and my dad... and my cute lil brother said this " i m damn suay... first time only leh" wahahahahah i was laughing like hell when i heard it... hahah!!~ so funny first time first day he kena caught...... and the funny thing is tt every time he hs gf mum will sure knoe it.... eyes sparkled at 11:30 PM Friday, April 15, 2005
gWEeeE!!~ i m baCk.. eh frm the last pist again haha .. piggy mi woke up at 11am today... heehee then eat "wang wang" for breakfast... haha then watch tv...... until like 2 plus then had my lunch...nasi lemak... then watch tv again until 5 ... u see at the rate i m watching the tv my eyes will pop out sooner or later... hahaha... then wenta bathe... then go out watch the movie sahara with my dad... yup its a daddy and daughter day.... the movie was hilarious.... realli shuld watch if u like comedies... heehee.. so funny i tell u... my dad is stressed out with work so i companied him to destress.... see i m sucha good daughter.... muhahaha!!~ i m mad.. okie nothing much to write about except tt i m sleeping earlier and earlier this days cos life is sooo boring...i have got nothing to do but watch tv... * junting u r sooo dead i tell u ... one more word frm u to ask mi to meet guys u will be struck by lightning and erm... the stray dogs and cats will chase aftter you !!!! crows will poop on ur head and erm... ants will chase u too... muhahah aint i evil i think i m... hahaha * 4g ppl..... i miss u all so damn much.... eyes sparkled at 10:59 PM Thursday, April 14, 2005
Hmm.m..m today is a boring day!!1 i had stiff neck... now its still aching.... haiz... okie dad got mi a new phone.. havent got to adapt to it since i used the samsung phone for quite long... and the settings and all looks alien to mi... okie then i watch tv the whole day din go for the medical check up... cos i nv like to go for check ups... its irritating and i dun like the thot of having check ups... having a bad ulcer ...so painful... shuLd i go for a rebonding again??? hmmm... let me think about it again!!~ i dunno wad to update more about since i m leading sucha boring life... so bear with mi!!~ i still hate nurul for forgetting about me for their outing...muhahaha!!~!~! eyes sparkled at 10:49 PM Wednesday, April 13, 2005
yay i got my package!! i m happy!!~ haha okie the other things next day then say!! eyes sparkled at 11:54 PM Tuesday, April 12, 2005
why is life so unfair??? why some ppl wait their whole life and nv recieve it... but some ppl dun wan it but it comes their way.... ppl nv tresure wad they have... my god i m getting mad waiting... why does it always have to be mi??? freak it.... i hate waiting....... i m not patient at all !!! i dun wanna wait why isnt the postman delivering my package!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahrrrhhhhh i hate the postman!!!!!!!! he was late today and he din deliver my package.... even siti got hers.... where is mine?!!!!! i hate the postman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eyes sparkled at 3:41 PM Monday, April 11, 2005
heeLLOOo ppl... i m back... from ??? eh my last post.. okie i m bored!~ as usual... okie let mi see wad i did today... okie i woke up at 11 30 today... muhaha piggy mi i think i slp for almost 12 hrs...=x i was sick,.... and now i have headache... okie then i went to watch tv... its so boring nothing to watch,... then my lil sister's school teacher called..... then say my sister sick need to go home......... argh... she always says she wanna vomit... wads new... haiz.. then my mum force mi to go sch with her... to fetch the lil monster.... who dont appear to be sick at all!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhh.... my god she is jumping away... my god do i hate my sister...not.. reach the sch which i never went for so many years..ok there is damn security aunty... she dun let mi go in at all... wad the heck.. and then i say my mum sprain her back then cannot carry my sisters bag... like wad the hell we sign our name liao then she say we r not related to the girl... freaK u.. i leave my comfy home juz to pick my "sick" sister and y say i m not her sister... do i look like a kidnapper... wad the heck... kidnappers bring strings and tape to tape the kids mouth but look at mi i bring umbrella and my handphone.......... argh mad!!! hey i m kidnapping my sister!!~ irritating!!~!~!~!~! okie then i got this long lost frend tt suddenly cum to mi on msn then ask mi alot of weird weird thing.. then its for survey.... cannt stand but i answered.... i feel tt i m being stupid but nvm... answer liao... then got so bored keep playin game then when cycling again!!~ hahaha.... bored mah got exercise with my mei mei better then rot at home rite??? eyes sparkled at 5:39 PM Sunday, April 10, 2005
i m bored!!~ so i think i shuld blog again!!~ before everyone tt i talk to die !! hahah okie i went cycling with the kid juz now... hahah long time since i exercised.... cool u know... hahaha ... sweat quite a bit... but it was fun challenging with the kid... muhahah she was so slow... hahaha nut some times she is fast... but its fun!! officially i contracted the FLU virus... i m dying of flu!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh oki i m nonsense.. but i m sneezing and sniffinf nonstop... that is irritataing... i m bored!!~ and oso angry cos i m sick!!~ argh... i wan buy the nokia hP!!~ that 7270... i m dying for dat.. when can it be mine??? gahhhhh.... i m drooling everytime i see tt phone... sigh.... i m bored... wad can i doo..? the games i play is boring the shit outta mi... bloghopped so many zillion times... its boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I M SICK!!!!!!!!! eyes sparkled at 11:56 PM heLLo.. i m back blogging again!!~ ahhhh gueSS wad i m sick!!~ i m sneezing nonstop since morning!!!! cannot stand it......... argh i m bored!!~ i cant stand staying at home... but sometimes i juz dun want to go out... ahhh i m so contradicting...how mad m i.... VerY??! i think sooo... okie i m longing for changes but i m always so not willin to take to first step its so stupid rite.... argh... its juz tt it so hard to take the first step... like going out more often... changing me ... the whole mi... argh i m nonsense i dunno wad the heck i m doing... maybe cos i m sick and i do nothing but watch tv all day makes my mind go sloW!!~ hmm... i wanna exercise but i m laZY!!~ see how contradicting i m... till then...tata!~!~ eyes sparkled at 1:40 PM Friday, April 08, 2005
bwahahha!!~ i m baCk all set... change with a neW skin... cute rite!!` haha look like zoombie but nvm... ppl comment on the new skin again k... haha okie beat and khadijah was like wishing mi good luck and enjoy my holidays juz now...cos they say nyp starting sch and i was like.......... muhahaha beat my sch starts end may u know... but then i think there is a possibilty of school starting since i have NOT recieve my enrolment letter yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh later the mail get lost in the post office how??? or maybe some postmen deliver it to the wrong house how?? maybe the ppl miss out my name and never send to my house how?????????? ahhhh so scary... there is like so many maybe(S) ...oh my god... i m panicking...ahhh okie back to being the calm me... oki... today i din do much... watch tv as usual... but todays lunch was kFC!!~ yay!!~ i have been craving for kfc like sooooo lonngg...muhahha and finally i got to eat it... ok i sound like a monster but hu cares!!~ heehee...okie then watch the show angels in mission... ahh the ending was bad.... i din like the ending... its sorta stupid... like it started with 3 then in the middle they had pairs.. and thenin the end was like 3 again... they shld like end up getting married all at the same time... yah 3 pairs..... but nvm i m nt the directoR but its my mouth and i say wad i like...muhahah,... i like happy and sweet endings!~ you cant blame mi commenting... blog till here... oh yah today is liyas bdaE happy sweet 17th girL...... miss ya... eyes sparkled at 10:26 PM Wednesday, April 06, 2005
gaRHHhHh... everytime i wanna slp more there will be idiotiC ppl with no brAins at all tt wanna caLL its like 8am in the morning and u are like CaLLing non stop wad the heLL do u wan with my mum.. wanna go market GO on ur owN!!!! call one time no anSwer then dun caLL idiot!!! argh.. irritating ppl juz have to call and call and calll until some one wakes up to answer the phone... it has been like tt since last week i cannot stand it......... isnt it a nice day to slp a lil longER.. grhhh mad aunties... okie anyway like i said i woke up super early today cos of contineous phone calls frm different ppl... why muz they all call at that time.............okie had tuna bread for breakfast...mMMMM yummy... okie then i was off to watch tV...then 2 plus went out with my mum to collect the photos.. i m damn ugly!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh... okie then...on the way back i was admiring the houses along the way back... so beautiful man....... arghh i wish i can own one like tt... ahhh dream on girl!!! okie then i was browsing throug friendster..... then i realised so many ppl was attached or got attached..... see tt look on my face?? its like this (-_-")("-_-) see wad i mean!!!!!!! i know wad u wanna say again nuruL... gEt a life get into poly BoyfriendLESs... yah...way cool....thats the girl power...(-_-") eyes sparkled at 11:37 PM Tuesday, April 05, 2005
ahhh i m bored... and i bored until very very angry......... okie i finished the ruLe of four... the book i was reading.... okie i promised a book review i know dis will be boring but cant u find something more interesting for mi to blog abt??? no?!?! then shut up and read ...muhahaha.... i sound like some idiot english teacher... okie here goes...the book rule of four is about a book... yup a 500 years old book that ancient scholers have been trying to understand.... and the book name is "hypnerotomachia" (wierd name rite? i oso dunno how to pronounce) okie then about tom's father and 2 other friends studying the book.. then after some incident they split up and decide to study their book individually... tom hated the book caus his father was so absorbed into the book that he neglect the family until one day his father met with an accident and die... but tt time his father wrote a big abt the hypernerotomachia... named "balladonna..." then this book tt brought paul and tom together and paul is abt to do a thesis on the book "hypnerotomachia" then paul met with 2 other guy... then the story begins... about all 4 guys with different characters studying in princeton living under one roof... paul and tom became best of friend as they studied the book... tom then begins understand why his father was so engrossed in the book... then they found out the rule of 4 ... the codes and way that actually has a message the author really wanted a true scholar to find... some one knowlegable.. then during all these there were distractions.. like toms gf kate and arguments whether the book was about a guys love for another women or some mathematical theories instilled with violance.. and torture... that another professor claims the book to be.. then greed aroused... vincent taff..paul's professor and his other partner wanted to steal the thesis and claim it as thiers.. how murders happened.. and taDAH u got the booK!!! muhahahah look at my book review great rite... the english is a lil chim and some parts a lil hard to understand... but overall the book is niCE... okie back to wadhappened today... i wanted to cook maggie for lunch and i opened the bottom cabinet then there is this lizard tt jumped one to my hand u dunn how disgusting it is lor........ dumbass i was screaming like heLL!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh er xin si le... as in so disgusting!!!!!!!!! okie i think the entry is long enough... bye bye... eyes sparkled at 11:34 PM Monday, April 04, 2005
OH dEMAnD KAT hEnG ask mi to update when she herself never updatE!!~ so unfair rite.... DEMANDING ...haha but nvm she is my friend mah.. hoR kat? anyway let mi recall wad happened yesterday.... morning went to bai bai as in pray lah... cos its ching ming... then gotta pray then my aunty came to fetch us late so we were late and we were stuck in the jam for 1.5 hrs.... how great is tt.... and then i missed the outing with pinky cos i slpt at 330 am and i woke up at nine...then reAch home soo late so din go... i guess she muz be real mad with mi... haha... okie then i slept through out the afternoon...(on sun) until 630 i woke up... haha then eat dinner then watch tV... then chat then all slp liao then i go read book......... -------------------------------------end of sunday------------------------------------------------------ okie then today rite... woke up at 11 cos slp at 230 then raining so nice to slp... muhaha... but the mother woke mi up.... duh.. my beauty slp... had the wierdest dreams of all which is like soooo wierd.......nvm nt talk abt it cos its wierd!!~ muhahaha... okie then chatted awhile online until 340 like that then wenta bathe... then go out.... met bk and aLbong at PAVillioN.... my god i nv stepped in there b4 i swear... then watch them play pool i m a gd girl i din learn... hahaha... tempted to learn but the book was more interesting.. haha then they were like scoldin me cos i was reading.. hahah wad the heck... haha okie then went to arcade to wait for the ppL... gagagaga!!!! they were laTE... rendall was golden monkey... hahaha he had golden hair... okie.. then the rest came... JLO was late.... met joo and her guy at the arcade.. then i accidentally kicked my own toe then it was bleeding.. alot man... scary but no one noticed... they too engrossed liao in chats and games... but good thou it was disgusting... hahah... lucky i had wet tissue... it saved mi,, haha... the house of fury was nice... very comical... talkin abt parent children relationships and communication in a very comical way... i dun think most of them know wad the story was abt except for the comical parts and the fighting... haha... nicE... realli...then in the theater was so freakin cold... and then i bought the popcorn like nv eat then the drink oso nv drink waste money ahhhh.. haha okie then we went to KaLLang to eaT hoW amazing rite... all the way frm tMall... hhaah okie then we ate char kway teow... i shared with peishi.. then they eat alot lor.. haha satay.. chickenwings... the oyster thingie.. and erm lots of sugar cane drink... then thewhole time through dinner was so funny... they were like shotting each other with sarcastic remarks... especially jLo and keeyong... daMn funnY... haha.. ok then they had extra money lor then they buy 3 more cup of sugar cane drink... then jLo and keeyong playin sicssors paper stone who lost drink the 3 cups.. then in the end keeyong lose lor then he drink 2 cups + one he buy himself then the other cup is jLo and bk share cos they were thirsty.... they really water bucket drink alot ahhhh...... okie then we all went home the reat went ky hse play mahjong... haha... mad lah.. but i had a greaT timE!!! eyes sparkled at 1:44 PM Sunday, April 03, 2005
i wanna learn akido!!! or maybe judo its like so cool right... fighting... haha mi feLicia LiOw fighting yay!! hahaha feLi fighting how cool is tt okie i m mad... okie one min i m devastated the next min i m hyper... okir those ppl came to do the curtains at our house today hahah love them... very nice... the white thing reminds mi of fairytales... haha i feel like a prncess... okie then morning when for picture takin session then erm... my dAD FORCED mi to cut my hair!!!!! i feel so ugly!!!!!!!! i dun care i m gonna do something to it... dye rebond wadever not like tt.. its so ugly!!!!! wenta sch with nuruL ytd...was april fool.. haha met ah tan huay hong.. still as cold as ever... april full reminds mi of last yr when 4g and 4h swopped classes ... ans miss wee juz continued teaching... cool rite... haha miss those days... library was cool...way cool... miss sch alot... but we were bored... we talked alot of rubbish in canteen.. then left to whitesands... bought darling a pressie... hahah... hope she likes it.. then went to the library... FELI in the library.. haha cool rite... i nv stepped into any library for like 1 yr then almost everybook tt we took out had someone dying in it... muhahhaha so cool rite....... hahah mi and nurul were like laughing cos it so "evil" hahah... miss her alot man!!! hahahaha.......i miss 4g....... the canteen... the stairs the staffroom and most of all the foyer........ and RAJAN!!!! haha... MAKEOVER?!?!~? i'll consider... starting with the hair yay!! eyes sparkled at 12:36 AM Saturday, April 02, 2005
AHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh AaaaaaaaaaaaHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhahhhhhhhhhhhhhahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh aaaAAaAAAaHAHAaHaaHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAahahahahahhaha!!! -nothing- eyes sparkled at 10:25 PM Friday, April 01, 2005
for the freakin third time i m updating......... i m so lost... lost of words ..lost my mind... lost hope...lost...lost..lost... sometimes when i m sad... i wonder if ppl really care... do they know i m there...do they know i dun feel right... juz when i got this lil candle of hope in me light up again... someone muz blow it away.....why why must this kinda thing happen to mi?... when ppl are sad i m always ther for them... but when i m sad they r never there... i always tell myself thats becos i din tell them and they dun know... but... being selfish as humans...i wished tt someone was there... there to know everything... there to tell mi its ok... i dont know wad to do... can i juz dig a hole a bury myself??? i hate it... all i wanted was to be normal...living average lifestyle...not to good not not bad...but this doesn't seem to happen....... it cos when it happens i dont know that happened... cos ......... I cAnt breaTHe.... i CAnT... i m not alright......not at alllll............. eyes sparkled at 11:10 PM WHy... why must all the bad things in the world happen to me... once twice thrice.......wads more coming... juz when i try to forget abt it... then some bad news comes out.......like wad the heLL... why must it be me........ i cant take it anymore........ why mi.....of all the person inthe whole wide world mi!!!!!!!!!! i m begining to hate myself again.......for being stupid not workin hard enough........ why mi.....................i triED i reaLLi did..... kiLL mi.... i dun wan anymore setbacks.......everyone is fine with everything but wad the freakin hell why muz something go wrong.................. wHY!!!!!!!! i dun understand someone tell mi PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!! TELL MI WHY!!!!!!!! eyes sparkled at 7:12 PM okie some times i feel rather lost... i wanna get out of this cage but i never like to take the first step... and if i realli take the first step... usuali its a bad ending.... sometimes i wonder if i really going to be 17 this year... but yeah... i dunno wads the answer... i dun feel like i m up to it yet... feel a lil lost some times... ppl tell mi to rebel and go against the Mother but i always dun wan to... i get loads of reasons... yup then they say tt i m mummy's girl... daddy's girl.... seriously i hate it... but i dun wanna go against them...pEer Pressure eh? then when i say i m bored... stupid tots come up...they'll call mi to get a guy...do a makeover... yeah wadever... i dun feeL like it......... okie i m uttering nonsense again... cos i m bored.. but u cant help it.. i cant go out... theres nothing on tV and theres no one to talk to.... i feel so..LONELY... so unWanted soo useless.. OKIE I m mad juz blabbering nonsense... and yah dun bother.......... HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!!!!!!!! eyes sparkled at 12:02 AM |
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