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Thursday, January 20, 2005
SHit i m maD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m angry at everything and everyonE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate myseLF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!srghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i m maD!!!!!!!!!!!! kiLL MI!!!!!!!!!!! shot mi in my head wake mi up some how!!!!!!!!!!!argh i dunno wads wrong with mi i m like happy for a moment then suddenly i get sad and angry.......... i hate this!!!!!!!!!!! why ain't my life normal......... is this symptoms of mi going maDDDDDDDD?!?!?!! i think i neeD reservations at the metal hospitalllll.........ahhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~ eyes sparkled at 11:17 PM Wednesday, January 19, 2005
a WALK down memory laNE!!~ okie i m officially on leave tODay and i went back to school.......... its so memorable..... i was on the train to pasir ris and i started to like look out of the window.... (in the train la) ok..then i was like thinking about times when i had to take the train throu and fro to sch.......lookin at every building every tree.... i realli miss school alot......i was thinking about times when i have to carry my big heavy bag walkin to the ends of the train so tt i wun have to take the stairs..... i miss ema and joo ting always on the train yakkin away with mi... i miss all of us on the bus critising this particular person and telling each other whos hot and whos not.... when i boarded the bus i went to the same old seat tt i will always seat at... i started thinking abt times when i pinky and pratiwi get stomach aches in the morning.... then we will be blaming the cold weather and the air con.... then when i reached the same old bus stop i started feelin realli excited i was hoppin my way into the school...then i saW chee KEONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he dye his hair.......... he dun have anymore white hairs... its all black !!! mi elfi and rahman were like laughing at him... hahahaha... cos i always notice when he dyes his hair....amazinG!!~ haha then got my eagles... then talked to RAJAN!!!!!!!!! u wuldnt wanna know how much i miss her....................u can go around the world 100 million times and its still goes on.........heehee.... i miss the time she punish us to seat at the foyer.... then telling us to do our daily compo.... do our newspaper cuttin and stuff and we will be chit chatting away........smuggling food in our bags and sharing it with everyone... i miss the days when she is alway checking on wad we eat... askin if we eat fruits and vegetables...telling us tt we need loads of calcium and vitamins...i realli miss those times...... then i miss mdm su alot tooo.................. juz tt we din have time to talk to her.................. she was busy........... wanted to like hug her so badly................cos i miss her alot tooo.................... i miss 4G........ahhhhhhh i m like so gonna cry ........ i realli wanted to cry when i was talkin to mrs rajan........ miss her alot and all the teachers.....the feeling is very different..... it cant be explained.....u never will know it until u realli experienced it........ grad nite was like nothing to us..... we culdnt be bothered u see no one felt a thing..... no one cried..... no one miss anything ...until now then i start missing sch.............. though i hate the colour and all... but i just felt great returning to siglap.... realli..... imiss sch soooooooooooooooooooooo much.... then i was like so unwilling to go when ema and liya wanted to leave....... i still wanted to stay on........ but i cant be there forever lah..... okie mi liya ema and nurul went towning.... then crazy us keep takin pictures....... all of them got new phones.. except mi....... and its so unfair........ we were like so mad....... but i m not tt mad lah..... they were way crazier..... much much more.... okie then walked alot... then at hereen rite slyvester ( the guy frm sg idol) was beside mi and i din see him i was like where did he walk pass.... i dun realli take notice abt things ard mi except for the mad girls... haha tt futher explains why i m still single until noW........ duh.... its sad u see..... everyone around mi is attached now or before but duh i m single since like when i was born........ argh..... im a freak....ok i m not its juz tt i dun realli bothered bout guys in sec sch....... cos i felt tt they are either liars or they are acting... its like hard to tell hus nice and hus not... and good guys are juz slippin away.... ttz kinda sad but..... nvm my good guy will come one day rite.......*crosses fingers tight* oki any way i got cheryl this perfume raulph lauren romance........ its sweet smellin i liked it myself... but dunno whether she likes it anot......... kinda expencive thou but she's my best buddy in sch... but kinda drifted apart since.... but nvm she is still my darling.................. okie todays entry is way too long... and i think no one will read till d end.........but if u realli do thank u so much.......... eyes sparkled at 8:49 PM Tuesday, January 18, 2005
man!!!!!!!!! i love today maN......... okie i hated it in the morning cos i was bored.....................no one to talk to mi and pinky went to the GA room and got chased back.............. ok ttz after luncH......... anyway i m takin leave tml i m going baCK to sCHooL!!~muhahahaha........... then got bossed around by some ppl.........did callin and mailing and photocopying.........then heard some ppl say tt we cant be trusted......... okie guess wad......... i m always thinkin of this someone everytime i pass this station and today i met him............. not tt i m in love but juz kinda wanna see him.............its been like 2 yrSSsssss since i saw him....... yah... he is better lookin now........ not tt he was horrible lookin b4 but he juz looked better with this bright smile... haha... i m maDdddd... okie anyway i was with my dad on the way home... then dunno they got see mi not... duh....nVM... happy enuff to see him thou...heehee eyes sparkled at 9:48 PM Sunday, January 16, 2005
14th day of work was ERm.????i dunno cos i cant remember....... its like few daYS BACK..... but i met SUzie mummy!!!!!!!!! missed her so much and we were like screamin at city hall mRT... so lucky rite i happen to no feel like takin the first train then i waitwed for the next one then i started walkin to the seat at the corner then suzie happen to see mi.........muhahaha.......miss everyone so much.......eSpecially rajaN!! and mDm sU!!! and MDM LEoW SEr LEnG.... ahhhh.... miss you So much......... i miss aLL my darLings......... okie 15th day of work is TotaL SHIT........... tt JJ pair.. is so bloody idiotic and Zak sided them........ duhhhhhhh idiotic i got chased to one bloody corner and tt say i m blockin their way!!!!!!!!freAK those idiotZzzz!!~ okie 16th day of work was fun with all the fun ppl around.... i was like qurrellin with xinen and daniel the whole day lor... then like so fun.......and idiot xinen say i FAt......... then i say he ugLy...very nonsense lor.... haha ...then pinky came..then there is this OLD WOMEN whO i think eRm havinG a MEntaL breaKdown came to me and ask mi wad the fish floss is then i look at her got moustach u knoW........ then told her about the lucky dip cos usually ppl come pointing they will be askin whats the prizes about... then i kena by tt old women....... she say I THINK U R VERY STUPID.....i m askin you wad is this....(refering to the bloody fiSh floSS) argh that BiseXuaL women has moustach and breast...........arghhhhhhhhh monstER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okie anyway.............today was fun lah!!!!!!!!!!! tmL is back to work.......... eyes sparkled at 11:04 PM Wednesday, January 12, 2005
i for goodness sake cried on my 13th day of work.... i cried for nothing.......actually its for something but i m tired of saying....... poLitiCS is the most horriblE thing on earTH... first its among us now is the entire department.........i m tired of all this crAP!!! tATa....i m tired....thanks shannon and xinEn and Pinky for makin mi feel batter.........LovE you guys......oh yah and rahman too... LiFE at woRk is horriblE..... eyes sparkled at 10:44 PM Tuesday, January 11, 2005
11th day of work was roadshoW.... i scare a salesman off...with my nonsense...heehee Salesman: excuse mi miss.. can i juz take a few minutes of ur time mi: erhh.... he: i m here to promote our new perfume... its 89.90 per bottle... he:*applies some on my hand* mi: *snifff sniff* hmm not bad... HE: since u help to sample i shall sell it to u at a discount price at 19.90 mE: wa thts a big difference...but i m workin (was havin my lunch at mac by the way) i cannot buy later ppl say i shoppin he: nvm lah u can hide or sth... ME: heehee i oso promoter leh....but i sellin credit cards u know...? Me: u wanna buy?? hE: haha its ok then bye bye( he ran away loR) Funny fellOW!!~ haha ok today is the 12th day.... BORING as usuaL... pinky was at the roadshow...i was alone in the office...haha....called 39 customers...ok then sms pinky during my free time..she is nonsense lor... haha okie.. then some PoliticaL conflicts in the office...everyone seem to hate each other.... duh...POLITICS~! eyes sparkled at 10:19 PM Sunday, January 09, 2005
I m bored......... Life is like so boring...Everyday I work and after work I come home then I eat then I SLP........Its like so square..... I wan go out but no one wants to go out.... i m bored....... i hate this kinda life....where are u ppl....where are all my frends....have u all forgotten mi somehow..? do u remember tt i exist??? shit i m getting insane....... i hate work ,....my frens forgot mi...i lost contact with my social world.......i dun have it during school time i dun have it now..... i m a lost soul....wondering around....workin like no one cares....i m bored!!! my dear frends where r u... i realli miss you ppl...when then can i get to see u...or maybe u guys are too bz.......argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let mi end with the mess tt i have began with..... I M BORED................. eyes sparkled at 6:47 PM Saturday, January 08, 2005
duh.... 9th day of work is also shit......morning started out lazy.... with bitchy girl bitching with the guys left ( most went for road showS)... then left mi and pinky dunno wanna call not then started calling and calling...heehee... oki then lunch we had to like help shah carry boxes to his car to be sent to the road shows.... then we kena lock outside the office....hahaha... kinda we where banging the door like idiots until amy came to the rescue...heehee... then she said she gonna charge us to open the door next time..... haha then was having bei bei mian (cup noodles) for lunch then amy was like sayin its not healthy....haha but anyway we r tired lah... lazy to go out to have lunch..... okie came back we gotta like help hafeena do packin and stuff then kena loads of paper cut...among 10 fingers 5 got plaster.....then zAk was like laughing like hell...hahah ... ok then some ppl there got special treatment which is like so unFAIR!!~!!~!!~!~ but ...duh they are bitchy so who gives a damn i m leaving in 2 mths time u assheaD!!!! okie 10th day of work is at bugiS!!~ had road show today... FIRST TIME.....haha din realli dare to approach customers at first then like steph say go go.... split up dun go in pairs.....then bo pian no cust means kena scold so had to find lah then first customer bought like 6 cards... wah...so lucky then problems came....heehee... but i settled it quite successfully..heehee.... thank god..u blessed mi.....heehee... ok then came the bitchy girl complaining to the whole wide world tt we stole tt cust when may ask to help explain in chinese....freak u...he wanted to like go away with ur promotion if not for us tellin him bout other cards....he would be pissed off with u and gone with out a card...if u think at u r senior... heLLO i m younger but i came earlier... u see the big boss is young but she is still the big bosS...heLLO... we r same rank u bitch,... dun act like high class when u have got nothing in your freakin head!!!! nth but flirting and bossing around....psycho maniac!!!!! branded so wad ...u r an AIRHEAD!!!!! nvm bout bitchy ppl...they are all around... i feel so much better airing it out here...hehee... love this place so much...heehee... muaCkZZZ to all the nice ppl in the world.... and oso to all who reads my blog... anyway i sold 8 cards today,..... 6 prepaid and 2 credit cards...muhahahah!!! sense of satisfaction here heehee.!!~!~! eyes sparkled at 9:54 PM Thursday, January 06, 2005
duh.......8th day of work is pure shit!!!!!!!!!!!road show shedule was out last min. maY told us we had to pack our own phamplets only last minute.... shit it was like 11 30 tt she told us we need to pack our own stuff... then she said we gotta complete them by 2pm...FReak!! so many lor... we din even know... jAmes say we could use his... then duh.. 12 was lunch came back at 12 30 when lunch supposed to end at 1 pm... duh.... We r hardworkin!!!!!!!! oki fine...then we had to do like so much loR!!!! its really alot and mi and pinky cannot do together...one muz call one muz do the phamplets... shit lah... wad nonsense...teamwork faster lor... then finally they were enlightened and ta duh mi and pink finished like in no time with biG heLp of XIn En...got BangeD by the bloody door so many zillion times today.... and every time the ppl bang the door at mi they say the Freakin same sentence..."eh dun stand behind the door can not....FREAK u lah!!! Wanna open the door dun stand behind the door stand where...... u juz came like 3 days and u r throwing your weight around like big boss.... pREtty so what.........19 so WAD....... does not mean tt u r older u r better.... u r so bitchy....tryin to get into everyones good books... i hate working around with ppl always thinking tt we are xiao mei mei....i cannot stand it lor... its like we r oso workin we r the same rank...why does she get new this new tt and we suppose to have tt and its given to her.....its not like we dont nees it...its a muz have for CSE!!!!! a**... aRGH... i m gettin vulgar here... i shaLL stop before more spouts out...ARGH freak u ppL.... workin world is so much of a difference from schooling........its a kind of hardship tht i cannot endure.......everyday i come back crying for nothing when no one is noticing....... i m REALLy tireD!!!! i hate WoRKIng........!!!!!!!!!FREAK u ppL!!~ eyes sparkled at 9:52 PM Wednesday, January 05, 2005
swiSh swaSh!!~ i m baCk again Frm work!!~haha today was kinda ok... steph was on leave... work was a little messy.... was raining heavily this morning...then very cold lor...then was like so slpy....then reach office realli early... then seat there lor cos the office door not opened... heehee... like gong gong like tt... ok callin was fine today.... straight and direct customers today... so nice...hahaha..ok i finally got an application today and its being approved... and my first 15 point... muhaha... kinda happy..sad tt pinky's first application got rejected...they were jokin tt the guy got bankrupt...but hope ur second one gets through...okie...then at work we had this lame pairing up thing tt is very funny... Janna the new girl was like makin fun of mi pinky and James... haha yesterday we were makin fun of hui han and xin en... cos they hardly talk...then janna says tt james is always behinde mi and pinky whenever he is around...then she was like pokin fun of mi....duh..... he is so not interested realli i can gurantee.... ok lunch was only with mi and pinky... i din realise tt nasi lemak was so hard to eat until today... indian crackers was nice...yum yum.. went back with pinky and james came along... met bk half way who totally spoil my image cos he said i was a bad girl at sch...and i tell u lor i m good...i never break any rules before...except for like eating in class...SWEETS are the temptationS!!~ yummiLiciouS....okie bk i hate you...u r such an idiot... and i m still ur older god sister and u treat mi like tt ...u r dead meat!!!!!!! eyes sparkled at 10:14 PM Tuesday, January 04, 2005
tadah.... i m back frm work again (obviously)...okie for the 7th day of work...hMmm...kinda slack cos they din want us to rush like hell cos we always get customers callin back and us askin who the hell they are and running through our lis frantically lookin for their names....duh.... muz find mah then know the darn rates...promote wrong later kena scold...haha...anyway in this line u gotta be fast and accurate lor... if not...say bye bye...haha..okie we were kinda slackin today....had lunch in the meeting room...they ordered kfC and piZZa hut...yummy i was dying for kfc wen someone said they r orderin kFC....muhaha...i was of course happy...hahah cos i was dying for it...muhahahaha.... okie then had mini meeting where we dunno the darn dates for any of the roadshows and wad the hell is the timing but...duh... they told us is at pARco bugis....muhahahah near my hse dunnit to travel to yio chu kang like some dying zoombie...hahaha....but bad thing is tt mi and pinky will be split up....one might be at work the other at roadshow....sigh!!~ okie today finished our calls early then went to help razak and hui han at the store room packing....muhahah we were like craming inside the tiny store room chatting abt nonsense...muhahahhaa...very funny lor we talk abt every think tht comes into our head.... frm bf to gf to lou han to long kang (drains) to exploding offices and no need to work and stuff until steph came...muhahah...kena scold and we went back to slack...ok...not slack actually..we pretended we were doin sth and she knows we werent doing but hahah she close one eyes....heehee... oki end of work and ttz all i wanna say... PPL my roadshow is at bugis okie...be sure to pop by if u all are there...u all can help buy the prepaid card cos its for ppl above 16...its only 5 bucks each and 10 bucks for 3!!!!!!muz go help help okiE!!~ eyes sparkled at 9:18 PM Monday, January 03, 2005
shitty day...the 6th day of work is total crap!!!!!first thing early in the morning was tt i forgot my dearest handphone.... i supposed to meet bk early in the morning... at 7.10 i was on time but i forgot my phone...my dear kakah...took 10 mins to cycle the phone out...how nicEEEE ...but nv mind i got ticked off by the oh so nice brendan ko like hell sayin tt i m not punctual.....man...u gotta ask everyone tt i go out with i m always early.........unless something really crops up..... IDIOT~~~!fine guess wad i tot i was late enuff but...taduh...pinky was later....nvm tt its only small things... ok... reach office early as usual... super cold today... dunno why..ok.. went to the room...was ranting to pinky how horrible my day was starting and her laughing all the way...saying serve mi rite....nonsens lah u...haha...ok then work started... had everything done up and started callin again... stamping choping sealing printing...and then came lunch time..... when all the way to nanyang poly longing for a good lunch but guess wad...it was so freakin hot and crowded and macdonals made us wait like 1 hr....shit u...my lunch time is over...we packet our lunch back to office hoping tt we can eat while we work.... duh...AMy wAs there... she was lookin at us all the time lor... sigh........okie then we continue to work callin callin callin...then came the comp.... then cam the scolding........freak we got scolded... and its unreasonable.... some one eavesdroppin on how the hell we speak and complaining to steph.......greAT........ we got scolded.......okie... bye bye mood to work.... we started slackin by the time it was already 5:50...then cam 6 o clock then 6 15.... then met bk and went home again... i was yakkin all the way home to daddy and he culdn't stand mi...hiak hiakSS!!~ heehee... eyes sparkled at 9:05 PM Sunday, January 02, 2005
sigh... today is a cold day...kept raining non stop since the moment i opened my eyes till like in the evening...geez...i think the sky is grieving for those lost lives in the tsunami attack... okie tml will be the 1st day of sch....BUT Guess wad!!~ i dun have to go schooL...heehehe..1st time in 13 yrs i dun have to go sch on the 1st day os sch...duh duh....... but i miss school...reaLLy i miss mdm su & mrs rajan!!!!!!! ahhh.... i miss u ppl so much.......Liya suzie ema nurul cheryl peishi albong KhairuL bk and everyone else not mentioned........ ahhhhhhhh i miss u ppl..... din do much today.... was watching tv the whole day NARUTO vcd....muhahahhahahaa... but only vol 6 cos the person say vol 7 not out yet...weird...but i dun care i m so gonna catch them...muhahahha.....okei ... i dunno wad to say le..tataZZ still lookin ................ eyes sparkled at 8:51 PM Saturday, January 01, 2005
Workin is tough!! okie din blog yesterday cos i had a slight fever and i was dead tired!!!!!okie workie for the 5th day was ok... din realli do much calls yesterday...cos tired and its new years eve... was like doing all the letters and sending letters the whole day.. then chatting ard cos its holiday mood...then like after work went to meet daddy and we went shopping!!~ so crowded lor then mummy they all came and we had movie...we watched kung fu hustle...kinda lame...haha...i actually had the whole movie interpreted in my own way...i did it in a lame way too but hahah my mum thinks i m right haha... was kinda too tired to even talk then...so i came back and poof off to bed... *i did bathe lah* okie abt today had a bad headache...woke up early in the morning cos my bio clock is on and i think i still have too like work as usual... but duh its new year and its a saturday!!!~ duh..went back to slp again until 9 i woke up made my own cup noodles and tt was breakfast...then went to adrian kor kor hse...his hse very nice except tt there are dogs...his my cousin by the way... his hse is at sembawang...damn far!!!okie stayed there for very long...he is a good chef i tell u...marvellous!!~i told him tt he wont be jobless...cos he is a great cook and if he dun have a job he can open his own restaurant...then had ice cream..and we watch dvd...JAp anime!!~ my favourite..haha i was like glued to the tv lor i din move at all...until the dogs came...i was like screamin my lungs out but they werent fierce lah i m juz scared of them.....i dunno why....okie bought a pair of boots...its not thet high but i like it..heehee.. its for work...okie ttz abt all for today... i m waitin for the right one to appear.....ask mi why not the left cos i hate leftovers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ HAPPY NEW YR ppL!!~!~ eyes sparkled at 9:33 PM |
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