geez.. no work till sat.. sad.. no $$ to earn.. my GUESS watch n wallet r gone.. sobz~! so fed up.. sat n sun work at sentosa.. sat got free flow event for 2h, den work w yan for 3h.. oni earn $30.. sun i replace yan, 11am to 7pm.. $40.. so little.. im gonna continue to work nx wk.. sigh~ my plans all went haywire..

yest was chaos, went to ikea w my sis.. went to order furniture n bought sum stuff home.. rugs, storage units, study tables, chairs, bed frames, mattress, wardrobe etc... *phew* exceeded e budget juz abit.. papa scolded me cos of sum stupid delivery conditions set by Ikea.. so i promised papa tt i'll pack my room aka pig sty by sat, b4 i go work lor.. stuff will be delivered by nx tue lor.. but i felt great to haf done all my shopping in less den 3h..

although i was v late to mit shi yun.. lolx~ free movie to Shark Tale at Lido.. not as funi as The Incredibles.. free popcorn n drinks.. wow! 1st time we finish e whole popcorn cos we were so hungry.. a v packed day.. not to 4get e drama btw me, yan n jennifer.. v funny, wanted to luff.. not bcos we were cracking jokes but bcos she was such a pest... bloody nuisance, tt's wad yan smsed her.. she insulted us back n we juz played cool.. she called non stop n e drama continued till dis morning.. i was dreaming so sweetly n dis silly gal n her fren kept disturbing me.. wad a spoiler.. alw disrupt my day sia..

anyway time to pack my pig sty.. enjoy ur wkend peeps!

*yawns* wad a tiring morning i muz say... muz help yan n zhi wei w their IS enrolment.. sacrifice my slp juz 4 'em.. mine at 5pm sia.. nvm aft tt i go mit him.. too bored at home.. i off till wed.. thurs onwards work at expo again.. yest finally got to hang out w my buddies.. feels so gd to be w 'em.. no politics n stuff.. juz laughter n jokes in e air.. hmm i had a fantastic dinner w our popcorn collegues.. at Genkis Khan at Takashimaya.. was fun crappin w jonathan, soon feng, ben, stella, auntie suying n her 3 kids.. but we tok abit to ken la.. dun bother abt him *humph* crazy guy.. bleah! finally got my pay! got so little sia.. i rem i slog lyk crazy yet oni earn so little sia.. now every fingers on both hands haf ugly burns n scars.. damn~! l

last whole wk haf been real crazy 4 me.. extreme mood swings due to certain reasons.. tears n laughter were part of my wk.. usually i wld haf called han ping to get him to listen to my troubles.. but he's away 4 e mth.. i felt so miserable.. n miss dis great buddy of mine so terribly! *sobz* so i ended up telling yan abt it.. i felt real gd aft pouring out everything... he seems to understand me even more aft tt.. which is better.. haha~! every1 seems to be so scared whenever i get angry.. he said my face super black n scary.. as if i'd bite tt kid's head off if e kid tok to me.. haha~ buddies.. m i tt scary?!

*bored to tears* shall catch sum winks b4 11am, zhi wei's enrolment time.. bloody tired.. too bored alr... wad's life~?

been so long since i last blogged.. v sorry peeps 4 no updates. been so exhausted working non stop.. at expo, popping popcorn non stop, spinning cotton candy, cut sticky muai chee n steam loads of corn.. everyday 9am start work, end at 10+ at nite.. sucks e life outta us, young kids lor.. e money we earned was miserable ok, but i had to work 4 e sake of my new furniture.. btw i've alr ordered my new wardrobe, cool man.. sliding doors de.. haha~ call me auntie la.. i bargained 4 a lower price cos my pa set a budget 4 me..

finally i got off today n tml.. but tml nite, our popcorn bosses r throwing a dinner 4 us staff, 4 all e hard work we put in, n of cos e profits they haf made over e mths.. haha~ japanese food at sum gd hotel la.. haha~ cant wait! i love food~ *yum yum* hah anyway thurs my job will be slack, got free flow event at M1 HQ.. my fave job.. me n shen feng, pop popcorn n spin cotton candy... hee~~ 1-4pm.. earn $30 in 3h.. cool~! e past wk of work at expo, due to John Little Warehouse Sales, i've bcum such gd pals w jonathan, shen feng, ben, auntie suying, her 2 daughters: yan fang mei mei n her jie jie.. haha~ its great fun working w 'em.. lotsa laughter n craps although work juz sucks..

been so exhausted but at least today i get to rest well... *phew* been so paranoid recently cos i scared i oversleep den late 4 work.. michelle has alr warned me n i was late.. so well... old habits die hard, but they'll die sumday.. btw, haben had time to catch up w my buddies, esp u Shi Yun.. tml afternoon u free we mit up awhile ok? n i miz han ping alot~! miz e chats we had on e fone every nite.. sigh~ gtg makan lunch alr.. *oops, haben brush teeth yet* hee~! ciaoz!

worked today.. 14h straight... 8am to 10pm.. so shag.. was so bz.. but had fun w jonathan, auntie suying, michelle n yu qing.. haha~! ate alot today.... wow! aft work i went to find him... due to sum reasons... its been a wk since i last came online.. IE seems to kip giving me lotsa probs,, esp my lappy.. feel lyk brainwashing dis damn stuff.. duno wad to blog alr.. bored to tears!

woo hoo~! yest 3rd nov~ zhi wei's bdae.. plus we celebrated our beloved dudes' bdaes in advance~ yupz.. to cher hao n alvin, our bez buds since sec sch.. hohoho~ hope u 2 lyk ur pressies me n shi yun chose w care n love~! had fun catching up w 'em, having dinner at Sakae Sushi, watching Doll Master, n supper at BK~! moronic kids we are.. but tt's wad makes us so special to each other.. been sum time since every1's so onz liaoz..

nx mth its my turn.. YAY~! finally sia.. finally im gonna be 18 yrs old.. although many says i dun look my age.. ( in other words, i look older den my age..) sigh~ compliment or insult, i welcome tt remark w open arms.. haha~~ aniwae tings r going on pretty smooth 4 me now.. great~ had 1 whole wk to slack b4 i pia work at popcorn at expo 4 e rest of e mth lor.. i need lotsa strength n energy sia.. so broke.. wana get my bew bedroom furniture soon too~! han ping's leaving 4 thailand soon.. gonna miz e times when i cant slp n need to chat.. sigh~ nov, a boring mth.. yes it is.. to me.. wana watch tv le.. cya~!

hmm.. i feel real blessed whenever i tink abt e gd tings tt happened in my life... w God, my family, my buddies n frenz, and of cos him in my life.. aLL these has made me so complete.. w/o God in my life i tink tt nuthin in my life can be made possible.. my studies, friendships n e lit' tings in my life wld not be so smooth..

my family.. ever so supportive n understanding towards us children.. i really admire my parents 4 being such gd tchers to us, e 4 irritating kids in e family.. w/o papa n mummy, i tink all 4 of us r notti kids now.. they were strict 4 a reason.. we all knew it yet we din lyk it.. but e fruits of their labour is sweet aft all.. we r gd kids now.. its true.. my 2 big bros haf bcum much more matured n nice now.. me n my sis.. haf grown frm crybabies to matured ladies too.. haha~! alw nurturing us in God's way.. hasn't been a ez task 4 pa n ma.. but well tks to 'em~! i love my papa n mummy so much~! of cos my sis, Joanna! woo-hoo~! w/o her, im so helpless.. she's 1 gd listening ear n my helper.. although we piss each other alot..

my frenz.. hmm i love 'em loads too.. they r part of my life! Shi yun, Alvin, Madeline, Cher Hao, Angelina, Ying Xi, Shi Ru.. my sec sch buddies who haf seen me grown frm a introvert to an extrovert.. yupz its true... we hang out tgt loads aft sch everyday, unlike now.. all full of activities.. i miz 'em so much! not to 4get Han Ping, Daniel, Jean.. v gd pals to be with.. esp han ping~!

3 cheers to him, my bez bro in dis world! *hip hip hooray!* alw there 4 me whenever i needed him most.. he'll be there whenever im feeling high or low.. alw there to hear my happiness, joy, tears n sorrows.. plus CRAP! alw listening to me crap on e fone till he's bored to tears.. Shi Yun too~ my pretty sista~! hahaha~~ alw there to gif me advice n listen to me too.. alw hanging out tgt.. crapping n shopping r our fortes~! Daniel.. haben been hanging out w him since e exams period.. but he's a great jiejie to me~ n always will be.. juz lyk Shi Yun, Daniel's always there to help me whenever possible.. n in return i hope to be e 1 who can listen to help ya thru dis difficult time u r going thru.. i really dun wan u to be hurt anymore.. *hugs* take care my dear buddies! frenz lyk Alex, Dawn, Priscilla, Clarice (my dear childhood fren since PY), Annabella n Adelina etc.. so many to list.. yet i wana say dis... u all juz rock my life!

last but not least, my dear... i love him loads.. dis whole ting started 1 yr ago. yeah~ ups n downs, ins n outs.. tears r shed, hurt, regret, confusion, doubts etc.. all cleared now.. aft much patience of waiting 4 e final result of dis r/s.. everyting seems gd now.. we tok tings out, hang out lyk any other usual couple.. oni ting is tt no1 noe who he is.. oni my 4 bez buds noe.. *wrinks* everyting i've done 4 e past few mths has been worth it.. i got my reward.. his love.. frankly, gd tings nv last 4 me.. u noe y.. but i wana embrace dis happiness within me now.. i treasure him loads..

wow~! my 1st time doing a thank-you speech on my blog.. cool~! whole day at home muz blog more ar.. haha~! love ya all *muacks*

sumtimes it feels real gd to juz stay home n slack.. its been a long time since i stayed home e whole day.. everyday im juz so bz outside w frenz, at sch, at work.. been a long time since i watched tv e whole day too.. yest nite i watched America's next Top Model.. wow~! e competition n pressure n stress is horrible! juz 4 fame n glamour n $$, they gotta saricifice so many tings in their lives.. izit really worth it juz 4 e sake of ur dream job?

being a model is not a lifetime job. once a woman lose her figure n firmness of her physical n facial features, no1 wld wan u as their model anymore.. being tall n having beautiful legs is 1 ting.. yet e X-factor is impt too.. beauty, personality, character muz be there.. hoho~ pple tell me to bcum a model cos i got e height.. so wad.. there r much more taller n prettier out there who haf better looks n figures den me.. aniwae im not e least interested in dis industry.. i wana be an air stewardness! its been my dream since young! reasons being tt i love travelling.. miting new pple.. n i love tt SIA stewardness uniform.. tt batik kebaya! i wana wear tt~~! hahaha~~! so tell me, wad's ur dream job?