haha~ aft dis entry... may not b blogging so often le.. e reason is obvious.. e final exams r here wor~~ muz b guai go study le.. hmm well so fast we r no longer freshies in poly le.. yr 1 has ended.. n aft we passed dis sem exams we'll b up to yr 2 kiddos le! hmm i guess in our 1st yr of our poly life.. each of us haf encountered many ups n downs rite.. well same 4 me~ in our daily relationships w pple esp close frenz n classmates in sch.. between family members n relatives.. hmm eben in BGR ba~ 4 those who r attached n 4 those who haf dis lit' crush on dis sum1 lor.. *hee*..

time really flies, lyk wad every1 seems to b saying.. u n i gotta agree cos in S'pore, we nv seems to haf enuff time 4 everyting we do.. well many reasons to tt.. time management, ur priorities in life, too much workload, too stressed, slack too much or sumting else lor.. its appropriate to tok abt dis now.. cos since exams r approaching so quickly n sum of us seems to b still slacking ar.. *hint hint to slackers*.. hmm well maybe we seems really take time off dis com n kip it 4 e nx 2 wks, till e exams r over ba~ its a distraction to most of us now.. esp since we r all online addicts.. alw chatting or playing online games lor.. hmm we better pull up our socks manz!

sum r alr panicking at e thot of e 1st paper dis thurs.. well me abit worried but u stressed oso no use.. cant study well w all those stress cells in ur brain lor.. so now go makan a gd meal den start ur exam preparations.. u concentrate better w a clean n organised study desk lor.. stationery lay out well.. den start ur stuff.. u do better dis way..

hmm past few days haf been spending time catching up w my buddies n its been real fun lor.. me, shi yun n alvin.. luffing lyk mad kids.. studying tgt at changi airport.. tok crap all e way.. makan gd food tgt.. hmm its great having buddies who understands u well cos they r able to read ur thots even w/o u telling them anyting.. hmm a big burden haf juz been realised frm my shoulders on sat.. finally my CP project is finished n error-free! yeah~ its worth it aft all.. haha~~ CP pract n mcq test oso finished.. but din do as gd as expected lor.. haiz duno how much i can get sia.. MTP test was oni worth 15%.. can la.. no prob la.. *haha*..

recently i sprained my ankle.. now sth else happened.. my new specs... smashed.. by me.. *sobz*.. clumsy me! i gtg replace a new set later lor.. *haiz*.. my papa sure nag e hella outta me later.. guess wad~ now im playing pool w joshua on yahoo! games.. omg~ im slacking again! but hey its great to learn sth new to destress.. im an idiot in ocm games la.. so now 1st time playing online pool.. lolx~ bit stupid.. cos i lost e game.. well im juz a beginner, dude!

okok i better go makan a gd meal n start my revision le lor.. i'll blog till here k.. enjoy reading n all e bez pals.. 4 e final exams! take care always! cya ard~~ =D

*phew*.. wad a day today.. cooped up at home.. nuthin to do.. wad can i say.. all i did was stayed at e com, struggling w dis darn cp project tt nv seems to worked.. i duno wad to say but its really killing me manz.. i've finished the project description and sample dialogs.. all im left wif is juz tt final program.. if i dun hand in by tml i cant take e CP pract test.. geez i duno how now.. kinda panicky.. jean solved it BUT i nv seemed to get e file she claimed to haf send to me.. duno izit my email or hers ate tt impt mail up lor.. its getter crappier as each second passed.. *haiz*..halfway thru my practise 4 tml's CP pract test.. i hope tml i'll do juz fine wor~ kinda worried.. not as prepared as e prev time.. i tink i'll need another bath later le.. duno la.. nuthin seems to go rite dis wk..

hmm well today had a great dinner, cooked by mama again! whoa~ i juz love her cooking manz.. seldom get to eat tt but when she cooks, wow~~ its e bez! had chilli prawns, fried fish n 'tow gay' w MORE prawns! hee~~ *yum yum*.. i had 2 servings of rice w more fish n everyting.. haha so happy abt tonite's dinner.. did helped me destress better w tv too~ lolx~ hmm i tink i better get going le.. i scared tonite burn too much midnight oil den tml sure late 4 test de.. so nitez! n frenz.. tml test all e bez wor! cya~~

okok~ back to blogging~ well today went to sch so punctual today.. when i reached sch main gate.. 9.58am.. i smiled.. i was finally on time 4 class.. den i realised my class guys were not at e usual spot at e bus-stop chatting away.. my 1st thot was of cos "oh no.. dun tell me they nv cum sch today?".. den i brushed off tt thot tinking they were alr in class.. oh boy~ wheni opened e classrm door.. i was stunned.. *haiz* oni saw kenneth n his gang of pple~ no1 else.. not eben jean n ah fat.. or eben e china students.. geez~ i looked so dumb in class.. aft awhile jean came.. *phew*.. followed by ah fat.. i msg Alfian y e guys all missing today.. he say not coming to sch lor.. wah sian.. nv say earlier.. me din wana cum sch too but well suan le lor..

aft maths class we decided to skip all classes n go makan at jurong pt instead.. hee~ aft lunch we watched HellBoy! yeah~ it was a great show w lotsa action n humor.. e characters were v interesting.. its a MUZ watch although e show haf been screening 4 sum time le lor.. hmm 1 phrase i rem frm e show was dis.." wad makes a man a man; is e choices tt he make.. e choice of e ending he wants..... *blah blah blah*" *yupz.. i oni rem tt much.. hee~ went home aft e show.. took e train frm boon lay back to simei~ omg~~ e seat was so hot.. met ah fat's frenz in e train.. so we did sum intro den i realised they oso lyk us stay in e east de.. all siao de.. a couple la.. they studying at ITE clementi lor.. den they live in e east.. *haha*.. den ah fat alighted at clementi.. go back sch gym train.. so i was left w his frenz in e train.. tok abit more den we all diam diam le.. duno y.. too tired ba.. ended up e guy n i was zzz... e gal alone staring into space lor.. i was so tired cant open my eyes when reached simei wor~ but still struggled la. . still abit 'bai ka' but bo bian la.. limp all e way outta e train.. it was tiring..

well me reached home abt 5+.. went online chat w Alfian on msn 4 e 1st time wor~ haha~ cos we usually sms oni la.. well e chat was ok.. usual stuff.. tok abt sum probs n stuff.. nth much to do online too.. den da jie came online..chat awhile den ended up having an audio conservation.. but it was too laggy due to our diff connection speeds.. so ended up msging again.. den he told me he bought a webcam.. *hee*.. it was fun seeing him frm his webcam.. geez i thot of getting 1 myself le.. quite funny wor~ tok to my da jie abt many stuff.. stuff tt was bothering me.. well tks jie~ 4 e advice u gave me.. i've done it.. all ok le.. =D

oh wad actually made me tink abt tt couple i got to noe in e train earlier was tt: e guy is chinese, e gal is malay.. hmm they look happy tgt in dis relationship.. pple~ gif me ur views on wad u tink abt dis kinda multi-racial BGR? wld u or do u encourage tt? izit alright to b in such relationships? if not.. wad's wrong? traditions, religions or beliefs? tell me~~

haha~~ nth much to blog abt le~ tataz!

wow~~ today 1st time nv go sch whole day sia~ considered quite a feat 4 me, cos i consider myself to b v guai de wor~ hee~~ cos i seldom skip class de.. no la.. my mama allow cos she noe i cant walk w tt sprained ankle lor.. well woke up at 10+ dis morning, limp lyk a 'bai ka' all e way to e bathrm do biz den makan breakfast.. *yum yum* curry puff n sausages wor~ 4 lunch, i had mum's speciality.. not exactly la.. juz tt lunch was special cos i seldom get to eat mama's cooking.. so today was a treat to my taste buds~ wasn't much but she cook 2-in-1 meals 4 me lor.. lunch 1 serving, dinner another serving wor~ hee~~ yupz u guess it rite, i makan dinner le~ yeah~~ later still got supper wor~ sumtimes its great to sprain ankle once in a blue moon la.. *hee*.. *choy* (tough wood la)..

whole day i've been at e com struggling to do my cp project n i muz say im half-dead.. vomit blood till i wana pengz le.. buai tahan sia.. juz when i thot i've solved all errors in e program, sth worse happened! e program cant eben work e way i've set it to be.. i mean no mistakes le.. i check n double-check le.. still cant work! sobz~ last resort.. send to jean 4 her soln.. hope she can revive tt piece of crap lor..

recently i realised alfred, me n jean all changed our specs.. but none of us changed cos of e change of degrees.. it was cos we thot it was great to change lor.. lolx~ rem i said i changed to rimless de.. alfred changed to a pair of gold Oakley specs.. looks cool~ jean changed to a pair of Hugo specs.. wow~ she look great too~ haha~ in conclusion, all of us looked great in our new specs!! yeah man~~ *haha*.. im going nutz!

geez tue nite is indeed a great nite to b a couch potato.. y i say tt.. haha~ frm 7-10.30pm got so many nice shows on tv~ yeah~~ but sum breaking news happened....... :{

juz now watch tv den e news headlines kip flashing abt e collapse of Nicolle Highway.. geez im v shocked to hear abt tt.. although i din watch e news.. i heard frm da jie tt it was due to underground gas pipe leak of e methane gas den...........................BOOM!!!!!! whoa! stunned~ =X e footage shown by e news reporter team.. wah e centre of e highway was broken.. completely into halves.. e trafffic was in chaos.. now we noe how impt r those highways to us in spore lor.. i mean w/o all these highways.. we gotta travel a longer way plus waste more time n petrol etc.. whoa! can u imagine e cost of repair 4 e Nicolle Highway? oh dear~ it was due to e construction of e SMRT Centre Line ba~ tt's wad i heard lor.. geez everyting was in a mess sia~ how?! me duno either lor..

*looks up to God, praying*.. pls help those r injuried in today's accident.. to b able to recover soon.. esp those in e ICU n for e family of the late M'sian guy.. my sympathies to them~ *shake head*.. y lidat sia.. da jie told me these: " life is full of surprise.when ya think nothin will go wrong..things WILL go wrong! cos satan is always makin trouble..but our Lord will be there to help those in trouble! AMEN to tt~ w God ard, all tings r possible!

all i can say now is tt every1 in spore.. pls dun b so alarmed by today's accident.. SMRT, LTA n our spore govt will do sth abt dis.. so pple, pls relax~ take care, alrite? smile peeps~~ =D

monday... surprisingly i din haf e blues today.. haha i duno y.. but it wasn't a gd day still.. wad can i say.. was i careless or blind? maybe abit of both.. i actually sprained my left ankle on my way to canteen 2, while accompanying ah fat go gym.. manz.. so suay.. sobz~ i tripped against e rocky kerb not once, but twice.. i was lucky enuff to oni sprain 1 ankle man! omg~ can u imagine e pain i experienced while going home?! take train frm dover to simei.. den go kopitiam buy my dinner.. den walk home.. usually dis daily routine home wld take max 1h15min.. but today was an exception.. i literally drag n limp all e way frm sch to home... u noe how many pple were staring at dis silly gal, walking lyk a 'bai ka'.. omg~~ eben e old men sitting at e park nearby.. stared at me.. a lit' gal, compared to them.. 4 walking so slowly.. geez e challenge home was going up e overhead bridge across e PIE de.. whoa! i took abt 7mins to walk over e bridge, which usually i took oni 2mins.. wth~ im not exagarating!

sumtimes i really wonder izit cos of fresh milk tt we drink almost everyday, tt causes mishaps to us, esp to our bones.. u noe y.. since april started, many stuff regarding our teeth n bones.. ( those body parts which needs lotsa calcuim de..).. milk is supposedly to enrich our bones w more calcuim.. but ironically, it wasn't e case.. my big bro chipped off 2 teeth while eating.. he luv to drink milk.. shi yun~ luv fresh milk too.. yet almost lose a tooth too~ maybe tt's a concidence.. haha~~ jean.. she walking halfway den sprain her right ankle.. lolx~ lidat oso can wor~ den today suay suay my turn kana wor~ dun 4get all of us victims.. all r lovers of milk~~ but y lidat.. is there a curse on milk?!?! *tsk tsk*.. silly!

now my 'da jie' now feeling down.. *haiz* duno how to help him lei.. sad sad~ i really hope he'll b ok soon.. exams coming le lor.. muz take care wor~ hmm aniwae tml not going class la.. partly cos of sprained ankle.. partly cos tcher oso nth to teach le.. except revision lor.. might as stay home study better.. save my transport $$ sia~ dun needa wake up early.. lolx~~ yeah~ i feel notti~ *hee*.. lz blog le.. tt's all folks! nitez~~ =)

hey hey~~ sunday's almost over.. i've been blogging almost e whole wk although i've promised tt i wun eben b free to blog at all.. as usual i contradict myself.. silly statements i've made.. u noe.. i told frenz how much i dislike e taste of milk n all.. yet dis wk my mama bought 2 cartons of Daisy fresh milk to drink.. well my sis intro me to drink a cuppa milk.. i refused but soon gave in cos she said its vanilla-flavoured.. wahahaha~~ its silly to believe dis but its true la.. aft drinking tt cuppa milk, i was completely addicted to tt crap of milk! omg~~

hmm today went to church lor.. on my way back, i was buying tidbits 4 lunch... n of cos a pkt of MILK! hee~ den i received an sms frm jean, saying tt she solved e prob to our pathetic CP project.. whoa! i rushed all e way back home to cum online to get e file frm her... hmm i muz say she did a grat job editing tt crap la.. ( although all she did was adjust e spacings n voila! it worked!).. how dumb of me not to realise tt lit' mistake of mine ar.. *tsk tsk*.. well of cos tt wasn't e end of e prob.. although we wished so.. hee~~ now im struggling to do e functions part of e project.. chey~ tt panda so 'smart'.. last min tell us muz add in dis particular functions part into e program.. which actually reminds of sth eben more impt now... e coming CP pract test dis coming fri! omg~ its on functions! sumhow.. i muz contradict myself again.. it was gd aft all 4 tt panda to do functions into e program.. helps me to get ready 4 tt coming pract test lor.. *hehe*..

sumtimes i feel lyk beating myself up.. i duno y.. i alw do tings tt stunned myself too.. haha~~ today's weather is equally bad.. 34 degree celsius lor.. *bad bad*.. now ar.. 1 day muz bathe AT LEAST thrice lor.. oh man.. heatwave sia~ so now im eating lotsa watermelons to quench my thirst! *haiz*.. cant e sky drop sum rain on us to cool us down?! :(

haha~ im v happy.. wana say tks to jean wor~ she helped me dl 'elmo's song' n 'elmo abc rap'!! haha its great~~ i duno y but it seems tt im going 'elmo-nutz' le.. juz now spent my whole afternoon at sesame st web site! haha its v amusing n fun.. geez i muz say tt site is great 4 both parents n kids to enjoy.. w games, stories, music n even colouring of sesame st characters.. plus i listened to their SS radio.. whoa! heard many many cute cute songs~~ haha i especially lyk dis frm Grouchy.. 'Bein' Green' and frm Zoe..' I wan a monster to be my fren'.. any1 who can find dis 2 songs pls tell me.. i'll b v grateful to ya! hee~~ sumhow dis could b e side effects of e coming exams fever lor.. i wasn't lidat b4 e mth of april.. haha~~ cham liaoz..

ever thot abt dis.. y izit alw tt e person whom we lyk or love, dun return our feelings.. yet e person whom we least expect to lyk us.. actually fall 4 u.. i mean its kinda strange.. love does haf its ways yet.. it doesn't alw go ur way.. tt applies to me too.. well i guess many of us r e same rite.. sumtimes i duno whether to luff or cry sia.. these few days i've been tinking alot.. abt many stuff.. eben in e bathrm having my bath or doing biz w e toilet bowl.. *still tinking*.. reflected on tings i've said n done..

well decided to change sum stuff abt myself.. i alw try to make it a pt to watch my speech cos juz lyk saying goes,"3 tings in life.. once gone tt will nv cum back... WORDS, TIME & OPPORTUNITY.." its so true.. sumtimes i tend to b tactless in my speech which allows pple to tink tt im saracstic.. *haha* i admit tt's me.. but its really diff to change tt overnite.. i've been trying to change tt 4 many yrs le.. its still in progress pals.. im really v sorry if i did upset any1 of u w my words.. :s

whoa~ e humid weather is killing me le.. i muz go bathe again manz.. aniwae to me.. today's entry seems to b e most logical so far.. wahahahaha~~ cya peeps! take care n smile always... dun ever b disheartened by ur probs.. "when there's a will, there's a way!".. =D i feel great today, despite e stupid weather.. i duno y~~ lalalalala~~

for a moment i thot i could heave a sigh of relief.. but well im wrong aft all... i 4got i still had my CP project due nx wk lor.. *haiz*.. wad can i say but slog on towards e deadline.. tinking of e coming exams n deadlines juz bore me manz.. on a nice sat im actually at home doing my work.. boring ar.. n can u believe today's temp.. 32 degress celsius huh.. its crazy! no rain 4 e nx few days! omg~~ i cant help but grumble on.. e humid climate is affecting my brain cells manz! arghh~~ better stop blogging le.. buai tahan~

haha~ finally handed in my itm report at 3am dis morning.. overslept lor.. late 4 class.. again.. as usual la.. wad to do.. i stay in tampines not clementi lor.. haiz ended up missing bus 74 so decided to grab a cab n rush down 4 class.. cum to tink of CP, e project is due nx sat, pract test nx fri.. project still in bits n pieces.. jean's trying to get a soln 4 tt crappy program tt din seems to work.. hmm nx sat muz cum back sch 4 another test.. MTP.. *haiz*.. u noe sth.. sch sux.. plus e coming final exams! geez y is our lives so pathetic sia..

back home now blogging lor.. well i guess i muz really get down to intensive revision le.. seriously i noe NUTZ abt CP manz! wth.. im dead.. i wana get gd grades dis time.. ( although im not in e mood to start any studying la..) tsk tsk.. sb.. pls slap me.. ( in my dreamz..) i need motivation!!

wad a lz friday evening~ juz wana slack den tml i'll start my revision 4 e coming bz wk lor.. hmm enjoy ur wkend babes n dudes.. take care n smile always!! ;p

wad a day today.. rite now at dis time of e nite.. im rushing my itm final report lor.. v bz... 4got still got my CP project to do.. cham la.. so bz i feel so stressed le.. noe sth.. my headache's back.. i scared.. pple say cos i stressed.. but i seriously dun tink im stressed.. subconsciously? maybe? i duno my brain's moods either.. when happy or sad, head pain.. siao bo.. *tsk tsk*

juz now aft s&w, went 4 dinner w shi yun n han ping.. had a long chat w them over sum stuff i was bothered wif.. hmm i was having a little mood swing too.. geez aft toking those stuff out, i felt much better lor.. hmm im glad to haf great listening ears frm my buddies~ tks gals~~ okok i mean shi yun n 'da ge' lor.. haha~ scared han ping gif tt face again sia..

kk i now v bz w many stuff.. gtg rush my report le.. nitez!!

lolx~~ couldn't resist writing a blog today... noe wad.. juz now at tam interchange mac, using e com to surf e net.. kinda amused lor.. e com ma cham cute de wor~~ juz now teaching my juniooe her sec 3 physics lor.. hmm well today had a fun day at sch la.. many 'out-of-dis-world' happenings happened today la.. hmm today e 'butch' frm 1G02 class, wah she tie ponytail wor~ imagine a gal's mindset of being a guy, bcum a normal gal who tie hair.. incredible.. at least to me n jean la.. wahaha~~ den tt Li Shuang.. *haiz* duno y he nv get his HK feet treated sia.. alw stink e class w his smelly pair of feet sia.. haha~

den juz now BE lecture, tt ''sunshine head' tcher came up to my seat to c if i was slacking cos we were supposed to b doing our revision paper lor.. hmm i muz say i duno ANYTING! but who cares.. i juz pretended to noe lor.. haiz he suan me lyk siao.. i tok back to him over a minor calculation.. i was rite, yet he insist i was wrong, cos i didn't put e ans to 3 sig fig... duno how to say la.. haiz.. den today candy told us another piece of shocking news lor.. wahaha~~ she told us she lyk sb frm 1H03.. e other MTE batch of class lor.. aiyo~ she was v discouraged.. e guy she lyk, actually sux in his chinese language.. im not trying to b mean.. but even simple chinese words eg: tissue paper in chinese is 'zhi jin'.. he dun eben noe lei~~ *speechless* lolx.. aiya its a v long story abt tt la..she approached us 4 help cos she wanted to communicate better w tt guy in english lor.. apparently she tinks jean n mine eng language rawks~ so 4 tt we decided to help her aniwae lor.. haha~ its been a long time since we were so 'ba po' lor.. wahahaha~~

when i was walking home juz now, sth v dramatic happened.. haha~ lz type out.. cos juz now i type halfway blog close window.. sobz i nv save sia.. so u wana noe e story pls tok to me face-2-face k.. i rather tok sia.. wah weather damn humid.. perspiring lyk siao sia.. haiz gtg zzz le.. *buaiz*

haha~~ so long nv blog le.. bz ma.. bo bian.. lz blog lor.. haha~ so how's life every1? exams round e corner le.. atmosphere getting v sian hor.. i noe lor.. im oso suffering man.. haha~ aniwae a review of wad i've done e past few days lor.. although im feeling so lz now.. *yawnz*..

erm friday ar.. well stayed home e whole day, woke up early in e morning by my papa at 9+.. wth sia.. i suffering frm lack of zzz 4 whole wk le sia.. haiz ended up packing n cleaning e hse coz got guests coming lor.. den at 1pm i went out 4 cell.. mit han ping den flew all e way to apple's hse.. yupz juz a lit' gathering n got to noe many other lit' kids there.. ate abit den had to fly back to mit shi yun at my hse there.. wad a day full of flying sia.. well we ended studying intensively lor.. i was practising 4 my CP written test on sat.. shi yun n han ping reading their own notes.. dis time we really study.. hee~ seems lyk a miracle lor.. hmm of cos got break lor.. got high tea session.. den started slack abit den ended up watch Passion of Christ.. was touched when Jesus was crucified..look at e sins we've done.. we muz repent!

aft e show, we ate dinner.. hmm was kinda cold but yupz.. its still food man.. haha~ aft tt ah fat called me abt CP stuff.. abt tml's test n wad's e format etc.. well helped him abit.. den while waiting 4 him to write his notes, i was talking to han ping.. *4got to cover phone* i kinda said sth tt offended ah fat.. whoa~ he almost flare up but ended up hanging up e fone lor.. cos i said he alw call me at wrong time de.. alw during my slacking hr (9-10pm) .. i was watching tv la.. aniwae he wasn't v happy although e whole nite i apologised to him.. geez i gave up.. he called jean to complain lor.. well she was in a mix too.. by us.. but i kept my fingers crossed, hoping his anger will subside by sat.. tt nite i wasn't v happy.. bathing halfway den deep in thot,slipped n fell in e bathroom.. geez wad a sight.. hit my riight elbow, knee n butt.. kinda sprained my rigt ankle too.. but i was too preoccupied to care abt e pain.. juz cried abit lor.. wah suay sia.. din zzz well tt fri nite..

on sat.. woke up at 6am.. had pract make up class frm 8-12noon.. planned to leave home at 7am.. but ended up my big bro was late 4 work so ended up taking a cab to sch w him.. he went to maju camp ma.. so i ended up so early at np main gate.. at 7.30am! omg~ 1st time so early.. ended up i go loiter ard at canteen 1, den saw ali eating breakfast.. tok to him abit den he left to mit his kakis lor.. so i alone.. walk to blk 51.. saw benson.. din wana tok to him de but i c no1 else le.. so juz entertain him abit lor.. did milling today.. quite ez n fun lei.. e instructor oso v cute lei.. haha~ funny guy.. went 4 lunch w candy.. tok cock abit den scan thru my CP notes 4 e last time lor.. saw ah fat walked pass in canteen 1.. candy tried to call 4 him but he bu huei (ignore) den he sat at e other corner of e canteen.. damn~ made me feel so guilty again.. seriously i wasn't feeling v happy at all.. even candy saw tt i was feeling depressed.. haha~ i juz say " no la.. juz kinda sian.. coz sat pple enjoying life, we in sch having test lor.." she believed me aniwae.. who cares.. den mit jean.. told her abt ah fat.. she went over to tok to him... she said his face still so black lor.. aiyo i almost flare sia.. buai tahan le lor.. he's testing my patience! arghh~ aniwae e CP paper was dumb.. so diff to do... athough can pass but not as well as expected lor.. cham~~

aft e test, went to accompany jean makan.. ah fat came too... haha decided to go city hall there eat lor.. den on e way in e train, ah fat suddenly tok to me... saying tt nx time wana tok bad abt pple muz cover e fone properly dun let pple hear lor.. i was lyk -.- ~ i retorted back saying tt i wasn't toking bad abt him.. juz tt he alw called at e wrong timing... he din get it, so suan le.. i hate explaining myself lor.. can vomit blood de, u noe.. *haiz* aniwae everyting was fine aft tt.. i juz gotta watch my words more carefully esp w ah fat lor.. *bo bian* im alw v frank oni tt sumtimes tend to b tactless.. to me, its diff to b tactful although i alw try to make tt effort to watch my speech.. den suay suay whenever i let my guard down, sum lame misunderstanding crops up.. izit my fault? omg~

ok.. aniwae we ended up at funan IT mall to let jean grab a bite lor.. stopped at a vietnamese restaurant.. no1 de wor.. haiz there was a damp misty smell ard e shop.. almost pukez.. jean ordered beef noodles soup n Three Colours drink.. actually its chendol drink la.. i ordered Ice Preserved Lemongrass Drink, ah fat took Ice Tanimania drink + netted spring rolls.. ok e food was great but i tell u sth.. e drinks juz sux to e max!!!! so awful but cant waste it.. ah fat n i struggled to gulp down our drinks... eeks~~ aft tt meal, we went Challenger look 4 CD-Rs 4 ah fat lor.. ended up leaving e shop empty-handed.. partly dun haf wad he wanted.. n cos got a salesperson gave us tt 'attitude + qian bian' face.. man i muz say all of us were damn pissed.. almost whack him sia.. lucky we patient wor.. haha~ we left tt crappy place; ah fat took a cab to church. i went off to mit han ping n shi yun at bugis, den jean went home lor.. haha~

went scotting 4 a Linksys wireless router.. ended up empty-handed too.. cos of sum stuff i din get right.. hee~ hmm ended up we went 4 a eating feast lor.. ate sushi, octopus balls, corochan corokee ( tt jappy snack la) .. hmm 4got wad else we eat le.. we had lotsa fun hanging ard lor.. i muz say i enjoyed myself most, hanging out w my buddies lor.. haha~ tks pals 4 being here 4 me too.. dis wk haben been a gd wk 4 me either.. tears n laughter n pain were part of e wk.. *wink*..

today sunday le.. well.. supposedly had nursery duty in church dis morning.. i overslept n b4 i knew it, it was almost 11am! church started at 10 n by e time i reach church, alr 1145 wor.. mama scolded me upside-down when she came home.. din haf appetite to eat lunch so ended up eating tidbits oni.. hee~~ drank coffee to peak me up a little lor.. thot of going back to zzz but couldn't zzz cos mama called.. my sis kinda went e wrong way to NTUC n my mama waited so long 4 her cos she needed e trolley to carry back e groceries.. den my sis so 'smart' nv bring hp.. i ans my mama's call n ended up of zzz, i ran down to carry e groceries back.. mama nag nag nag.. *haiz* all my sis fault.. sumtimes i duno she got hp 4 wad sia.. planned to do my ITM ppt now but still feeling kinda slack.. so maybe i'll continue later lor..

*phew*.. finally blog ok le.. kinda tired frm typing.. haha~~ i wana b guai lei.. i wana stop slacking n start my revision 4 e coming final exams le!! but no motivation, no mood, no brain cells left le.. y lidat sia~ sb.. pls push me to study lei.. okok i gtg do my stuff le.. byebye peeps~ kip smiling even if ur day sux.. a smile can do wonders to ur mood.. haha~ =)

*haiz*.. wad a boring day at sch.. haha~ now CP class so sian.. haben been blogging 4 e whole wk.. been kinda bz so bit tired to blog lor.. hmm well dis mth will b a bz mth lor.. w lotsa tests n exams coming up.. cum to tink abt it.. tml haf FME2 revision quiz.. haben practise yet lor.. hmm sat got make-up class frm 8-12pm den aft tt got CP written test lor.. haiz now practising lor.. nx to me is a china guy called Li Shuang.. omg~ he got HK feet.. u noe sth.. im sufferimg frm e terrible smell of his feet sia.. bo bian.. haf to sit nx to him cos no more com le.. *tsk tsk* buai tahan.. i gonna suffocated le lor.. tcher kip making noise sia.. now gonna rain le.. later cfm bus-stop v crowded de lor.. hmm go home muz guaI guai study le.. *haha*

hmm aniwae let me recall wad i've done last wkend.. hmm fri went out w e gals (me, jean. shiyun n rachel) + alfred, e bdae boi.. haha~ happy 19th bdae to u dude!~ went to park mall 4 dinner at kubai khan international buffet restaurant to eat.. wah many many food to eat.. jap, western, chinese cuisines.. hmm eat till so hapy.. den sing bdae song 4 ah fat.. haha~ bluffed him say he gotta eat his bdae cake all up + its durian flavour.. wah sld haf taken pic of his stunned face sia.. u duno how much he dislikes durian.. therefore i've came out w dis phrase.. ' a durian a day kip alfred away!' haha~ so true.. anyway he almost din wana eat e cake but when he ate it.. he realised it was actually cookies 'n' cream ice-cream cake frm swensens! nice wor~ aft dinner, we walked to paradiz centre 4 k-box.. jean had to leave so left oni we 3 gals n ah fat lor.. sing till 3am den take cab home.. so seh sia.. i reached home den go online den bathe.. zzz at 5am.. so tired.. den sat n sun, shi yun n han ping came over my hse to study.. or rather chill out lor.. watched w them n my sis 'My Girl' at GV TM.. haha~ e show was nice but had no proper ending lor.. haiz was bit shocked when e credits started rolling onto e screen lor..

hmm nth much to blog le.. gtg continue my work le.. byebye~~

hey pple~ got dis frm an email.. v meaningful..

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when
you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love,it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you
know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when
you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not
part of it.

Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love
someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives
in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.

Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test
you, it is to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's
called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.
You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on,
then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is
a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and
growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on
and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only
when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than
we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then
get beckon the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same
one that threw you the first time.

To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk
failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is
risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your
feelings is to expose true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in
return . How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not
too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not
to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful
images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the
most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength.
But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you
in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to
be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy
days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were
the things that helped you grow.Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it
leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take
but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then
you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.

Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.

Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to
cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain,
then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we
became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get hurt, and then I
figured that's why it's called falling in love.