so actually today,
we didnt actually have tomake people donate.
BUT ;
we had to walk around the city.
imagine that.
a few thousand people walking together.
hahahas.
bright start for the day actually.
=D
only thing is that i've got myself 3 blisters for wearing ass pumps.
but its fun though.
hahahs.
hoorays~
theresa got her phone repaired!!!!
and we walked about.
so yeah.
now my legs are aching.
hahahas.
how i wish we could do this again some other time - WITHOUT idiotic shoes.
i just like walking around.
=)
and next time,
we shall take neoprints.
if we have money.
lols;
and now im going to rest.
XD

:D
don't ask me why i am so happy today okay.
i cant explain it either.
maybe its because of the weather!
uhhhh;
not exactly lahs har.
its still pretty warm.
...
so perhaps its because of my karma.
LOLS.
aiya.
anyway.
tml im going to do a kind deed!!
walking about with a donation can to collect funds for charity.
so what must you people as 'kindhearted' singaporeans do?
HEAD DOWN TO TOWN TO DONATE TO ME. and theresa of course.
=D
hahahs.
i think i must be too bored these days.
i cnan't believe i actually volunteered myself! =x
whatever the case;
its for a good cause.
i believe.
xD
finally.
its the end of another tiring day.
=D

i don't know if what i did was right.
but whats done is done.
and im BAD.
*shakes head*
oh no.
=\

sometimes its hard to say whether you know this person or not.
you can never say 'i know her' without actually convincing yourself that you know her inside out.
yes yes.
your social circle might be filled with tonnes of people.
yet,
you can never be sure enough that you know all of them at the back of your palm.

sometimes its hard to say whether someone knows you well enough.
yes yes.
she could have spent billons of time with you.
yet,
you can never be sure if she'll be able to see through you.

sometimes its hard to believe in true relationships.
yes yes.
friendships, kinship, relationships of all sorts- you got it all.
yet,
you can never be able to tell if they are genuine or not.

and even sometimes, its hard to tell if you have changed or not.
whether you have been influenced or affected or just matured by time.
yes yes.
your hair's intact together with your fabulous figure and perfect shoe size.
yet,
you can never be sure if you differed a little from the past.

but No.
actually.
if you believe,
its simple enough to know that you would know everyone in this world;
let everyone know you;
expereince all sorts of true relationships;
and change for the better.

with a smile.
you let people see through you.
with kind intentions, you let everyone know you.
with sincere and genuine warmth,
you seem to let everyone know you care for them.
and with that.
everyone is your friend.

its alright to frown, or rage, or even burst out crying.
as long as you feel you have done your utmost best.
for as long as you need someone.
someone will be there.

=)


when you find a place you belong to.
somewhere high amongst the crowd.
people recognise your talents.
with recognition comes new responsibilty.
with recognition comes jealousy.
now.
its up to you how you handle responsibilty and jealousy.
if you manage these- even with help;
you have achieved another level of credibility.
people will start respecting you.
and life will be so wonderful.
i wish these people all the best.
=))
especially you.
just pull through-
it'll be over soon.
we'll all be there for you!
go girl!
xD


hahs.
with joy comes tears.
with tears comes fear.
with fear comes courage.
and with courage. you get everything else.
=D

i hate it when my past is dug out.
i hate it.
really.
=(

i don't know you;
i never knew you.
and now i feel so dumb.

well.
i finally found time to post again-
=D
i'm not sure what to blog about actually.
perhaps its because i've been followng a strict routine daily
i guess its all worthwhile ;
for one memorable outing.
xD
more time at home means more time alone even though i spend my hours with my sis and dog.
so i've been like drifting with the clock ever since school started.
hoping each day would just past faster.
stuff like that.
never wished for anything to happen yet.
i gave up on horoscopes; though i read it a little now and then.
i doubt it.
and my eyes lost its target;
i can't see.
if it can get any worse.
i seem to have lost all hopes.
fine.
i havent lost all.
probably because i know i've been deceiving myself all this while.
how stupid.
so yes.
i've sidetracked a lot from what seemed to be my only desire to what is trash now.
you are trash.
totally-
and i feel so awkward.
its like a sweet.
you unwrap it ;
savour its delightful sweetness.
soon as it melts away,
you swalow and that feeling is gone.
finally you crush that lousy sweet wrapper and dump it in the bin- as trash.
and yes.
i suppose before you ever start learning about others you have to master yourself.
so i made a mistake and took a wrong step.
and i have to like, RESTART this whole damn thing.
wth.
and now i realised.
my so called 'goals' were just some sort of illusion.
they will never come true as i wished for them to be.
so .
here i am again.
square ONE.
=D

since today is a holiday
and there is a special meaning to it.
i dont see why i should not post.
=D
first of all.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUEAN AND SAM!!
best wishes!
yupps.
so actually.
last saturday ;
i went out with theresa, yuean, sam and yanting PLUS some band mates.
just naming a few.
anyway.
*CENSORED FOR PRIVACY*
then we met up with sam and yuean.
so we were walking about at far east.
and yuean and sam were all over shoes.
=D
then when it was time to walk to swensens to meet up for DINNER ;
yuean and me were blocking off the entrance of all the shops sam took a liking to to prevent her from entering it.
xD
[meanwhile theresa went to meet her senior first and accomplished a highly confidential secret mission! hoorays! ;D]
so we made it.
and i got 2 blisters from chasing the two birthday girls.
yuean was wearing skechers and sam were wearing slippers.
PITY ME.
me with my stupid pumps.
lols.
and i believe we were all sweating.
and theresa was a little worried sick.
for some reasons we know why.
=)
so people arrived soon.
and we ordered our food ;
took loads of photos with it.
especially victor. xD
and the human in front of me was playing with a dining knife.
god must have blessed me that night.
I WASNT MURDERED BY A MYSTERIOUS FLYING KNIFE.
theresa and me then gave the presents to all 3 birthday humans;
sam , yuean , and victor.
(i cant come up with a word to collaborate females and male other than human.)
dug into the earthquake.
then played with what they called 'magic water';
its just H2o which reacts with dried ice to produce that smoke.
hahahs.
and we finally made our way back home.
delaying a little here and there to take pictures.
then we got a free paper fan on the way.
i've still got it with that plastic on!
anyone wants to auction for it?
hahahs;
so we went on the mrt.
and yue an took the other one towards jurong east.
then we squeezed our way to the north east line.
and finally the air was cooler.
and i realised theresa's seniors are really hilarious.
hahas.
xD
too bad i was a little distracted as i've got a curfew.
but really.
it was really memorable.
all that laughter and togetherness.
a tinge of warmth and high school sweetness i hardly get to enjoy.
=)
thank you all for that day!

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.