.Sunday, November 27, 2005 ' 10:55 PM Y
haven been blogg. im back! hee. well.. shall "pen" down some tots durin As.
it wasnt reali a test of knowledge. but a test of everything else. test of faith.. relationships.. independence.. test of mental n emotional strength. guess im stil not quite up to it yet.. after psle n Os.
to think back. it was a period of... darkness. yet.. His light shines tru even in my darkest nite. without Him.. guess i wld hf broke down umpteen times n wldnt hf conquered tis far.
wana give thanks to e following:
God.
mumee.
daddy.
brothers.
dear.
caleb.
xiaowen.
bro andrew.
cell mates.
those who keep me in prayers.
God is not looking for perfection. He looks for excellence. as long we tried our very best.. we've achieved excellence. perfection is defined by people. God has been ny my side as always during tis period. reli. im lifted up n carried by His arms tt nv fail to provide comfort to my soul. one encounter tt nite is enuf to overcome all the fears. =)
family. though only a few words of concern. it helps. guess im stil a lil ger tt wans mamee company. hee.
dear. thank you X 9.99 X10 to the power of 99999... ha. ok.
but reli. u've been tru every single day of the exams w me.. pray w me.. guess i nd some1 to be physicallt there too. and....
but really. thank you for this journey. =)
caleb n xw. u guys r great. hf bn sendin me lotsa encouragement sms.. n lao pa even pray w me. wun forget tt. ha. xw too.. tho we were both stressed up tgt.. we still manage to push each other up but nt pull each other down. ha. thanks!
its reli a tough fight. wun forget tis fight of faith.
to 2504. we've bn class mate for 2yrs. tho we din reli gt to noe each other well. but glad we met. tho it seems lk we din bond as well as it first started out. but u guys stil occupy my memory space! hee. somehw i jz feel tt i shd hf noe zhijian better. din reli hf e chance to get to noe him well.. but can tell tt hes a nice frn. to thk of it.. my 2 yrs of jc life. i've did thgs tt shdnt take up my time n effort.. i shd hf reserved em to noe some ple better. frns, wad have u done in tis 2 yrs? was thkin of gatherin.. but yet thk mayb it might b jz my wishful thking. gatherin oli serve the purpose of having shared memories. not strengthen bond. shared memo does nt equate to bond strengthened. do i sound melancholic? guess so. but 2504 is a place with joy... n bits of regrets.
what have you done in 2 yrs of jc life tt u will carry with u?
i jz miss people tt once brushed across my life or now still actively engaging in my life. if u fall under these.. congrats! u are being missed!
6A'99.
pcsj.
sihong. linhui. sandie.
jiale. zhenyou. lihao.
dsc.
mentee.
25/04
every single one counts.
