So, today my mum found that $50 was missing from her wallet, so she thought it was either me or my sis who took the money. And she checked our wallets and piggy banks. Not much to check for mine though because my wallet and piggy bank are empty of all cash. I am bankrupt. WooHoo~
But she looked through every single receipt in my wallet -.-"
And there was one from The Body Shop where I bought Lip Balm. And I got scolded fo wasting money. WTBBQ. It was the cheapest lip balm there, and I hate it when my lips crack, because I will always tear the dried skin, then ouch! I start bleeding. Is there a problem with that?
Well, apparently according to her, there is a problem. -.-"
Next, she asked why I was broke.
It's because 2 people owe me $50 each.
So I got shouted at because she said i shouldn't lend people money. Fine.
The first person, I didn't even lend him money. He owed me to begin with in exchange for goods.
The second person borrowed money from me to see a doctor. I have compassion and sympathy for her, so sue me ok?
And now she says that if she finds out that I stole her money, she will punish me severely. And she was holding several hangers while saying that, so i guess punishment is physical. Not that she will get to punish me, because I never entered her room yesterday, nor have I entered her room for a week. Please, I have better things to do with my life than to hang out in her room. I prefer my own, prefably with the door shut and music blasting in my ears so that I don't have to hear her. Not that she ever allows me to shut my room door unless I am sleeping.
So she came in and scolded me again just as I finished typing the paragraph above.
Guess what? She was scolding me about lending people money. She says that I am stupid and I got tricked and my friends won't ever return me my money. And next time she forbids me from lending anyone money again -.-"
Seriously. WTH am I even born in the first place -.-"
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Vulnerable - I am only this strong
Vulnerable - I am only this strong
Rolling waves splashing softly,
Breaking over the sand gently.
Shadows casts as twilight breaks,
Silence reigns as darkness wakes.
Sitting alone under a star-less sky,
A tear escapes from my eye.
Gazing at the moon in the sea,
Hold my breath counting to three.
Swallowing my sorrows and my tears,
Clenching my fist and facing my fears.
Time would heal my heart and pain,
A brave front to them I must feign.
Couples nearby all lovey-dovey,
Cuddling as if it was heaven’s decree.
As time ticked towards midnight,
Hands clasped they took flight.
Rolling waves splashing softly,
Breaking over the sand gently.
A single sob broke the tranquillity,
Such is a mere human’s vulnerability.
Another emo poem by me ^^
Rolling waves splashing softly,
Breaking over the sand gently.
Shadows casts as twilight breaks,
Silence reigns as darkness wakes.
Sitting alone under a star-less sky,
A tear escapes from my eye.
Gazing at the moon in the sea,
Hold my breath counting to three.
Swallowing my sorrows and my tears,
Clenching my fist and facing my fears.
Time would heal my heart and pain,
A brave front to them I must feign.
Couples nearby all lovey-dovey,
Cuddling as if it was heaven’s decree.
As time ticked towards midnight,
Hands clasped they took flight.
Rolling waves splashing softly,
Breaking over the sand gently.
A single sob broke the tranquillity,
Such is a mere human’s vulnerability.
Another emo poem by me ^^
Friday, July 25, 2008
The geniousity of my mum
So, I told her not to toast my second batch of eclair cream puffs from beard papa (worth $7.20)
And WOW she didn't toast them! WooHoo~
She did something BETTER.
She woke up at 5 a.m. to take them out of the fridge so that they won't be cold when i eat them at 8 a.m. -.-"
She has this belief that food should not be eaten cold from the fridge cos it has lots of bacteria and all that. Like, ERM.. Ice cream is not eaten cold? HELLO~~
[Cream puffs = must eat cold] <-- This is the equation of the century!!
Moving on, I told her I wanted to get my hair cut at kimage ($16), or a jean yip student cut ($10). But she said that Jean Yip and Kimage are too expensive, or have too much waiting time. Fine.
Know what she told me today? "Why don't you go to my hairdressing salon - Cut & Curl? It's only $16.20 because I have a 10% discount, so from $18 it drops to $16.20 only!"
So I learnt something new^^
$16.20 is a smaller sum of money than $16 or $10. Also, cut & curl is more famous and trustworthy than Jean Yip & Kimage, who even have their own hairdressing training schools.
Isn't that so cool?
NOT.
Maybe I should just cut my hair on my own and bill her $20 for it or something ^^
And WOW she didn't toast them! WooHoo~
She did something BETTER.
She woke up at 5 a.m. to take them out of the fridge so that they won't be cold when i eat them at 8 a.m. -.-"
She has this belief that food should not be eaten cold from the fridge cos it has lots of bacteria and all that. Like, ERM.. Ice cream is not eaten cold? HELLO~~
[Cream puffs = must eat cold] <-- This is the equation of the century!!
Moving on, I told her I wanted to get my hair cut at kimage ($16), or a jean yip student cut ($10). But she said that Jean Yip and Kimage are too expensive, or have too much waiting time. Fine.
Know what she told me today? "Why don't you go to my hairdressing salon - Cut & Curl? It's only $16.20 because I have a 10% discount, so from $18 it drops to $16.20 only!"
So I learnt something new^^
$16.20 is a smaller sum of money than $16 or $10. Also, cut & curl is more famous and trustworthy than Jean Yip & Kimage, who even have their own hairdressing training schools.
Isn't that so cool?
NOT.
Maybe I should just cut my hair on my own and bill her $20 for it or something ^^
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
If I'm Gone
If I'm Gone
If I left you one day,
Would you miss me?
Would it be like any other day,
Just no one with to disagree?
If I went somewhere far away,
Would I be setting you free?
Will you for my safety pray,
Or clap and celebrate with glee?
Hehe.. I'm writing more emo poems! WooHoo!!
If I left you one day,
Would you miss me?
Would it be like any other day,
Just no one with to disagree?
If I went somewhere far away,
Would I be setting you free?
Will you for my safety pray,
Or clap and celebrate with glee?
Hehe.. I'm writing more emo poems! WooHoo!!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Reality sux -.-"
Seriously, I don’t think my life can get any suckier than it already is. However, life and reality really love to prove me wrong I guess? It’s like, life is trying to find the boundaries of my limits before I go over the edge and go totally insane or something.
So what happened yesterday was, I was so darn broke, but out of the I-don’t-know-what of my heart, I decided to splurge $8.80 on some really expensive pastries. Then my friend was hungry, so I gave her 1 of the pastries, which left me with three pastries to bring home. Which was totally fine with me, because it leaves one for me, one for mummy and one for my little sister, though God knows she doesn’t deserve it! But anyway, I brought it home and my mum said that we would eat it for breakfast the next morning, which was cool with me.
But she saw this bag I got from someone, which did not cost me anything at all, but I really liked that bag. But she shouted at me -.-"
According to her, I have too many bags, not enough space to keep the bags, and I am very vain and a spendthrift. Like.. WTBBQ?
For your information, I have THREE bags. THREE that I actually use:
1. Backpack for carrying my laptop and heavy books to school. (It’s so kiddy)
2. Sling bag for school when I have less things to carry. (It’s too small)
3. Camping bag, a sports water-polo bag for camping purposes. (As if I can use it on a daily basis! And the straps to carry it are totally going to fall off soon!)
So this bag would be really nice. But mummy had to insist that I sell it away, give it away or something!
So fine. I’ll get rid of the bag.
The next morning, she put all my pastries in the toaster and burnt them to crisp.
May I ask, WHO THE HECK puts TIRAMISU into a toaster? WHO??? And you don’t put beard papa cream puffs in the toaster, especially since I chilled them on purpose!!
So I had no breakfast. And $6 just got toasted in the toaster. =_="
And she told me to relax? Did she relax when I got a really nice free bag worth $69? She told me not to be so uptight, must relax in life and all that. She only tells me that if she does something wrong. If I do something wrong, and I tell her to relax, I would get a really bad scolding form her.
Life can’t get worse right?
WRONG!!
I left the house EARLY so that I can go to school earlier. But guess what? I got STUCK in the stupid lift.
So doing what any normal person would do, I pressed the alarm! YAY! I’m saved!!
I WISH.
So I waited, and waited, and waited.
And I pressed the alarm every five minutes so as not to annoy the heck out of my neighbours.
My handphone was totally MIA, and there was no internet connection in the lift (FIGURED), so I couldn’t ask people to save me T_T
The best part is, I live in a condo, where the guards are PAID to make sure I get saved if I’m stuck in the lift right? But I had to wait 20 minutes for them to even notice that I was spamming their stupid alarm bell, then they asked me through the intercom: “Anyone there?”
I was so tempted to reply: “No! It’s the Christmas ghost stuck in the lift!”
But I didn’t. *round of applause for my restraint*
So after they found out I was stuck, they saved me in 10 minutes, which made it 30 minutes in the stupid lift, with nothing to entertain me.
So, nothing can get worse right?
HAHA!! IT TOTALLY DID T_T
SBS Bus number 74. I officially declare you my public enemy number 1. WHY THE HECK do I have to wait 37 minutes for my bus? WHY????
So instead of being early to class, I was 25 minutes late, aka marked as absent. (Darn you lift and bus!)
Nothing could go wrong next right??
WRONG.
My lovely laptop could not connect to the internet. Which made it impossible for me to do anything at all. So basically, all I can do during my lessons is to type this blog entry in Microsoft words. Thank God it doesn’t need the internet.
So, if one more thing goes wrong today, I will absolutely ROAR!!
Edit @ 5p.m. from home:
I wanted to roar, but had no strength. I think it sounded more like meow than a roar?
But back to my series of unfortunate sui-ness.
1. I just found out that I'm running a fever. O M G.
2. When I reached home, I got scolded. Why? Because I was stuck in the lift ^^
Seriously -.-"
It is not as if i pressed 20 buttons and jammed my lift. It is totally not my fault at all!!
I just pressed 2 buttons. Lvl 1 and door close. Thats all!!
So, what she was scolding me about was that I should have left my house earlier -.-"
Which I did -.-"
And she said that I should leave the house 30 minutes earlier everyday in case the lift ever breaks down again.
Point of information: I am already doing that and i am always rotting in school because I'm too early for my classes.
And the funniest part is she said this: you should know that the lift breaks down sometimes so you should be prepared.
As if the lift emailed me to tell me it would be trapping me inside today and please prepare for it? How would I know? >.<
So what happened yesterday was, I was so darn broke, but out of the I-don’t-know-what of my heart, I decided to splurge $8.80 on some really expensive pastries. Then my friend was hungry, so I gave her 1 of the pastries, which left me with three pastries to bring home. Which was totally fine with me, because it leaves one for me, one for mummy and one for my little sister, though God knows she doesn’t deserve it! But anyway, I brought it home and my mum said that we would eat it for breakfast the next morning, which was cool with me.
But she saw this bag I got from someone, which did not cost me anything at all, but I really liked that bag. But she shouted at me -.-"
According to her, I have too many bags, not enough space to keep the bags, and I am very vain and a spendthrift. Like.. WTBBQ?
For your information, I have THREE bags. THREE that I actually use:
1. Backpack for carrying my laptop and heavy books to school. (It’s so kiddy)
2. Sling bag for school when I have less things to carry. (It’s too small)
3. Camping bag, a sports water-polo bag for camping purposes. (As if I can use it on a daily basis! And the straps to carry it are totally going to fall off soon!)
So this bag would be really nice. But mummy had to insist that I sell it away, give it away or something!
So fine. I’ll get rid of the bag.
The next morning, she put all my pastries in the toaster and burnt them to crisp.
May I ask, WHO THE HECK puts TIRAMISU into a toaster? WHO??? And you don’t put beard papa cream puffs in the toaster, especially since I chilled them on purpose!!
So I had no breakfast. And $6 just got toasted in the toaster. =_="
And she told me to relax? Did she relax when I got a really nice free bag worth $69? She told me not to be so uptight, must relax in life and all that. She only tells me that if she does something wrong. If I do something wrong, and I tell her to relax, I would get a really bad scolding form her.
Life can’t get worse right?
WRONG!!
I left the house EARLY so that I can go to school earlier. But guess what? I got STUCK in the stupid lift.
So doing what any normal person would do, I pressed the alarm! YAY! I’m saved!!
I WISH.
So I waited, and waited, and waited.
And I pressed the alarm every five minutes so as not to annoy the heck out of my neighbours.
My handphone was totally MIA, and there was no internet connection in the lift (FIGURED), so I couldn’t ask people to save me T_T
The best part is, I live in a condo, where the guards are PAID to make sure I get saved if I’m stuck in the lift right? But I had to wait 20 minutes for them to even notice that I was spamming their stupid alarm bell, then they asked me through the intercom: “Anyone there?”
I was so tempted to reply: “No! It’s the Christmas ghost stuck in the lift!”
But I didn’t. *round of applause for my restraint*
So after they found out I was stuck, they saved me in 10 minutes, which made it 30 minutes in the stupid lift, with nothing to entertain me.
So, nothing can get worse right?
HAHA!! IT TOTALLY DID T_T
SBS Bus number 74. I officially declare you my public enemy number 1. WHY THE HECK do I have to wait 37 minutes for my bus? WHY????
So instead of being early to class, I was 25 minutes late, aka marked as absent. (Darn you lift and bus!)
Nothing could go wrong next right??
WRONG.
My lovely laptop could not connect to the internet. Which made it impossible for me to do anything at all. So basically, all I can do during my lessons is to type this blog entry in Microsoft words. Thank God it doesn’t need the internet.
So, if one more thing goes wrong today, I will absolutely ROAR!!
Edit @ 5p.m. from home:
I wanted to roar, but had no strength. I think it sounded more like meow than a roar?
But back to my series of unfortunate sui-ness.
1. I just found out that I'm running a fever. O M G.
2. When I reached home, I got scolded. Why? Because I was stuck in the lift ^^
Seriously -.-"
It is not as if i pressed 20 buttons and jammed my lift. It is totally not my fault at all!!
I just pressed 2 buttons. Lvl 1 and door close. Thats all!!
So, what she was scolding me about was that I should have left my house earlier -.-"
Which I did -.-"
And she said that I should leave the house 30 minutes earlier everyday in case the lift ever breaks down again.
Point of information: I am already doing that and i am always rotting in school because I'm too early for my classes.
And the funniest part is she said this: you should know that the lift breaks down sometimes so you should be prepared.
As if the lift emailed me to tell me it would be trapping me inside today and please prepare for it? How would I know? >.<
New Blogskin!! WOOHOO!!
Finally,
For the FIRST time of my life...
I actually did some learning on how to make a blogskin!!
So this is my first attempt.. pretty sucky if you ask me, but HEY! I did something a little useful with my life (i think).
Hehe!!
So please give me comments on my new blogskin and suggestions how to improve my blog ya?
Thanks (^_^)v
For the FIRST time of my life...
I actually did some learning on how to make a blogskin!!
So this is my first attempt.. pretty sucky if you ask me, but HEY! I did something a little useful with my life (i think).
Hehe!!
So please give me comments on my new blogskin and suggestions how to improve my blog ya?
Thanks (^_^)v
Monday, July 21, 2008
Tears of Blood
Written in a particularly emotional period.
AKA. TODAY.
AKA. TODAY.
Tears of Blood
Tears of sorrow and tears of blood,
Emotions pouring out from my heart.
Anguish that cannot be suppressed,
Rivulets of blood flow unchecked,
Sorrows eating away at my heart.
OF
Black despair surrounds my heart,
Locking out everyone on my part.
Obsession begins sinking in,
Obliterating everything.
Dead is my heart.
© Lim Hui Ting aka. Jtingx
Tears of sorrow and tears of blood,
Emotions pouring out from my heart.
Anguish that cannot be suppressed,
Rivulets of blood flow unchecked,
Sorrows eating away at my heart.
OF
Black despair surrounds my heart,
Locking out everyone on my part.
Obsession begins sinking in,
Obliterating everything.
Dead is my heart.
© Lim Hui Ting aka. Jtingx
Friday, July 18, 2008
Mobile Phones / Handphones
Mobile Phones. Should I love them or hate them?
Sometimes, I love my phone, the camera, the functions, the usability and much more!
Sometimes, when it gives me problems, i just feel like throwing them out of the window, or against a wall!
What happened this week to my phone:
Day 1 (Sunday) : Dropped it once because I was knocked into.
Day 2 (Monday) : It would not play my ringtone or vibrate.
Day 3 (Tuesday) : I cannot hear the dialing tone when I make outgoing calls, nor can i hear what people say when I make outgoing calls. Incoming calls can be heard though, only my phone does not ring. =.="
Day 4 (Wednesday): My phone's screen turns some weird colour everytime I plug in my earplugs into the phone.
Day 5 (Thursday) : My phone's screen turns some weird colour everytime i recieve a call or sms as well.
Day 6 (Friday) : It can't be turned on.
Day 7 (Saturday) : I am going to go to the repair shop, to let someone try to get my phone working again.
So, just ONE drop caused my phone to go absolutely insane. Now, all my phone numbers of my contacts are lost, as are the photographs I have taken, songs and recordings, and lots of other sentimental stuff. It successfully destroyed and annihilated all that I loved about it.
So, just tell me: Should I love or hate you - my ex handphone?
Latest Update:
It's under repair for a really really long time >.<
Sometimes, I love my phone, the camera, the functions, the usability and much more!
Sometimes, when it gives me problems, i just feel like throwing them out of the window, or against a wall!
What happened this week to my phone:
Day 1 (Sunday) : Dropped it once because I was knocked into.
Day 2 (Monday) : It would not play my ringtone or vibrate.
Day 3 (Tuesday) : I cannot hear the dialing tone when I make outgoing calls, nor can i hear what people say when I make outgoing calls. Incoming calls can be heard though, only my phone does not ring. =.="
Day 4 (Wednesday): My phone's screen turns some weird colour everytime I plug in my earplugs into the phone.
Day 5 (Thursday) : My phone's screen turns some weird colour everytime i recieve a call or sms as well.
Day 6 (Friday) : It can't be turned on.
Day 7 (Saturday) : I am going to go to the repair shop, to let someone try to get my phone working again.
So, just ONE drop caused my phone to go absolutely insane. Now, all my phone numbers of my contacts are lost, as are the photographs I have taken, songs and recordings, and lots of other sentimental stuff. It successfully destroyed and annihilated all that I loved about it.
So, just tell me: Should I love or hate you - my ex handphone?
Latest Update:
It's under repair for a really really long time >.<
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Broken Dreams
Broken Dreams
Bliss that once was mine to own,
Reveries that I once sown.
Objectives and goals I once had,
Keys to my soul now gone bad.
Elation became a thing of the past,
Nightmares started appearing fast.
Delight and my bubbles of joy,
Reality would always destroy.
Exuberance swiftly extinguished,
Anguish that cannot be distinguished.
Melancholy starts setting in,
Shattering me from within.
Bliss that once was mine to own,
Reveries that I once sown.
Objectives and goals I once had,
Keys to my soul now gone bad.
Elation became a thing of the past,
Nightmares started appearing fast.
Delight and my bubbles of joy,
Reality would always destroy.
Exuberance swiftly extinguished,
Anguish that cannot be distinguished.
Melancholy starts setting in,
Shattering me from within.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
What people thnk of me
Arena(known to self and others) cheerful, complex, confident, friendly, intelligent, witty | Blind Spot(known only to others) able, accepting, adaptable, bold, caring, clever, dignified, energetic, extroverted, giving, happy, helpful, independent, kind, knowledgeable, mature, organised, patient, powerful, relaxed, responsive, self-assertive, sensible, shy, silly, spontaneous, trustworthy, warm |
Façade(known only to self)
| Unknown(known to nobody) brave, calm, dependable, idealistic, ingenious, introverted, logical, loving, modest, nervous, observant, proud, quiet, reflective, religious, searching, self-conscious, sentimental, sympathetic, tense, wise |
All Percentages
able (16%) accepting (16%) adaptable (8%) bold (8%) brave (0%) calm (0%) caring (25%) cheerful (25%) clever (25%) complex (8%) confident (41%) dependable (0%) dignified (8%) energetic (8%) extroverted (25%) friendly (41%) giving (25%) happy (8%) helpful (33%) idealistic (0%) independent (16%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (33%) introverted (0%) kind (16%) knowledgeable (16%) logical (0%) loving (0%) mature (16%) modest (0%) nervous (0%) observant (0%) organised (8%) patient (8%) powerful (8%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (0%) relaxed (25%) religious (0%) responsive (8%) searching (0%) self-assertive (8%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (8%) sentimental (0%) shy (8%) silly (8%) spontaneous (8%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (16%) warm (8%) wise (0%) witty (8%)
Created by the http://kevan.org/johari">Interactive Johari Window on 18.7.2008, using data from 12 respondents.
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