Sunday, April 29, 2007
OMG.
HAHAHA.
damn funny.
i just got my hair cut.
and i'm really laughing at myself.
look so funny!!!!
cut until slanted..
HAHAHAHA.
i always reassure myself that hair will grow back. :D
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
today is one of the worst days of the year.
i dare say so.
why why why?
why must i fall sick at such a time like this.
what bad timing.
we had a friendly match against millenia institute and it was the first session our new coach had with us.
we won 14-7.
it was great play by the team and i'm really impressed by my teammates. good job guys!
but i played like crap, literally.
i think even if i didn't play there won't be much of a difference.
i've never felt more helpless.. running around the court for the ball while coughing at every other instance. i couldn't even last a minute on the court before i was breathless. i wanted to stop so many times, but couldn't bring myself to. i didn't want to admit my sickness got the better of me. such stubbornness.
i felt so weak.
i wanted to do my part and encourage and spur my teammates on but my body won't just give me the strength to do so.
why why why.
i think i need a really good rest.
i'm just so sad i gave the new coach a not so good impression.
how can the captain be playing like that.
to add to that..
i was so freaking late for church today.
what bad attitude..
i didn't expect it to end so late either..
i need discipline.
nevermind, i shall work harder and have many trainings ahead.
sometimes i just set too high expectations of myself, and i find myself not achieving them and blaming myself and all.
that's what my life have been for the past 16years.
maybe i should give "me" a break.
haha.
actually i'm quite happy with our enormous win today even though i didn't do much. this proves that VJ FLOORBALL is SOMETHING... not just some lousy team that others think of us. i really hate it when people comment on our lack of experience and say we're not good etc. just because we used to not have a coach and most of us just picked up the sport.
BUT HEY. WE WON!!! 14-7 SOMEMORE!!!
i guess mr loke will be happy for us :D
now floorball is not a sports cca to be laughed at..
we got coach already okay!!!
(and yes, we pay for our own coach... vj doesn't want to help us pay for a coach -.-.. they rather spend the money elsewhere.. nvm.. we shall change it when we win our competition in july)
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
oh man.
i'm sick AGAIN.
flu, cough, throat infection..
why why why.
no more ice creams again.
i'm just so glad i survived training today while being sick at the same time.
it was quite a torture for me as i had to help lead the training and everytime i talk my throat feels pain.
with my leadership role in the team, i just can't afford to skip a training.
i felt so helpless when i was playing floorball with the CT guys. my body just won't allow me to run normally or even exert strength to hit the ball properly.
i felt even worse when they were doing drills doing training. in fact, they were track and field drills. and me as an ex-vs tracker couldn't even do it properly. i really bring down the name of vs track team.
bahh.
i shall stop whining.
i hope i can go to school tomorrow. then again, i rather stay home and rest.
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
oh my.
i realised why i suck so bad at chemistry.
that's because i haven't done a single tutorial for like MONTHS...
to think i JUST found out.
ahh..
so much so for focusing on my econs, physics and maths tutorials..
how can i catch up now..
oh my.
i need help.
it seems mrs mah already gave up on me. =\
ahhhh.
DISCIPLINE.
DISCIPLINE.
DISCIPLINE.
i shall go offline now.
Posted at 10:38 PM 0 comments
Monday, April 23, 2007
oh man.
i'm demoralised.
i got last in class 2 times in a row for chem test.
i need miss lyana back to teach me chem..
i shouldn't have taken chem in the first place, it isn't my cup of tea.
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Sunday, April 22, 2007
oh boy.
after fiddling with my new desktop, i realised...
windows vista is a BIG letdown.
it's hard to believe microsoft took 5 years to do it. =X
long live Apple.
haha.
hmmm.
i'm thinking whether i should go get those high-end graphics computer games which my previous computer couldn't support. temptations galore.
ahhh.
i should be focusing on my studies.
but then.. i shouldn't waste this computer abilities doing PW all the time.
speaking of wasting time, i have been watching heroes all day on the computer.. that's why i'm online less often.
it's soo interesting. it's so x-men. and x-men's my fav since young.
i wish i could be hiro and stop time. twist it. and manupilate it.
haha. wishful thinking.
okay. this was a very random post.
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
today many things happened.
i was quite sad about the national schools cross country meet today. i really can't accept the fact that the pride of VS has been smashed just like that. the once reigning champions, now not winning a single thing. C div got 4th and B div got 3rd. what have i left to say. :( i just feel so much for VS. it's something non-VS people would never understand about our loyalty.
on the other hand, i'm really proud of my twin jonathan de cruz! he finally stripped that HCI guy of the consistent gold he has been getting. GOOD JOB!! the vjc girls were like WOAH.. 1st.. and they ran very well!!
and there was i taking photos at the finish line. it's really not easy taking sports photography. i borrowed a telephoto lense from jonathan tee to test out. everybody kept asking if i was from photographic society. LOL. hey man, not only photographic society members can use pro cameras okay! after lessons we had cam-whoring sessions. my camera got molested by many people today, but yeah i'm glad i managed to promote this sort of using pro cam photography more. :D
oh yes.
PW groupings were out today. i wouldn't say im happy or displeased with my grouping. but i'm rather shocked and surprised that mr teo actually put the 2 slackest people in class together in my group. and for you info, i'm one of the 2 slackers. but yeah. i guess i can take this chance to mix more with the other 3 i dont really talk to.
life, today, is so difficult to live.
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
they say chocolates make you happy.
i need some chocolates now.
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Monday, April 16, 2007
leadership is tough.
i will do a better job in future,
i promise.
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
oh crap.
i didn't expect it to happen a third time within such a short period of time.
the staple bullet went in.
i stared in shock, while trying to pull it out a few times in vain.
i rushed to the toilet, washed my thumb.
next moment i blacked out.
i woke up in cold sweat and numbness.
my head was in a mess.
the feeling i once thought would never come, came over me once again.
sounds like a "thriller movie".
ahhh. what's wrong with me...
Posted at 6:59 PM 0 comments
Saturday, April 14, 2007
last night, after musicfest i met someone.
someone.
brought back so many memories.
FOUR years.
okay.
stop.
change.
"i see a rainbow in you" :)
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
for a change, i shall post a crappy post today.
if you've watched the movie "Just Follow Law" you would have find this familiar.
there's this actress granny who acted in the movie who has a freaking blog and it's darn funny.
it was her blog in the movie and apparently she made a real one for herself too.
http://www.laozhabor.blogspot.com/
and WAIT...
SHE HAS A RAP TO HERSELF TOO..
VIEW IT HERE
impressive huh?
wait... there's more..
some puns from my class blog..
"When she told me I was average, she was just being mean."
"Without geometry, life is pointless."
"An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at either."
"There were a red ship and a blue ship that collided. At last report, the survivors were marooned."
and many more...
haha.
at least i blogged something productive.
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
i love the times when i get the house to myself at night.
just me and the piano.
i play my songs and it's only me.
although some songs i no longer want to play.
numbness is what i feel these days.
i don't know why.
anyway.
OPERATION DL was a success on thursday.
one of the few times when i could give myself a break from the 'normal way' of life.
i have extra responsibilities now. i really hope i can do a good job.
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Sunday, April 01, 2007
it's a quiet quiet day.
just me and myself.
alone.
so many questions, so little answers.
i miss that feeling i once had.
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