Sunday, July 31, 2005
drats. the selling of my estate has been confirmed. means i have to move away by end of next year! =(! hope i get to move to the east where life is so free n easy. where so many frens stay. i hope can stay in siglap/kembangan/siglap tt area. haha. i just lyk the areae there.
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something's just not right
it's just not there
it wasnt the same before
i waited so long and it came
but it wasnt how i thought it would be
strangely i dont know
maybe i have lost hope
or failed too many times
or maybe the time has come
everything has a time for it to pass
maybe it is now
who knows
God knows
im just confused
as i looked back
it made me realised something
what a concidence
that both dates fall on the 30th
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just came back lyk ten minutes ago. latest i ever came back dis year during a school term. today was practically a mixture of good n bad stuffs. day started wif maths tuition which is totally a waste of time. i dun seem to be getting anything out of maths tuition although i wanted it. =
after tt went to jansen's place n get sonicfest tix. thx loads. it was raining super heavily. after tt wenta do street e thingy although didnt get to share wif anybody. it was rather disappointing for everyone today. it just shows the lack of prayer and fervency we have. kejian didnt come today =\ all e ppl i asked didnt come. :( owell i'll just have to try harder!
yup. after church i went for sonicfest wif laura n fren. met cherri dere n sum pri sch frens. n i cudnt believe my cousin was dere -.-! lucky i wasnt wif dem den. it's been sum time since we last went out. yup. took pics. we went in front n the music was blasting lyk mad. my ears went numb. i seriously tink it's not worth it. i do not lyk the type of music dey're playing. it's just lyk a performance and ppl are just lyk responding to e music. since wen was worship staged. i may be wrong at wat i said but dis just my point of view. no wonder my sis claims so. im totally disguested at the way some christians dress. i mean it's not right to wear such revealing stuff trying to show off as much as possible. worse of all wearing it to a christian concert thingy -.-
yup. went home after tt wif her n jnrs. yup. she n her dad looks so cute riding e bike tog. i nearli got knocked down by a car n i really mean it. i didnt even see the car coming at me wen i dashed across the road. the funny thing is..i was standing in the middle of the road. how reckless had i been. dashing across e road just to catch e bus =\ owell. thank God im safe n sound. for once i thought my bad thoughts abt getting knocked down n lose my legs were gna come true. but yea thankfully it didnt happen. n here i am back here safe n sound.
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Friday, July 29, 2005
im very sad as in seriously. dis is the first maths test of the year tt im gonna fail. not only fail but rather get 0!!!! haix. it's a BIG wakeup call. sad until no mood to tok in class. i dont even know how to do such a simple topic! had running for pe again thanks to stupid sch cross country next wk. ran 3.5-4km in 17mins++ i tink. dunno why i decided not to slack =
wenta bedok view n do prayer walk wif cell members. after tt headed down to town n meet dad for movie. the movie "the island" simply rocks la. it's a pity box office sales didnt do too well in the U.S. yup yup.
went down to my favourite shop Rapidculture at cineleisure. got dad to buy me e mini justice gundam! :) i heard frm e lady tt e limited edition destiny gundams were sold out in a day?!?!! wahliew. now i can only get to buy e normal ones. but never fear!! cos i already book my set of limited edition strike freedom gundam which is coming down next week! muahaha. sry i noe i sound lame.
i so hope tml will go according to how i expected it to be. =) yayness!
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
omg. God rocks la. it's lyk all of sudden im on a A1 spree for my tests la. recently haf been praying for my studies n all of sudden i do well. but i really must not take God's grace for granted. i must really thank him tt i got 17/20 for my chem mole test! :D although i expected higher. yup yup. so cool la. sheng burned for me e track final day pics n it's reali LOL la. i shall post some below taken wif dear vs jumpers n dear vj seniors-
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
God rocks la. i cant believe he helped me get full marks for my physics test! xD n wat's surprising is tt i got 8/10 for functions amaths test which i tot i was gonna fail!! praise the lord mann!! today was a super great day la. although it was tiring! yups. after sch got e chance to share gospel wif kejian finally! e 2nd classmate i got to share wif dis wk! hes pretty open n he says hes coming down dis sat! hope he comes! xD it's really all part of God's divine timing and plan! yup yup. i had my afternoon nap at lyk 530 tinking i wud slp for 1hr! yet i ended up waking up at 930 -.-" wat a great 4 hr nap. it's almost as long as how i normally slp. -.-" i guessed both my parents werent at home to wake me up. haha!
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
i scored an amazing 5.5/25 for my chinese test! wonderful! -.-"
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Monday, July 25, 2005
gosh. my hair literally is weird. thx to sum malay barber i went to anyhow cut my hair -.- hu cuts e front n not e back i wonder.. -.- it's as if a bowl had been placed on my head n my fringe is so short n straight! agrh! miss my long fringe! lol!
time to get serious wif studies i guess..
n yea. i guess im not totally well yet. now i hardly can cough due to the highly irritated throat i haf. n my voice is...distorted i guess =(
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
i just realised i stone when i play piano! omg man! haha! it was found out after i videoed myself! cant believe all dis while i looked liddat wen playin piano -.-
spent afternoon fooling around wif e new cam. was sup to play badminton but but...my parents were concerned tt i wud die due to unstable medical conditions and thus i was restricted to a confined space of duno how many sq metres at home! haha.
u might tink im crazy after seeing dis -
freedom gundam!
goodness me.thankfully i didnt pose all.
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
it's been a day since the faithful situation and it has boiled down to the fact that my camera won't come back anymore. :'( bus depot didnt haf it. haix. i always get my spikes back wen i leave it on the bus but wen it has to be my camera it's otherwise. haix. this is really a big lesson i hafta learnt.
i seriously dunno wat's my big problem la. whole day leaving stuffs behind :( how stupid of me!
weirdly i have came up with the pros and cons of losing e cam..
pros-buy new cam -.-
cons-lose part of ur live, lose an item which holds much sentimental value which no 1 can buy, lose all the precious pictures :(
i seriously hate the heartless cruel person that found my camera n didnt return it back. i wonder which heartless, cold-hearted creature would not wan to return a STUDENT'S camera. after which he/she has most probably scanned through the ever so memoriable photos only to grin to him/herself thinking in his/her mind..."who cares about the owner of this cam?! im reali lucky.." but i really cant blame the person la. i mean lyk if he/she is so heartless den cant help rite? at most only he/she can take like a few more shots and the cam no batt. n he/she has to go to cash converters and sell it for a pathetic $50 thinking he/she found a winning lottery ticket in the bus while on the other hand a poor secondary three student is agonizing due to his/hers heartlessness.
maybe things didnt go as i had imagined. and maybe the person is a kind hearted soul and is gonna return it later. who knows?
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
today was national track n field final day. probably the most memoriable day of this yr so far. vs came in 3rd for both divisions =\ not too gd i wud say. choa chu kang stadium no atmosphere la compared to national stadium. met quite a few ppl there.
after that wenta join vj track dinner at seoul garden. it was a super fun time. i reali regretted ponning traing. now tt the year2s are gonna go and mr tang too i guess it's pretty saddening. it just happend so fast. mr tang has been the bestest coach only tt i haf let him down by ponning traing. a lovely bunch of years 2 lyk captain ivana choo, mary n ian has made jumps traing ever so lively. haix. i guess i wun haf a chance to train wif dem anymore. :( took alot of photos dere. left the place lyk 10.40 lidat.
after which i did the most stupid n careless thing dis year. I LEFT MY DEAREST CAMERA ON THE BUS!!!!! it has been with me for 2 1/2yrs. it has pissed many ppl. n now it's gone! :( not that i bother much abt the cam but all the photos r gone! :( hopefully tml can find the camera back.
it's as if a part of my life has been taken away. i've upgraded from leaving spikes in bus to camera! cool eh?
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Monday, July 18, 2005
dreams dreams dreams. from the start of the year i have noticed a decline in the number of dreams i had and i only remembered having only one which was pretty sweet!. however the tables were turned this time round and i keep having dreams of all sorts! i guessed God has answered my prayer for a stop to my drought of dreams. haha. i also have no idea why i suddenly want to blog about this.
jay chou really rocks for once. and that's in initial D :D if only i can drift like takumi. =)
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Friday, July 15, 2005
how i wish to have someone dere wen i am down. how i wish to have someone who truly understands how i feel. maybe the problem doesnt lie wif others but rather myself. the past seems to be coming back me again so. i just feel rather down all of a sudden. and most of the time all i haf is my dearest piano. it's a pity my piano doesnt talk back. it's a pity my piano's not human. seriously.
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
han wei rocks la. he got double gold both for triple n long jump. =)
learnt mole for chem today! so happy tt at leat i noe how to do mole -.- it's pretty much lyk maths tt's y it rocks!
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
drats. i shud haf zao out of sch wif e rest n go support nationals! argh! =( today lyk such an exciting day can? dear hanwei got gold for long jump wif a distance of 6.5m!!!! n he says tt's lousy -.- fellow vj captain/senior ivana got gold of triple jump as usual...althugh her dist was shorter den laz yr..
today was reali a record breaking day. e 2 huayi girls r reali crazy..dey took part in both 1500 n 3000 n thrashed both records -.- imagine a girl running 3km in 10.55min?!?!! n 4.57min for 1.5km?!?!!! den sum rj guy equalled mr tang's record for long jump with 7.02m can?!?! so cool la.
fellow twin jonathan edward de cruz got 4th for 3km! im surprised ! haha. n obviously lee minghui star runner thrashed e 2nd guy..
argh! wat a zai day of action! better den stayin in sch do nth!
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Monday, July 11, 2005
i just so evny ppl wif siblings whom dey can tok to and play with.
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
today seriously isnt my day. seriously.
the day started wif me having muscle aches n pains all over.
followed by sis stuck in the toilet for so long. i dun understand why muz she alwaes bathe so long.
resulting in me being lyk 2-5min being late for sound crew duty.
later i juz slp abit during deir practice as everything was fine den i kenaed.
worship evualation had my name down twice for wrong reasons. hai. y i so lidat today. aunt lilian come back i sure kena.
den after tt in food court i kena scolding by cheryl chen for being my typical hyper self cos i kip fidgetting. y muz be so straight forward.. cant be abit nicer? i noe i hyper la. so unreasonable. but leaders can do anithing dey wan. so ya. haix. duno wat problem do older females haf against me today.
wat a peculiar, awful and stupid day which i wished can be erased frm my memory
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
today is the day nationals start! yay :)
reached cck stadium in record time of 1hr n 15mins frm vs :D cool eh?
guesss wat...SAM OH IS BACK :)
kheeming was dere wif sum vs supporters. today didnt reali haf much ppl dere. i oni had to support generally 2 races.. my dear jonathan edward de cruz hu sits beside me 3000m race and not to forget laura's 400m..
first was laura's race. sam was lyk "u sure tt's laura..she where got so fat" den dom came in n said " realli her la..." den sam said "reali meh???" LOL. so funni.sam kept teasing her she was fat e whole time later. she did not bad considering the fact she didnt train for so long..
yeps. after tt got de cruz race. not bad la he. ran 10min 15secs for 3000m.. got third in his heat and qualified for finals.. jiayous!! muz be cos i dere tt's y run so fast.. jkjk..
watched e other races wif sam laura n kheeming. we toked alot for some time la. wish can haf more of such talks. it oso made me realised something. unfortunately tml i cant go thx to piano :(:(:( for once i wish i no piano..o wells..
b4 i left i pass laura her present. glad she lyked it :) me sam kheeming went to lot1 to haf dinner. n tata im back home! wat a happy but sad day :)
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005
today met rachel on the bus after a wk and a half of failed attempts. unfortunately i was seated at e back.
wednesday is purely a maths n science day man! 3 periods chem 3 periods physcis.. 4periods a and e maths -.- thankfully miss lyana didnt come. =D but mr khoo came to claz n show a nazi video of which i wasnt very much interested =\ i had intended to use e free periods to slp =
after sch managed to get some of e christians in claz to stay back n discussed stuff abt how we can reach out to our classmates n stuff. managed to form out a prayer list. =D i hope dis carries on every week. hopefully next wk we haf more time to pray in class =D
after sch went pp wif sheng n shannon. after tt went library as usual. although didnt managed to do much work, shared the gospel wif julia's fren hu came our church b4..hopefully she comes dis sat n be more open..yup yup.. too bad e cute boy from ytd wasnt dere :'(
tml's nationals starting! yay! im gonna chiong to choa chu kang straight after sch la..dear buddy beside me jonathan edward DE CRUZ and laura running tml! snap snap here i come..
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Tuesday, July 05, 2005
today was a great day of tests -.- both humanities had tests n i wud say im not prepared despite it being a ca component :( im gna fail my geog. yea.
spent my recess toking to mr khoo abt wat God has been doing in claz tog wif jiawei. yup yup. hes quite amazed too i wud say. :D too bad hes not allowed to join in prayer grp as hes a teacher.
today wen i went library wif julia + jansen which left early + stan which came much later..we met dis reali reali reali cute 4yr old boy. HES SO ADORABLE LA. we spent lyk 1 1/2 hrs playing wif him in e preschool section. we read to him books.. teach him how to use hp.. hes juz so so so cute.. too bad dunno his name.. gd chi traing as well cos he oni understand chinese.. i feel lyk a big kor kor :D den he run here run dere. den he tot my caculator was a fone! haha. we took videos n pics of him. it was super fun. hope can c him again. n hope he doesnt forgets us! :D
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Monday, July 04, 2005
im juz amazed and awed at what God is doing in the lives of many people =) To God be the glory! =)
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
haix. war nearli erupted at home again. y alwaes lidat one. thx to me again. i hate the tv. i feel lyk cutting e cables or juz smashing the screen. yes im not a supporter of an evil object called the tv i hate it to the core. n yes i dun watch tv. how do u expect me to do amaths when the tv's on so loud?! n obviously i rather do sumthing else which requires lesser concentration such as making my gundam n blah blah blah. the previous quarrel oso resulted cos of the tv. tv is evil!
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
haha. finally played badminton after a month! n i juz i reali suked after so long nvr play owell. haha. first thing in e morning i missed e 76 bus -.-
after badminton i rushed down to town n went on date wif dad! haha. so long nvr go out wif him. as i was gg to kembangan mrt i saw the same old woman on e wheelchair i saw earlier wen i went to e cc. i wanted to go n tok 2 her or oso giv money but i walked too far off n she was singing a christian song. gave her some money. she offered me tissue n i gladly accepted oni 1 packet. but quite cool la on e tissue packet got put wat GOD IS LOVE and Psalms 36:5..cool way to reach out to ppl via tissue..found out she frm sum church in tamp too bad i was in a rush so didnt tok much. wenta watch wars of the worlds. SUPER GOOD MOVIE CAN!? yup yup. muz go watch! abit touching. visual effects 10/10!!!
as i went back crazy thoughts abt loved ones came to my mind -.- mabbe inspired by the movie. yea. den at lyk 11.20 lidat i wenta confirm n found out tt anna n julia were still not home -.- heard dey did some wonderful stuffs for God. yea. jiayous!
oh ya. IM BROKE. as in seriously. lyk today's oni e first day of the month n im oni left wif half of my allowance :( but nvm! God will provide!
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