bad days

these few days had not went tt smoothly...
spent most of the day in lab for fyp today, something crop up..again...argh~
shall not elaborate more on wat had gone wrong.
hmm, with all these bad days coming at this period of time, hopefully the new year will garner in only good days. haha... being optimistic bah.

now only left with one semester.. finally going to graduate, but not wanting to do so. gonna miss study life...
gonna grad as the pioneer batch of bioengineering graduates of NUS... but maybe as unemployed workforce.. haha.. wat am i going to do?

betta get started on writing my resume, and search for a job.

no title

results are out le.. and as usual, cap score fallin.. haha
year 1 sem 1.. my cap was 3.6
year 4 sem 1.. my overall cap.. is back to 3.6... hahaha
coincidence? hmm....
hopefully sem 2 overall , become better.. haha.. actually doesn't make much difference either.
cos, i'm a second class 'thing'... hahaha

think my injury proneness for this period is 20... sux man.. right wrist ok le, then left wrist kena.. WTF is wrong wif me?
think i need 2 wrist guards now... wat's next? knee guard? think i might as well put on armour le..


fyp progress.. was going smoothly, wif my postgrad doing most of the stuffs..
the moment he flew back china, wah... shucks, got something crop up.. argh.. sianz..

CA2 comin up soon.. hope can survive that.. better start doing wat i shld.. haha

monday's gonna be hell day

resumed basketball trainin today.. but i din do any layups.. cos of my wrist..
but had physical conditioning..
wah, did 6 suicides... with each suicide == 5 length of the bball court..
nearly died... think mainly cos of the bread i ate before trainin.. felt like fainting after tt.. haahaa...
guess this shows i really needa do intensive physical conditionin le... also good, can train up, then ippt no worries

just now was rainin heavily, luckily din wet my clothes.. juz washed them this morn.. heng sia... otherwise will be so sianz.

hope my wrist will recover fully in next few days... although i'm not tt optimistic, and i guess will most prob chiong thru the next few months wif tt lil' bit of pain in my wrist bah...

oh yah, why monday's gonna be hell day, is cos, bball trainin will be physical conditioning, plus evening gonna haf cheerleading.. siao liao... gonna die like mad. haha...

hurt... again

went to play soccer yest, and the thing i feared most happened... i hurt my wrist... again.. argh, well, it had not fully recovered, partly due to my stubborness in not laying off trainings totally during early nov, and sorta delaying its full recovery. and when it had almost fully recover, this had to happen.. what the...
now feeling real uncertain.. how am i going to recover in the shortest time?


haizz......

clean room

managed to clean up my room last night.. now so clean le, can sleep in nice clean environment.. yeah man..

exams over

the sem's exmas finally over...well, like the past 2 sems, had been extremely slack, again... nvr study as much... well, when wat u are fighting for, is just .. a second lower... or i shld say, i can only maintain a second lower, so ... wat's there left for me to fight for? maybe just pride?

went over to my cousin kexin's 21st birthday party.. yeah.. had some good food, and wine... go there like wine-tasting session..haha...but shiok...
see my other two lady cousins during then... their tummies getting bigger le.. one little baby joining our family this dec, another next feb... yeah... more laughter ard soon..

time really flies.. left wif only one sem before i join the workforce as unemployed.
wat job can i find? nvr bother go search for one... jialat

Price for serving the nation: $5k

Guess my title sums up wat's going on. Heard abt the case of the talented musician who had been residing in Notting Hill in Britain, who's coming back to spore, and supposedly to be hailed as a national hero. however, he had escaped from serving the nation 30 years back. and the punishment he's going to receive for that: a $5k fine.
wat a little price to pay. some may say it's too little a fine for him.

my friend had commented on this issue as well.
Sin Chang

some may feel the years spent is wasted. in some aspects, it may hold true, but i learnt much as well during those years.
as how my my friend had placed in his blog, here's a song

Training to be soldier
Fight for our land
Once in a life
Two years of our time
Have you ever wonder
Why must we serve?
Coz we love our land
And we want it to be free
To be free...

i do not regret serving the nation. this is my homeland, if i do not serve it, who will?
in times of war, i will pick up arms and defend my homeland. will he do the same? by picking up arms or his instruments?
or will he bail out like he did?

if i am singapore, i would rather have a common citizen who's willing to serve and protect me, over an outstanding citizen, who chooses not to serve me.


to me...
the price for serving the nation: priceless.

spending weekend in hall...

sun afternn, 1415,
here i'm, in E301 of Temasek Hall... entering this blog entry, while listening to yes933... heard there's some xiao4 yuan2 (campus) superstar competition ongoing later in bishan junction8... so many upcoming superstars huh... all veri super.

juz read on some links on cheerleading, supplied by sk...

really can't wait to pia all out for trainings again... be it for cheerleading or basketball...

had been slackin on my studies... hmm... wat to do...
two more papers....
come fri 11am, yeah...

sometime this week, some redbull girls came to my hall to distribute free ang gu to us...(damnit, they nvr reach me..and here's why)
my blk rf saw them, and questioned their presence. apparently, one of the e4 girls had gotten them here, albeit without any proper arrangments with the admin side... and so was chased away by my rf, due to safety reasons...
a pity... although i saw them while they going down the stairs... but din know abt the issue till i saw the email days ltr...
haiz... pity... argh... ang gu nvr reach me... at least, chase them away after i gotten my ang gu lar...
well, haiz... why like tt lei? chase them away... for security reasons... hmm, scared they poison us ah? put anthrax in the anggu?

i haven gotten bdae present for my cousin kexin... her 21st bday.. ahh, must get something for her.. although she keep insisting no need.. but cannot larh..eh, readers, any suggestions? not watches.. cos she already gonna get two watches le.. from other cousins, and her sis..

enuff of blogging for now... later when i feel like adding more stuffs, maybe will be here again...

Now into Technical 'E'spects of exams

left with the 2 technical electives to go for the exams. cleared hrm le.. at least went smoothly, w/o much hiccups for the papers.. juz tt no depth only... but then again, i'm not aimin for A anyway...haha... can get B or B+ can le.

the flu seems to have hit me now... sianz... keep sneezin... must medicate le... haha, gave my flu tablets away when others sick, now my turn, and i don have them le..must go get back my remainin tablets...haha

cleaned my fan n windows today... haha... so much dust accumulated on the fan...

no urge to study... rather go shoot hoops, or pia gym...

HRM in approx 37 hours

tt amount of time left for me to prepare for HRM. hmm.. a bit clueless about how i shld attempt to link up the various topics. guess i'll just have to count on my own 'writing' skills to handle the situation impromptu.. haha...

morning spent sleeping.. again.. haha.. rainin, so might as well carry on sleeping.
went gym this afternn wif sk n alvin. quite nua today. din do much.
then met up wif kok hong for kopi at biz canteen. tried a new nescafe bottled coffee, going @ 1.50 for two..hmm, taste alright. not fantastic though.
afternn came back did some handstands.. and some problems arise again... actually it had been ongoing since i started the handstands... always had blood stains in my phlegm after all those handstands.. especially when i keep doing.
dunno why like tt... hope it's not some illness in me.. =X
guess i'll haf to ask ard... anyone who knows anything abt such cases can inform me..

haiz.. can we really do toss to hand? seriously doubting myself now... throwin the flyer to tt height seems a tough enuff task already... to finish the stunt unassisted... haiz...
doing it wif the wts in gym already so siong le... n those dumbbells in the gym are not in the range of a person's weight..
can we do it?

pondering...

rock climbing is fun and exciting

today went for rock climbing organized by TH Outdoor Activities Club. A great experience... at least now had a taste of how it feels to climb those rock walls.. haha... challenging and exciting, and of course, tiring.
hands feelin bit tired..haha...
ok, going for basketball trainin n followed by cheerleadin after that

My IQ? =P

Your IQ Is 115

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Exceptional

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

just for fun.

updates

it's been almost a month since i updated my blog.. one reason is that my desktop actually crashed... motherboard sorta gone bonkers... haiz... hate it...suxx... now servicing needa take a long time... even more sucky. luckily got my bro's ibook, so now can still access while in hall...otherwise die.. sometimes regret not buyin a laptop, to save a grand; shld have bought ibook as well during matric fair.. just a few hundred bucks more. and mac os is much more stable.

the past few weeks had been a slightly busier, wat wif proj due, and my post grad leaving for shanghai, then all the cells have to be taken care of by me.. hahaha....i torture them.

hurt my wrist this week.. sianz... had actually felt the strain after trainings on sat n mon, but stil stubborn, went gym on tues to pia.. now ask for it... so no choice, must rest...but at least now can go gym do my legs.. cant go basketball trainings either.. sianz...aim to recover within a week. so next week can carry on wif my activities.

today got z chen's concert tix after a wait in comm hall.. yeah.. too bad couldn't get second tix.. otherwise can ask someone to come watch with me...hahaha...so now watch wif hall frenz le...

intense trainings coming up once my wrist fully recover...argh... can't wait for it to get well...
cheerleading target: toss to hand, solo...must achieve tt by end dec... must really train up le... time is short.

1st report for fyp done

As can be seen from the title, yeah, finally got it done with. but the presentation for it not over yet..next week.. think over this week, i had accessed pubmed and look at journals more than i did for the previous 3 years.

right now, 11:26pm, feeling bored, and tired.
just now hall had a fire drill, where all gathered at the hall carpark to take attendance.

bali just gotten bombed again, apparently by terrorists again. really pitiful for that tourist attraction to be the target again.
over this sem, cck and i had been seeing this fella who's ard in nus campus at odd hours, with his big, red backpack, sitting by himself. saw him smoke at engin bridge before. he looks like a foreigner, wondering if he's a foreign student or ... 'terrorist'? sometimes wonder what i shld do.. if really a terrorist comes in, and targets nus, wat's gonna happen? will some vigilant person spot the threat?
should i confront him the next time i see him? hmm.. pondering

interesting HR lessons

Oktober lor.. Happy Children's Day
today had my HR makeup lesson.. all becos of a public holiday tt's gonna fall on one of the thurs of the sem.
anyway, today lesson about emotions.
one interesting thing tt our tutor said was about knowing abt others' secret. apparently, sometimes when a person tells u about some secret of his/her, esp during his/her confused state, after a while when he/she recover from that confused state, he/she may tend to avoid u, cos u know of some secret of his/her.
somehow, i find tt quite true.. maybe i encountered tt? i not sure either.

recently, found out about a fren of mine (A) unhappy over another fren (B) about a small misunderstanding, or should say, insignificant matter. B don feel like explainin things over, since if A can be angry wif a fren over such a small matter, then not worth it.
haiz, feel sad tt fren of mine not happy with another fren of mine.

finally step down from ENGIN Club Management Comm. yeah~ ORD lorh! haa.. but then, kinda sad also, time really flies.. haa, think this is the countless time i had been saying tt in my blog.

Today had interview for team Alpha Verve, our NUS Cheerleading team. yeah.. my last burst at CCA.. haa.. gonna pia for it.. train up all the way for next mar's nationals competition..

hopefully next week onwards i'll be hitting the gym more often than the lab.. haa. but in fact, i don hit the lab tt often now also..die
still had to do my report and hand it in in like less than 4 days.. haa.. goner
and oral presentation in less than 9 days.. haa
and still got my HR project also.. argghhh~

now tt no more Engin Club duties, my objective of final year shall be....
1} FYP
2} Cheerleading (trainin + gym-ing sessions)
3} Socialising (i like to make more frenz)
in no order of priority.. haaa; but 1} is more impt than the others, but also the one which i don like the most.. =d

haahaa
with that, i shall now carry on with my no 3} objective

jsheng

how good is our service?

yest's Sunday Times featured an article about one of their reporter doing 2 customer service jobs for 10 hours in a day.
it was always said that spore's customer service industry sucks. however, could it also be that the customers here are too hard to please? pampered customers? so hard to please that nobody wants to be in the industry serving them?
back to the reporter's one day stint in the industry -
One was in a restaurant while the other was in a shop selling shoes.
From his experience, one word sums his experiences: horrendous
Well, this does not imply the service, but on the other hand, it's directed towards the customers.
Who had been in the line of customer service would sure be able to tell u incidents of such horrendous customers.
squatting and bending down to your knees, putting on the shoes for the customers...
dishing out numerous heavy plates at one go... at the mercy of the customers...
"customers are the kings"...but even the kings, must go out to win the commoners' respects.
having been a part of the customer service before, i sure do know how it feels to be dealin with those 'uncouth' educated ppl. it was during my ns life, in payalebar airbase, where i had to deal with military and civilian personnels wanting to go into the airbase, day in day out. well, quote an incident: well well, who does he think he is? it's a military base.

as someone who had been there done that, i know how it feels to be in customer service. as such, i always treat those in that line with courtesy n politeness.
however, what the sunday times reporter said hit me hard..well, to a certain extent. 'when all your smiles and greetings to the customer were turned a blind eye, as they walked straight pass you, without taking a single look at you.'
well, i do not really do that.. but most of the time, wat i did is just smile back at them. i feel bad.. next time, i will make sure i greet them back with all smiles.
at least, it will make them feel good and appreciated.
whoever is reading my entry now, do ask yourself next time when a customer service staff greet, if u're in his/her shoes, wat wld u wish for the customer to do?

mid-term break ended

it's been long since i had updated my blog, wonder if anyone's still visitin it.

had been sorta busy with engin club, as usual, haa, instead of my fyp, or my studies. finally step down already, with a great bunch of ppl taking over the realms of engin club. yeah~! after this term in office, i finally found some love in nus, something that will bring back fond memories, and make me feel sad to leave nus.
sometimes, i just wish there's no lessons at all, and all i can do is do engin club stuffs.. even in my last year in nus, i'll still be helping out with engin club.

this coming sat will be appreciation dinner for engin club. yeah~ lookin fwd to it. good food, nice outfit.. haa.. take pictures with everyone.. haiz, camera not with me. =[

today, heard a news, a wolf in sheep's skin prowled again, after subsiding for quite some time. last heard abt it last sem, when he preyed on innocent gers. and now, he's at it again. ppl may say it's rumours.. well, even his frenz disappointed with him, so it's hard not to believe.
why are there such bastards ard?? going ard cheating gers. he sure knows how to sweet talk the gers.
why are there guys who go ard chasing gers even when they're still attached?
gers out there, beware of the wolf.. he's still be lurking around.

enuff of tt.
today finally went science canteen to eat claypot beancurd. yeah, after so long, a few months since end of last sem... had not been to sci much this sem, only twice i guessed..haa..
slacked much again, but at least read up on hrm notes today, in preparation for next thurs ca.. still gotta prepare my individual presentation as well.
finally did some cell culture yest for my lab.. yeah~ my first step. haa

ok, i shall end my entry here. dunno wat to write for now. will write more again.

August ending soon

August coming to an end soon... which signifies the start of 1 Sept, which'll be elections for engin club... and if i not wrong, also superstars concert at indoor stadium... but i nvr keep uptodate ... so not sure...haa

just came back from watching soccer match at junx hse.. he finally got scv..haa.. next time got place to watch soccer liao... but a pity the referee spoil the match.. sux... anyhow send ppl off... make the game one-sided affair..

friday, went i-play closing ceremony.. as invited guest representing engin club.. suxx... over-hyped... although the idea is good, but the management sux.

next week gotta start some cell culture stuffs... some tutorial thingy, before i start the actual thing.. yeah... problem is, have to go get my fyp project outline done n do short presentation on it...argh... how to do?? i seriously no idea.. just crap thru... haa.. with a proposal out for prof.

so sian... 3 weeks past liao... midterm nearing... suxx. why is it moving so fast?
i'm still at 2nd paper... haven finish reading it..have to finish more tmr.. otherwise dunno wat'll happen to me on tues..haa.. prof toh will pawn me. haa

Engin Club Elections coming up

It's been more than 2 weeks since I last update.
school had started, and so fast, 2 weeks had passed.. how i wished everything goes slowly.. good times seems to pass fast.
these 2 weeks had been sorta busy with Engin Club stuffs.. elections, and my last issue of eMag. finally, going to step down.

settling well into hall.. get to make a few more frenz, thru frenz here n there. nice to get to know more ppl.

training for cheerleading is going into advanced mode liao... getting more n more new stunts being practiced. must then put in more effort into gym sessions.. must make sure i build up fast.

yest nite, went cousin hse for gathering. eat, drink, tok cock session. how we realised time really flies. soon, there'll be two babies to be added. and i'll soon be an uncle, although they're my cousins' children. haa... but the tot of it, we've really grown up. just look at our parents, age as we grow.
As the seconds tick away, here i am sitting in front of the computer. shouldn't i make full use of my time?
i had wasted enuff of my youth. i had often been too hesistant in things i did, or maybe it's indecisiveness of my part. ended up i regret not doing things that i would had wished to do.
i hope to be able to break out of this habit of mine and do the things i want and go for wat i like.

great orientation period

been more than 2 weeks since i last updated my blog. had been spending my past 2 weeks thru orientation... firstly, my hall orientation... was a great time there, knowing all the ppl there, plus the homely feeling there.
especially the initiation, brings back fond memories of 3 years ago, when i first entered nus, and went thru engin camp. to be able to relive the experience once again, the feeling was great.
truly proud to be a temasekian.... once again after ten years... haa.

next up was engin oweek. my last period of orientation. enjoyed myself thruout it. getting dunked into water in sentosa... splashing water ard during land games...

today... the finale... rag day. i truly enjoyed last year n this year's rag day. really cheered with my heart. first up, there was my cheerleading performance right in front of all those present for rag day. our performance wowed the audience, and response was quite good.. guessed we had attained some recognition from nus student body liao...haa
then, it's on to engin float presentation n temasek hall presentation. spirits were high throughout the presentation. cheering at the top of our voice.
the sad thing is that, both my fac n hall failed to win.
but still, i'm proud to be an engin student, a temasekian.
i'll miss nus when i graduate.

it's my last year, last chance.

back from chalet

spent sat n sun in downtown east wif alpha verve team. our retreat after performance. thanks to 'foresight' of nat, catering was offered instead of bbq, otherwise we'll have to bbq in the rain.
played some usual forfeit games & also watch adam played 'fatal frame' wif the x-box provided there. sat night was spent chatting, drinkin and hearing some ghost stories.
sun morn, alvin,byon n me had to go jurong east to help with old clothes collection for engin club. gonna be my last ever..haa... tired from it liao....
after tt rushed back to chalet... n met the others at ktv @ loyang point. sang a few songs...
later on the night, was supposed to go home sleep, end up go home bathe n went back chalet. supposed to go Old Changi Hospital trek with a few others. end up nvr go, cos a few of them do not want to go. end up most of us slept, while adam played fatal frame again...haa

today (mon), went for farewell lunch with lab colleagues. few of us leaving soon. so end up one of the post-doc there treated us, & wah!!! the cost is .... so high. 418 for 9 persons.... sweat.... we went to this mexican restaurant eat. it's called margarita's... located at faber dr n east coast rd.
hmm.... was wondering, if mexican food so ex... then those mexican how they survive? but of course, foreign food brought to spore always so much more ex over here.

tired... dunno wat else to write now... shall end here now for today.

Another great performance by Alpha Verve

Once again, Alpha Verve has done it again! A marvellous job done! Magnum Force's coach was there, and praised tt we got huge potential! But we cannot be complacent.
Glad to see junx there with lishan today. thanx bro for helping me take pix.
Victor was ard too. pity mark, jasmine n lixia missed the performance. haa, walk too much till u all forget time.

after our performance, we went over to meridien food court to eat... and spent hours there... after our dinner to chat... watch a bit of the performance on video... stone there ... n left ard 10 plus.

i'm gonna intensify my training... work towards nationals next year. hope i'll have the chance to take part in it.

thoughts

1 more day to 2nd performance.
2 more weeks to shifting into hall.
3 more weeks to Oweek.
4 more weeks to sem starts.

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Engin Annuals has arrived in time... wipe sweat.. mon n tues gonna be commencement, and shall be distributing out the annuals to the graduates.
only problem now..manpower to help me distribute. who is kind enuff to help me???

This week had passed quite fast.. or I shld say, this few years had gone in a blink. good times always passed briskly. how i wish the next 9 months will be as slow as possible, so that i'll get to enjoy my final year in nus, esp with my stay in TH.

I had wasted much of my past 3 years... had not lived to the fullest, but i am glad to have been involved in the activities that i had taken part in; engin camp comm 03, yep i-light, engin club 27th MC, cheerleading, etc.

currently, my msn nick is "the 'pen' is mightier than the sword"... how true this phrase is. propaganda sure can cause a person's downfall, it can be more powerful than military might.
during this past week, i fell victim to such an act.
i do not know the exact words that were 'penned' to the other involved party, which she actually sorta believed.
now, no matter what happens, our friendship shall not be the same again, no matter how much i assured her tt it's not true.

quote: a cracked mirror can never be repaired.

I do not blame the ppl who orchestrated the set-up. it was meant to create 'fun' for everyone, but to me, it crossed the line between fun and ridiculous.
But I will not forget the incident, and the harm tt was done. likewise, the friendship wont be the same as before.

For now, my focus is on the performance tomorrow. It's showtime! Alpha Verve shall come up with another perfect performance.

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Perfect Performance Alpha Verve!

3 Cheers for Alpha Verve and NUS Dragonboat team.
our maiden performance went smoothly, and morale is high. and we did it not once, but twice... on tt fateful sunday 3rd july... yeah!!!

NTU Aces were there also... and heard one of them did toss to hand there.
Upon seeing them... i felt the urge to beat them... not brawl..haa.. it's beating them in nationals competition.. haa.. the urge to go train! must intensify my work out sessions... argh.. but now so much things to do.. can't find time. once i move into hall... it shall be intense work out.

few more weeks... and i shall be moving into hall...lookin fwd to this new phase of life... although it's my final year.. but it's gonna be my most memorable.. year i guess.. with all the fun things i'm lookin fwd to.

Next up.. will be this sat, 9 July, Wisma Atrium... it's gonna be our 2nd performance. this time round, it's for 'Shape' magazine's anniversary.
timing most prob is @ 2pm n 430pm.
Hope this time round, more frenz will be turnin up to watch!

NUS Cheerleading routine performance on Jul 3 @ esplanade walkway by the sea, in conjunction with dragonboat race

As the title suggests, NUS Cheerleading team's first performance will be this coming Sunday, 3 July @ esplanade. It's along the walkway beside the sea, where there's this white outdoor sheltered amphitheatre; somewhere along there la.
(Marina Promenade)
It's in conjunction with the dragon boat race event held over the weekend
(2 & 3 Jul). sun has the PM Cup, which is between NUS n NTU. it's something like the
oxford-cambridge boat racing, a yearly event.

the performance itself will be 3pm. Supporters for NUS will be arriving in hordes from 130pm onwards. haa...
Anyone who's interested can come over take a look. Hope to see familiar faces around on tt day.


quote /*If you think it's simple, think again*/

weekend

thought i had recovered... but turns out tt's not true... esp after the full trainin on sat... wah...i was really out of breath.... but as usual, i pia thru... and we managed to go thru the full routine with music twice... although not super nicely done... but at least, we managed to get it out.

with our determination, we'll definitely be able to do it.

for now... must drink more water... take more fruits... rest more...
i don wanna spread the virus to others...

hopefully i'll fully recover in few days time.

recovered!

After a day's of rest at home... I'm now feeling revitalized... must really take care of myself ... cannot fall.
Was sick yest... feverish... thru the day. felt horrible in lab. wah... so cold there.. and no windbreaker... gotta wear lab coat to protect from cold...haa...
after work, went for trainin... was feelin like halfdead... but i carried on with the trainin, not my type to avoid trainin just becos of a bit of illness.
and breakin into sweat is good...although... it's not the right method to sweat to recover from fever..haa.. but... i'm stubborn.
when i put in effort for something, i do it, sometimes to the extent of overdoing it.
it wasn't till someone said 'we still need u on sat for trainin..' then i realised.. 'yah hor'... and the team keep askin me to rest...

i shall put in my best for the trainin n performance.
jul 3... here i come.

big day approaching

A third of june is almost over...had our training today... added a new stunt into our routine... hurricane.. really hurricane... sometimes nvr catch the leg, kena hurricane kick... on the chest la..on the head la... but the gers more jialat.. they had quite a few falls, onto the mats...but our gers are strong & brave. 3 cheers for the gers.

routine settled... now gotta really practice hard... my first ever chance to represent sch. When i saw the email "... teamNUS cheerleaders will be down.... "
wah... din know we had been considered as teamNUS. i truly am happy to be given such an opportunity. now, i must put in effort, xtra trainins... workouts... make sure i can master the stunts..and dance moves.

First thing now: master the routine!
Other issues aside...(but of course, must rem to hand in my vip report..haha)

June is here

so fast... another month has passed, and my internship has been 4 weeks. Yesterday, had the longest training for cheerleading. from mornin 9plus till afternn 4 plus. Our 1st performance may be coming soon. must put in extra effort for trainin, dance n stunts.
went dinner at geylang with some of the team. ate beef horfun, some had frog porridge, had douhua+youtiao, and durian after tt. and sat down by the river beside kallang mrt to chitchat.
Nat asked abt our childhood ambition... come to think of it, I really had not tot of childhood ambition... durin my childhood. kinda sad.. wat had my childhood been? playing game console? toys? daydream of being superheroes(haa,does all boys tot of tt)?
but then again, how shld u define a childhood ambition? something u really wanna do thruout ur childhood, even till u grown up, or just something u wanna be/do during a short phase of tt moment during childhood?
i have known ppl who dreams of being doctor since young, till they grow older, they still wanna be... and when cannot get into medicine fac, they get upset. they have a passion for being doctor, but failed to get in, while others who may just be trying their luck or just cos there's good money involved, got in.

I can remember in pri school, during a certain chinese lesson, there was a worksheet, and a qn askin wat's ur ambition. me being a small kid, and not knowing much abt wat holds in the future, just ask those sittin ard, end up just write "gong cheng shi" (engineer). wah... seems like tt seals my fate to study engineering..
but nah... i think at tt age, my only concern is play n enjoy. maybe dreaming of being superheroes counts as ambition? save the world from vilians. haa... recall the days of watching mask rider, ultraman... haa... perhaps being the centre of attraction is something i craved for? i dunno, cos i had always been more of a supporting cast bah. like in bball, i'm always supporting my best buddy CS, who's our main player. well, he's the best/better one mah. but there was once, we were playing a friendly 4on4 with another grp tt played quite well too, whom we dubbed the kim mor(golden hair), ha, cos of their dyed hair. CS wasn't ard la, so i led our bunch. we were thrashin them but let them catch up n win. a regret of mine for not winnin it.. shld had won,guessed my drive to win wasn't there then.

instead of childhood ambitions, more impt now, is wat lies in the future for me? it had always been a discussion with frenz. 1 more year to grad, wat you gonna do after tt? i always tell ppl, i wont work in my field of study for long, if i do enter it in the first place. Don think i can endure it. haa... i prefer real life interaction. I had tot of joinin prison service, during ns, planned to get their scholarship, but they reject me lei... damn it. cannot get free education.. haa. but seriously, sometimes i feel tt these inmates have a better character than some so-called highly educated ppl. being able to bring them back to the straight path would be marvellous. At least get to touch their lives... it will bring much more satisfaction. only disadv i'll get in this career is, my honours degree is lousy.. at most 2nd lower, will be slower in promotions n stuffs. but to me, i find job satisfaction more impt.
i had also tot of being PE teacher.. haa... acad teacher more stressful, needa teach so much subjects. PE teacher can do sports most of the time.. haa.. my fren who's a pe teacher now, also had to teach 1 subject. work hours end up also whole day. teachin is hard nowadays. It would be nice to be able to mould the future generations, but it's not easy.

for now, our team must train hard for performance, and we will do it.

outcome is known

results is out.... upon hearin my mediocre results... i din feel any sense of sadness... was just... aiyah... no B+.... keep hearing B...B...B....
but my cap just dropped 0.004...so tt sums up wat's my cap...
on gettin the results... found a few of my camp comm guys also din do well... all disappointing sem...

intern at imcb not bad.... although peanuts pay... but at least, i get to use expensive equipments...doing pcr, dna extraction... gel electrophoresis... even get to clean up mice's cages....for free...haa... although they really stink... but then, it's a better learning experience than reading journals... tt's how i feel.
now entering my 4th week of intern liao... 2 more weeks to submit first report..haa.. sian...write report...

dunno wat to write liao... shall carry on next time when i free and got inspirations.

term break!

been long since i update my blog....
so much abt bloggers writting things tt sorta infringe on others' right... so i shall start being careful in my posts... lest someone whom i accidentally step on decide to cause my downfall...haa

anyway, had started a week's work in imcb... though's remuneration's low.. but the lab work there is quite fun. i would rather do tt than go read journals... haa...oops.

had a few outings recently... 3 to be exact... first was on 6th may, when BIE 3 had a small outing and celebrated wendy's birthday at cafe cartel. her jie mei all disappear... haa... she shld break ties with them

next up was our marvellous PO (Pass Office) outing at marche... wah liew..how come i spending more n more...haa... well, wateva la...once a while... enjoy with good frenz. but next time must suggest go economical place liao...n met jialun there also.

following mon, went tamp met up with junx, bek, pc, yongqiang, huaqiang n alan, our 4/3 guys... for dinner... nice to meet up again.. had not seen few of them for quite some time.

then was last fri, at settler's cafe with camp comm...had a great time there.. and i accomplish my mission in risk boardgame...haaa... thanks to alvin for eliminating li'en.

following tt, which was sat, tt's the most havoc time... went kevin's hse for a round of drinking...woohoo... we're really mad... play indian poker and had tequila n vodka for punishment... haa... drink drank DRUNK!

these few outings had been good, get to catch up with my good frenz... and learnt more abt wat's been happening ard my frenz... learnt abt wat i wont have known... then again... i wasn't really part of the clique... after these few years, i still feel tt way. =[

the cell had been 'ubiquitinated', so was i

exams finally over. i'm gonna have 5 days holidays... only... why? cos of internship... so sianz...
going to work at IMCB, which stands for Institute of Molecular and Cell Biology.
but they pay me peanuts...i'm not gonna say how much. confidential...haa...
now have to enjoy my remainin 5 days of holidays.

btw, think i mentioned previously, my hall appln had been settled, n i'm going to Temasek hall... yeah,
10 years back was in Temasek, 10 years on, Temasek here i come.
Going to have the best year ever in NUS. enjoy the whole year.

right now, other than writing blog, talkin to a few ppl online, also waitin for Champs Lge match to start.. 1 more hr to go... haa
so will it be the Reds triumph or will Chelski Revolution march on?
anyway, Barca shld be the one here vs Reds... and march on to win... now they got only la liga to win, n they betta do so.

as for today's paper... my title says it all...i guess... think tt's wat happend.
but, so be it, it's over...tt's wat i care.

1 more left! The Cell shall be vanquished!

1 paper left liao. Cell Bio... had spent the past 2 days in med lib with kok hong n lin gen, pia-ing this module.

had received good news yesterday: my hall appln finally settled!
10 years ago, was in Temasek, 10 years on, Temasek, here i come!
gonna enjoy this final year in nus, as well as in TH. shall be the most memorable year of my 4 years in nus.

sad thing currently is, stupid IMCB, damn cheapskate, give me only 21 bucks per day! work long hours somemore... kaoz... works out to only 400 plus per month. blardy hell. i shall do covert-ops. *grinz*

1 paper down

and my fate may be the same as well. can only blame myself for not studying enough for the paper.
next up is econs... 70 mcq. not tt easy either, at least to me... maybe to some ppl it's chicken feed, no kick.
somehow, just can't really rem all the things, although readin them seems alrite... guess my concept not there.
ok, i'll get back to the books now.

3 more days

to the start of my first paper... and i'm still no where near there.
must be battle-ready..

Cell Bio test over!

yeah!! cell bio test over lo! haha... can enjoy the fri nite... n relax... but come sun or sat nite, must start muggin again... this time for my BN modules... esp 3401.. act the lecturer chen nanguang is alrite... he wanna teach well, just maybe he's not tt competent at teaching, or not much experience, tt's why. at least he's tried... unlike PR... haha.. those from BioEngin will know.

anyway, tonight was the last episode of that 9pm show abt the nkf n kidney failure one. after watching abt how zhihao (chen hanwei's char), the issue of euthanasia came to my mind: wld it be better off if he's put to sleep when he's in the deep coma? just an analogy... just wanna bring to attention abt this issue.
If the person who's been in deep coma, or unable to care for him/herself (in the case of the ger in US, forgot her name), wld it be better that they are allowed euthanasia? when they recover (n to wat extent will they recover?) n unable to care for themselves, wont they bring about a tiring lifetime chore to his/her family members? n wat sort of a life wld the person live? a blank mind thru the remainin of his/her life, staring at wat's around him/her?

recently, someone(a doctor if i rem correctly) wrote in the straits times forum, tt euthanasia shld be allowed, and tt doctors shld not play god, esp on patients who're, literally, a foot in the grave. /*and all these just becos of some old rule(was it from greek? forgot liaoz) tt ppl shld suffer*/... why shld we condone suffering to ourselves?

well, if (touchwood) i suffered such a fate, i wld wish to be allowed euthanasia; mercy death... and not bring sufferings to those close to me. death is but another path in life.
to bring wat i learnt in cell biology: when a cell is damaged, attempts will be made to repair it. however, when the dmg is too much, and repair is basically impossible, apoptosis (cell death) will be induced, for the greater good of the cell.

to end off; salute to those who survived and lived on courageously, despite shortcomings in their lives due to some disease/illness.

a short note i wanna make: support the yellow ribbon project. sometimes i kinda wonder to myself, those imprisoned before may actually turn out to be a better man than so much of us, so-called educated. To err is human(even gods make mistakes)... to repent,(how many ppl wld bravely stand up to admit their mistake, esp a grave one?) ***. (find ur own suitable adjective to describe such a person bah!^__^)

mango cake!

no more lessons liao... all ended... and wat does tt mean? exams coming loh~!! Fri cell bio test... hope can do well... haha...so can buffer.
so wat's with the mango cake? well, engin club MC bought for me one.. hee, thanx folks, for the cake!
after tt, we went to funan sakae sushi makan buffet..took train during the peak hrs.. when reach city hall, wat i most displeased n disheartend with.... ppl crowding ard the train door... where're all their common sense??? if the passengers alighting at slow rate, you'll end up with slow boarding rate as well.. why for rush?!? all for tt seat you hope to find n grab?

tt's why i hate returnin home during peak hrs... n i dread it...

oh yah, i'm going for internship at IMCB lo! yeah! hope it's a good opportunity to learn things over there, n not be another kopi boi there. well, with tt, it means i'll have to go thru peak hrs hell! since it's at biopolis.. so i'll be taking LRT n NEL n SMRT to buona vista lo... so still can sleep on NEL...haha...
well, for now, i'll have to concentrate more on studies... Cell Bio!!! Fri ah~!!

chiong ah!!!!!

going downhill

i shld not be saying this, but then, my motivation seems to be going downhill... where's my drive to study???
exams coming soon, and i can write 2 posts in 2 days in my blog... this is really bad...
fri got cell bio test, so much to memo... n here i'm bloggin...
what is happening? i cant get my engine running... think i prefer to go gym workout than study my notes...

still awaiting news for internship... don know the prof want me or not... pray hard.
please accept me!

25th first paper... 12 more days or so to go to first blood.

another week gone~

another week had gone... training for cheerleading has stopped, for exam break. tues got gek test... fri got The Cell CA2... still in the midst of tryin to unravel the mystery of The Cell...admit tt it's really difficult...really can't imagine how i'm gonna survive its final papers... CA mcq still can... final, walau... choose 6 out of 8 essay qns.. can die... but then again, physio was the same also.. 6 essay qns. actually, cell bio no fear, cos know wat to expect, and wat to study.. 3401, is the killer... don even know wat's going on for the module.. it's gonna be just like last sem's 3501... die le lah...
will i survive this sem?
accomodation also sian... dunno whether osa fix the prob already... i want my hall leh... blardy hell... wat hall pts... involved in faculty club how to join wat hall activities.. idiot... after all CCK n I had contributed for the faculty, this is how they treat us... somemore cca pts so exorbitantly higher than the others, how can don't give us the choice we want, give us 3rd choice...

gotta start studying mode... get into full scale mugging mode, time is running out... red light warning liao... help!!!
2 weeks later is first paper liao ah!!! argh~~~!!!

recently, our UN permanent representative Dileep Nair got into hot soup, literally, most probably for steppin on ppl's toes. all these becos he's been doing a great job there removing grafts n implementing measures n recovering billions of lost funds.
and when the 'xiaoren' plant some rumours, he got questioned n investigated. all these for doing a great job. he's now a few weeks from the end of the non-renewable contract. i hope he will survive this turmoultous period. a former UN rep from spore commented the UN office as a vipers' den...
this issue reminds me of all those empires n dynasties downfall due to these corrupted ppl.

movie tix are going up in prices.. again. how now? all boycott lah.. don watch in cinemas, wait for vcd, dvd come out... or best, go download lah (pirates!)..
$9 bucks!?!... i can eat 3 meals in canteens loh.. and most prob still have $ left. those paktor ones how? no $ go cinema watch, buy vcd? or choose other alternatives bah~

22 days to first strike...30 days to last burst...

Happy April's Fool~!

April loh~!!... 12 more days to my day.
24 more days to first paper. 32 more days to last paper.

went to read my good bro, junx's blog... he had been writing abt the sweet things he did for his gf, as well as the things she did for him... (her bd was recently)
really envy him(when will my turn come), and happy for him. ^__^

although we din proceed to same uni... (sorta i pang seh him[had been both accepted to ntu, switched after 1 or 2 yrs; but i got try jio him to nus after tt also, he don wan mah...=P), but we both had lived our lives well in our respective uni. bro, don ponder abt not joinin me in nus, for u wont meet ur dear if u had done so.

time really flies... so fast it's gonna be final year for me. wat am i gonna do? wat lies in the future for me? guess r&d definitely out loh... who wanna recruit me as researcher? but then, i may not be as worse off than PR, those from bie will know.. haha..
sign on? tts a choice for me... or i shld say, an option; they may not want me. but definitely not with saf...
teacher? quote:

guess i shall stop here for today... oh yah, emag sorta settled, so now more relax loh... but then, still got engin annual.. for the yr 4...pls leh.. just need u all take a photo, so difficult meh? can't understand some of them.. but there're nice ppl who readily do so, and help take the photos which will be put in.. it's for them aniwae..for memorial keepsake... any nus engin yr4 peepz reading this, help spread ard to take grp photo of ur clique..and send to jsheng_cher@yahoo.com.sg
thnx.

trainin was great!

got error in posting the blog.. shiet.. nwo have to write everything again

anyway, today went for my 3rd training for cheerleading, for those who dunno yet, it's not pompom... it's doing stunts, carryin the gers up in the air, toss them, blah blah...
trainin was at nus src grandstands... n now i'm roasted, and feeling a slight headache, esp after the long bus ride home... now betta after drinkin a cup of great coffee, traditional style, just now... yeah man~
trainin was good, more ppl turnin up now.
today started the dance part... wah, killer, seems more difficult than doing the stunts.. haha..
me can't wait for the gymnastics part to come... gonna learn back flip n stuffs.. yeah man!!!

ok tt's all i gonna write today!

happy easter!

easter day loh... my accomplishment for the day: i have finished watching webcast for cell bio!! woo~ wat an achievement. this module although rated super difficult.. actually is memorising tt's difficult, found that it's quite interesting, and not exactly difficult to understand.

time really flies.. soon, yr 3 wil be history... and hello to fyp... had just started applying for vip, shld have done so earlier... haha, sent to dsi, immed reply stating full hse. hope ibn, imcb or imre can accept me. otherwise have to be free laborer loh... although can be very free then, and can go enjoy.. but no $$$. =[
hope tt can get vip at those places, then at least can learn abt the workings there, so can know directions for "post-grad" future... note the inverted commas.

I had truly enjoyed my 3rd year of studies in nus, although could have done more, and achieved more, if i had not slacked so much (the usual me). but still, managed to survive amid all the hectic stuffs. when i graduate, my only regret is not to be more involved in activities. esp my junior years (yr 1 & 2).
come next sem, when i get into hall (hopefully i get, pts so high don get really go ram wall), i can finally get to live a campus life. i'll be active but not the organizational stuffs loh... sianz after a hectic MC period.
must plan my training schedule during my stay... bulk up... go running at odd-hours ard campus...

mind seems to be in a blank... do not know what else to write...although i have so much in mind.
maybe the mood's not right.

***

2 weeks nvr update liao... wat has happend this 2 weeks ah... i like forgot liao leh. haha... oh, think biggest event is NUS Open House (12 mar) bah.. so tiring, work for faculty as free labourer, answer prospective students' qns... direct them to our profs. so many of them asking abt bioengin.. wat's the diff bwt bie and life sci.. this one been answering since yr 2 bah... then come the next qn.. wat's the prospect? well, as usual, other than saying research... wat abt for not going into research area? ah.... well.... i also dunno... hahah... i belong to the class who will study this field and go out work as dunno wat loh...
well the best part of OH is that, saw Dr PR standing at the perimeter of engineering booth, although he's supposed to be inside answering prospective students' qn on bie.. and he still had the cheek to ask the admin office staff if he's going to get the event tshirt... to cheap skate.. i feel like throwing the tshirt i have at him! too bad it's in my bag which wasn't ard at tt pt of time.
and tt evening, camp comm outing to glass house fisn n co to makan& celeb liangqi, lixia and mark birthdays... the march babies.
as for the following week, wat had i been doing? like lost also.. haha...
but cheerleading, which i just joined... and a newly formed team for nus, is fun, and great... and pls, it's not pompom... only real guys join... carrying the gers n throwing them up is no mean feat. so guys, interested to join? tell me!

ok, think i crap enuff...this coming week gonna be busy, with my 3rd publication due soon... gotta rev up my workin speed... and intensify my gym sessions as well.. and eat good... gotta build up fast!!! motivated!!!

Mar loh!

so fast it's march already. which means tt exams comin soon... and then, will be vacation... most likely doing vip loh... which is vacational internship program. do 10 weeks of work.
last fri's cell bio test was horrible... after my first round of doing the qns, i found tt i confident of only less than half the total no of qns... die lah! so bobianz, try n try n try... also dunno how... hope miracle happen bah. =P

nxt acad yr wanna stay hall, but still contemplating whether to stay in kuok or hall. got fren jio me go TH with him next sem, but had initially tot of kuok, cos no need scared nvr eat dinner there then waste money.. some more, near engin and src.

but now, had wanted a bit more of the hall lifestyle b4 grad, and also, stay hall the meals taken care of...hmm, how... must tink fast...and carefully...

midterm

so long nvr update liaoz... recently went to 2 person's blog then kena spyware... but seems like it's random in blog... now using 2 anti spyware to remove them frequently... sucky man...

last friday's bash at chinablack was finally over... just wanna say... chinablack suxx... in their admin...

now midterm liaoz... and so much to do... webcasts still got 4 hrs of cell bio... 2 hrs of econs... die lah... how huh... help~!!!!! and here i'm writing blog... haha
still got my project... i don wanna drag my frenz down... argh!!!!!

how come ppl can rem things easily while playing games... but not so while playing games, where they can rem almost every single details... haha... how come huh?

anyway, went to this site which generates jap name...
jap name generator!
and my jap name so cool... yumi akira 弓明

ok, think i gotta go back to my project...
anyone has any brooding issue that he/she wishes to voice out? i can get some ideas for my eMag... hee ^__^

CNY

HAPPY ROOSTER YEAR! tt means i'm turning 24 liao... argh~~~ time really flies.. yest 1st day of cny, had a wildest cny ever at my da jiu's hse... we cousins had 3 bottles of liquor to drink... haha... and a 3 of them went super high... hahaha.. shouting out loud... "huat ah!", singing hokkien songs, the best ever cny we had. sure to stay in our memories for life. though the aftermath was a bit chaotic, esp wif my 'young' cousin puking...haha, plus evan roaring at the top of her voice... haha... but really we all had great fun!
hope that we can stay so close as a family... our ties will be that bonded. every festive season or outing can be such a happy occassion.

on 2nd day, me went my sec sch teacher, mrs yeo's hse... a yearly event for us... yeah... as usual, her daughter will take out those IQ games make us lose face.. haha.. and another thing tt makes us look real old...she kept a memoir which was actually done by our sec 4/3 class... wah, all of us actually forgotten abt it.. haha.. until we saw it.. tt was really like ages ago..

time really flies.... let us all cherish the time we haf wif our close ones, frenz, relatives, families, beloved...

i luv them both

had a terribly cursed day yest... or i shld say, nite. after old clothes collection at jurong east, went over ginza to had a game of dota. was a good game as we all enjoyed ourselves. as i stepped out of the lan shop, a little kid's shoe hit my ankle. and the funny thing is, it came from like no where... spooky, lyke something tt shoot down from the sky. no one was in the vicinity of the range of "firing". how odd.. so we decided to part and go home. went to wait for 151, and as me n alvin walked towards the busstop, there goes 151, "shiet", came from us both. thus 96 is the alternative. n at clementi, 165 came before 156, so i tot take first, change at another busstop, n 156 appeared behind 165 at the junction after i boarded. hoping to catch it at the junction of ulu pandan n clementi rd, i alighted but 156 went passed as i alight... WTH!
next up, i walked over to clementi rd to take 151, but 154 came...so i board. and the best thing happend shortly after, 151 zoomed past it. argh~~~ but 154 managed to overtake 151 and i caught it at steven's rd.. lucky i tot.. but nvr did i knew, the best was behind... as i still nid to change to 62 at macpherson.... 20 mins for it to appear... and it was a bit crowded , although i managed to get a seat. felt that i'd been cursed loh...

haiz... u must be wondering y my post's title is 'i luv them both'... well, cos, my new phone accompanied me throughout the long journey, providing me wif class 95, thus calmin me down a bit..
as for my previous phone, i luv it for being wif me and serving me well for 4 long yrs (long service award)... and still workin well.

i luv them both! i cherish them both. ^__^

nokia shop

went for a marketing n branding seminar organized by 6th startup@spore held at smu.. hmm, the flowers there looks pretty. [may contain double meaning]

aniwae, there is this competition to come up wif a business plan to start a nokia shop in campus [open to tertiary students]... prizes attractive, but the lure to me is, the chance to possibly start one... had been lookin for options nowadays, cos i gettin realistic abt my grades... bleah... how to fight those top notch muggers?? the only way out is to make them work for u instead... hahaha...

had tot of going into these biz stuffs now... it's sorta the way out of the sickenin acad race... shld haf minor in biz last time... wasted.. now maybe spend my uems on biz n managemnt modules bah... to get some exposure n experience..

as for the nokia thingy... hope can get a few good men do tog... win liao don start also nvm... at least gain some exposure.

oh yah, i got a new nokia phone.. yeah, but old model lah... 6610i... at cheap price. can listen to radio on the move~ woohoo!

so late liao.. been sleepin late these few days... after effects of last wk's bazaar, haha... now don past 1am don sleep... jialat lah..

last nite Hellsing jus ended... a nice anime... tt Alucard is damn sey...
today show Kiddy Grade... a sorta lyke sailor moon pattern, but wif more action packed stuffs... 1st episode already show her "zou3 guang1"... walau... but this anime don exactly entice me... then 12 kingdoms also miss it... haha.. a long n cheem anime... nice but must kip watching to know wat's going on.
when's inuyasha comin back on arts central?
and.... who haf gundam seed destiny [burnt in cd] to lend me??

gotta sleep liao... zzz... zhou gong's here...
but i don feel sleepy...

ENGIN BASH 18TH FEB @ CHINABLACK, $12

hey pplz, get ur tickets from me now @ 92395875.... and engin bash does not means no pretti gers k.

get ur frenz along for a nite of fun~

horoscope

Year: 1981 Aries Rooster

You have a knack for learning just about anything the very first time it's taught to you and, along with your gift for communication, that would make you a first-rate teacher as well. Since you're known for your fire, passion, and initiative, it stands to reason that invention, exploration, and new experiences would be right up your alley. The urge for excitement could also reach into other areas of your life-recreation, in particular. In fact, you may be drawn irresistibly to danger, craving the adrenaline rush of walking just a bit too closely to the wild side. If that's the case, be very careful not to get too close. Temper your restless, risk- loving side with just a touch of caution.
Your challenge is to keep yourself safe and sound so that your dear ones will have you around for a good, long rime. Your gift is a never-ending supply of adrenaline.
Although it's fair to say you're a bit of a daredevil, you also have a softer side, which comes out in your one-to-one relationships. Your opposite sign, Libra, was also strongly represented in the heavens when you arrived and Libra, more than anything, craves relationship. You'll likely take the selection of a primary partner very seriously, possibly staying single for years at a time until just the right person comes along. Along the way, you'll likely learn to enjoy your own company, however, and come to relish those quiet hours of solitude. Independent signs like Sagittarians, Aquarians, and Geminis will be only too happy to send you on your way while they enjoy a bit of solitude themselves.

So...any pretty Libra girls out there? if you know of any intro hor! haha... anyway also dunno how true.. just put for fun...=P

courtesy of Tiger Beer and sin for his blog, tt's where i got this..

back from 4 days 3 n 1/2 nites of "outfield"

finally i'm back home, after spending tt amt of time in sch for bazaar... though tiring,but it's satisfying... although at times there were hiccups n unhappy incidents... but those were a minimal..

was a great experience there...

played DotA... which stands for defence of the ancient... which is the warcraft 3 game... nice time playing them at the lan gaming tt we had organized at the bazaar...

also, sleeping at the green benches near dily's.... tt experience is a lifetime one... being at the mercy of the elements of nature... the strong cold wind in particular... wah... really power.. i have to hide in the sleeping bag, and cover my head wif a tshirt to prevent myself from freezing.. but managed to survive few hrs b4 i seek shelter ...

these 4 days of working really is good... although i missed a bit of lectures here n there..hee.. but if given a chance, i wont mind doing it again... but of course not at the expense of my other commitments..

gonna rest... adieu~

cousins' outing!

woah, had a great day on 21st jan 2005... firstly, my cousin evangeline got wedded..and we cousins had a great time... i was so honored to open the car door for the groom, and picked up a red packet in the process...=]
secondly, after the wedding dinner at merchant court, we went up to the couple's hotel room, where their good frenz started their 2nd round of games on them... hee... stuffs that's fun n nice to play...
and a few of us, my big bro vincent, cousins joshua, kejia n kexin plus me of course, went out for a chill, haha... was real cool... vincent's frenz were also there. had a really nice time chattin.
a really great day to rem... and lookin fwd to more such outings tog.. the warmth of family.

1st week of lesson

started on my 2nd day of lesson.... was doing my publications stuffs prior to this bloggin session. very tired now... feeling at odds with myself... unhappy wif what i had achieved.

shld i or shld i not....

be feelin disoriented....

for i cannot apprehend the world....

& be at the mercy of the society...


eyelids falling shut,

mind is in a blank.

days are going by,

life is still as bad.

module bidding

all those module bidding sickening... why they make it so sickening. lucky i managed to get a few modules i want...now cannot take statistics... why?? although i don like it, but it's gonna be simple module leh... argh... now cannot pull up my cap... sianz
went to bbq yest n sentosa today... played risk at the bbq and the game was over in 5 turns.. haha.. cos someone super motivated then complete the mission... haha...
salute~

anyway, was kinda bored... lessons starting soon .... haiz...

HAPPY 2005~!

had a great way of bringin in the new year... so eventful... went to boon lay for the sales of sausages at the countdown party. it was the 2nd nite... and we end up havin quite a no of customers, esp after we drop the price from 2.80 per set to 2/- for each set... sell like hotcakes.. haha~

it sure was a good way n experience for us 27th MC... shout like those pasar malam uncles selling durians... haha...now a bit sore throat...
just now went clementi had our dunno wat meal... in 4am ... & the best is ... me, kai hong n siaoming ate laksa... haha... heck lah... but we drank liang teh n "white flower snake grass water" literal translation from chinese... hee... or oldenlandia drink... now in clubroom... writing this entry. think not going to sleep... haha... tmr morn we going back there to return the push cart which cannot be pushed easily... and the stuffs... but don feel like going.. bit tired.

sun maybe going ubin... or may end up going help pack aid for the tsunami victims... dennis going to help out at ... red cross ...i think so... can't rem... just saw the email 10 min ago...haha...

ok...tt's all lah... hope this new year will be great.... n i'll haf a memorable (good ones) for the rest of the yr...